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I Still Want Him

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    I Really Don't Get It

    but i think about him all the time, when he's not here the place feels empty and i can't wait for him to come back. and i want to have sex with him SO badly, its been about 10 months since i've had sex. its even harder to not give in to my urges, he's staying with me. until july...
    thirty30 thirty30 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 16, 2009

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    Moving On..

    its been a hard couple of days but i went to the mall bought myself some good classic books :) {Stephen King} and started to pamper myself {going to the salon and etc..} Im just hoping that soon i will be completely over him and able to move on. Don't get me wrong I've been...
    ann4444 ann4444 22-25, F Jun 3, 2012

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    I Still Want You By My Side

    I still want you by my side Just to help me dry the tears that I've cried When I met you, I never expected to fall I remember, you came over, made me laugh so hard I remember my first thoughts of you When I met you, I was scared to let...
    metalqueen metalqueen 22-25, F 4 Responses Oct 14, 2009

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    Left Me For Another But I Still Love Him

    Back when Myspace was cool I would always go there to meet new people and maybe look for a new boyfriend. I made a few friends here and there but never really found a guy for me. I did talk to one guy who was a DJ at the local bowling alley and also went and met him but when we...
    trulyblue trulyblue 31-35 Nov 6, 2012

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    Baby Blues

    I really need some advice I have split up with the father of my 3 1/2 month baby. I'm in a world wind of problems lots of rubbish has Been said in arguments and were finding it hard between our selves to move forward in terms of visits for our son. I still love him deeply and don...
    samscleverbox samscleverbox 22-25, F Aug 29, 2012

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    you know who you are.

    ..if you happen to read this....my feelings for you havent changed...i still very much care...my prince...i miss you xx
    idontwannadream idontwannadream 18-21, M Dec 11, 2013

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    After All These Years

    Even after years and years of ups and downs, after seeing him in every way, shape, and form possible, just looking at my guy lights my inner fire. I still feel such passion toward him and have an inescapable urge to touch him, to feel him, to kiss him. There are times when I...
    LG76 LG76 36-40, F 2 Responses Nov 17, 2011

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    What Makes A Cheat?

    What makes a cheat? you lied and  i trusted you. In my books that makes you a cheat. you told me she was out of our life for good, you told me nothing was going on. You told me this just to shut me up. She was able to go on like nothing was wrong. The only person that suffered...
    samscleverbox samscleverbox 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 1, 2011

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    I still like HIM very much. I do. I don't even know if HE still feels the same way I do for him. But I love HIM and I don't think I can love another like I love HIM.
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    I fell in love with my chef and I don't know what to do cuz he is bringing me tears when he annoys me cuz few days ago he was teasing me in my hair and speaking to me very sweet...
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    He was my first kiss. We rushed in, we had just met. But it didn't stop there. We kept on kissing, but then I realized he was kissing also other girls. He told me he didn't want...
    Claire212 Claire212 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 2

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    I've met this really great guy, he's in my friend-group. Last saturday we drunkenly made out, the next day I was like "whaaaat?!" and this friday I went out on a date with him and...
    Ennah Ennah 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 14

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    I would do just about absolutely anything to be back together with my boyfriend and just to be able to hold him at night and wake up to him in the morning. I would give up all my...
    Cass1618 Cass1618 26-30, F Sep 20

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    Its quite sad. Me gets sad. And says mahmah. Then realizes. Me dont want my mom.
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M Sep 1

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    Baby love lights out.....i search thru the crowd .... You are all that i see....... Lol
    anasteel2 anasteel2 41-45, F 1 Response Sep 6

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    Probably the hardest thing to witness is them with someone else. I honestly feel like I need to find someone else to help me get over him. Seems as if no matter how much he hurt me...
    CauseImMrBrightside CauseImMrBrightside 16-17, M 1 Response Sep 7

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    So this guy said he wanted to date me. We went out a few times. I liked him a lot and he texted me everyday but we began to argue over text (so unnecessary) and I never saw him...
    LaBebe LaBebe 26-30, F 3 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    Hi there. My name is Marin and I am in a dilemma of my life. I have recently accepted to be friends with my ex, who I deeply care and love for. I wish for him to move on, but...
    FaroesePearl FaroesePearl 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 6

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    I have GOT to get this out... I cant keep it bottled in any longer. I may only be rambling to myself here, but I dont care, at least it will be out of my system. ( I'm going to...
    ashuriiNikooru ashuriiNikooru 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    I'm 24. He's 38. A wife. Two kids. One is two. The other a year almost. He's my co-worker. We share an office together. The first time i saw him, time slowed. His marriage was in...
    lostemt lostemt 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 15

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    I can't get over my ex husband. I love him, I always will. He loved me too, and he loved our kids. He had problems with drugs though. He'd stay sober for months at a time, and...
    thatonewoman thatonewoman 26-30, F Sep 21

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    Last night, for the first time in over 7 years, I cried over him. Deep, heart wrenching sobs. I'm not sure why I was crying. I had done the stupid thing of reading my old diaries...
    ImpossibleHeart ImpossibleHeart 26-30, F 3 Responses Sep 6

