I Still Think of Him

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    The Good Times

    It ended badly. We had been married eleven years. It ended with animosity and bitterness, But, now, looking back in retrospect I choose to remember the good times. Our travels together. Our summers here on the beach. The lovemaking that was so intense.I sometimes wish to return...
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    2 Responses Oct 31, 2011

    Every Day

    At least once.. Usually more. He's always there, whether it be something I'm doing to spark a memory, or my train of thought making him pop into my head.. He was mostly just a best friend (with a exception of a few experimentations), but he was still the best person i've ever...
    StrippedxPride487 StrippedxPride487
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Jul 1, 2011


    Broke up with the most amazing guy I will probably ever be with and got with a dumbass who cheated on me. Don't I feel really great. That was a lie by the way. I feel really ugly,
    TorianaXGummybears TorianaXGummybears
    13-15, F
    Jul 21, 2012

    Out Of Them All Its Only You

     i still think about you. sometimes... i remember us laughing together..... and i smile. but other times... late at night... i think of how empty my chest feels now that your not with me... and i can’t help but cry. when i told you i loved you... i meant id love you forever...
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    1 Response Oct 24, 2011

    Ah I Cant Have Him And Yet

    i cant have this man which i will call mello he was my first love and i think he's my only love i cant have him he happy with some other girl and it macks me happy but it hurt i wont lie it hurts knowing i cant have him and i dont think i can every get him back but if he happy...
    hiaru hiaru
    22-25, F
    1 Response Sep 19, 2012

    The rumble of the heavy railcars is audible long

    before the eerie, drawn-out sound of the whistle echoes through my open window. Memories flood in, uninvited. Suddenly it's no longer just the sound of the train, it's the light on the patio reflecting in his eyes, the smell of cigarette smoke in the air and on his breath. It...
    QuaintCynicalExistence QuaintCynicalExistence
    Feb 7, 2016

    Should I Pour My Heart Out To Him?

    We dated for a month but when we split up, we both didn't want to. I have thought of him ever since and it has been a year and a couple months since then and I still love him. I am 16, almost 17 and I keep feeling like I need to just tell him how I feel. I dot think he has...
    ShortAndAwkward ShortAndAwkward
    18-21, F
    Sep 2, 2012

    I think of him too often.

    It's something I am not okay with. We are amicable but I feel as though it ends there, and it's not the ending I want. I feel as though winter has everyone down in the dumps and am hoping spring will turn him back into the man I know and adore. He has a lot going on in his...
    QuaintCynicalExistence QuaintCynicalExistence
    Feb 18, 2016

    Why Should I When He Doesn't?

    I like this guy that I work with. I'm 19 and a sophomore in college; I turn 20 in November. He just turned 23 in June and is about to graduate college. I've had a crush on him for 6 months now, and finally told him so over a text ( I totally wimped out on telling him in person...
    joynaye joynaye
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Sep 10, 2012

    There this guy who liked me before

    and was extremely sweet and he'd hold my hand in class. But he didn't want anyone to know, he did tell his friends though. Then after maybe 2 weeks of that. When u came to school he just treated Meuse he treated anyone else. And then the next week. He had a girlfriend. I never...
    ally6372 ally6372
    18-21, F
    Feb 25, 2014

    Wow I Sure Miss Him.....

    I fell in love 25 years ago. Then we both went our own ways. Here we are all these years later and now we found each other again. It's like we never parted, still talking, still playing around with each other, still teasing like we used to. We still have fun with each other even...
    hardenedhart70 hardenedhart70
    41-45, F
    3 Responses Jun 27, 2011

    19 Years Later !!!

    When I was very young , I loved a very wonderful man,and he loved me with he had, Rick, he was the kindest man I have yet to know.. Very tall 6"9 & salt & pepper hair that I loved very much. So handsome .. He had smile that always lit of the room wherever he went..He was many...
    LadyGeorgiaBulldog LadyGeorgiaBulldog
    36-40, F
    8 Responses Oct 31, 2011

    Nothing Comes From Nothing.

