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I Suffer From Depression Anxiety Disorder

Depression causes Anxiety, Anxiety causes Depression...it's an endless circle.... 161 People

    I Don't Care

    i dont care that i dont care, but i do care a bit about not caring about not caring - but maybe i do feel sorry for the people whos efforts are wasted on me.
    hartleybroken hartleybroken 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 6, 2010

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    How I Made It Through Another Day.

    It’s been months of misery. Of no one understanding, and honestly not many people trying. I don’t know how long I’ve dealt with depression itself, but I can tell you when the suicidal thoughts had become such a regular occurrence: September 2012. School had just started and...
    megalegaloo megalegaloo 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 9, 2013

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    I'm having an anxiety attack right now

    because I have to clean the kitchen. Imagine your kitchen and then imagine the dirtiest its ever been times ten but added to dead insects, and dog poop. The whole house is basically like this except for my room. My mom decided she was going to have 14 dogs all living in our...
    TheBellaBubbles TheBellaBubbles 18-21, F Nov 5, 2014

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    Bleh

     I remember when my friend was telling me about her depression for the first time... i remember thinking to myself... just snap out of it and get your **** together... Then i was diagnosed with it myself in 07... and i thought to myself... wow... now i understand. now i know...
    LonelyTrail LonelyTrail 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 5, 2009

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    Why Dont People Understand Me

    i suffer from depression and anxiety,i switch off and close down and feel the world is on my shoulders,people keep telling me to go on anti deprerents,but i think it would be better to speak to a councillor,can anyone give me any contacts for free counciling
    sweetness37 sweetness37 36-40 1 Response Mar 17, 2011

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    Depressed For No Reason.

    Nothing is really going wrong I'm just depressed.  I don't wanna do anything, I just sit in my apartment and either play video games or sleep.  I'm depressed enough to stop living, but too bored to kill myself.  I just feel like my life is a television...
    Beastweaver Beastweaver 41-45, M 3 Responses Jul 5, 2009

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    Disorders

    Well it seems like everything makes me feel bad I can be happy laughing with my friends or with my family then it hit me like I pile of bricks I feel alone I want to cry and die . Then I stop talking and I get jealous easy I feel like everyone that tells me they love me are lying...
    DanielleOwensA95 DanielleOwensA95 18-21, F Sep 8, 2013

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    Confusion

    I feel depressed and don't know why. I haven't told anyone. I don't want them to worry. God knows I do. I'm not sure if it's stress, or my parents not being home a lot, my little bro spending so much time on the computer, or what, but I do know that it sucks. And it is causing me...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 31, 2010

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    It Only Gets Worse

    I have suffered with anxiety and depression since before I was in middle school. Since it first began it has gotten 100 times worse. It has been at its worst lately. My grandma was diagnosed with cancer around two months ago, and ever since then there has been a hateful fued...
    Nankurunaisa Nankurunaisa 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 21, 2011

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    But If We Are Wise...

    Here's hoping for a brighter tomorrow. Here's hoping for that routine promise of everything just “falling into place”. That everything really does happen for a reason and that people can be honest. Here's hoping that you really do learn from your mistakes. Here's to...
    megalegaloo megalegaloo 22-25, F Feb 19, 2013

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    My depression isn't so severe.

    I can get by my days, slowly and in a fog but surely I can pass each day and breathe. I see my days only in black and white. Yet I know that you should live each day as if it were your last- which I used to. Every moment, every day, I made the effort. Now, all my energy goes...
    Recklessjuliet13 Recklessjuliet13 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 6, 2014

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    Its An Endless Cycle....

    Just like MyBodySux put it when she put in the title, it is an endless cycle. I am dealing with Depression, and Anxiety. I feel like I can never get a break from any of it. When I am really depressed I seem to become more anxicious about things, and that just makes me more...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses May 30, 2009

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    Support Me?

    My heart literally aches. I didn't know that that was possible. As I sit here typing, I am feeling actual pain in my chest. Things are just too out of control for me right now and I so badly want to just end it all, but I can't. So here I am. I'm here using what little...
    megalegaloo megalegaloo 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 26, 2013

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    What Do I Do?

    I recently admitted to myself that I suffer from depression and anxiety. I have already been to see my doctor and the first thing she did was offer me antidepressants. Honestly, the thought of taking medication scares me especially because of the side effects. I have been going...
    SAD81 SAD81 26-30, F 3 Responses Sep 4, 2009

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    I've Just Realised The Root Of It All

    I've suffered from this since the break up of my first boyfriend when I was 20. Since then, every time a relationship has ended, I've plunged into the darkness again. Even the possiblility of a break up can trigger it. I'm currently having problems in my relationship at the...
    Vanilla31 Vanilla31 31-35, F 3 Responses Jan 20, 2010

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    You Can'T Always Get What You Want

    Speaking with others can be so significant. It can be warming. It can be deteriorating. But today it was good. We can't count on others and that's the cold hard truth. People would like to commend themselves for their commitment to another soul but in the grand scheme of things...
    megalegaloo megalegaloo 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 19, 2013

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    A Note To My Cousin I Will Share With You, The Depressed And Anxious. We All Share In These Words.

