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I Survived Rape and Incest

Finding the Pathway Back to Ourselves 302 People

    I enjoyed it EVERYTIME it happened !

    I could not wait for it to happen again !
    Mikey66 Mikey66 46-50, M 1 Response Feb 3

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    My Dad

    When i was 14 years old, 8th grade, my mom got a job as a teacher and my brother always went to school early so it was just me and my dad in the morning alone until my bus came. Every morning he would call me downstairs to "come and lay" with him and when i didnt he would come up...
    CKD1991 CKD1991 18-21, F 10 Responses Jan 22, 2012

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    I Survived Gang Rape

    I also survived rape.  I was working in a nightclub and two Cuban men came in.  I was working as a hostess and waitress and we were expected to drink and dance with the customers.  The Cuban men bought me a drink and I left it sitting on their table.  That is...
    auntpat auntpat 70+ 14 Responses Jul 27, 2008

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    I'm a Survivor!

    My own father was my greatest fear for many years of my life. I don't recall exactly when it started, I just remember I never wanted to be alone with him. Every time my mother would leave me and my younger sister with him I would cry and beg her to stay or not to leave us. I don...
    PrettyPixie PrettyPixie 36-40, F 8 Responses Oct 10, 2008

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    The Wall In Me That Stops Any Remembering Of What Happened Is Called A Fragmented Ego. [Potential Trigger]

    I am a girl in you. Mum is my approaching a yapping yapping tall falling making ripped apart my all of me. An nasty damaging visit I gave to man by ball of direct name is Matthew. Can visit me and an aiden. Name names it makes me raving mad to not allow it to be told. Gave names...
    Handed Handed 41-45, F Oct 3, 2013

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    My Fault , No!

    It’s been implied just don’t worry about it. But not worry or thinking about only hurts you more. Life goes on they say; I never thought that there could be a better life than the hell I’m living in now. I’ve always thought this is how thing are suppose to...
    ordinaryme ordinaryme 18-21, F 4 Responses Sep 21, 2010

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    I Survived

    I'll never forget the last day of my innocence I was six years old and a very happy child. My mother worked third shift and left us (my brother, my nefew, and I) at my aunts house. I still remember sitting in front of the t.v. Playing with my brother when uncle Roy called me...
    Monet91 Monet91 22-25, F Aug 27, 2013

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    Welcome! You Are Amongst Friends Here.

    I invite all who have endured the life lessons of hardship and sacrifice that come along with surviving rape and in-cest to sit here and rest a while.  I have a tale, as do all of you who come here, but I will get to that later. This is not a place to be judged or figure...
    Arcanum Arcanum 41-45, F 4 Responses Jan 15, 2008

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    How To Live A Life After Rape?

    While I’m still walking going nowhere full regrets, when suddenly a van appeared in front of me and blocked my path and three guys went down and tried to grab me and take me to the van but I fought and two more went down. Now, I was over powered and so they succeeded to get me...
    Sandypark Sandypark 31-35, F 3 Responses Nov 11, 2010

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    Love And Death

    this is not just my story but that of a lost friend to tell my story i must tell her's. she was 12 when i first met her and we became fast friends but i did not know the truth till i came to her house for the first time 2 years later i spent the night and woke up to her in teres...
    darkfire21 darkfire21 22-25, M 5 Responses Apr 15, 2012

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    I Was Raped Years Ago ~ Still Feeling Sadness In My Heart

    These stories have been wieghing on my heart for a long time. I have been raped a few times in late teens and early twenties, by different people. A few times by strangers, and twice by member of my family. My stepfather, and my aunt's husband. I lost my virginity to a man, my...
    sistergoddessmichelleiris sistergoddessmichelleiris 26-30 3 Responses Jul 4, 2011

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    Mom And Dad

    My father had been abusing me for quite some time but when we went out of town for my uncle's wedding things really got out of hand! My Dad and my Mom had been drinking most of the day and when we got back to our room my mom passed out on the bed so my dad started to undress her...
    unclejim1957 unclejim1957 51-55 5 Responses Jan 6, 2012

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    Dear Reader,

    I just moved in with my sister. She and I couldn't be more different. We are form an extremely broken home. She was raised by our biological grandparents who let her do whatever she pleased, and I was adopted when I was ten by a great family who was a bit zealous with the Bible...
    nco706 nco706 19-21, F 7 Responses Feb 4, 2011

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    My Story...

    I want to share my story on this account, but I don't want to go through the pain of re-writing it all over again...I hope in sharing my story it will help someone else, so this is simply a re-post. Don't like it, Move the **** on.... Growing up, my childhood was never "normal...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 10, 2010

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    I Did Not Only Survive; I Transcended

    There are moments we may look back and feel that the frame we were born in with was too unfair or unjust. I can look back and say, that even with my baggage and experiences, I transcended out of the frame I was given. I did not only survive. Surviving is a great and important...
    SkyeCebh SkyeCebh 36-40, F 11 Responses Jan 23, 2008

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    So I Was Kinda Young.....

