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I Still Think About My First Love

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    Mythological Love

    back 15 years or so ago i was sitting in math class there was this guy sitting infront of me i rembered him from my old school me and my old group of friends used to make fun of this kid pritty bad so as i sat in math class thinking about how mean we used to be he looked at me i...
    Rathernotsay01 Rathernotsay01 31-35, F Jul 17, 2013

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    My One True Love

    I remember all to well my very first real true love, It was in middle school at a dance when a teacher I had for a class introduced me to a real pretty blond haired girl, I was'nt into a lot of the fast dancing but gave it a try with her. Dance after dance we hit the floor, I...
    dustermouse dustermouse 61-65, M Oct 20, 2012

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    It's been almost three years

    since we first met. I still remember the day. I had been back in my home town for a few months after I'd convinced myself to stay because I'd missed it here after trying my hand at living in a different state for a year after high school. It was Friday and an buddy of mine named...
    minernick minernick 22-25, M Jan 3

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    It's been 9 years and I still think about my

    first love, wonder if he thinks about me? I feel guilty for it, I'm married n hv kids now.
    DancingRoses DancingRoses 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 31, 2014

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    I remember New Year's Eve about four years ago,

    I went to her house for a party. We had an incredible relationship between us, but we lived a little too far to make it labeled as anything. The first two hours were filled with us flirting and having a hell of a time, until her boyfriend arrived. The night turned to ****, drank...
    PuckDrop PuckDrop 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 9, 2014

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    In the book (Gone with the wind),

    Rhett finally left Scarlett ,i cannot help but thinking ,will Rhett come back?He said ,what is broken is broken,but....I'd rather he could back ..
    lemonhan lemonhan 18-21, F May 28, 2014

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    I was so in love at 14.

    She broke my heart though, broke up with me and started dating a friend of mine. I still talk to her sometimes. Wish I was dating her still but things happen.
    davidlee2014 davidlee2014 16-17, M 1 Response Oct 4, 2014

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    Yeah. That was nearly 40 years ago!

    ! She was tall. Had long blond hair and always smelled nice! She was gently spoken. Had a really delicate way about her. Wherever you are Deborah. I hope life is kind.
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M Oct 3, 2014

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    Occasionally. Wow! So long ago!

    She was tall,slim,blond, and gorgeous. We were just kids. I hope you are well and that life has and is treating you well.
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M Oct 27, 2014

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    They always say you never stop loving your

    first true love. But it that really realistic? I'm not sure. But my first love and I broke up two years ago and I still occasionally think about him and dream about him. It's nothing serious, for I am in a new loving relationship. But sometimes I just wonder... Any opinions?
    Jessica0906 Jessica0906 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 28, 2014

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    Every once in a while,

    I fantasize about my first love. I didn't realize he was my first love for a long time. One day I became aware of it after seeing his face in my mind over years. No matter the relationship I had, during bad times or break ups even while married I'd think of him and what may have...
    Emojinoid Emojinoid 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 8, 2014

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    I do.. It's been years.

    . ( i fell in love in an early age ) at first I thought it was just puppy love or whatever they call it.. But idk.. I wish I can have him back... But it's impossible.. Because of the things I've done to him.. I left him... And hurt him a lot.. ( yes, I did. Can't explain..) I...
    xJesuslivesx xJesuslivesx 13-15, F Jun 22, 2014

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    Alot More Lately

    My first love was 32 years ago. That feeling of falling in love for the first time was so powerful. I'd never felt anything like it before and I've never felt anything like it since then. Even when I met my wife, it wasn't like that. It was different - wonderful - and the best...
    Lrak Lrak 46-50 Jul 16, 2013

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    My first love lasted three years

    and was ended suddenly by a car wreck. Sure I probably didn't even know what love was at the time. I still keep a picture of her in my wallet some 5 years later
    locoladel locoladel 18-21, T 2 Responses Oct 3, 2014

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    They Exist...

    I am talking about soul mates and Andrew was mine. We met each other by accident under crazy circumstances. No one would have thought it would end up like it did. Our talks would last through out the whole night. We couldn't stay away from each other. The chemistry was...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Feb 9, 2013

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    Maybe I think about him

    so much because I wake up next to him every morning and go to sleep beside him every night.
    cbailey301 cbailey301 22-25, M Oct 3, 2014

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    Always Have

    have tried to find him it is a dream of mine.  do people searches.  have even paid money would just like to talk to hime one more time in my life even if it is just to see how he is doing and see if he has ever thought of me in all the past years
    saggy saggy 41-45, F 3 Responses Dec 12, 2007

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    I'm 21 now..I met my first love

    when I was 17 and we were together for 3 weeks. I still think about him to this day. I met him at the down town library and I think I fell for him the first time I talked to him. he was very handsome and charming and he talked about the subjects of my school books as if we were...
    urbangirllost urbangirllost 22-25, F May 28, 2014

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    I Still Think About Him...

