I Suppress My Feelings

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 19 People

    Never Feel Anything

    I've suppressed my feelings since I was a little kid because I saw how people would let their feelings run their lives and I didn't want that to happen. I started just ignoring the bad ones like sadness and some pain. However, as time went on I started to add other emotions that...
    L96Arctic L96Arctic
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Jan 11, 2012

    Supressing Stress In My Life

    I am not one to be emotional.. those things just make me very uncomfortable, and mostly angry. Whenever my teenage brother has the tiniest bit of a problem, he has a complete meltdown. A violent, messy, over-dramatic meltdown. Once he cooled down, my parents would sit him down...
    DrSonya DrSonya
    13-15, M
    Oct 15, 2012

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    Dezeena Dezeena
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 21
    to be honest..I don't feel anything.. I mean barely.. my emotions are pretty fake these days lol
    Cocrispy Cocrispy
    22-25, M
    Apr 21
    hola ! ask me for my k(i)k handle ! if i like you i will give it to you. if not i will mock you mercilessly. then give it to you anyway.
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    1 Response Apr 21
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    Heyoitsme Heyoitsme
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Apr 20
    I gotta believe we'll all make it. that things will work out like they're meant to.
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic
    36-40, F
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    18-21, M
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    1 Response Apr 17
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    Foodx Foodx
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    skyglad skyglad
    22-25, M
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    I hate you, I love you, I hate that I want you, You love her you need her and I'll never be her....
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Apr 13
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    70+, F
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    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 12
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    SparkofDecency SparkofDecency
    18-21, F
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    22-25, M
    Apr 12
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    soyyoprincesa soyyoprincesa
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Apr 11
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    SAKuraXLee SAKuraXLee
    22-25, F
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    genjiipiexx genjiipiexx
    31-35, F
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    The general interest of posting anything does not exist because this site is closing.
    Protohipster Protohipster
    16-17, F
    Apr 11
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    friedchickenwing friedchickenwing
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Apr 10
    Wrote this in my spare time. I actually liked doing this essay. If anyone wants to see the full essay then msg me
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    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 10
    What you say should always match what you do. If it doesn't, your words will eventually become meaningless to others.
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    deleted deleted
    26-30
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    31-35, M
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    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 7
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    greatgost greatgost
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    inquisitiveDamen17 inquisitiveDamen17
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    cloudsoflife cloudsoflife
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    Airin1987 Airin1987
    26-30, M
    1 Response Apr 5
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    soyyoprincesa soyyoprincesa
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 5
    Always was, always am, and probably always will be? Story of my life. lol.
    soyyoprincesa soyyoprincesa
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 5
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    Dezeena Dezeena
    26-30, F
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    fuckinggg queerssss..SMHhhh..
    Cocrispy Cocrispy
    22-25, M
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    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 4
    Why I hate Whitney Wisconsin.
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    13-15, F
    1 Response Apr 4
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    StopSuicideAndDepression StopSuicideAndDepression
    16-17, F
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    I am sick of all the games I have to play -soap by Melanie Martinez
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