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I Survived Rape and Incest

Finding the Pathway Back to Ourselves 298 People

    My ****** Story

    Whatch you need to know- my mom worked late nights and doesn't get home until around 9pm, ne and my sister got home at 3:30 from school. Me and my twin sister came home from school one day, (We were about 10) And my sister Lucy told me to come look what she found, It was a box...
    advancedyouth advancedyouth 18-21 4 Responses Oct 21, 2012

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    Real Love?

     my uncle sexually abused me and raped me. i'm not sure if i've survived it. i still cry.
    lalalalaland lalalalaland 18-21 1 Response Sep 24, 2009

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    Robbed and Raped

    Three years ago I was robbed in a mall parking lot.  Then he decided to rape me.  I knew what was going to happen, but I went along and did what he told me to do, I always wonder if this a common reaction.  The act itself took about three minutes.
    random655 random655 36-40, F Jun 3, 2008

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    I Was Raped And Now Need Advice

    It started when I was 9... it ended when I was 13... I was raped by my own father...It has been hard these past couple months hearing my family cry because of it... I feel the worst for my mom because she loved him and well... you get my point... But everyone I've told...
    crazylovinbutterfly crazylovinbutterfly 18-21, F 20 Responses Oct 15, 2009

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    Date Rape And Incesteous Inlaws As A Child

    I was in many incesteous abusive situations as a child. I was sexually molested by my older cousins and great uncle, from the age of 4 to 15 and by unclles and a sister - the people who were children I don't hold as much blame on as they were children but I do blame the adults...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F 5 Responses Mar 18, 2010

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    Love And Death

    this is not just my story but that of a lost friend to tell my story i must tell her's. she was 12 when i first met her and we became fast friends but i did not know the truth till i came to her house for the first time 2 years later i spent the night and woke up to her in teres...
    darkfire21 darkfire21 22-25, M 5 Responses Apr 15, 2012

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    I enjoyed it EVERYTIME it happened !

    I could not wait for it to happen again !
    Mikey66 Mikey66 46-50, M 1 Response Feb 3

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    The Wall In Me That Stops Any Remembering Of What Happened Is Called A Fragmented Ego. [Potential Trigger]

    I am a girl in you. Mum is my approaching a yapping yapping tall falling making ripped apart my all of me. An nasty damaging visit I gave to man by ball of direct name is Matthew. Can visit me and an aiden. Name names it makes me raving mad to not allow it to be told. Gave names...
    Handed Handed 41-45, F Oct 3, 2013

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    I Struggle Due to My Rape

     I entered my death at four where my body separated from my mind. I left my body to endure the horrible pain inflicted to me. As young as I was I did not know why or how this could have happen. I was enraged. I felt guilt and anger from an early age. My little body endured...
    Chalupa8 Chalupa8 26-30, F 4 Responses Jul 10, 2008

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    I've Tried...

    So many times to share my story for this group. I've clicked the button and sat staring at the blank screen, and, until now, that's as far as I've gotten. I'm not really ready to see it in writing in front of me. So for now, the best I can do is say yes. I did survive.
    garbanzobean garbanzobean 22-25, F 6 Responses Sep 29, 2008

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    Welcome! You Are Amongst Friends Here.

    I invite all who have endured the life lessons of hardship and sacrifice that come along with surviving rape and in-cest to sit here and rest a while.  I have a tale, as do all of you who come here, but I will get to that later. This is not a place to be judged or figure...
    Arcanum Arcanum 41-45, F 4 Responses Jan 15, 2008

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    I Did Not Only Survive; I Transcended

    There are moments we may look back and feel that the frame we were born in with was too unfair or unjust. I can look back and say, that even with my baggage and experiences, I transcended out of the frame I was given. I did not only survive. Surviving is a great and important...
    SkyeCebh SkyeCebh 36-40, F 11 Responses Jan 23, 2008

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    I Survived Raped And...

    now I'm trying to re find myself.   I was raped and I'm still living with it and now I think my boyfriend is pushing me away... I'm trying to let it go, to try and believe that my J wouldn't do such a thing.. to push me away once I confessed. certain days are harder than...
    PaigeJoAu PaigeJoAu 18-21, F 5 Responses Oct 6, 2009

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    My Story...

