Post
Experience Project iOS Android Apps | Download EP for your Mobile Device

I Struggle With Depression Daily

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 51 People

    Well I finally came out to my mom

    that I cut. She wasn't mad just simply took it away and helped it heal a bit. I'm going to have scared tho.
    imjusttiredofbeingsad imjusttiredofbeingsad 16-17, F Jan 24

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Worst is To be alive

    yet so dead To feel hurt Yet you can't evan cry To miss your love Then hate yourself for it To realize your life And know your doomed To have friendsĀ  That you never see To have a family That apart you can never be To have support That you can never be true with To not beleive...
    Freeyourself3 Freeyourself3 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 11, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Related Experiences

    None of u know this and it might seem stupid to some but I have struggles with to much loss. Last year I lost my great grandma. She ment so much to me. I cried for months. I lost...
    kpfoster1985 kpfoster1985 13-15, M 1 Response Feb 9

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I have been struggling for a long time and I'm starting to get better, but sometimes, I just feel so down.
    ericadeniseunderwood ericadeniseunderwood 16-17, F Jan 31

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm not really sure where to start, but I guess my name and who I am is a good enough place. My name is Lucas, I am 16, I have had problems with self-harm and still struggle with...
    ShadowsOfMine ShadowsOfMine 22-25, M 2 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    ive always struggled with being incredibly insecure about my body. one day i couldnt take it anymore and cut my thighs. ive been clean for about four days, but im always...
    anotherfailure anotherfailure 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 18

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Every day and every night I struggle with some sort of depression or anxiety. I can't describe it. It comes and it goes. It's not really predictable. If anyone ever wants someone...
    lizzielazylove97 lizzielazylove97 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 29

    Your Response

    Cancel
    This is an journal entry I wrote back in September of 2014 but I felt I should share it on here. Day 1 12 September 2014 Today is day 1 of my journey to overcome...
    benforce benforce 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 31

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I struggle with being an adult college student, trying to raise my children, be good son (failed that today), be good for my fiancee, etc. My sense of self-worth is hindering me. I...
    MollyToni MollyToni 41-45 Jan 28

    Your Response

    Cancel
    So many people struggle with their body image, I don't think many people can say they are truly happy with what they look like. I envy people who can. In an age were a lot of...
    Superficialsaint Superficialsaint 31-35, F 3 Responses Feb 15

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I struggle with an addiction that's pretty overwhelming yet embarrassing... I have tried to overcome it but unfortunately I can't
    yourxworstxblessing yourxworstxblessing 13-15, F 4 Responses Feb 18

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Although I do not think about it ceaselessly, body image is something I ponder from time to time. Before I hit puberty, I was very skinny and underweight which made me extremely...
    Deedle81 Deedle81 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    when i was 17 I was put in an intensive care unit for youth witch specialized in depression physios and many other mental health issues when the doctor asked me what are you in...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Feb 4

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I can't handle my drink and have had some bad experiences while being drunk. So I'm trying my best to be more sensible. When I'm out with friends it's constantly on my mind to make...
    Mollybonnie Mollybonnie 26-30 1 Response 5 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I have depression. I know I have depression. I've had depression my whole life but ever since I knew there was a word to it that's when I REALLY knew it. I'm almost 16 now. And...
    endmypainn endmypainn 13-15, F Feb 17

    Your Response

    Cancel
    My boyfriend is a longtime sufferer of depression. As am I. As now, is his 17 year old son. My boyfriend and I have been in "remission" (I guess you'd call it) for a little while...
    megwolitzer megwolitzer 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 10

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Its so crazy because I've always been very athletic and skinny. 5'8 130lbs... but I still struggle! For a long time it was because I had small breast, but I recently got them done...
    KenziY KenziY 22-25, F 1 Response a week ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Good ol' depression.. How I missed you..
    ihatemypclife ihatemypclife 16-17, M Feb 18

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm always switching it up. Someday I'll stop eating period. Maybe breakfast. Some chocolate too keep me calm. Then I'll just drink water and call it a day. I've been back at it...
    IvyRed15 IvyRed15 16-17, F Jan 29

    Your Response

    Cancel
    after I had left the hospital my past had caught up with me my so called friends abondoned me and shunned my for leaving them How could i tell them that i coulden't do drugs with...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 5

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I find it difficult to be social. I would try and make conversation however they always end up dead and dry. With this I don't have any ' real' friends. I think of them as good...
    bobbystz bobbystz 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 9

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Well I did and now i am healed and it was the hardest most terrible thing i have ever gone through and i thought it would never end but through a lot of hard work it did. i want...
    anniebomb anniebomb 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 15

