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I Still Love My First Love

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    I love my ex-girlfriend still

    and last time we met we held hands and I thought she still Loved me but she's dating my best friend but I still love her
    TimeLord42 TimeLord42 13-15, M Feb 4

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    Today I feel much the same way I felt about a

    year and a half ago. It's been a good amount of time since I broke up with a very special person and things have gotten only a little easier. I've made a lot of moves since then. I can't say i'm not trying to pick up the pieces and move forward; i'm doing just that. But as far...
    dannylivinlife dannylivinlife 18-21, M Mar 31

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    Always will :) I thank God everyday

    for my love and for the blessings he continues to give us. We have a love like no other.
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F Jul 28

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    So I'm going back to middle school

    because that's were it all started. I was like what idk 12 yes old haha and I liked umm this guys since kinder but like I liked him on and off. And like I dated him for a year but I didn't really consider it dating since I mean it was middle school but whatever . Anyways we...
    thecatso thecatso 13-15, F Oct 9

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    I ask myself everyday,

    why? Why am I still in love with her? She's clearly over me and I understand why she's over me. I hurt her so bad, I lied, I treated her like ****, like she wasn't nothing to me. I also ask myself why did I hurt her, why did I treat her like that when I loved her. I guess cause...
    druggydavis druggydavis 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 9

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    I still love her after 2 years of being broken

    up.. I think about her once in a while. But i will never go back to her..
    2row 2row 18-21, M May 3

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    I could use some help.

    I believe deep down in my heart I am still very much in love with my first. It's been two years since we broke up and our communication with each other has been brief and usually winds up with my feeling hurt and disappointed. I don't want to have these feelings or emotions...
    dannylivinlife dannylivinlife 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 25

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    How Can I Not Still Love You....?

    As time flies by and the years keep passing away, the days seem stretched and hour never seems to end. But, one thing I know that you are always in my thoughts and never out of my mind. We may have gone our separate ways due to situations that we could not control or thought that...
    HardingP119 HardingP119 36-40, M 6 Responses Aug 14, 2012

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    It's been several years,

    but my freshman year in high school I fell for a guy. He was a junior at the time. The age difference was great, but I've always been considered mature. He and I dated for 8+ months, with no set start date as it just sort of morphed from friends to more. He had no idea what he...
    Madiwithani Madiwithani 16-17, F Jun 27

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    I just found out she got married not too long

    ago. I thought it wouldn't effect me since we haven't spoken to each other for years now, but I guess it's all a lie cause I still love her a lot and I sometimes wonder if she thinks about me too. But on the other than that I'm really happy for her and her partner may their love...
    luckie530 luckie530 18-21, F Sep 24

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    I wouldn't say I'm still in love with her,

    I love her as a close friend like I'd do anything for her.
    MixedJayy MixedJayy 16-17, F Apr 6

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    My First And Only Love

    I was 11 years old when we met each other, he was 16. We met true our common friends and almost right away we fell in love. As you all think about it now, it was quite a age difference. But for us it didn't matter, we became a couple and after a short year also my parents...
    eex813 eex813 18-21, F Sep 11, 2012

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    I wanna hold you 24/7 .

    . And not lose you ..
    thadudesixty2 thadudesixty2 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 30

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    After 23 Years?

    I'll try to keep this short. So I met my first love when I was 14. He was a friend of a friend who brought him to our group. At first I didn't like him because I thought he was a little conceited so I didn't give him a second thought. Still we were sort of friends and we 'dated...
    shadra88 shadra88 36-40 5 Responses Sep 9, 2011

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    I was fortunate enough to have the best first

    boyfriend a girl could ever ask for. He was my first love, and I’ve never had that kind of love with anyone other than him. He loved and accepted me just the way that I was. It was the only time in my life when I felt like I could just be me. He and I learned about love...
    miryam57 miryam57 56-60, F Oct 24

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    hey all ! ... this is important

    and big. can i have a small time of yours, just little.. few minutes.. i sign up here around a year back to share my story with people and i did. i expected people will help me out from my heart broken stage and yes to maximum extend people helped, thanks a lot... then i began...
    heartless2 heartless2 22-25, M Jul 22

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    I miss your mouth, your body,

    your breath, your perfect eyes looking deeply into mine as we made love...I miss you on this cold night, my only love...
    immortalspirit immortalspirit 31-35, M Nov 8

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    I Still Love Her

    I lost my virginity about 15 years ago freshman year of high school to the girl of my dreams. She lived across the street from my friends house (the afternoon weed smoking and skating spot) and the first time I saw her I said out loud to my friends she was mine. They laughed at...
    vonbattle vonbattle 26-30, M 2 Responses May 30, 2012

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    I found out they my first love is dating my

    best friend I just feel so hurt I can't believe I believed everything he said it was just all lies
    Maria134747 Maria134747 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 8

