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I Suffer From The Damage You Caused

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    Parents Are Supposed To Love You

    I was an only child so all my friends said "i bet you are spoiled", if only they knew. I can remember back to when I was maybe 3 years old my father made me a stool which was painted red, I loved it immediately my eyes rested on it, little did I know how often I was going to use...
    jenniferflossy jenniferflossy 56-60, F 1 Response May 28, 2012

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    We All Suffer, You're Not Alone.

    I'm always here for people that need to talk, or people that are lonely or just need or want to contact with another person. I'm here for all of that. I'll talk to you, give you advice if you want me to, and I'll do my best for you to make things better. All you need to do is...
    IfYouNeedHelp IfYouNeedHelp 22-25 Jun 1, 2012

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    I've not been diagnosed but agoraphobia is my only explanation. It scares me to know I may be suffering, but I have not stepped outside my house since last year. I don't know how...
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    I never realized I suffered from this till a short while ago. I just thought every teenager daydreamed. Then I realized I would zone out when my friends would talk to me. I didn't...
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    I suffer from Sleep Paralysis and have done for nearly a year now. I can't move at all, I have hallucinations, palpitations, and the feeling of a presence in my room which I can't...
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    I don't remember how or when I started daydreaming. I just know that it had always been this way. I find it hard to pay attention in class or get my school work done. I often find...
    MsGardevoir MsGardevoir 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    i was diagnosed when i was 22 but began having symptoms at 19. i experience synchronicity all the time. i either believe people can read my mind or that things speak to me through...
    Jerrid36 Jerrid36 36-40, M Mar 31

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    Hopefully I can find someone that is going thru what i'm going thru eventho i don't wish this upon anyone! well i get those palpitations/ flutters for like a year now, recently...
    Migs510 Migs510 36-40, M 1 Response Apr 1

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    So it's got to that time of night where I feel like a big ball of sadness yet again, it's day in day out...I'm getting tired of feeling like this constantly, I guess most of my...
    leahmusic96 leahmusic96 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 11

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    I suffer from depression anxiety and self harm. I have been on so many meds, begged for help and I will always be this way. I have always felt this way. I wish I was dead.
    Mangocupcakes Mangocupcakes 16-17, F Apr 13

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    I do not personally suffer from Night Terrors but I do in a way. My 5 year old son has been experiencing this for as long as he has been dreaming. He wakes up in the night and I...
    PrayingMother PrayingMother 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 14

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    I suffer from panic attacks regularly. I can't leave my house without panicking about needing the toilet or not feeling well! Its horrible and it's ruining my life. I went to my...
    jackcx jackcx 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 16

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    ok.. so basicly i suffer from severe anxiety. so bad that i dont have any friends nor have i had a proper boyfriend or a proper job i get so anxious and nervous around people its...
    pinkglitteress pinkglitteress 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 16

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    ok.. so basicly i suffer from severe anxiety. so bad that i dont have any friends nor have i had a proper boyfriend or a proper job i get so anxious and nervous around people its...
    pinkglitteress pinkglitteress 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 16

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    I have been noticing lately that I am daydreaming a lot, but now that I read more on MD, I think I definitely suffer from it. I have been daydreaming a lot as a child (I was an...
    morningbird morningbird 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I suffer from Vaginismus. I hate feeling this way. Its pretty bad. I had thought maybe I was not supposed to ever have sex or that GOD was steering me in the direction of...
    Vbot123 Vbot123 31-35, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I think a lot about how much better my life would be if/when my fiancé would commit suicide. She suffers from CRPS which causes her to feel burning pain 24/7 and after 2 years...
    WishThingsWereBetter WishThingsWereBetter 31-35, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    basicly i suffer from a severe anxiety disorder. i tend to avoid people because iam so nervous and shake alot. i would like to know how i can stop these shakes i mean its really so...
    pinkglitteress pinkglitteress 22-25, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Before my accident I was the most upbeat happy person around. Now I suffer from pain every day and I had to change my career path. Don't get me wrong I am happy to be alive and I...
    Cupcake91 Cupcake91 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    I suffer from ADHD but I don't let it run my life I ignore it and don't take pills for it I really don't see the difference from me and someone that doesn't have ADHD Ps: ADHD is...
    ash18bmth ash18bmth 18-21, M 6 hrs ago

