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I Still Love My First Love

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    It's Been 17 Years.....

    ...since we met, aged 14. Im pretty sure it was love at first sight. We sat on a bench together and I remember thinking "I never want to leave his side..I don't want this feeling to end" We we're together for the next 3 years and shared many "first experiences" together. We were...
    whatsthefuckingpoint whatsthefuckingpoint 31-35, F 3 Responses Sep 11, 2013

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    I Still Love Him... WHY?!?!!

    It's spring break, I have been messaging Ty for a while now. I gave him my number because I knew i wasnt going to have internet all day. We texted all day, flirting etc. I promised myself on that day that I wasnt going to let anything happen until we are both at school on monday...
    Fancygurl Fancygurl 13-15, F 2 Responses May 8, 2013

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    My First And Only Love

    I was 11 years old when we met each other, he was 16. We met true our common friends and almost right away we fell in love. As you all think about it now, it was quite a age difference. But for us it didn't matter, we became a couple and after a short year also my parents...
    eex813 eex813 18-21, F Sep 11, 2012

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    I wanna hold you 24/7 .

    . And not lose you ..
    thadudesixty2 thadudesixty2 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 30

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    I could use some help.

    I believe deep down in my heart I am still very much in love with my first. It's been two years since we broke up and our communication with each other has been brief and usually winds up with my feeling hurt and disappointed. I don't want to have these feelings or emotions...
    dannylivinlife dannylivinlife 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 25

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    Not in the sense of "Oh I want to be with him"

    But I love him for showing me a different way of life and making me the girlfriend that I am today. I still care about him and I don't think that's ever going to change. We have both moved on with our lives.. So we do not talk anymore. But he literally taught me things that I...
    distanceandspace distanceandspace 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 26

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    I met my first love 1993 we worked together I

    was only 17 he was 22. We flirted around each other for a year he was a Muslim practising so I did not think I had a chance. I told his best friend I liked him she went and told him that set the wheels in motion. We started flirting and as he wrote all the Rotas he kept putting...
    natty999 natty999 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    The Girl I Can't Forget

    For the past several years, I have found myself deeply and irrevocably in love with a single girl. Of course, I am only approaching twenty, and while my understanding of love may be incomplete, it is as close a thing as I have experienced. It is funny to think that I only knew...
    feelsgoodtosaysomething feelsgoodtosaysomething 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 13, 2012

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    Love Of My Life

    I believe everybody will find love, be it true, or otherwise. For me it was a girl I had met at church. Long brown hair, beautiful face, but most of all was her laugh. God, if i could hear that laugh everyday, I don't think I'd ever have another unhappy thought again. I was...
    Brettiferr Brettiferr 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 23, 2013

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    God damnit, I ******* miss you Kim.

    I wish I wasn't so stupid. Maybe it's because something reminded me of you. Maybe it's because I still listen to the Autumn Effect. I swear to god I can hear your voice. I'm so sorry I didn't realize how much I hurt you. I wish I could have stayed, I really really do. I couldn't...
    airisfleeting airisfleeting 22-25, M Mar 20

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    I wouldn't say I'm still in love with her,

    I love her as a close friend like I'd do anything for her.
    MixedLesbian MixedLesbian 16-17, F Apr 6

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    My first love changed the way I loved forever,

    how could I not still love her?
    xOneLovex xOneLovex 18-21, M Jan 4

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    A Second Chance?

    Hello everyone. In a search for answers I found this site and have spent the last couple of hours reading quite a lot of the stories. I had been thinking that it might help to write things out, and I suppose where better than to write it out here. Where to start.... 14 years...
    Trojanaeneas Trojanaeneas 31-35, M 4 Responses May 19, 2013

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    In My First Love.

    Hi, I'm 15 (16 next month) and have been with my 19 year old boyfriend for 6 months. Okay, so, cutting to te chase, I never knew what love was until I found my boyfriend. I thought it was over rated, there wasnt a nice guy out there for me.. I've never had a good relationship, I...
    ChloeSmith97 ChloeSmith97 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 16, 2013

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    Today I feel much the same way I felt about a

    year and a half ago. It's been a good amount of time since I broke up with a very special person and things have gotten only a little easier. I've made a lot of moves since then. I can't say i'm not trying to pick up the pieces and move forward; i'm doing just that. But as far...
    dannylivinlife dannylivinlife 18-21, M Mar 31

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    Time For The Truth !!!

