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I Suffer So Those Around Will Be Happy

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    Alone I Break: Facade

    all through life..as far back as i can remember, i willingly suffered so those around me would be happy.   whether it meant being the one to speak up, take the blame, cover for them, do the work for them, what ever the favor may be or the result, i did it.   even...
    XxFallenxX XxFallenxX 18-21, F May 15, 2009

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    I would be a fool if I thought that.But I would like to be like the sun and give warmth to those around me.
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    until you stand toe to toe and threaten me directly to my face while looking me in the eye...well you know how it goes. Why is it that you dont feel you need to prove to everyone...
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    I can only imagine the delusional bullshite you must spout to the people around you. All you wanted to do was play weird childish games and pretend you are in primary school but I...
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    What have I done to you to make you want to see me suffer? I don't believe I have done anything....yes I got sick a lot and i had panic attacks almost every day. I didn't know...
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