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I Still Love My Ex

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    My names Rayanna McRee

    and I'm going to be writing you tonight about a man that changed my life. I couldn't keep this in any longer because its been tearing me apart for 4 years. I know I sound silly, but it's been 4 years since we broke up; and I still hold deep feelings for him, you could say I...
    Avalina20 Avalina20 22-25, F Aug 26, 2014

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    Abbybear911 Abbybear911 16-17, F 32 mins ago

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    So my gf just broke up with me saying she

    doesnt love me anymore but i still love her more then anything and im just completly heart broken. Every one keeps telling me that ill find someone else but i really only want her and its killing me slowly with the thought that i will probably never get her back. Ive been...
    NanNanNanNan NanNanNanNan 16-17, T Feb 25

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    If I knew my ex girlfriend never wanted me to

    leave her I would of never left I love her still and she means the world to me it's time we get back since I know she still loves Me
    Russo13amity Russo13amity 16-17, M Mar 15

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    I just want to get over him,

    but it's tough when he's the only one who's really ever gotten me.
    3eblover 3eblover 16-17, F Dec 9, 2013

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    I was with my ex for nearly 3 years.

    We had a very tumultuous relationship. She told me that she had slept with an ex of hers, 14 months into our relationship and I finished with her. She cried and begged me to give her another chance as she loved me so much. I relented and went back to her. I truly wish that I...
    dps23 dps23 51-55, M 4 Responses Jan 17, 2014

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    Sometimes.....

    I still miss him even after he did what he did. While the same time he was dating me he got another girl pregnant. It hurt me so much when I found out about it. He and I are still friends and I still have some feelings for him, but I did forgive him for what he did. I have...
    EmoMusicLuver EmoMusicLuver 16-17, F 3 Responses Sep 20, 2010

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    Just posting this to get it off my mind.

    (LONG.) Lately my ex and I have been texting here and there for the last month even though he has a girlfriend now. (Note: We're 1000+ miles apart.. AND YES I KNOW HES REAL.)He told me a few weeks ago that we cant talk anymore because of that, but we still do!! (which makes no...
    Hipstercatlover Hipstercatlover 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 24

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    I wish I could go back to the day we broke up I

    would tell you that you're making the right decision She is the girl of your dreams You're going to be happy She's going to treat you the way you deserve I would tell you that I love you and that I will always love you I would ask you to never contact me again I would ask...
    rachelknox15 rachelknox15 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 29

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    My Story And Conundrum

    I was involved with a young lady for close to three years. Like many failed relationships, this was long distance and entirely online/over the phone with a single week-long visit last fall. We were very much in love, despite our handicapped means of communication and lack of...
    Triundi Triundi 26-30, M 22 Responses Sep 14, 2012

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    I Want To Let Her Go Though......

    i want to let her go though.....
    ninja ninja 16-17, M 2 Responses Jan 8, 2007

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    In the end of April this past year,

    I had a woman contact me and tell me she's been my husband's girlfriend for the last few years, even traveling with him on business trips. She spared me no detail, even when it came to their sex life. He and I have been together 24 years, married 22. I found out that he's been...
    Kaeli624 Kaeli624 51-55 2 Responses Jan 5, 2014

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    It's coming up to three years

    since we broke up. I've had other relationships (2) but really only for the sake of it. I've been with women, men and transgender. My life circled alot around sex for the first 18 months. I still miss him, usually I send a valentine's card to his mothers and I want to this year...
    bbwlostgirl bbwlostgirl 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 1

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    It's been over a year

    since we haven't been together. I still miss you every day.
    lionessstrong lionessstrong 46-50, F Jan 12

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    We are better friends

    now than when we were married.
    Lonesmwolf Lonesmwolf 46-50, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I have unfinished business

    and unresolved feeling with one of my ex's. Even though I'm in a relationship now, I've never been able to get closure and move on from him.
    anonymousfraud anonymousfraud 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 13, 2014

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    So we went up to dinner

    and I confessed to her again after 6 years. I just need to tell her before I regret not telling her for the rest of my life. I will have no regrets .
    derpalooo derpalooo 18-21, M 1 day ago

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    Cindy, I want you to know

    that I still love you and want to see you.
    mortaritaville07 mortaritaville07 46-50, M 1 Response Feb 28

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    He texted me last night to tell me how much he

    loves me... his girlfriend was asleep..
    idontknow211 idontknow211 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 11

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    Yes, v.much so. ...

