I Sucide

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    I'M Just Scared

    I know it's my time. I know I'm ready. It's all just too much for me. And that's okay. I wasn't made for a long life. Everyone dies somehow eventually. Why go through all the struggles in life if you don't have to. I just feel peaceful and ready. I'm just scared. If there is a...
    SkinnyJenny420 SkinnyJenny420
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Mar 24, 2013

    Need It To End.

    I am dead I'm just waiting for my body to catch up to my soul, or for me to find the courage to just do it.
    bluemoon93 bluemoon93
    22-25, F
    1 Response Aug 29, 2013

    I've hit a rut. I have unshakeable fear,

    doubt, rage, hate, pain, loating, despair, and isolation. At what point does the world stop spinning? I have thought over and over about all the people that i would leave behind. All the debts i have left to fill. Most people commit sucide by irrational overwhelming emotions...
    Chibichaos Chibichaos
    26-30, F
    Nov 6, 2014

    A All Too Permenant Solution to a Temporary Problem.

    Suicide is a leading killer of combat Vets. I have lost 6 friends and acquaintances in the last 10 years to self determination. Several instances, were justified. Sorry but "I BELIEVE WE HAVE A RIGHT TO OPT OUT UNDER CERTAIN CIRCUMSTANCES."Sorry bout the caps...
    Mountainman923518 Mountainman923518
    56-60, M
    3 Responses Aug 12, 2007

    The Only People That Seem To Care....

    rnThe only people that seem to care if I die, are the people that Iv;e never talked to once in a real life. They are the people that I chat with over the internet.They are the only ones who show me that  they care. Perhaps, I;ll change my death date from September 21,2011 to...
    Anto815 Anto815
    46-50, F
    Sep 13, 2011

    I Hate Myself

    i am quite fat and have experiencd many failures in my carrier....i feel so much inferior and frustratd.. i have planned sucide many times bt never executed myplans coz i dont want to hurt my loved ones.my boyfrnd is quite successful and good looking too and tht maks me feel...
    aggrima aggrima
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jan 29, 2010

    Purpouse

    I havent wrote anything since March 6. Since then things have gotten worse. I still feel alone. And if anything more thoughts of suicide are entering my mind. Its alot worse than before. I am a college student, but I dont see the point in going on anymore. I still feel alone in...
    yuki51588 yuki51588
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Mar 30, 2013

    What Is The Point?

    i posted this befor an  i got couple replies. i feel hopeless an still put a fake smile on an just go with the flow. you will  be missed briefly and then what? i know i probabl ywill    not go heaven becauseof all the sins that i had done a repented about...
    deniseyoung01 deniseyoung01
    36-40
    Dec 6, 2010

    It was a three years ago

    when I considered killing myslef. I had just recently moved to a new school, and I felt so alone and isolated, I was miserable. My peers werent mean or anything, but I was just extremely shy and nervous all the time. As the school year when on, my self esteem just disinegrated...
    Livefree12 Livefree12
    18-21, F
    Jan 22, 2014

    I Tried to Kill Me Self

    i dont ave friends i dont trust  easiley it was 2 years ago  luckly i was saved
    mollydollyjohnston mollydollyjohnston
    26-30
    2 Responses Apr 5, 2009

    Losing Older Brother

    My oldest brother died nearly eight years ago and the 1st annviserary I decided I wanted to be with him. So I took about 50 antidepressions and 30 strong sleepers and drank alcholo. I stpped and got help after I saw photos of my family but especially my niece and nephew. My...
    BundyGirl2 BundyGirl2
    26-30, F
    Sep 7, 2009

    Nobody Seems To Care.....................

    Nobody seems to care, Nobody seems to listen, I do not think they know. I am alive so..why stay alive? When you can fix your life.........................with one little jump, slash or a little pull with your finger................I have lost my idenity...i am just a bunch of...
    Anto815 Anto815
    46-50, F
    1 Response Sep 15, 2011

    Skies................

