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I Suffer From Sporadic Bouts Of Kindness

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    More Than Sorry

    If I could only buy a bluebird, just to watch it fly away. I'd release it in the meadow, to let go of all the mistakes I have made. If only loneliness was a bluebird, I could watch it fly away. And release my sheltered conscience, and all the hearts that I did break. If only...
    TheJudgernaut TheJudgernaut 31-35, M Nov 1, 2012

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    So Nice It Hurts.

    Every once in a while I find my self being kind to others although I am almost certain its the marijuana talking.
    TheJudgernaut TheJudgernaut 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 22, 2012

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    I'm suffering from anxiety depression., its destroying my relationship with my family.. I can't control it..
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    I've always suffered from SSS and Misophonia since I was very young. Recently it's gotten very difficult for me. I have been getting over whelmed or over come with feelings and...
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    it all started in the 7th grade. I was not a very popular person. At the begging of the year I met a boy named noah he was my locker neighbor and I didn't really know him before I...
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    When I was younger up to when I was about maybe 14, I suffered from sleep paralysis. I always knew it was coming because before the attack my entire body had a pins and needles...
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    My husband suffers from chronic wide spread nerve pain. He has been diagnosed with small fiber neuropathy, fibromyalgia, and myofacial pain syndrome. The best way to describe what...
    overwhelmedandexhausted overwhelmedandexhausted 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    I have been diagnosed with clinical depression from the age of 15. I guess what got me started was the constant bullying I endured through my school years. At the age of 14, I...
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    I have been having a particularly hard weekend dealing with the loneliness of living with a spouse with chronic pain so I searched the web and found this site. As I read some of...
    hispainismypain hispainismypain 61-65, F 3 Responses Jul 12

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    ~*~ I am "re-posting" this, from something I wrote a friend. ~*~ So many folks don't know about this & it's a shame. ( Plz, keep N mind - different things work 4 different folks...
    JusDifferent JusDifferent 41-45, F 1 Response 22 hrs ago

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    Frankly, I don't think I'm really "suffering." I love my daydreams, and they help me deal with my life that I am definitely not enjoying. So far I don't think it's really affected...
    rushmoer rushmoer 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 6

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    Hello I suffer anxiety and deppresion, had it ever since i was 8. It sucks, and I barely have any friends.. I am 19 male in U.S. I just joined to hopefully meet people on here...
    Lambertt Lambertt 18-21, M Jul 8

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    I don't know if I'm suffering arachnophobia.. I know I'm terrified of spiders so bad that when I see one I can't move and I start to shake and hard to breath... I don't know
    Escapinginsanity Escapinginsanity 13-15, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    It's been pretty easy to cope with for a very long time, thanks to the fact that I stopped self-medicating years ago! But lately, it's been harder and harder to even think I'm a...
    TtotheD TtotheD 56-60, M 5 days ago

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    I love a guy who is deeply in love with another girl. All three of us are very far from each other, so we communicate online (both me and him, and him and her). He's been telling...
    Bryuki Bryuki 16-17, F Jun 24

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    I watched Prozac nation tonight, and I've read a good portion of the book before. The quotes are what get to me. The familiarity of their words ringing through my ears..."That's...
    Brianabear Brianabear 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 25

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    I just discovered the name for what I have and it's overwhelming. I always knew I was different from my friends, but I didn't know there were other people who daydreamed like I did...
    Kiki92471 Kiki92471 41-45, F 4 Responses Jun 26

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    Having an eating disorder is so hard, as soon as you start to recover and actually feel better about yourself there's always one thing that triggers you and knocks you down from...
    somewhatbored somewhatbored 16-17, F Jun 26

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    I have a question. How do I know if I have Maladaptive Daydreaming? What makes me think I have MD is because... 1. I daydream a lot. As in even whether I'm just walking from my...
    iridexent iridexent 18-21 2 Responses Jun 28

