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I Suppress My Feelings

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 20 People

    Never Feel Anything

    I've suppressed my feelings since I was a little kid because I saw how people would let their feelings run their lives and I didn't want that to happen. I started just ignoring the bad ones like sadness and some pain. However, as time went on I started to add other emotions that...
    L96Arctic L96Arctic 22-25, M 2 Responses Jan 11, 2012

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    Supressing Stress In My Life

    I am not one to be emotional.. those things just make me very uncomfortable, and mostly angry. Whenever my teenage brother has the tiniest bit of a problem, he has a complete meltdown. A violent, messy, over-dramatic meltdown. Once he cooled down, my parents would sit him down...
    DrSonya DrSonya 13-15, M Oct 15, 2012

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    Feeling confident in how I been feeling. It feels liberating and amazing.
    Underdogtop Underdogtop 26-30, F 1 hr ago

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    I truly believe this about following ur heart and all but be ware the heart can be desiving as well sorry for my spelling anyways guard ur hearts and pray on makes changes oh...
    riderz4christ riderz4christ 36-40, M 9 hrs ago

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    As I lie awake at 2:30 in the middle of the night in total darkness, the only light coming from the tablet that I tell my secrets to, I think of you. I wish tonight that you were...
    Niknak9225 Niknak9225 22-25, F 12 hrs ago

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    Not sure what's going on with my feelings. I have been seeing this man and everything has been perfect so far. This upcoming weekend I positive were going to make our relationship...
    redheadedmelly redheadedmelly 26-30, F 4 Responses 17 hrs ago

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    I just often don't know how I'm feeling and it confuses me. Right now I'm feeling very happy and excited but still deep down I feel like I'm missing something. And I don't know...
    Alessyy Alessyy 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    Like the time I could have got into my friends car for a ride home... only for him to have a car accident. Like the time I suspected my x husband was having an affair Like the...
    wonderofwonders1 wonderofwonders1 41-45, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    More and more often I want to delete my accounts from everywhere, alsolutely. Here, from FB, VK, mail.ru to leave no trace of myself in the Net. Because my life is so miserable now...
    Tourion Tourion 22-25, M 3 days ago

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    I think the hardest thing for me to do is smiling through a tough time. How do people hide their true feelings? most of the time I can, but it hurts to pretend to be happy. Why can...
    snoopy3 snoopy3 22-25, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    i still cant figure out what i truly want most of time i am romantic lost in thoughts but when i think imagine myself with someone in future i feel weird like my core is...
    lostpagesofM lostpagesofM 18-21, M 1 Response a week ago

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    Why does everything have to progressively get worse? I miss when my life had more meaning. When I could say "I'm OK" without lying. I'm too tired to continue this pointless fight...
    somniatorlupus somniatorlupus 18-21, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I used to be open about my feelings-until I wised up and realized that the common thread in human nature is self interest. Anytime you show the slightest amount of vulnerability to...
    sambular1313 sambular1313 31-35, F 1 Response a week ago

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    It feels so bad when you sob out feelings that have been in so long. I got a migraine today because of it.
    aquamoongoddess aquamoongoddess 22-25, F Jan 30

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    As always, my feelings always end up hurt. I know we live worlds apart and it would be hard. There's no denying that I have feelings. whether you know it or not you very quickly...
    Englishrose93 Englishrose93 22-25, F Jan 30

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    I joined this website for the purpose of getting my feelings out but all I feel I did was ***** about the girl that I lost. I need some serious help on that and I will not go to a...
    TinselCookie607 TinselCookie607 18-21, M Jan 30

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    i can and will.. only 3 ways you can tell my feelings and you actually have to notice. my feelings are always shown but also very hidden.. i am a contradiction, an oxy-moron if...
    moongoddess35 moongoddess35 31-35, F Jan 30

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    People who their feelings usually care the most!!
    iamsal iamsal 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 29

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    My mother, who I haven't seen for four years as a result, has a friend who she introduced to my brother and I as our new Dad, even though she hadn't divorced our real Dad. She left...
    Ducostrinity Ducostrinity 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 29

