I Still Love You

I've loved him since I was 17. He is my life. Nobody made me suffer like him. Nobody made me feel wanted like him. I gave him every ounce of energy, love, strength. Nobody understands me the way he does. He thinks like me. Creates like...

I fear that i dont love you anymore , i saw you today , and i got suprised , i didnt get butterflies in my stomach , and that was the first time i didnt get it when i saw you , so now i fear i dont love you and more , my feelings...

It was perfect. I liked you so much it hurt, and you returned that love to me. You flirted with me in cute ways, and I loved that. I looked forward to that class everyday just so you could show your love for me. You were my first major...

I still love you just the same as when I laid eyes on you back in 1999. I'll never forget the joy and happiness you've brought into my life. Even after all these years it's still there the same love I miss you so much & I wish we could...

I can't just go and change them if someone is upset with me.

I've tried to stop loving you , i told you how i felt but still i cant stop thinking about you and love you , i saw you and my heart became so warm , i knew that i still loved you and that you didnt love me back , i cant stop thinking...

You are my inspiration,
You are my passion,
You are both my thirst and my drink.
Your love has made my heart burst with joy,
It is filled with life and sunshine,
 once again from you.
You are my high and my ecstasy,
For you...

I have learned from you. And though i cant directly say what i learned.. i promise i will SHOW you. You will see one day. :) I just had to share this while it was still fresh on my mind. Theres plenty more to be said...

I think... in some corner in my heart is still a place just for you.. You name still remains on my skin. I reminds me of so much things.. how I loved you.. how your skin felt under my fingers, how you touched me ever so softly.... oh...

I know that I hurt you. I was stupid then. I didnt realise that I needed you. I thought that you were holding me back and that I could do better without you. But scott, I was wrong. I need you. But you wont answer me when I text you or...

so i set u free and u came right back to me... and though i'm confused one thing i am certain of is that
i u jeremy
 

I had a typical outburst... I swore my head off in my blog then went back and deleted it... Why? I don't know if I loved you, if I still do... Maybe... I don't know... I'm not hurting over all those stuff anymore. More angry than...