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I Still Think About Him

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    Still Thinking of the Ex...

    Its been 6 months today... i havent seen him talked to him , nothing. Usually i see him driving by on his way to work. Not even that .I still get butterflies in my stomach when i see a vehicle like his...maybe because im scared to see him ,I dont know.  3 years of ups and...
    lhdz lhdz 31-35, F Mar 31, 2009

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    A Hateful Love.

    I remember the day we met as if it was just yesterday.And I can more clearly remember the crushed and disappointed look on your face when I broke your heart.I thought that you were just another boy ruled by your hormones. I simply couldn't and wouldn't believe that you did indeed...
    Bittersweet90 Bittersweet90 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 9, 2012

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    I Can't Stop. Nothing Works...

    Yesterday I was online since I came home from school.. I was free, nothing to study as it was Friday... I chated with my boy.... but he wasn't free, he had to study so he asked me to let him for 2-3 hours.. I said "of course" because I know it's waste of time when you...
    bublina bublina 18-21, F 9 Responses Oct 11, 2008

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    Don't Think I Don't Think About It

    So...this song basically sums it up pretty well. It's kinda of one of those when you hear it you just go 'Wow...someone read my mind and then wrote this song.' I left out in a cloud of taillights and dust Swore I wasn't coming back, said I'd had enough Saw you in the rear view...
    bemynothing bemynothing 18-21, F Sep 2, 2008

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    It's Been 3 Years...

    I'm hoping someone, at least one person will take time reading this. I've always been the shy girl, my whole life literally. Elementary were good years, until I made it to middle school, where my world came crashing down. I couldn't socialize well with other students, so I had...
    melody101 melody101 18-21, F 8 Responses Dec 4, 2009

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    I Thought It Would Be Forever...

    I can still remember our first date. I was so nervous that I couldn't stop talking. I could tell her was nervous too. Hell, he barely said a word. He was so shy.To this day I still consider him to be one of the smartest, most attractive, and just amazing guys I've ever dated. I...
    eforemapthy eforemapthy 18-21, F Dec 5, 2010

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    It's been years since we sat face to face,

    but career puts him everywhere. And I find that he continues to cross my mind after all these years, so I just feel lost sometimes.
    doodle83 doodle83 31-35, F May 6

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    Anytime, But Now...

    In any other time period, we would have needed up together. If it was post 1961 in Berlin we would have got married and had an apartment together and fallen in love. If it was the apocalypse we'd be hand in hand. If it were any other time, but here and now, we'd be together, I...
    Kriegerin Kriegerin 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 9, 2013

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    First Love.

    I was a young teen when i first found love. He was 2-3years older then i, and MUCH more experienced. he was that guy who i thought was so cute, and would "accidently bump into".  I only had one boyfriend before, never kissed anyone, and was very sweet and shy, mature, but...
    sceneofsilence sceneofsilence 13-15, F Mar 9, 2010

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    Still Everyday

    Yeah i still think about him. But i don't cry anymore. I'm not upset or devastated anymore. I'm so glad i've got to this stage of getting over him. But he was still a big part of my life. It's been 6 months and i still think about him everyday. I wonder what he's up to. We...
    jasminjane jasminjane 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 3, 2009

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    Can't Get Him Out of My Head.

    I just can't stop thinking about him. My stomach's tied in knots. I was the one who ended our relationship - i was scared of the implications on my relationship with my family if it was to continue, as my mom is strongly against us being together. Long story there - won't go...
    CrippleAndStarfish CrippleAndStarfish 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 29, 2009

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    It Has Been A Year Now, I Have A New Boyfriend, And I Still Think Of My Ex...

