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I Still Want Him

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 49 People

    I Really Don't Get It

    but i think about him all the time, when he's not here the place feels empty and i can't wait for him to come back. and i want to have sex with him SO badly, its been about 10 months since i've had sex. its even harder to not give in to my urges, he's staying with me. until july...
    thirty30 thirty30 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 16, 2009

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    After All These Years

    Even after years and years of ups and downs, after seeing him in every way, shape, and form possible, just looking at my guy lights my inner fire. I still feel such passion toward him and have an inescapable urge to touch him, to feel him, to kiss him. There are times when I...
    LG76 LG76 36-40, F 2 Responses Nov 17, 2011

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    I Still Want You By My Side

    I still want you by my side Just to help me dry the tears that I've cried When I met you, I never expected to fall I remember, you came over, made me laugh so hard I remember my first thoughts of you When I met you, I was scared to let...
    metalqueen metalqueen 22-25, F 4 Responses Oct 14, 2009

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    What Makes A Cheat?

    What makes a cheat? you lied and  i trusted you. In my books that makes you a cheat. you told me she was out of our life for good, you told me nothing was going on. You told me this just to shut me up. She was able to go on like nothing was wrong. The only person that suffered...
    samscleverbox samscleverbox 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 1, 2011

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    Baby Blues

    I really need some advice I have split up with the father of my 3 1/2 month baby. I'm in a world wind of problems lots of rubbish has Been said in arguments and were finding it hard between our selves to move forward in terms of visits for our son. I still love him deeply and don...
    samscleverbox samscleverbox 22-25, F Aug 29, 2012

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    you know who you are.

    ..if you happen to read this....my feelings for you havent changed...i still very much care...my prince...i miss you xx
    idontwannadream idontwannadream 18-21, M Dec 11, 2013

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    Moving On..

    its been a hard couple of days but i went to the mall bought myself some good classic books :) {Stephen King} and started to pamper myself {going to the salon and etc..} Im just hoping that soon i will be completely over him and able to move on. Don't get me wrong I've been...
    ann4444 ann4444 22-25, F Jun 3, 2012

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    Left Me For Another But I Still Love Him

    Back when Myspace was cool I would always go there to meet new people and maybe look for a new boyfriend. I made a few friends here and there but never really found a guy for me. I did talk to one guy who was a DJ at the local bowling alley and also went and met him but when we...
    trulyblue trulyblue 31-35 Nov 6, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    I started talking to this guy steven T. and we were flirting and having a good time, i went one of his wrestling tournaments that he asked me to go to. Then he asked me out and i...
    caileenclaire caileenclaire 13-15, F Mar 15

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    ok so I really need help with this. my boyfriend and I have been together about a year now and everything was perfect until a few months ago. I am a very ambitious person and I...
    Autumnrw97 Autumnrw97 16-17, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I think I'm lieing to my self about my thoughts and feeling about mark First I tell my self I love him and want the with him. I told my self I would do anything for him. What does...
    Janisoneluv Janisoneluv 26-30, F Mar 18

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    That moment when you see the person you love and everything fits when you're with them is the best feeling in the world. Even though every night ends in tears because he's not here...
    delusi0nal delusi0nal 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 2

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    And I miss him. I miss him, I miss him, I miss him. I miss the way he feels when I’m locked in his embrace. I miss his smell. I miss sitting on the floor and talking about life...
    spiralaxy spiralaxy 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    I have this tendency to push a guy if i know im falling for him. I hated myself for that, i hated myself for being me. Its like im this invention made to be disastrous. So okay...
    AbstractExistence AbstractExistence 18-21 Mar 8

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    stupid bastard. I hate him bc I love him loved him thought I loved him. I hate him bc I felt he was trying to love me wanted to love me. if it would have been a postcard it was...
    jaxpdx jaxpdx 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 2

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    so I'm just gonna say it... I was (just) sleeping with someone for over a year and of course fell in love and after doing exactly what he asked and always giving him his space he...
    sissieblue sissieblue 31-35, F 5 Responses Mar 1

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    I was in love with a boy 3 years older then me in a taboo church romance, although I am not religious. I hate admitting I loved him just as much as I hated going to church.
    littljay littljay 18-21, F Mar 1

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    He's the Mr. Grey of my life. I would do anything for him, ANYTHING.
    FRAROLA FRAROLA 26-30, F 4 Responses Mar 2

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    My Brother in Law's best friend radiates a kind of hotness that actually makes remaining standing whilst around him very hard work. There are other guys around just as good looking...
    Karmicjoy Karmicjoy 22-25, F Mar 2

