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I Surprise Myself With My Emotions At Times

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    A Crush

    I have this crush on a guy across the street. I have and never will do anything about it and never even told anyone except my freind. It just surprises me that I am old and can still have a crush.
    azurebites azurebites 51-55, F 3 Responses Nov 15, 2009

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    To Both Extremes

    I know that our hormones affect the way that we deal with emotion but I never realized to what extent. About three months after starting HRT (Hormone Replacement Therapy) I started to notice that I was reacting differently to things.I found that things that used to make me mad...
    lyricaldemise lyricaldemise 36-40, T Sep 6, 2013

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    Resentment

    This is not right but I am resentful of this lady that I have been working with on a project. She has a beautiful house, 2.5 kids, she doesn't have an outside job and her husband is very good looking and provides well for his family. She has a tiny waist and no one would ever...
    azurebites azurebites 51-55, F Nov 15, 2009

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    When I Broke My Wrist

    i broke my wrist about 3 years ago and when the doc told me i went into shock but said i was a rare case that i diddent cry i laughed.i broke my wrist and founf it histerical
    anotheryou anotheryou 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 4, 2011

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    If I Feel - I'm Alive

    When I was growing up I used to keep a lid on my emotions. I never let them run around, show up unexpected to ruin the party and such. Sometimes it was helpful, but sometimes it was in the way of normal interaction with people. You could never tell how I felt or what was on my...
    SunnySmile SunnySmile 31-35, F Nov 30, 2010

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    Too Emotional?

    I sometimes wonder if I get a little too emotional about certain subjects. Subjects like religious intolerance. Or intolerance of any kind. But I don't really think so. People have to get emotional about this subject, mainly because so much hangs in the balance. People are...
    IanMatthew IanMatthew 56-60, M 2 Responses Nov 23, 2010

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    Absorbed

    Sometimes, things do kind of weigh on me, you know the trouble the children I work with, and for, who have such trouble fitting into our world, their world is so different! My fears for them get a little too intense. I cry. There isn't much charity of spirit in the world these...
    aoutdouze aoutdouze 22-25, F Oct 11, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    The other day you called me up for a chat. I was busy so we agreed I'd call you later. Later you were in the middle of something, but said you'd gladly (<-- key word) stop to...
    sbj120 sbj120 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 1

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    I'm a pretty compact body build 5'3 180 pounds but I am athletic as hell and just outperformed my thinner sister (136 pounds) in the gym even though she's been working out much...
    arirose43 arirose43 16-17, F Mar 19

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    The B-52's - "Love ShackHehe, brings back memories of my youth just cruising the island with friends! Still cruise, taking it all in YeeeHaaa!
    eyeno eyeno 61-65, M 3 Responses Mar 10

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    HAPPY CUTENESS at its bestConnie Talbot - SmileMade me chuckle, with a tear of JOY!
    eyeno eyeno 61-65, M 1 Response Mar 14

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    I might lay on a knife and fall asleep with it in me tonight tell me if I should do it or not
    katielovespeeingherpants katielovespeeingherpants 18-21, F 7 Responses 3 days ago

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    Any suggestions of slower sad songs?
    Mindofanintrovert Mindofanintrovert 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 2

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    Pharrell Williams - HappyHere's another one for ya fungirlmmm and fellow EPers!YeeeHaaa, Life is Good!!!
    eyeno eyeno 61-65, M 1 Response Mar 8

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    Van Halen - JumpYeeeHaaa, Might As Well Jump!!!LIFE IS GOOD!!!
    eyeno eyeno 61-65, M Mar 10

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    Lil Wayne - Da Da DaYeeeHaaa, High Energy... Da Da Da!!!
    eyeno eyeno 61-65, M Mar 10

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    Those and cupcakes like last night wow didn't know I could eat 12 of the bite sized ones going for more tonight.
    Chubbyhubby230 Chubbyhubby230 31-35, M Mar 19

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    Smart, Honest, Kind and Loving people ..... Trynna be more focused and understanding on this thing called life......
    Mardiez Mardiez 18-21, M Mar 22

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    Not entirely sad.. but it does have a slightly depressing under tone..............Aeroplane Over The Sea - Neutral Milk Hotel
    FabledCity FabledCity 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 23

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    Is anyone up for truth or dare?
    Grizz74 Grizz74 36-40, M Mar 23

