I Still Miss Him

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 142 People

    Christopher Randolph...omg--sexy!!!

    He was 20 years old and oh so very sexy! We new each other for 2 weeks and then spent 2 fantastics nights at the local LaQuinta.  Wow Wee.  Then we survived in a short long distant relationship.  But it's been a while since we have spoken. I miss him. ...
    ilovemyweed ilovemyweed
    26-30, F
    Oct 1, 2007

    I was in a 4 year relationship with my first

    boyfriend and ended good i hadn't heard from him since then... I now have a fiance have been with him for 4 years as well and we also have a 2 year old. But I just recently for the first time looked up my ex on Facebook and realized that I still have some kind of feelings for...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jun 17, 2014

    I still love him, he's smile is the type to

    make you smile, you'd laugh at his laugh and not at his jokes. He showed me I could be a different person. He made me feel like I was the only one who mattered in this world. He loved my soppy music, and I loved his old style music. He was one of a kind. And me and stupid me...
    tjaayx tjaayx
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Feb 3, 2015

    I refuse to say his name

    because i smile every time. The sound of my own voice saying his name breaks my own heart. People ask me about him, and i act as though he is just some jerk i used to know. The truth is... i am still in love with him. I still imagine his breath on my neck, his hand on my lower...
    cath1217 cath1217
    41-45, F
    Jul 11, 2015

    I Want Him Back...

    I still think of him and I wish I could go back in time and told him how I felt towards him. I regret this now and I've been regretting it for years. I feel like he was my soul mate and I was meant to be with him. Instead we grew apart and now I'm stuck here in this marriage I...
    dreamingbutterfly dreamingbutterfly
    22-25, F
    Jun 30, 2012

    I'm getting closer and closer to the three year

    mark of his death things I thought I'd never forget aren't as sharp as they were but that doesn't mean I don't miss him as much because he's still the thing that gets me through the day knowing that he'd want me to continue and be ok but I'm not ok and I'll never be ok I miss my...
    Lostduck Lostduck
    26-30, F
    Apr 21, 2015

    I still miss this guy

    that I only dated a short time. I didn't realize that I still missed him until I saw him and all of those feelings came flooding back. I don't think he feels the same way because he avoided me like the plague. Since I have saw him I can't get him out of my head. I have never...
    Rae1983 Rae1983
    31-35, F
    Apr 26, 2015

    If Only I Could Get Him Out Of My Head...

    I miss the guy I had a 2 month affair with so bad it hurts....some days are better than others, but lately I just can't seem to get him off my mind.  I miss everything about him.  I was so darn happy for 2 months and I MISS HIM! :(   If I could have...
    terrilyn44 terrilyn44
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Oct 12, 2010

    I Still Miss Him

    11.3.07               He was the best thing that happened to me in a long time. He always brought a smile to my face. It was only natural that we went out.           ...
    Dragontamer Dragontamer
    18-21
    1 Response Nov 5, 2008

    It helps to stay busy

    when you want to move on.
    endlessl0ve endlessl0ve
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jan 23, 2015

    I woke up extra early today.

    I decided to walk on my treadmill while watching American Horror Story. Our dining room is getting tiled today...so excited about that. While at Home Depot, we were undecided about which 2nd set of tiles to get to make a design and some lady was talking to us and giving us...
    moonstruckdelight moonstruckdelight
    41-45, F
    Nov 20, 2014

    It's been a year since you passed away

    but yet I feel like it was just yesterday.
    katerbug7 katerbug7
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 12, 2014

    He wasn't anything to me

    but a friend. We both never underwent a relationship. We was just a friend from day one. I lost my virginity to him, he was such a wonderful man in my life. I love him, no matter who he was. He made a change in me and made me see the light clear. However the months passed by, he...
    esistmia esistmia
    18-21, F
    Feb 10, 2014
    Ang012685 Ang012685
    31-35, F
    1 Response Apr 21, 2015

    My Ex

    why is it that u meet people you think your gonna know forever, then there gone in a flash.. i miss craig so much, he made me laugh smile, made me feel so much better about myself and life. i shared everything with him and so much more and i think about him everyday!!!! what do i...
    SAMNIEMC20 SAMNIEMC20
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 24, 2007

    I Would Give Anything To Be With Him....

    It has been three years of on again off again. The only issue is our age difference. He loves me and tells me his feelings have never changed. The sexual chemistry is beyond amazing. He wants to get married, but is worried about his friends and family accepting me because I...
    sassyg1rl sassyg1rl
    41-45, F
    5 Responses Nov 22, 2013

    I Miss Him

    I can't help thinking about him, thinking about what he is doing, thinking about does he feel sad about our relationship like I am now. There is not a day I don't think about him, I don't miss him. Every night, I feel lonely, i feel upset, i drink, i cry myself to sleep, i...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Dec 8, 2008
    chinkychic chinkychic
    22-25, F
    Oct 12, 2014

    I really don't know what to do.

