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I Struggle With Depression Daily

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    All i want is some guy to come

    and save me form killing myself
    phaselove86 phaselove86 16-17, F May 12, 2015

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    If there's a problem then go

    and fix it It's such a simple phrase but I can't grasp it. I lay awake at night With the fear of dying if I close my eyes. What's the point of existence With this incurable sickness. Just show me the door Give me a place to rest. What I would give to sleep my life away I'd...
    imjustaghost imjustaghost 26-30, M Jan 14

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    Well I finally came out to my mom

    that I cut. She wasn't mad just simply took it away and helped it heal a bit. I'm going to have scared tho.
    imjusttiredofbeingsad imjusttiredofbeingsad 16-17, F Jan 24, 2015

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    I really dont know how to feel anymore .

    I want to go but i want to stay. I really dont know what to do I am not woth anything in this world! I am not saying this beacse i want to get attion i saying this baecse its true!
    phaselove86 phaselove86 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 1, 2015

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    I am so deep in i am not sure

    if i could ever get out. Im so deep in Im comfortable with being sad all the time. It has become apart of me. Its who i am now.
    phaselove86 phaselove86 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 1, 2015

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    Can I ******* die already?

    I got into a fight with my dad yesterday. I cried 6 times too. I'm ******* done.
    imjusttiredofbeingsad imjusttiredofbeingsad 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 5, 2015

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    I'm always trying to find a way to fight

    depression... Makes life a challenging road to follow. I have trouble picking myself up when others knock me down. šŸ˜Ÿ
    Lucy1995lucy Lucy1995lucy 18-21, F May 22, 2015

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    I've struggled with depression

    for years now, and I'm deciding to do a research project on it for school this year. So for anyone that wants to help it would be greatly appreciated!! Be prepared to answer these questions if you decide to be a part of this project: 1. First name 2. Age 3. State you live in...
    bombsarenotmusic bombsarenotmusic 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 12, 2015

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    Would you care if i was gone?

    Or will i be another sad story that never got the happy ended it needed?
    phaselove86 phaselove86 16-17, F 2 Responses May 12, 2015

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    Worst is To be alive

    yet so dead To feel hurt Yet you can't evan cry To miss your love Then hate yourself for it To realize your life And know your doomed To have friendsĀ  That you never see To have a family That apart you can never be To have support That you can never be true with To not beleive...
    Freeyourself3 Freeyourself3 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 11, 2014

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