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I Struggle With Depression Daily

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    Well I finally came out to my mom

    that I cut. She wasn't mad just simply took it away and helped it heal a bit. I'm going to have scared tho.
    imjusttiredofbeingsad imjusttiredofbeingsad 16-17, F Jan 24

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    Can I ******* die already?

    I got into a fight with my dad yesterday. I cried 6 times too. I'm ******* done.
    imjusttiredofbeingsad imjusttiredofbeingsad 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 5

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    But have made it this far.

    Not bad. Considering pals who left us all.
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M Mar 10

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    Worst is To be alive

    yet so dead To feel hurt Yet you can't evan cry To miss your love Then hate yourself for it To realize your life And know your doomed To have friendsĀ  That you never see To have a family That apart you can never be To have support That you can never be true with To not beleive...
    Freeyourself3 Freeyourself3 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 11, 2014

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    My worst part of anxiety is when I have to go to gym class . I suck at sports and everything that has to do with movement
    worthmorethangold worthmorethangold 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 17

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    Thanks to seroquel and cigarettes.
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M Mar 14

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    I tell people I'm fine and I can handle things on my own but right now I'm confused,I'm not fine I'm far from fine I just want/need to know that someone is here for me. I can be...
    MzSlimshady MzSlimshady 13-15, F Mar 15

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    im still struggling its like i was born sad i feel like i cant really control what i do or say and stuff just happens and i mess everything up
    elbonke elbonke 22-25, M Mar 15

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    Forgot to take me antidepressant this morning, hate feeling dizzy etc waiting for those effects to dissipate
    litmusmum7 litmusmum7 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 15

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    Well...I haven't been on here in a while. Mainly because I've been happier and in a better state. But for the last two days, I've been miserable. I feel like **** to put it in the...
    EleanorSmithson EleanorSmithson 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I have struggled with my weight for a while. I lost a lot of weight but still felt I wasn't good enough, but I was very relieved when I learned the bmi for black women and some...
    msjennycraig msjennycraig 31-35, F Mar 5

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    I struggled with bulimia for many months. I was anorexic for a few months til I got help. Never let yourself go down that path. I'm still not happy with my body but I don't starve...
    hhannahhbabe hhannahhbabe 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 15

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    Our brains are not functioning well It limits our amazing capabilities We never knew we had Our hands are tied We are bounded The devil is laughing While we shed tears They...
    Myalee Myalee 41-45, F Mar 3

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    I have severe OCD, depression, generalized anxiety disorder, social anxiety disorder, and borderline personality disorder. I would rather have a deadly illness and be happy than...
    Rosaalie Rosaalie 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Seconds crawl like centuries, hours seem to be eons. Day after day, night after night all that you can feel is nothing: a dark black pit of nothingness is where you find yourselves...
    gauravmann gauravmann 22-25, M Mar 5

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    Well 4 months ago, my depression episode turned into one of the scariest episode I ever had. I started cutting, overdosing on drugs (any kind of drugs), starving myself and I just...
    airadear airadear 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 10

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    I need someone's advice. I can't get any depression pills or anxiety pills cuz my therapist wanted to do it the natural way. I quit therapy a while ago. I feel like no one is gonna...
    endmypainn endmypainn 13-15, F 4 Responses Mar 20

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    I've been dealing with this for over 10 years now, most of this time I have been in a dark hole. It went as far as me losing all hope and even forgetting who I am, who I used to be...
    lily449 lily449 18-21, F Mar 6

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    I am not depressed but I was really depressed at a point in my life for about three years. I got depression before most people during my middle school years. Now I know a lot of...
    annaradcat annaradcat 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    These last couple of days have been the worst of my life, I found a lump in my underarm, I was worried but enough to go to the doc, but not that much. Cancer goes in my family, but...
    lily449 lily449 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    So, today I found out I'm slightly autistic. My mom says it's something she's always known except it is not until now that we are discussing it. Also, due to this, it's going to...
    HannahB15 HannahB15 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 2

