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I Struggle With Depression Daily

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    I am so deep in i am not sure

    if i could ever get out. Im so deep in Im comfortable with being sad all the time. It has become apart of me. Its who i am now.
    phaselove86 phaselove86 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 1

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    But have made it this far.

    Not bad. Considering pals who left us all.
    Converted Converted 46-50, M Mar 10

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    Worst is To be alive

    yet so dead To feel hurt Yet you can't evan cry To miss your love Then hate yourself for it To realize your life And know your doomed To have friends  That you never see To have a family That apart you can never be To have support That you can never be true with To not beleive...
    Freeyourself3 Freeyourself3 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 11, 2014

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    I really dont know how to feel anymore .

    I want to go but i want to stay. I really dont know what to do I am not woth anything in this world! I am not saying this beacse i want to get attion i saying this baecse its true!
    phaselove86 phaselove86 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 1

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    Would you care if i was gone?

    Or will i be another sad story that never got the happy ended it needed?
    phaselove86 phaselove86 16-17, F 1 Response May 12

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    All i want is some guy to come

    and save me form killing myself
    phaselove86 phaselove86 16-17, F May 12

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    Well I finally came out to my mom

    that I cut. She wasn't mad just simply took it away and helped it heal a bit. I'm going to have scared tho.
    imjusttiredofbeingsad imjusttiredofbeingsad 16-17, F Jan 24

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    Can I ******* die already?

    I got into a fight with my dad yesterday. I cried 6 times too. I'm ******* done.
    imjusttiredofbeingsad imjusttiredofbeingsad 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 5

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    I'm always trying to find a way to fight

    depression... Makes life a challenging road to follow. I have trouble picking myself up when others knock me down. 😟
    Lucy1995lucy Lucy1995lucy 18-21, F May 22

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