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I Suppress My Feelings

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    Supressing Stress In My Life

    I am not one to be emotional.. those things just make me very uncomfortable, and mostly angry. Whenever my teenage brother has the tiniest bit of a problem, he has a complete meltdown. A violent, messy, over-dramatic meltdown. Once he cooled down, my parents would sit him down...
    DrSonya DrSonya 13-15, M Oct 15, 2012

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    Never Feel Anything

    I've suppressed my feelings since I was a little kid because I saw how people would let their feelings run their lives and I didn't want that to happen. I started just ignoring the bad ones like sadness and some pain. However, as time went on I started to add other emotions that...
    L96Arctic L96Arctic 22-25, M 2 Responses Jan 11, 2012

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    You know me all too well And I can't suppress the memories You're gone and I can tell That I've lost more than you'll ever see Don't say that it's not fair That you're not the...
    JalenFrankie616 JalenFrankie616 13-15, F Sep 19

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    They say that I can't be angry, and yes it is true that I never show my anger. But I can be angry, And I suppress it, on the inside I just want to scream.
    afreespirit afreespirit 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 8

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    I can't be sure and I don't want to be sure. But I have a feeling that its true. It's a very strange story I have only told 1 person and I think they judge me because of it. I...
    ijustneedtoletitout ijustneedtoletitout 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 16

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    Maybe I used to accept this pity from others before, it is because I was thirsty for feelings, lonely and needed compassion and love. Nothing changed really, maybe I am even in a...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F Sep 2

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    Un-reciprocated Love.What starts out as a friendship and turns into love for one person is not just painful for the person who developed romantic feelings. It can also be painful...
    angelicsmiles angelicsmiles 31-35, F 5 Responses Sep 8

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    This is the story of my life, from my earliest childhood memories to the age of majority (18). Today is October 2. 2014. I am a Norwegian male, so my English is not perfect. I'm...
    Dakris Dakris 18-21, M 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    The worst feeling in the world is to find out the feelings aren't really mutual, due to past relationships. I've always been the amazing person that finishes last. So tired of...
    cjohnson1983 cjohnson1983 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 3

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    The thoughts are constant, they come much more often, the feelings of worthlessness, hopelessness, anger, fear, depression! I don't know what to do anymore! I coped for a while by...
    sm1ttay sm1ttay 16-17, M 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    I'm love my bf and it's only been a month and a half. We connect on different levels. He makes me smile even when I don't want to. He makes me forget about all the people that are...
    cjohnson1983 cjohnson1983 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 2

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    Dear Bianca, I feel like an ******* ******* for what happen over the weekend. I know we have our differences. I hate it when I make you worry about me. I don't...
    dominick6 dominick6 13-15, M 1 Response Sep 2

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    The guy that I still have feelings for I use to be scared of saying hi now he stammers a bit saying hi and steals a glance oh if he didn't lead me on it wouldn't be like this :(
    bohemianlife925 bohemianlife925 16-17, F Sep 3

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    It's best to share your true feelings. If you don't people will never know how you really feel
    cjohnson1983 cjohnson1983 31-35, F 2 Responses Sep 4

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    Such strong feelings, like hatred!
    LifeDispenser LifeDispenser 31-35, M 2 Responses Sep 7

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    Worst Feelings: Cheated on. Over thinking.🙇 Lied to. Heart broken. Not cared for. Losing. Scared. Assuming. Nervous. Letting go.
    HeyAsshole13 HeyAsshole13 22-25, F Sep 8

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    There are a couple of reasons. Mainly, a show of emotions is a weakness, and a sign of weakness. That's not necessarily a bad thing – the best way to engender trust is, after...
    Aurinne Aurinne 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 9

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    All I ever think about is my feelings and it's just so hard. I'm so tired of having to think about them, I just want them to disappear.
    nina654321 nina654321 13-15, F Sep 10

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    No, you don't. You don't want to lie in the woods, staring at the sky until the earth has turned its back on the sun for the evening and the stars are visible, listening to weepy...
    BrokenThread BrokenThread 18-21, F Sep 10

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    On the run - Natalie ImbrugliaI'm looking for a way to calm these voices in my headWith all this mad confusionI don't wanna leave this bedI'm on the runI'm on the run againAnd I...
    schmetterlingmx schmetterlingmx 26-30, F Sep 11

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    I am a big believer in this. If you can't tell me your true feelings then I don't want them around me. I hate to have to drag it out of someone. Just tell me good or bad and I...
    lonewolf2060 lonewolf2060 51-55, M 3 Responses Sep 12

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    Ugh! Damn you feelings!....... I'm just going to sit in my corner and eat crackers all day.
    FallingUp23 FallingUp23 13-15, M Sep 16

