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I Suffer So Those Around Will Be Happy

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    all through life..as far back as i can remember, i willingly suffered so those around me would be happy.   whether it meant being the one to speak up, take the blame, cover for them, do the work for them, what ever the favor may be or the result, i did it.   even...
    XxFallenxX XxFallenxX 18-21, F May 15, 2009

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    Rourou19 Rourou19 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Playful and playfulness and not being miserable and everyone is happy soooooo why would anyone not want to be fun to be around and happy
    GoldieLocksGrahamCrackers GoldieLocksGrahamCrackers 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    1. I'm from china 2. Favorite color is teal 3. I am a therapist 4. I have 3 great daughters 5. I'm married 6. I love tall dark men 7. I like tea 8. I have do yoga 9. I care for...
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    Pharrell Williams - HappyHere's another one for ya fungirlmmm and fellow EPers!YeeeHaaa, Life is Good!!!
    eyeno eyeno 61-65, M 1 Response Mar 8

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    right now, i am happy, everyone that i love is around me, im cautious if this atmosphere will be gone thats he downside lol im also happy since my acne is clearing up! good day to...
    Regkid Regkid 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    There's an emptiness where I should feel something. But I'm numb to the sensation I've spent so long searching for. So why does it just get swallowed up by these worries and nerves...
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    I just wrote this. Can anyone else relate? He lay in bed, angry. Waiting on his partner to get home. He had sent him to run some errands a couple of hours ago. This wasnโ€™t...
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    I think it does, I really hope it does. I have seen examples of people getting what they deserved, some got worse than what they did to someone else. Then there are those people...
    Manic80 Manic80 31-35, F 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    Rosethewolf Rosethewolf 18-21, F Mar 23

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    I've been trying to figure out how to beat these pieces of **** for awhile, I've tried calling them out (bad idea) that triggers a narcissistic injury filled by weeks of torment...
    Wbyogimaso Wbyogimaso 26-30, M Mar 7

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    Happiness is something that everybody strives for. Some people naturally have the ability to be happy, others struggle. Obviously every person goes through some tough times. I am...
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    I got bullied pretty badly while I was in school. I pin most of the blame on the fact that I was in an all girls school for primary and secondary ( for those of you who are not...
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    I don't โ€œsufferโ€ from it, I enjoy it. Life would be way too boring without it.
    Offing Offing 18-21, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    I'm stubborn, What can I say. It puts me through Pain I cannot describe to you, Well I can give you an idea.. Imagine setting your insides on fire, there's an example(joke). Really...
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    A tribute to unarguably and undoubtedly the stronger gender. We men can't even match an iota of the strength and sacrifice women go through. Happy Women's Day :- A woman. Who is...
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    Growing up was difficult, but then isn't it difficult everyone?? I spent a lot of my childhood alone, always quietly hating the world and everyone in it.. I remember the first...
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