    I was in 8th grade in 2006 and had problems in elementary school with making friends and all that good stuff. I didnt have a single person to go to, I had ADD and took concerta, which caused me to be very shy but finally 8th grade year i met this fantastic guy..He made me laugh...
    shellbell592 shellbell592 18-21, F Apr 11, 2012

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    My Dream

    I slept last night so peacefully and then I started to dream... Lately my dreams have felt different... I have felt more in control but more vulnerable in them. I have the power to do many things in my dreams but I feel like I am more likely to die in them... Anyway so in my...
    Tabithaaa Tabithaaa 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 22, 2012

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    I Thought It Would Be Forever....(again)

    I'm sorry for reposting (I made a huge mistake last time, and I feel like an idiot lol) I can still remember our first date. I was so nervous that I couldn't stop talking. I could tell her was nervous too. Hell, he barely said a word. He was so shy.To this day I still...
    eforempathy eforempathy 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 6, 2010

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    And There Will Be Times-

    And there will be times when I convince myself I am over you and I believe the words- the words that sound so stupid out loud. But then I'll remember- I'll sit in my car and remember how you kissed me Here pushed up against the window. I'll stand in the shower and...
    waiting8 waiting8 18-21, F Jun 20, 2012

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    I Hate My Own Mind

    It's been nearly two months since Brandon and I split up this last time. Everyday I get dressed up and put on my war paint to step out into the world. I pretend that there's nothing bothering me. When people ask about my ex, I just laugh as if it's nothing to me. The truth is...
    MadamAZC MadamAZC 22-25, F Oct 19, 2013

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    I Think About Him Every Other Day

    I have known this guy since I was in the fifth grade. When I got in high school we almost ****** I hella wanted him to **** me but my mom was almost going to be home so we couldnt. I just saw him last weekend and I currently have a fiance and a baby with him. We were drinking...
    Imreal94 Imreal94 18-21, F Nov 20, 2012

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    He Is On My Mind Occasionally.

    I wish we could have worked things out, but I have to move on for the emotional security and emotional/mental growth of myself. He still trickles in and out of my mind on occasions. I don't know if I'll ever speak to him again because we've distanced ourselves from each other...
    nosanity nosanity 22-25, F Sep 1, 2008

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    Bleh, Corey. After all the memories we've

    shared, all the ****** moments and all the damn problems with my emotions etc AGH I can't believe even after you've given my ******* bed bed bugs, even after you toyed with my emotions knowing I liked you, even though you fell in love with my best friend when I was in love with...
    Tabithaaa Tabithaaa 16-17, F Dec 23, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    So I had another massage last week, I didn't let him go all the way. Then he started texting me again, then I asked him to be clear what he wanted from me and he backed off and...
    2little2late 2little2late 36-40, F Aug 13

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    Can't stop thinking about him and how much he has hurt me. I wasn't in love with him until recently. We had a fling during Summer then he had to move to a different state then he...
    Vickyovox Vickyovox 18-21, F Jul 25

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    I've been sleeping with a guy friend. Can't stop thinking about him. He's not extremely attractive or fit, I don't get it. He said he'd go out with me, that he cares for me. But I...
    failure94 failure94 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 30

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    I can't stop thinking about him... Of how his lips felt against mine. So gentle and passionate. The sparkle in his eyes when he looks at me. Its like he's seeing me for the first...
    badgirlbee badgirlbee 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 22

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    Every once in a while, I fantasize about my first love. I didn't realize he was my first love for a long time. One day I became aware of it after seeing his face in my mind over...
    Emojinoid Emojinoid 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 8

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    About two weeks ago, my boyfriend of 8 months broke up with me ovelyr text. 8 months doesn't seem like a long time, but it was the longest relationship I've ever had. I trusted him...
    ksel90 ksel90 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 1

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    Seriously I can't and I see im him everywhere I know he doesn't want to talk to me anymore or even acknowledge the fact that I'm here which I don't understand but my heart is still...
    Liverbug2 Liverbug2 16-17, F Aug 7

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    I recently was a bridesmaid in my cousin's wedding. There was a guy there, and I can't get him out of my mind. We had a small conversation, and kept stealing glances at each other...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 27