    Blue and White Skies outside..Blue and White pills inside. The sun is shinning outside. So why do i feel so dark inside?///
    Anto815 Anto815
    46-50, F
    Sep 15, 2011

    I Tried to Kill Me Self

    i dont ave friends i dont trust  easiley it was 2 years ago  luckly i was saved
    mollydollyjohnston mollydollyjohnston
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 5, 2009

    Me

    im 42 yrs old ive been depressed 18 ys ive attemted sucide on several times how i survied the last one i had takin dosulepin a very old and dangerss tab i was in intesvice care for two day remeber nothing but wakin up seeing my kids standing besdide me and i have never forgiven...
    keenan2007 keenan2007
    41-45
    Jun 4, 2012

    Find His Best Job (a Small Love Story Of 2007)

    My name is........,  & i'm living in India,1st of all you to i say i had love with a girl who was studying in 9th, & those time i'm in 11th class, we had study in one school,The Girl name was ....... , she was very beautiful, but she didn't't proud on her beauty, & my body...
    mony69 mony69
    18-21
    Feb 1, 2011

    The Worlds Unfair And Sucks Big Time!

    My life was ( is ) a joke I was born with some special conditions that made me a weakling, my body is abnormal and I look like a fuc**** retard. I cant even have a normal lifee and happy. Ppeople used to say that there is a reason godddd madee you this way, godd hass a plan for...
    Anto815 Anto815
    46-50, F
    1 Response Sep 13, 2011

    you always want to see the light hope

    that it is at the end of tunnel but the tunnel never ends i dont know how long i can keep up more there isnt anything to live for dreams desires get shattered i just want to rest close my eyes wake up some where else
    firefeather firefeather
    18-21, M
    Sep 5, 2015

    Intense And Then Some!

    So last year (feels odd saying that, was only last week),.well last week...ah shucks you know what I mean, I was staying in a rented hotel *** apartment near to where I was volunteering. Anyhoo, on Wednesday night, I was chilling out, and treating myself to pizza( I know pizza...
    kindakooky kindakooky
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Jan 1, 2012

    Dear Reader,

    Dear Reader, When I was in heaven, I asked god to give me a life of joy and love. He put me upon His knee and said. "Emma my child. What you ask can not be given. The family I can give you will be short. It will not be full of joy and love. But, it will have joy and love...
    Crazylover15 Crazylover15
    22-25, F
    Jan 16, 2013

    Not For Me

    I tried taking my life last year, I tried to jump off my balcony it was extremely emotional, I'm a lonely person by choice. People scare me, it's so hard for me to trust anyone. It's just me myself and I. when I was on the ledge of my balcony just about to tip over I was...
    bluemoon93 bluemoon93
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Mar 27, 2013

    Purpose And Distraction................

    I have no purpose can have no purpose can not  be what I am and can not have what i  what. I want can not escape so.......................need a distraction.......................I wish I was;nt no one I wish there was someone near me someone to be there for me not just OVER...
    Anto815 Anto815
    46-50, F
    Sep 13, 2011

    How many sucides does it take

    for people to realise what you say ******* matters!
    Brookedrumm Brookedrumm
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 14, 2015

    Jesus Love You So Much

      Psalms 34:18 The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit. Matthew 11: 28 “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. 29 Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in...
    Arrow17 Arrow17
    36-40, F
    1 Response Jun 30, 2013

    I Hate Myself

    i am quite fat and have experiencd many failures in my carrier....i feel so much inferior and frustratd.. i have planned sucide many times bt never executed myplans coz i dont want to hurt my loved ones.my boyfrnd is quite successful and good looking too and tht maks me feel...
    aggrima aggrima
    22-25, F
    Jan 29, 2010

    Not Wanting to Fail Again

    I'm a 34 year old mother of 4 wonderful children. In 1992 I had my first sucide attempt I took an over dose and my mother took me to the ER and I ended up having my stomach pumped I was 17. In 2003 I had a great job buying a house 2 new cars but married to a drug addict and...
    nohpoe nohpoe
    31-35, F
    Sep 19, 2009

    I Never Told Any One This...

    soo since friday i been getting these weird feelings like i just wanna end my life.i thought my girlfriend would be happy to see me but she was more mad. i asked her if she was losing intrest before i told her i was depressed, everytime i left her room i went out side and...
    nismoyo nismoyo
    18-21, M
    1 Response Dec 20, 2009
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