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I Suffer So Those Around Will Be Happy

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    all through life..as far back as i can remember, i willingly suffered so those around me would be happy.   whether it meant being the one to speak up, take the blame, cover for them, do the work for them, what ever the favor may be or the result, i did it.   even...
    XxFallenxX XxFallenxX 18-21, F May 15, 2009

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    And I am totally ok with that. Life comes with an expiration date and I will be ok when that time comes. I just hope that those around me will be ok too. The only thing I fear is...
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    1. To be in love with someone who love me more than I love him 2. Being accomplished at a job I m passionate about 3. Look beautiful everyday 4. Being able to eat whatever I...
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    1. I'm just a mother 2. I just work as a cashier 3. my life is lame 4. I like to be alone 5. I'm not attractive 6. I had an eating disorder 7. I'm not fun to be around 8. I do...
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