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I Still Think About Him

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    I Hate My Own Mind

    It's been nearly two months since Brandon and I split up this last time. Everyday I get dressed up and put on my war paint to step out into the world. I pretend that there's nothing bothering me. When people ask about my ex, I just laugh as if it's nothing to me. The truth is...
    MadamAZC MadamAZC 22-25, F Oct 19, 2013

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    He Is On My Mind Occasionally.

    I wish we could have worked things out, but I have to move on for the emotional security and emotional/mental growth of myself. He still trickles in and out of my mind on occasions. I don't know if I'll ever speak to him again because we've distanced ourselves from each other...
    nosanity nosanity 22-25, F Sep 1, 2008

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    Anytime, But Now...

    In any other time period, we would have needed up together. If it was post 1961 in Berlin we would have got married and had an apartment together and fallen in love. If it was the apocalypse we'd be hand in hand. If it were any other time, but here and now, we'd be together, I...
    Kriegerin Kriegerin 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 9, 2013

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    I Can't Stop. Nothing Works...

    Yesterday I was online since I came home from school.. I was free, nothing to study as it was Friday... I chated with my boy.... but he wasn't free, he had to study so he asked me to let him for 2-3 hours.. I said "of course" because I know it's waste of time when you...
    bublina bublina 18-21, F 9 Responses Oct 11, 2008

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    It's Been 3 Years...

    I'm hoping someone, at least one person will take time reading this. I've always been the shy girl, my whole life literally. Elementary were good years, until I made it to middle school, where my world came crashing down. I couldn't socialize well with other students, so I had...
    melody101 melody101 18-21, F 8 Responses Dec 4, 2009

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    Don't Think I Don't Think About It

    So...this song basically sums it up pretty well. It's kinda of one of those when you hear it you just go 'Wow...someone read my mind and then wrote this song.' I left out in a cloud of taillights and dust Swore I wasn't coming back, said I'd had enough Saw you in the rear view...
    bemynothing bemynothing 18-21, F Sep 2, 2008

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    First Love.

    I was a young teen when i first found love. He was 2-3years older then i, and MUCH more experienced. he was that guy who i thought was so cute, and would "accidently bump into".  I only had one boyfriend before, never kissed anyone, and was very sweet and shy, mature, but...
    sceneofsilence sceneofsilence 13-15, F Mar 9, 2010

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    I Thought It Would Be Forever....(again)

    I'm sorry for reposting (I made a huge mistake last time, and I feel like an idiot lol) I can still remember our first date. I was so nervous that I couldn't stop talking. I could tell her was nervous too. Hell, he barely said a word. He was so shy.To this day I still...
    eforempathy eforempathy 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 6, 2010

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    Can't Get Him Out of My Head.

    I just can't stop thinking about him. My stomach's tied in knots. I was the one who ended our relationship - i was scared of the implications on my relationship with my family if it was to continue, as my mom is strongly against us being together. Long story there - won't go...
    CrippleAndStarfish CrippleAndStarfish 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 29, 2009

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    Summer. Every summer.

    Only summer. We chat, and see each other. But I guess, it's our goodbye. School is starting. But I want to thank him for this wonderful summer. He made me happy. Hopefully, I get to see him next year! Can't wait! ^3^
    SmileyFace1014 SmileyFace1014 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 2

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    And There Will Be Times-

    And there will be times when I convince myself I am over you and I believe the words- the words that sound so stupid out loud. But then I'll remember- I'll sit in my car and remember how you kissed me Here pushed up against the window. I'll stand in the shower and...
    waiting8 waiting8 18-21, F Jun 20, 2012

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    It Has Been A Year Now, I Have A New Boyfriend, And I Still Think Of My Ex...

