I Suffer From Depresion

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 63 People

    I've been struggling the last couple of days

    but I'm determined to turn things around. Today I will practice mindfulness and stay focused on the present.
    Sweetdaisymae Sweetdaisymae
    46-50, F
    1 Response Jul 29, 2015
    Traviesaal Traviesaal
    18-21, F
    Jul 8, 2014

    My husband. Just relapsed.

    I caught him. Then he lied to my face trying to say he wasn't, when I saw it with my own eyes! He's ridiculous! I was very calm about it, he kind of confessed but not really. He's really sad now. Even though I was super calm-I am screaming inside!!! Screaming hard! Shaking! I...
    wheelsxoxo wheelsxoxo
    22-25, F
    1 Response Aug 16, 2014

    I have had undiagnosed depression

    for 5 years I can't remember what happy is.
    Traviesaal Traviesaal
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 1, 2014

    I'm captured by sorrow,

    a hostage to misery
    ibelong2some1 ibelong2some1
    41-45, F
    1 Response Dec 9, 2013

    Goddamnit. I did so good on New Year's Eve And

    some of yesterday and now all day today i haven't eaten and my family went bowling with a bunch of friends and my dad walks in to the bowling place (he was late) and asks me "what's wrong?" I totally break down run outside and cry and punch the wall until my knuckles bled. I...
    Lilly628 Lilly628
    13-15, F
    1 Response Jan 2, 2015

    Depression: Spiralling Down

    I too suffer from depression. Male, living alone, separated. My doctor put me on an antidepressant but it's not working. Last year was a good year. This year: terrible. Drama. Girlfriend left me. Other woman I really wanted left my life forever. Clients left - I am self-employed...
    ontariomichael ontariomichael
    46-50, M
    1 Response Oct 11, 2012
    Gummybears2010 Gummybears2010
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    Oct 6, 2014

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