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    So from a young age i have been a tease. I find it exciting and I first started around 9years old. I remember at around this time I saw a girl in the grade above round the back of...
    Rea3 Rea3 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 10

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    I have suffered since age 16 from endo. I have three young children. During my third pregnancy, things went wrong. The placenta was outside of the uterus. My doctor went into a c...
    CPPDANCER CPPDANCER 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 1

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    My neurologist technically gave up on me...she gave me a referral to the headache clinic at the university of Michigan. I go there on the 19th of June... But....in the mean time I...
    kiesterdee6 kiesterdee6 22-25, F Apr 7

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    I was only diagnosed with anxiety sometime a year or so ago bit when us was it made the rest of the world seem to make sense. My reasons for nerves so bad that I bite my nails to...
    VBLOVE1106 VBLOVE1106 22-25, F Apr 2

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    This has been something that has been bothering me quite recently this year. My memory was brilliant. Absolutely superb. But now. I can talk to someone yesterday for hours and...
    Toastland Toastland 13-15, T Apr 16

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    I feel nothing during sex. It's really heartbreaking as I long to feel this beautiful sensation. It's affecting every area of my life. All I need I some support, someone to talk to...
    lashana lashana 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    Rosethewolf Rosethewolf 18-21, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    Sometimes ill hear a song from last year.. Its weird it reminds me of when i was happy. Back before i was so horribly insecure. Before waking up was too hard because i am depressed...
    Sorendino1 Sorendino1 16-17, F Mar 26

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    JustKeepSinging JustKeepSinging 26-30 Mar 31

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    Monstermaster13 Monstermaster13 22-25, M Apr 2

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    gaaradreamer gaaradreamer 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    lagomorpha lagomorpha 22-25 Apr 10

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    Cupcake91 Cupcake91 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    After a break up, when a girl deletes you off of every single social networking site and disappears what does that mean?
    Experiencezzzz Experiencezzzz 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 29

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    try flexing and relaxing your muscles upon your partner while at the beginning stages ......your muscles become so fatigued they relax inch by inch
    webgurl69 webgurl69 61-65, F Apr 6

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    peacefulwarrior14 peacefulwarrior14 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    Hi everybody.. I don't know where to start,I could honestly write a book. Well here goes.. I'm 26 and had pcos for over ten years,it never bothers me at first because I didn't...
    daisymillie daisymillie 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 9

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    It's been two weeks since I've heard your voice. It's been longer since I've seen you. You would think I would be used to it but the truth is it gets harder everyday. Who tells...
    RBH101 RBH101 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 11

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    I'd never want/tell someone to self harm. Never do it, it's horrible n you should never start
    bigca1697 bigca1697 16-17, F Apr 13

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    I just can't do this whole life thing anymore so to those who find happiness in others pain congratulations you have finally broke me and I give up
    NoahBarwell4 NoahBarwell4 13-15, M 1 Response Apr 15

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    I've been sick and I've been tired Of faking all my smiles Seems as though its come to this It feels all like a lie Every time I look within There's chaos no respite All the walls...
    Eli678 Eli678 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 16

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    Well today was yet another appointment for my husband at the urologist. Nothing they can do for him not even surgery will help. He has been put on endless medications and now...
    saltyorsweet saltyorsweet 31-35, F 2 Responses Apr 16

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    These past few months have been really hard. I thought how fat I am and currently I weigh 113 my goal is 100 but I feel like it's not enough. I want to get better I really do but I...
    ShattertheMemories ShattertheMemories 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 17

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    My depression comes and goes. Sometimes it's bad but not severe other times it's so severe, it becomes a battle I can't over come, a suicidal depression. Recently I was so so...
    juliaek1 juliaek1 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I know it's a little corny but I made a playlist for Maladaptive Daydreamers, both for those who love it and those who hate it. I tried to make it inspire hope for people who feel...
    gaaradreamer gaaradreamer 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I was always curious to know how other Indians around the world were affected by the caste system. Can you give more explain action please.
    MJG69 MJG69 36-40, M 3 days ago