I Survived Icu Psychosis

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    My Icu Phycosis Story

    Hi all, HALLOWEEN NIGHTMARE!!!!!! The events you are about to read are all true and to the best that I can remember. The year is 2005. My story was a case of misidentity, I am a kind, loving sole with love to share. please read on I am not crazy its just that morphine can...
    kaponeoly kaponeoly
    31-35, M
    2 Responses Sep 24, 2009

    The Scenic Route Through Hell

    There are no words I could give you to tell you what it feels like. There is no day or night--the lights never go off, and whether you're awake or asleep, there is no ending to the nightmares your own delirious mind invents. There is no comfort for you. There is only horror. ...
    LucidDementia LucidDementia
    18-21, F
    9 Responses Aug 6, 2009

    Real Life Or My Imigination

    I had cervical surgery on Aug. 1, 2012. In the recovery room, my left lung collapsed and I was put into ICU. I have very little memory, almost none, of my "real" life while I was in the psychosis. I thought my daughter had sold all of my property to the hospital. Then I was in a...
    missippy12 missippy12
    66-70
    Nov 28, 2012

    One Sunday in December 2014,

    I began to vomit at 3 pm. The sickness was relentless and at 7 pm I asked my husband to take me to the ER. The wait was 30 minutes or so. The worst nurse ever took one vial of blood and said "sorry. I'm not good at this" as my blood ran down my arm and onto the floor. I was...
    dieunsernae dieunsernae
    36-40, F
    May 31, 2015

    Dream Stolen

    My husband and I were married in April after 4 yrs of dating.  He had cirrhosis of the liver, and was put on the list in June.  After a year of hell, constant trips to the hospital, I took him in a month ago with severe encephalopathy.  He ended up in ICU and...
    khughes228 khughes228
    46-50
    2 Responses Nov 22, 2010

    My Dad Is Going Through This Right Now...:(

    my dad had his accending aorta repaired, on Jan 21rst 2011, (but when put under, he thought he had a mild heart attack, and his companion and he did not know going in, that it was so serious) for 6 days he was on a respirator, feeding tube, and a pic line, that was hooked up to...
    toniett toniett
    56-60, F
    2 Responses Feb 7, 2011

    Finding the Words

    Its hard to express how I once felt a long time ago. Being in psychosis sucks, its awful, and when you come out of it, life is different.
    wrongboy wrongboy
    18-21
    6 Responses Sep 23, 2008

    H1n1, Mrsa Pneumonia And Icu Psychosis

    Hello. In October 2009 I was placed in the hospital because I contracted H1N1 (Swine Flu) and then MRSA Pneumonia. My lungs stopped functioning properly so I had to be sedated, placed on a ventilator and feeding tube. The dreams, visions, deliriums I had were so real it took...
    hgarnett hgarnett
    46-50, F
    5 Responses Apr 3, 2011

    Will Haunt Me Forever..

    Long story short.. I overdosed and was left for dead, face down on black asphalt for many hours. Once I was found, i was unresponsive, hardly had a pulse and body burnt all over. I was rushed to the hospital. Obviously I don't remember any of that. What I remember is a ****** up...
    nikkiedahmer nikkiedahmer
    26-30, F
    1 Response Oct 19, 2013

    One Sunday in December 2014,

    I began to vomit at 3 pm. The sickness was relentless and at 7 pm I asked my husband to take me to the ER. The wait was 30 minutes or so. The worst nurse ever took one vial of blood and said "sorry. I'm not good at this" as my blood ran down my arm and onto the floor. I was...
    dieunsernae dieunsernae
    36-40, F
    May 31, 2015

    My ICU Hell

    THE FACTS Before I tell you the hallucinations, this is the timetable roughly according to my husband. Wednesday 11th admitted, operation took place, In the evening doctors realised that there was too much swelling so they sedated me again and put tubes up my nose so I could...
    tabithaanita tabithaanita
    51-55, F
    1 Response Oct 7, 2013

    I was admitted to hospital with a severe

    infection to the right knee 24 hours after a mere arthroscopy of the knee. Massive staph aureus infection of the knee called 'septic arthritis' I then was transferred to theatre to have a 'washout' I got worse and then they put a catheter to my bladder and gave me a pseudomonas...
    Michaelho007 Michaelho007
    61-65, M
    1 Response Jun 11, 2015

    There Is Hope...........

    My husband has been in ICU for 11 days. By day 6 they began weaning the sedation and removed the vent on day 8. I expected some confusion, but he seemed ok. He had the same nurse that week, who apparently anticipated ICU psychosis, and opened the blinds every morning, asked...
    ligea ligea
    61-65
    1 Response Nov 11, 2011

    Doctors Made Me Psychotic!

    I checked into the hospital in 2005 with hemorrhagic pancreatitis.  I wasn't expected to survive.  At some point I started slipping away mentally because my mind couldn't deal with what I was experiencing physically;  Dilaudid probably had a lot to do with it too...
    elbo821 elbo821
    41-45
    3 Responses Jun 11, 2008

    My Mom Is In Icu Delirium Right Now

    My mom went into the icu on oct 10/2010 for 2 weeks was intubated for 10days and was in a medically induced coma for 5 days. Now she is having mega dillusions. Please help me. How long does this last? Is it permanent? Will she ever recover?? She went in for severe septic shock...
    DesperateDaughter DesperateDaughter
    31-35, F
    Nov 4, 2010

    When I Was In The Hospital ---

    When I was in the hospital, everything was fine during the day. But at night, when there was no background noise, machines would talk to me. The intravenous machine in particular. That damn thing would start out in the usual manner making rotating machine noises. But then it...
    Royost Royost
    70+, M
    2 Responses Mar 28, 2013

    My Mom is currently in the ICU in Buffalo NY.

    She started in the CCU on September 9th with Carbon Dioxide poisoning; a result of failing lungs from COPD. She is only 60 years old. We are on day 42. Her ICU psychosis began recently after insurance initially approved a special facility then denied her the night before...
    diapaulj diapaulj
    26-30, F
    Oct 19, 2014

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