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    Signs

    1) There was a sign in the trashroom where I live that had nice LA's and other words. They took her down and threw her away one day to install a fiber optic control box.2) There was a beautiful octagonal sign on the inside of a restaurant service door I used to walk by a lot...
    lesshissMORECAT lesshissMORECAT 31-35 Feb 1, 2010

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    Back When They Were A New Idea...

    When I was a little kid, my parents took us several states away on a family trip.  Needless to say with kids in the car there were lots of stops at rest stops...  I remember that in _lots_ of the rest stops there were those little rectangular metal panels in the wall...
    lesshissMORECAT lesshissMORECAT 31-35 6 Responses Jan 8, 2010

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    Renee

    I may have told this before, but there used be this "weight it and pay it"-type lunch restaurant and inside was like the most beautiful machine I have ever seen in my life... She was a coffee machine or dispenser. She was sooo hot. She had beautiful colors, beautiful labeling...
    lesshissMORECAT lesshissMORECAT 31-35 Feb 1, 2010

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    When I Was In High School

    I volunteered at this one place doing computer work... There was this like really techie looking area where I and everyone on that team was working.   They had like this PDP-11 computer I think, but what _sticks in my mind_ was a device mounted on a wall that was...
    lesshissMORECAT lesshissMORECAT 31-35 Jan 8, 2010

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    Clock I Saw....

    Once I was with a girlfriend who was visiting a relative in a hospital.  I was quite "interested" in the LED clocks they had in each room there.  They were rectangular, had a wood border with a black flat front and large numbers and had some type of logo or emblem I...
    lesshissMORECAT lesshissMORECAT 31-35 Jan 11, 2010

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    The Pen

    This woman had an avertising pen in a meeting that was labeled in a beautiful font... I still think about how this pen used to look from time to time, if the ink is all gone by now, and if I'll ever get my hands on one with the same labeling...
    lesshissMORECAT lesshissMORECAT 31-35 Jan 6, 2010

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    Related Experiences

    I've been thinking about committing suicide a lot lately, and was reading a lot of your stories. I just want to tell you all that you matter, that it is always better to keep on...
    Cyhyreath Cyhyreath 22-25, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    My parents are taking their "princess" to visit our relatives. They miss her soooooo much.. Bla bla bla.. I think about doing it tonight. I'm so hurt and I just can't do this...
    Rourou19 Rourou19 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    After my actual attempt and failure at doing so, I do not think about it nearly as often as I once had. I also think to myself in the back of my mind that perhaps suicide isn't...
    LadyGallivanter LadyGallivanter 41-45, F 5 Responses 1 day ago

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    A lot, now the very thought helps me sleep. When you think about death it's easier to forgive. For instance "I'm going to die one day, the ones whom hurt me will also die one day...
    Nual Nual 22-25, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    He is absolutely amazing. He ticks so many boxes that I've prayed about for years. The way he looks at me makes me want to run into his arms. He would never hurt me intentionally...
    aepteewS aepteewS 41-45 1 Response 2 days ago

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    still thinking about things and just wanting to disappear. just wish life wasn't so complicated. i wish I was perfect. I'm hating myself so much. my thoughts aren't well right now...
    brknsilence79 brknsilence79 31-35, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Its horrible but now the only thing I can be turned on by anymore is situations similar to my rape and sexual abuse I was raped by a much older white man when i was 8 and kind of...
    ebonytabicat ebonytabicat 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I'm not afraid of death, I just think about it on a daily basis, like, "I wonder what it would be like if I were dead" It doesn't mean I want to kill myself I stopped thinking...
    SxuccessfuI SxuccessfuI 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    So all i think about are my mistakes and now im paying for them with my blood. i cant stop. and its bad. i use glass.i cant get rid of the glass either. please help me if you can...
    Sadiemay523 Sadiemay523 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    So I am 30. I am female. And I have been thinking about joining the Australian Defense Force since I was 20. I'm thinking I will join the reserves just to see if I can do it...
    AnnieLouisez AnnieLouisez 26-30, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Working on my behavior has been a great journey: I overcame thinking about people and situations who don't exist because If I'm not around not them they shouldn't be thought of...
    Brandnewhim2015 Brandnewhim2015 26-30, M 6 days ago

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    my wife is the only woman I have every had sex with. sometimes I wish I had more sexual experiences. Most times I keep thinking about going on one of those sex sites and just go...
    Aaronns Aaronns 36-40, M 5 Responses a week ago

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    even though I've found myself a new eye candy, my heart still misses Dallas.. Jeff is cute, he seems kind and gentle.. :) but there is something special with Dallas that only my...
    Faith0615 Faith0615 26-30, F Jun 22