    I was in 8th grade in 2006 and had problems in elementary school with making friends and all that good stuff. I didnt have a single person to go to, I had ADD and took concerta, which caused me to be very shy but finally 8th grade year i met this fantastic guy..He made me laugh...
    shellbell592 shellbell592 18-21, F Apr 11, 2012

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    I Think About Him Every Other Day

    I have known this guy since I was in the fifth grade. When I got in high school we almost ****** I hella wanted him to **** me but my mom was almost going to be home so we couldnt. I just saw him last weekend and I currently have a fiance and a baby with him. We were drinking...
    Imreal94 Imreal94 18-21, F Nov 20, 2012

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    Still Everyday

    Yeah i still think about him. But i don't cry anymore. I'm not upset or devastated anymore. I'm so glad i've got to this stage of getting over him. But he was still a big part of my life. It's been 6 months and i still think about him everyday. I wonder what he's up to. We...
    jasminjane jasminjane 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 3, 2009

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    Still Thinking of the Ex...

    Its been 6 months today... i havent seen him talked to him , nothing. Usually i see him driving by on his way to work. Not even that .I still get butterflies in my stomach when i see a vehicle like his...maybe because im scared to see him ,I dont know.  3 years of ups and...
    lhdz lhdz 31-35, F Mar 31, 2009

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    My Dream

    I slept last night so peacefully and then I started to dream... Lately my dreams have felt different... I have felt more in control but more vulnerable in them. I have the power to do many things in my dreams but I feel like I am more likely to die in them... Anyway so in my...
    Tabithaaa Tabithaaa 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 22, 2012

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    Bleh, Corey. After all the memories we've

    shared, all the ****** moments and all the damn problems with my emotions etc AGH I can't believe even after you've given my ******* bed bed bugs, even after you toyed with my emotions knowing I liked you, even though you fell in love with my best friend when I was in love with...
    Tabithaaa Tabithaaa 16-17, F Dec 23, 2013

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    Does he still think about me?

    We were together for two years and went through A LOT especially with our families and my health. When we were forced to break up he got into smoking weed and said it makes him forget everything. He can't stay single longer than a day now. His family life still sucks... I think...
    december789 december789 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 27

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    It's been years since we sat face to face,

    but career puts him everywhere. And I find that he continues to cross my mind after all these years, so I just feel lost sometimes.
    doodle83 doodle83 31-35, F May 6

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    I Thought It Would Be Forever...

    I can still remember our first date. I was so nervous that I couldn't stop talking. I could tell her was nervous too. Hell, he barely said a word. He was so shy.To this day I still consider him to be one of the smartest, most attractive, and just amazing guys I've ever dated. I...
    eforemapthy eforemapthy 18-21, F Dec 5, 2010

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    A Hateful Love.

    I remember the day we met as if it was just yesterday.And I can more clearly remember the crushed and disappointed look on your face when I broke your heart.I thought that you were just another boy ruled by your hormones. I simply couldn't and wouldn't believe that you did indeed...
    Bittersweet90 Bittersweet90 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 9, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    We only dated for 1/2 a year and he was my first real boyfriend. He was my best friend and I felt like we had a real connection. We broke up a year ago and ended on bad terms at...
    xsatanxyz xsatanxyz 18-21, F Dec 2

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    it's only been a week, and I tell myself not to think of him but I do. I know it's bad for me but I do. 2 years and gone. I can't stop thinking about him.
    VictoriaHall VictoriaHall 16-17, F Nov 28

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    The man who assaulted me is getting out of prison next month. The paranoia, worry, anxiousness, and dread will be returning to my life again. I hate that I think about him...
    EYESONLYFORU EYESONLYFORU 41-45, F 5 Responses Dec 20

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    I was so in love with this guy for 6 years and he didn't love me back at all. He was the first and last guy I ever fell in love with and it was love at first sight. At one point I...
    Purpletears17 Purpletears17 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 7

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    I miss him so much all I can think about is the next time I will get to see him hoping its sooner than later I love that man
    mouse2816 mouse2816 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 4

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    My boyfriend and I broke up last night. We've been together for a year and he's my best friend. I have no idea what to do without him
    kmd92 kmd92 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 28

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    But he's a liar. He lied over and over And yet, I miss him. I miss his touch. His laugh. His smile. His cologne. Everything. And I hate myself because of it.
    frigginjelly frigginjelly 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 29

