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I Struggle With Anxiety

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    I lost all my friends,

    I feel detached from everything and everyone,I struggle with anxiety and get severe panic attacks every time I go out,I can't take it anymore,I harm myself just to feel something,just to know that I'm alive and that all this isn't a dream. depersonalization is hard,trust me...it...
    intoxicatxd intoxicatxd 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 6

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    Been battling with anxiety

    since 2007 and fought it until 2009 .. Welp it's back and I'm battling it again smh lord help me
    Dbell1101 Dbell1101 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Waiting for an MRI to see

    why I have been experiencing crawling sensations in my arms and zaps in my head for months but also suffer very bad anxiety got a cancelation for one on Monday so scared :-(
    cindersk cindersk 36-40, F 1 Response May 17

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    Right now I'm amidst a panic attack

    and I am out in public, need to collect new glasses, anyway I'm increasingly worried and as an effect paranoia is setting in as I see people watching me or glancing in my direction. It's the start of school holidays in NSW AU and that means little children and teenagers, I've...
    PoeticMute PoeticMute 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 23

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    Can't Sleep To Much Anxiety

    Ok, i get really anxious at night and can't fall asleep unless i'm really tired. It has left me really unproductive during the day cause i'm lethargic the whole day. I really can't get any work done in the morning because of it. i'm writing this in the middle of the night as i...
    lnlyinnpl lnlyinnpl 26-30, M 2 Responses Nov 24, 2013

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    Its Everywhere.

    I get anxious over the littlest things. being alone is one of the worst. So I try to keep myself busy or I have a breakdown.. I get anxious walking down to the store which is a few blocks away. I feel like everyone is watching or starring at me. wether it be for a good reason or...
    sindayla sindayla 18-21, F 2 Responses May 8, 2009

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    I feel so lost all the time.

    There are two sides of who I am. The side where I can possible try to forget everything and live my life and laugh have fun, without people knowing how I really am, and my real feelings. Which is the second part of me. I real hate this part of me. It stops me from focusing...
    ForeverLife ForeverLife 13-15, F Jan 2

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    JLeo82 JLeo82 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 14

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    Anxiety Demons

    Hi, I struggle to maintain calm and equanimity.  Most people who know me think I am calm, but I have anxiety attacks once or twice a week.  I want to find ways to better manage it, and not have it interfere with my life. I beat myself up when I get nervous and...
    DonnieBaseball DonnieBaseball 36-40, M 2 Responses Nov 18, 2009

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    Better Late Than Never...

    I was about 28 years old, when I began having these awful feelings of doom. I would feel trapped and have to leave wherever I was. My heart would be pounding. I would feel like I was dying. I couldn't breathe. My chest would hurt. And I couldn't think....my mind would be racing...
    RainbowsandAngels RainbowsandAngels 51-55, F 2 Responses Apr 29, 2009

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    CarapherneliaPTV CarapherneliaPTV 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 1

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    Clear Thinking

    Am having a moment where my head is not buzzing with a million thoughts at once. There's only one voice.... Almost forgot what that was like :)
    misterfoxx misterfoxx 31-35, M 1 Response Nov 25, 2013

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    I Feel Weird All The Time

    I don't know why.. But it's like everyday I just feel weird.. Like my body always feels on the edge and I find myself focusing on my breathing and the way I breathe. Or focusing on how fast my heart is beating. My mind races at random times... I feel so out of touch with reality...
    Falonxoxo Falonxoxo 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 21, 2013

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    youngnina youngnina 16-17, F 3 Responses Sep 10

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    When people purposely ignore you message

    for no reason and you get that awful sick feeling:/
    lostgirl299 lostgirl299 16-17, F Mar 6

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    Is it anxiety or depression?

    I had so much trouble to sleep last night. I have that feeling of something squeezing inside my chest... I can't stop thinking about my life and feel I have no choice... Like any alternative scares the crap out of me. What do you do when things get like this? Im resisting taking...
    nuduude nuduude 31-35, M 2 Responses Jan 29

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    Lately before I do pretty much anything of

    consequence a little voice in my head says "you're going to regret that" or "I have a bad feeling about this..." This particular manifestation of my anxiety isn't new, it's been around for awhile. From what I can remember I've been pretty good at telling it to STFU! ( I...
    Friability Friability 18-21 Jun 19

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    I've had anxiety for just over a year now.