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    My love had an accident. He went with a group as he told me to climb some kind of mountain. while he was climbing a rock fell on his head . He called me when he was in the hospital...
    unknown159231 unknown159231 18-21, F Sep 10

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    There's suppose to be a wedding on the 25th and I wish it wasn't happening. The last few months I have had the feeling that I wasn't ready to married so I was thinking since we...
    wantingtobehappy84 wantingtobehappy84 22-25, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Today she tryed kissing me when she told me that kissing someone with red lipstick would b hot and sexy she pulled me towards her and i laughed and said ikr and pretended as if i...
    Tooweak Tooweak 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 6

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    My ex and I broke up a couple of months ago, and while I don't want him back, there is still something there that makes it hard for me to stay away from him completely. The thing...
    PepperF PepperF 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 9

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    Even though we don't have a label on our relationship, I still want to have sex with him and kiss him and hug him and cuddle . I like the way he feels inside of me . I don't know...
    neuroticgal neuroticgal 22-25, F 4 Responses Sep 14

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    I still love him so much. I wanted to talk to him but he ignores my call or text so I jus stop. I treated him like we were married and he jus broke my heart. I never thought he...
    amly68 amly68 22-25, F 5 Responses Sep 17

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    I always find this website when I'm feeling frustrated with my husband. We're both young and urban people and we get along and understand each other in hard times. We're both very...
    Jessicastephens Jessicastephens 31-35, F 2 Responses Sep 20

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    I still live with him He cheated and lied. He hurt me more than anyone ever has. I still see him as my Dom. He's in the next room and mikes away I wish he'd never met her, or...
    NakiTenshi NakiTenshi 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 8

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    I desperately want to be close to someone. I'm a 20 year old student who has never had a large group of friends. I have two close guy friends who are like brothers to me, but of...
    wanderer623 wanderer623 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 10

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    My first love. We were friends from college, and 6 years after meeting each other, we plunged into a serious, 1.5 year relationship that was long distance for all but 2 months. We...
    sometimesIwander sometimesIwander 26-30, F Sep 14

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    My little sister two: Let me start off by saying that I really didn't want to do this story but people keep asking me. That being said any perverted comments will be reported to EP...
    FatTeen11 FatTeen11 18-21, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    It's been a month since we broke up. The relationship that we had was unhealthy. I still about him till this day Which kind of saddens me because I wish I could of said more things...
    andreaespe andreaespe 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    Honestly, I've already found someone I can tell anything too, He was the only person I ever felt this way towards. But then, things went wrong, it's been a few months now and I...
    jomeg02 jomeg02 16-17, F 6 Responses Sep 2

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    I dream everyday of falling in love with someone and that person falling in love with me equally. I've daydreamed about that my whole life. I did fall I love with someone once and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Sep 12

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    i really love him so bad and i feel a life being loving him. our first year anniversary is two days ago and still love him the same like before if its not more and today i feel...
    loooorin loooorin 22-25, F a week ago

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    From the number of posts here, doesn't it seem strange why people still get married nowadays? I think the entire institution of marriage is flawed. Forgive my ranting here but IMHO...
    novembermountain novembermountain 41-45, F Sep 3

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    So my ex and I broke up about 6 months ago. The whole time we've been apart we've stayed friends. Now he wants to get back together, but I'm not sure. He told me that he really...
    ramennoodlesistaken ramennoodlesistaken 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 3

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    I want to meet someone new and awesome. I want to go on dates with him. I want him to hold my hand. I want to kiss him. So that the next day I can continue to replay our first kiss...
    LovelyLadyJ LovelyLadyJ 22-25, F 5 Responses Sep 18

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    I just broke up with my first boyfriend although I've dated girls before but I think he was my first love. I still love him but I just had to break up with him. It was the best for...
    joses69 joses69 16-17, M 3 days ago

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    I just ruined the most perfect relationship ill ever have. By saying I'm going to want to experience my life. All I want is to be with him. I can't see my life without him. And I...
    TallyO TallyO 13-15, F Sep 2

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    I'm just dying inside I have started a new job and i fell in love with my boss he is so cute and his smile is contagious since the first day I met him I can't stop thinking about...
    lostinthisword lostinthisword 31-35, M 4 Responses Sep 13

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    2years that I have been single( I broke up with my last boyfriend 2years ago) and I don't take a new.Some of my friends have said I am still loving him but I am not. I want to...
    Piyawan Piyawan 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 18

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    Awww, I am not the only one here .. Ya I miss him, whenever I wake up in the middle of the night wishing I will see his message. And when I don't see any of his text I will get...
    VolatileMe VolatileMe 31-35, F a week ago

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    I am 25 and have 3 children under 6. I have been with my husband since I was 14, married at 18, and started a family a few months into the marriage. I love my kids with all my...
    Mom1989 Mom1989 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 31

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    If I died tomorrow night. Would you care? Would I? Would she? Who am I kidding, you have no reason to care, and everyone has to have a reason... Naturally she wouldn't cause she...
    lostunit lostunit 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 5

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    I met this incredible man. He is 51 and I am 35. The problem is he has a girlfriend that he has only been with for three months but she lives with him. I am married for 12 years...
    kgirl79 kgirl79 31-35, F Sep 8