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I Suffer Depression In Silence

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    "I Suffer Depression In Silence"

    "I Suffer Depression In Silence" i won,t let anyone in to my head cause i am scared they will leave or not understand me. so i have this wall up that i will never let down, i only let people in so far and when i feel the need to i can shut anyonme out for any good...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 13, 2008

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    pure silence.................
    debonaireash debonaireash 18-21, M 3 days ago

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    I struggled with self harm at 12-14 and I have depression. I pushed people away ask me questions if you need to I'm pretty useful for things like that
    ramdomgirl02 ramdomgirl02 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 18

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    too many people ridicule and prey on those who are worse off than them. that doesnt mean we don't need understanding or at least a sympathetic ear
    kingbrizo kingbrizo 18-21 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I will never tell anyone in person my pain, only online like this, with no face or way to know who I am.
    2b5h 2b5h 16-17, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I feel so alone, I have no one to talk to that understands me and what I'm feeling, I've been keeping so much inside that I feel like I'm going to explode. I feel so pathetic and...
    abbey220913 abbey220913 18-21, F 4 Responses Feb 9

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    honestly I've been suffering in silence for 4 years. all I want is someone to talk to all the time. loneliness is said to be the worst feeling in the world and its my best friend.
    noriebby noriebby 18-21, F 5 Responses Feb 1

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    It's 3:38am - I'm sitting here thinking why do I bother anymore. Why should I actually try? I'll only fail anyway But now I'm thinking. Why? I think back and I realise, no one was...
    jakusbakus jakusbakus 18-21, M 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    Depression is like a mite which eats a person from within,destroy all hopes and happiness.And leaves the person like a broken glass whose pieces are put together but will shatter...
    GenuineAngel GenuineAngel 18-21, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    Hi everyone -- I'm here to share my story about how I halted the majority of my depression and PTSD symptoms through diet change. :) I've suffered from depression for my entire...
    annexthecelt annexthecelt 22-25, F Feb 9

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    Hi everyone -- I'm here to share my story about how I halted the majority of my depression and PTSD symptoms through diet change. :) I've suffered from depression for my entire...
    annexthecelt annexthecelt 22-25, F Feb 9

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    Hi everyone -- I'm here to share my story about how I halted the majority of my depression and PTSD symptoms through diet change. :) I've suffered from depression for my entire...
    annexthecelt annexthecelt 22-25, F Feb 9

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    Hi everyone -- I'm here to share my story about how I halted the majority of my depression and PTSD symptoms through diet change. :) I've suffered from depression for my entire...
    annexthecelt annexthecelt 22-25, F Feb 9

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    Hi everyone -- I'm here to share my story about how I halted the majority of my depression and PTSD symptoms through diet change. :) I've suffered from depression for my entire...
    annexthecelt annexthecelt 22-25, F Feb 9

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    My boyfriend is a longtime sufferer of depression. As am I. As now, is his 17 year old son. My boyfriend and I have been in "remission" (I guess you'd call it) for a little while...
    megwolitzer megwolitzer 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 10

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    I have been reading so many posts from young people who are deeply depressed-and often suicidal. As a mother, it hurts me to see young people suffering, but what makes me hurt more...
    Bibiana554 Bibiana554 56-60, F Feb 13

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    Lately I have been watching TV way too much, and not knowing why I cannot stop. Today it occurred to me that it may be part of me subconsciously working on getting my depression...
    JoannaBe JoannaBe 41-45, F 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    It has been nearly a year since I got out of my depression. The last time lasted months and months. I first joined this group for help, and when I was over it I stayed to try and...
    PantomimeEira PantomimeEira 16-17, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    I don't care if you read my story or not. If you are suffering from Existential Depression and feeling isolated in your struggle, write about it here. Write exactly what you feel...
    limitingmypotential limitingmypotential 22-25, M 2 Responses Feb 7

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    I dont know when someone can say that they HAVE suffered from it, when the worst is over, when you feel great (even though it can sneak back at you.). I, suffer from depression, i...
    Soldottern Soldottern 18-21, F Feb 9

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    sigh........................................................!!!!!!!!!!!!! it is really very hard for me to talk about that , but i would like to do , when i was a child i missed...
    umayyad umayyad 31-35, M 2 Responses Feb 13

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    I'm just ... Done ! Depression is taking over my life!! With my parents passing away along wih my brother and my sisters being taken away ... I'm alone and the darkness is jus...
    suicidalblonde suicidalblonde 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 8

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    Good morning , I am sorry but I have not been feeling like writing lately or much of anything else here. I am cold (like 25 degree's)and depressed about being a failure in this...
    Bobbyjeanc Bobbyjeanc 61-65, T 1 Response Feb 19

