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I Struggling to Stay Alive

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    What's The Point

    Life isn't worth living if I'm constanlty hurt. Why do I put myself through it all anyway, I should just stop living. I'm not weak and giving up, I'm being strong enough to end it. I can't go a day without wishing I wasn't alive. I wish things were different sometimes but I can't...
    WakingUp2Reality WakingUp2Reality 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 6, 2010

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    Complicated..

    well i know how i have said that i love josh so much well it makes it hard to actually fall in love again even though i found a guy that i really like i am scared to let my heart go cause i dont want it broke again. this guy is so wonderful he treats me like an angel he is...
    gymnastrdgc20 gymnastrdgc20 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 14, 2011

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    Just Stop

    I cant feel anything but this pain.I just want it to stopJust one little push and it would stop
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 15, 2012

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    ... Hmm

    I'd be okay with being here if people just left me the hell alone. I'm a naturally quiet person, but I smile all the time. Believe me when I say that I have my demons. People are always trying to figure me out and they ask so many questions! I mean really, they make things...
    midnighthavoc midnighthavoc 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 1, 2011

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    Grandiose Milestones

    My accomplishment for today is that I got out of bed and went to work. My accomplishment for the month is that I jumped off 0 cliffs. No matter how bad I am at my job, how meaningless my life is or how many weeks I'm wasting, at least I can say I've accomplished that.
    Receuvium Receuvium 22-25, M Jan 29, 2013

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    Death

    I think about daeth on a daily basis....especially at night.....I lost my best friend( i am a male) of 17 + year s..she was the love of my life....i miss her terribly.
    Badroad200 Badroad200 51-55, M Feb 7, 2013

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    Battle Within

    ...Its worth it to live life but the sadness isnt worth living through...always stuggling..always fighting. I remind myself of my loved ones everyday and i remember the pain i am going through...feeling at least something means ur alive...but i rather have no emotions at all...
    PorcelainChinaDoll PorcelainChinaDoll 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 10, 2009

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    No Point

    ever since i was 11 iv tried to hangmy self and cut my wrist. i see people all day doing good in school cant wait to go home but i sit there with a razor blade ffrom the pencile sharpinores and i thin mayb tomorrow ill b like that but no i cant i never will b every time i try to...
    jusneedsomehelp jusneedsomehelp 13-15, M 2 Responses Jan 19, 2011

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    The Air I Breathe

    I always wonder how can people enjoy living thier lives? They must have some kind of inspiration. But once they accomplished their goals, what's next? Resetting? There is no difference of life between the rich and the poor. We're all living in a rut. Some lives an exteme life...
    kanyakatoon kanyakatoon 22-25, F 4 Responses Jan 9, 2011

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    Aimee17 Aimee17 41-45, F 2 Responses Aug 4

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    I don't have money for food, a place to stay. So I'm going homeless, no family and nobody who can help me. My drug addiction doesn't really help either. I am having a tough time...
    YoungRidah YoungRidah 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 9

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    I went on holiday to spend over a week with my dad. last night after complaining about chest pains in his chest he woke me up in the middle of the night and told me to call my nan...
    pikalink pikalink 13-15, F Aug 3

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    So there are things revolving around me. My mom and her mom (grandma) want me to move back to Sault Ste. Marie. Have been away from there for some time now. They think it is better...
    Brandon15shawana Brandon15shawana 16-17, M Aug 13

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    A SERIOUS MATTER NOT WORTH JOKING AROUND! It’s easy to see a person so bubbly, energetic, humorous and alive, thinking ‘wow that person has it all, a great life’ maybe they...
    imperfectedsoul imperfectedsoul 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 13

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    Lately everything has been going wrong for me and there's nothing I can do about it I'm depressed and the only reason I'm staying is because I don't want to be selfish. But...
    thewondergirl thewondergirl 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 20

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    It's been a week since me and my baby father had separated.... Never felt so lower! I wanted to fight for my family so hard.. My baby father made no effort what so ever... He...
    shexlove shexlove 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 2

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    All my life, I have been struggling with my own demons, with myself. Always put everyone else's happiness before my own. Always been who everybody else wanted me to be. Today, I...
    womanonly womanonly 41-45, F 2 Responses Aug 19

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    "I am constipated. No, not 'constipated with love' (yes, there is such a thing) or 'constipated with stress', but truly constipated. Like bathroom constipated. Everyone I know has...
    CoteofNewLondon CoteofNewLondon 16-17 1 Response Aug 2

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    I am struggling with a problem with pyschic and tarot lines. I have heard of a support group on pyschic junkie.com but every time I try to join I am declined. Does anyone know of...
    coliver222 coliver222 46-50, F Aug 8

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    I'm staying up all night tonight...if anyone needs a late night buddy I'm here ;3
    LifeRebel LifeRebel 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 3

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    prior These gurus go through extensive coaching in an effort to study the Functioning of electrical methods and in addition the ways in which they are able to get the job done with...
    Freddieqk2494 Freddieqk2494 31-35, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    All that matter in life is the now. This moment right here & now. Not the past, not even the future. Things can only exist in the moment, therefore we can only exist in the moment...
    Scarlett13 Scarlett13 18-21, F Jul 31