    I want to share my story on this account, but I don't want to go through the pain of re-writing it all over again...I hope in sharing my story it will help someone else, so this is simply a re-post. Don't like it, Move the **** on.... Growing up, my childhood was never "normal...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 10, 2010

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    No Longer In Denial

    I SURVIVED RAPE AND I.........AM LEARNING HOW TO LIVE...... so i guess if i am going to be reading other ppls stories it would only be fair if i share my own. from the age of nine until about a year ago, i thought that it was perfectly normal to be a *****. i was constantly told...
    eminentspontaneouscombustion11 eminentspontaneouscombustion11 26-30 2 Responses Jul 24, 2009

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    My Story...

    I want to share my story on this account, but I don't want to go through the pain of re-writing it all over again...I hope in sharing my story it will help someone else, so this is simply a re-post. Don't like it, Move the **** on.... Growing up, my childhood was never "normal...
    deleted deleted 26-30 13 Responses Nov 12, 2012

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    That Night..

    Last year in July 2011 i was raped by my cousin. he was my favorite cousin like a brother. Our relationship was complicated because hes abused me since we were little but it didnt happen often just sometimes he would get in these moods and i could never tell when it would happen...
    GodIsMyStrength GodIsMyStrength 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 12, 2012

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    No One Believed Me

    After it happend... i planned on not telling anyone. But i guess the look on my face and all the crying i was doing when i finally got home that night said it all. I felt dirty, scared, and much still in shock, and the fact that i have known my attacker for many years...
    centrals09gurl centrals09gurl 18-21 3 Responses Oct 2, 2009

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    Me

    i was molested as a child on and off by diffrent men growing up it was like they could smell me like they knew i was tinted 1st by an uncle or cousin i think  i dont even know when it started i was little i remember laying under the table playing and touching his hairy...
    jhuck jhuck 31-35, F 3 Responses Apr 12, 2010

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    Because Of **** Movie

    when i was a kid about 5 or 6 years of age my grand father used to watched **** movies.my grand pa allow me to watch **** movie too,even though i'm just a kid i already knew what is happening of what i'm watching i kept that in my mind.until i got 8 yrs old.my sister and i had...
    balbakwa balbakwa 26-30 3 Responses Jan 21, 2012

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    Silent Crys Silent Pain

    j  Most people think that foster homes are bad  well at least most of the people i talk to ,but fosterhome was much better for me.MUCH better than my family.I was adopted at the age of 9 by my aunt. I remember the ride from NewYork to Alabama what i didn't know was that...
    cm45 cm45 26-30, F 3 Responses Nov 15, 2010

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    Hell My Story

    i was 10 when it hapind me brother came in to my room i was just geting redy for bed he was 13 he pushed me down on the bed and told me to spred my legs i told him no but he hit me and forst them apare and told me that this wood be fun then he forst his finger in to my tite littl...
    renn42 renn42 18-21, F 8 Responses Apr 17, 2012

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    My Dad

    When i was 14 years old, 8th grade, my mom got a job as a teacher and my brother always went to school early so it was just me and my dad in the morning alone until my bus came. Every morning he would call me downstairs to "come and lay" with him and when i didnt he would come up...
    CKD1991 CKD1991 18-21, F 10 Responses Jan 22, 2012

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    I Don't Know If It Counts As ******.

    It was my step dad. But it was bad cause I had to live with him and my mom. Happened a lot.
    stillalone stillalone 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 15, 2008

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    I Survived Gang Rape

    I also survived rape.  I was working in a nightclub and two Cuban men came in.  I was working as a hostess and waitress and we were expected to drink and dance with the customers.  The Cuban men bought me a drink and I left it sitting on their table.  That is...
    auntpat auntpat 70+ 14 Responses Jul 27, 2008

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    The Little Girl I Once Was, Is Totally Gone Forever....