    Yes, v.much so. But what is so confusing is that i am infatuated with another man at the moment and my feelings for them both keep getting intwined-don't really know what is going on-altho at this precise moment its quite simple as i'm angry at both of them, but would also love...
    trixabell trixabell 26-30, F 2 Responses Jun 19, 2007

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    your insecure don't know what for.

    your turning heads when you walk through the do o o r :) don't need makeup to cover up.being the way that you are is enoooough.baby you light up my world like no body else. the way you flip your hair gets me over whelmed. but when you smile at the ground it ain't hard to tell...
    Lilyalexandergia Lilyalexandergia 18-21, F Feb 20

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    I just don't even know what I'm doing.

    I just can't get him to go away. I thought I had. But deep down I always knew that was just a lie I made myself believe so I could move on. And I did. I really did. I moved 60 miles away, and lived, laughed, pro created and loved for over 7 years. But he would creep in. He'd be...
    TearsAlwaysWin TearsAlwaysWin 26-30, F 3 Responses Jun 20, 2014

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    mystiere13 mystiere13 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 17

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    I still love you. I feel like

    such an idiot for not proving my love. I miss you. It's hard for me because you are my first love. You will always be my number one and I'm truly sorry. I guess you really don't realize what you have till it's gone
    alexandra2014 alexandra2014 18-21, F Dec 7, 2013

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    God help me, I do. Please,

    God, help me to let go
    lionessstrong lionessstrong 46-50, F 2 Responses Dec 21, 2014

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    My ex who I've cried many tears over,

    texted me out of the blue today after not talking for months. He told me he has a girl friend now, which made me so jealous, that I actually cried.. But whatever. Even though he's an *******, I still love him.. But today he told me he couldnt talk to me anymore because he has a...
    Hipstercatlover Hipstercatlover 16-17, F Mar 4

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    I love you and your the best thing happened to

    me I love every details in you I love your face your lips your skinny body your skin your amazing finger that I will always sucking it I love every inch off you your smile your laugh your eyes I think our eyes looks like baby we have same day born and same eyes I love your soul...
    Lilyalexandergia Lilyalexandergia 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 14

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    After 6 years, I still love my ex,

    and there's this other girl that is interested in me , I like her but I don't really like want to have a relationship with her. I don't want to hurt the other girl's feelings. I can feel that I may have the chance I can go back together with my ex . After all these years, we...
    derpalooo derpalooo 18-21, M 3 days ago

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    Its been a few months

    since I found out he cheated on me, and I still find myself crying a puddle over him as well as still looking at his social media profiles. Yes, I am extremely jealous of his new stupid girlfriend. (Especially around this time of the year, when we first met and got together one...
    Hipstercatlover Hipstercatlover 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 24

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    IvyRed15 IvyRed15 16-17, F Jan 31

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    No words can't explain,

    how much I STILL LOVE YOU. Remeniscing all the precious and dying moments we had. I don't know why you are still the ONE. No one can replace you. You're still my BABE. I love you so much.
    isahruth isahruth 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    Every time I see the music video to "Real" by

    Gorgon City I think about my ex. The girl singing looks EXACTLY like her, it's almost scary. Her face, her hair, her eyes, her clothing style... it's almost like I'm looking at my ex again. Dang I miss her :( http://youtu.be/l4__q9CapVo
    AreYouDaft25 AreYouDaft25 31-35, M 1 Response Dec 1, 2014

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    So I was in a relationship with this guy named

    Omar Diaz. He was 22 and was in University, he was studying some kind of art major. He lived at home with him mom, his brothers and sisters. His parents were divorced. He had black hair, he was 6’1, tall, had a normal build and was really attractive in my eyes, he was 100...
    Canadianchick94 Canadianchick94 18-21, F 24 Responses Sep 8, 2014

