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I Struggle With Depression Daily

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    Worst is To be alive

    yet so dead To feel hurt Yet you can't evan cry To miss your love Then hate yourself for it To realize your life And know your doomed To have friends  That you never see To have a family That apart you can never be To have support That you can never be true with To not beleive...
    Freeyourself3 Freeyourself3 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 11

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    Since 8th grade I have struggled with so much anxiety. I used to think it was just me getting nervous seeing people I knew out in public, but it gets to a point when you know you...
    xsarah23x xsarah23x 16-17, F Jul 31

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    I struggle with it a lot. my lower arms and lower legs arm like a skinny persons but my thighs are huge and my stomach is just uhhh... I put myself on a diet which was long over do...
    RavenRena17 RavenRena17 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 5

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    I have struggled with this for a long time, but it always comes and goes. Today i started thinking about how I don't make enough art. I do wish I made more, and I do feel that...
    purposebuilt purposebuilt 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 5

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    So if you read my profile u know I struggle with cutting starving myself so one of my friends she found out today what I do and she says she not going to tell my mom what should I...
    AmyAnn112 AmyAnn112 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    I still struggle daily...and I am scared it's beating me..
    allisonbrookwhite allisonbrookwhite 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 13

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    I have attempted suicide many times now and have been cutting for years. I just recently lost a friend to suicide and I've almost decided that it up my ally also. I've been...
    Raelyn13 Raelyn13 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 27

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    I'm definitely an 'up and down'er with my weight. First hit a high weight at 13, slowly through healthy balanced dieting lost it an emerged through it at 15. Then went too far and...
    MillyMilly33 MillyMilly33 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 29

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    I have a **** load of stuff wrong with me but I won't let it control my life again. I'm doing my best to cope with this incurable ****. I was diagnosed with the skitsophrenia(I can...
    ponycupcake ponycupcake 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 2

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    I see all the lonely depressed young people looking to talk to someone that will listen to them on here. If I could help here are a few things I would suggest: Google "PBS...
    TCLowe TCLowe 31-35 Aug 5

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    Honestly my depression comes and goes, my friends think i may be bipolar...but i used to be severely depressed in middle school, this probably had to deal with the fact those are...
    Cherishmiracles Cherishmiracles 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 7

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    The hardest thing I did was tell my mum I didn't want to live any more. I took an overdose a few years ago and even wrote a note to my GF at the time. Depression is an illness that...
    Dazzer2K Dazzer2K 26-30, M a week ago

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    I can't keep a man if my life depended on it. Every single time I get a good guy, I'll be all down for a relationship then out of no where I'm like "nahhhh" and it sucks cause I've...
    jayybbyx jayybbyx 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 27

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    I'm at work and there's a fridge in the office with chocolate and cake in it. Right now I'm alone, and it's really hard to resist the temptation to eat. But I'm tryinggggg I haven...
    emmacla emmacla 22-25, F Jul 28

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    I haven't lived the life I wanted. I haven't made my dreams fly. I gave up on a lot of things. Maybe because I'm not strong. Maybe because it's not time yet. I know we all hold...
    Ludavin Ludavin 46-50, F 2 Responses Jul 28

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    It's recently started actually if you read my profile you'll know I don't have much evidence as a Christian which is true and post that I'm Christian because well it's a fact I'm...
    chooseyourpath chooseyourpath 13-15, M 1 Response Aug 1

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    I just don't know anymore. I feel like I'm bad for everyone in my life. I just really feel like ending my life. I'm done with struggling, done with no one understanding, done with...
    got2Breal got2Breal 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 3

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    It's a living hell really. Just going out in public is hard to do. I hate being in crowds. Therapist hasn't helped much. Hell, even being around my bestfriend is hard to do now...
    thatoneguy336 thatoneguy336 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 4

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    If there's a large amount of people in a single room I have a real problem with that
    panthrax00 panthrax00 16-17, M Aug 4

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    I'm short and have an hourglass figure - think Marilyn Monroe with thinner thighs. I will never be a tall, skinny supermodel. I hate my tummy - even at my lowest adult weight (107...
    SmartKat SmartKat 46-50, F 15 Responses Aug 5

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    We all need a man that looks at us with passion and desire despite our flaws. Someone who can make us feel sexy and confident. A man who loves you for you...,,
    desirabledreams desirabledreams 46-50, F 2 Responses Aug 5

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    My newest editions along with the old scratches that scarred worse than I thought they would.
    thalassinia thalassinia 13-15, F Aug 12