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    You have to love yourself. We're told this as we grow up, as we go through the changes in life. We're eventually pushed through enough obstacles in life that we learn that we...
    undefinable1295 undefinable1295 18-21, F Mar 1

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    I look at your face, I memorize every detail and each line. I remember the curve of your lips, the sweetness of your smile, the strength and the vein pattern of your gentle hands...
    BeyondGreenEyes BeyondGreenEyes 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 3

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    I want to smoke but I have work at 2 so I am conflicted
    krazykaylove krazykaylove 22-25, F Mar 5

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    You do something to me Something deep inside You do something wonderful I'm dancing through the fire Just to catch a flame
    LaraLuulu LaraLuulu 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 14

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    2 weeks...no call no show. I need closure, relief. Getting this off my chest is a big thing for me. What's going on??
    plusisamust plusisamust 22-25, F Mar 18

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    Dad... I love you, but I can't trust you as much as I did before. And here are my reasons why: You made so many promises you could not keep. When I was young and afraid of my...
    biggerbro biggerbro 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 7

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    When I was single, I paid a lot of attention to the complaints guys had about their girlfriends. There seemed to be lots of issues with jealousy, restrictions, controlling behavior...
    BSEvenson BSEvenson 41-45, F Mar 10

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    I am so lonely. I've always been lonely, but I don't think I've ever been as much as I am now. I love being alone, but it's because I can't be left alone that it makes me feel...
    BlueRio BlueRio 18-21, F Mar 2

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    I met this guy online through someone I met on here actually. We're the same age. Anyways, we dated for 6 months until last month. It was amazing, but I screwed things up by being...
    IllusionalDreamer IllusionalDreamer 16-17, F Mar 23

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    I met this guy online through someone I met on here actually. We're the same age. Anyways, we dated for 6 months until last month. It was amazing, but I screwed things up by being...
    IllusionalDreamer IllusionalDreamer 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    I wanted to share my story about my relationship with my ex-boyfriend, I'll call him Mark. We met at university, we were in the same friendship group. Mark was the shy, nerdy...
    drakewood drakewood 26-30, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Years ago I had been the target of many cruelties in the home and out of the home but happy me still had love and joy and still has love and joy. My mom continues to deny any...
    blankcheck4urhart blankcheck4urhart 36-40, F 2 Responses Mar 14

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    It's only been five days since he broke up with me and i already miss him like crazy. He was everything that I had. He meant the world to me. He made me feel like I had a purpose...
    mialotta mialotta 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    Its been 2 years. I have tried to get away from him by dating others and for a while it worked. He was the one to break up with me and I hated him for it for the longest time...
    Idealizer Idealizer 16-17, F Mar 22

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    How do we escape this labyrinth of suffering? This labyrinth being whatever inflicts suffering on you whether it’s this life in general or some other matter that never fails to...
    capitalbreeze capitalbreeze 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    So u met this guy on Instagram that lives down the street from me.. He has his own car, job, apartment..he's cute.. Everything I want in a guy. So sweet and precious..so we're...
    Victoria1212 Victoria1212 18-21, F Mar 2

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    My dad was born epileptic, and has had seizures since child hood. Growing up I saw him suffer seizures, and had to learn to take care of him when he went of conscious. He remarried...
    collegestudent83 collegestudent83 22-25, M Mar 8

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    I'm so so close to this... But it seems even with these things, we won't be in a relationship for some time. But this week, we're together. He flew me thousands of miles to him...
    prettyprude prettyprude 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 9

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    **This isn't the most organized. It jumps around a lot from before, during, and after the assault. It's not typed out in order of how things happened because I just typed what came...
    ChantelSurvived ChantelSurvived 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 20

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    1. I speak three languages, Lithuanian, Russian and English 2. I would move back to Lithuania in a heartbeat from the US 3. I am a traditionalist that believes the man should...
    Alexz72 Alexz72 22-25, F a week ago

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    i'm madly in love with an ex, its been months since we broke up and i just cant get him off my mind. i know i deserve better than him, he treated me like dirt and now hes dating my...
    sng888 sng888 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Till this minute.. im hurt with the drastic change.. but i am no one to him besides a silent crush that i have for him.. and i never got over it. I want him to treat me like...
    Marshello Marshello 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    It's sad. I mean.....I love him but I'm not sure if he wants me back. I can't even talk to him anymore. I miss him badly but I can't conquer myself to tell him that I want him back...
    Adridee Adridee 16-17, F 21 hrs ago

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