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I Suffer From Sporadic Bouts Of Kindness

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    More Than Sorry

    If I could only buy a bluebird, just to watch it fly away. I'd release it in the meadow, to let go of all the mistakes I have made. If only loneliness was a bluebird, I could watch it fly away. And release my sheltered conscience, and all the hearts that I did break. If only...
    TheJudgernaut TheJudgernaut 31-35, M Nov 1, 2012

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    So Nice It Hurts.

    Every once in a while I find my self being kind to others although I am almost certain its the marijuana talking.
    TheJudgernaut TheJudgernaut 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 22, 2012

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    Okay so it seems I don't write enough here, so this will be the start into my world and mind. For the first edition I'd like to talk about a girl from my childhood. This girl was...
    Hoboetic Hoboetic 22-25, M 2 Responses Jan 27

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    Hi i am 15 and i suffer from anxiety and panic attacks. i have been suffering anxiety for 3 years and i have been suffering panic attacks for 5 years and i hate it so much
    cortneylilymarshall cortneylilymarshall 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 27

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    I dont know when someone can say that they HAVE suffered from it, when the worst is over, when you feel great (even though it can sneak back at you.). I, suffer from depression, i...
    Soldottern Soldottern 18-21, F Feb 9

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    My anxiety and panic attacks got so bad, to the point where it caused a lot of physical problems, such as breathing, swallowing, sleeping, etc. I finally went to see a doctor about...
    BananaSmoothiee BananaSmoothiee 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 27

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    iam suffering from maladaptive daydreaming since I was a child I didn't notice until now because I enjoy it iam always alone have no friends only anime character but now I have to...
    whiterose2 whiterose2 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 13

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    Do any of you succeed in reducing the amount and intensity of daydreams? If so please share because I've had enough of it. Today i googled 'constant daydreaming' and found out...
    Tomster111 Tomster111 26-30, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I don't suffer from Maladaptive-daydreaming; if anything I'm lost without it... I've had it since I was 11 years old. I love daydreaming, I love spacing out living a perfect life...
    SadlySafeeee SadlySafeeee 13-15 1 Response 4 days ago

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    CONFORMITY My war against conformity has been a long one. The conflict beginning in Middle School. I didn't play football or any other team sports, my love affair with all things...
    Lemartes Lemartes 31-35, M Feb 6

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    The Psychologist suggested that my MD ( they didn't have that name for it back then) served a purpose for me or else I would have given it up long ago. She said it was common in...
    spaceyrick spaceyrick 56-60, M 5 days ago

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    My pain hurts. :( I woke up and the whole left side of my skull was aching. I turned over to my right side and heard an unfamiliar pop in my jaw. It was the first time I've woken...
    adianoeta adianoeta 26-30, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    A little over a year ago I suffered a lower back injury at work. I have seen several Ortho Docs, Physicians, and Ortho Surgeons. I have had multiple MRIs, X-rays, Myelograms, and...
    sadeyeboi sadeyeboi 36-40, M Jan 30

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    Throughout this past year I have been suffering with abdominal/pelvic/and vaginal pain. All tests conducted so far normal/negative and don't know what to do with myself...
    EIPHNH EIPHNH 31-35, F Feb 9

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    I am having difficulties putting my husbands different personas into one. See, he can be quite normal, or even great; mostly around other people and at work. He is funny, charming...
    Dini00 Dini00 31-35, F a week ago

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    i have been daydreaming like this for as long as i can remember so i cant really say if it stems from a trauma or some sort of repressed memory but when it happens the dreams are...
    cose cose 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 27

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    I have a high pain tolerance, but chronic pain just wears you down. I constantly push it down and get on with my life and hide it from people. I still do things I shouldn't, but I...
    Bushmanoz Bushmanoz 51-55, M 3 Responses Jan 29

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    Welp, I've just kicked a severe internet addiction and now I've spent practically this whole day daydreaming. I'm looking at the symptoms that everyone who has it is describing and...
    skyshade13 skyshade13 18-21 1 Response Jan 31

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    Tonight I tearfully discovered the term Maladaptive Daydreaming. I'm 44 years old and have wasted most of my life's potential locked up in my bedroom. I've hidden it from my...
    444EEEE 444EEEE 41-45, F 5 Responses Feb 9

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    For a good seven years now I've been grinding my teeth in my sleep. Last night, I wore a custom mouth guard from the dentist instead of the store-bought ones that I'd given up on...
    adianoeta adianoeta 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 18