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    Just listened to the new arrangement of Amanda Palmer's Bigger On The Inside, the one where Zoe Keating accompanies her on cello and cried. The subject matter of the song and...
    xanaxannex xanaxannex 22-25, T 6 days ago

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    JIMMY CLIFF - i can see clearly now LegendadoAfter watching and listening to this music video, I just wanted to scream YeeeHaaa, its going to be a bright and sunny day!!!
    eyeno eyeno 61-65, M 6 days ago

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    Thoughts of him laying in bed raced through my mind. I wanted his body against mine. I wanted to feel him inside me. The only problem was I did not want it for just one night. I...
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 15

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    I sometimes express my self through writing because I feel it's the only way I can expel all of these bottled up mix of emotions that constantly swirl within me. I admit...
    agathashelly agathashelly 26-30, F 3 Responses Mar 16

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    Alright, this is a really, REALLY long tale, so if you're going to stick around, you should probably get some popcorn or something. I've written all of this just kinda to get it...
    Blue707 Blue707 16-17, M 2 Responses Mar 24

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    Can't help myself right now. I'm just so in the mood. Slowly stroking myself then at times just building up speed. Any girls wanna msg?
    livingtothefullest111 livingtothefullest111 16-17, M Mar 14

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    Is it wrong for me to worry and care too much for people? I mean I love helping others, i really do, I don't mind it at all, but, I'm starting to realize that I worry too much and...
    Ki123 Ki123 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I was told I need to prove myself. I admit at this stage in my life I again have hit bottom and filled myself with depression as BPD has raised its ugly head again but in my life...
    wickedone72 wickedone72 41-45, F Mar 5

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    Ever since I was younger, I don't react to disappointing others very well. I had always been wary about how they see me and how I should act around them because I feel like no one...
    JalynArr JalynArr 16-17, F Mar 24

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    I haven't done it in like a year and I promised myself I would never do it again. But I did something really stupid that could have ruined everything so I felt like I needed to...
    Pooh1993 Pooh1993 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 1

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    I could barely look at myself in the mirror. I wish I could take pictures of myself without disgust. I wish I was one of the cool guys that can talk to girls. I hate myself so much...
    ForeverALoser ForeverALoser 22-25, M 4 Responses Mar 15

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    Deep within, I flow like the running rivers. Scraping past the surfaces of my own being, allowing myself to see deeply into my own depth. I fall deeply in love with myself, with...
    Lunarflowerrr Lunarflowerrr 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    Hi. I'm 25 years old, and I think I would consider myself a bit of a romantic. I really don't like being single and it genuinely gets me down I'm not with anyone. I'm busy studying...
    elliecara elliecara 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 1

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    sad that I can't be myself with the important people in my life
    truthdtold truthdtold 26-30, M Mar 1

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    He's perfect he tells me I'm beautiful everyday. He's the kind of boys I always wanted to meet and now that I finally meet him I can't see myself with any other boy. He makes me...
    adamsgirl01 adamsgirl01 13-15, F Mar 4

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    I have friends, siblings, relatives and myself with ADHD
    shannonsjourney shannonsjourney 18-21, F Mar 18

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    I've been around toxic people all my life, my mom seems to have histrionic personality disorder, and I just recently realized that and that the people I've surrounded myself with...
    Wbyogimaso Wbyogimaso 26-30, M 3 Responses Mar 22

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    So, I have finally cracked and had my first panic attack. I can't really say that I am shocked, I have had a lot of disappointments lately. What makes it really hard is I have no...
    AnonymouslyAlive AnonymouslyAlive 26-30, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    Im struggling. Just like I've always been. Ppl never are what they seem. I trust ppl an they all eventually turn on me. I take a huge risk letting them know a few things about my...
    AquilaAqua AquilaAqua 13-15, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Jesus has set me free from all addictions that I have been struggling with, all my life. Jesus made my broken heart into a brand new heart and He filled my heart with His love, joy...
    ai208234 ai208234 22-25, M 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    I do it more than 4-5 times a day. Is something wrong with me ? ....
    nicoledn nicoledn 18-21, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    This is a long post so prepare accordingly.There's so much to tell that I'm not sure where to start. I'm not sure my story will receive as much attention as I require, either, or...
    somniatorlupus somniatorlupus 18-21, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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