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I Still Think About My First Love

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    I'm broken hurt scared crying I'm

    so broken because of u u hurt me so bad
    butterflypink butterflypink 13-15, F Sep 18, 2014

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    No one ever forgets, the touch,

    the feeling, what was going on around them. It's all so magical and it lasts so long. Hopefully everyone has had good memories of their first love...
    prettyg1 prettyg1 18-21, F Oct 4, 2014

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    I think of my old crushes

    and lovers every time I get depressed. I guess that's just natural , although I would never date them again. That I swear by.
    kiddishguy kiddishguy 26-30, M Oct 4, 2014

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    Every once in a while,

    I fantasize about my first love. I didn't realize he was my first love for a long time. One day I became aware of it after seeing his face in my mind over years. No matter the relationship I had, during bad times or break ups even while married I'd think of him and what may have...
    Emojinoid Emojinoid 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 8, 2014

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    Still Think About Him Even Though I Was The One To Break It Off..

    My first love, if we can call it that was with this guy from school. He liked me more than I did in the beginning and after a while we got together. I did like him, and I still do, but I always felt like he liked me more, because he was always more forward and wanted to meet me...
    Summarflow Summarflow 18-21, F Jul 17, 2013

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    In the book (Gone with the wind),

    Rhett finally left Scarlett ,i cannot help but thinking ,will Rhett come back?He said ,what is broken is broken,but....I'd rather he could back ..
    lemonhan lemonhan 18-21, F May 28, 2014

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    Yes I Do Still Think About My First Love

    So I still think about my first Love ❤️ 💏 I remember our first kiss our first date &&- how we met. It's so hard to completely forget him. I'm in a relationship and currently living with my boyfriend that I'm now with for 6 years and it's just so hard to forget (him) . Don...
    Dominicana809 Dominicana809 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 30, 2013

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    She will forever be the person I loved the most.

    The person that I lived for and the person that hurt me the most.
    jaml jaml 41-45, M 1 Response Oct 4, 2014

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    Always, honestly. Dare I say,

    my first love is my most thought about love. Obviously, I'll withhold names for privacy's sake. But I've known this girl for almost seven years, and I can safely say I have fallen inside the wonderful aura of love she gives off for all up until this year. At a time when most...
    OdeToS OdeToS 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 3, 2014

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    Occasionally. Wow! So long ago!

    She was tall,slim,blond, and gorgeous. We were just kids. I hope you are well and that life has and is treating you well.
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M Oct 27, 2014

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    My One True Love

    I remember all to well my very first real true love, It was in middle school at a dance when a teacher I had for a class introduced me to a real pretty blond haired girl, I was'nt into a lot of the fast dancing but gave it a try with her. Dance after dance we hit the floor, I...
    dustermouse dustermouse 61-65, M Oct 20, 2012

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    Mythological Love

    back 15 years or so ago i was sitting in math class there was this guy sitting infront of me i rembered him from my old school me and my old group of friends used to make fun of this kid pritty bad so as i sat in math class thinking about how mean we used to be he looked at me i...
    Rathernotsay01 Rathernotsay01 26-30, F Jul 17, 2013

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    Absolutely!

    Its been almost five years, and I think of him on a daily basis. Every night, I wonder how he's doing, how he spent his day and then I think of why things didn't work and how much he hurt me. Then I toss and turn, play a game on my phone and go off to bed. During the day, I am...
    thanatophobic thanatophobic 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 10, 2013

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    Him

    I still think about HIM I can't find anybody like HIM He knew how to hold me He knew how to kiss me He knew when I was down He knew when I needed some alone time I really miss HIM I really want to get over HIM I'll search the web for a picture of HIM I'm not a stalker but I know...
    Legit97 Legit97 18-21, F Oct 14, 2012

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    My First Love

    My first love was 2 years older then i. I am still desperately in love. He had left me after sex but i do know y it was because i was immature. I was also to clingy but im hopeful we might get back together still.
    Halfg Halfg 18-21, F Jul 20, 2013

