Post
Experience Project iOS Android Apps | Download EP for your Mobile Device

I Suffer So Those Around Will Be Happy

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 11 People

    Alone I Break: Facade

    all through life..as far back as i can remember, i willingly suffered so those around me would be happy.   whether it meant being the one to speak up, take the blame, cover for them, do the work for them, what ever the favor may be or the result, i did it.   even...
    XxFallenxX XxFallenxX 18-21, F May 15, 2009

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Related Experiences

    posted feb 15 2014 The thing with being a professional pvssy. Is you need to know how the law works around certain things. That way you know when and how you are protected. ITs...
    RichardSucksBlackMeat RichardSucksBlackMeat 70+, F 4 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    For a long while my life was a screwed up mess. I had some problems that i let fall on some people I talk to here on EP and I particularly let them hurt a very special lady I met...
    boldtimer boldtimer 66-70, M 16 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I have shown you how men to be feared act. They haven't created delusional fantasy versions of themselves. They don't hide in shops or back down and run away like pvssys. This isn...
    RichardSucksBlackMeat RichardSucksBlackMeat 70+, F 22 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    because in reality this is what is happening you understand my motivations right? I have destroyed you and the nuts. Do you understand why the majority want nothing to do with it...
    richardlovesblackguys richardlovesblackguys 70+ 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    you understand my motivations right? I have destroyed you and the nuts. Do you understand why the majority want nothing to do with it? I am happy to do this until I leave. You are...
    richardlovesblackguys richardlovesblackguys 70+ 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    “Like nothing had happened. Violence to these guys is just part of life. Its how they make a living.” Whereas for you fruit loops hiding in shops for hours weeks on end then...
    iwinyouloserichyrich iwinyouloserichyrich 56-60, F 1 Response 3 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    did you see how big those two roid warriors were? One of them had tattoos on his face. He slaps the guy with tattoos on his face around and he shites himself? While the other guy...
    iwinyouloserichyrich iwinyouloserichyrich 56-60, F 4 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    1: Pot smokers who think marijuana isn't addictive. 2: Server Admins on games such as Battlefield 4 who make up rule of what you can and can't use and who can and can't play based...
    ValhallaAwaits ValhallaAwaits 22-25, M 1 Response 4 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I can tell my depressive episode is over. I realized it today when I found myself talking and laughing freely and easily. During a depressive episode it's like I lose my social...
    Hush92 Hush92 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I think it's funny that I say I'm letting go but sometimes I remember the times when we laughed and enjoyed talking to each other. It was like we knew what we needed and that was...
    mawwi00 mawwi00 22-25, F 5 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Ok this statement couldn't be more true. My post is going to be a confusing one.. As some of you have read my past posts I seem to still love someone who clearly doesn't want me...
    Beanbella Beanbella 31-35, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I want to see rainbows and butterflies Every time I close my eyes And reserve the right to be mesmerised, By the pure delight that awaits me every night; Waking up in the morning...
    nivanvc nivanvc 36-40, M 6 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm seeing a psycologist I'm 31 the adult daughter of a bpd mother she refuses to get help.my relationship with her is so strained I can only show one emotion in front of her that...
    Confused848 Confused848 31-35, F 6 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    "Be happy with yourself." Right..how can I be happy with myself if I am not really. I've been truggling to lose weight but I might as well give up. I've failed too many times and...
    PassionForCreativity PassionForCreativity 26-30, F a week ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    My husband and I have had a terribly rocky last three years together. He's cycled, going from adoring me to blaming me; he's begged me to stay and he's insisted I leave. He's...
    FakeIsTheNewReal FakeIsTheNewReal 31-35, F Jan 29

    Your Response

    Cancel
    are you going to continue to act like goof balls towards me? I understand that I have really hurt the psychotic cowards and the remnants feelings but you started it. So you cant...
    iwinyouloserichyrich iwinyouloserichyrich 56-60, F Jan 29

    Your Response

    Cancel
    My life has always been a complete rollercoaster. I am a 19 year old freshman in college, who wants to major in graphic arts. I have Asperger syndrome, Bipolar, ADHD, and...
    Triomatix Triomatix 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 28

    Your Response

    Cancel
    It has come to the point where I'll burst into tears over one strand of my hair falling out, where I'll start gritting my teeth because I have to get out of bed for the day, just...
    SadlySafe SadlySafe 13-15, F 5 Responses Jan 28