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    There are times when he is forgotten,

    almost like he never happened. I go along with my day and with my boyfriend and I am happy. And then, all it takes is one song, or one movie, or one place, and I am suddenly remembering that, yes, I AM happy. But not as happy as I was with him. I have written him letters...
    reppindetroit reppindetroit 22-25, F 4 Responses Jun 13, 2014

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    In the middle of anything you will pop in my

    head, all I will see is a flash of a smile... my heart and my throat will become very tight, tears will slowly feel my eyes... I try hard to hold them... I wonder where you are, what you are doing, are you thinking about me, are you missing me... This moments happens too often...
    leakcim leakcim 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 9, 2014

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    okay Camille. stand there

    and watch me burn that's alright because I like the way it hurts, stand there baby and watch me cry that's alright because iam the one who lie.I know i said things did things i didn't mean then fall back into same routine always promised and failed then you cry cry cry I was a...
    Lilyalexandergia Lilyalexandergia 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 30

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    I still love you... I hate myself because

    after everything that you did to me... It is still you that I want... I am with someone new right now... Wish I could unlove you....
    Mikey022 Mikey022 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 6

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    here's the thing... I told her the first week

    of January that I won't talk to her for a while...but I can't help it... I messaged her and she replied me immediately... We both still missed, think and love each other... God...I can't wait for the day when I can go see her and be with her.
    Achelle07 Achelle07 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 24

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    Dreambrother Dreambrother 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 22

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    Stupid ex, let my heart go.

    It hurts with you holding on so tight. Give it back! ....... Now look what you did. You broke it.... Stupid ex.
    rathernotsay12 rathernotsay12 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 23, 2014

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    I Still Love My Ex

    LET ME FIRST START FROM WHERE IT ALL STARTED........I FIRST MET MY EX, RAY, WHEN MY SISER WAS SEEING HIS COUSIN. HE WAS 12 YEARS OLD & I WAS 15. WE BECAME REALLY COOL FRIENDS. MY PARENTS & HIS WERE GOOD FRIENDS TOO. NOW MY PARENTS DIDN'T LIKE RAY OR HIS COUSINS. BUT...
    CRYBABY CRYBABY 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 25, 2006

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    I hate you for making me think you really loved

    me... who am I kidding? I don't hate you. My chest hurts because I still love you so ******* much, and i think about you every ******* day. Sometimes I want to text you, just to know if you're doing okay.. but I know better.. I'm sorry that I love you, okay? I'm sorry..
    incomprehesiblerain incomprehesiblerain 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 10

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    I Miss Him

    I miss him so much, I think about him every day It's been 5 months since we split and I can't even imagine life without him popping up in my mind at least once a day I feel he is my soul mate Life is difficult without him He made me so happy He made me whole
    Diliges Diliges 22-25, F Sep 4, 2013

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    That feeling that u miss talking to someone.

    . But he dont want to talk to you :(
    zheiy zheiy 31-35, F Apr 30, 2014

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    I Hope You See This

    I still love you, and I always will. Nothing you say or do could ever change that. I know you don't want to hear this. I know you're over me, and that you've moved on. But despite that, it doesn't change how I feel about you. All a person needs in this world is someone that loves...
    haley1369 haley1369 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 20, 2012

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    My 1st love and my 1st boyfriend was my

    highschool classmate...we lost our communication after graduation. then i was surprised when he showed up the day before my 18th bday, so i made him my 18th roses. After that special event in my life,nagkabalikan kami. we are both in college that time,but from different schools...
    truelove19 truelove19 26-30, F Mar 4

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    But I Don't Miss You

    I loved the way you felt in my arms and when we kissed. I loved walking, hiking, going to the beach, and going skinny dipping with you. I loved how you made me laugh and that beautiful smile, especially when you struggle not to. I loved holding hands with you as we walked...
    bitabyss bitabyss 46-50, M 10 Responses Aug 25, 2013