I Still Think About You, Did You Know That

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    There are nights when the silence creeps up on

    me and you cross my mind. I don't mean to think about you but I do. I don't mean to miss you but I do. I know I'm the one who ended up but I can still feel pain and hurt. I gave you chance after chance and you still acted like you didn't give a crap. A person can only take so...
    Girl12335 Girl12335
    22-25, F
    1 Response May 26, 2015

    I search for hours, almost obsessively,

    just to catch a glimpse of your face. I know it's wrong, that its only a wedge between me and my husband, but I need to satisfy this curiosity. I had a dream the other night where I spoke of a number. I woke up and thought this number seems too familiar.. I wonder what has...
    cbnfvr cbnfvr
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Jun 5, 2014

    Chances are you won't see this

    or know who it is, but hey. I miss you. The times I would go over to your house. The time we were walking to your house singing. I don't have the video but the times we had are still in my memory. We use to be mean to each other but then we became friends. You moved all the way...
    wassup305 wassup305
    16-17, F
    May 26, 2015

    I was with this wonderfully sweet man about 7-8

    years ago he was sweet and would have done anything for me. He proposed at the time i was still in college and so young i had my hole life ahead of me so many things to experience..... i ended up leaving him i still kept in touch for a short period of time because he had a niece...
    scarsofrelief scarsofrelief
    26-30, F
    Jun 20, 2015

    No matter how hard I try,

    since I've met you I couldn't get you out of my head. Here's to 9 more months. Cheers. Hope you still remember.
    realisticpessimism realisticpessimism
    22-25, M
    1 Response Dec 28, 2015

    I didn't know it was

    even possible to be that happy... And now I'm just trying to figure out how something can make you so happy and so sad at the same time.
    26andgoing 26andgoing
    26-30, F
    Nov 22, 2014

    Ah, it was YEARS ago.

    Literally, like, 6 years. It all ended in disaster, I was 23, she was 21; It would have been so perfect, she goes to medical school, I get a graduate job in London. But it didn't happen did it. Life happened instead. We separate by 200 miles; 5-hour journeys costing £50 a...
    jahosijhs jahosijhs
    26-30, M
    Nov 22, 2014

    It's been 12 years now

    and you won't hear this. You can't. Sometimes I wonder if you'd deserve to hear it if you could but maybe it's not fair to think that cause you'll never have a chance to change how you were. I think of you literally every single day. Sometimes I cry because life was unfair to...
    Stormdance Stormdance
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 27, 2015

    When I Am In Bed You Come To Mind

    how i still think of all the time is a old friend Colin. we got in a fight at the start of this year. then we made up but i guess we never really where able to fully trust each other and i hated it how i could never tell him how much i cared and how much he meant to me because...
    kaylatheanimegirl3 kaylatheanimegirl3
    18-21, F
    Jul 7, 2012

    Yes, I do...and often.

    I wonder how she's treating you...are you happy? Do you ever think of me? I'm unsure why you won't speak. Do you think I'm angry? You know my mind. I've no need to put it all down here. All you red do is call, or message. I miss your amazing eyes, your smile, your wit...yes, I...
    Incommunicado1 Incommunicado1
    51-55, F
    Apr 22, 2014

    I think about you everyday,

    everyday it runs through my head about how you use to say all these things to me and we stopped talking because of something so little and I got confused with my feelings so I felt like you got tired of me, you made me feel like everything and when we stopped talking I felt like...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Sep 24, 2015

    Be the reason she smiles,

    not the reason she can?t ever love again?
    Kunal27 Kunal27
    18-21, M
    May 26, 2015

    There is someone whom I have never forgotten,

    nor probably never will. He was the first man that I fell in love with, the first man that I ever wanted in my life, the first man that I dared to think that I could marry. But he and I had different meanings of what support and relationships really meant. I guess our future...
    katzlaw katzlaw
    41-45, F
    Jun 15, 2014

    It's the thought of what could have been

    that causes us to think about past relationships. The fantasy is always better though!
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    May 27, 2015

    Flashbacks to those summer nights.

    .. The longing to know what we could've been will never subside...
    cbnfvr cbnfvr
    26-30, F
    May 25, 2015
    Christine99 Christine99
    16-17, F
    Jan 7

    Why can't I just forget

    that person that has already forgotten about me..?? :-( I hate that I care too much.. :'-(
    turtlebrainx27 turtlebrainx27
    26-30, F
    May 26, 2015
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot
    18-21, F
    Nov 23, 2014

    I've Written Too Many Things In The Past Years . . . Don't Want To String It Out . . But . . .

    It's about that time of night, right now, 3 years later.  Our first kiss was on May 10, 2009 around about 10:30 p.m. on that bridge, under the dim light's, overlooking the Missouri river.  I still think about you from time to time, but I'm sure you've moved on.  I think I have...
    SoulSearcherT402 SoulSearcherT402
    36-40, M
    May 10, 2012

    I still think about all my childhood friends I

    grew up with in that tiny village. Although I moved away more than half my life ago, I still think of them and wonder what they're doing now. And if they think of me... I miss them.
    Seblett Seblett
    16-17, F
    Sep 4, 2014
    mabuhayka mabuhayka
    31-35, F
    2 Responses May 27, 2015

    Letting go and moving on is a natural reaction

    in life, it seems inevitable to not; everyday is a new beginning. Thinking about the past seems to consume my thoughts though, it's hard to forget certain people who used to be in my life. An ex boyfriend, my first real love. I always find myself wondering about you, what you...
    cbnfvr cbnfvr
    26-30, F
    Feb 28, 2014

    I'm sure you don't even remember me.

    Not your fault though.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Nov 22, 2014

    I think about you a lot

    when I'm not supposed to. I know you're not thinking about me, but I really can't help it. I really don't want much, even being your shadow is okay with me. I want to stop having the idea of you live in my head, but it brings so much familiarity. Is it okay to say I miss you...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    May 29, 2015
    trueloveskiss74 trueloveskiss74
    41-45, F
    1 Response Oct 14, 2015

    EP has become increasingly dull.

    Where did you go? Why did you leave?
    neveragoodusername neveragoodusername
    26-30, F
    1 Response Nov 22, 2014

    Your memory provides me the strength

    and wisdom to know what I no longer need in my life. Gratitude. Inner peace.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    May 26, 2015

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