    I was only four or five years old i think. It happened a long time ago, so I don't remember it well. Maybe I should explain why. A lot has happened through my life. I was put on a drug called ritalin back when i was six, and because of the chemicals it contains i've been having...
    Arquillius Arquillius 26-30, M 1 Response Nov 9, 2011

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    I Struggle Due to My Rape

     I entered my death at four where my body separated from my mind. I left my body to endure the horrible pain inflicted to me. As young as I was I did not know why or how this could have happen. I was enraged. I felt guilt and anger from an early age. My little body endured...
    Chalupa8 Chalupa8 26-30, F 4 Responses Jul 10, 2008

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    It's As If It Happend Yesterday

      I just turned eighteen years old bought my first house and decided to marry the first man to ask me.     I had just signed papers for my new house that I had bought. It was a very exciting day for me. I stopped into this little restaurant to have a...
    Jasmines Jasmines 56-60, F 4 Responses Nov 1, 2009

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    Because Of **** Movie

    when i was a kid about 5 or 6 years of age my grand father used to watched **** movies.my grand pa allow me to watch **** movie too,even though i'm just a kid i already knew what is happening of what i'm watching i kept that in my mind.until i got 8 yrs old.my sister and i had...
    balbakwa balbakwa 26-30 3 Responses Jan 21, 2012

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    Silent Crys Silent Pain

    j  Most people think that foster homes are bad  well at least most of the people i talk to ,but fosterhome was much better for me.MUCH better than my family.I was adopted at the age of 9 by my aunt. I remember the ride from NewYork to Alabama what i didn't know was that...
    cm45 cm45 26-30, F 3 Responses Nov 15, 2010

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    I Survived Raped And...

    now I'm trying to re find myself.   I was raped and I'm still living with it and now I think my boyfriend is pushing me away... I'm trying to let it go, to try and believe that my J wouldn't do such a thing.. to push me away once I confessed. certain days are harder than...
    PaigeJoAu PaigeJoAu 18-21, F 5 Responses Oct 6, 2009

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    The Little Girl I Once Was, Is Totally Gone Forever....

    I once was a little girl Without a Care in the World Thinking nothing bad could happen Because I was just a little girl Than you came in my room And did things you shouldn't do Not to anyone, not to me but you didn't care about me Part of my Left for ever that night It...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 2, 2009

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    That Night..

    Last year in July 2011 i was raped by my cousin. he was my favorite cousin like a brother. Our relationship was complicated because hes abused me since we were little but it didnt happen often just sometimes he would get in these moods and i could never tell when it would happen...
    GodIsMyStrength GodIsMyStrength 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 12, 2012

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    My Dad

    When I was little, my dad always used to abuse me. When I was 9, my parents divorced because my dad had cheated on my mom. Later on, I was visiting his house when I was twelve. Him and his girlfriend, whom he'd left my mom for, were sitting around drinking. I knew growing up that...
    sorrygirl sorrygirl 16-17, F 13 Responses Nov 23, 2010

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    My Story...

    I want to share my story on this account, but I don't want to go through the pain of re-writing it all over again...I hope in sharing my story it will help someone else, so this is simply a re-post. Don't like it, Move the **** on.... Growing up, my childhood was never "normal...
    deleted deleted 26-30 15 Responses Nov 12, 2012

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    I Was Raped And Now Need Advice

    It started when I was 9... it ended when I was 13... I was raped by my own father...It has been hard these past couple months hearing my family cry because of it... I feel the worst for my mom because she loved him and well... you get my point... But everyone I've told...
    crazylovinbutterfly crazylovinbutterfly 18-21, F 20 Responses Oct 15, 2009

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    I Can Never Tell...

    All my life my parents have had a problem with drugs and alcohol, although they both live with me my older brother has always taken on the role of parent in my life. When I was 13 and he was 16 we were staying at a hotel overnight for my cousins funeral, so to cut costs we only...
    chickalin19 chickalin19 18-21, F 13 Responses Aug 31, 2011

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    Date Rape And Incesteous Inlaws As A Child

    I was in many incesteous abusive situations as a child. I was sexually molested by my older cousins and great uncle, from the age of 4 to 15 and by unclles and a sister - the people who were children I don't hold as much blame on as they were children but I do blame the adults...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F 5 Responses Mar 18, 2010

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    I Was Raped Repeatedly And No One Did Anything To Help!!!!!

    …I was abused …repeatedly gang raped by a high school cheer leading squad…against my will and the worst part is that I started to enjoy it…I feel so ashamed and used…like I am trash…I have thought of killing myself. It happened the first time when I was only 35 I was...
    seekerof seekerof 46-50, M 4 Responses Jul 30, 2013

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    Me

    i was molested as a child on and off by diffrent men growing up it was like they could smell me like they knew i was tinted 1st by an uncle or cousin i think  i dont even know when it started i was little i remember laying under the table playing and touching his hairy...
    jhuck jhuck 31-35, F 3 Responses Apr 12, 2010

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    I Survived to Walk Away From That Way of Life 4ever

    I had to really think about the decision to post this.. To look back on those memories...I am deciding to try an deal with this again. to look at this again....It all seems like another lifetime...like it happened to someone else not me.... I was born on my mother’s 16th...
    4everChanging 4everChanging 41-45, F 9 Responses Oct 2, 2009

