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I Suffered Emotional Abuse Through Out My Childhood

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    Why Was I Abused As A Child Where Were You, God,?

    Why was i abused as a child where were you, God,? Need to to get out of Edinburgh.......i need a holiday ..if only i had some funds.... I feel i am cracking up about my past i cannot control my thoughts I am an emotional wreck....... Never thought i could feel this way...I...
    rosesweet rosesweet 56-60, F Jun 12, 2013

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    Never Ending Abuse

    My dad started emotionally abusing me when I was 3 years old. It has been an on and off thing ever since then, when I say on and off I mean sometimes its really bad and very obvious and other times it will be very very subtle so I don't even realise what's happening but he is...
    mellorabbit01 mellorabbit01 18-21, F May 31, 2011

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    Through Glass

    The sixth entry to my memoir "A Child Born From Sin" I'm looking at you through the glass... Praying that one day you'll come inside... You'll stand infront of me.... And call me your son.... A father, what is a father? Is a father someone who is loving and kind? Is a father...
    Cerorizo Cerorizo 18-21, M Mar 20, 2013

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    I Suffered Emotional Abuse All My Childhood, My Story

    Hi, my name is Ian. I was born january 1981 to an alcoholic mother & an abusive father who would beat my mother up on a regular basis. This is the reason she turned to alcohol to numb the pain. My parents broke up due to the violence in their relationship. My father left...
    imd81 imd81 26-30, M 1 Response Oct 5, 2011

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    A Child Born From Sin, Part II

    My previous post was a detailed explanantion on my childhood traumas as well as my life, but in this portion I will be furthering detailing my thoughts on being born from an affair. A month ago (right before Christmas) my father (who I had been estranged to for most of my life...
    Cerorizo Cerorizo 18-21, M Feb 21, 2013

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    My Father Is An Idiot, and so am I

    I forgot the good times and remembered the bad times my father abused my mother while drunk. Doing otherwise will betray my mother. He tried a few times to kill himself in front of my mother and I after the divorce. I seen him stick his fingers into the fuse holders in the fuse...
    SirPhoenix SirPhoenix 41-45, M 9 Responses Dec 15, 2009

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    A Child Born From Sin

    From the perspective of the average person, I look like a regular guy attending his first year of college.; I have a lot of friends, I have a family and I have my music (I'm a music performance major in college.) Behind the image of the regular guy is a history of abuse, neglect...
    Cerorizo Cerorizo 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 20, 2013

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    Being In Care

      I'm Jimmy dean and guess what? I'm a mess, i grew up in kids homes, all kinds around the country, they didn't mind disturbing me 'cause I was seeing a shrink, i was a liability although they called me a heartbreaker. I wasn't adopted 'cause I was getting pretty old, glue...
    jamesdean4ever jamesdean4ever 18-21, M Oct 7, 2011

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    I Escaped

    I had a step parent hate me. Who enjoyed screwing with my head every chance she got. Often her favorite tactic was to catch me alone and tell me the horrible things she could think of. She loved to tell how bad of a person I was and how I would end up all alone because no one...
    serenebird serenebird 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 6, 2010

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    Am I Being Abused?

    my grandpa constantly called me names and even started calling me terrible names with lots of cuss words. my parents are divorced and my dad refused to tell me where he lives. He tried to take away a phone he had gotten me for a present , when i asked him where he lived too many...
    Feb 11, 2013

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    How Many Times

    As I look back at my childhood, I can honestly say that I can't count how many times I had to listen to the verbal abuse that my so called friends, my peers and even my clergy brought down on me.  I used to think that I had a target painted on my forehead with a sign that...
    Michellewhois Michellewhois 56-60 1 Response Jan 30, 2010

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    I COULDN'T LEAVE MY MUM: It was in summer 1981,

    I was 12. I was at home with my three older sisters.. At about 7pm my mum came through the front door.. I still can see her in my mind now.. She had her light blue cardigan over her head and her face had blood on it. I got scared. My mum said to my eldest sister:"take me to the...
    Sorrentina Sorrentina 46-50, F 7 Responses Jul 6, 2014

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    A Child Born From Sin, Part III

    This is the continuation of my memoir "A Child Born From Sin" For so long I've been treated like nothing, for so long I've been neglected, for so long I've been battered; all I want is to be loved by someone, but how can I when the people who are supposed to love me the most...
    Cerorizo Cerorizo 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 5, 2013

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    Dear Dad

    Dear Dad, These are the things I wish I had the strength to tell you but I know I never will. I am too scared of what you would do/say. You emotionally abused me from the age of three and it has never stopped. Sometimes its worse than others but it never goes completely away. I...
    mellorabbit01 mellorabbit01 18-21, F 7 Responses Jun 22, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    I found a wonderful article on dealing with the emotional hangover after a relationship with a narc http://1solutionfocusedcoaching.com/2013/04/09/healing-the-emotional-hangover...
    cloudedsky cloudedsky 26-30 2 hrs ago

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    Not so much similar in context to the romance movie, "Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind", but i would love to relive my childhood once again in a different dimension.
    sommersjo sommersjo 36-40, F 9 hrs ago

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    Doing something weird and child like but in your head you have just shown everyone how powerful you are. And richard is convinced based on not having any relevant qualifications...
    UltimateDemiGoddessSam UltimateDemiGoddessSam 31-35, F 10 hrs ago

