I Suffer From Depression and Anxiety

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 532 People

    Worry never robs tomorrow of its sorrow,

    it only saps today of its joy
    Angelov Angelov
    22-25, M
    Mar 29, 2015

    It's so hard to deal with

    so much homework and very importants tests in 2 weeks that I barely know anything and I have even more tests after that, the stress is gonna kill me
    josef2000 josef2000
    16-17, M
    1 Response Apr 13, 2015

    Really bad night tonight.

    I always knew I was a complete **** up but I suppose eventually all I can do is shrug my shoulders and accept it. In some weird way I wouldn't even know what to do with myself if I WAS happy. It's not even an emotion I'm capable of feeling anymore. Like literally not.
    Tuva Tuva
    31-35, M
    3 Responses Jul 24, 2015

    Well that's an understatement.

    Every day gets a little worse. Slowly but surely that little light at the end of the tunnel gets smaller and smaller. Any happiness I was able to fake to the rest of the world is getting weaker, I'm losing the expression in my voice and the gleam in my eyes. My smile is becoming...
    Rosaalie Rosaalie
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 18, 2015

    I try to do everything right,

    exercise, eat healthier, stay as productive as I can. And nothing. Lately I've been weak, constantly tired, and I can't focus on much. I even walk my dog because I heard walking outside can help, but it doesn't help me. I hate feeling this bad and not understanding why.
    SaintInHell SaintInHell
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Oct 12, 2015

    I have just about every Disorders

    but not all of them! But I was not totally told what I had til I was almost 40 Years-Old
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response May 31, 2015

    Everyday it gets a little easier.

    Whether it's bottling it up or working to ignore that sinking feeling, I find new ways to cope with it. If and when I shed tears it's usually alone in my room where no one can see me fall apart. To open up to my friends is mostly unthinkable. They've got their problems so why...
    PoisonousWolf PoisonousWolf
    22-25, F
    Mar 16

    I can't get over it..

    ..everytime I think I am getting better something comes and knocks me back down....the one thing that made me happy left....and now I am stuck with the pieces wondering what to do...waiting for the next time we talk...being hopeful but secretly knowing it's useless to be hopeful...
    MericaMan MericaMan
    18-21, M
    2 Responses May 9, 2015

    I always have been a person to act tough

    when I really aren't. Trying to keep a smile on my face and wanting to make other people happy, but I felt like I was being stabbed (emotionally) while I was helping you out. "It's fine." But it never is. It's barely ever fine. I kept my depression and anxiety hidden away from...
    RevolvingDreamer RevolvingDreamer
    18-21, F
    Dec 31, 2015

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    this page to raise money for hyperhidrosis wristbands
    pbarn pbarn
    31-35, M
    Jan 21

    I suffer with severe anxiety,

    it gets me to the point where anger manifests itself, as a ? person I cannot do much except get some fresh air take my meds and cry... However that doesn't work so I put the tv on with programmes that I've recorded to help, that's no good either. The only thing that does...
    Fizzy0875 Fizzy0875
    41-45, F
    Mar 21, 2015

    I know the isn't a experience But I have plenty

    of it and I know I will have to put up with this part of me But forever one else who is the same am here for you all and we get through it together
    Chesher Chesher
    18-21, M
    Jun 16, 2015

    Depression has a different quality

    than the normal range of sadness that you may feel throughout the day. When you are depressed you do not feel like being with anybody. You either sleep way more than usual or you can hardly sleep at all. Similarly, your appetite is either nonexistent or increases dramatically...
    Angelov Angelov
    22-25, M
    Mar 28, 2015

    Down the road, my life goes on .

    Dreams of death ,are ever real. Thoughts of life, lost all hope. Falling down to the grave. To thoughts like this i am a slave. From my mind i cannot save. Just to death i cannot fear. Thats one thing that is so clear. I need to stop, and never dream. Thats the way that it does...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response May 9, 2015

    I've suffered from depression

    and anxiety since 6.....
    Brianna43 Brianna43
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 30, 2015

    I tried cutting once.

    Because I had no choice.
    darkestSun darkestSun
    26-30, F
    Dec 31, 2015
    Sweetdaisymae Sweetdaisymae
    46-50, F
    1 Response Jun 29, 2015

    Light a candle to days gone by.

