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I Struggle With Depression Daily

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    Can I ******* die already?

    I got into a fight with my dad yesterday. I cried 6 times too. I'm ******* done.
    imjusttiredofbeingsad imjusttiredofbeingsad 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 5

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    Worst is To be alive

    yet so dead To feel hurt Yet you can't evan cry To miss your love Then hate yourself for it To realize your life And know your doomed To have friendsĀ  That you never see To have a family That apart you can never be To have support That you can never be true with To not beleive...
    Freeyourself3 Freeyourself3 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 11, 2014

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    I really dont know how to feel anymore .

    I want to go but i want to stay. I really dont know what to do I am not woth anything in this world! I am not saying this beacse i want to get attion i saying this baecse its true!
    phaselove86 phaselove86 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 1

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    Well I finally came out to my mom

    that I cut. She wasn't mad just simply took it away and helped it heal a bit. I'm going to have scared tho.
    imjusttiredofbeingsad imjusttiredofbeingsad 16-17, F Jan 24

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    But have made it this far.

    Not bad. Considering pals who left us all.
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M Mar 10

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