    ...every day. Sometimes I welcome the thought and get lost in old memories and end up missing him terribly all day. Other days I just brush the thought away and just try to live my life. Either way, he crosses my mind at least once every day. In fact there hasn't been a single...
    Heartonmysleeve22 Heartonmysleeve22 22-25, F 6 Responses Oct 27, 2012

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    Still Think About Him Even Though I Was The One To Break It Off..

    My first love, if we can call it that was with this guy from school. He liked me more than I did in the beginning and after a while we got together. I did like him, and I still do, but I always felt like he liked me more, because he was always more forward and wanted to meet me...
    Summarflow Summarflow 22-25, F Jul 17, 2013

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    Yeah, I still so every now

    and then. Maybe just because I'd like to know how things could have been different. God knows what she's doing now... I wonder if she ever thinks about me?
    scrtasnman13 scrtasnman13 22-25, M Oct 3, 2014

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    Him

    I still think about HIM I can't find anybody like HIM He knew how to hold me He knew how to kiss me He knew when I was down He knew when I needed some alone time I really miss HIM I really want to get over HIM I'll search the web for a picture of HIM I'm not a stalker but I know...
    Legit97 Legit97 18-21, F Oct 14, 2012

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    Always, honestly. Dare I say,

    my first love is my most thought about love. Obviously, I'll withhold names for privacy's sake. But I've known this girl for almost seven years, and I can safely say I have fallen inside the wonderful aura of love she gives off for all up until this year. At a time when most...
    OdeToS OdeToS 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 3, 2014

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    She always will be the reminder

    that love was never what you thought it would be, it just wasnt always going to be like that forever. It truly made you think, like: "will she even remember me, now that I'm not on her life anymore", as you take sips of beer, slowly getting tipsy, as you lay down on the cold...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 28, 2014

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    Yes I Do Still Think About My First Love

    So I still think about my first Love ❤️ 💏 I remember our first kiss our first date &&- how we met. It's so hard to completely forget him. I'm in a relationship and currently living with my boyfriend that I'm now with for 6 years and it's just so hard to forget (him) . Don...
    Dominicana809 Dominicana809 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 30, 2013

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    Meeting my first love happened unexpectedly,

    so did the relationship, we never thought it was going to turn into such a beautiful relationship. Unfortunately just as love came unexpectedly, it also ended unexpectedly. We can only be told "It's me, not you" so many times...that excuse wasn't good enough for me. I guess I'll...
    CoralFlo CoralFlo 18-21 Oct 4, 2014

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    I wonder what she is doing.

    I wonder if I would even recognise her? I wonder how it might have been. You never forget your fist love, the first time you did all those things together. I don't think about her and miss her terribly, but she stays in my soul somewhere.
    jumpersforgoalposts jumpersforgoalposts 51-55, M 1 Response Jun 22, 2014

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    Absolutely!

    Its been almost five years, and I think of him on a daily basis. Every night, I wonder how he's doing, how he spent his day and then I think of why things didn't work and how much he hurt me. Then I toss and turn, play a game on my phone and go off to bed. During the day, I am...
    thanatophobic thanatophobic 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 10, 2013

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    My First Love

    My first love was 2 years older then i. I am still desperately in love. He had left me after sex but i do know y it was because i was immature. I was also to clingy but im hopeful we might get back together still.
    Halfg Halfg 18-21, F Jul 20, 2013

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    Listening to Break Up Song by Pixie Lott

    and it reminds me of the 5 year relationship we started since high school. Stepping into the real world shows is that happily ever after ending is extremely hard to achieve. I am glad we remain friends but yeah...everything is not the same...
    rnendez rnendez 22-25, M Oct 26, 2014

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    My mind wanders through my 17th year

    and the two happy ones that followed when we were together. You taught me what it was to love, you were my first flame that's never been extinguished. We've been in touch. Do you remember the good times as vividly as I?
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 6

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    No one ever forgets, the touch,

    the feeling, what was going on around them. It's all so magical and it lasts so long. Hopefully everyone has had good memories of their first love...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 4, 2014

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    I posted on here a few weeks ago about my previously-ceramics-teacher-turned-friend and I'm seeing him in just under two weeks at his art opening that he invited me to and told me...
    k0930 k0930 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Nual Nual 22-25, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    still thinking about things and just wanting to disappear. just wish life wasn't so complicated. i wish I was perfect. I'm hating myself so much. my thoughts aren't well right now...
    brknsilence79 brknsilence79 31-35, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    So all i think about are my mistakes and now im paying for them with my blood. i cant stop. and its bad. i use glass.i cant get rid of the glass either. please help me if you can...
    Sadiemay523 Sadiemay523 18-21, F a week ago