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I Struggle With Depression Daily

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    Worst is To be alive

    yet so dead To feel hurt Yet you can't evan cry To miss your love Then hate yourself for it To realize your life And know your doomed To have friends  That you never see To have a family That apart you can never be To have support That you can never be true with To not beleive...
    Freeyourself3 Freeyourself3 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 11

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    headerz headerz 36-40, M 2 Responses Jun 29

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    I've struggled with self harm since about 7th grade. I am now in 10th. I have not cut since January 28, 2014 but I still struggle with other types of self harm. I binge, perge, and...
    ForeverLostPoet ForeverLostPoet 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 3

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    I'm done. I'm sick with all the negativity. I'm turning 17 in a few weeks and for once I want to control this body image im struggling. I'm 5'5 and weigh around 160 pounds (or...
    burningdesir3 burningdesir3 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 12

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    Tomorrow I am going to my friends sisters bridal shower. My friend told me to wear a dress and if I wanted to wear one of hers I could. I hate when she says I should wear her...
    Lipsofred Lipsofred 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I struggle with my body image everyday, but nobody can tell. I walk around like I have high self-esteem because I refuse to let people see me down. In reality, I hate the way my...
    XxMarxX XxMarxX 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 5

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    I do not romanticize self harm, or believe it to be good. This is just my experience with it. I've never been a "hard-core" self harmer, but it's still an addiction that I...
    terribletaytor terribletaytor 18-21, F Jul 13

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    I've struggled with my weight for most of my life. Looking back though I really wasn't that bad, but in my mind I was disgustingly & impossibly overweight. Rather than feeling...
    dukelostboy25 dukelostboy25 26-30, M 2 Responses Jul 13

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    At times I struggle with rejection and other times I feel almost immune to it. My hubby and I have been married for almost ten years and have been together 12. He rejects me...
    1SweetL 1SweetL 36-40, F 43 Responses Jun 25

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    I'm torn. I'm torn about accepting the mental illness labels doctors have diagnosed me with, such as having bipolar and depression, because I don't want the labels to define me...
    JadedDivinity JadedDivinity 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 15

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    I'm a miserable contribution to the human species. It's as simple as that. I suffer from deep depression and I sometimes seem like I have bipolar depression, but i'm not diagnosed...
    DejectedJoe DejectedJoe 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 11

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    well after my depression my weight has dropped from around 100 kg's to the range of 75-77 kg's and I kept that weight for about 2 years, knowing that I couldn't go to the gym...
    LoneDovahKiin LoneDovahKiin 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 2

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    I hate everything about the way I look. I've never told anymore in person, but it kills me to see other people so happy. It makes me do terrible things to myself. All my pimples...
    NPkid97 NPkid97 16-17, M 3 Responses Jul 5

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    It's been 3 months since I've cut myself .. I had really bad depression , I had to take pills . I had really bad anxiety , I couldn't breath . And I've tried to commit suicide 2...
    MiaSnider MiaSnider 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    I am struggling harder now with body image than I ever have in my entire life, to the point that I sometimes can't look people straight in the eye because I'm so convinced others...
    TryingToFeelGoodAboutMyself TryingToFeelGoodAboutMyself 36-40, F 2 Responses Jul 11

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    Since I was 12, ( I am now 15) I have had a larger labia then everyone I know. I struggle to even feel confident enough to wear a bikini ( I'm a fairly thin girl). I don't ever let...
    lollipopsnliquor lollipopsnliquor 13-15, F 5 Responses Jul 3

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    So me i have so much depression, ya cant even imagine wat i have been threw. I take pills for depression
    ashley486 ashley486 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 15

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    I had a pretty traumatic childhood which led to my anxiety and depression now. When I was 6 yrs old, I found my neighbor after a failed suicide attempt. I had gone over to see if...
    SingToTheSky2298 SingToTheSky2298 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    I have had depression for a year now, and it may only seem like a short time, but to me it seems like forever, it started off with a boy that I used to know, he was so nice, until...
    BethHawkins BethHawkins 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 28

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    I have depression and a boyfriend, and he is having trouble dealing with me. All I want to do is talk to someone, but he is my only friend. He gets tired of me always crying and...
    ladychief13 ladychief13 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 5