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    Robbed and Raped

    Three years ago I was robbed in a mall parking lot.  Then he decided to rape me.  I knew what was going to happen, but I went along and did what he told me to do, I always wonder if this a common reaction.  The act itself took about three minutes.
    random655 random655 36-40, F Jun 3, 2008

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    Hell My Story

    i was 10 when it hapind me brother came in to my room i was just geting redy for bed he was 13 he pushed me down on the bed and told me to spred my legs i told him no but he hit me and forst them apare and told me that this wood be fun then he forst his finger in to my tite littl...
    renn42 renn42 18-21, F 8 Responses Apr 17, 2012

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    My ****** Story

    Whatch you need to know- my mom worked late nights and doesn't get home until around 9pm, ne and my sister got home at 3:30 from school. Me and my twin sister came home from school one day, (We were about 10) And my sister Lucy told me to come look what she found, It was a box...
    advancedyouth advancedyouth 18-21 4 Responses Oct 21, 2012

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    Auntie M And Stepmom

    As I earlier shared in a story,,, I was introduced to sex at a very young age... my first encounter with a woman was at the ripe ole age of 8,,, I know I didn't have anything to offer her (my aunt which was 16) at the time but she wanted me just the same,,, we did everything...
    AllegorieBootlair AllegorieBootlair 51-55, M 4 Responses Nov 3, 2011

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    Grace

    Where to begin? I can never share the horror and humiliation, only the healing. (Just now realizing they all begin with "H".)So I got pregnant because of the r--e. And my family was so, so nice to me. As were my classmates, and my coworkers. Some folks were judgmental, as if they...
    gracie926 gracie926 41-45, F 6 Responses Apr 19, 2011

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    I Don't Know If It Counts As ******.

    It was my step dad. But it was bad cause I had to live with him and my mom. Happened a lot.
    stillalone stillalone 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 15, 2008

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    a friend. nothing more tho. he was way older then, he liked me tho, because i was "old for my age" he was in college and i was 15, he liked that i was outgoing and i knew him...
    blondebutforbined blondebutforbined 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 12

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    I WENT TO STAY AT MY BROTHERS HOUSE THAT'S VERY FAR AWAY FOR A WEEK WITH MY SISTER, BECAUSE IT'S BEEN A LONG TIME. WHEN I WOKE UP MY BROTHER SAID THAT I RAPED HIM, HE SAID I PUT...
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    My mom has 9 kids I'm the oldest I take care of them she went out one night and I was putting the baby's to sleep everyone was sleeping and me and my best friend was up talking...
    tamaraiwannaknow tamaraiwannaknow 16-17, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    Back when I was thirteen my family was friends with my rapist's family, so we treated each other like family. We trusted each other. I even had a crush on my rapist. So when he...
    LolitaChrisbell LolitaChrisbell 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    This is hard for me to talk about, I have trust issues, depression, anxiety, sleeping and eating disorders. I have been under lots of counselling. I'm in cahms or whatever, I've...
    girlinwhite227 girlinwhite227 13-15, F 3 Responses Jun 30

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    A second visit. The lord high jerk came to a nearby camp. To inspect cleanliness. Maybe. To pilfer left overs. Probably. Hes known for pilferring sites. Some...
    converted converted 46-50, M Jul 1

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    I fantasize about me being raped and I'm only 13 Help Yesterday I had a dream about my dream adoptive father (in my dreams I'm adopted by rich people) I dreamed about my adoptive...
    LittleLuna22 LittleLuna22 13-15 4 Responses Jul 15

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    I fantasize about me being raped and I'm only 13 Help Yesterday I had a dream about my dream adoptive father (in my dreams I'm adopted by rich people) I dreamed about my adoptive...
    LittleLuna171 LittleLuna171 13-15, F 12 Responses 4 days ago

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    I was raped when i was little innocent girl i lost my virginity in rape with my own brother i have never told anyone....when i close my eyes all i see is feeling the first sharp...
    salmahell salmahell 31-35, F Jun 28

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    I know quite the few people that have been raped. One of them being my older sister. She does not consider herself to have been raped, but the way that she had her incident...
    DamoiseauDynavolt DamoiseauDynavolt 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 6

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    I'm scared of my mind I love pain and it keep dreaming about men tying me down and bringing me great pain this is so wrong and I'm only 14 but I kinda wish I would be raped like ik...
    lonelinessneverfades lonelinessneverfades 13-15, F 6 Responses Jul 4

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    I am currently 14, When I was about four I lost my mom in a vicious custody battle. I lived with my dad and did not see my mom at all. I met my grandparents a while before i lost...
    RayneZ RayneZ 13-15, F 5 Responses Jul 11

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    When I was 15 I was sent to a treatment center for teens. I was there for many reasons. First I had been raped and struggled with PTSD. I was drinking and doing pills to forget. I...
    jujubee16 jujubee16 16-17, F Jul 11

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    when I was four, I was raped by my cousin. when I was 13, I was raped by my boyfriend. the day after my boyfriend did it the first time, I burst out in tears in the middle of class...
    rsteef rsteef 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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