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I Surprise Myself With My Emotions At Times

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    A Crush

    I have this crush on a guy across the street. I have and never will do anything about it and never even told anyone except my freind. It just surprises me that I am old and can still have a crush.
    azurebites azurebites 51-55, F 3 Responses Nov 15, 2009

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    To Both Extremes

    I know that our hormones affect the way that we deal with emotion but I never realized to what extent. About three months after starting HRT (Hormone Replacement Therapy) I started to notice that I was reacting differently to things.I found that things that used to make me mad...
    lyricaldemise lyricaldemise 36-40, T Sep 6, 2013

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    If I Feel - I'm Alive

    When I was growing up I used to keep a lid on my emotions. I never let them run around, show up unexpected to ruin the party and such. Sometimes it was helpful, but sometimes it was in the way of normal interaction with people. You could never tell how I felt or what was on my...
    SunnySmile SunnySmile 31-35, F Nov 30, 2010

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    Resentment

    This is not right but I am resentful of this lady that I have been working with on a project. She has a beautiful house, 2.5 kids, she doesn't have an outside job and her husband is very good looking and provides well for his family. She has a tiny waist and no one would ever...
    azurebites azurebites 51-55, F Nov 15, 2009

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    Absorbed

    Sometimes, things do kind of weigh on me, you know the trouble the children I work with, and for, who have such trouble fitting into our world, their world is so different! My fears for them get a little too intense. I cry. There isn't much charity of spirit in the world these...
    aoutdouze aoutdouze 22-25, F Oct 11, 2013

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    Too Emotional?

    I sometimes wonder if I get a little too emotional about certain subjects. Subjects like religious intolerance. Or intolerance of any kind. But I don't really think so. People have to get emotional about this subject, mainly because so much hangs in the balance. People are...
    IanMatthew IanMatthew 56-60, M 2 Responses Nov 23, 2010

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    When I Broke My Wrist

    i broke my wrist about 3 years ago and when the doc told me i went into shock but said i was a rare case that i diddent cry i laughed.i broke my wrist and founf it histerical
    anotheryou anotheryou 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 4, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    This is probably going to be a bit long-winded and hard to explain, but here goes. I know that a lot of people may judge me and think 'well she's only 13-15 what does she know, she...
    ViperaStellaris ViperaStellaris 13-15, F 2 Responses May 15

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    I love tape gagging in general along with bondage
    MaxwellMoonHoof MaxwellMoonHoof 18-21, M 1 Response May 4

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    my dad just brought back a box of donuts a while ago. and the rule is were supposed to have only one and wait until everyone else get one before you get anymore but i couldnt wait...
    likesthembig likesthembig 18-21, T May 3

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    Anybody in Ohio wanna gagged a trans gal like me
    Tessa1997 Tessa1997 18-21, M 1 Response May 7

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    I love to look in the mirror after I put a ***** of tape on my mouth and see my lips are sealed and just know when I'm seen people will know I stay quiet
    MaxwellMoonHoof MaxwellMoonHoof 18-21, M May 9

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    I'm feeling naughty so I'm thinking about laying on some knives who thinks I should? (I'll probably do it anyway but I just want to see what people think)
    ILoveToBeTortured ILoveToBeTortured 18-21, F 3 Responses May 18

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    This became a longer story then I wanted to be, but its my story and I carry it with pride. I have always been a weirdo and I love myself for it. I am now in a point in my life...
    GuiltBear GuiltBear 31-35, M 1 Response May 20

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    I have bulimia and anxiety so burning myself with the metal on lighters makes me feel so much better, I pretend to my friends who asked what I was doing, that it was a joke and...
    markinggold markinggold 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    This is to all the people who have thought about giving up. I 1st must say, god has not given up on you. All my life I have been worried about what others have thought of me. I...
    theplanofaction theplanofaction 22-25, M May 11

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    I have two loving parents and two great brothers. My other family is loving-ish but we are dysfunctional and no where near perfect. But I am loved. But this factor just makes me...
    HollowHeart17 HollowHeart17 18-21, F 1 Response May 7

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    i have been trying to better my life over these past 3 years and i really have been trying. i have gotten rid of those who dont care for me and i have surrounded myself with good...
    eagi eagi 22-25, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    It was an ordinary Friday... I went about my morning... getting kids ready for school... checking in on ep -- letting friends know I was thinking of them... going for my run...
    submissivelittlewoman submissivelittlewoman 41-45, F 1 Response May 8

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    I am a 20 year old from London who studies Performance at University, which is about to end in a week. After that ill be off to America for five months working and experiencing new...
    Amyflorence Amyflorence 18-21, F 1 Response May 4

