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I Suffer Depression In Silence

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    "I Suffer Depression In Silence"

    "I Suffer Depression In Silence" i won,t let anyone in to my head cause i am scared they will leave or not understand me. so i have this wall up that i will never let down, i only let people in so far and when i feel the need to i can shut anyonme out for any good...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 13, 2008

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    I used to be but i won't anymore. I'll say what i want to say.
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    i think it comes from my past . I was always being bulled and beaten . I remember after my last beating i went on a rampage and was called a monster. No one like me after that...
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    I can't stand being In Public or Speak in front of people I don't know , Big Crowds Freak me out ! I start Blushing and Having Panic Attacks .. I really hate this !!
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    And have done so for over 4 decades now. Like most I have my ups and downs though mostly downs. I am happy to chat with others in the same boat to just be an ear if they need it...
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