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Ever since I was born things were really **** for me..im now 19 and it's getting worse well for starters I've never told this to anyone but when I was 10 years old i ended up being...
    Imacrazybiatch Imacrazybiatch 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 18

    Your Response

    Cancel
    It's something I just haven't realized for the longest time.... I think I suffer from this. I first heard of the disease a while back and since then I've compared it to myself...
    TheMasterMan1 TheMasterMan1 16-17, M 1 Response Feb 19

    Your Response

    Cancel
    There I said it, I'm addicted to food and I can't stop. When I try to kick the addiction sometimes it works for a few days, even maybe a week but then when I feel an overwhelming...
    TheHogwartzJanitor TheHogwartzJanitor 18-21, F 6 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I have been struggling with body image for pretty much as long as I can remember, and have been trying to improve it over the last year. I've lost 35lbs (still have plenty to go...
    RiseFromTheAshes RiseFromTheAshes 22-25, F 3 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    In this post, I want to share why and how I have finally stopped my video game addiction. First of all let me introduce myself, I am a normal student in a state university and...
    rayx123 rayx123 18-21, M 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Something isn't right, but I don't know what it is. I want to ask my psychology professor to diagnose me, but I'm afraid to. I can't just look in a DSM and diagnose myself, it...
    MollyToni MollyToni 41-45 1 Response Jan 28

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Im struggling with having a mature body.. Its doesnt fit on my age.. I got a lot of attention and i like to cry from having big boobs.. People always thought that im 18 or 19 which...
    mrsalpacino mrsalpacino 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 7

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I am uncomfortable with my body
    tourdeforce tourdeforce 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 19

    Your Response

    Cancel
    After 5 years of being clean. I broke it. sometimes cutting myself is all I can do. For no reasons. Just to cover the pain of my heart with the pain in my wrist.
    mihochancullen mihochancullen 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    This addiction isn't ok , it's not healthy . My scars are fading and it's making me want to cut more , I've been safe for about 4 months safe . I've been so proud . But when you're...
    holdontome holdontome 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    That feeling comes and goes, but when you've been struggling with it for so long, it's hard to let it go.
    XxFuckYouxX XxFuckYouxX 18-21, M 1 Response 5 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I've become so used to hating myself, that it feels safer to hate myself. Whatever I do, I always try to blame myself for everything that goes wrong and I always feel like I haven...
    Darejani Darejani 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    So my anxiety has been that bad that I picked up a box of cigs to help with the nerves... Good thing is that it helps, bad thing is it's a terrible habit -.-
    catho catho 18-21, F 4 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Can I just have small boobs and skinny legs? Because that's be great. I hate how my calves are thick. My stomach and waist are small but my chest and thighs widen and isn't...
    vaashapenin vaashapenin 16-17, F 3 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I when my body image starts to haunt me and I cant sleep at night. I guess thats just what I have to deal with when I have Borderline Personality Disorder
    ALivingTeenIdle ALivingTeenIdle 13-15, T 3 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I love my mother but she's always pointing out anything that's wrong with me. The last time I got on a scale it said I weighed 115 pounds and all she said was "you gained five...
    EmotionallyWrecked EmotionallyWrecked 16-17, F 6 Responses 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    how do i deal with food disorders bulimia?
    shrutibhagwat shrutibhagwat 16-17 2 Responses Jan 30

    Your Response

    Cancel
    i promise to my self that i will be what i want , i will be what i wanna be and i will make my self proud of my self , i will make me smile because of me, the problem is "WILL...
    onikaa onikaa 18-21, F Jan 30

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Today has not started with the best thoughts. Actually it's not even thoughts anymore, more like physical side effects. I did not want to step out the door this morning. So much...
    apd1985 apd1985 26-30, M Feb 3

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I don't know how to find that middle ground. I am either emotionally distant or about to put my fists into something.
    WeKnightsPaladin WeKnightsPaladin 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 31

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Today I popped a few pills again. It's something I haven't done in months. I'm trying not to give into it again. It's way harder than people think. But I have no reason to whine. I...
    IngensImpetum IngensImpetum 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 5

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I've always been on the skinnier side. I was really interested in strength training, but watching others train and become bigger and stronger than me, despite being less dedicated...
    gaeson3 gaeson3 18-21, M 2 Responses Feb 5

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm so sick of this ridiculous tiring ******* diet! I hate looking at an unfit body more.
    Danlor9991 Danlor9991 22-25, M Feb 6

    Your Response

    Cancel