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I Suffer From Depresion

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    Traviesaal Traviesaal 18-21, F Jul 8

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    I have had undiagnosed depression

    for 5 years I can't remember what happy is.
    Traviesaal Traviesaal 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 1

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    I'm captured by sorrow,

    a hostage to misery
    ibelong2some1 ibelong2some1 41-45, F 1 Response Dec 9, 2013

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    Depression: Spiralling Down

    I too suffer from depression. Male, living alone, separated. My doctor put me on an antidepressant but it's not working. Last year was a good year. This year: terrible. Drama. Girlfriend left me. Other woman I really wanted left my life forever. Clients left - I am self-employed...
    ontariomichael ontariomichael 46-50, M 1 Response Oct 11, 2012

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    kaylaa1 kaylaa1 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 3

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    Almost 2 years ago in August I went to bed normally and woke up with a broken face in the middle of the night. It's hard for me to think about it so that's all I'm going to say...
    jentile jentile 16-17, F Jun 29

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    I have a rare disorder called Loeyz-Dietz syndrome in a bad form. 28 surgeries. 3 open heart. Another coming soon. I can walk and appear mostly normal, but I suffer minimum 8/10...
    longcat4u longcat4u 31-35, M 2 Responses Jun 30

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    I was diagnosed a few years back by a counselor i was seeing with Avoidant personality disorder. After years of struggling to keep and hold onto a job including two failed attempts...
    shinjorai shinjorai 36-40, M 1 Response Jul 15

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    I've always suffered from SSS and Misophonia since I was very young. Recently it's gotten very difficult for me. I have been getting over whelmed or over come with feelings and...
    Danicakes9 Danicakes9 13-15, F Jul 1

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    it all started in the 7th grade. I was not a very popular person. At the begging of the year I met a boy named noah he was my locker neighbor and I didn't really know him before I...
    wothlessdreamer14 wothlessdreamer14 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 3

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    When I was younger up to when I was about maybe 14, I suffered from sleep paralysis. I always knew it was coming because before the attack my entire body had a pins and needles...
    Xander8905 Xander8905 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 13

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    My husband suffers from chronic wide spread nerve pain. He has been diagnosed with small fiber neuropathy, fibromyalgia, and myofacial pain syndrome. The best way to describe what...
    overwhelmedandexhausted overwhelmedandexhausted 26-30, F Jul 16

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    I didn't quite know why I couldn't dare get change from the teenager at the register, or ask a stranger for help in public until about two years ago. I did some research and found...
    thegreatsideshow thegreatsideshow 13-15, F 19 hrs ago

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    This is so crazy to me..I never knew this was a thing but I've had it my whole life. I had a particularly terrifying episode 2 nights ago and it effected me the whole day so I...
    nikkny nikkny 22-25, F 4 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    I have been diagnosed with clinical depression from the age of 15. I guess what got me started was the constant bullying I endured through my school years. At the age of 14, I...
    Gemz2411 Gemz2411 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 10

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    I have been having a particularly hard weekend dealing with the loneliness of living with a spouse with chronic pain so I searched the web and found this site. As I read some of...
    hispainismypain hispainismypain 61-65, F 3 Responses Jul 12

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    ~*~ I am "re-posting" this, from something I wrote a friend. ~*~ So many folks don't know about this & it's a shame. ( Plz, keep N mind - different things work 4 different folks...
    JusDifferent JusDifferent 41-45, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Frankly, I don't think I'm really "suffering." I love my daydreams, and they help me deal with my life that I am definitely not enjoying. So far I don't think it's really affected...
    rushmoer rushmoer 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 6

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    Hello I suffer anxiety and deppresion, had it ever since i was 8. It sucks, and I barely have any friends.. I am 19 male in U.S. I just joined to hopefully meet people on here...
    Lambertt Lambertt 18-21, M Jul 8

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    I don't know if I'm suffering arachnophobia.. I know I'm terrified of spiders so bad that when I see one I can't move and I start to shake and hard to breath... I don't know
    Escapinginsanity Escapinginsanity 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I have a question. How do I know if I have Maladaptive Daydreaming? What makes me think I have MD is because... 1. I daydream a lot. As in even whether I'm just walking from my...
    iridexent iridexent 18-21 2 Responses Jun 28

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    Okay, I've daydreamed for as long as I can remember. So probably since I was like 5 or somewhere around that age. I always have daydreamed more than the average person but it didn...
    thoseinsomniacnights thoseinsomniacnights 13-15, F Jul 6

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    It's been pretty easy to cope with for a very long time, thanks to the fact that I stopped self-medicating years ago! But lately, it's been harder and harder to even think I'm a...
    TtotheD TtotheD 56-60, M Jul 18

