I Still Think About My First Love

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 528 People

    We met online when I was 15

    and I knew then that I only wanted to be with him. We communicated for years before meeting in person in 2000. Our relationship was intense and beautiful. We had a few disagreements but always worked through them. We were only together a little over 2 years and had a child...
    Sasscnga Sasscnga
    36-40, F
    1 Response Feb 29, 2016

    No one ever forgets, the touch,

    the feeling, what was going on around them. It's all so magical and it lasts so long. Hopefully everyone has had good memories of their first love...
    deleted deleted
    Oct 4, 2014


    Its been almost five years, and I think of him on a daily basis. Every night, I wonder how he's doing, how he spent his day and then I think of why things didn't work and how much he hurt me. Then I toss and turn, play a game on my phone and go off to bed. During the day, I am...
    thanatophobic thanatophobic
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Feb 10, 2013

    It's been 9 years and I still think about my

    first love, wonder if he thinks about me? I feel guilty for it, I'm married n hv kids now.
    DancingRoses DancingRoses
    36-40, F
    1 Response Mar 31, 2014

    They Exist...

    I am talking about soul mates and Andrew was mine. We met each other by accident under crazy circumstances. No one would have thought it would end up like it did. Our talks would last through out the whole night. We couldn't stay away from each other. The chemistry was...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Feb 9, 2013

    My first love lasted three years

    and was ended suddenly by a car wreck. Sure I probably didn't even know what love was at the time. I still keep a picture of her in my wallet some 5 years later
    locoladel locoladel
    18-21, T
    2 Responses Oct 3, 2014

    Always Have

    have tried to find him it is a dream of mine.  do people searches.  have even paid money would just like to talk to hime one more time in my life even if it is just to see how he is doing and see if he has ever thought of me in all the past years
    saggy saggy
    41-45, F
    3 Responses Dec 12, 2007

    She always will be the reminder

    that love was never what you thought it would be, it just wasnt always going to be like that forever. It truly made you think, like: "will she even remember me, now that I'm not on her life anymore", as you take sips of beer, slowly getting tipsy, as you lay down on the cold...
    deleted deleted
    Oct 28, 2014

    There are numerous older men in the world

    who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to find women for dating and companionship. The spokesperson reports that many older men have started finding perfect companions through their...
    annacc11 annacc11
    26-30, F
    Sep 18, 2015

    It's been almost three years

    since we first met. I still remember the day. I had been back in my home town for a few months after I'd convinced myself to stay because I'd missed it here after trying my hand at living in a different state for a year after high school. It was Friday and an buddy of mine named...
    minernick minernick
    22-25, M
    Jan 3, 2015

    Almost daily. I am always wishing him happiness

    and good things to come to him. I hope he's doing well despite the fact he doesn't stay in touch with our son. I can't help loving him despite his faults.
    SocialHermit SocialHermit
    46-50, F
    2 Responses Sep 21, 2015

    Yeah, I still so every now

    and then. Maybe just because I'd like to know how things could have been different. God knows what she's doing now... I wonder if she ever thinks about me?
    scrtasnman13 scrtasnman13
    22-25, M
    Oct 3, 2014

    I Still Think About Him...

    ...every day. Sometimes I welcome the thought and get lost in old memories and end up missing him terribly all day. Other days I just brush the thought away and just try to live my life. Either way, he crosses my mind at least once every day. In fact there hasn't been a single...
    Heartonmysleeve22 Heartonmysleeve22
    22-25, F
    6 Responses Oct 27, 2012

    Yeah. That was nearly 40 years ago!

    ! She was tall. Had long blond hair and always smelled nice! She was gently spoken. Had a really delicate way about her. Wherever you are Deborah. I hope life is kind.
    picklebobble picklebobble
    51-55, M
    Oct 3, 2014

    Always, honestly. Dare I say,

    my first love is my most thought about love. Obviously, I'll withhold names for privacy's sake. But I've known this girl for almost seven years, and I can safely say I have fallen inside the wonderful aura of love she gives off for all up until this year. At a time when most...
    OdeToS OdeToS
    18-21, M
    Oct 3, 2014

    Listening to Break Up Song by Pixie Lott

    and it reminds me of the 5 year relationship we started since high school. Stepping into the real world shows is that happily ever after ending is extremely hard to achieve. I am glad we remain friends but yeah...everything is not the same...
    rnendez rnendez
    22-25, M
    Oct 26, 2014

    I was so in love at 14.

    She broke my heart though, broke up with me and started dating a friend of mine. I still talk to her sometimes. Wish I was dating her still but things happen.
    davidlee2014 davidlee2014
    18-21, M
    1 Response Oct 4, 2014

    He's the first person

    who made me experience how love actually feels. He made me a better person than I was before I met him and he was my inspiration. I owe him and I can't somehow return the favor. He's the only person that brings the best in me, he may not be my first "bf" but he's something more...
    Sakihiro Sakihiro
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Feb 4, 2016

    This happens to me everytime,

    i met him when i was 14, i had some relationships before but him... he was an actually bf, he made so much for me, he made me the feel of someone who cares about and how real love is... i had a lot of fun, we used to play video games all day or talk randomly in any chats. I feel...
    Dominii Dominii
    18-21, M
    Feb 28, 2016

    Meeting my first love happened unexpectedly,

    so did the relationship, we never thought it was going to turn into such a beautiful relationship. Unfortunately just as love came unexpectedly, it also ended unexpectedly. We can only be told "It's me, not you" so many times...that excuse wasn't good enough for me. I guess I'll...
    CoralFlo CoralFlo
    Oct 4, 2014

    It was his birthday yesterday.