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    I am beyond creeped out by my stepbrother. There were a few off-ish feelings in the beginning about him but I ignored them for the sake of the family. He never says a word to me...
    HisLittleBecca HisLittleBecca 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 28

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    When I was small, I liked to draw, sew, paint, and do all the beautiful girly stuff. But now I'm all about the boyish things. I'm so curious why I don't do the girly things that I...
    JulieK8 JulieK8 18-21, F Jan 27

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    I am completely confused about my feelings. I can't believe I found an experience called this'. I know for most they will interpret the title to refer to romantic feelings about a...
    QuestionMarks QuestionMarks 41-45, F 2 Responses Jan 26

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    Here are my feelings right now: "The world's not a movie, it's not fiction. You can't think, 'Say it they'll accept it.' Some people kick you down just because you're different...
    FallingIntoAnAbyss FallingIntoAnAbyss 13-15, F Jan 25

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    I'm not sure exactly how to word all this, but I'll do my best. First off I'd like to say that I am the type of person that wants everyone around me to be happy. It's less...
    sweetgem8 sweetgem8 41-45, F 6 Responses Jan 25

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    I think this is just a simple but I'm trying to move on about my crush and why I was dreaming about him? I'm avoiding him at school because I know that if I keep loving him, it...
    ronjayson ronjayson 13-15, M Jan 22

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    Well, I know I shouldn't hate myslef for my "bad things", that maybe not all of them are bad or whatever (and I'm working about this). But it's hurting me so much not being able to...
    Bircos Bircos 18-21, M Jan 22

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    "The feelings of Love can't be purchased at any cost but can be expressed in few simple words and gestures". - Johnnie
    johnnie8484 johnnie8484 31-35, M 4 Responses Jan 20

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    Duh, isn't that the obvious basic concept of posting anything on EP? To share your thoughts and feelings? Thanks to whichever genius created this redundant group!
    ChaoticEnigma ChaoticEnigma 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 19

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    I know I shouldn't be. I know I shouldn't feel all of these. I know, but still here I am spilling my feelings knowing that it is not even right. Feeling betrayed just because my...
    smilemelove smilemelove 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 17

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    I have an ex that hurt me really bad it's been almost 10 years. I hadn't seen him for a long time and had finally felt I was over it all then on day he was at my work. When I walk...
    Mopargirl76 Mopargirl76 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 16

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    Feelings are a weakness, a show of vulnerability. I don't experience strong feelings, for they are muted, I'm not emotional, but I still have them. I hate feelings, because they...
    LikeICare13 LikeICare13 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 15

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    Kinda hurts when people screw with my feelings or treat them as a joke. Don't want to deal with that any longer.
    ErraticSarcastic ErraticSarcastic 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 14

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    This is no longer the person I loved, this is someone else. We no longer walk the same road, and I can carry my feelings alone only so far. I've been afraid in the last year, that...
    trancexpress trancexpress 22-25, M Jan 14

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    I want my feelings of guilt and self-loathing to go away but I feel sometimes that I deserve to feel guilty and to beat myself up constantly. On one hand I want to have peace of...
    lauren71 lauren71 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 12

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    I like to cut myself off from things, from propel, to feelings, to life in general. I like to sit in my bed and just let myself think for awhile, almost like sleeping in a way...
    BB4082 BB4082 22-25, M Jan 12

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    Sometimes I can be blunt when I'm dealing with other people and I don't mean to come off that way. I am an outgoing person and I will usually let my opinion about things be known...
    samantha468 samantha468 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 12

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    When you need to combat fire in a quick way, throwing water on it doesn’t seem like a good strategy. Water is a good source to put out the flames but in most cases it isn’t as...
    safety2survey safety2survey 26-30, M Jan 12

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    Do I still love the person or the memories?? This past 2 days, I've been really down, I keep on thinking about her, and seeing her (we're from the same school). It sucks because I...
    LoveIsLove216 LoveIsLove216 18-21, F Jan 12

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    love and hate gleefully play on a teeter totter laughing at the one that goes up and approaches my surface. the pillow kisses my face and the sandman tucks me in and with every...
    AndyOceans AndyOceans 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 12

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