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I Still Love My First Love

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    And, as it turns out,

    we're still dating :) ~ Lys ♪
    LysChan LysChan 18-21, F Nov 11, 2015

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    When i finally got to experience him in the way

    i have been dreaming of for all these years, i discovered that not only is he appealing to my eyes but he is the most wonderful, kind , gentle individual i have ever met. He is so gentle so loving so wonderful and passionate. Perfect for me. No man has ever treated me with so...
    solongago2 solongago2 31-35, F Apr 11, 2015

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    My First Love, My Last Love, My Only Love

    I met my first love our freshman year of high school, fresh out of elementary school, we were young and foolish and didn't know what was good for us. I was told he liked me and thought I was "hot" and I generally thought the same. But I was a girl and girls are definitely...
    JandR2024 JandR2024 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 12, 2012

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    I met her in hs in 2005

    and we had something special, but I don't know what to do w/ these feelings! I don't believe she and I would ever want anything, but I believe we are profoundly still in love w/ the thought of eachother way back then!
    Hardboy48 Hardboy48 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 30, 2015

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    How Can I Not Still Love You....?

    As time flies by and the years keep passing away, the days seem stretched and hour never seems to end. But, one thing I know that you are always in my thoughts and never out of my mind. We may have gone our separate ways due to situations that we could not control or thought that...
    HardingP119 HardingP119 36-40, M 5 Responses Aug 14, 2012

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    I'm not going to go into much detail about our

    totally unwanted break-up, ever. But I don't want to love anyone but my Eowey (that is what I will call him on here/also his nickname). I still need him in my life, I just want to kiss him and tell him to stop being stupid and like, let us be together. We're both so...
    alexis3000 alexis3000 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 12, 2015

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    We've been on and off

    for the past 2 1/2 years we've both been unfaithful and have moved on from it. But sometimes I feel like he's still talking to other girls. I really love him and want to make it work but I also wanna be in a relationship where I can trust my partner and not doubt their love and...
    Princessjas02 Princessjas02 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 5

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    For me, I had quite a few boyfriends

    when I was young. But there was one that stood above all the rest, and I'm still with him to this day. Yeah I had a few boyfriends I had kissed and all, but there was only one that I went all the way with. And I didn't consider it sex. It was my first time and I considered it...
    lizziesingsxoxo lizziesingsxoxo 18-21, F Oct 29, 2015

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    I've loved you for nearly 20 years,

    And quite honestly sometimes I wish I didn't. Life might have been easier. Life might have been more fulfilling without feeling like you were missing from it. I don't feel the same amount of love back. Maybe you just dont say it enough..maybe im just so insecure that i dont...
    whatsthefuckingpoint whatsthefuckingpoint 31-35, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    To my Love, Ashley, I imagine sometimes,

    as I lay awake waiting for whatever medication to coax my brain into a semblance of sleep, our wedding that will never be. Sounds funny, right? ...Me thinking about weddings of any sort, much less my own...quite out of character! But I do, because I know how much like a dream...
    immortalspirit immortalspirit 31-35, M 3 Responses May 30, 2014

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    I still think of him quite often ,

    even though I haven't seen him in 10 years.. I still really care for him and I would like to know how his life turned out.. "PLUS IT'S PRETTY EASY TO BE REMINDED OF HIM WHEN ONE OF MY SON'S WAS BORN ON HIS BIRTHDAY "
    lovelee83 lovelee83 26-30, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    Not in the sense of "Oh I want to be with him"

    But I love him for showing me a different way of life and making me the girlfriend that I am today. I still care about him and I don't think that's ever going to change. We have both moved on with our lives.. So we do not talk anymore. But he literally taught me things that I...
    distanceandspace distanceandspace 18-21, F Jan 26, 2014

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    It's Been 20 Years And I Still Want To Kiss You

    .... that's what he wrote to her. Her heart almost burst from her chest as she read the words on the screen. She felt the same way, she had missed him for so long. They were once very passionate lovers and best friends. Their companionship was so strong that even they didn't...
    broknwings broknwings 36-40, F Sep 24, 2013

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    I was 16 and she was 12,

    but when we looked at each other, we couldn't break eye contact. Of course we couldn't date, but we did begin writing to each other, sharing the most intimate details of our lives. After two years, we were allowed to start dating. Being with her was wonderful! She was never...
    AEMILIVS AEMILIVS 26-30, M Nov 29, 2015