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    I had this since I was a kid. I used to imagine different scenarios and put myself in it the way i wanted. I always could differentiate reality from theses scenarios. I always made...
    Houuse Houuse 18-21, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    hardly ever do I have episodes at 6 am when I've been asleep all night, lying on my side or that I couldn't distinguish from reality. well all three just happened lol. I was...
    ZenaMarie ZenaMarie 22-25, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Lately I've been struggling with my depression, it's been getting to a point where my suicidal tho have kicked back into high gear. I've never felt quite as hopeless and useless a...
    EpicChick22 EpicChick22 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 27

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    This is the second night in a row, that on my way home from work, I've wondered what it would feel like to drive off the bridge and into the icy river below. I've been on the same...
    sugarbabysub sugarbabysub 31-35, F 2 Responses Feb 1

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    I used to have hyperthyroidism and struggled with heat and sweat, winter and windy weather was my only favorite time, now after having my thyroid under control and I rarely ever...
    52hell 52hell 26-30, F Feb 2

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    Hello, I am a guy from Denmark, and 21 years. I came across this app a day ago. I have a thing, that i really enjoy weed, and find it so relaxing and thought-stimulating. But i...
    laxxe laxxe 18-21, M Feb 4

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    What is Social Status and it's expectations? Social status is based off success for the most part. How much we have accomplished in our lives, how much money we earn, save...
    Lemartes Lemartes 31-35, M Feb 6

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    I have Depersonalization Disorder for almost a year now.It never stops, I dont feel anything,my thoughts are racing In my head and I am lost all the time.It started when I was in...
    Dusan1234 Dusan1234 13-15, M 2 Responses Feb 8

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    Sometimes when I don't know how to solve a question I get very very anxious and panicking . It is like u are thinking something very hard but the idea just seems to not come out...
    asianahyang96 asianahyang96 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 11

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    My anxiety is ridiculous. I know it stems from the fact I'm driven to do so well and have put so much extra pressure on myself, but when things go wrong I have trouble handling the...
    KaylaVB19 KaylaVB19 16-17, F 4 Responses Feb 11

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    I've tried running away from all of my problems to a new state. They caught me before I left town
    04emmalove14 04emmalove14 22-25, F Feb 16

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    I have been given countless medication over the years and these haven't worked as I never faced the root of my anxiety. I am in the process of really exploring the nitty gritty...
    CosmicPrincess CosmicPrincess 26-30, F Feb 17

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    I have had MD since about the age of 12. It initially started out as fun. Then, I'd lie on the sofa and close my eyes, and start daydreaming. I could go on for hours if I wasn't...
    Significant Significant 26-30, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    to awake to a scream. cold sweats. my heart is racing and adrenaline pumping. my fight or flight response has been triggered. then I realized I was the one that screamed. it is...
    simplyafriend simplyafriend 41-45, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I just found out about MD a week ago and I didn't think my daydreaming was much of a problem till then. Now that I think about it, I've wasted a lot of my potential and energy and...
    Oneirophobic Oneirophobic 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    When I'm with my family it always happens I need to get away from here. It's so negative and poisonous. It's not healthy for me to be here. They are a major part of what I think...
    Anthony0210 Anthony0210 31-35, M 1 day ago

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    Tips on avoiding this? I've read there are several different experiences of sleep paralysis, I personally only ever see Shadow People. It happens often and although I should be...
    Bobbiin Bobbiin 18-21, F 8 hrs ago

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    I have really bad social anxiety. I sweat, panic, stutter, etc. just being in front of people. I can hardly stand going out in public, but I'm working on it.
    SteloCasisto SteloCasisto 18-21, F Jan 26

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    I can't stand it lying to myself saying "go to sleep you have school" it doesn't matter I'm wide awake and it's killing me
    Callistowed Callistowed 16-17, M Jan 26

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    I am so relieved to finally put a name to this alternate universe that has existed in my mind for as long as i can remember. I have experienced these elaborate daydreams since...
    dunnitz dunnitz 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 26

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    I always seem to put my heart out there for people who can't possibly appreciate it. I am just stupid hopeful sometimes. I am so overwhelmingly sad right now I can't even be a...
    Smilechik Smilechik 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 27

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    so I was wondering does maladaptive daydreaming go hand in hand with ADHD?
    sleepyphotograher sleepyphotograher 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 28

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    The past couple weeks the PTSD has been kicking my ***. I'm not sure what triggered this. The memories I can't get rid of. The flashbacks. Then I feel the depression trying to...
    mslvr01 mslvr01 46-50, M Jan 28

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    Since I was forty I have gradually lost control of my bladder. I have been diagnosed with overactive bladder and urge incontinence, I now need to wear protection 24/7. I have had...
    Jackincontinent Jackincontinent 46-50, M Jan 29

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