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I Struggle With Depression Daily

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 120 People

    Would you care if i was gone?

    Or will i be another sad story that never got the happy ended it needed?
    phaselove86 phaselove86 16-17, F 1 Response May 12

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    All i want is some guy to come

    and save me form killing myself
    phaselove86 phaselove86 16-17, F May 12

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    I'm always trying to find a way to fight

    depression... Makes life a challenging road to follow. I have trouble picking myself up when others knock me down. 😟
    Lucy1995lucy Lucy1995lucy 18-21, F May 22

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    But have made it this far.

    Not bad. Considering pals who left us all.
    Converted Converted 46-50, M Mar 10

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    I really dont know how to feel anymore .

    I want to go but i want to stay. I really dont know what to do I am not woth anything in this world! I am not saying this beacse i want to get attion i saying this baecse its true!
    phaselove86 phaselove86 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 1

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    I've struggled with depression

    for years now, and I'm deciding to do a research project on it for school this year. So for anyone that wants to help it would be greatly appreciated!! Be prepared to answer these questions if you decide to be a part of this project: 1. First name 2. Age 3. State you live in...
    bombsarenotmusic bombsarenotmusic 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 12

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    Can I ******* die already?

    I got into a fight with my dad yesterday. I cried 6 times too. I'm ******* done.
    imjusttiredofbeingsad imjusttiredofbeingsad 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 5

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    I am so deep in i am not sure

    if i could ever get out. Im so deep in Im comfortable with being sad all the time. It has become apart of me. Its who i am now.
    phaselove86 phaselove86 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 1

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    Well I finally came out to my mom

    that I cut. She wasn't mad just simply took it away and helped it heal a bit. I'm going to have scared tho.
    imjusttiredofbeingsad imjusttiredofbeingsad 16-17, F Jan 24

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    Worst is To be alive

    yet so dead To feel hurt Yet you can't evan cry To miss your love Then hate yourself for it To realize your life And know your doomed To have friends  That you never see To have a family That apart you can never be To have support That you can never be true with To not beleive...
    Freeyourself3 Freeyourself3 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 11, 2014

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    When I get worse I have no energy to get in touch with anyone. This in turn makes me feel very guilty for obvious reasons. The guilt I can absolutely NOT cope with makes me even...
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    I struggle with my body image since i was 9 i hated my bodyy. At 11 I started being anorexic At 12 I battled bulmia It was on and of throught the year At 13 I tried stopping and im...
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    people tell me you're fine others tell me they love my body shape but i'm not convinced i hate my body so so much every time i look in the mirror i get so emotional and sometimes...
    Agirlwithissues Agirlwithissues 16-17, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    No one so many people struggle with their body image, because all I seem to see is people shaming body types! Every body type is beautiful in someone's eyes. Whether you're thin...
    xItsChelsx xItsChelsx 16-17, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    Tonight my depression came to creep up on me. Why did I have to be born ugly, not that smart, and not "normal"? Who defines normal? Psychologist and society. Why should I listen to...
    wassup305 wassup305 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 21

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    I was diagnosed with Chronic Depression. I take the real strong meds for it and go to a shrink, which is what I call my therapist, twice a week. It all started when my grandama...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jul 21

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    ok, not with bulimia thankfully...but with anorexia in a very serious form...lol, I still hate myself for this, hate how much trouble I caused to my family...My parents deserve...
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    Many people do not consider this self-harm, but I mostly harm my mouth. It's intrinsic and it feels right, I tried cutting and it does not. The other day I bit the tip of my tongue...
    Chrossy Chrossy 22-25, F Jul 20

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    tbh it really hurts me when people say hurtful things to me today I was at the park with my friend and this guy called me a fat *** apple and it hurts because I feel like I'm fat...
    justicechild justicechild 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 19

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    I have no idea what triggers it. Sometimes it's depression, sometimes it's happiness. Right now I cant seem to keep food down without feeling guilty or wanting to throw it back up...
    YouKnowWho15 YouKnowWho15 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 19

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    People always say it gets better.. But does it really? Depression takes over a lot, it makes everything feel ten times worse than it actually is. But can you honestly say you...
    danyellelakin danyellelakin 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 19

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    Yes, It's cliché. Here we go with the 19 year old girl who doesn't like the way she looks. I disgusting. I can't look at myself in the mirror without crying anymore. i try to...
    thissworld thissworld 18-21, F 10 Responses Jul 18

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    So earlier on i was making a cappuccino and decided that **** it, for a day im gonna actually step out of my comfort zone. For the very first time ever, Im gonna just take off my...
    Sublevarse Sublevarse 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 18

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    Started taking Opiates when I was 14 and was never addicted just did drugs occasionally to unwind. Few years later and I've struggled with opiate addiction ever since. A few years...
    AyeJay6 AyeJay6 26-30, M 3 Responses Jul 17

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    "I want to help women Discover and accept what their best body looks like, without having to kill themselves to get there. And once they discover that, I want to help them have...
    Bythelight0fthemoon Bythelight0fthemoon 36-40, F Jul 16

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    I don't know about other guys, but I hate how I look most days. Not my weight, not my height, but my actual body image. I've always struggled with my weight, I was "blessed" with a...
    browncoat93 browncoat93 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 16

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    Okay, so, I have very big issues with my body. The biggest issue I have is that my boobs are very, very different sizes. I know that it is natural for our boobs to be different...
    alligryda alligryda 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 15

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    jbm1984 jbm1984 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 14

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    Out of curiosity I took a test for BDD. I've scored extremely high for it and now I feel nothing but like utter **** with high anxiety. I'm planning to go visit a shrink soon and...
    Brogann Brogann 16-17 1 Response Jul 14

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    Some people struggle with addictions, wars, or even other people. I struggle with an idea, a standard of impossibility. An image ingrained into the mind of every creature. The idea...
    pinkromance pinkromance 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 13

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    I feel ive ****** everything up. That moment when someone you care about to the point you hurt when they dont talk to you is real. I feel its all over and i have no hope left. Thry...
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    I am overweight I'm not ashamed of it but when I wear what I like to people judge me because whatever in wearing doesn't look good to them I try to loose weight but it's hard with...
    hashtagbitch hashtagbitch 16-17, F 6 Responses Jul 13

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    I am having the worst time in my life. I gained 8kg.... I think I look terrible when I am fat. I gained all this weigh because I had a hard time this year and I lost all of my self...
    mccontrucci mccontrucci 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 13

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    hello. i just want to tell people and try to get some help... !!!!! PLEASE read and help me. it all started in the beginning of 2015.......... the second half of 2014 was the best...
    mccontrucci mccontrucci 22-25, F Jul 13

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    I am trialling a daily cup of chamomile tea to lower my anxiety, and I think it's working!! (But I dislike the taste lol)
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jul 12

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    I think the hardest part about dealing with a poor body image is that for me, I am consistently dieting or binging. So when I'm at my best I'm in top shape, I feel good on the...
    rudy712 rudy712 26-30, F 5 Responses Jul 12

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