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I Still Think About Him

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    I Can't Stop. Nothing Works...

    Yesterday I was online since I came home from school.. I was free, nothing to study as it was Friday... I chated with my boy.... but he wasn't free, he had to study so he asked me to let him for 2-3 hours.. I said "of course" because I know it's waste of time when you...
    bublina bublina 18-21, F 9 Responses Oct 11, 2008

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    He Is On My Mind Occasionally.

    I wish we could have worked things out, but I have to move on for the emotional security and emotional/mental growth of myself. He still trickles in and out of my mind on occasions. I don't know if I'll ever speak to him again because we've distanced ourselves from each other...
    nosanity nosanity 22-25, F Sep 1, 2008

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    Bleh, Corey. After all the memories we've

    shared, all the ****** moments and all the damn problems with my emotions etc AGH I can't believe even after you've given my ******* bed bed bugs, even after you toyed with my emotions knowing I liked you, even though you fell in love with my best friend when I was in love with...
    Tabithaaa Tabithaaa 16-17, F Dec 23, 2013

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    I Hate My Own Mind

    It's been nearly two months since Brandon and I split up this last time. Everyday I get dressed up and put on my war paint to step out into the world. I pretend that there's nothing bothering me. When people ask about my ex, I just laugh as if it's nothing to me. The truth is...
    MadamAZC MadamAZC 22-25, F Oct 19, 2013

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    Don't Think I Don't Think About It

    So...this song basically sums it up pretty well. It's kinda of one of those when you hear it you just go 'Wow...someone read my mind and then wrote this song.' I left out in a cloud of taillights and dust Swore I wasn't coming back, said I'd had enough Saw you in the rear view...
    bemynothing bemynothing 18-21, F Sep 2, 2008

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    Can't Get Him Out of My Head.

    I just can't stop thinking about him. My stomach's tied in knots. I was the one who ended our relationship - i was scared of the implications on my relationship with my family if it was to continue, as my mom is strongly against us being together. Long story there - won't go...
    CrippleAndStarfish CrippleAndStarfish 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 29, 2009

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    It Has Been A Year Now, I Have A New Boyfriend, And I Still Think Of My Ex...

    I was in 8th grade in 2006 and had problems in elementary school with making friends and all that good stuff. I didnt have a single person to go to, I had ADD and took concerta, which caused me to be very shy but finally 8th grade year i met this fantastic guy..He made me laugh...
    shellbell592 shellbell592 18-21, F Apr 11, 2012

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    I Thought It Would Be Forever....(again)

    I'm sorry for reposting (I made a huge mistake last time, and I feel like an idiot lol) I can still remember our first date. I was so nervous that I couldn't stop talking. I could tell her was nervous too. Hell, he barely said a word. He was so shy.To this day I still...
    eforempathy eforempathy 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 6, 2010

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    My Dream

    I slept last night so peacefully and then I started to dream... Lately my dreams have felt different... I have felt more in control but more vulnerable in them. I have the power to do many things in my dreams but I feel like I am more likely to die in them... Anyway so in my...
    Tabithaaa Tabithaaa 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 22, 2012

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    A Hateful Love.

    I remember the day we met as if it was just yesterday.And I can more clearly remember the crushed and disappointed look on your face when I broke your heart.I thought that you were just another boy ruled by your hormones. I simply couldn't and wouldn't believe that you did indeed...
    Bittersweet90 Bittersweet90 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 9, 2012

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    And There Will Be Times-

    And there will be times when I convince myself I am over you and I believe the words- the words that sound so stupid out loud. But then I'll remember- I'll sit in my car and remember how you kissed me Here pushed up against the window. I'll stand in the shower and...
    waiting8 waiting8 18-21, F Jun 20, 2012

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    I Think About Him Every Other Day

    I have known this guy since I was in the fifth grade. When I got in high school we almost ****** I hella wanted him to **** me but my mom was almost going to be home so we couldnt. I just saw him last weekend and I currently have a fiance and a baby with him. We were drinking...
    Imreal94 Imreal94 18-21, F Nov 20, 2012

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    Summer. Every summer.