    It was the month of April. I had just moved states, & thats when I first layed eyes on him, it could have been fate. I still remember what he was wearing, & how he stood there alone. I could feel him watching me, as I danced, pretending not to notice. My friend whispered to me...
    SiennaRain SiennaRain
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Jul 23, 2012

    To Help Us Let Go

    I didn't write this. I wish I did. It's credited to lots of different people, most frequently someone named Reverand Safire Rose. Whoever wrote it, it's breathtakingly beautiful...so I wanted to share it with you. Without a thought or a word, she let go. She let go of fear. She...
    cataleyarestrepo cataleyarestrepo
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Jul 27, 2013

    More Like "them"

    I've joked in the not too recent past that I couldn't go back to work for anyone because all the people I have used for a job reference over the last 50 years are all dead. Almost daily I think of one of my old buddies from high school, or right up through a few years ago, and...
    AlbertSAT AlbertSAT
    66-70, M
    1 Response Oct 31, 2011
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    Nov 11, 2011

    He's The One

    There's this guy in my life who I fell completely in love with he goes to my school and we are pretty good friends but he dated my Bestfriend last year and then they broke up durning the summer and she has no feelings for him at all. But the one problem is he still likes her. He...
    ThatGirl457 ThatGirl457
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 4, 2012

    After 20 + Years He Still Makes Me Weak

    I ran into an old friend about a week ago. we had absolutely no idea that we would see each other at this event. he was with his wife whom I met for the first time. he stood up to greet me with a hug. I walked past him to hug someone else first, then came back to high him. he...
    shallowdeep shallowdeep
    36-40, F
    Jul 6, 2012


    I try to push thoughts of you away... But I still end up thinking about you at least once a day. If I'm lucky, you only cross my mind ONCE. A year ago tomorrow will be the one year anniversary you broke up with me. Do I care? Yes, actually. I achieved my goal and I feel whole...
    kulashka kulashka
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 24, 2011

    The Wonders of Lust and Love

        As I gaze up at the stars tonight I sit and wonder why I miss you so.  Why do I hear your voice in my quiet moments? Why can I feel you touch me when I know you...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm
    46-50, F
    51 Responses May 21, 2009

    Even After 7 Years...

    Unhappily married I still think of him and what we could have become. I still dream about him constantly and wonder if he thinks of me. In my dreams I feel so in love and when I wake up I feel depressed and wished I was living in my dream.
    dreamingbutterfly dreamingbutterfly
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jun 30, 2012

    Friendship After The Breakup?

    So Wednesday of this week, I decided to end the last means of my connection with my ex. Which is my facebook. I had deactivated my Facebook for a week before Wednesday because I couldn't unfriend him and I couldn't stop sending him messages and looking at his profile. I wanted to...
    cataleyarestrepo cataleyarestrepo
    26-30, F
    6 Responses Jul 13, 2013

    Still In Love...

    Exactly one year ago yesterday I began the relationship with a man with whom I am still in love. We embarked on a journey that somehow wound up with us no longer together as a couple. I have no words that describe the intensity of our relationship...no words could do justice to...
    julieharrison julieharrison
    1 Response Apr 17, 2012

    My Life Sucks So Much Im Ready For It To Be Over

    well if enyone can help i feel so alone i suffer deppresion and agraphobia really dont no how long i can go on for pray each day i niver wake up i have a family but am sure my b/f and me are over we dont talk he showes no emotion no care all and we both live in the same house...
    charmer30 charmer30
    31-35, F
    4 Responses Oct 24, 2011

    And Then I Woke Up.

    every night for about a month, i dreamed about him. sometimes funny- most of the time sadly realistic. i woke up always wondering where he was, who was he with, was he thinking of me, did he ever think of me? with all these questions cluttering my head it was nearly impossible to...
    ayannamay ayannamay
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Oct 24, 2011


    I still dream about him sometimes. You would think that after so many months of having absolutely no contact, the dreams would stop. Or the wondering would stop. I wonder about him. Is he OK? Did he find love? Did he leave another woman in his wake? And of course: Does he ever...
    Fallflower Fallflower
    41-45, F
    4 Responses Jan 23, 2013

    This is a confusing situation.