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    I can't even tell if it's unrequited love ,I've been in love with this girls for about 7 months I think or something like that and the two of us have grown really close The...
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    I've been seeing a therapist for just over a month now. I hate talking about sex, it makes me very uncomfortable, but after being with my partner for over 7 years I know that I can...
    ajsmith24 ajsmith24 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 3

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    I didn't even know something as 'Maladaptive Daydreaming' even existed! It started out when I was about 12 (I'm 14 now) and it wasn't very often and didn't last long but as days...
    MariaSophia13 MariaSophia13 13-15, F Jul 5

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    Okay, I've daydreamed for as long as I can remember. So probably since I was like 5 or somewhere around that age. I always have daydreamed more than the average person but it didn...
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    The pain is like a knife, piercing all the way through, burning and melting like magma away inside of me, I just want it to go away! It's spreads like poison... Sometimes, I'm...
    Mimi94x Mimi94x 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 7

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    Another Xanax to start my night off at work. I promise there will be a day that comes where I won't need this to keep me from panicking.
    BrittanyErin BrittanyErin 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 11

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    Bipolar depression is 25% worse than unipolar depression. That is a powerful medical truth. Any depression layered with suicidal ideation and lethargy and unending sadness is not...
    wiseprotector wiseprotector 41-45, M 1 Response Jul 14

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    I think this stems from when I was really young. The ages between 2-5. I didn't really live near many children, so I usually just played with my toys by myself. I was told I was...
    Sarahlee566 Sarahlee566 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    More and more I come to the conclusion that anger is the most useless of emotions. It corrupts our actions and corrodes our hearts. Anger breeds hatred and should be cast aside as...
    Lemartes Lemartes 31-35, M 4 days ago

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    Since I was six years old. It's gotten better over the years, when I used to get it it was so bad I would go into shock and pass out because it was stemming from abuse. I have...
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I've only recently found out what was wrong with me, and it feels like a huge weight has been lifted from my life that there are other people who do this as much as I do. However...
    quilladin quilladin 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    I've realised that my anger was the reaction to and not the cause of whatever was bothering me. I find it more easy to identify when this is happening, and I try to stop myself...
    mypath43 mypath43 36-40, F 3 days ago

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    I just found this site. Every story I read sounds like my own. My wife is the love of my life. My everything. The past two years I have seen her go from an amazingly passionate and...
    dempag dempag 41-45, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    One time I had a night terror, and it all seemed so realistic. I was walking towards the kitchen and stopped at by the dining table because my friend Nicolle was sitting there so I...
    rangek rangek 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    It is the hardest secret in my life. I'm successful and happily married. And I wake up everyday with mystical rituals and a secret shame.
    molllymetric molllymetric 31-35, F 7 hrs ago

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    Its been getting worse over the last two years. I have always had it. I sometimes get it where it flares up for months on end. I will get depressed about something stupid and no...
    joelex300 joelex300 18-21, M 2 Responses Jun 23

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    I had such a bad panic attack last year that it actually caused me to pass out, while I was driving which then lead to my first and only car accident. I've had anxiety attacks...
    Claire1111 Claire1111 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 23

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    I'm lost right now. Looking for ways to get rid of my problems and everything that make me anxious. Everyday I think about suicide.
    AnaPaulaOlive AnaPaulaOlive 26-30, F Jun 23

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    The depression was always there. The panic normal. The anxiety invisible. Then heart attacks on seroquel. And everything huge Plus frequent. Off seroquel. Was...
    converted converted 46-50, M Jun 24

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    Yes! I love talking to some friends I've met here. They keep me smiling and laughing and giggling lol. They are too good to be true. It gives me anxiety when they aren't on. I don...
    dontlosehope28 dontlosehope28 18-21, F Jun 24

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    It's destroyed my relationships at home and at school. All my friends left me at once because I was too depressed to hangout with them. I've never felt so alone in my entire life...
    sammichs sammichs 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 24

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    I'm a literature student..U NO.
    LauraValdinski LauraValdinski 22-25, F Jun 26