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I Still Think About You, Did You Know That

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 457 People

    Shansai84 Shansai84 26-30, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I didn't know it was

    even possible to be that happy... And now I'm just trying to figure out how something can make you so happy and so sad at the same time.
    26andgoing 26andgoing 26-30, F Nov 22, 2014

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    Flashbacks to those summer nights.

    .. The longing to know what we could've been will never subside...
    cbnfvr cbnfvr 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    I've Written Too Many Things In The Past Years . . . Don't Want To String It Out . . But . . .

    It's about that time of night, right now, 3 years later.  Our first kiss was on May 10, 2009 around about 10:30 p.m. on that bridge, under the dim light's, overlooking the Missouri river.  I still think about you from time to time, but I'm sure you've moved on.  I think I have...
    SoulSearcherT402 SoulSearcherT402 36-40, M May 10, 2012

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    Chances are you won't see this

    or know who it is, but hey. I miss you. The times I would go over to your house. The time we were walking to your house singing. I don't have the video but the times we had are still in my memory. We use to be mean to each other but then we became friends. You moved all the way...
    wassup305 wassup305 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    Yes, I do...and often.

    I wonder how she's treating you...are you happy? Do you ever think of me? I'm unsure why you won't speak. Do you think I'm angry? You know my mind. I've no need to put it all down here. All you red do is call, or message. I miss your amazing eyes, your smile, your wit...yes, I...
    Incommunicado1 Incommunicado1 51-55, F Apr 22, 2014

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    Ah, it was YEARS ago.

    Literally, like, 6 years. It all ended in disaster, I was 23, she was 21; It would have been so perfect, she goes to medical school, I get a graduate job in London. But it didn't happen did it. Life happened instead. We separate by 200 miles; 5-hour journeys costing £50 a...
    jahosijhs jahosijhs 26-30, M 1 Response Nov 22, 2014

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    When I connect with someone I let them know how

    I feel. Letting one's feeling known can sometimes be a double-edged sword. One risk's getting hurt emotionally when they get rejected or abandoned. Close friendships mean a lot to me and even though they have moved on in their life, I still think about you and it hurts.
    chrissy1961 chrissy1961 51-55, F 2 days ago

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    It's been 12 years now

    and you won't hear this. You can't. Sometimes I wonder if you'd deserve to hear it if you could but maybe it's not fair to think that cause you'll never have a chance to change how you were. I think of you literally every single day. Sometimes I cry because life was unfair to...
    Stormdance Stormdance 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    There are nights when the silence creeps up on

    me and you cross my mind. I don't mean to think about you but I do. I don't mean to miss you but I do. I know I'm the one who ended up but I can still feel pain and hurt. I gave you chance after chance and you still acted like you didn't give a crap. A person can only take so...
    Girl12335 Girl12335 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I still think about all my childhood friends I

    grew up with in that tiny village. Although I moved away more than half my life ago, I still think of them and wonder what they're doing now. And if they think of me... I miss them.
    Seblett Seblett 13-15, F Sep 4, 2014

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    Why can't I just forget

    that person that has already forgotten about me..?? :-( I hate that I care too much.. :'-(
    turtlebrainx27 turtlebrainx27 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    Letting go and moving on is a natural reaction

    in life, it seems inevitable to not; everyday is a new beginning. Thinking about the past seems to consume my thoughts though, it's hard to forget certain people who used to be in my life. An ex boyfriend, my first real love. I always find myself wondering about you, what you...
    cbnfvr cbnfvr 26-30, F Feb 28, 2014

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    EP has become increasingly dull.

    Where did you go? Why did you leave?
    neveragoodusername neveragoodusername 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 22, 2014

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    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F Nov 23, 2014

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    I always think back when we were friends.

    And how we talk now. But it's just not the same...
    Lcy2472 Lcy2472 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    There is someone whom I have never forgotten,

    nor probably never will. He was the first man that I fell in love with, the first man that I ever wanted in my life, the first man that I dared to think that I could marry. But he and I had different meanings of what support and relationships really meant. I guess our future...
    katzlaw katzlaw 36-40, F Jun 15, 2014

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    Your memory provides me the strength

    and wisdom to know what I no longer need in my life. Gratitude. Inner peace.
    Zenable1 Zenable1 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    Be the reason she smiles,

    not the reason she can?t ever love again?
    Kunal27 Kunal27 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    It's the thought of what could have been

    that causes us to think about past relationships. The fantasy is always better though!
    siobhan4smiles siobhan4smiles 26-30, F 1 day ago

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    I'm sure you don't even remember me.

    Not your fault though.
    SecretsOut14 SecretsOut14 18-21, F Nov 22, 2014

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    When I Am In Bed You Come To Mind

    how i still think of all the time is a old friend Colin. we got in a fight at the start of this year. then we made up but i guess we never really where able to fully trust each other and i hated it how i could never tell him how much i cared and how much he meant to me because...
    kaylatheanimegirl3 kaylatheanimegirl3 18-21, F Jul 7, 2012

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    I search for hours, almost obsessively,

    just to catch a glimpse of your face. I know it's wrong, that its only a wedge between me and my husband, but I need to satisfy this curiosity. I had a dream the other night where I spoke of a number. I woke up and thought this number seems too familiar.. I wonder what has...
    cbnfvr cbnfvr 26-30, F 2 Responses Jun 5, 2014

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