    I liked him for 8 years. I don't think I'll ever get over him
    DiamondAuthority DiamondAuthority
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 19, 2015

    I'm still in love with my first love.

    He means everything to me.He some how found his way back to me.i guess we were meant to be.
    punkpixie13 punkpixie13
    22-25, F
    1 Response Sep 17, 2015

    Occasionally. Wow! So long ago!

    She was tall,slim,blond, and gorgeous. We were just kids. I hope you are well and that life has and is treating you well.
    picklebobble picklebobble
    51-55, M
    Oct 27, 2014

    My mind wanders through my 17th year

    and the two happy ones that followed when we were together. You taught me what it was to love, you were my first flame that's never been extinguished. We've been in touch. Do you remember the good times as vividly as I?
    deleted deleted
    Mar 6, 2015

    Every once in a while,

    I fantasize about my first love. I didn't realize he was my first love for a long time. One day I became aware of it after seeing his face in my mind over years. No matter the relationship I had, during bad times or break ups even while married I'd think of him and what may have...
    Emojinoid Emojinoid
    36-40, F
    1 Response Aug 8, 2014

    I do.. It's been years.

    . ( i fell in love in an early age ) at first I thought it was just puppy love or whatever they call it.. But idk.. I wish I can have him back... But it's impossible.. Because of the things I've done to him.. I left him... And hurt him a lot.. ( yes, I did. Can't explain..) I...
    xJesuslivesx xJesuslivesx
    18-21, F
    Jun 22, 2014

    I'll never forget him.

    We were both in 8th grade when we met. His locker was next to mine. The first time I saw him I couldn't believe how gorgeous he was. Tall, black short curly hair, brown skin, big brown eyes, dressed nice. He was so shy though! His face got red If I even talked to him. He was...
    VirgoBeauty VirgoBeauty
    22-25, F
    1 Response Oct 24, 2015

    Well, my first love is still continuing though,

    and it's quite painful but sweet when you see that person happy. I had crushes before until now, but I never had my first love till I met that very person. But it's all one-sided anyways.
    MasqueradeJade MasqueradeJade
    13-15, F
    Feb 29, 2016

    I wish I could forget him.

    I'm sure he's forgotten about me
    DiamondAuthority DiamondAuthority
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 23, 2015

    Maybe I think about him

    so much because I wake up next to him every morning and go to sleep beside him every night.
    cbailey301 cbailey301
    22-25, M
    Oct 3, 2014

    I remember New Year's Eve about four years ago,

    I went to her house for a party. We had an incredible relationship between us, but we lived a little too far to make it labeled as anything. The first two hours were filled with us flirting and having a hell of a time, until her boyfriend arrived. The night turned to ****, drank...
    PuckDrop PuckDrop
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Aug 9, 2014

    I wonder what she is doing.

    I wonder if I would even recognise her? I wonder how it might have been. You never forget your fist love, the first time you did all those things together. I don't think about her and miss her terribly, but she stays in my soul somewhere.
    jumpersforgoalposts jumpersforgoalposts
    51-55, M
    1 Response Jun 22, 2014

    How you swept me off my feet with

    that silly little smile and laugh of yours... Ah, Whiling, how I would love to relive those first few months of you courting me. You pulled out all the stops. Flowers for no reason, chats that lasted into the wee hours of the morning, the sweetest first kiss that anyone could've...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Sep 24, 2015

    Alot More Lately

    My first love was 32 years ago. That feeling of falling in love for the first time was so powerful. I'd never felt anything like it before and I've never felt anything like it since then. Even when I met my wife, it wasn't like that. It was different - wonderful - and the best...
    Lrak Lrak
    Jul 16, 2013

    I'm not in love with the guy anymore,

    as a matter of fact it's been nearly 8 years since i've seen or talked to him. However, I always catch myself thinking about him, not in a way where I desire him, more like I wonder what he's been up to through the years. Recently a mutual friend of my ex and I added me on...
    Kalar1234 Kalar1234
    26-30, F
    1 Response Sep 11, 2015

    Still Think About Him Even Though I Was The One To Break It Off..

    My first love, if we can call it that was with this guy from school. He liked me more than I did in the beginning and after a while we got together. I did like him, and I still do, but I always felt like he liked me more, because he was always more forward and wanted to meet me...
    Summarflow Summarflow
    22-25, F
    Jul 17, 2013


    I still think about HIM I can't find anybody like HIM He knew how to hold me He knew how to kiss me He knew when I was down He knew when I needed some alone time I really miss HIM I really want to get over HIM I'll search the web for a picture of HIM I'm not a stalker but I know...
    Legit97 Legit97
    18-21, F
    Oct 14, 2012

    It's been four years

    since I've seen your face, and the memory of you starts to fade... Maybe the heart's way of healing, but the feelings are ever present... Tainted by your touch, my mind wonders back to the familiar. When two became one, our bodies burning with desire, consumed by the fire...
    Calsi704 Calsi704
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jul 4, 2015

    You were the first for everything.

    ... Although it did not work, you first opened places in my heart and mind that others would later try to fill; however, your memory remains like the cobwebs that you cant see or fell until you stumble upon them.
    Cautiouslyr3ckless Cautiouslyr3ckless
    46-50, M
    Aug 9, 2015

    Yes I Do Still Think About My First Love

    So I still think about my first Love ❤️ 💏 I remember our first kiss our first date &&- how we met. It's so hard to completely forget him. I'm in a relationship and currently living with my boyfriend that I'm now with for 6 years and it's just so hard to forget (him) . Don...
    Dominicana809 Dominicana809
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Oct 30, 2013
More Stories