I Still Want Him

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 48 People

    Left Me For Another But I Still Love Him

    Back when Myspace was cool I would always go there to meet new people and maybe look for a new boyfriend. I made a few friends here and there but never really found a guy for me. I did talk to one guy who was a DJ at the local bowling alley and also went and met him but when we...
    trulyblue trulyblue
    31-35
    Nov 6, 2012

    I Really Don't Get It

    but i think about him all the time, when he's not here the place feels empty and i can't wait for him to come back. and i want to have sex with him SO badly, its been about 10 months since i've had sex. its even harder to not give in to my urges, he's staying with me. until july...
    thirty30 thirty30
    31-35, F
    Jun 16, 2009

    After All These Years

    Even after years and years of ups and downs, after seeing him in every way, shape, and form possible, just looking at my guy lights my inner fire. I still feel such passion toward him and have an inescapable urge to touch him, to feel him, to kiss him. There are times when I...
    LG76 LG76
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Nov 17, 2011

    Baby Blues

    I really need some advice I have split up with the father of my 3 1/2 month baby. I'm in a world wind of problems lots of rubbish has Been said in arguments and were finding it hard between our selves to move forward in terms of visits for our son. I still love him deeply and don...
    samscleverbox samscleverbox
    22-25, F
    Aug 29, 2012

    What Makes A Cheat?

    What makes a cheat? you lied and  i trusted you. In my books that makes you a cheat. you told me she was out of our life for good, you told me nothing was going on. You told me this just to shut me up. She was able to go on like nothing was wrong. The only person that suffered...
    samscleverbox samscleverbox
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jan 1, 2011

    I Still Want You By My Side

    I still want you by my side Just to help me dry the tears that I've cried When I met you, I never expected to fall I remember, you came over, made me laugh so hard I remember my first thoughts of you When I met you, I was scared to let...
    metalqueen metalqueen
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Oct 14, 2009

    you know who you are.

    ..if you happen to read this....my feelings for you havent changed...i still very much care...my prince...i miss you xx
    idontwannadream idontwannadream
    18-21, M
    Dec 11, 2013

    Moving On..

    its been a hard couple of days but i went to the mall bought myself some good classic books :) {Stephen King} and started to pamper myself {going to the salon and etc..} Im just hoping that soon i will be completely over him and able to move on. Don't get me wrong I've been...
    ann4444 ann4444
    22-25, F
    Jun 3, 2012

    One week and one day ago my boyfriend of a year

    and a half broke up with me. I don't really know why, which is why I've asked to meet him tomorrow so we can talk. He's agreed. I secretly hope that maybe he still loves me and maybe he could want me back. I have hope. Probably not though. I just finally found someone who...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Mar 4

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