    Only summer. We chat, and see each other. But I guess, it's our goodbye. School is starting. But I want to thank him for this wonderful summer. He made me happy. Hopefully, I get to see him next year! Can't wait! ^3^
    SmileyFace1014 SmileyFace1014 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 2, 2014

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    It's been years since we sat face to face,

    but career puts him everywhere. And I find that he continues to cross my mind after all these years, so I just feel lost sometimes.
    doodle83 doodle83 31-35, F May 6, 2014

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    Does he still think about me?

    We were together for two years and went through A LOT especially with our families and my health. When we were forced to break up he got into smoking weed and said it makes him forget everything. He can't stay single longer than a day now. His family life still sucks... I think...
    december789 december789 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 27, 2014

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    Anytime, But Now...

    In any other time period, we would have needed up together. If it was post 1961 in Berlin we would have got married and had an apartment together and fallen in love. If it was the apocalypse we'd be hand in hand. If it were any other time, but here and now, we'd be together, I...
    Kriegerin Kriegerin 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 9, 2013

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    Still Thinking of the Ex...

    Its been 6 months today... i havent seen him talked to him , nothing. Usually i see him driving by on his way to work. Not even that .I still get butterflies in my stomach when i see a vehicle like his...maybe because im scared to see him ,I dont know.  3 years of ups and...
    lhdz lhdz 31-35, F Mar 31, 2009

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    I Thought It Would Be Forever...

    I can still remember our first date. I was so nervous that I couldn't stop talking. I could tell her was nervous too. Hell, he barely said a word. He was so shy.To this day I still consider him to be one of the smartest, most attractive, and just amazing guys I've ever dated. I...
    eforemapthy eforemapthy 18-21, F Dec 5, 2010

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    Still Everyday

    Yeah i still think about him. But i don't cry anymore. I'm not upset or devastated anymore. I'm so glad i've got to this stage of getting over him. But he was still a big part of my life. It's been 6 months and i still think about him everyday. I wonder what he's up to. We...
    jasminjane jasminjane 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 3, 2009

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    It's Been 3 Years...

    I'm hoping someone, at least one person will take time reading this. I've always been the shy girl, my whole life literally. Elementary were good years, until I made it to middle school, where my world came crashing down. I couldn't socialize well with other students, so I had...
    melody101 melody101 18-21, F 8 Responses Dec 4, 2009

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    First Love.

    I was a young teen when i first found love. He was 2-3years older then i, and MUCH more experienced. he was that guy who i thought was so cute, and would "accidently bump into".  I only had one boyfriend before, never kissed anyone, and was very sweet and shy, mature, but...
    sceneofsilence sceneofsilence 13-15, F Mar 9, 2010

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    I still think about the man that I had an emotional affair with for 2 years. No stranger, we’d gone to high school together. We had history, flirting in study hall, talking...
    Raven57 Raven57 56-60, F 1 Response Feb 11

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    She was my first crush, it was in the 3rd grade, and we were friends. I had to move to a diffrent school and I wanted to tell her on the last day before I moved, but on that day...
    plmojn plmojn 26-30, M Feb 21

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    Lying in bed, listening to Love Me Like You Do by Ellie Goulding and for some reason I can't stop thinking about you tonight. I miss you so much and as much as I hate to admit it I...
    Jenezebel Jenezebel 26-30, F Feb 17

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    Its been over for many many months.....and im getting there...i really am. Ive finally accepted its done and glad im not allowing him to hurt me anymore. My marriage is back on...
    sillysoo sillysoo 46-50, F 1 Response Feb 15

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    Well there's this guy, he's really sweet, and i feel like a princess whenever he talks to me, and hes always having me feel some type of way (in a good way), and I love this...
    SweetcakesJr SweetcakesJr 13-15, F Feb 13

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    I've been meaning to contact my ex as he often appear in my dreams, my dreams always means something. My sister just talked to her earlier, he said that he misses me and wishes to...
    thecharmedone004 thecharmedone004 22-25, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    And it drives me nuts...grrrr
    candij1983 candij1983 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 18

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    I hate seeing who he adds. Most of them seem to give themselves freely, showing their breasts or bare *** in their profile picture. Not to mention all the "slutty stories...
    VolcanicMermaid VolcanicMermaid 18-21, F 5 Responses Feb 19