    I once was a little girl Without a Care in the World Thinking nothing bad could happen Because I was just a little girl Than you came in my room And did things you shouldn't do Not to anyone, not to me but you didn't care about me Part of my Left for ever that night It...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 2, 2009

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    I Survived to Walk Away From That Way of Life 4ever

    I had to really think about the decision to post this.. To look back on those memories...I am deciding to try an deal with this again. to look at this again....It all seems like another lifetime...like it happened to someone else not me.... I was born on my mother’s 16th...
    4everChanging 4everChanging 41-45, F 9 Responses Oct 2, 2009

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    It's As If It Happend Yesterday

      I just turned eighteen years old bought my first house and decided to marry the first man to ask me.     I had just signed papers for my new house that I had bought. It was a very exciting day for me. I stopped into this little restaurant to have a...
    Jasmines Jasmines 56-60, F 3 Responses Nov 1, 2009

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    I Was Raped Years Ago ~ Still Feeling Sadness In My Heart

    These stories have been wieghing on my heart for a long time. I have been raped a few times in late teens and early twenties, by different people. A few times by strangers, and twice by member of my family. My stepfather, and my aunt's husband. I lost my virginity to a man, my...
    sistergoddessmichelleiris sistergoddessmichelleiris 26-30 3 Responses Jul 4, 2011

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    I Survived

    I'll never forget the last day of my innocence I was six years old and a very happy child. My mother worked third shift and left us (my brother, my nefew, and I) at my aunts house. I still remember sitting in front of the t.v. Playing with my brother when uncle Roy called me...
    Monet91 Monet91 22-25, F Aug 27, 2013

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    Grace

    Where to begin? I can never share the horror and humiliation, only the healing. (Just now realizing they all begin with "H".)So I got pregnant because of the r--e. And my family was so, so nice to me. As were my classmates, and my coworkers. Some folks were judgmental, as if they...
    gracie926 gracie926 41-45, F 6 Responses Apr 19, 2011

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    Mom And Dad

    My father had been abusing me for quite some time but when we went out of town for my uncle's wedding things really got out of hand! My Dad and my Mom had been drinking most of the day and when we got back to our room my mom passed out on the bed so my dad started to undress her...
    unclejim1957 unclejim1957 51-55 5 Responses Jan 6, 2012

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    So I Was Kinda Young.....

    I was only four or five years old i think. It happened a long time ago, so I don't remember it well. Maybe I should explain why. A lot has happened through my life. I was put on a drug called ritalin back when i was six, and because of the chemicals it contains i've been having...
    Arquillius Arquillius 31-35, M 1 Response Nov 9, 2011

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    Where My Ink Comes From

             “I’m a writer, a musician, a composer, a good student, and I had plans after high school. I was going to go to college and get my major in music education and minor in creative writing. I’m also a single mom...
    cnking cnking 18-21, F Jun 28, 2009

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    Auntie M And Stepmom

    As I earlier shared in a story,,, I was introduced to sex at a very young age... my first encounter with a woman was at the ripe ole age of 8,,, I know I didn't have anything to offer her (my aunt which was 16) at the time but she wanted me just the same,,, we did everything...
    AllegorieBootlair AllegorieBootlair 51-55, M 4 Responses Nov 3, 2011

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    My Fault , No!

    It’s been implied just don’t worry about it. But not worry or thinking about only hurts you more. Life goes on they say; I never thought that there could be a better life than the hell I’m living in now. I’ve always thought this is how thing are suppose to...
    ordinaryme ordinaryme 18-21, F 4 Responses Sep 21, 2010

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    I'm a Survivor!

    My own father was my greatest fear for many years of my life. I don't recall exactly when it started, I just remember I never wanted to be alone with him. Every time my mother would leave me and my younger sister with him I would cry and beg her to stay or not to leave us. I don...
    PrettyPixie PrettyPixie 36-40, F 8 Responses Oct 10, 2008

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    How To Live A Life After Rape?

    While I’m still walking going nowhere full regrets, when suddenly a van appeared in front of me and blocked my path and three guys went down and tried to grab me and take me to the van but I fought and two more went down. Now, I was over powered and so they succeeded to get me...
    Sandypark Sandypark 31-35, F 3 Responses Nov 11, 2010

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