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I Still Want Him

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 48 People

    I Really Don't Get It

    but i think about him all the time, when he's not here the place feels empty and i can't wait for him to come back. and i want to have sex with him SO badly, its been about 10 months since i've had sex. its even harder to not give in to my urges, he's staying with me. until july...
    thirty30 thirty30 31-35, F Jun 16, 2009

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    Baby Blues

    I really need some advice I have split up with the father of my 3 1/2 month baby. I'm in a world wind of problems lots of rubbish has Been said in arguments and were finding it hard between our selves to move forward in terms of visits for our son. I still love him deeply and don...
    samscleverbox samscleverbox 22-25, F Aug 29, 2012

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    you know who you are.

    ..if you happen to read this....my feelings for you havent changed...i still very much care...my prince...i miss you xx
    idontwannadream idontwannadream 18-21, M Dec 11, 2013

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    After All These Years

    Even after years and years of ups and downs, after seeing him in every way, shape, and form possible, just looking at my guy lights my inner fire. I still feel such passion toward him and have an inescapable urge to touch him, to feel him, to kiss him. There are times when I...
    LG76 LG76 36-40, F 2 Responses Nov 17, 2011

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    Left Me For Another But I Still Love Him

    Back when Myspace was cool I would always go there to meet new people and maybe look for a new boyfriend. I made a few friends here and there but never really found a guy for me. I did talk to one guy who was a DJ at the local bowling alley and also went and met him but when we...
    trulyblue trulyblue 31-35 Nov 6, 2012

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    What Makes A Cheat?

    What makes a cheat? you lied and  i trusted you. In my books that makes you a cheat. you told me she was out of our life for good, you told me nothing was going on. You told me this just to shut me up. She was able to go on like nothing was wrong. The only person that suffered...
    samscleverbox samscleverbox 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 1, 2011

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    I Still Want You By My Side

    I still want you by my side Just to help me dry the tears that I've cried When I met you, I never expected to fall I remember, you came over, made me laugh so hard I remember my first thoughts of you When I met you, I was scared to let...
    metalqueen metalqueen 22-25, F 4 Responses Oct 14, 2009

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    Moving On..

    its been a hard couple of days but i went to the mall bought myself some good classic books :) {Stephen King} and started to pamper myself {going to the salon and etc..} Im just hoping that soon i will be completely over him and able to move on. Don't get me wrong I've been...
    ann4444 ann4444 22-25, F Jun 3, 2012

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    Tonight I thought about suicide to the point where I went to the er. They let me come home. This pain over him leaving and coming back 3 times is so intense I hurt worse than I...
    lostmomto4 lostmomto4 41-45, F 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    12 month sober from what felt like the most dramatic, painful, irrecoverable 2 years and a half of my life. Yet the worst part is I could have walked away before it got out of...
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    12 month sober from what felt like the most dramatic, painful, irrecoverable 2 years and a half of my life. Yet the worst part is I could have walked away before it got out of...
    ffjpp ffjpp 18-21, F 16 hrs ago

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    I was a fool to let him go. I was manipulated by a close "friend" of mine, and I didn't see it. I broke up with him, and we are still good friends, but I want more. I want him...
    lillyforever4 lillyforever4 16-17, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Just got back home from a vacation in Europe. My wife and son stayed behind with the in-laws, and now I've got the house to myself for the next month and a half. Trouble always...
    onlymortal onlymortal 26-30, M 2 days ago

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    I met a nice handsome American man in 2013, but I let him go!!! His name was J. and I really fancied him! I still have him on Whatsapp and Skype. Today I contacted him on Whatsapp...
    disappeared88 disappeared88 26-30, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I still pray for my ex-husband. I had been with him since I was sixteen years old. We did not marry until I was eighteen. I lived with him because we both did not have parents. So...
    hartinar hartinar 36-40, F 4 days ago

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    Maybe she is right. Maybe I won't get over him in a short period of time, I've been trying for a while though. I know this is puppy love and I'll eventually get over him, but when...
    kidLeftInTheDark kidLeftInTheDark 13-15, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    When I was 11, on a long car ride to my Grandmothers house I came out to my stepdad. I was totally afraid that he wouldn't accepted me. He was my dad for as long as I could...
    Eli5 Eli5 13-15, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Starting from when I was 11, I was suicidal and depressed and not one person noticed. It went on until I was 16 and then it got way worse. I was put on suicide watch one night and...
    Holdmecloser122 Holdmecloser122 16-17, F 6 days ago

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    He is so cute! I love him so much!! Why won't he love me? Why am I not pretty enough? Not skinny enough? Not popular enough?
    IwillBePretty4U IwillBePretty4U 13-15, F a week ago