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    And I always will. Not in the up-front forever

    & marriage kind of love... A sort of sweet ghost. A first love ghost that keeps pulling us together over and over again. I don't think it'll ever stop. I'll never be able to hate him. Even now, years later, I look at him and marvel at his beauty. My heart aches to life. A sweet...
    Blueaquatic Blueaquatic 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 29, 2015

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    I'm drunk and I miss him

    but I'm drunk because I miss him.
    canadianlex canadianlex 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 31

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    There are numerous older men in the world

    who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to find women for dating and companionship. The spokesperson reports that many older men have started finding perfect companions through their...
    norahcc11 norahcc11 26-30, F May 25, 2015

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    ok so he is my boyfriend

    and fell in love with him instantly (4 years ago). i think that he was my first TRUE love. we are dating since 2013 and i still love him :)
    mommyJess mommyJess 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 30, 2015

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    I've been married 9 years,

    we have two kids, we just had one of them. I recently seen the only other guy I have datedloved, I have thought of my first love many times in the past 10 years, I do love my husband, but I have never lived him like I did, my frist. What should I do? Keep meeting him and talking...
    Sblanton Sblanton 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 4

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    Mis-Delivered Post . It sure was a bolt from

    the blue. I have not been in contact with her for some time. She has always been on my mind. How could I not think of her after all it was my fault. An hour ago, I heard something being dropped through the letter box. I though it was strange that, being a holiday and that after...
    HardingP119 HardingP119 36-40, M 1 Response Dec 26, 2013

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    Love Of My Life

    I believe everybody will find love, be it true, or otherwise. For me it was a girl I had met at church. Long brown hair, beautiful face, but most of all was her laugh. God, if i could hear that laugh everyday, I don't think I'd ever have another unhappy thought again. I was...
    Brettiferr Brettiferr 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 23, 2013

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    Yeah, no kidding. But don't we all?

    At least for a while?
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 9, 2015

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    I Still Love Her

     We met when we were babies. I was about 6 months old, and she was 4 months old. We lived across the street from each other until I was about 9, when my family moved to another area of the city that we lived in. We didn't see each other for a few years, but she was never far...
    RedDwarf RedDwarf 51-55, M 6 Responses Aug 16, 2008

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    i still love my first love

    even though hes been dead for 7 years its still hard getting over it
    aaron4455 aaron4455 18-21, M 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    My first true love was my ex fiancé,

    RD. He was the first guy I got to have a real relationship with and we talked about so much and got to know each other so well while he was deployed. When he came back things happened and we ended up breaking up. And still to this day 6 years later I find myself wondering what...
    Rhisk89 Rhisk89 26-30, F 1 Response May 9, 2015

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    I have a wonderful husband,

    amazing children and a semi charmed life yet I always wonder what could have been. This first love of mine, we were ripped part because his family moved. There was no closure just this cruel reality that life isn't fair sometimes. Over the years we kept in touch. A first by mail...
    rowtohoe rowtohoe 46-50, F 1 Response May 10, 2015

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    A Second Chance?

    Hello everyone. In a search for answers I found this site and have spent the last couple of hours reading quite a lot of the stories. I had been thinking that it might help to write things out, and I suppose where better than to write it out here. Where to start.... 14 years...
    Trojanaeneas Trojanaeneas 31-35, M 7 Responses May 19, 2013

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    I love him but I'm no longer in love with him.

    The love I have for him now is strictly platonic and I'm so happy to be able to say that. I needed to let go if I wanted to still be happy.
    Noridori132 Noridori132 18-21, F May 10, 2015

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    I Still Love Her

    I lost my virginity about 15 years ago freshman year of high school to the girl of my dreams. She lived across the street from my friends house (the afternoon weed smoking and skating spot) and the first time I saw her I said out loud to my friends she was mine. They laughed at...
    vonbattle vonbattle 26-30, M 2 Responses May 30, 2012

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    I wrote this letter to my first love yesterday

    and sent it. "Hello, it's me! (cue tune to Adele song here). haha :) I just returned from 18 days in Nepal.. 18 days with barely any wifi or electricity. Everywhere we went was another home made of mud, with no doors or windows, no roofs, no heat. Most of the people I came...
    gravity1 gravity1 22-25, F a week ago

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    I am still in love with tammy keys.