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Sleep paralysis is something I seriously suffer with and I don't know why it started. I am 16 years old and was diagnosed with depression and put on medication. Randomly I would...
    StephlyBoz StephlyBoz 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 26

    Your Response

    Cancel
    You know the expression "lit from inside" right? I love those kind of people. Of course no one is happy all the time, but those people always find a reason not to be down all the...
    JetWoes JetWoes 36-40, M Jan 26

    Your Response

    Cancel
    So... I'm just going to write truthfully about my experience because I've never told anyone. This is going to be long. I suffer from MDD, obviously. I've had this about three...
    d1sc0rdant d1sc0rdant 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 26

    Your Response

    Cancel
    another one of my favourites was when I was living across the road from sam and I came home one night and him and one of his mates were hiding inside his house. They start yelling...
    richardisdesperate richardisdesperate 36-40 Jan 25

    Your Response

    Cancel
    to be fair Richard probably has an average iq well realistically maybe a touch under. He has an idiots cunning. Can you imagine then how stupid these idiots must be he manipulates...
    ohnoitshimagain ohnoitshimagain 36-40, F Jan 25

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I feel free. I no longer feel pain when I hear his name. I no longer cry myself to sleep. The memories no longer haunt my heart. I remember the days I'd wake up feeling empty and...
    homeskilletx homeskilletx 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 25

    Your Response

    Cancel
    A close family member is dying therefore I had to travel to Europe on Christmas Day. My husband, as usually is not here to support me, nor does he care about all the Ain he has...
    Astriabirdy Astriabirdy 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 24

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Hi there, I'm glad I found this forum. I was actually surprised to read all the shared stories, for a while I was thinking that I was the only one suffering from "Vaginismus". I'm...
    bjoum bjoum 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 24

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Unless you've gone through it or are going through it, it's one of those things that is difficult to truly understand from an outside point of view. What I thought was a...
    yesnoyesyes yesnoyesyes 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 24

    Your Response

    Cancel
    People that are around me most (coworkers) probably think I am pretty well-rounded and would be surprised to know just how wound up I am inside. My close family and husband get the...
    BeBeKitten BeBeKitten 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 23

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I am unloved, but I choose to love deeply. (hopefully a positive tone for those that feel hopeless; and no, this is not a story of a girl who felt like she could never have love...
    notreallyici notreallyici 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 23

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm a new member of EP! I just joined this group. It's really great to see all of the members who enjoy being naked as much as I do. I am naked 16hrs of the day as I have to work...
    deleted deleted 26-30 7 Responses Jan 23

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Is anyone still here in 2016? I am new to this group, but where so happy when I found the many posts here. It's a lonely illness and I love reading that others are experiencing...
    kleeblatt23 kleeblatt23 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 23

    Your Response

    Cancel
    "you should see this from my point of view. All of the bizarre and insane behaviour that I have observed from these people. It shows a child like detachment from reality and...
    ohnoitshimagain ohnoitshimagain 36-40, F Jan 22

    Your Response

    Cancel
    So, i finally asked my bf of 3 years, to leave my life. He wasnt a monster at all, he just wasnt meant for me. I waited about 2 weeks before i told the known world. As expected...
    chinaman99 chinaman99 31-35, M Jan 22

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I get the feeling we are good now. Do you understand something about me now? Why I find what you consider to be intimidating tough guy behaviour. So annoying it makes me angry and...
    ohnoitshimagain ohnoitshimagain 36-40, F Jan 22

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Happy moments are unforgettable It's a wonderful story after all Happy moments in my heart Moments I won't forget Happy moments I will always cherish And I won't allow to...
    nivanvc nivanvc 36-40, M Jan 22

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I've had hyperhidrosis since my early teens. I am now 65 years old and through the years the embarrassment of having sweaty feet and hands has , or better said i became very...
    jacky66 jacky66 61-65, M Jan 21

    Your Response

    Cancel
    we were at a party and one of my mates decided to have words with this dude who had tagged the fence out the front of his house. It starts getting heated so this dude grabs a beer...
    ohnoitshimagain ohnoitshimagain 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 20

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I gotta say this is the happiest I have been in a long time. Good things have been coming my way. I am happy with my body. I have been writing more music. I might be getting a...
    CrazyMetalPunk CrazyMetalPunk 13-15, F Jan 18

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I felt very heavy and sad this morning when I woke up, and I just didn't wanna today, but I got up and did yoga by candlelight , went for a walk around the lake at dawn and then...
    MuguetDeMai MuguetDeMai 41-45, F Jan 16

    Your Response

    Cancel