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I Suffer Depression In Silence

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    "I Suffer Depression In Silence"

    "I Suffer Depression In Silence" i won,t let anyone in to my head cause i am scared they will leave or not understand me. so i have this wall up that i will never let down, i only let people in so far and when i feel the need to i can shut anyonme out for any good...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 13, 2008

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    I have used to only have a tiny bit of anxiety, mostly with school work.Recently my anxiety has gotten so bad though that i get sucked into this deep pit of depression that is very...
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    I feel like this is hard to talk about. I have a lot of self-problems. I am high anxiety which has caused me to become sensitive to caffeine. I am highly paranoid and also...
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    I miss my ex so ******* bad
    OfficialSSK OfficialSSK 13-15, F Nov 29

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    This actually goes with my last post :P I didn't know I had this :P but yea if I'm in pain i'm not going to bring it up. I prefer to just let people go about their business :) Like...
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M Dec 7

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    i used to complain alot when i was younger and it drove people crazy so i starting keeping things to myself. the only outlet was my journal and now ep. in real life ill smile and...
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    I wish I could talk to someone, but I don't even know where to begin
    Flyyer73 Flyyer73 16-17, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    and nobody care to notice. I'm in despair vulnerable state. I am lonely and it's killing me. even the strongest person in the world has a time when a hand and a warm hug are needed...
    meandmythought meandmythought 26-30, F 4 days ago

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    I just want someone to approach me first and ask me how I am... I guess that's not on the cards right now
    Misscoconut Misscoconut 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 6

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    Yeah, and as if my anxiety isn't high enough already, I just found out today that I have elevated liver enzymes due to some of the medication I have taken over time. I have to get...
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    My sister just said suffering depression and being suicidal makes a person crazy. ouch.
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    ---------------------------------------------- Beware - This is a looong read for you, I hope you have time! pleasepleaseplease Skip to the end for tl;dr I think I am a hopeless...
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    Depression is hitting me hard tonight. ****, I feel like crying.
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    I become depressed even though nothing is happening in my life which is common for people who suffer on and off for yrs. I also have arthritis in my right knee, and spine...
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