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I Suffer With Depression and Have Suicidal Thoughts

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 32 People


      I am a 39yr old married woman with 1 child. I have been married for 17years. I had my daughter when I was 27 and suffered with PND. 12 years on my depression is worse than ever and frankly I'm tired and want to end it all. The only thing stopping me is my family. My...
    wishingwell wishingwell
    36-40, F
    1 Response Mar 9, 2008

    I Am Suicidal And Hate It!

    I was diagnosed with depression and anxiety. i have suicidal thoughts all the time and i am a self-harmer. I am only 16. Its starting to take over my life.  everytime i try to go to someone when im having thoughts they tell me its not worth it and life will get better or...
    ToWriteLoveOnHerArms ToWriteLoveOnHerArms
    18-21, F
    Jun 24, 2011

    Turning Over A New Leaf

    My family fell apart when I was 5. My father was cheating and abusing my mother. I saw. I was traumatized.  Ever since then, always have a sense of hostility towards people no matter who they are. I've always been a shy kid. My family always remarked and ridiculed that...
    genstermoon genstermoon
    18-21, F
    Oct 13, 2009

    As much as I've fought to pretend to the world

    I'm not depressed or suicidal, I think it's only made it worse. I suffer from Borderline Personality Disorder (also BiPolar and PTSD) for the past 10 years and am finally in counseling (DBT) twice a week. It's bringing up sooooo much **** that I've numbed out from and I am...
    euphoricvoyage euphoricvoyage
    31-35, F
    Dec 6, 2014

    A Summery Of Everything

    right. im goin to tell you everything, ive never had a true friend, my mum died when i was 5 yeards old and since my family were grieving and i had no friends, i had to get through it alone, through primary school and high school i was always bullied, for my looks, for my tase in...
    2 Responses Jul 6, 2010

    My Story

    I'm 19 almost 20 and i  suffered in silence with depression, suicidal thoughts and selfharm for three years. last year when i finally did something about it my mum found out and told me i was making it up for attention.  That i had no reason to be deporessed cos i'm the...
    luicifersgirl luicifersgirl
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 7, 2008

    My Life

    I have depression and anxiety and now im developing OCD. I have tried over dosing but i guess it didnt work to well. I have thoughts of suicide daily. I find them startiling but really calming at the same time. There is a lot of crap in life and i know a lot of people say that...
    KateMarie KateMarie
    Nov 23, 2011

    No Way Out

     I'm 19, and I've been fighting severe depression for over a year now.  I've cooperated with my doctor and my family to help me; I've taken a leave of absence from school, started living at home again so I could get regular treatment.  I don't think it's helped at...
    Antlers Antlers
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 6, 2009

    Just How I Feel.

    Today is a bad day. I'm on two different types of antidepressants. I take Zoloft and Wellbutrin (I might have messed the spelling up). I have Xanax for anxiety. I take my meds as prescribed. Xanax is on a as needed basis and I'm careful to only take it when I absolutely need...
    Miluna Miluna
    36-40, F
    1 Response Jul 10, 2010
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