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I Suffer From The Damage You Caused

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 32 People

    Parents Are Supposed To Love You

    I was an only child so all my friends said "i bet you are spoiled", if only they knew. I can remember back to when I was maybe 3 years old my father made me a stool which was painted red, I loved it immediately my eyes rested on it, little did I know how often I was going to use...
    jenniferflossy jenniferflossy 56-60, F 1 Response May 28, 2012

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    We All Suffer, You're Not Alone.

    I'm always here for people that need to talk, or people that are lonely or just need or want to contact with another person. I'm here for all of that. I'll talk to you, give you advice if you want me to, and I'll do my best for you to make things better. All you need to do is...
    IfYouNeedHelp IfYouNeedHelp 22-25 Jun 1, 2012

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    I've been looking for a group like this for a while. My wife suffers from chronic pain due to Chari Malformation and other issues in her back and neck. Chronic pain has been a part...
    scummins1964 scummins1964 51-55, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    It's hard to really do anything.. When your a minor and have no family support... What's the point
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    For at my lowest of low, I found my humanity. From the pits of my hell, I saw the world from a fresh perspective. Though I may wonder what might've been, I'll be forever grateful...
    RogueLogic2 RogueLogic2 26-30, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    I have been married twice and I'm in a wheelchair so I don't like being alone in the dark so when I have to wait for the bus to go home from either Work or the collegeX have a...
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    I napped a little today, was tired and sleepy, which is the perfect combination for that damn sleep paralysis. As I started to drown in this delicious sleep, I felt that HUGE air...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I' feel like i need to write this out.Ive had maladaptive daydreaming since I was 5 years old.And no I'm 20. I don't know what caused it,but I think it's because when I was young I...
    skyy23 skyy23 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    my husband tells me that I don't understand it, I "don't get it"...everything he has to go through....but I do. I do get it, because although I don't endure physical pain I endure...
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    Quitting MDD - my story Hi friends! I posted about quitting MDD a couple months ago and just wanted to give everyone an update and offer whatever help I can. I have been...
    BuddhistAddict BuddhistAddict 26-30 1 Response Feb 4

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    Depression Fighting to live is a serious thing. Sometimes I wish it was alcoholism because then your depression would be numbed. I have been going through what I call a tunnel of...
    milizbeth milizbeth 46-50, F 1 Response Feb 4

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    This is my story. I've been a constant Daydreamer since I was born. As a kid my family would catch me daydreaming and make fun of me, if they were in a good mood. But it was also...
    slothtolerance slothtolerance 26-30 1 Response Feb 4

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    I still get it occassionally. The feeling that you're not meant for this world and the temptation to end your own life seems like the best idea in the world....
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    Ive been off my anxiety medications for a month now, school is slowly killing me once more.
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    I dont think anyone truly understands how dark a place my mind goes sometimes. I mean there are times I don't even understand it so.how could anyone else? I hate this so much.
    EFairy EFairy 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 30

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    My husband and I have had a terribly rocky last three years together. He's cycled, going from adoring me to blaming me; he's begged me to stay and he's insisted I leave. He's...
    FakeIsTheNewReal FakeIsTheNewReal 31-35, F Jan 29

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    This is all new to me and I don't know how to deal with the loss of pure happiness and bliss which has transitioned to pain. It feels like I'm grieving. experiencing the loss of...
    ErinGracee ErinGracee 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 28

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    My life has always been a complete rollercoaster. I am a 19 year old freshman in college, who wants to major in graphic arts. I have Asperger syndrome, Bipolar, ADHD, and...
    Triomatix Triomatix 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 28

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    It has come to the point where I'll burst into tears over one strand of my hair falling out, where I'll start gritting my teeth because I have to get out of bed for the day, just...
    SadlySafe SadlySafe 13-15, F 5 Responses Jan 28

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    "You're mad." "Why are you mad at me?" I'm not mad. I'm depressed with a resting ***** face.
    InsecureBlurryface InsecureBlurryface 13-15, F Jan 27

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    So I was clean for 4 years, but a few months ago I messed up, and started self harming again, and the same night I also took a bunch of pills with alcohol, hoping that I would fall...
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    So... I'm just going to write truthfully about my experience because I've never told anyone. This is going to be long. I suffer from MDD, obviously. I've had this about three...
    d1sc0rdant d1sc0rdant 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 26

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    It is so scary, I don't feel like myself anymore. Nothing feels real. I don't even know what reality feels like anymore :( I'm scared.
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    Feel like crap too all the people on here plz tell your loved ones how much u love them cuz life too short
    flower79 flower79 36-40, F Jan 25

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    I've been experiencing strange symptoms lately. I get this burning sensation in my chest and my skin will be very sensitive. If my shirt or jacket is resting on my chest it feels...
    Cherrios87 Cherrios87 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 25

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    Hi there, I'm glad I found this forum. I was actually surprised to read all the shared stories, for a while I was thinking that I was the only one suffering from "Vaginismus". I'm...
    bjoum bjoum 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 24

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    Hey...don't ignore this,just give me a chance to explain Don't grab your "tools" whenever you feel bad.Remind yourself what will happen if you give up.How are you going to deal...
    ghostdolly ghostdolly 13-15, F Jan 24

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    Sometimes I just don't know what I'm gonna do. The pain just gets so bad at times and no one gets it because it's an "invisible" disease. I have other diseases along with Fibro but...
    KimWiz20 KimWiz20 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 23

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    who enjoys running? it helps me with my depression. I have not done it for couple of years but going to start again this year :)
    pbarn pbarn 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 23

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    I'm all better now, healthy weight, but still...
    beingateen beingateen 13-15, F Jan 23

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    Is anyone still here in 2016? I am new to this group, but where so happy when I found the many posts here. It's a lonely illness and I love reading that others are experiencing...
    kleeblatt23 kleeblatt23 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 23

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    anyone in uk suffer from this?
    pbarn pbarn 31-35, M Jan 23

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    anyone in uk suffer from this?
    pbarn pbarn 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 23

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