    I miss her very much, she was the first girl I actually got to fall in love with. l ended up in prison, and she wrote me to say that she could not wait for me. that was in 1999 and I still have her in my heart. she reminds me of the song just take a look at me now. I used to...
    weadkeys weadkeys 46-50, M 1 Response May 10, 2015

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    Prohibited Love!

    I am a Muslim girl from The Middle East, never ever believed in Love! Screaming from inside, calling for freedom. Strict father and difficult culture. No support at all from anyone. Not surprisingly, I can be in my best away. Trying to be positive among all negatives. Trying to...
    fatom fatom 26-30, F 7 Responses Sep 16, 2012

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    I Still Love Him... WHY?!?!!

    It's spring break, I have been messaging Ty for a while now. I gave him my number because I knew i wasnt going to have internet all day. We texted all day, flirting etc. I promised myself on that day that I wasnt going to let anything happen until we are both at school on monday...
    Fancygurl Fancygurl 16-17, F 2 Responses May 8, 2013

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    There are numerous older men in the world

    who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to find women for dating and companionship. The spokesperson reports that many older men have started finding perfect companions through their...
    brigetter brigetter 26-30, F Jan 6

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    He's my first love because he actually loved me

    and adored me when we were kids. I still stay in contact with him because I still love him so. He lives back at home and has a little boy but I still admire him from a distance. If only we were together we fell out due to trying to do long distance and the changes we were...
    gobacklike4thgrade gobacklike4thgrade 26-30, F Jul 24, 2015

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    I can barely focus in anything I do.

    All I do is think of him. He was gone for 18 years, and now here he is divorced, but now I am married, and we can't be together, but all I do is fantasize about kissing him and telling him over and over again that he is the love of my life. Then I return to reality and remember...
    Sparklynina Sparklynina 36-40, F 2 Responses May 19, 2015

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    I will always love her

    and the worst part she passed away at the age of 23 13/04/2015
    pjrtt pjrtt 22-25, M 1 Response May 9, 2015

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    You Are Always - On My Mind Lyrics .

    . Maybe I didn't love you Quite as often as I could have And maybe I didn't treat you Quite as good as I should have If I made you feel second best Girl, I'm sorry I was blind You were always on my mind You were always on my mind And maybe I didn't hold you All those...
    HardingP119 HardingP119 36-40, M 2 Responses Dec 26, 2013

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    Fall Walking

    I went for a walk yesterday as it was a perfect fall day in Maine. While walking around the cemetery (I know kind of odd...but it is quiet and I can let my mind wander) my mind drifts off. I am not sure if it is the solitude, the weather or what but my mind went back to simpler...
    adamj933 adamj933 41-45, M 2 Responses Oct 17, 2013

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    I saw him today. My first love.

    It was a short visit, we only had about 45 minutes. Just seeing him was wonderful!!! It's crazy to think that he probably knows me better than anyone else on this planet! I have known him since I was 17. He knows my fears, he knows my joys. He even knows "how to push my...
    curioussoutherngirl38 curioussoutherngirl38 36-40, F 1 Response May 24, 2015

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    The Girl I Can't Forget

    For the past several years, I have found myself deeply and irrevocably in love with a single girl. Of course, I am only approaching twenty, and while my understanding of love may be incomplete, it is as close a thing as I have experienced. It is funny to think that I only knew...
    feelsgoodtosaysomething feelsgoodtosaysomething 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 13, 2012

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    He moved on a while ago.

    .. I know I should too. I should have given up on him a long time ago, when he had first cheated. I let him continue cheating... And it really hurts. But I still can't help but be in love with him.
    LexiDuhhXO LexiDuhhXO 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 29, 2015

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    I Saw Her

    I saw her the other day. I went and visited on Thursday and didn't come home until yesterday because she didn't want me to leave. There was kissing, and cuddling, and there were even more intimate moments that I will never forget. All this time, and it still feels like the most...
    BornofAshes BornofAshes 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 29, 2012

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    I still and always will love my first love.

    He will always have a place in my heart. We haven't been together for years but we still talk and hang out.
    LovelyyLexii18 LovelyyLexii18 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 5

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