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I Suffer So Those Around Will Be Happy

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    all through life..as far back as i can remember, i willingly suffered so those around me would be happy.   whether it meant being the one to speak up, take the blame, cover for them, do the work for them, what ever the favor may be or the result, i did it.   even...
    XxFallenxX XxFallenxX 18-21, F May 15, 2009

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    life at the moment has its special moments like dining out with family going to the cinema swimming and the theater . These are the times which will stay in my heart as happy...
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    people are focusing too much on the material way of living caused by many things like the media,commercials,music videos, movies,tv shows..and many other distractions that make...
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