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    Does anybody else get this: when I go into social situations I break down. I don't know when to get in the convo or when I say something there is an awkward silence right after. It...
    Experiencezzzz Experiencezzzz 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 9

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    I am sick. I have a neurological disorder which causes agonizing, crippling pain the majority of my waking hours (and destroys my sleeping hours, as well.) Because it's also an...
    itsaggggthang itsaggggthang 26-30, F Mar 10

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    I am 5'11 and I'm 118 pounds. I'm in the "healthy" range, but my goal weight is to be around 100-105. I should just be happy with where I'm at. I've been working out 4 times a week...
    KJPKelsey KJPKelsey 18-21, F 5 Responses Mar 12

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    Right now, I'm in High School as an 8th Grade Student so I expected such work to be harder but I never expected it to be so hard and overwhelming that the stress I constantly feel...
    yourxworstxblessing yourxworstxblessing 13-15, F Mar 17

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    I am 30 lbs overweight and I don't like the way my body looks. I am afraid of gaining weight and I look bloated in all my pictures. I want to get back to when I had my weight under...
    may4life may4life 26-30, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I have a serious problem with cocaine, and I need to stop. Can any one share a story of recovery with me please..
    terriblefixations terriblefixations 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    I am utterly disgusted with myself. I'm a teen that is 5'3 and weighs 140 lbs. I used to be much larger but managed to lose 15 lbs, getting to about 125. I gained a lot of it back...
    scoherron scoherron 16-17, F 8 Responses 5 days ago

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    My belly is huge and my thighs are chubby. I feel so miserable about myself sometimes and my ex didnt help with that at all by even saying how unattractive i was.
    shazzarr shazzarr 18-21, F 11 Responses 5 days ago

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    I think everyone on here can agree that we grew up in a generation where beauty is what people primarily hope for. It's almost like you've accomplished something if you're pretty...
    sullygirl611 sullygirl611 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    ugghhhh. I'm in Vegas. I really want to have a good time but I know I'm not skinny and can't pull off those cute little dresses. I'm nervous I'll look awful. and my friend whose...
    ktweav123 ktweav123 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I'm back to wonder again what's the point of it all. We spend all our days working for money and our nights just finding ways to pass the time. Spend time with people who mean...
    alyssakayart alyssakayart 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I have to go to the beach next week with two other extremely skinny girls and I know they are prettier. How can I feel more confident?
    scoherron scoherron 16-17, F 3 Responses 16 hrs ago

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    So a few weeks ago I started a new therapy program. Its 3-4 days a weeks now and its honestly a lot of work for me. Theses last few sessions we've been working on a vision board...
    sadly203 sadly203 18-21 Mar 14

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    I woke up with a headache today, i'm beginning to think the medication i'm taking is making me depressed.. prior to me waking up i hadn't felt so alive in years and just to my...
    CaraBlossom CaraBlossom 18-21, F Mar 14

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    It stings in the shower..... And the sad part is you know exactly what I'm talking about (M.r.)
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 6 hrs ago

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    I really, really do-whether it's imagined or otherwise. In fact, the rejections I imagine are probably way worse than when it happens for real. :/
    GracefullyFaceless GracefullyFaceless 22-25, F Mar 2

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    my self confidence is so low. i hate it. ?? im far from what society calls "normal", strength is something i have though.
    mekaxoxo mekaxoxo 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 3

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    have always worried about my weight. I was really fat in elementary school. and so I just did stupid things go loose a lot of weight :/
    boredgirl02 boredgirl02 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 3

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    I didn't binge and purged today!!! 5 pts for me I win I win ha!
    baabara baabara 22-25, M Mar 4

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    Okay so the whole "real women have curves" thing bothers me. I'm apparently "too skinny" but I'm also tall! I'm just fed up because I've found myself really second guessing my body...
    tourdeforce tourdeforce 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 4

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    I'm only 20yrs old but I feel so old. I feel like there's so much I have to accomplish right now so I'm not late later on in life. Why do I feel so old at 20yrs...?
    Experiencezzzz Experiencezzzz 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 9