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    Today is a good day. I don't write this to brag, boast, or to make anyone suffering feel worse. I write this because I want you to know that there WILL be a day for you that is a...
    pollyprozac pollyprozac 41-45, F 2 Responses Feb 20

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    This song is all i know I have nothing left to give I have found the perfect end You were made to make it hurt Disappear into the dirt Carry me to heaven's arms Light the way and...
    londonbr1dge londonbr1dge 16-17, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I've been battling these along with other mental deficiencies for roughly 25 years now. A number of times in the recent (and distant) past I've just wanted to take my pistol and...
    dirtydan3 dirtydan3 26-30 Feb 1

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    I'm 50 years old i'm the product of rape I've been dealing with that knowledge of that for about 25 years. The only time I'm happy is when I'm helping others. I suffer from...
    martin812 martin812 46-50, M 3 Responses Feb 1

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    Good morning, or is it? I must admit this weather is really getting to me. Waking up to the same routine for days on end... working hard to stay positive. Enjoy the "down" time...
    ExistsinHOPE ExistsinHOPE 51-55, F Feb 9

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    Today I went too the doctors. She told me I have anxiety and depression. I believe that is true. I have too be in a place alone too feel better about myself.
    Justadarkhole Justadarkhole 22-25, M Feb 11

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    My friend kinda sucks. She's always ditching me and expects me to take her ****. She's only my best friend when she has problems. But as soon as I have problems it's "I'm here for...
    emmeliarochester emmeliarochester 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 11

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    Please can someone message me I feel I need to speak to someone I can't speak to my family or boyfriend because they just don't understand what's going through my head, I took an...
    kaayloxox kaayloxox 18-21, F 6 Responses Feb 12

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    depression is like the wrecking ball and your like the wall it hits and hits to knock you over ..pushs u over the edge..honestly.
    sparksfly545 sparksfly545 13-15, F Feb 16

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    hello everyone. i'm back. who has suffered from depression? it it not sooo easy to fall back? it seems like it never left.
    Wewerethereinthattime Wewerethereinthattime 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 21

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    When I'm with my family it always happens I need to get away from here. It's so negative and poisonous. It's not healthy for me to be here. They are a major part of what I think...
    Anthony0210 Anthony0210 31-35, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    This is my story so please listen closely. I was born a baby boy and everyone was loving and caring. But soon after is where the happiness ends and the sorrow begins. During my...
    zepplinfan117 zepplinfan117 16-17, M 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    This is my story so please listen closely. I was born a baby boy and everyone was loving and caring. But soon after is where the happiness ends and the sorrow begins. During my...
    zepplinfan117 zepplinfan117 16-17, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Depression is like a huge storm cloud, no matter how far you think you've gone, that cloud will catch up. :(
    whyusteens whyusteens 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    I never know when it will hit me, but it always does. Like a train. Except not nearly as thundering and obvious - the empty, once there, is complete inner silence. There is no...
    thatswizard thatswizard 16-17 Feb 4

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    The darkness closes in on me, heavy, oppressive, snuffing out any last traces of light. I stare into nothing, desperate to silence the screaming in my head (you deserve this) but...
    EverythingYouNeverKnew EverythingYouNeverKnew 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 9

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    Darkness keeps trying to seep in. to corrupt dreams and rule. i lie in the dark alone and the silence echoes. The void of those nearby who chose to go. The empty place where i...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer 46-50, M 2 Responses Feb 14

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    After a long day at work, coming back to your room, only to find your roomate and her friends talking...and you have to talk and chitchat, when you really want to shut the door and...
    starlit11 starlit11 22-25, F Feb 20

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    Two am and the room's empty and so is she- staring vacantly at the ceiling, lost amid a swirling maelstrom of fragmented thoughts. When floating face-up on an endless ocean of...
    EverythingYouNeverKnew EverythingYouNeverKnew 13-15, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Silence speaks louder than thousands words. When you sit with your loved one and he is not saying anything. Just look at you and trace every inch of yourself with his eyes. When...
    rockettothemoon08 rockettothemoon08 18-21, F Feb 9

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    I am sick of living. Really this isn't living, it's existing. I simply can't find any joy or happiness. The meds, the therapy, prayer, nothing helps. God must hate me to have given...
    nothingandno1 nothingandno1 26-30, F Feb 1

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    today I am having thoughts of doing it. just thoughts, at this moment I am feeling alone and sad, I cry, it helps, but the pain of my life it hurts. I feel I don't belong here. I...
    nevergiveup54 nevergiveup54 56-60, M Feb 16

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