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    This happened a long time ago. It's a long story, so bear with me. We were friends for 6 months. And we got together for 4 years. And then we broke up a little after celebrating...
    Lonely90s Lonely90s 22-25, M May 12

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    I had a good morning today and yes, I hate waking up because it's cold outside of the bed, but I was okay. I actually spent time with my mum and talked to her and went shopping...
    TunedOut TunedOut 16-17, F 2 Responses May 3

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    I recently posted my first-ever selfie without makeup onto Instagram, and I assumed because I look so different from any of my other selfies I wouldn't get as many likes or...
    babyllove21 babyllove21 18-21, F 24 Responses May 16

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    Once I almost killed myself on PURPOSE because I was so mad. At my parents (obviously) They took away my laptop and iPad because they didn't want me "staying up all night." I...
    ChocolateGirl04 ChocolateGirl04 13-15, F 3 Responses May 3

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    I have no problem with it. I was in one myself with a lady from America. I'm black and she's white. Before I got into one with her I never imagined me being in an interracial...
    RastaGotSoul RastaGotSoul 22-25, M 1 Response May 10

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    I don't know why but I am always trying to improve myself but others see it as if I'm just trying to prove something to them .. They just don't get me ... It's just I want to be...
    gowybry gowybry 16-17, F 8 Responses 5 days ago

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    I'm laying here fingerling myself with my fake belly on and getting so wet!!! Let me know if you want to help me finish
    deleted deleted 26-30 7 Responses May 9

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    so I'm in bed fingering myself with the curtains open.. I'm so horny I could squirt right now. private message me if you wanna help
    jordanalexis1 jordanalexis1 18-21, F 10 Responses May 9

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    suicidal, regretting the abortion and hating what my life is. feeling hopeless, ive been in a ward 4 3days on suicide watch. My friends are guilting me about being here, little...
    Anubis111 Anubis111 22-25, T 1 Response May 17

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    It has been a long arduous journey from self loathing, feeling rejected and insecure as child and teenager to accepting myself with all my flaws and assets. I am at the point of...
    Prostate56 Prostate56 56-60, M 6 days ago

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    Speaking as a curvy woman I embrace my curves. I can't imagine myself without them. They define who I am every sexy, sassy voluptuous part of me. So curvy women of the world...
    navelgirl2010 navelgirl2010 41-45, F 11 Responses 2 days ago

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    And it's awkward at times because sometimes I'll be going over a conversation I had with somebody in my head that happened years ago and I'll just cringe and sometimes laugh. Like...
    QuietlyLurking16 QuietlyLurking16 13-15, F 4 hrs ago

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    Well I like a guy named Julian ( he was Hispanic like us and hot like us). Everyone said he was a player an ignorant cocky *******. That no one likes. I didn't listen and he played...
    Hispan Hispan 13-15, M 2 Responses May 3

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    I don't enjoy who I am sometimes, I'm loud annoying, stubborn and sarcastic when it's not needed. I always have to be in the right. And I'm not proud of any of that But it gets...
    Mantisrider64 Mantisrider64 16-17, M 4 hrs ago

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    I must learn to say very little to my link worker or support worker at my supported housing ...as I 've learned that by telling her so much about myself and what I do I got myself...
    Powerlesss Powerlesss 31-35, F 40 mins ago

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    I know I have emotions but this is one of the times, that I can't tell where they are... maybe I left them in bed. It's almost like I'm so used to the meaningless flurry of...
    LadySweetz LadySweetz 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    When was the last time you felt like the deepest part of your soul was in a tug-of-war? When was the last time you felt excited, yet sad? Angry, yet compassionate? Relaxed, but...
    IRealizedVienna IRealizedVienna 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 30

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    I'm 26 years old and just came out to my best friend well only friend about 4 months ago. Before that I did not really think much of it, I always thought to myself that I'll take...
    uddon uddon 26-30, M 4 Responses May 3

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    I like them,at least am starting to like them more/appreciate them,they're not always easy to deal with to feel but i like having them,I wouldn't be me without them feel like...
    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F May 19

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    Sometimes it's hard for me to arrange the entangled mess of emotions and thoughts that reside in the restless spaces of my mind into coherent words. It feels like an internal...
    ArcticNorah ArcticNorah 16-17, F May 19

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    You guys will not be hearing anything from me anytime soon. I cannot put up with my teacher's complexity any longer. You know, there is a good kind of mysterious, and a bad kind. I...
    XOAfraaXO XOAfraaXO 18-21, F 4 Responses May 5

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    I actually have a high EQ (emotional quotient) butI can't express my emotions. I am really tired, I feel like I am acting although the day. I can't say what I think, I don't know...
    nekonyan6 nekonyan6 13-15, F 1 Response May 4

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