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    I try to imagine how him taking me into his arms would feel. Could I find myself safe with my head on his chest and his arms tangled around my body with his hands resting gently on...
    Jerseygirl72 Jerseygirl72 41-45, F 1 Response Jul 25

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    I think about my boyfriend all the time He just makes me feel so secure about myself
    lavabug01 lavabug01 13-15, F Jul 23

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    All I think about is you and it makes me sick to my stomach
    Liverbug2 Liverbug2 16-17, F a week ago

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    We had our problems and he did hurt me pretty bad. He lied and broke my trust so many times. I always thought we would try again, but every time we would he would do something...
    feelinglost84 feelinglost84 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 9

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    I cryed today because my crush / guy friend got a job a few days ago and when I ever talk to him I take advantage of every moment and I cryed because he works Mondays threw Sundays...
    thatonegirl156 thatonegirl156 16-17, F Jul 26

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    My username says it all. He has made me miserable, he was and still is my everything.:)
    hebrokemyheart99 hebrokemyheart99 13-15, F 4 Responses Jul 25

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    So my and my boyfriend have been dating for about 4 months but have been good friends for about 2 years. We are also both about to be seniors in high school. Although his guy...
    laxlife laxlife 16-17, F Jul 26

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    So my and my boyfriend have been dating for about 4 months but have been good friends for about 2 years. We are also both about to be seniors in high school. Although his guy...
    laxlife laxlife 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 27

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    I remember New Year's Eve about four years ago, I went to her house for a party. We had an incredible relationship between us, but we lived a little too far to make it labeled as...
    PuckDrop PuckDrop 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 9

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    I'm doomed to be in love a person i cannot have; and it hurts, feels like i have my heart ripped out and cut up by tiny blades cutting and tearing the flesh of my bruised and...
    BennetWitch BennetWitch 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 5

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    i dont think ill ever stop thinking until i see him again. ☺️ ☺️ ☺️
    phobicnightmare phobicnightmare 13-15, F Aug 12

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    He's always on my mind I just can't see him I can only talk to him on the phone This sucks
    andreaespe andreaespe 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 26

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    My feelings were mending. I was starting to heal. I had accepted the fact that he was gone. I was slowly recovering from the hurt I had inside. And then I get a message...
    UGonnaKissMeOrNot UGonnaKissMeOrNot 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 25

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    This is tearing me apart.. Why does someone have to get upset and break up over something stupid I know I shouldn't want him back but I can't help it
    crazyminds crazyminds 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 26

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    He carries a little part if my soul with him, always with you in mind body and spirt x
    inboots inboots 36-40, F Jul 26

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    He's my best friend/crush I wish he'd ask me out he left his shift at my house and it smells like heaven <3
    thatonegirl156 thatonegirl156 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 22

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    I feel like everything that happened was my fault I'm amazed you stayed with me for so many years but now that you ended it I feel so weak and lonely without you....please come...
    Cupcakeluv26 Cupcakeluv26 18-21, F Jul 22

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    10 things I hate 1. I hate the color purple 2. I hate the smell of skunk 3. I hate the sunflowers on my table 4. I hate looking at the moon 5. I hate crisp fall air and apples 6...
    smithgirl26 smithgirl26 26-30, F Jul 25

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    Always anticipating the next letter and next phone call. He really gives me the butterflies in the stomach feeling. I love you GD.
    raedavis raedavis 31-35, F Jul 27

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    Stop clouding my thoughts or take me with you forever.
    Susana1985 Susana1985 26-30, F Jul 28

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    I can't stop crying it hurts but I hope one she'll realize the true love I have for her
    rique20 rique20 18-21, M Jul 31

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    I was hearing a song in my headphones and automatically thought of my ex. Tears started streaming down my face whike I was dramatically looking out of the window of my car.
    franchesca19112 franchesca19112 16-17, F Aug 2

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