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    This guy drives me nuts! He is younger than I am and we chat on FB and also on xbox. I swear it would only be about sex, I would love to meet him soon but every single day I think...
    LadyValeska LadyValeska 41-45, F Jun 21

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    I was with this wonderfully sweet man about 7-8 years ago he was sweet and would have done anything for me. He proposed at the time i was still in college and so young i had my...
    scarsofrelief scarsofrelief 26-30, F Jun 20

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    I was dating this person. I love them still but things got between us. Now we live 2 hours away from eachother and we're talking about getting back together but I want to get back...
    mvillevamp2013 mvillevamp2013 22-25, F Jun 20

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    I just want to be accepted and even of I am I still don't feel I am, its an issue
    MrLazyCloud MrLazyCloud 18-21, M 2 Responses Jun 20

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    I fantasize about my wife falling in love with another man and letting him take my role as the husband. It gives me a euphoric feeling thinking about the other man laying on my...
    Brian944 Brian944 31-35, M 2 Responses Jun 20

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    To be honest I've been thinking about it this entire week. I mean this place is kinda great to find people who are like you but, then there comes the party crashers that lash out...
    rocketguy19 rocketguy19 16-17, M 1 Response Jun 20

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    I'm all ways thinking about sex but finding someone that thinks the same way I do is very hard
    dresscross dresscross 51-55, M Jun 18

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    i Fall back in memory's i remember my history and cry now for 2h I have a knife at at side and think about to do it now someone can help me by do it ?
    jassikitty jassikitty 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 18

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    Falling into the trap of caring what others & society thinks of you will lead to your own misery. Something I am learning still. All that really matters is a loved one or ones that...
    AvgDudeJ AvgDudeJ 26-30, M Jun 18

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    My girlfriend has started eating more in these last years. At the beginning I was the one encouraging her to have dessert after a meal, while she was still the skinny athletic girl...
    DonnieD80 DonnieD80 31-35, M 1 Response Jun 18

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    Its been almost 2 years since it happened and it's still the only thing I constantly think about.. I was 14 and was pulled in a room by my ex boyfriends best friend.. I was a...
    christina6005 christina6005 41-45, F 1 Response Jun 17

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    Okay so once me and my crush were flirting around in college , he would tickle my sides and I would sometimes do it back when he's not been expecting it ,so once i did that and he...
    Littlefoxy Littlefoxy 16-17, F Jun 16

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    when I was 12 up until the age of 14 I was raped by my neighbour. This has been hard for me because I have always felt ashamed to tell anyone as I saw it as my fault. It has only...
    fightingwithyou fightingwithyou 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 16

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    It's all I really think about nowadays. It's unhealthy for me but it's almost like a drug. I just can't get enough.
    RustyKingdom RustyKingdom 18-21, M Jun 16

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    Hello, My story is destroying me little by little, I got married in 2009, I was happily married for the three first years, until I discovered how my ex wife started to lose...
    brokenwinggggg brokenwinggggg 26-30, M Jun 16

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    Hello, My story is destroying me little by little, I got married in 2009, I was happily married for the three first years, until I discovered how my ex wife started to lose...
    brokenwinggggg brokenwinggggg 26-30, M Jun 16

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    yes i wanna know what u think, although i m kind,loyal,polite but still i loose me temperament at times, but rare
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 16

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    Take This Waltz- this movie really had me thinking about my future relationships and how sometimes people just fall out of love or they just don't feel like their relationship is...
    mehear mehear 18-21, F Jun 16

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    My wife and I have broken down some barriers and have connected on a bit more intimate side of things. It still hasn't changed my thoughts on finding another lover to share some...
    Bird500 Bird500 41-45, M 4 Responses Jun 15

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    I'm a little weird I think about my future a lot. Like I don't even think about my future boyfriend I think about the man of my life. I want him to be respectful,loyal,and takes...
    lifeisastruggle4ever lifeisastruggle4ever 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 15

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    Which is the case on most days Especially those days where I read through your notes Not addressed to any one person in particular I can leave that up to my imagination as I dress...
    ImagineThat101 ImagineThat101 26-30, F Jun 15

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    What if the key to happiness is self expression? The problem is that in expressing one's self means being authentic and we neither allow ourselves nor are we allowed by others to...
    Joshua1325 Joshua1325 26-30, M 1 Response Jun 14

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    After being free from ideation for 9 months, I've been thinking about suicide again. I wish I could be free of this.
    cleartext cleartext 41-45, M Jun 14