    I have been on anti-depressants for the same amount of time. Mine is a blend of generalised, social and anticipatory anxiety. Overall, it's a lot better now. It used to be much worse and I used to get so caught up in it. Today I am aware of my 'triggers' and I know how to...
    Sapphire14 Sapphire14 18-21, F Aug 10

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    Who Knew

    If you're reading this you'll know. Sometimes I am the happiest person you know. The guy that makes you laugh. The guy that has no troubles. The guy you call when you need to offload your worries. Sometimes I am not.. The times I am not, it hurts. I try to cover it up...
    misterfoxx misterfoxx 31-35, M Nov 21, 2013

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    Anxiety At Work

      I wake up about 2 hours before my alarm goes off with my heart pounding as I think about the fact that I have to get out of bed and go to work.  Instead of getting out of bed and making use of the time, since I am unable to go back to sleep, I lay in bed and...
    FullCord FullCord 36-40, M 1 Response Feb 15, 2010

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    Bucket Of Nerves.

    I suffer A LOT of anxiety from my PTSD.  I take anxiety medication for it but I still find myself a bucket of nerves.
    WoundsAreWaysToRevealUs WoundsAreWaysToRevealUs 22-25 6 Responses Apr 19, 2010

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    I felt pressure to get all A's in highschool.

    Parents: if your children try their best don't push them harder. I still have minor anxiety 5 years later because of the way I pushed myself farther than I could go. I am perfectly imperfect! And sometimes late :)
    Moelyn95 Moelyn95 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 10

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    What is a Panic AttackA very important question

    if you're struggling with this condition. You should really understanding exactly what's going on behind the scenes.So what is a PA?A sudden feeling of acute and disabling anxiety.`Ok, that's the textbook definition, but i don't think that clears things up too much so let's go l...
    Lifeafterpanic566 Lifeafterpanic566 31-35, M 1 Response Feb 23

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    Since 8th grade I have struggled with

    so much anxiety. I used to think it was just me getting nervous seeing people I knew out in public, but it gets to a point when you know you're not just nervous. I especially struggle with this in relationships. Every time i start to develop feelings for someone, I feel great...
    xsarah23x xsarah23x 16-17, F Jul 31

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    To be honest it's hard

    for me to admit this. I'm sure you're all already know that i battle depression though every single day i always lost but don't worry i will keep fighting. The thing is, social anxiety, depression, and panic attack is killing me. I don't know where to start my story because all...
    autumnriz autumnriz 18-21, F 1 Response May 7

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    Does fear cause real diarrhea

    or does it cause the feeling only ? http://livelifetothefullest.live-panic-free.com/2014/03/03/does-fear-cause-real-diarrhea-or-does-it-cause-the-feeling-only-.aspx Hey guys, sorry if this seems spammy, not my intention at all. I used to just paste my experiences in several...
    Lifeafterpanic566 Lifeafterpanic566 31-35, M Mar 4

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    I have a terrible fear of just about everything.

    Sometimes, just trying to make plans makes me anxious beyond belief. It's not really social anxiety, because I can hold conversations with people just fine. But new places and new situations freak me out so bad.
    reddwolf reddwolf 18-21, F Jan 18

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    Only Recently

    But I hate it! I never had any real issues with this until I got married and had to deal with my wonderful husband's nutty ex-wife.
    GodlessSexMachine GodlessSexMachine 26-30, F Apr 28, 2009

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    How I Overcame Panic, Fear, Hypochondria And Agoraphobia!

    I struggled with panic, fear, hypochondria and eventually even agoraphobia for years. It seemed like my mind just got stuck in this loop in which I just kept worrying. As soon as my panic kicked in, my heart started racing and I was absolutely convinced that I was on the verge...
    Lifeafterpanic566 Lifeafterpanic566 31-35, M Nov 25, 2013

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    It's getting worse. I mean,

    I was always nervous but over the years I'd got over it a little bit. And now. I get scared if a teacher calls on me in class. I freak out if theres a chance of me making a fool of myself. Fear is taking over my life.
    StarCry StarCry 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 11

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    Worrying About What People Think

    It used to strike at random moments and now it's become constant.  If I go out with friends, the next morning I wake up worried and anxious about what people may be thinking of me based on conversations that we had.  I constantly feel like I'm being judged by people...
    girl80 girl80 26-30, F 5 Responses Feb 11, 2010

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    And So It Continues...