    So wonderful to hear from you. My mood has also been like a silly ball. It's been a very hard time recently. Changed my meds. Have severe nauseau. Trying to cope with that. Will begin new meds today. I was going to write you yesterday, a document I was creating in my head in...
    mdg1 mdg1 41-45, M Sep 8, 2011

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    Trying To Keep The Anxiety Down

    I'm having problems tonight. I have anxiety sitting in my chest and stomach. I know that I shouldn't be doing this to myself but I can't help it. I really don't have control over it. People keep telling me, "just take a deep breath". Sorry to break it you people BUT IT DOESN...
    Daddysproperty Daddysproperty 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 20, 2012

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    When The One Who Should Understand Doesn't

    My whole life, my dad has been the person I've admired most in my life. He is, in fact, my favorite person in this whole great world. With this kind of connection, you would think that he would be my Go-To for all of the challenges in my life, or at least this is what I've always...
    megalegaloo megalegaloo 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 10, 2013

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    What Do I Do?

    I recently admitted to myself that I suffer from depression and anxiety. I have already been to see my doctor and the first thing she did was offer me antidepressants. Honestly, the thought of taking medication scares me especially because of the side effects. I have been going...
    SAD81 SAD81 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 4, 2009

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    To Feel Alive Again

    I painted my nails the other day. What a big step for me; to plan, to prepare, to follow through. Such a feeling has become foreign to me over these past few months, but now? Now my nails are painted. That’s one step closer to being me…again.
    megalegaloo megalegaloo 22-25, F Feb 22, 2013

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    My Past Won'T Leave Me Alone

    I used to be a happy, carefree person..then life happened..as a child at 6 years old,I witnessed my father beat my mother..this is the first memory I have..thankfully, they divorced, and I have only seen my father about 5 times since.. I am now 43. At 9 and 10 years old, I was...
    clover316 clover316 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 26, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    I dont know when someone can say that they HAVE suffered from it, when the worst is over, when you feel great (even though it can sneak back at you.). I, suffer from depression, i...
    Soldottern Soldottern 18-21, F Feb 9

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    Today I went too the doctors. She told me I have anxiety and depression. I believe that is true. I have too be in a place alone too feel better about myself.
    Justadarkhole Justadarkhole 22-25, M Feb 11

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    I have been given countless medication over the years and these haven't worked as I never faced the root of my anxiety. I am in the process of really exploring the nitty gritty...
    CosmicPrincess CosmicPrincess 26-30, F Feb 17

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    I literally hate how I can't talk to people. I can barely talk to my boyfriend . I'm so awkward and I get anxiety when someone says something to me .
    Meggypoo Meggypoo 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 7

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    When I'm with my family it always happens I need to get away from here. It's so negative and poisonous. It's not healthy for me to be here. They are a major part of what I think...
    Anthony0210 Anthony0210 31-35, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Good morning, or is it? I must admit this weather is really getting to me. Waking up to the same routine for days on end... working hard to stay positive. Enjoy the "down" time...
    ExistsinHOPE ExistsinHOPE 51-55, F Feb 9

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    depression is like the wrecking ball and your like the wall it hits and hits to knock you over ..pushs u over the edge..honestly.
    sparksfly545 sparksfly545 13-15, F Feb 16

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    Hello, I am a guy from Denmark, and 21 years. I came across this app a day ago. I have a thing, that i really enjoy weed, and find it so relaxing and thought-stimulating. But i...
    laxxe laxxe 18-21, M Feb 4

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    What is Social Status and it's expectations? Social status is based off success for the most part. How much we have accomplished in our lives, how much money we earn, save...
    Lemartes Lemartes 31-35, M Feb 6

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    This is really starting to take over my life and I don't know how to deal with it anymore.
    nathanieljlaw nathanieljlaw 18-21, M Feb 9

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    I just wanna lay in bed all day and not do anything or talk to anyone. I just wanna be left alone. I just wish I can go to sleep and never wake up.
    nathanieljlaw nathanieljlaw 18-21, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Tomorrow I start a strict starving diet. I can't take this anymore. :'( im giving in...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M Feb 15

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    I still can't remember what happen to me to cause me to spilt into 4
    Javier09 Javier09 13-15, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    Sometimes I feels so depressed that I think I will not be able to complete my college course and think about dropping out but weeds is the thing that gives me hope to continue.
    iamunique7 iamunique7 22-25 4 Responses Feb 5

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    CONFORMITY My war against conformity has been a long one. The conflict beginning in Middle School. I didn't play football or any other team sports, my love affair with all things...
    Lemartes Lemartes 31-35, M Feb 6

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    The Voices in my Head To be overly dramatic, they are Legion, I have had a thousand conversations with a thousand different voices, though they have only ever been a single voice...
    Lemartes Lemartes 31-35, M Feb 6

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    I'm scared about what people think of me. Am I good enough? Am I not? Do they think I'm boring or not? Am I not pretty enough? I can barely talk with someone. My insecure are too...
    balloffurxaw balloffurxaw 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 12

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    My friends know that I can't handle certain things..and they know I don't like being in certain situations. I happened to be in the worst situation by far for me and they were so...
    AlexisOwO AlexisOwO 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 20

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    it ruins my life it grew like roots down the ground like veins inside my flesh and im afraid i will have to live with it forever there was a time where i wasn't like this when...
    RoobieCatenis RoobieCatenis 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I can't sleep because I have nightmares or because after im done cutting myself I cry because I feel alone because I feel like no one cares
    Razziness Razziness 13-15, M 2 Responses Feb 3

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    today is another one of those days? why the hell do I keep waking up? what am I good for? why do I have to keep doing this, feeling like this, day after day?
    WWB82 WWB82 31-35, F Feb 3

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    i have the severe fear everyday of my lover leaving me. its stressful for us both because i constantly worry til feeling ill and i ask her for comfirmation all the time. so its not...
    dragonshine dragonshine 22-25, T Feb 6

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