I Struggle With Myself

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    I'm depressed and it's hard.

    It's gotten bad enough that I started cutting myself for tons of different reasons. Sometimes I feel so numb inside that I cut myself so I can feel something. Sometimes I feel like I can't control what goes on inside of me so I cut myself because that is something I can control...
    benjamintkw benjamintkw
    18-21, M
    1 Response Sep 10, 2014
    YoureMyDemonMyDemise YoureMyDemonMyDemise
    22-25, M
    1 Response Jun 4, 2014

    I don't want to get too personal,

    because that's what you all want and I can't give you that. Only trusted people are allowed that, my sincerest (sarcastic) apologies. But I will tell you this: Everyday, with me, is being an enthusiastic engineer working with a broken down, piece of shyt ship, trying his best...
    deleted deleted
    Dec 12, 2015

    i wish i culd just throw myself at anything

    that comes my way... but im too hesitant & think too much about the things that come my way and what happens when i try... im scared of the outcome... i think too much on it, so its hard to figure out who or what i am or want to be. im so confused, depressed, and holding all...
    bubbles543 bubbles543
    18-21, F
    Jun 4, 2014

    I am my biggest enemy,

    and I'm constantly fighting a war.
    sighselly sighselly
    13-15, F
    1 Response Sep 10, 2014

    I don't know how I'm ever going to be in a

    healthy relationship when I've built up this much self hatred and I'm scared of letting people in. Is there a way to get past this? I feel trapped.
    RuinedAndLost RuinedAndLost
    22-25, F
    Jun 3, 2014
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