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I Still Love My Ex

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    I just don't even know what I'm doing.

    I just can't get him to go away. I thought I had. But deep down I always knew that was just a lie I made myself believe so I could move on. And I did. I really did. I moved 60 miles away, and lived, laughed, pro created and loved for over 7 years. But he would creep in. He'd be...
    TearsAlwaysWin TearsAlwaysWin 26-30, F 2 Responses Jun 20, 2014

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    sassyblackjesus sassyblackjesus 18-21, M May 12

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    Me and my ex broke up over 1 month ago.

    and we dated for a year and 2 months. After a few weeks of our break up I was trying to do lots of things so I can stay happy and keep my mind off him and it was actually good for a while until 3 days ago he messaged me saying he wants to be friends. I didnt know what to do so I...
    bloodyzombie19 bloodyzombie19 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 23

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    I Hope You See This

    I still love you, and I always will. Nothing you say or do could ever change that. I know you don't want to hear this. I know you're over me, and that you've moved on. But despite that, it doesn't change how I feel about you. All a person needs in this world is someone that loves...
    haley1369 haley1369 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 20, 2012

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    It's been over a year

    since we haven't been together. I still miss you every day.
    lionessstrong lionessstrong 46-50, F 1 Response Jan 12

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    This Is How It Goes.... My Ex And Me

    Okay, I am thirteen and I've had one boyfriend, about 7 weeks ago. I was told by his best mate (who is also a great friend of mine, and who I like) that this boy really liked me, would I give him a chance? This lad is a bit like me, quiet surrounded by people, loud when in a...
    YhItsMeAgain YhItsMeAgain 31-35, F 3 Responses Dec 1, 2012

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    I still love you. I feel like

    such an idiot for not proving my love. I miss you. It's hard for me because you are my first love. You will always be my number one and I'm truly sorry. I guess you really don't realize what you have till it's gone
    alexandra2014 alexandra2014 18-21, F Dec 7, 2013

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    he is so confusing. so its been two years

    since we split and we still haven't even started our divorce. I don't really want to but he's engaged for a few months now but still hasn't started it himself. we are still close but do not live close and he looks dead inside in all his pictures. I think he mught still have...
    happyboxy happyboxy 22-25, F 1 Response May 10

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    After 2 years of rejecting my ex,

    I finally feel as though I need him. I have dated 2 guys after him and its as if I am looking for him in all of these guys after him. He was an amazing guy and yes he made mistakes but i guess its cause we were young. Although I love him still, I dont think I could learn to love...
    Laprincessa2 Laprincessa2 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 23

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    I still love my ex although we broke up 3 years

    ago and I left the country and am now way too far from her. I always feel bad everytime I see her pictures on instagram and talk to her.
    FlyraX FlyraX 18-21, M Jun 24

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    But I Don't Miss You

    I loved the way you felt in my arms and when we kissed. I loved walking, hiking, going to the beach, and going skinny dipping with you. I loved how you made me laugh and that beautiful smile, especially when you struggle not to. I loved holding hands with you as we walked...
    bitabyss bitabyss 46-50, M 10 Responses Aug 25, 2013

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    I have this awful plan.

    Tonight I'm texting my ex saying I'm drunk and that I miss him which I do miss him. But I won't be drunk I just want to see what he says in hoping we'll get back together!
    xxsarahxx777 xxsarahxx777 18-21, F 1 Response May 8

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    I believe once you love someone,

    you love them forever. YES I moved on from my ex's. But, is it wrong I still love them, miss them and wish I could be with them? I don't think so. Humans are meant to love and be loved, just like every animal. I just wonder if my ex's still think about me the way I think about...
    oreosnow oreosnow 18-21, F Dec 9, 2013

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    There are times when he is forgotten,

    almost like he never happened. I go along with my day and with my boyfriend and I am happy. And then, all it takes is one song, or one movie, or one place, and I am suddenly remembering that, yes, I AM happy. But not as happy as I was with him. I have written him letters...
    reppindetroit reppindetroit 22-25, F 4 Responses Jun 13, 2014

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    I hate him. I really do,

    I hate the way he has treated me as if he can spring back into my life like a yo yo whenever he wants, make me feel like a Princess and then hit me with those words like a ton of bricks, "I miss you but I don't want to be with you." I hate him for that. But, at the same time, I...
    RadiateLove RadiateLove 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 29

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    Sometimes.....