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    :( I can't. Noo. NUUUUUUUUUUU. What should i do.. :'(
    Orsas Orsas 13-15, F Nov 28

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    I haven't stopped thinking about him since I saw him earlier this month. I wasn't going to go to the event because I knew he'd be there, but at the last moment I changed my mind. I...
    SukYoung SukYoung 26-30, F Nov 29

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    Online Relationship Anxiety II: The Update Hi everyone at EP. I hadn't been in Experience Project overly a year and there's a lot to talk about. But first...I want to talk about...
    Gonzobdd Gonzobdd 18-21, M 13 hrs ago

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    I hate the past with so much pain thinking about it :(
    Dani1995 Dani1995 18-21, F 6 hrs ago

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    i ofter walk into my closet, and look at the rail. theres almost nothing on it, just a few sweat-shirts and a book bag; there's definitely enough space for me. i have hanged on it...
    crazyhyperkid crazyhyperkid 18-21, M 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    It's never the person you think. About six months ago, a colleague and I began some heavy duty flirting. I loved the attention since I wasn't (and am still not) getting any at...
    andie2007 andie2007 41-45, F 5 Responses Dec 20

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    Lately I've been thinking about cheating on my bf. he's my first ever and we've been together for almost 7 years. Sometimes I feel unappreciated with all the small/big kind...
    norcalkaylala norcalkaylala 26-30, F 6 Responses Dec 4

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    No one has meant so much to me as my superman. But it's not the end of me and him because I know he thinks of me just like i think of him. And god only makes good endings, if it...
    TheHurting TheHurting 16-17, F Dec 13

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    Why am I thinking of him after all these years? I can't stop listening to this song that makes me think of my dad ... I wrote about him on my I Hate My Dad post ... This song is...
    Rebelscorpio Rebelscorpio 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    I can't help but think about my ex all the time. I love her so much after all these years. after everything we've been through. I still can't see a future without her. and it's sad...
    greywolf9678 greywolf9678 18-21, M a week ago

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    Always think about this one guy.. He's made such an impact on my life, brings a light and happiness to my life.. Hes not perfect.. But he's perfect to me! And nothing could change...
    catho catho 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    When I was 7, I met a boy more than twice my age at the time. He pretended like he was my friend. He was my only friend. One day he took me for a walk in a park. There is very...
    FakingTheFlowers FakingTheFlowers 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 8

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    There is weakness in watching films that make us sit, wander beyond, imagine our lives feeling, a livelihood that lightens our hearts and senses. We are glued, seeing, believing...
    Xenasdreams Xenasdreams 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 16

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    This group is totally a lie.. No matter how much you say I Dont Care What People Think About Me, you still care what other people will think, not all the time but at some stages of...
    iamjustbeingme iamjustbeingme 16-17, M 2 Responses Dec 9

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    The two main deterrents still holding me back from buying that CZ82 are (1) my little sister, and to some extent (2) the people who look up to me. The people who look up to me...
    FryyM FryyM 22-25, M 2 Responses Dec 16

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    I can not tell anyone what I'm thinking about. but I can tell you I'm thinking about black cat by mayday parade since it's playing. I'm thinking I need a nap and I'm thinking why...
    RememberingSunday22 RememberingSunday22 36-40, F Nov 28

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    "Have you ever thought about how many people think about you? It's so bizarre. Imagine someone, out of the blue, thinking of your face. Something happens; they remember you. Your...
    paradox123 paradox123 16-17, F Dec 14

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    It's not so much what self driving cars will be on the road or the daily trips to the international space station. When I say I think about the future... I'm thinking about the...
    shakenama shakenama 41-45, M Dec 19

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    so theres this girl who sits next to me in psychology. my god she is so annoying shes a senior and so goddam cute, oh im a sophmore, i hate that im thinking about her, i mean other...
    Idioticnerd Idioticnerd 13-15, M Dec 1

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    been thinking about taking my life for a little while. trying to think of anyone it would inconvenience and the fact I have to think for a good few hours, says it all. I have a...
    soonthepainwillgo soonthepainwillgo 22-25, M 2 Responses Dec 2