    He need hours even more than a day to reply to my messages. But when replying to message me, he looks so excited and very sweet. Even sending me photos and video. When I get tired with this and would like to finish it, he cries, even looks very messy when I didn't reply to...
    Sk203 Sk203
    22-25, F
    Apr 14, 2014

    I Hate This

    I always say that I never liked him but, if I'm going to be completely honest with myself, I think I may have liked him a little. Or maybe I just liked the idea that someone as attractive as him wanted me. So, we hooked up twice. The first time he initiated it, and the second...
    CrackTheCode CrackTheCode
    18-21, F
    Jun 25, 2012

    Do Not Want to Fail Again

    Success consists of going from failure to failure without loss of enthusiasm. —Winston Churchill     I Always have put My husbands needs ahead of mine. It has to work Out. I will Put him first.
    1Babe 1Babe
    46-50, F
    1 Response Aug 1, 2009

    Dancin' Away With My Heart

    there is a song by lady antebellum that they just released on their new cd that makes me think of my first love. I had fell for him in high school and it wasn't until our senior prom that the feeling seemed to be mutual. we were together for about 2 months after we graduated and...
    hurleyalex18 hurleyalex18
    22-25, F
    1 Response Oct 24, 2011

    He Still Makes Me Smile

    Ok we all, well most of us, learn from our mistakes and then go on. The hardest lesson I learned is"never give up on your first love" The first mistake was letting my first husband become my ex-husband. The second was marring my future ex-husband. I want to get this right and it...
    tmmarion tmmarion
    41-45, F
    6 Responses Aug 16, 2010

    Over You

    When I think that I am over you. You still on my mind. I know you are part of my past but sometimes you affect my future. I wish I could forget about about you but I cant it still feel like some thing is missing every time i try to get over you.
    kekediva11 kekediva11
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 1, 2012

    2 Months On Hes Still On My Mind Always Will Be.....

    Its been two months since my ex broke up with me. When we were together we were really in love i still love him. We never argued or fought with eachother we were great. It was strange because one night he just turned round and said to me its over i dont love u anymore,. Hearing...
    lylkitkat lylkitkat
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Sep 23, 2012

    Rather Feel Pain Then Nothing

    Scream at me Spit on me Throw me down Lie to me Laugh at me Make me fall My dreams are not important Not to you What are dreams to you? Do you enjoy my pain? Do you enjoy crushing all i am? It's my turn to laugh at you What's wrong? Are you confused? I don't hate...
    Standing4life Standing4life
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 13, 2012


    Maybe this is the wrong group for this, but he is still in my thoughts. I see him every now and then. He wears the scars of the night, right there on his face. He had to have surgery to put his nose back in place and to repair the damage to his cheek. If he'd been hit any higher...
    MrsLalaninjacakes MrsLalaninjacakes
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Dec 9, 2009

    It's Not Fair

    I was with a guy for several years as a teenager and young adult, he was controlling and abusive and my life was a wreck, we finally ended it and moved on, I have been having a very hard time, I had a mental breakdown when it was over, not because I lost someone I loved but...
    be2cute be2cute
    22-25, F
    Jul 8, 2012

    Why Do I Hold On

    you you hunted my mind and i love it still because this means i can hold on to you in a way as a phantom to love and hold and never fear to dream to wish on and may be im a phantom to you two some one you ones knew and may be you love me two... may be you hold me close your...
    hiaru hiaru
    22-25, F
    May 17, 2013

    What A Heartless Man

    This is just a freaking nightmare what happened to me. It happened two months ago and it bothers me like it happened yesturday. All my life my luck with guys sucked. I have always been a good women at heart but those fake guys out there made me sick. the ones that were interested...
    skydancer24 skydancer24
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Dec 31, 2011

    We met the summer of 2012.