    I posted about 6 months ago and thought I'd provide an update....Unfortunately, not much of an update.  I still have the pounding heart and the dread of going to work...I now take Propranolol as well as Xanax to help me cope.  The Prop drug seems to help more than the...
    FullCord FullCord 36-40, M 3 Responses May 20, 2010

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    Today's been a bad day

    for anxiety 😔
    nottobevelealed nottobevelealed 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 12

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    Be Yourself

    I was an anxious child but that was due to my trying to please everyone all the time, it seems as if the two are linked. I'm more myself and it's less of a struggle.
    AtomicWater AtomicWater 41-45, F Sep 8, 2010

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    I think I found someone

    who has the most incredible power over me... he takes away my anxiety..... NO ONE has ever been able to do that. I usually just get, "get over it". Sorry people, doesn't work that way. Listen to a broken record for a day straight and see how your head feels.... then try doing...
    KrisMiss KrisMiss 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 20

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    It's recently started actually

    if you read my profile you'll know I don't have much evidence as a Christian which is true and post that I'm Christian because well it's a fact I'm proud of but I don't want to start a debate because I have an anxiety attack when people start telling me that Gods not real and...
    chooseyourpath chooseyourpath 13-15, M 1 Response Aug 1

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    I Struggle With Anxiety

    i have always had high anxiety my homelife was filled with fear of my dad i have learned to deal with this anxiety with clonopin this has helped a lot and also helps with my ocd. i live life one day at a time i do the best i can for that day. i know how hard it is for those who...
    mycuzinvinni mycuzinvinni 46-50, M 3 Responses Jun 11, 2011

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    And Panic Attacks......

    ~ I've been having panic attacks since I was 9. Of course momma & I didn't know what they were until I was 23. By that time they were so bad that I had to be put on disability. Was suicidal, sure that the next one was going to kill me. Just wanted the pain to end...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 1, 2009

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    Moms coming to visit

    and as usually she's mad at me before she's even here. She's not the happiest and most times when I see her my anxiety comes for at least a week after. I love her, but I don't know if I can handle another day of screaming and guilt trips. Any advice on how to get through without...
    georgiana25 georgiana25 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    How Do You Stop?

    I have always suffered from anxiety. I know why and how it started, want to stop but can't seem to do a damn thing about it.  There are loads of concrete reasons why (low self-esteem being one, the by-product of things that have happened in my life). The bottom line is that...
    mizzen123 mizzen123 46-50, M 4 Responses May 9, 2009

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    I have a rapid heart beat,

    I'm lightheaded and shaky and pain in my chest. I have been like this almost constantly for the past month but am too scared to go back to the doctors.
    girlfrommars2 girlfrommars2 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 2

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    I can feel a big panic attack

    that is going to happen today or is slowly happening as we speak. I have a big internship I start Tuesday and I'm more nervous for how to get there than anything, since I have been in the office all winter last year, just never took this many trains. My mom doesn't help by...
    KrisMiss KrisMiss 22-25, F 1 Response May 25

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    Ok so my spring break ends today,

    and I have school tomorrow,I got depersonalization over the holidays and I have a fear of going out because the moment I got out,I get anxiety and panic attacks. I don't know how to seek help from my parents because they don't know about it and I don't know how to tell them...
    intoxicatxd intoxicatxd 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    There Is Life After Panic Attacks And Agoraphibia

    Hi, this goes out to all those that are suffering from panic, fear and agoraphobia, I know some days can feel pretty low but hang in there, there is life after panic attacks. I suffered through occasional panic attacks that later spiraled into a crippling 4 year battle with...
    Lifeafterpanic566 Lifeafterpanic566 31-35, M 1 Response May 6, 2013

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    I've had social anxiety for as long as I can remember. I've been on and off medicine with some helping more then other. I've started to feel a bit more confident in myself since I...
    Orion594 Orion594 18-21, M Oct 8

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    At this point, I'm really Agnostic, I just don't want to fully admit that to myself. Admitting it to myself would mean I would have to admit it to the world. Jesus is the center of...
    sansabri sansabri 18-21, F Oct 9

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    I am a teen with severe anxiety, have anxiety attacks everyday. Oh what a shock
    kezzie10 kezzie10 13-15, F Oct 22

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    Okay so this is a picture I took over the summer. If there is one thing that makes me extremely insecure, it's my body. My thighs touch & I have a stomach. A lot of people always...
    kaitybobaityxo kaitybobaityxo 16-17, F 13 Responses 1 day ago

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    I am strongly against anorexia and bulimia. I also hate when people only care about the size of their boobs or butt. When stick thin people call themselves fat just so they can be...
    iiCHARLIii iiCHARLIii 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 11

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