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I Still Love My First Love

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    I Still Love Him... WHY?!?!!

    It's spring break, I have been messaging Ty for a while now. I gave him my number because I knew i wasnt going to have internet all day. We texted all day, flirting etc. I promised myself on that day that I wasnt going to let anything happen until we are both at school on monday...
    Fancygurl Fancygurl 16-17, F 2 Responses May 8, 2013

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    I Still Love Her

     We met when we were babies. I was about 6 months old, and she was 4 months old. We lived across the street from each other until I was about 9, when my family moved to another area of the city that we lived in. We didn't see each other for a few years, but she was never far...
    RedDwarf RedDwarf 51-55, M 6 Responses Aug 16, 2008

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    It's Been 17 Years.....

    ...since we met, aged 14. Im pretty sure it was love at first sight. We sat on a bench together and I remember thinking "I never want to leave his side..I don't want this feeling to end" We we're together for the next 3 years and shared many "first experiences" together. We were...
    whatsthefuckingpoint whatsthefuckingpoint 31-35, F 2 Responses Sep 11, 2013

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    Love Of My Life

    I believe everybody will find love, be it true, or otherwise. For me it was a girl I had met at church. Long brown hair, beautiful face, but most of all was her laugh. God, if i could hear that laugh everyday, I don't think I'd ever have another unhappy thought again. I was...
    Brettiferr Brettiferr 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 23, 2013

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    My first love was a sweet young lady

    and i was a stupid shy teenager we dated and hugged and kissed and enjoyed each others company no sex it was always on my mind but during the early 60's it was the end of the hands of time but i was stuck with no touching one day she scared me to death by saying she loved me. I...
    fire1a fire1a 66-70, M May 9

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    I Saw Her

    I saw her the other day. I went and visited on Thursday and didn't come home until yesterday because she didn't want me to leave. There was kissing, and cuddling, and there were even more intimate moments that I will never forget. All this time, and it still feels like the most...
    BornofAshes BornofAshes 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 29, 2012

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    I miss your mouth, your body,

    your breath, your perfect eyes looking deeply into mine as we made love...I miss you on this cold night, my only love...
    immortalspirit immortalspirit 31-35, M Nov 8, 2014

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    I was fortunate enough to have the best first

    boyfriend a girl could ever ask for. He was my first love, and I’ve never had that kind of love with anyone other than him. He loved and accepted me just the way that I was. It was the only time in my life when I felt like I could just be me. He and I learned about love...
    miryam57 miryam57 56-60, F Oct 24, 2014

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    He's my first love because he actually loved me

    and adored me when we were kids. I still stay in contact with him because I still love him so. He lives back at home and has a little boy but I still admire him from a distance. If only we were together we fell out due to trying to do long distance and the changes we were...
    gobacklike4thgrade gobacklike4thgrade 26-30, F Jul 24

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    I will always love her

    and the worst part she passed away at the age of 23 13/04/2015
    pjrtt pjrtt 22-25, M 1 Response May 9

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    I'm 19 years old. I still love my first love.

    He is beautiful, smart, caring and athletic. I fell in love with him in my 8th grade year. I broke up with him because my friend had feelings for him as well, and I felt bad. He lives 3 houses away. I never had any sexual contact with him I don't know why I'm so attached to him...
    xoclaire12 xoclaire12 18-21, F May 28, 2014

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    I still love that person.

    i wrote a post last month or something.got loads of help and advice.and my craving to hear his voice or see him has reduced.but still I can't forget him completely.memories keep coming back to me.i hear a song and suddenly it reminds me of his words or of the moments we had spent...
    Naina94 Naina94 18-21, F Jul 28, 2014

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    I still think about the girl I thought I fell

    in love with in 4th grade. I liked her starting then and kept an eye on her until the end of 7th grade - literally the last day of school - when she finally pulled me aside and said she liked me and wanted to become a couple after she gets back from her summer vacation. I...
    Brontide Brontide 36-40, M 1 Response May 8

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    In My First Love.

    Hi, I'm 15 (16 next month) and have been with my 19 year old boyfriend for 6 months. Okay, so, cutting to te chase, I never knew what love was until I found my boyfriend. I thought it was over rated, there wasnt a nice guy out there for me.. I've never had a good relationship, I...
    ChloeSmith97 ChloeSmith97 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 16, 2013

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    It's been several years,

    but my freshman year in high school I fell for a guy. He was a junior at the time. The age difference was great, but I've always been considered mature. He and I dated for 8+ months, with no set start date as it just sort of morphed from friends to more. He had no idea what he...
    Madiwithani Madiwithani 18-21, F Jun 27, 2014

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    After 23 Years?