    I was in a relationship but not happy & on the verge of being single at the rate things were going. Right person , wrong time is what I keep telling myself. He was extremely smart , well educated and had a career established with a good paying job. We had a lot of things in...
    LoveMakesUsHuman LoveMakesUsHuman
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 22, 2014

    Hes The Most Awful Person, And The Only Person I Want To Talk To.

    My ex is the worst. We broke up a week ago, and he already has a new girlfriend. She's even answered his phone when i've called saying to stop "calling her boyfriend" He has the worst mood swings, but can snap right out of it and have no idea what he just did to me.. i really don...
    rockbottom244 rockbottom244
    22-25, F
    Oct 31, 2011

    Sometimes I think if this really happen to me

    because it is such a surreal story. I find myself thinking of him often and this is someone I know nothing about in fact I've just seen him twice in my life but I think he's the love of my life (crazy, I know). I first saw him on the Downtown #4 train, despite my awful memory...
    B33sus B33sus
    2 Responses Sep 13, 2014

    I wanna get over him

    but I cant i really cant . I havent talk to him maybe once , its love at first sight . You know ... Well i just wanna know if he feels the same way i do or its just my imagination , not like i could help it , its just my feelings .
    natyguadalupe natyguadalupe
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 25, 2014

    I'll Be There For You

    Of course I still think of him...Hell, I'm still married to him!  But, it has been 7 years since we slept in the same bed, used the same shower, washed dishes together, watched t.v. together, laughed together, ate dinner together, or done much of anything together.  It's...
    umbrellatree umbrellatree
    41-45, F
    3 Responses Oct 24, 2011

    Falling In Love And Falling Apart

    I fell in love with my best friend. Adults always told me you couldn't be in love when you were as young as i am. I knew this boy. Let's call him Nick.We were so close that everybody said we would be cute together. I never thought about it until someone pointed out that he saw...
    blueyedgirl17 blueyedgirl17
    13-15, F
    Mar 13, 2013

    Ill Be Strong

    Words of wisdom come to my ears, Telling me what I know in my heart, But never wanted to hear. With the truth finally said and out in the open for me to plainly see, I wonder why I can love so deeply but never had that love returned back to me. I confessed the feelings...
    Standing4life Standing4life
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 20, 2012

    Sometimes when I'm listening to certain songs

    or when someone does something to resemble him, I still break down and cry.. it's been almost a year without him. I miss him.. so much..
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Oct 25, 2015

    I Love Him And I Know He Doesnt Love Me So Why

    My best friend is a guy I've knowed for a very long time I'm lose him to the military we have talked about my feelings for him a lot and he knows that my love him is deep and full and pure he was the first boy to kiss me and the first man to tell me he loves me I know and not...
    happyness234 happyness234
    22-25, F
    Oct 18, 2012

    I can't get over my ex husband.

    I love him, I always will. He loved me too, and he loved our kids. He had problems with drugs though. He'd stay sober for months at a time, and be the most wonderful guy in the world, then he'd start using again and turn into the biggest jack *** in the world. Every time...
    thatonewoman thatonewoman
    31-35, F
    Sep 21, 2014

    Its been over for many many months.

    ....and im getting there...i really am. Ive finally accepted its done and glad im not allowing him to hurt me anymore. My marriage is back on track and im feeling loved and apreciated by friends more than i have in many years. I guess he was such a huge part if my life because i...
    sillysoo sillysoo
    46-50, F
    1 Response Feb 15, 2015


    i dont just think of him... i still dream about him too... will it ever stop?
    myshadesofgreen myshadesofgreen
    31-35, F
    1 Response Oct 31, 2011
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