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    You think about how much money cult leaders have made/make out of cults. So why cant richard? Rent boy richard should patent his power fantasy. Imagine it..... The tough guy...
    UltimateDemiGoddessSam UltimateDemiGoddessSam 31-35, F 10 hrs ago

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    (Warning: my story is very long, please take your time reading it) Elaine, you are and will always be in my heart forever! You are on my mind now as I think about you. Recently...
    Friedwontonsonaplate Friedwontonsonaplate 26-30, M 13 hrs ago

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    I know a young girl that I have gotten close to over past several months I became aware of a guy with intentions to sexually abuse her and got her to put me in touch with her...
    Cargan2016 Cargan2016 31-35, M 5 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    Hello My name is Taira Rei Banzu, I've become a better person because of what I've been through in my life... Verbal abuse, and Emotional abuse, I don't know how I've become a...
    TairaBanzu50 TairaBanzu50 18-21, M 20 hrs ago

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    I need help leaving an abusive relationship. He controls all the money so I can't afford to leave. My family won't help because they are afraid of him and I can find no resources...
    cmabbott14 cmabbott14 22-25, F 9 Responses 1 day ago

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    So, I have issues opening up to people in person. I don't have any friends to begin with. So I figured I'd just come online. Although I've suffered from emotional abuse, and still...
    BudLilly BudLilly 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    My father verbally and emotionally abuses me and honestly it takes just as much toll on you as physical abuse. They are obviously different levels but the damage is the same. The...
    aacbluey aacbluey 18-21, F 5 Responses 2 days ago

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    I think people often underestimate what depression does to a person. I go from externalization/narcissism in dissociative states to internalization/depression. In other words; I...
    Outdoctrination Outdoctrination 18-21 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Hi I would like to share my personal experience I have had.I was a victim of emotional and verbal abuse.So I wanted to share my personal story to help others out there.For most of...
    Fruitypunch15 Fruitypunch15 31-35 6 days ago

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    Wow I don't even know where to start….but in a nutshell, my father has been emotionally manipulative and abusive for his entire life. I did not really feel the wrath of his evil...
    kimalee77 kimalee77 31-35, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I need to get this out. I am home visiting family right now. I have finally come to terms that I do not have an emotional connection with my birth mother. I thought that was the...
    RoyalTeee RoyalTeee 26-30, F a week ago

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    This has bothered me my entire life. My entire life my mom has had a tendency to ignore me. I can't remember a time where she has ever done anything for me, she only does for...
    UnwantedUseless UnwantedUseless 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 27

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    I've been abused all my life. I've been emotionally abused and neglected since day 1. I've suffered 12 years of bullying and 9 years of sexual abuse and hitting from my father. I...
    DexterMalloween DexterMalloween 13-15, M 7 Responses Jul 26

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    I've been plagued by contempt for my father for many years, and I'm trying to figure out if it's just an issue with my brain, with me as a person, or if I was actually emotionally...
    expandingforward expandingforward 36-40, M Jul 26

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    I love EP. It allows me to say and write things I don't want to keep in my diary. If anything, yesterday; I just went and burnt my diary of last year just because it felt, it wasn...
    StrongWoman9 StrongWoman9 26-30, F 3 Responses Jul 25

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    People will hate you, rate you, shake you and brake you.. But how strong you stand is what makes you 💜
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 24

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    I recently confronted my LG's about their past and current behavior at the dinner table. I have been abused physically, mentally, verbally and emotionally abused by them since I...
    HelloEla HelloEla 18-21, F 5 Responses Jul 24

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    Up front my dad is a great guy. He would do anything for us kids, anything for just about anyone, very supportive. He never misses a sporting event and would feel guilty if he did...
    tigertail123 tigertail123 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 23

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    Not only by my parents, but from other kids, and even teachers at school, they all used to say I can't do this because I have autism, I can't do that because of it, and for the...
    WokenandOpen WokenandOpen 31-35, M Jul 23

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    Hi, I'm Gianna and I'm currently 15. I'm sorry if anything I say offends you in any way, but I tend to be very blunt because that's the way I've been talked to. I have been...
    CagedBird1778 CagedBird1778 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 22

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    My parents were divorced about a decade ago. The Cause: my mom and dad would have terrible fights. It was horrible. I was an only child. My mom would sometimes sleep in my room...
    Novuko129 Novuko129 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 22

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    I felt used and abused emotionally in my marriage. I used to take pride how patient and forgiving I can be. Then I met a guy who was in a similar situation with his wife. We worked...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 22

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    To my mom who has tortured me for years I'm taking my life back. I am not worthless and I have people who love me even if you don't. In three months I'm leaving you will not make...
    Bellamey1 Bellamey1 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 21

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    But it wont be. Free speech will stay. Or demolition man concept will come. Fined for profanity. But that wont stop abuse. Just train more critics. Hypocritical...
    Converted Converted 46-50, M Jul 21

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    I want him gone I want him out of my house I can't stand him any more is getting worse and worse he keeps saying all these mean horrible things to me I can't take it any more he...
    LuvLostSoul LuvLostSoul 26-30, F 3 Responses Jul 20

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    I love to learn and I am a knowledge seeker. I didn't know how much I was going to learn when I got married. The hard way. Learning the hard way though, is very effective. You gain...
    sartur sartur 36-40, F 13 Responses Jul 20