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    To my Love, Ashley, I imagine sometimes,

    as I lay awake waiting for whatever medication to coax my brain into a semblance of sleep, our wedding that will never be. Sounds funny, right? ...Me thinking about weddings of any sort, much less my own...quite out of character! But I do, because I know how much like a dream...
    immortalspirit immortalspirit 31-35, M 3 Responses May 30

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    I Still Love Her

     We met when we were babies. I was about 6 months old, and she was 4 months old. We lived across the street from each other until I was about 9, when my family moved to another area of the city that we lived in. We didn't see each other for a few years, but she was never far...
    RedDwarf RedDwarf 51-55, M 6 Responses Aug 16, 2008

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    I Saw Her

    I saw her the other day. I went and visited on Thursday and didn't come home until yesterday because she didn't want me to leave. There was kissing, and cuddling, and there were even more intimate moments that I will never forget. All this time, and it still feels like the most...
    BornofAshes BornofAshes 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 29, 2012

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    I still love that person.

    i wrote a post last month or something.got loads of help and advice.and my craving to hear his voice or see him has reduced.but still I can't forget him completely.memories keep coming back to me.i hear a song and suddenly it reminds me of his words or of the moments we had spent...
    Naina94 Naina94 18-21, F Jul 28

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    A Second Chance?

    Hello everyone. In a search for answers I found this site and have spent the last couple of hours reading quite a lot of the stories. I had been thinking that it might help to write things out, and I suppose where better than to write it out here. Where to start.... 14 years...
    Trojanaeneas Trojanaeneas 31-35, M 6 Responses May 19, 2013

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    I'm 19 years old. I still love my first love.

    He is beautiful, smart, caring and athletic. I fell in love with him in my 8th grade year. I broke up with him because my friend had feelings for him as well, and I felt bad. He lives 3 houses away. I never had any sexual contact with him I don't know why I'm so attached to him...
    xoclaire12 xoclaire12 18-21, F May 28

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    Mis-Delivered Post . It sure was a bolt from

    the blue. I have not been in contact with her for some time. She has always been on my mind. How could I not think of her after all it was my fault. An hour ago, I heard something being dropped through the letter box. I though it was strange that, being a holiday and that after...
    HardingP119 HardingP119 36-40, M 1 Response Dec 26, 2013

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    Prohibited Love!

    I am a Muslim girl from The Middle East, never ever believed in Love! Screaming from inside, calling for freedom. Strict father and difficult culture. No support at all from anyone. Not surprisingly, I can be in my best away. Trying to be positive among all negatives. Trying to...
    fatom fatom 26-30, F 7 Responses Sep 16, 2012

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    About a year ago, in February,

    I had a friend come over to stay the night. I had just met her at school and she was cool and fun to be around. When she was at my house, she asked if she could Skype with a few of her exs. I said ok. Personally, I found it a little awkward. While we were Skyping a few different...
    WolfAssassin16 WolfAssassin16 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 7, 2013

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    My First Love, My Last Love, My Only Love

    I met my first love our freshman year of high school, fresh out of elementary school, we were young and foolish and didn't know what was good for us. I was told he liked me and thought I was "hot" and I generally thought the same. But I was a girl and girls are definitely...
    JandR2024 JandR2024 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 12, 2012

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    The Girl I Can't Forget

    For the past several years, I have found myself deeply and irrevocably in love with a single girl. Of course, I am only approaching twenty, and while my understanding of love may be incomplete, it is as close a thing as I have experienced. It is funny to think that I only knew...
    feelsgoodtosaysomething feelsgoodtosaysomething 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 13, 2012

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    I'm not going to go into detail

    because then I'd sound crazy to everyone but all I have to say is I thank God for giving me the opportunities of having eternity through Jesus, and he is awesome :) this love is truly amazing and could only be done by my Heavenly Father.
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 12

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    You never forget your first

    but it was good while it lasted and eventually you move on but they'll always have a special place in your heart, you have love for them but it's time to move on, I did and so can you.
    MakaylaCorlisa MakaylaCorlisa 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 7

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    Ranran123 Ranran123 18-21, F Oct 30

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    Okay so we met waaay back then in 3rd grade.

    I thought he was cute cause we all were kids & dumb back then. He used to call me his homie & I did before too. We were close as little kids. I moved in 4th grade & never seen him since! About 10 years later, we meet up in Summer school. Well I think he don't remember me. ): He...
    Beautybomb Beautybomb 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 19

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    God damnit, I ******* miss you Kim.

    I wish I wasn't so stupid. Maybe it's because something reminded me of you. Maybe it's because I still listen to the Autumn Effect. I swear to god I can hear your voice. I'm so sorry I didn't realize how much I hurt you. I wish I could have stayed, I really really do. I couldn't...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 20

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    I Still Love Him... WHY?!?!!

