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I Still Want Him

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    I Still Want You By My Side

    I still want you by my side Just to help me dry the tears that I've cried When I met you, I never expected to fall I remember, you came over, made me laugh so hard I remember my first thoughts of you When I met you, I was scared to let...
    metalqueen metalqueen 22-25, F 4 Responses Oct 14, 2009

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    Baby Blues

    I really need some advice I have split up with the father of my 3 1/2 month baby. I'm in a world wind of problems lots of rubbish has Been said in arguments and were finding it hard between our selves to move forward in terms of visits for our son. I still love him deeply and don...
    samscleverbox samscleverbox 22-25, F Aug 29, 2012

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    I Really Don't Get It

    but i think about him all the time, when he's not here the place feels empty and i can't wait for him to come back. and i want to have sex with him SO badly, its been about 10 months since i've had sex. its even harder to not give in to my urges, he's staying with me. until july...
    thirty30 thirty30 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 16, 2009

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    What Makes A Cheat?

    What makes a cheat? you lied and  i trusted you. In my books that makes you a cheat. you told me she was out of our life for good, you told me nothing was going on. You told me this just to shut me up. She was able to go on like nothing was wrong. The only person that suffered...
    samscleverbox samscleverbox 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 1, 2011

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    After All These Years

    Even after years and years of ups and downs, after seeing him in every way, shape, and form possible, just looking at my guy lights my inner fire. I still feel such passion toward him and have an inescapable urge to touch him, to feel him, to kiss him. There are times when I...
    LG76 LG76 36-40, F 2 Responses Nov 17, 2011

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    Moving On..

    its been a hard couple of days but i went to the mall bought myself some good classic books :) {Stephen King} and started to pamper myself {going to the salon and etc..} Im just hoping that soon i will be completely over him and able to move on. Don't get me wrong I've been...
    ann4444 ann4444 22-25, F Jun 3, 2012

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    Left Me For Another But I Still Love Him

    Back when Myspace was cool I would always go there to meet new people and maybe look for a new boyfriend. I made a few friends here and there but never really found a guy for me. I did talk to one guy who was a DJ at the local bowling alley and also went and met him but when we...
    trulyblue trulyblue 31-35 Nov 6, 2012

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    you know who you are.

    ..if you happen to read this....my feelings for you havent changed...i still very much care...my prince...i miss you xx
    idontwannadream idontwannadream 18-21, M Dec 11, 2013

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    I still love him, he's smile is the type to make you smile, you'd laugh at his laugh and not at his jokes. He showed me I could be a different person. He made me feel like I was...
    tjaayx tjaayx 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 3

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    ^ I want him to be my master, I want to bow before him and pledge my life, and soul, to his eternal servitude, don't ask my why i want a (sexy, let's be honest) purple...
    IFeelSoLonely101 IFeelSoLonely101 18-21, M Feb 11

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    I know people say " Their loss, your lesson" as some way of trying to make you feel better but this was definitely my loss, aswell as my lesson. I just want him back.
    PepperF PepperF 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    You have to love yourself. We're told this as we grow up, as we go through the changes in life. We're eventually pushed through enough obstacles in life that we learn that we...
    undefinable1295 undefinable1295 18-21, F 39 mins ago

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    I'm still becoming strong, I'm still learning and achieving my greatness and learning about the girl I have become, you've helped me lately. And all I wish for you is to realize I...
    undefinable1295 undefinable1295 18-21, F 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    How would you react once you see your crush even though you are hurt emotionally, and want to continue a great relationship with that person and let that person know you are hurt...
    MyDoctorLove MyDoctorLove 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 20

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    He walks in silence...alone.His heart is broken and shattered.He lives but only with the painful memories of what he's missing.The days are long. He watches the time remembering...
    Mendmyheart Mendmyheart 46-50, F Feb 17

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    There are numerous older men in the world who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to...
    angiestong angiestong 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    Recently dumped after almost 5years. Ex doesn't want to reconcile when he's caused 60% of the damage. I've lost trust in this but I still want him. I so depressed and have no where...
    RodriquezAntonio RodriquezAntonio 26-30, M 1 Response a week ago

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    The Unfinished Story We both met each other back in college, which was like 12yrs ago. It was not at all love at first sight. I didn't like him at all initially. He was the most...
    desiredangel desiredangel 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 4

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    I can't stand being with my boyfriend any longer, but I don't know if I can leave him...I'm too afraid to let go. So this is our story: We're at a long distance relationship...
    Bitterlove Bitterlove 16-17, F Feb 10

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    So this is going to be somewhat of a long story.. But I need to share with someone. Maybe sharing it will help me figure out where my heart lies. My ex an I broke up about 2 years...
    StephanieLynne1125 StephanieLynne1125 22-25, F Feb 6

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    I still love him and think about him everyday. It's almost like I'm haunted by him. He showed up unexpectedly ay my work with a couple friends of his, and I had to fight to keep an...
    renae85 renae85 26-30 1 Response Feb 15

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    I totally understand how pain - being unloved when you need it desperately - can lead to resentment and outright hatred. I totally get how things even just within yourself - guilt...
    scalner scalner 31-35 3 days ago