    I am so sick of beening played i don’t know why i even try to give these niggas the chance.....not all are the same, but they are not that much different. Why to us (as females) waste our time crying and trying to please a nigga and regardless of what we do good or bad they are...
    l0v3th3truth l0v3th3truth 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 12, 2013

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    Mis-Delivered Post . It sure was a bolt from

    the blue. I have not been in contact with her for some time. She has always been on my mind. How could I not think of her after all it was my fault. An hour ago, I heard something being dropped through the letter box. I though it was strange that, being a holiday and that after...
    HardingP119 HardingP119 36-40, M 1 Response Dec 26, 2013

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    3 months later and these feelings are still

    strong. I wish I can get over her, I wish it wasn't this hard for me. I just can't, I try so hard to forget about her. But it seems like every single thing reminds me of her. I'm ready to forget about her. I wish she would just run to my arms already. I miss her but I know she's...
    druggydavis druggydavis 18-21, F Mar 15

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    Disappointed But Still Loving Him

    I was 19, we met at university he was a foreign student becoming a doctor , I was a nursing student . Love at first sight for both of us that's how we felt. Three years doing everything together every single day. At first my family didn't like the idea of him being from...
    Y1984a Y1984a 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 8, 2012

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    You never forget your first

    but it was good while it lasted and eventually you move on but they'll always have a special place in your heart, you have love for them but it's time to move on, I did and so can you.
    MakaylaCorlisa MakaylaCorlisa 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 7

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    Unfortunately.

    We were head over heels, young love. Didn't last long - 9 months - but it felt like forever. I felt like an adult with her (she was 17, haha..) and like I was ready to take on life. Things got crappy and we broke up, she moved on quickly but missing each other has been expressed...
    Alleyme101597 Alleyme101597 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 14, 2013

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    Found My 1st Love 18 Years Later

    I met my 1st love when I was 16 years old, we dated for 4 years on and off. When I turned 20 years old he told me that he joined the Army and wanted to provide me with a better life. He asked me to marry him and being young and afraid of the future of being a military life I...
    babydoll2012 babydoll2012 41-45, F 1 Response Oct 17, 2012

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    Im happy because finally I have left Egypt

    and returned to my country, however I feel painful in my heart every second because every details here reminds me of A7mad. It's ironic that I didn't threw my Egypt SIM card hoping from him to call me . I feel silly every moment I stay near of my window hoping to see him . I...
    unknown159231 unknown159231 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 5

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    Keep Them Wondering Why You're Still Smiling.

    I cannot say I have been IN love. I don't know for sure, but what I felt was pain. And I still feel it, I never had that closure to say 'I'm over you.' I only felt the love after I was hurt. But every single day for the last year I have thought of him, every waking hour. I don't...
    erosesmith erosesmith 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 4, 2012

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    Exchange Student Impossible Love Story

    This experience is about my first love which was 1.5 years ago. I was in the US for an exchange year, I had spent 8 months there without falling for a guy, even though they did flirt with me a lot (I guess they liked the idea of getting an exchange student). When prom approached...
    Leyna2311 Leyna2311 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 5, 2013

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    You Are Always - On My Mind Lyrics .

    . Maybe I didn't love you Quite as often as I could have And maybe I didn't treat you Quite as good as I should have If I made you feel second best Girl, I'm sorry I was blind You were always on my mind You were always on my mind And maybe I didn't hold you All those...
    HardingP119 HardingP119 36-40, M 3 Responses Dec 26, 2013

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    The Ending Of Love As I Know It.

    I'm young . Still a teenager but i actually thought that i found my true love. I was sure that I WILL BE WITH HIM FOREVER. Anyway he was my friend for about 2 years. I used to tell him every little thing . I used to love putting a smile on his face . He was my smile . We couldn't...
    Mee1999 Mee1999 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 18, 2013

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    I will always love this girl.

    She changed the way I loved for the rest of my life and I will hold that dearly to my heart. Thanks baby girl
    xOneLovex xOneLovex 18-21, M Jan 7

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    How Can I Not Still Love You....?

    As time flies by and the years keep passing away, the days seem stretched and hour never seems to end. But, one thing I know that you are always in my thoughts and never out of my mind. We may have gone our separate ways due to situations that we could not control or thought that...
    HardingP119 HardingP119 36-40, M 6 Responses Aug 14, 2012

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    I Still Love Her

     We met when we were babies. I was about 6 months old, and she was 4 months old. We lived across the street from each other until I was about 9, when my family moved to another area of the city that we lived in. We didn't see each other for a few years, but she was never far...
    RedDwarf RedDwarf 51-55, M 6 Responses Aug 16, 2008

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    After 23 Years?

    I'll try to keep this short. So I met my first love when I was 14. He was a friend of a friend who brought him to our group. At first I didn't like him because I thought he was a little conceited so I didn't give him a second thought. Still we were sort of friends and we 'dated...
    shadra88 shadra88 36-40 5 Responses Sep 9, 2011

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    About a year ago, in February,

    I had a friend come over to stay the night. I had just met her at school and she was cool and fun to be around. When she was at my house, she asked if she could Skype with a few of her exs. I said ok. Personally, I found it a little awkward. While we were Skyping a few different...
    WolfAssassin16 WolfAssassin16 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 7, 2013

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    Why Do I Still Have Feelings For This Guy?

    Okay so the friendship started back in 2007 I was just starting High school and my neighbor Gabby who was my best friend was dating this guy named John. Back in the day I had a crush on Gabby so I was not a big fan of John but being that he was over her house all the time I got...
    abueno24 abueno24 18-21, M Oct 14, 2013

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    Saddest Thing Ever..