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    I became vulnerable when I let out my true feelings and no matter how strong or true they are it always come to the point that I should have just kept them in. It makes it awkward...
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M Sep 17

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    Sorry for writing a lot in this experience I'm just getting my feelings out through misic
    JalenFrankie616 JalenFrankie616 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 19

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    I've always been a very open, honest, and straightforward person. But I'm starting to realize that that actually creeps guys out, even though they SAY they like honest chicks who...
    GoddessAirmid GoddessAirmid 22-25, F 7 Responses Sep 21

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    I've tried to ignore the weird feelings I've been getting lately but I can't anymore.. I can literally just be sitting there and then I'll get this odd feeling and it'll sorta make...
    MarissaDreams MarissaDreams 18-21, F Sep 21

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    When it comes to loving I don't have in-betweens...I mean either I love in a way that implies I give all of myself...or I don't love at all... If a man gets my heart, he'll also...
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 31-35, F 3 Responses Sep 22

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    I really do hate my feelings sometimes. I hate the fact that I love too fast and I love too hard. Wish I could find a happy medium between em
    cjohnson1983 cjohnson1983 31-35, F 2 Responses Sep 22

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    Ok so this is going to be very long but if you are willing to help then that would mean the world to me:) I have told this to some people but I want others opinions on this as well...
    Candice321 Candice321 13-15, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    Well there's this guy I met at the end of May this year. He's a senior now and I'm a junior. We're in Highschool just incase Ya didn't guess it. Him and I started off as just...
    ambitousk ambitousk 16-17, F 6 days ago

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    WHy when I express my dislike for something people either get defensive or throw it in my face? I've had someone, who I considered a friend,tell he doesnt see me as a friend, and...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    I can't say they're murderous feelings but..... Oh look at all the hairs go on end on your neck! You're wondering where I'm going with this.... ...some guys just won't accept no...
    Skjeggstad Skjeggstad 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    You will either get it or you won't but I find lyrics of the Grateful Dead most often capture my feelings the best.
    johnstlouis johnstlouis 56-60, M 3 days ago

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    I always use junk food to deal with my feelings. :(
    michellerocks michellerocks 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I'm not like that one person that everyone hates because of the fact that they are surrounded by drama. I'm not. I just like to talk about what I'm going through with my close...
    mchanna101 mchanna101 13-15 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I'm married, my ex is married and has 2 children. When I was in high school, I got my ex pregnant. We were in love, and were trying to figure out how we could make everything work...
    LookingForFK LookingForFK 31-35 1 Response 1 day ago

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    What if a guy seems not really interested in you,but still trying to pUll your leg to make you Nervous and to make you jealous ? should i just pull away forever from him ? i...
    Kategemini Kategemini 31-35, F 3 hrs ago

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    I don't even know why I do this but I'm so passive aggressive. I just put my anger to the side instead of dealing with it right then and there. Then I let it bottle up and one day...
    ihatemytown ihatemytown 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 4

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    That moment when you want to make that person who made you angry,bow down at your feet and beg for his life,or just make him cry.That moment is so familiar to me.
    JoeyNight JoeyNight 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Cornered..... Help.... I want to escape.... I cant.... ;( darkness... Loneliness.... Hatred....
    InfiniteMusic InfiniteMusic 13-15, M Sep 2

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    I am gray. Life is more gray than it is black or white. I feel like I was only taught to live in black and white. But I am gray and so is everything I see. Gray is the mixing of...
    lilHuman lilHuman 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 2

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    I thought of this and please tell me what you think. I believe that there is a huge population in this country that doesn't know what it feels like to be loved. That is why there...
    lifelifeishard lifelifeishard 46-50, M 2 Responses Sep 2

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    PAiN IS JUST A CONSEQUENCE OF L0VE.. < / 3 Ariana Grande - My Everything Yes, i LOVE THIS SONG:)
    infinitexhope infinitexhope 22-25, F Sep 2

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    It sits on a shelf, Gathering dust. Hardly ever noticed, By eyes that matter. It was a gift to you, Now long forgotten, Used, but unused. It is my heart.
    ConcreteSleeper ConcreteSleeper 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 3

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    I'll be the first to admit that I mocked long distance relationships, I genuinely believed that they couldn't possibly exist and be real. Now I feel more confused than ever before...
    RebeccaLouise9541 RebeccaLouise9541 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 3

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    Fighting My Own Demons The greatest enemy is the ego. I learned, it demands to act out without considering the people around and the consequences. It makes you forget wisdom. It...
    samemay54 samemay54 51-55, F 6 Responses Sep 3

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