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    The doctors said they don't know how I survived my car accident I thought when I woke up in a burning car and couldn't feel my face that I would survive but I am lucky to be alive...
    ChandlerTitus1 ChandlerTitus1 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 2

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    I feel guilty for being alive. I feel guilty for being able to breath and walk and talk. I feel guilty for ruining my parents lives by being born. I wish they never met and got...
    sewshow sewshow 18-21 Aug 6

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    I tried killing myself last year, which led me to a small coma. Everyone thought I'd be dead, but ****. I'm alive and typing this out.
    MacabreCannibal MacabreCannibal 16-17, F 4 Responses Aug 12

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    Hit like if you feel alive and happy. Cox they dont last forever :)
    aliakhtar17 aliakhtar17 18-21, M Aug 14

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    Still breathing, and today, I am happy to be. Here's hoping that "happy to be alive" feeling lasts. Sometimes, it doesn't. O.O
    Whoami30 Whoami30 26-30, M 2 Responses Aug 16

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    I dislike talking about this sort of thing. I suppose it is because it makes me feel weak, I don't know. I have not felt right since I was really little. I have been anxious...
    jord4567 jord4567 18-21, M Aug 21

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    It's so sad and sickening that we only get 1 life and almost everything of what the quality of that life will be comes from how we are born. I don't understand why i wasn't born as...
    unknow1235 unknow1235 18-21, M 12 hrs ago

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    I stayed home with my kids 6 years... You don't see ppl staying home with thier children much anymore so there was alot of judgment from others towards me. As soon as they started...
    kel25 kel25 26-30 1 Response Aug 5

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    Thanks greatly for your personal specific assessment, your kind phrases are really appreciated by us and I'll ensure that your comments will access all our employees.See which...
    Theodoreqjc Theodoreqjc 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 21

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    I do enjoy being at home as no one stare at me while walk at streets. I have an issue lately which is feeling insecure while going anywhere. I do used to get out a lot and talk...
    Egyptianguy34 Egyptianguy34 31-35, M Jul 31

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    I have so much noise in my head that it stops me from doing the most menial tasks. I couldn't go through with college because my anxiety just stopped me from doing anything. I...
    DallasB DallasB 26-30, M Aug 8

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    So in terms of staying sober I mainly mean not smoking weed (at least for a decent amount of time) considering the fact that I don't drink anymore and only smoke. I love smoking...
    misunderstoodx10 misunderstoodx10 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    I need a friend to talk to who also stays up late :/. I get lonely at night and I can't sleep
    Quietguy1234 Quietguy1234 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 30

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    I have been a stay at home Mom for most of my children's lives. Their lives are my focus. Now that they are almost all out of the home, I wonder what my new path will be...
    bunnigirl bunnigirl 46-50, F 3 Responses Aug 1

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    Im staying up all alone. Will anyone keep me company?
    ShyProdigy ShyProdigy 13-15, M Aug 3

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    It doesn't matter if you know how much you mean to me anymore, all that matters is you're happy. I will stay strong and move on, with the short-lived happy moments we once shared...
    AriAriela AriAriela 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 3

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    Staying up late on the computer = story of my life
    emotionalyana emotionalyana 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 3

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    I'm want to stay motivated all the time even thou I lack in do in it like working out Thts my priority
    AlexMafia15 AlexMafia15 13-15, M Aug 3

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    Its so hard, especially when someone is trying to bring you down , you smile at the jokes about you even tho it ******* hurts, everyday you lose hope, and when you get your hopes...
    ActuallyGrace ActuallyGrace 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 4

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    This week I've got 2 huge applications that I need to have in near completed states by Friday. I also have a weeks worth of coursework to do in the same time frame. Today I picked...
    CodeAllNight CodeAllNight 18-21, M Aug 5

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    I'm pretty unmotivated right now..Life's not going very well and that affects a lot of my actions and level of motivation i tend to just dwell on my problems and stay frozen by...
    seeminglypossible seeminglypossible 22-25, F Aug 6

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    This is what happens when you have social anxiety. Going out becomes dangerous, something I do not wish to do. It is so much easier to stay indoors.
    Skywalker1979 Skywalker1979 31-35, M 2 Responses Aug 9

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    I enjoy nothing more than staying up really late or almost all night talking with my friend. We actually met on here months ago. It's great, we have such a lot in common, share a...
    Sweetgal40 Sweetgal40 36-40, F Aug 11

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    I stay up late.. Because I'm always think what my life would be like if I were a little different or I still had my dad with me.
    neliza neliza 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 12

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    Stayed up late nowadays and my head is in pain... Kanasai
    myraaxx myraaxx 13-15, F Aug 12

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    Hehe. When I go home it is more likely that once I get inside, I will never go out for the whole duration. Even if I have chores or that I need to go out for something I'll be...
    Wewerethereinthattime Wewerethereinthattime 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 15

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