    It's spring break, I have been messaging Ty for a while now. I gave him my number because I knew i wasnt going to have internet all day. We texted all day, flirting etc. I promised myself on that day that I wasnt going to let anything happen until we are both at school on monday...
    Fancygurl Fancygurl 13-15, F 2 Responses May 8, 2013

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    Not in the sense of "Oh I want to be with him"

    But I love him for showing me a different way of life and making me the girlfriend that I am today. I still care about him and I don't think that's ever going to change. We have both moved on with our lives.. So we do not talk anymore. But he literally taught me things that I...
    distanceandspace distanceandspace 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 26

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    It's Been 17 Years.....

    ...since we met, aged 14. Im pretty sure it was love at first sight. We sat on a bench together and I remember thinking "I never want to leave his side..I don't want this feeling to end" We we're together for the next 3 years and shared many "first experiences" together. We were...
    whatsthefuckingpoint whatsthefuckingpoint 31-35, F 2 Responses Sep 11, 2013

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    In My First Love.

    Hi, I'm 15 (16 next month) and have been with my 19 year old boyfriend for 6 months. Okay, so, cutting to te chase, I never knew what love was until I found my boyfriend. I thought it was over rated, there wasnt a nice guy out there for me.. I've never had a good relationship, I...
    ChloeSmith97 ChloeSmith97 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 16, 2013

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    Love Of My Life

    I believe everybody will find love, be it true, or otherwise. For me it was a girl I had met at church. Long brown hair, beautiful face, but most of all was her laugh. God, if i could hear that laugh everyday, I don't think I'd ever have another unhappy thought again. I was...
    Brettiferr Brettiferr 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 23, 2013

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    I met my first love 1993 we worked together I

    was only 17 he was 22. We flirted around each other for a year he was a Muslim practising so I did not think I had a chance. I told his best friend I liked him she went and told him that set the wheels in motion. We started flirting and as he wrote all the Rotas he kept putting...
    natty999 natty999 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    You Are Always - On My Mind Lyrics .

    . Maybe I didn't love you Quite as often as I could have And maybe I didn't treat you Quite as good as I should have If I made you feel second best Girl, I'm sorry I was blind You were always on my mind You were always on my mind And maybe I didn't hold you All those...
    HardingP119 HardingP119 36-40, M 2 Responses Dec 26, 2013

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    Fall Walking

    I went for a walk yesterday as it was a perfect fall day in Maine. While walking around the cemetery (I know kind of odd...but it is quiet and I can let my mind wander) my mind drifts off. I am not sure if it is the solitude, the weather or what but my mind went back to simpler...
    adamj933 adamj933 36-40, M 2 Responses Oct 17, 2013

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    Im happy because finally I have left Egypt

    and returned to my country, however I feel painful in my heart every second because every details here reminds me of A7mad. It's ironic that I didn't threw my Egypt SIM card hoping from him to call me . I feel silly every moment I stay near of my window hoping to see him . I...
    unknown159231 unknown159231 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 5

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    First Love:

    Its funny... last time I heard from him he said "I took you for granted and I'm sorry for everything" He kept telling me I wasn't thinking straight as I was trying to push him away... He was right (I wasn't thinking straight). I pushed him away.. and realize I really took him for...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Sep 12, 2013

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    We're still together.

    We've been together for 4 years now. I seriously can't see my future without him. Love you babe 😘
    lovenicolexo lovenicolexo 18-21, F May 3

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    My Relationship With God- -

    A while back when i was converted into a real Christian i started to know God. I started praying and reading the Bible. Though this week and a bit prior to it i have been quite carnal. While i listian to the song "Faithful God" by "Laura Story, let me think of how to say what i...
    PinePine PinePine 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 12, 2012

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    3 months later and these feelings are still

    strong. I wish I can get over her, I wish it wasn't this hard for me. I just can't, I try so hard to forget about her. But it seems like every single thing reminds me of her. I'm ready to forget about her. I wish she would just run to my arms already. I miss her but I know she's...
    druggydavis druggydavis 18-21, F Mar 15

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    It's Been 20 Years And I Still Want To Kiss You

    .... that's what he wrote to her. Her heart almost burst from her chest as she read the words on the screen. She felt the same way, she had missed him for so long. They were once very passionate lovers and best friends. Their companionship was so strong that even they didn't...
    broknwings broknwings 36-40, F Sep 24, 2013

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    I'm still in love with her.

    It's hard to see her in the halls without wanting to take her in my arms and tell her how much I miss her. It takes so much willpower to turn away whenever she's passing by or in one of my classrooms for something. I want her to go away, but I want her to take me back. It's...
    UndeadMassacre UndeadMassacre 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    I met her in school . she's 3 yrs younger to me. We became really close friends and then one day i told her i loved her but she wasn't ready for that at the moment but eventually...
    Helsing77 Helsing77 18-21, M 2 Responses Nov 18

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