I Still Love Them Though They Hurt Me

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    I Want a Seperate Room

    i want a separate room. you know why? i will hange the photos of my loved ones an see them always. i will cry in fornt of the photos and scold them. ask them why they are not loving me as i do. i will take care of them like my kids. i will spend my time with them. one day when i...
    LiveAlone LiveAlone
    22-25, M
    1 Response Jul 12, 2009

    I Wish I Wasn't So Attached.....

    I never expected to be in a situation at work where I would bond with a colleague like family. I have no older female relatives who I can relate to and who I am close with. I guess my colleague filled that spot and because I looked after her kids,we did form a bond. For years, I...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jan 3, 2012

    Natural

    With love comes hurt. But often, love > hurt. :)
    crimsonjade crimsonjade
    70+, F
    Aug 1, 2009

    It Is Just My Nature

    Throughout my life, I have had a few people that have hurt me deeply, both emotionally and physically.  But as I grew older, my hatred for them turned to something different.  I started to feel love for them.  Not physical or sexual love but an emotional love that...
    Michellewhois Michellewhois
    56-60
    4 Responses Aug 1, 2009

    They Hurt Me Even Though I Dont Take Them

    When you don't come home at night, i love you still. When i know you out doing drugs, it hurts me because i love you. If you saw me doing these things, how would you feel? You know how they hurt you, but do u know how they hurt me? Your my everything, and i dont want you to die...
    Musicfanatic75 Musicfanatic75
    18-21, F
    Feb 24, 2012

    Help Me

    This group looks interesting, but a need a clearer definition of what it stands for. Can someone explain to me , please.
    retiredmother retiredmother
    56-60, F
    1 Response Aug 2, 2009

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