    I still miss him even after he did what he did. While the same time he was dating me he got another girl pregnant. It hurt me so much when I found out about it. He and I are still friends and I still have some feelings for him, but I did forgive him for what he did. I have...
    EmoMusicLuver EmoMusicLuver 16-17, F 3 Responses Sep 20, 2010

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    God help me, I do. Please,

    God, help me to let go
    lionessstrong lionessstrong 46-50, F 2 Responses Dec 21, 2014

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    Maybe it's not love. I just still have feelings

    for him ofcourse he's been with me for almost a year. I still get affected when he talk or flirts with someone when I shouldn't have to cause it's inappropriate now cause we're not together anymore but I just can't resist it. It affects my mood throughout the day I feel so sad...
    hellsAngel025 hellsAngel025 18-21, F Jun 27

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    I was with my ex for nearly 3 years.

    We had a very tumultuous relationship. She told me that she had slept with an ex of hers, 14 months into our relationship and I finished with her. She cried and begged me to give her another chance as she loved me so much. I relented and went back to her. I truly wish that I...
    dps23 dps23 51-55, M 4 Responses Jan 17, 2014

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    So I was in a relationship with this guy named

    Omar Diaz. He was 22 and was in University, he was studying some kind of art major. He lived at home with him mom, his brothers and sisters. His parents were divorced. He had black hair, he was 6’1, tall, had a normal build and was really attractive in my eyes, he was 100...
    Canadianchick94 Canadianchick94 18-21, F 22 Responses Sep 8, 2014

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    It's almost been 5 years

    since I last saw her. Every dream I have of her is a blessing because it reminds me of the familiar passion of earlier days. She was so beautiful - in every way. She broke up with me because of all the lies. Maybe I didn't have to lie, she was the type of girl that would have...
    northexit182 northexit182 22-25, M 20 Responses Feb 5, 2014

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    I Still Love My Ex

    LET ME FIRST START FROM WHERE IT ALL STARTED........I FIRST MET MY EX, RAY, WHEN MY SISER WAS SEEING HIS COUSIN. HE WAS 12 YEARS OLD & I WAS 15. WE BECAME REALLY COOL FRIENDS. MY PARENTS & HIS WERE GOOD FRIENDS TOO. NOW MY PARENTS DIDN'T LIKE RAY OR HIS COUSINS. BUT...
    CRYBABY CRYBABY 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 25, 2006

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    He texted me the other day.

    I thought I could go about the situation maturely and be friends, after all we did break up 3 months ago. And it was going great, we clicked just like old times. Until last night. I went to a friends birthday party, Tyler was there. I didn't know too many people at the party so...
    mcguin1 mcguin1 18-21, F May 23

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    My Story And Conundrum

    I was involved with a young lady for close to three years. Like many failed relationships, this was long distance and entirely online/over the phone with a single week-long visit last fall. We were very much in love, despite our handicapped means of communication and lack of...
    Triundi Triundi 26-30, M 22 Responses Sep 14, 2012

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    ImJustANobody ImJustANobody 26-30, M Jun 23

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    One day I want to write you a letter full of

    truths, and I want it to be the most beautiful thing you've ever read.
    RLewis93 RLewis93 22-25, F 2 Responses May 11

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    I'm only going to hurt myself again.

    Because I love you, my heart hates me. A lot.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 23

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    It is easy to say "you should move on" "give

    time some time" etc But when it comes down to getting over someone you love with all your heart.. it is the hardest thing I ever had to face! It is still there, every second of the day he walked away.. all the words he had to say.. I close my eyes and I can feel the pain of the...
    mimosasgl mimosasgl 22-25, F 1 Response May 2, 2014

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    the only man I will still drop everything

    and go see to make him happy the best way I can. doesn't matter if either of us is in a relationship. I can't say no nor want to.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 26

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    My sons mom. I'll do anything to get her back.

    But I hurt her too much. It drives me insane everytime I see her. It's been almost three years.
    DmanX DmanX 26-30, M Jun 21

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    We broke up about two yours ago.