    Say a prayer, and start to cry. Loose all hope,don't wonder why. Say to yourself, i just want to die. Take those pills, use that knife. Get a gun, its time to go. Say goodbye
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response May 10, 2015

    I have anxiety talking to people

    and being with people makes me feel like I'm stuck in a box I can't make eye contact with strangers and I feel shy and panicked when I see someone I know and I can't ask for things at a store alone anxiety is ruining my life I want to be normal and be free but I feel trapped and...
    neonpinkcupcakelover neonpinkcupcakelover
    18-21, F
    2 Responses May 9, 2015

    my life right now is emotionally

    so damn hard its hard to staying strong u can see the sadness and pain in my eyes but I try not to show it I angrily wipe my tears away
    neonpinkcupcakelover neonpinkcupcakelover
    18-21, F
    Apr 8, 2015

    today I found out one of my best friends is

    dying...she's like a big sister to me!
    girlcandy1973 girlcandy1973
    41-45, F
    1 Response Mar 22, 2015

    The loneliest moment in someone?

    s life is when they are watching their whole world fall apart, and all they can do is stare blankly. (The Great Gatsby) this is happening to me which is escalating my depression immensely, and I can't control either, but cry and medicate.
    Fizzy0875 Fizzy0875
    41-45, F
    Mar 21, 2015

    I suffer from depression

    and anxiety... My family does not believe that I have anxiety. :( they think I'm faking. I had to have my parents padlock the front and back door because I'm so afraid that someone is going to come inside and kill me and my parents...:'( I can't live like this. What is wrong...
    Lovelybaby18 Lovelybaby18
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Mar 19, 2015

    The greatest degree of inner tranquility comes

    from the development of love and compassion. The more we care for the happiness of others, the greater is our own sense of well-being."
    Fizzy0875 Fizzy0875
    41-45, F
    1 Response Mar 21, 2015
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    May 9, 2015

    I have struggled really hard to trust my long

    distance BF of two years... not because he is untrustworthy but because I have issues of my own. I think I have gotten better but sometimes my anxiety just gets me. recently it has come out that a family member of mine has been cheating on his wife. idk why but it's putting...
    SarahLily12 SarahLily12
    26-30, F
    Jan 2

    I have depression but I'm trying to overcome it.

    I did self harm about a month ago but have been clean since! I do have my depressed days but I'm gonna overcome depression for good!
    GirlOnline15 GirlOnline15
    16-17, F
    Sep 16, 2015

    I suffer my Major Depressive Disorder

    and Post traumatic stress also borderline personality and general and social anxiety
    onefedupgirl onefedupgirl
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 20, 2015

    Why the **** can't I just be happy!

    !!!!!!!? It's my bday. I'm usually happy I usually make my bday good. Today sux. I feel so sorry for myself:) I don't want to feel sorry for me. I just wanna be normal and happy. Oh why the **** can't I be like those wonderfully dumbass blissfully ignorant idiots.
    jipsi jipsi
    41-45, F
    Jul 3, 2015

    I've been so depressed

    and anxious due to work these days. Sunday's are like full panic mode the entire day because all I can think about is that I have to go to work on Monday. It's miserable and awful.
    thepooloftears thepooloftears
    26-30
    Apr 10, 2015

    I woke up this morning feeling like the world

    is over. I don't know, just feels like nothing matters. How can I release these feelings of hopelessness if I can't cry, and can't figure out how to organize them on paper? Well, suicide's an option. Yeah, feeling pretty bad today. The crazy thing is, I just tried to help...
    blindangel92 blindangel92
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Mar 28, 2015

    I don't know what to do anymore I'm sinking more

    and more each day I'm isolating myself more I'm drowning myself in music yet I don't cut I crave the feeling of blood dripping out from a cut and the scar that reminds me how I am ****** up and its all my fault
    neonpinkcupcakelover neonpinkcupcakelover
    18-21, F
    Apr 28, 2015

    I wish I had the guts to tell my parents

    and family about my depression and anxiety. I realized I probably had this problem about 3-4 years ago, but it's just so ******* difficult to talk about it.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Aug 10, 2015

    I always seem to be all over the place with my

    emotions. I am afraid of loosing myself to that dark hole again. It consumes me without warning. It likes to keep me there. I can't loose myself again. Others need me to be myself.
    LAhaven LAhaven
    22-25, F
    Jun 9, 2015

    I suffer from depression

    for 3 years now. The past 2 years I pushed my best friends away in a sec, I showed a lot of hatred towards my family, my respect was 0%, my goals were not stable, I cried non stop, I felt something dark around me, I was losing faith and hope in everything, I failed almost all my...
    nkbbb nkbbb
    18-21, F
    Sep 8, 2014

    People need to understand

    that mentally ill people didn't ask to be sick. We've just been hurt for so long that it just eventually changed us into what we have become.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jul 23, 2015

    I lost my Grandad at age of 11

    who was more of a dad to me than my real dad he took care of me and took me out places and learnt me so many things learnt me how to spell how to do my times tables at the age 6 I look upto my Grandad he was best thing I ever had then I lost him :/ At age 14 my mum and dad split...
    goldendelight goldendelight
    22-25, F
    Jun 3, 2014

    I just wanna lay in bed all day

    and not do anything or talk to anyone. I just wanna be left alone. I just wish I can go to sleep and never wake up.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Feb 25, 2015

    Sometimes I can't talk to people

    that I'm close with because I feel that I won't be in the right mindset to be around them. I want to be myself and have them feel like they have all of me so that things aren't awkward and silent. I have to have space from certain people for their sake and mine because I don't...
    enigmaticflower enigmaticflower
    18-21, F
    2 Responses May 31, 2015
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