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I Suffer From Sporadic Bouts Of Kindness

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    So Nice It Hurts.

    Every once in a while I find my self being kind to others although I am almost certain its the marijuana talking.
    TheJudgernaut TheJudgernaut 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 22, 2012

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    More Than Sorry

    If I could only buy a bluebird, just to watch it fly away. I'd release it in the meadow, to let go of all the mistakes I have made. If only loneliness was a bluebird, I could watch it fly away. And release my sheltered conscience, and all the hearts that I did break. If only...
    TheJudgernaut TheJudgernaut 31-35, M Nov 1, 2012

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    Last year was probably the worst when I didn't even have a clue what they were - I had an inkling but I didn't want to add on another issue I had to deal with. They felt like...
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    Ever since I left high schooland sadly became a pill addict, I've developed this sense that I will always be overweight. I'm terrified to gain a pound. It started with me running...
    HollyMaria954 HollyMaria954 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    Major depression, moderate anxiety and schizophrenia have affected my life since I was age six. I recently started a tumblr blog writing about how coping and suffering with these...
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    I have been suffering from depression for quite some time, months or more. Pain has a lot to do with it, but so does circumstance. I am continually tired, and unable to function...
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    brokenangel14 brokenangel14 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 17

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    lonely4560 lonely4560 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 17

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    StreetgirlnamedDesire504 StreetgirlnamedDesire504 36-40 Aug 17

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    pianokat pianokat 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 16

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    Yes I am but its the hand I was delt and im trying to learn to cope with such. Maybe in time ill get over with honest person by my side. Who knows Bottom line this **** sucks and...
    Averageguy41011 Averageguy41011 41-45, M Aug 15

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    How to tell if someone is suffering from depression: People without depression: I'm fine😀 People with depression: I'm fine😀
    PenelopePotter PenelopePotter 13-15, F Aug 15

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    Anger is not something to be ashamed of. Anger is a natural response to injustice and can help break the cycle of abuse. Anger is a crucial part of recovery. Two weeks ago on 7/31...
    wowodeals wowodeals 26-30, F Aug 15

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    Diagnosed with it but they feed me meds that lead me to ICU or suicide I battle depression till this day I gave up on doctors, Id rather be safe and live then take some crazy...
    Averageguy41011 Averageguy41011 41-45, M Aug 14

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    Sooo as i started to fall asleep on my couch, i kept hearing the tv playing, so i kept waking up and checking, but sure enough it was off so eventually i just kinda listened to the...
    WooTang710 WooTang710 26-30, F Aug 14

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    My usual day is a 4/6 on the pain scale. Today is a 9. I'm in so much pain :(
    xxalicerosexx xxalicerosexx 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 14

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    TheQuirkyQuasar TheQuirkyQuasar 26-30, M Aug 13

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    DanaJuliana DanaJuliana 22-25, F Aug 13

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    One of the symptoms people have noticed in me is that I have lost the 'sparkle' in my eyes. I can't say I've noticed it in myself, but others have. I get a glassy haze when I zone...
    PrettyLes PrettyLes 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 13

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    I have maladaptive daydreaming and I hate it. I drown myself in these weird inner worlds but going nowhere in my life. My dreams are a great departure from life, but I feel so...
    Ariel555 Ariel555 36-40, F Aug 12

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    So i just looked at this on wikipedia, and to my dismay it was like a description of my life. While i don't have any sort of traumatic background, i have always had an overactive...
    acode acode 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 11

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    g00dlikesunkist g00dlikesunkist 22-25 Aug 11

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    But my parents seem not to care.
    creedsoul11 creedsoul11 18-21, F Aug 10

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    xlauren15 xlauren15 13-15, F Aug 10

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    I'd love to know about other people's dreams. It's amazing what people can do with their imagination.
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