    .. I'm trying to move on but it's really hard. Giovanni, I miss you so much.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 20, 2015

    I fell in love with this Spaniard in March,

    I tried asking him out and we went out a couple of times. But then I realized he is not really into me so I tried to respectfully back off... This was in June. Now sometimes I deeply miss him... I don't want to date him since it is no use, but I wish I could see him... I just...
    ramyawave ramyawave
    26-30, F
    1 Response Nov 2, 2014

    I Still Miss Him

    it was never meant to be from the start... but against the odds, we were confident it was gonna work out somehow. he is 8 yrs younger than me & i am in my late twenties. did that sound dirty? people tell me i dun look my age & when we are together or even when we...
    sillypop sillypop
    26-30, F
    7 Responses Sep 5, 2007

    I still miss him. He played me.

    Why do I feel insecure when he find someone else ? Why am I holding on to him?
    alwaysjudged alwaysjudged
    18-21, F
    Jan 14, 2015

    I Still Love You

    its been Almost 5 months since he broke up with me, have to say i still do miss him. Things should not of ended the way they did. I find myself not wanted to date or have any intrest in anyone. I have put time and effort into my studies, work and my internship. Wish we could sit...
    TooRealtobelieve TooRealtobelieve
    26-30, F
    1 Response Dec 21, 2011

    I Still Miss Him

    I still miss him.  I miss everything about him.  His touch, the sound of his voice, his laugh and most of all his love.  I don't want to be without him - it's been four 1/2 months since he passed away and it still feels like yesterday.  I wish i'd gotten the...
    Darlo Darlo
    46-50
    4 Responses May 16, 2009

    Mr. A.s.

    Our time together was 4 years of off and on love. But the time that we spent together was wonderful.  Just when I thought you were really out of my life for good you came back into it, surprising me yet again.  You were the BEST when we made love.  I miss you so...
    raven82 raven82
    22-25, F
    1 Response Dec 29, 2007

    Missing Him

    My Dad has been gone over 40 yrs today ...i don't know what my life would have been like if he had lived ...maybe i would have had a brother or sister .. maybe i wouldn't have been so lonely ,,or spent most of my childhood locked away at boarding school ..all i really remember...
    goodseemore goodseemore
    41-45, F
    9 Responses Apr 1, 2011

    "You'll get over it!" "You deserve better!

    " "You'll find someone else!" I've been waiting. I've been praying. I don't even pray for him to come back, I just pray to let go. I don't want to love him anymore, it's been two straight years of longing and ache, mixed messages and tears, wondering and should've's. I've been...
    MissAutumn MissAutumn
    18-21, F
    Apr 17, 2015

    And I miss him. I miss him,

    I miss him, I miss him. I miss the way he feels when I’m locked in his embrace. I miss his smell. I miss sitting on the floor and talking about life for hours. I miss the frequencies I could feel when our hands met. I miss the gaze I could feel on me when he thought I wasn’t...
    spiralaxy spiralaxy
    18-21, F
    Mar 26, 2015

    He plays games with me,

    here's here one day, gone the next. Worshiping me then ignoring me but, sadly he seems to still have me wrapped around his finger.
    Emmy182 Emmy182
    16-17, F
    1 Response Aug 2, 2015

    When people ask me how I'm doing I don't

    even know how I'm supposed to respond anymore. I have no idea who I am without him
    katerbug7 katerbug7
    18-21, F
    Dec 20, 2013

    Still miss him!! My love changed me

    for some one else and that makes me mad and don't want to feel like this anymore I have to move on ..I need help!!!
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    May 24, 2015

    It feels like it was just yesterday,

    but it was in all reality around 14 years ago. I still remember the way he looked when we visited him in the hospital. I remember making him drawings and pictures....I also remember throwing them into his casket as it was lowered. I remember seeing him in his casket and...
    BlondeGirlBunny BlondeGirlBunny
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 12, 2014

    I Tried So Hard...

    I wanted to forget him but I never did. I wanted to get over him, but that never happened either. I don't want to believe the lies he told me, that he "loved" me and that I "gave his life meaning". If it really were true, then why did this have to happen? Clearly he doesn't care...
    lntel lntel
    22-25
    2 Responses Jan 5, 2012
    hannagrace hannagrace
    31-35, F
    Oct 12, 2014

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