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    It's been almost three years

    since we first met. I still remember the day. I had been back in my home town for a few months after I'd convinced myself to stay because I'd missed it here after trying my hand at living in a different state for a year after high school. It was Friday and an buddy of mine named...
    minernick minernick 22-25, M Jan 3

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    Maybe I think about him

    so much because I wake up next to him every morning and go to sleep beside him every night.
    cbailey301 cbailey301 22-25, M Oct 3, 2014

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    I'm 21 now..I met my first love

    when I was 17 and we were together for 3 weeks. I still think about him to this day. I met him at the down town library and I think I fell for him the first time I talked to him. he was very handsome and charming and he talked about the subjects of my school books as if we were...
    urbangirllost urbangirllost 18-21, F May 28, 2014

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    My first love lasted three years

    and was ended suddenly by a car wreck. Sure I probably didn't even know what love was at the time. I still keep a picture of her in my wallet some 5 years later
    locoladel locoladel 18-21, T 2 Responses Oct 3, 2014

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    Meeting my first love happened unexpectedly,

    so did the relationship, we never thought it was going to turn into such a beautiful relationship. Unfortunately just as love came unexpectedly, it also ended unexpectedly. We can only be told "It's me, not you" so many times...that excuse wasn't good enough for me. I guess I'll...
    CoralFlo CoralFlo 18-21 Oct 4, 2014

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    I remember New Year's Eve about four years ago,

    I went to her house for a party. We had an incredible relationship between us, but we lived a little too far to make it labeled as anything. The first two hours were filled with us flirting and having a hell of a time, until her boyfriend arrived. The night turned to ****, drank...
    PuckDrop PuckDrop 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 9, 2014

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    I do.. It's been years.

    . ( i fell in love in an early age ) at first I thought it was just puppy love or whatever they call it.. But idk.. I wish I can have him back... But it's impossible.. Because of the things I've done to him.. I left him... And hurt him a lot.. ( yes, I did. Can't explain..) I...
    xJesuslivesx xJesuslivesx 13-15, F Jun 22, 2014

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    I wonder what she is doing.

    I wonder if I would even recognise her? I wonder how it might have been. You never forget your fist love, the first time you did all those things together. I don't think about her and miss her terribly, but she stays in my soul somewhere.
    jumpersforgoalposts jumpersforgoalposts 51-55, M 1 Response Jun 22, 2014

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    I was so in love at 14.

    She broke my heart though, broke up with me and started dating a friend of mine. I still talk to her sometimes. Wish I was dating her still but things happen.
    davidlee2014 davidlee2014 16-17, M 1 Response Oct 4, 2014

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    Always Have

    have tried to find him it is a dream of mine.  do people searches.  have even paid money would just like to talk to hime one more time in my life even if it is just to see how he is doing and see if he has ever thought of me in all the past years
    saggy saggy 41-45, F 3 Responses Dec 12, 2007

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    Alot More Lately

    My first love was 32 years ago. That feeling of falling in love for the first time was so powerful. I'd never felt anything like it before and I've never felt anything like it since then. Even when I met my wife, it wasn't like that. It was different - wonderful - and the best...
    Lrak Lrak 46-50 Jul 16, 2013

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    She always will be the reminder

    that love was never what you thought it would be, it just wasnt always going to be like that forever. It truly made you think, like: "will she even remember me, now that I'm not on her life anymore", as you take sips of beer, slowly getting tipsy, as you lay down on the cold...
    emilesfault emilesfault 16-17, M Oct 28, 2014

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    They always say you never stop loving your

    first true love. But it that really realistic? I'm not sure. But my first love and I broke up two years ago and I still occasionally think about him and dream about him. It's nothing serious, for I am in a new loving relationship. But sometimes I just wonder... Any opinions?
    Jessica0906 Jessica0906 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 28, 2014

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    I would always think about my first love

    because he's the love of my life as of today and will always be my heart.
    roselani2005 roselani2005 26-30, F Oct 4, 2014

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    They Exist...