    I'll try to keep this short. So I met my first love when I was 14. He was a friend of a friend who brought him to our group. At first I didn't like him because I thought he was a little conceited so I didn't give him a second thought. Still we were sort of friends and we 'dated...
    shadra88 shadra88 36-40 5 Responses Sep 9, 2011

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    I saw him today. My first love.

    It was a short visit, we only had about 45 minutes. Just seeing him was wonderful!!! It's crazy to think that he probably knows me better than anyone else on this planet! I have known him since I was 17. He knows my fears, he knows my joys. He even knows "how to push my...
    curioussoutherngirl38 curioussoutherngirl38 36-40, F 1 Response May 24

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    There are numerous older men in the world

    who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to find women for dating and companionship. The spokesperson reports that many older men have started finding perfect companions through their...
    norahcc11 norahcc11 26-30, F May 25

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    Yeah, no kidding. But don't we all?

    At least for a while?
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 9

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    I love him but I'm no longer in love with him.

    The love I have for him now is strictly platonic and I'm so happy to be able to say that. I needed to let go if I wanted to still be happy.
    Noridori132 Noridori132 18-21, F 1 Response May 10

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    Prohibited Love!

    I am a Muslim girl from The Middle East, never ever believed in Love! Screaming from inside, calling for freedom. Strict father and difficult culture. No support at all from anyone. Not surprisingly, I can be in my best away. Trying to be positive among all negatives. Trying to...
    fatom fatom 26-30, F 7 Responses Sep 16, 2012

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    I Still Love Her

    I lost my virginity about 15 years ago freshman year of high school to the girl of my dreams. She lived across the street from my friends house (the afternoon weed smoking and skating spot) and the first time I saw her I said out loud to my friends she was mine. They laughed at...
    vonbattle vonbattle 26-30, M 2 Responses May 30, 2012

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    First Love:

    Its funny... last time I heard from him he said "I took you for granted and I'm sorry for everything" He kept telling me I wasn't thinking straight as I was trying to push him away... He was right (I wasn't thinking straight). I pushed him away.. and realize I really took him for...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Sep 12, 2013

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    When i finally got to experience him in the way

    i have been dreaming of for all these years, i discovered that not only is he appealing to my eyes but he is the most wonderful, kind , gentle individual i have ever met. He is so gentle so loving so wonderful and passionate. Perfect for me. No man has ever treated me with so...
    solongago2 solongago2 31-35, F Apr 11

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    I met him when i was twelve by accident on

    Facebook. Don't remember who spoke to who first but one of us added the other on Facebook by accident and upon answering the typical 'Do I know you?' message we found out we went to the same school. He was in eighth grade and i was in seventh. Although we added each other after...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 19

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    I have a wonderful husband,

    amazing children and a semi charmed life yet I always wonder what could have been. This first love of mine, we were ripped part because his family moved. There was no closure just this cruel reality that life isn't fair sometimes. Over the years we kept in touch. A first by mail...
    rowtohoe rowtohoe 41-45, F 1 Response May 10

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    My First Love, My Last Love, My Only Love

    I met my first love our freshman year of high school, fresh out of elementary school, we were young and foolish and didn't know what was good for us. I was told he liked me and thought I was "hot" and I generally thought the same. But I was a girl and girls are definitely...
    JandR2024 JandR2024 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 12, 2012

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    I'm still in love with her.

    It's hard to see her in the halls without wanting to take her in my arms and tell her how much I miss her. It takes so much willpower to turn away whenever she's passing by or in one of my classrooms for something. I want her to go away, but I want her to take me back. It's...
    UndeadMassacre UndeadMassacre 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 6, 2014

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    I had my first boyfriend at 13

    and I fell deeply in love with him, but my family moved across country and we couldn't see each other anymore. We kept in contact through High School and some college, but we were always either dating other people or into different things. We lost touch back in 1996. I am now 39...
    Sparklynina Sparklynina 36-40, F 1 Response May 8

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    It's Been 20 Years And I Still Want To Kiss You