    The reason is... Kinda do t wanna talk about it, but I gave her more chances than other guys would have. I caught her cheating on me on so many occasions and she lied about it. Yes, it does hurt, but am I over it? Yes, somewhat Do I still love my ex? Yes I do Would I go back...
    Kiritosteele Kiritosteele 22-25, M 1 Response May 20

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    She's just such a smart,

    loving, funny girl. She has beautiful eyes and lovely hair. She's intelligent. She's just a good person to be around. I remember us so well that I wish it never ended. I loved her so much. She broke up with me a lot but I can't get rid my feelings for her. We are still good...
    MichaelEgitto MichaelEgitto 13-15, M 1 Response May 7

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    I'm still in love with my ex.

    It's been almost 2 years since we broke up. The worst thing is he knows how I feel about him and that I have trouble refusing him anything, so he comes in and out of my life as he pleases. I know he's just using me but I feel powerless to stop it.
    ShyGirlie78 ShyGirlie78 36-40, F 3 Responses Apr 13, 2014

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    unless they've done something terrible then I

    still have a lot of feelings for my ex boyfriend "love" maybe but he is my past and I would push him away in a second because I'm not so weak I can't say no to him. But thinking of him still makes my heart beat faster and I know he has some of my heart with him. However I'm...
    loreto789 loreto789 31-35, F Jun 24

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    Every time I see the music video to "Real" by

    Gorgon City I think about my ex. The girl singing looks EXACTLY like her, it's almost scary. Her face, her hair, her eyes, her clothing style... it's almost like I'm looking at my ex again. Dang I miss her :( http://youtu.be/l4__q9CapVo
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 1, 2014

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    I remember 2 weeks ago we were happy

    and I thought we had it all but I guess I was wrong he broke up with me at that moment I felt like the world had ended I got the strongest pain ever in my heart I strongly believe that he could of just stab me n that would of hurt less I couldn't stand anything all...
    angie314 angie314 13-15, F 1 Response May 14

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    I Want To Let Her Go Though......

    i want to let her go though.....
    ninja ninja 16-17, M 2 Responses Jan 8, 2007

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    I know it's crazy. I know some may find me

    stupid or make fun of me for weeping over just one girl who ruined my life. who I loved the most. dreamed of each night. who I thought of every single minutes. who I wrote songs and poems for. who I kissed. who I touched. but who happened to have more than me when I had her...
    ru661 ru661 18-21, M 2 Responses Jun 29

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    baby I will give our relationship The perfect

    end just give me last chance i know I hurted you before and made you cry baby this time I won't I swear I will make you so happy and i will be so happy together we will be perfect couple .please just last chance for me for us to be together
    Lilyalexandergia Lilyalexandergia 18-21, F May 8

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    our relationshio was unusual,

    complicated and very passionate... our breakup was out of our control. .. we have not talked in a month or so and out of the blue he emails me. the email simply said, "hi, how are you. how is the family." I miss him, I love him and I still want us to belong to each other...
    Breeze82b Breeze82b 26-30, F 1 Response May 7

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    I miss my Ex ,my friends tell me "ok,

    forget him now, he don't love you!!"but I can't breathe without him...
    locy locy 16-17, F 2 Responses May 8

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    My names Rayanna McRee

    and I'm going to be writing you tonight about a man that changed my life. I couldn't keep this in any longer because its been tearing me apart for 4 years. I know I sound silly, but it's been 4 years since we broke up; and I still hold deep feelings for him, you could say I...
    Avalina20 Avalina20 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 26, 2014

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    I wouldnt say love...

    but I still have feelings for and want to cuddle and sleep with her. our daughter asks why were aren't or cant get back together. both of us are re married and have kids in our new marriage.
    opendad05 opendad05 26-30, M 1 Response Jun 24

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    Yes!!! I still love her eventhough we're done

    2yrs ago and im the one who ask for the break up.. And now she loves someone else and im just here waiting everytime she needs someone to talk to.. It breaks my heart everytime i remember how perfect we are before! 💔
    curlmylash25 curlmylash25 26-30, F 2 Responses Dec 30, 2013

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    I wish you were here

    as a comfort as a shoulder when the burden of being a person is too much to bare. I wish you were here much love
    honestlyanonymouslyme honestlyanonymouslyme 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 23

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    In the end of April this past year,

    I had a woman contact me and tell me she's been my husband's girlfriend for the last few years, even traveling with him on business trips. She spared me no detail, even when it came to their sex life. He and I have been together 24 years, married 22. I found out that he's been...
    Kaeli624 Kaeli624 51-55 2 Responses Jan 5, 2014

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