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    Lovely terror Hand held out, trembling Slowly, fingers unfurl Heart pounding Breath catches Here. My world My heart My precious child Dreams and hopes Mine until now But mine to...
    justNIK justNIK 41-45, F Feb 20

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    Here recently it's not that I actively seek ways to die anymore but I still think about death and ways to die. I'm a pretty screwed up person :/
    Sxculent Sxculent 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 7

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    still thinking about you.. **sigh**
    TrueLove213 TrueLove213 26-30, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I have already posted my experiences in this category, but that was nearly two years ago. Two. Years. Ago. And it's still bothering me, or I wouldn't be here. Having met with a...
    quirkygirl520 quirkygirl520 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 9

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    I'm having doubts about my boyfriend. We've been together almost 3 years. We briefly dated in high school, then after I graduated university we reconnected. I don't have a bad...
    Withmywoes Withmywoes 22-25, F 1 Response 19 hrs ago

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    I'm thinking about the day I felt like a princess because of a woman for the first time. The day we walked passed each other and stared into one another eyes, unknowingly...
    jellyrolls34 jellyrolls34 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    A crush I had back in high school. For several years I had not one thought about him, and then a couple weeks ago I dreamt of him, and woke up with this sudden urge to find him...
    XgaiaX XgaiaX 26-30, F Feb 17

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    It's a long hard story. But everyday I think about suicide. Everyday I think should I just do it.. And it's not that I want to die. I want to live, I want to be free and travel...
    endmypainn endmypainn 13-15, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    City of angels as it is a Meg Ryan movie. She was a doctor at this movie who an angel of death should take her life. The angel of death fall in love with her and couldn't do it. He...
    Egyptianguy34 Egyptianguy34 36-40, M 1 day ago

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    Think About The Way MUSIC IS THE VIBE SO OPEN UP YOUR EYES TIME IS RUNNING OUT SO FIND THE FEELING BOOM DIGGY DIGGY DIGGY BOOM DIGGY BANG BOOM DIGGY DIGGY DIGGY BOOM DIGGY BANG...
    ALaCoit ALaCoit 31-35, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    this might freak some people out so if you don't want to read about death I would click off. when I was younger I did not talk to a lot of people or have a lot of friends so I...
    awesomea16 awesomea16 16-17, M 3 Responses Feb 5

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    Where did I go wrong. Where did we go wrong. In just a few minutes every thing collapsed. Why? Stop blaming yourself there's nothing wrong with you. You are the best anyone can...
    Alijumah Alijumah 18-21, M Feb 2

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    For years, many many years I have thought about suicide nearly everyday. I don't remember a day I haven't thought about it. When I was younger I would look at a length of rope or I...
    LifeIsBeatingMe LifeIsBeatingMe 26-30, M 4 Responses Feb 14

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    Does anyone have any advice on dealing with this irrational fear I have? I worry about how others see me based on how I act and what I wear. I don't act like I would with someone...
    MarioT96 MarioT96 18-21, M 5 Responses a week ago

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    Day after day, night after night it follows me like a shadow. Silently stalking. All I want it some peace. I am exhausted. So tired of the crap life has handed me. From the start...
    js246 js246 22-25 6 days ago

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    I'm thinking about it right now... someone told me to kill myself today. but it wasn't like "oh go kill yourself" it was more like "oh you think you're so smart and so pretty...
    jayissosadlike jayissosadlike 16-17, F 3 Responses Feb 18

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    Even now all I can think about is suicide. I've even read about ways to do it from this app and I don't know what's stopping me, I guess I'm scared but I want to do it. I don't...
    whispers04 whispers04 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 8

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    Some of us married men like to think about our wives having hot passionate sex. Most of us men with such a fantasy are men who are denied sex with our wives because our wives are...
    drlesmoore drlesmoore 56-60, M 3 Responses Feb 14

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    I'm thinking about whether Colorado is a good place for me. This place makes me sick and I feel as if it's time to move on.
    onecutebubbles0729 onecutebubbles0729 22-25, F Feb 15