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    i still love him. i've been worrying because this is my first time being in love. i thought the rush that he used to give me had been replaced with feelings of loneliness and...
    daydreamer27 daydreamer27 16-17, F a week ago

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    ATTENTION ALL WOMEN : when you find that good man who loves you and wants you more than anything in the world, don't push him away! when you find that special man who also loves...
    jarae jarae 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 3

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    Okay, so there's this guy and we've been friends for a year+ now. He has continually expressed wanting to date me and I have said no A LOT. I value him so much in my life, he's one...
    heidiiscatlady heidiiscatlady 16-17, T 1 Response Feb 5

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    We had another "talk" last night. It dragged on for 3 hours and nothing got accomplished. He knows I'm only staying to try and work it out because of the kids. I told him I don't...
    unhappilyeverafter1977 unhappilyeverafter1977 31-35, F 37 Responses Feb 20

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    I don't want to have an affair. Even if my marriage seems to be failing, going up and down, in circles I still want to work this through even if I finally realized I don't really...
    purplefreespirit purplefreespirit 26-30, F 5 Responses Feb 4

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    My ex didn't introduce me to his family. He didn't put any pics of us on facebook. He was having fun with his friend even though we had an appointment to do something together. We...
    Kayu96 Kayu96 31-35, F 8 Responses Feb 12

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    I had a gut feeling that my bf is falling in love with me and during this vulnerable time I should be there for him. That he might be feeling a bit nervous or uncertain about his...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F Feb 19

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    Hello ladies, it's been a few months since I've posted. My fiance has been gone 9.5 months now, with 7.5 to go. I have to admit, time has gone by quick. I still miss him a lot, but...
    DeniseMarie72 DeniseMarie72 41-45, F Feb 2

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    I'm still lost without him... God help me forget this man that has hurt me and battered me so, I don't understand why I still love him so... Life shouldn't be so hard to face...
    TexasGypsyMommy TexasGypsyMommy 22-25, F 5 Responses Feb 11

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    I think I'm sick because I'm in denial about their intimacy. We still sleep together. He swears on his children that they do not, but let's face it. What are the odds? I don't...
    heatherrrbee heatherrrbee 22-25, F 12 hrs ago

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    My boyfriend and I have been dating almost 2 years and I have considered breaking up with him before. People tell me I can do so much better. He gives me **** for trying to get...
    kirbyparker kirbyparker 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 1

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    I just want a true love. Was serious about my ex and even now, I still love him. But I'm trying to find a true love, not from him sadly
    Kayu96 Kayu96 31-35, F 3 Responses Feb 14

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    It's coming up to three years since we broke up. I've had other relationships (2) but really only for the sake of it. I've been with women, men and transgender. My life circled...
    bbwlostgirl bbwlostgirl 26-30, F Feb 1

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    I just called a friend (can be considered as my ex) to greet him happy valentine's day. He told me he's meeting someone this evening and even asked me if he should come or not...
    hastycrew hastycrew 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 14

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    at times I want to say fack off and push every one out of my life. sometimes I want to say to the people who help me, i don't need anyone's help. Well, I do say and do selfish...
    Sadfate Sadfate 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I think I might officially be infatuated with my boss (The Dean). I want him SO badly but he's a complete straight arrow... Aka the "golden boy" of the college. I'm on a few...
    futureMD futureMD 18-21, F 4 Responses Feb 4

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    It's been nearly 4 years and I still love him smh
    ivettefromtheblock ivettefromtheblock 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 17

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    idk why, but I've been feeling lonely now ever since he broke my heart. its been months since I talked to him last. there is no other boys at school who wants me now. its just me...
    ThatOneSomaliGirl ThatOneSomaliGirl 13-15, F Feb 2

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    I want to be that girl, to be special, to be loved. I want him to look at me and see his future, see his heart. I want to be worth it, worth any risk and any pain so that we can...
    laurisilva laurisilva 31-35, F 3 Responses Feb 4

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    I miss him. It hurts more when he's around than my happiness being with him? I guess I feel negative emotions more? Or maybe I'm just weird. I miss him so much but know when he...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F 15 hrs ago

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    I rlly want revenge on my ex. He is emotionally abusive. I want him to honestly die in a hole. Whenever I see his face I just want to throw knives at him. I rlly rlly hate him I...
    Hiimamyimdead Hiimamyimdead 18-21, F 7 Responses Feb 7

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    My main go-to phrases are "I don't care" and "Go **** yourself". I make bitchy crude remarks pretty often. I instigate arguments. I walk around with an apathetic attitude as a...
    Annamania1 Annamania1 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 8

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    I am miserable with him. We don't have any common Interest. What I find enjoyable he says is stupid and I can't even enjoy it, I.e., tv shows. I just want him out of my life. I don...
    krazykaylove krazykaylove 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 8

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    Why cant I stop thinking about you? My heart still wants you...only you! And I hate that I really want to move on from you but still my heart keeps running back to you. Its making...
    mihochancullen mihochancullen 18-21, F Feb 11