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    i know you cant force somebody to love you, but i feel like he only tells me that he loves me to make me feel better. dont get me wrong, i know he's trying to help. its sweet of...
    ThatOneSomaliGirl ThatOneSomaliGirl 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I am the youngest in my family, live with my mom and older sister who I don't get along at all. I had an alcoholic father who divorce my mom after I was born but she still let him...
    azuredawn azuredawn 18-21, M 1 Response a week ago

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    Maybe it's not love. I just still have feelings for him ofcourse he's been with me for almost a year. I still get affected when he talk or flirts with someone when I shouldn't have...
    hellsAngel025 hellsAngel025 18-21, F Jun 27

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    Sweet baby Jesus!!! That beautiful Smile.<3 Those Gorgeous green Eyes.<3 That Cute little butt.<3 My dreams would come true if this man were to LOVE me! He makes me bite...
    LaLaNiaa LaLaNiaa 18-21, F Jun 25

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    I still love him.. I scincerely do! I like to be around him, however i couldnt do the distance anymore ..long distance is hard and I hate to be lonely.. and god was he busy. Always...
    sahikat sahikat 18-21, F Jun 25

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    I'm stuck in this position, this position of not knowing how I want you but still wanting you with a passion that consumes me. How do I even describe it? I want more than your...
    myheaven myheaven 22-25, F 3 Responses Jun 24

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    My lover is my best friend, but it is a mess. Where to begin, and it will be a bit lengthy. I will call him D and we met when we were 11. It has been the same bond since we first...
    dfclifton55 dfclifton55 56-60, F 2 Responses Jun 24

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    my username is exactly as it is..crazy2letuknow ..crazy to let the one guy I was in love with know that I still loved him..that time has passed now and I just kept the username...
    Crazy2LetUknow Crazy2LetUknow 26-30, F 4 Responses Jun 24

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    I'm really starting to wonder if I just expect to much .. in married & have been with my husband 15 years . He works out of town a lot .. & I Dred when he leaves .. I can tell he's...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Jun 24

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    I always wanted my uncle to touch me.. This one summer we were just the two of us at my parents vacation home cause they wanted someone to take care of me as they were away... So...
    kathrinesmith kathrinesmith 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 23

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    I found one great conversationalist. Looking for some more. I like food anyone want to talk about food?
    baprel26 baprel26 36-40, F 2 Responses Jun 22

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    Can't really figure out what I want in life. Money, love, family, friends? I want everything., I know its impossible but I still want to belive in it. Believe in this miracle...
    RadioActive1308 RadioActive1308 18-21, M 3 Responses Jun 22

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    I want him but I don't want to be with him because I'm ashamed of who I really am and I don't want him to know that much. I don't know :(((
    prettyboo711 prettyboo711 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 22

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    I don't know if breaking up with him was a right choice. I still love him and leaving someone when you love them especially because you think of the future is just really...
    xoabelxo xoabelxo 18-21, F Jun 22

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    I really want to get a Harry Potter tattoo and yeah that may seem nerdy and some may say I'd regret it later in life but hp actually means ALOT to me. I believe in getting tattoos...
    kenzieyeah kenzieyeah 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 22

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    Wanted to leave earth this am. Nothing ever improves. Society got worse after y2k. But pals have left earth. And the pain felt was gigantic. So how to keep pals from...
    Converted Converted 46-50, M Jun 21

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    I'm so in love I never imagined that I'll be so in love with him so ok I knew him from my friend he's her brother we started as friends I think that was in 2011 then bestfriends...
    sandysunny2 sandysunny2 18-21, F Jun 20

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    ugh I was doing so fine , I didnt even think about how much I cared about him , until someone mentioned our song , and I just don't know . I just feel so sad and I can't stop...
    saddisaturs saddisaturs 13-15, F Jun 19

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    How do I explain to someone not into the D/s scene that I want to be 'his' when he doesn't really get it? I want to belong to him, all the time. It is more psychological than...
    solace73 solace73 41-45, F 2 Responses Jun 19

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    Yeah I do.I.miss him.I don't why I let him go.He says he still loves me but I know his moved on.I can't believe I let him go.Yes I have a new boyfriend now but there is something...
    MusicLover4Eternity MusicLover4Eternity 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 17

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    My husband was my first boyfriend and we got married. He was the only man I ever knew for years...until our marriage starts to fall apart! Then out of the blue I met my affair. I...
    Wynee Wynee 36-40, F 2 Responses Jun 15

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    I've posted an experience under this group yesterday.. but honestly, I did never think that my story would cause that storm at all.. O.k, first things first, you all own me an...
    youaremygift youaremygift 31-35, F 4 Responses Jun 15

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    A motivational speaker started off his seminar by holding up to 20 dollar bill. In the room of 200, he asked,"who would like this 20 dollar bill?" Hands started going up. He said...
    simsym simsym 22-25 Jun 14

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