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    I've only recently found out what was wrong with me, and it feels like a huge weight has been lifted from my life that there are other people who do this as much as I do. However...
    quilladin quilladin 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 19

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    I can't even tell if it's unrequited love ,I've been in love with this girls for about 7 months I think or something like that and the two of us have grown really close The...
    Life8227 Life8227 16-17, F Jul 3

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    I've been seeing a therapist for just over a month now. I hate talking about sex, it makes me very uncomfortable, but after being with my partner for over 7 years I know that I can...
    ajsmith24 ajsmith24 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 3

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    I didn't even know something as 'Maladaptive Daydreaming' even existed! It started out when I was about 12 (I'm 14 now) and it wasn't very often and didn't last long but as days...
    MariaSophia13 MariaSophia13 13-15, F Jul 5

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    The pain is like a knife, piercing all the way through, burning and melting like magma away inside of me, I just want it to go away! It's spreads like poison... Sometimes, I'm...
    Mimi94x Mimi94x 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 7

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    Another Xanax to start my night off at work. I promise there will be a day that comes where I won't need this to keep me from panicking.
    BrittanyErin BrittanyErin 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 11

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    Bipolar depression is 25% worse than unipolar depression. That is a powerful medical truth. Any depression layered with suicidal ideation and lethargy and unending sadness is not...
    wiseprotector wiseprotector 41-45, M 1 Response Jul 14

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    I think this stems from when I was really young. The ages between 2-5. I didn't really live near many children, so I usually just played with my toys by myself. I was told I was...
    Sarahlee566 Sarahlee566 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 15

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    More and more I come to the conclusion that anger is the most useless of emotions. It corrupts our actions and corrodes our hearts. Anger breeds hatred and should be cast aside as...
    Lemartes Lemartes 31-35, M Jul 18

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    Since I was six years old. It's gotten better over the years, when I used to get it it was so bad I would go into shock and pass out because it was stemming from abuse. I have...
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 18

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    I've realised that my anger was the reaction to and not the cause of whatever was bothering me. I find it more easy to identify when this is happening, and I try to stop myself...
    mypath43 mypath43 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 20

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    I just found this site. Every story I read sounds like my own. My wife is the love of my life. My everything. The past two years I have seen her go from an amazingly passionate and...
    dempag dempag 41-45, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    One time I had a night terror, and it all seemed so realistic. I was walking towards the kitchen and stopped at by the dining table because my friend Nicolle was sitting there so I...
    rangek rangek 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    i have an incurable OCD that my psychologist and psychiatrist say will last forever i am on the highest dose of drugs you can take legally (zoloft) and i have gone threw more...
    Simple666 Simple666 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    I have crippling pain all the time. Sometimes it's two or more pains at once. Generally I have back pain, ankle pain, neck pain, wrist pain, headaches, and/or migraines.
    kat990 kat990 13-15 3 Responses Jun 28

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    The headaches will not go away. Sometimes, I can't even see straight! >:0
    AlleywayGospel AlleywayGospel 26-30, F Jun 28

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    The meds are too expensive for me. :( I have no one to talk to about it. How do you get it under control?
    KittyMask KittyMask 22-25, F 4 Responses Jun 29

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    In the daylight hours it's anxiety. At night it's depression. Rinse and repeat. I'm so tired of feeling this way. You can't tell depression to **** off. Being "smart" is just...
    gravedancinq gravedancinq 13-15, F Jun 29

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    I hate living. It's so boring. Sometimes I feel that dying will be my only adventure.
    Scootr28 Scootr28 18-21, M 2 Responses Jun 30

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    I really don't wanna live any more tbh
    lonelinessneverfades lonelinessneverfades 13-15, F 8 Responses Jun 30

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    I share my mind and body with 4 other personalities. Annd I hate it because I never have an ideaa of when is going to try and come out. I almost have no control of them and I hate...
    SkylarPurdy SkylarPurdy 22-25, F Jul 1

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    I'm the second child of the family. I have an older brother who is a year older than me & a younger sister 8 1/2 yrs. younger than me. I can't say my parents are bad but I've been...
    Cfil26 Cfil26 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 1

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    Gynecomastia is is the enlargement of male breasts. It causes men to have breasts like that of females. It can be caused by medication, such as what happened to me, or it could be...
    gononymous gononymous 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 1

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    Isn't it funny how you could love somebody so much and them not giving to ***** about you. It hurts so bad. But I will love you to forever and always.
    wothlessdreamer14 wothlessdreamer14 22-25, F Jul 3

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