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I Suffer From Depresion

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    Goddamnit. I did so good on New Year's Eve And

    some of yesterday and now all day today i haven't eaten and my family went bowling with a bunch of friends and my dad walks in to the bowling place (he was late) and asks me "what's wrong?" I totally break down run outside and cry and punch the wall until my knuckles bled. I...
    Lilly628 Lilly628 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 2

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    Traviesaal Traviesaal 18-21, F Jul 8, 2014

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    Gummybears2010 Gummybears2010 13-15, F Oct 6, 2014

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    I have had undiagnosed depression

    for 5 years I can't remember what happy is.
    Traviesaal Traviesaal 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 1, 2014

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    I've been struggling the last couple of days

    but I'm determined to turn things around. Today I will practice mindfulness and stay focused on the present.
    Sweetdaisymae Sweetdaisymae 46-50, F 1 Response Jul 29

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    I'm captured by sorrow,

    a hostage to misery
    ibelong2some1 ibelong2some1 41-45, F 1 Response Dec 9, 2013

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    Depression: Spiralling Down

    I too suffer from depression. Male, living alone, separated. My doctor put me on an antidepressant but it's not working. Last year was a good year. This year: terrible. Drama. Girlfriend left me. Other woman I really wanted left my life forever. Clients left - I am self-employed...
    ontariomichael ontariomichael 46-50, M 1 Response Oct 11, 2012

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    My husband. Just relapsed.

    I caught him. Then he lied to my face trying to say he wasn't, when I saw it with my own eyes! He's ridiculous! I was very calm about it, he kind of confessed but not really. He's really sad now. Even though I was super calm-I am screaming inside!!! Screaming hard! Shaking! I...
    wheelsxoxo wheelsxoxo 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 16, 2014

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    I don't know where Uwais has gone but I do know he took me with it. I feel as though I've dissappeared even though I can be seen. You've taken my soul with you. My breath feels...
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    Last year was probably the worst when I didn't even have a clue what they were - I had an inkling but I didn't want to add on another issue I had to deal with. They felt like...
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    Ever since I left high schooland sadly became a pill addict, I've developed this sense that I will always be overweight. I'm terrified to gain a pound. It started with me running...
    HollyMaria954 HollyMaria954 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    Major depression, moderate anxiety and schizophrenia have affected my life since I was age six. I recently started a tumblr blog writing about how coping and suffering with these...
    CelticBoxingGuy CelticBoxingGuy 41-45, M Aug 19

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    I have been suffering from depression for quite some time, months or more. Pain has a lot to do with it, but so does circumstance. I am continually tired, and unable to function...
    Glennr67 Glennr67 46-50, M Aug 19

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    I finally found out what to call what I do. I get obsessed with characters from movies books or made up ones and make stories around them all. Usually I rock back and forth while...
    pianokat pianokat 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 16

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    My MN mother abused my cats to assert her power over me & to feed off my pain, helplessness and terror. I always felt so guilty that I couldn't protect them from her that I never...
    wowodeals wowodeals 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 16

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    How to tell if someone is suffering from depression: People without depression: I'm fine😀 People with depression: I'm fine😀
    PenelopePotter PenelopePotter 13-15, F Aug 15

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    Anger is not something to be ashamed of. Anger is a natural response to injustice and can help break the cycle of abuse. Anger is a crucial part of recovery. Two weeks ago on 7/31...
    wowodeals wowodeals 26-30, F Aug 15

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    My usual day is a 4/6 on the pain scale. Today is a 9. I'm in so much pain :(
    xxalicerosexx xxalicerosexx 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 14

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    Some days are worse than others. I have severe pain mostly from my neck down to my lower back. The pain also occurs in my arms and legs. It feels like electricity running through...
    TheQuirkyQuasar TheQuirkyQuasar 26-30, M Aug 13

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    I was just scrolling down my Facebook wall when I saw a tumblr post about MD, I had never heard about it before. Then I realised I have this! I quickly researched it nad holy crap...
    DanaJuliana DanaJuliana 22-25, F Aug 13

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    One of the symptoms people have noticed in me is that I have lost the 'sparkle' in my eyes. I can't say I've noticed it in myself, but others have. I get a glassy haze when I zone...
    PrettyLes PrettyLes 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 13

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    There are so many things I daydream about. Most of the thought are about me hanging out with different celebrities. Sometimes I hang out with fictional characters or characters I...
    IndecisiveDoeEyes IndecisiveDoeEyes 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 12

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    Everything in my daydreams I feel is happening but its not so I feel alone, isolated.. I felt I had a crush on a gay male that was requitted and its not and went along with it a...
    Ariel555 Ariel555 36-40, F Aug 12

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    I have maladaptive daydreaming and I hate it. I drown myself in these weird inner worlds but going nowhere in my life. My dreams are a great departure from life, but I feel so...
    Ariel555 Ariel555 36-40, F Aug 12

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    So i just looked at this on wikipedia, and to my dismay it was like a description of my life. While i don't have any sort of traumatic background, i have always had an overactive...
    acode acode 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 11

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    For the past 2+ years I've suffered from chronic pelvic pain, with no known cause. It started out just monthly with the worst cramps imagineable- to the point where I couldn't even...
    g00dlikesunkist g00dlikesunkist 22-25 Aug 11

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    But my parents seem not to care.
    creedsoul11 creedsoul11 18-21, F Aug 10

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    i am going to a new school without new of my friends this year. I'm good at being on my own and fitting in but i know i am going to feel anxious. any tips on how to prepare myself...
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    I'd love to know about other people's dreams. It's amazing what people can do with their imagination.
    0KatieKat0 0KatieKat0 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 10

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    I wish I had the guts to tell my parents and family about my depression and anxiety. I realized I probably had this problem about 3-4 years ago, but it's just so ******* difficult...
    nathanieljlaw nathanieljlaw 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 10

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    I've been doing it ever since I can remember. If I could pin point one exact moment, it would be when I was watching a kids' cartoon and I after I had watched it I went to my room...
    Vivanda Vivanda 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 10

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    Feeling really low today. Yesterday was a nightmare. Nothing went as planned. Hoping today turns out 1000 times better.
    44SingleFemaleSouthEdm 44SingleFemaleSouthEdm 41-45, F Aug 10

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    The last time I remember being truly happy was towards the end of 2009. I had just completed my first year of uni, and spent a few days at a friend's house. We had a great time...
    PrettyLes PrettyLes 22-25, F Aug 10

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    All the time being alone, my friends have moved forward with their lives and I can't do much, I get to preoccupied when I'm alone trying not to do anything I'll regret later. I...
    qman986 qman986 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 10

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    I suppose it has gotten chronic now, it's been 8 months and itäs just spreading. My lower back is in pain every day, the level of pain differ depending on what I do and at times...
    LoveUnite LoveUnite 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 9

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    Anxiety not OCD, I SYMPATHIZE with ocd **warm hug**
    cashetty69 cashetty69 51-55, M Aug 9

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    My lovelymaskedbeauty persona is a byproduct of this.
    lovelymaskedbeauty lovelymaskedbeauty 31-35, F Aug 9

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