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    Mostly around my little sis and friends all who would be an au size 6 or under. I love my curves and wouldn't change it for the world but when you go out and someone else refers to...
    calmj calmj 22-25, M 4 Responses Aug 12

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    The thing is there are a lot of pretty girls out there. They're pretty and they don't even try. They don't wear makeup and they don't have to spend hours doing their hair. It's all...
    BeautifulMistake21 BeautifulMistake21 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 12

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    I really need someone who can relte, I have been dealing with this since I was 9 and trying so hard to stop. Please help me. Please don't jdge and I won't judge you.
    guitarsongwriter guitarsongwriter 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 13

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    Its easy to do it online. you can be anonymous, someone else entirely... In real life it's so hard to be completely emotionally naked with another human being. Even telling someone...
    InMybubble InMybubble 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 13

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    I am always really bad with my words and usually offend people by saying the wrong thing, I say one thing and mean another. Opening up to people really makes me uncomfortable...
    maddieXxx maddieXxx 16-17, F Aug 15

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    I hate myself so much. I know it has a lot to do with my past but it doesn't change the way I feel. I genuinely think that everything that happened to me is my fault. I used to...
    Clouds8 Clouds8 16-17, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I have always been sort of a Nymphomaniac. I did not have sex until I met the guy I love and am still with. As soon as we began having sex, I became addicted. I will randomly get...
    MacKenzie2943 MacKenzie2943 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Sitting in rehab trying not to lose my ****, trying to keep myself together, trying to silence the voices in my head talking all at once, even my own. If my other arm was working...
    MorbidMorals MorbidMorals 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Depressed, still finding out if I'm bipolar but I think so. Finding myself being sad and with low self-esteem all the time. Paranoid of everyone around me. Think people are out to...
    gekker gekker 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    I've always convinced myself that it was because I had coursework or needed to prepare for an exam, but the reason for my adderall addiction started before I'd even tried it. When...
    shmannabelle shmannabelle 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Why is it so hard for those of us who are suffering to get access to proper treatment. Not to mention the treatments available suck, the therapies are not as effective as...
    Kingshelman Kingshelman 31-35, M 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    I had gone 2 months without cutting.. I had relapsed a couple weeks ago though. I ended up relapsing again last night.. I'm going through a rough time and I'm not sure what to do...
    CatySansom CatySansom 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 27

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    I'm thinking of becoming a psychiatrist and dedicating my life to helping others coz I know what it's like to live with this condition
    mellywoo mellywoo 13-15, F Jul 28

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    I've been depressed for a few years now and I can never find anyone that understand a me… I've cut and I stopped eating because Ik I'm Fat, I mean if I can't be the pretty...
    anythingbutfelicity anythingbutfelicity 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 4

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    Today I had a bad anxiety attack at work. I was shaking and sweating, my chest felt like someone was sitting on it and I was crying, I was clenching my fists so hard my knuckles...
    InspireMeZilly InspireMeZilly 26-30, F a week ago

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    I always feel like I'm too skinny. My breasts are too small. My *** is flat. I also have some visible scars. I'm told I'm pretty but rarely see it.
    lacess lacess 18-21, F 3 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    Hate the way I look so much. Always so insecure about everything about me...
    TheAngelFromMyNightmare TheAngelFromMyNightmare 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 27

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    When people are constantly telling me how pretty I am, or how gorgeous, beautiful, whatever, it makes me feel like I need to do everything in my power to remain that way. That if...
    Heartbeatangel Heartbeatangel 18-21, F 10 Responses Jul 27

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    So my eating disorder is getting worse , keep feinting in public and my mum is probably on to me. I dont know what is scarier , being found out or never being found out. I think...
    LeilaOlivia LeilaOlivia 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 27

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    Message me I just need a friend who gets me :/
    alisiatttjbfhbf alisiatttjbfhbf 16-17, F Jul 27

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    I've been cutting for 4 years. And I have never told anyone close why I do it. I am afraid to tell and I don't know why.
    DiamondNikki12 DiamondNikki12 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 28

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    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M 1 Response Jul 28

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    Can my family just realize that words ******* hurts
    ActuallyGrace ActuallyGrace 13-15, F Jul 28

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    I can't go out side if it is storming >~<
    emotionalyana emotionalyana 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 1

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    I get it I am as well anorexic but not really skinny and it drives me nuts lol!!
    scmichelle051 scmichelle051 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 2

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