    I am talking about soul mates and Andrew was mine. We met each other by accident under crazy circumstances. No one would have thought it would end up like it did. Our talks would last through out the whole night. We couldn't stay away from each other. The chemistry was...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Feb 9, 2013

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    Yeah, I still so every now

    and then. Maybe just because I'd like to know how things could have been different. God knows what she's doing now... I wonder if she ever thinks about me?
    scrtasnman13 scrtasnman13 22-25, M Oct 3, 2014

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    I Still Think About Him...

    ...every day. Sometimes I welcome the thought and get lost in old memories and end up missing him terribly all day. Other days I just brush the thought away and just try to live my life. Either way, he crosses my mind at least once every day. In fact there hasn't been a single...
    Heartonmysleeve22 Heartonmysleeve22 22-25, F 6 Responses Oct 27, 2012

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    It's been 9 years and I still think about my

    first love, wonder if he thinks about me? I feel guilty for it, I'm married n hv kids now.
    DancingRoses DancingRoses 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 31, 2014

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    Yeah. That was nearly 40 years ago!

    ! She was tall. Had long blond hair and always smelled nice! She was gently spoken. Had a really delicate way about her. Wherever you are Deborah. I hope life is kind.
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M Oct 3, 2014

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    Listening to Break Up Song by Pixie Lott

    and it reminds me of the 5 year relationship we started since high school. Stepping into the real world shows is that happily ever after ending is extremely hard to achieve. I am glad we remain friends but yeah...everything is not the same...
    rnendez rnendez 22-25, M Oct 26, 2014

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    Related Experiences

    first of all i'm italian, i live in south italy and she live in north. fortunately i can travel free around italy, and we have been engaged for more than one year, but long...
    stefano126 stefano126 22-25, M Jan 4

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    Always have memories of you randomly come to mind. I hate it all it does is make me sad and miss you. Honestly i should hated you for everything that happened. For some reason i...
    AzMan1990 AzMan1990 22-25, M a week ago

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    When you get to a certain point and look back and see one mistake after another and so very few right turns, you can't help but think of what might have been if you'd stayed true...
    justNIK justNIK 41-45, F Jan 5

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    ten years after. am i a living stuck to the pas failure?
    thejoyprovider thejoyprovider 26-30, M 2 Responses Jan 1

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    Back in April I wanted to take my life, thank god I didn't. But I always wonder what the life of my family and friends would be like if I did. But thankfully I no longer want to...
    BooBear99 BooBear99 16-17, F Jan 5

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    Sometimes I still think about him. I know he still thinks about me. He still talks about me and asks about me. I really don't know if I miss him or not. I do know I don't need to...
    upupandaway24 upupandaway24 18-21, F 3 hrs ago

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    My first love was so complicated and confusing, but I still think about him all the time and I hope he's doing alright. I miss him everyday and hope one day to hear from him again...
    Raewyn95 Raewyn95 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I actually thinked my first love was going to be my last love.. And nope, didnt happen.
    annaambrose annaambrose 13-15 3 Responses Jan 13

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    I know I'm posting a lot about love but if you think about it love is the best feeling. It is what gets relationships. It keep our world populated and it is just adorable an sweet...
    MichaelEgitto MichaelEgitto 13-15, M Jan 6

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    It was the summer before my senior year and I was seventeen. I didn't have any friends at the time besides people I may have shared small talk with in class or at lunch at school...
    cocoagirl95 cocoagirl95 18-21, F Jan 20

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    I still can not stop thinking about my ex. Some days I'm ok, other days I still cry. I can't get him out of my head. My heart pounds so hard when I think of him. I miss everything...
    EmilyPouliot EmilyPouliot 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 12

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    To any of those thinking about this, I want you to know my story. I was suicidal for my entire senior year of high school. We had moved from the place where I had lived longest in...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    though I usually don't get any proof that people are thinking about me but I always assume it.its not the people or the world but its my subconscious mind who is always giving a...
    perfectcancerian perfectcancerian 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 7

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    I've never been in love but I've had a lot of crushes when i was younger. And I hadn't thought of the first girl I had a serious crush on. Actually she had a small crush on me...
    ashfaaqb ashfaaqb 18-21, M Jan 17

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