    .... that's what he wrote to her. Her heart almost burst from her chest as she read the words on the screen. She felt the same way, she had missed him for so long. They were once very passionate lovers and best friends. Their companionship was so strong that even they didn't...
    broknwings broknwings 36-40, F Sep 24, 2013

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    My first true love was my ex fiancé,

    RD. He was the first guy I got to have a real relationship with and we talked about so much and got to know each other so well while he was deployed. When he came back things happened and we ended up breaking up. And still to this day 6 years later I find myself wondering what...
    Rhisk89 Rhisk89 22-25, F 1 Response May 9

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    hey all ! ... this is important

    and big. can i have a small time of yours, just little.. few minutes.. i sign up here around a year back to share my story with people and i did. i expected people will help me out from my heart broken stage and yes to maximum extend people helped, thanks a lot... then i began...
    heartless2 heartless2 22-25, M Jul 22, 2014

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    Not in the sense of "Oh I want to be with him"

    But I love him for showing me a different way of life and making me the girlfriend that I am today. I still care about him and I don't think that's ever going to change. We have both moved on with our lives.. So we do not talk anymore. But he literally taught me things that I...
    distanceandspace distanceandspace 18-21, F Jan 26, 2014

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    Mis-Delivered Post . It sure was a bolt from

    the blue. I have not been in contact with her for some time. She has always been on my mind. How could I not think of her after all it was my fault. An hour ago, I heard something being dropped through the letter box. I though it was strange that, being a holiday and that after...
    HardingP119 HardingP119 36-40, M 1 Response Dec 26, 2013

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    I still love her after 2 years of being broken

    up.. I think about her once in a while. But i will never go back to her..
    Cali310 Cali310 18-21, M May 3, 2014

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    Ranran123 Ranran123 18-21, F Oct 30, 2014

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    So I'm going back to middle school

    because that's were it all started. I was like what idk 12 yes old haha and I liked umm this guys since kinder but like I liked him on and off. And like I dated him for a year but I didn't really consider it dating since I mean it was middle school but whatever . Anyways we...
    thecatso thecatso 13-15, F Oct 9, 2014

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    I found out they my first love is dating my

    best friend I just feel so hurt I can't believe I believed everything he said it was just all lies
    Maria134747 Maria134747 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 8, 2014

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    We're still together.

    We've been together for 4 years now. I seriously can't see my future without him. Love you babe 😘
    lovenicolexo lovenicolexo 18-21, F May 3, 2014

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    I am still in love with tammy keys.

    I miss her very much, she was the first girl I actually got to fall in love with. l ended up in prison, and she wrote me to say that she could not wait for me. that was in 1999 and I still have her in my heart. she reminds me of the song just take a look at me now. I used to...
    weadkeys weadkeys 46-50, M 1 Response May 10

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    My First And Only Love

    I was 11 years old when we met each other, he was 16. We met true our common friends and almost right away we fell in love. As you all think about it now, it was quite a age difference. But for us it didn't matter, we became a couple and after a short year also my parents...
    eex813 eex813 18-21, F Sep 11, 2012

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    To my Love, Ashley, I imagine sometimes,

    as I lay awake waiting for whatever medication to coax my brain into a semblance of sleep, our wedding that will never be. Sounds funny, right? ...Me thinking about weddings of any sort, much less my own...quite out of character! But I do, because I know how much like a dream...
    immortalspirit immortalspirit 31-35, M 3 Responses May 30, 2014

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    How Can I Not Still Love You....?

    As time flies by and the years keep passing away, the days seem stretched and hour never seems to end. But, one thing I know that you are always in my thoughts and never out of my mind. We may have gone our separate ways due to situations that we could not control or thought that...
    HardingP119 HardingP119 36-40, M 5 Responses Aug 14, 2012

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    Fall Walking

    I went for a walk yesterday as it was a perfect fall day in Maine. While walking around the cemetery (I know kind of odd...but it is quiet and I can let my mind wander) my mind drifts off. I am not sure if it is the solitude, the weather or what but my mind went back to simpler...
    adamj933 adamj933 41-45, M 2 Responses Oct 17, 2013

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    I can barely focus in anything I do.

    All I do is think of him. He was gone for 18 years, and now here he is divorced, but now I am married, and we can't be together, but all I do is fantasize about kissing him and telling him over and over again that he is the love of my life. Then I return to reality and remember...
    Sparklynina Sparklynina 36-40, F 2 Responses May 19

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    xjoannax xjoannax 16-17, F 3 Responses May 9

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