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    I was bullied in 4th grade. I was molested by a cousin when I was 9 as well the only person who knows about it is my half sister Julia because he did it to her to. I was molested...
    alexvalen alexvalen 16-17, F Jul 9

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    Secret account. I am slowly slipping back into depression. My father cannot accept me for who I am and judges me all the time. He hates that i am nerdy, awkward, and that i am not...
    awkwardteenbro awkwardteenbro 16-17, M Jul 12

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    I just realized that this constant feeling of depression, I mean the background kind not the extreme moments where you want to kill yourself, has gone on so long that it feels...
    ohnoyesplease ohnoyesplease 22-25, F Jul 13

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    Depression is getting worse. More stress is just piling up. Its dragging me deeper down into a darkness i wont be able to escape. Suicidal tendencies growing stronger everyday...
    awkwardteenbro awkwardteenbro 16-17, M Jul 14

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    hey all ! ... this is important and big. can i have a small time of yours, just little.. few minutes.. i sign up here around a year back to share my story with people and i did. i...
    heartless2 heartless2 22-25, M 1 Response 18 hrs ago

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    I have had panic attacks for as long as I can remember. A few years ago my doctor prescribed Ativan to quell the anxiety. I took them with no problem until earlier this year. They...
    stl2nite stl2nite 22-25, M 1 Response Jun 25

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    When I was little my mum used to give me drugs dunno why she just made me use them and after growing up with abuse and violence I started doing them a lot as a young teen and I'm...
    tomjimmy tomjimmy 16-17, M 3 Responses Jun 25

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    Why do every person I care about always leave me...I've only had 1 real relationship in my life before. The very first one last almost 3 years. We broke up after I moved back home...
    Sorasai Sorasai 22-25, F 5 Responses Jun 26

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    I used to be the absolute worst with this. Though I have been completely faithful for over three years now, I can't help but desire just to meet new people...but that turns into...
    Allibecca Allibecca 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 26

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    I cannot look in the mirror without listing all my flaws. I can't shake my feeling the rest of the day. I've turned cold, and even my medication isn't helping.
    OrionConst OrionConst 18-21, M Jun 28

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    When my mum died my brother wanted to be the hero, he even tried to stop me going to her funeral and his lucky i did't whack him on the day because he hurt me more than anyone...
    Gentleandlovingsoul Gentleandlovingsoul 36-40, F 1 Response Jun 29

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    "Sometimes being drug free, has less to do with addiction, and more to do with sanity." ~To This Day, Shane Koyczan
    sumthinoriginal sumthinoriginal 16-17, F Jun 30

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    I'm a Bisexual male. I find that I see beautiful men a lot but my mind goes through stages. First I notice how gorgeous they look and how composed they are. Second I hope to meet...
    Shiznitone Shiznitone 18-21, M 2 Responses Jun 30

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    I'm trying to learn how to love myself as a person. I am having such a difficult time with this.. I just turned 29 and feel 50. I have three beautiful children who mean the world...
    greeneyedmomma greeneyedmomma 26-30, F 4 Responses Jun 30

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    I'm writing this post to help people whom are struggling with there body image, specifically skin wise eg: acne ect ( I am one myself😉) . I recently discovered an AMAZING DIY...
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    EffyXOXO EffyXOXO 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 11

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    I haven't cut for almost a year now because I learned that I am perfect the way I am. But I used to cut all the time a few years back. I still have scars but I show them off with...
    SamLGirl SamLGirl 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 12

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    Im 15 and have been struggling with an eating disorder for three years , i don't know how to tell my mom :(
    LeilaOlivia LeilaOlivia 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 12

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    I am 13 years old and I never use to like the way I look at school people would always call me fat and ugly and I would tell my self you are beautiful don't let those comments...
    ChaceMarie ChaceMarie 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 13

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    I wish I can be how I wish I was before I had two children it all jus happen so fast feel so uncomfortable with my body don't feel good dont look good to the point that I feel not...
    precious805 precious805 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 13

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    This is a response I wrote to an anorexic woman. I'm bipolar, but I've talked to enough people with other kinds of mental illnesses to see we have a lot in common. I wrote this to...
    wundayatta wundayatta 56-60, M Jul 13

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    Its so easy to turn to alcohol when life gets too rough ... It's only a temporary solution but once that stage is done then u wake up with a mean hangover an full of regret from...
    ev23 ev23 31-35, F 3 Responses Jul 14

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