    In October 2005 i met my first girlfriend ever. She took my virginity. Learned me how to love, and feel love. She was so sweet to me. I'm an aspie, so i have to learn about feelings to understand them. In other words - I have to try it myself before i can make an understanding...
    Habitumcalx Habitumcalx 22-25, M 2 Responses Nov 8, 2010

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    I ask myself everyday,

    why? Why am I still in love with her? She's clearly over me and I understand why she's over me. I hurt her so bad, I lied, I treated her like ****, like she wasn't nothing to me. I also ask myself why did I hurt her, why did I treat her like that when I loved her. I guess cause...
    druggydavis druggydavis 18-21, F Mar 9

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    Prohibited Love!

    I am a Muslim girl from The Middle East, never ever believed in Love! Screaming from inside, calling for freedom. Strict father and difficult culture. No support at all from anyone. Not surprisingly, I can be in my best away. Trying to be positive among all negatives. Trying to...
    fatom fatom 26-30, F 6 Responses Sep 16, 2012

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    This is probably gonna be a long one,

    I'm just gonna warn you before I start. I remember when I met him. It was about 7 years ago. I was 9 years old and he was 12. I knew who he was before that, but that's when we really became friends. I remember that my aunt was having a party for the superbowl and I was there...
    divergence divergence 16-17, F Jan 5

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    My Relationship With God- -

    A while back when i was converted into a real Christian i started to know God. I started praying and reading the Bible. Though this week and a bit prior to it i have been quite carnal. While i listian to the song "Faithful God" by "Laura Story, let me think of how to say what i...
    PinePine PinePine 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 12, 2012

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    I'm still in love with her.

    It's hard to see her in the halls without wanting to take her in my arms and tell her how much I miss her. It takes so much willpower to turn away whenever she's passing by or in one of my classrooms for something. I want her to go away, but I want her to take me back. It's...
    UndeadMassacre UndeadMassacre 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    It's Been 20 Years And I Still Want To Kiss You

    .... that's what he wrote to her. Her heart almost burst from her chest as she read the words on the screen. She felt the same way, she had missed him for so long. They were once very passionate lovers and best friends. Their companionship was so strong that even they didn't...
    broknwings broknwings 36-40, F Sep 24, 2013

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    I Saw Her

    I saw her the other day. I went and visited on Thursday and didn't come home until yesterday because she didn't want me to leave. There was kissing, and cuddling, and there were even more intimate moments that I will never forget. All this time, and it still feels like the most...
    BornofAshes BornofAshes 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 29, 2012

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    Fall Walking

    I went for a walk yesterday as it was a perfect fall day in Maine. While walking around the cemetery (I know kind of odd...but it is quiet and I can let my mind wander) my mind drifts off. I am not sure if it is the solitude, the weather or what but my mind went back to simpler...
    adamj933 adamj933 36-40, M 2 Responses Oct 17, 2013

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    I know it's silly, and childish to be unable to

    let go or forget about your first love, but I just can't seem to. It will be three years this Valentines day since I've seen her.... She was perfect in every way, and to this day I can never understand why she even gave me a shot. She was gorgeous, and had one of the most...
    airisfleeting airisfleeting 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 8

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    First Love:

    Its funny... last time I heard from him he said "I took you for granted and I'm sorry for everything" He kept telling me I wasn't thinking straight as I was trying to push him away... He was right (I wasn't thinking straight). I pushed him away.. and realize I really took him for...
    Rosesanddiamonds Rosesanddiamonds 22-25, F 5 Responses Sep 12, 2013

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    I love my ex-girlfriend still

    and last time we met we held hands and I thought she still Loved me but she's dating my best friend but I still love her
    TimeLord42 TimeLord42 13-15, M Feb 4

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    I'm Happy For Her

    I'll do whatever I can to make her happy. Even if it means saying I am happy with her being with someone else, I will tell that lie. I want her to be healthy and happy, even if it isn't me who makes her happy.
    Iceman75 Iceman75 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 3, 2013

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    I Still Love Her

    I lost my virginity about 15 years ago freshman year of high school to the girl of my dreams. She lived across the street from my friends house (the afternoon weed smoking and skating spot) and the first time I saw her I said out loud to my friends she was mine. They laughed at...
    vonbattle vonbattle 26-30, M 2 Responses May 30, 2012

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    Ya know it's funny, because I really thought I didn't anymore, I really didn't think I still loved you I didn't feel like I needed you thought I would be fine without you, and I...
    A7xinsane A7xinsane 18-21, M Mar 24

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    I am still close friends with my ex who I still love. We've not been together for longer than the length of the relationship pretty much, but I still can't shake off these feelings...
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    I am 23 years old and have spend the last two years of my life with the most amazing man ever. We started talking while I was in a short term relationship with another guy, it was...
    equisgirl1 equisgirl1 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 9

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    My boyfriend broke up with me because we were "growing apart" So in other words, he doesn't love me anymore. It is so difficult to get over him now, because I still love him. I'd...
    ashley719 ashley719 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 20

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    Spring is here and do you know that I am doing? Laying here, while I think about you. Imagining your kiss while we play in the grass. Hiding in the cold basement after a game of...
    streetstylecrew streetstylecrew 16-17, F 1 Response 6 days ago