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I Survived Torture and Torment At the Hands of Someone I Loved

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    I'm extremely anti social

    because of it now the one who did it was my step brother and now I just can't trust him any advice
    kimilolakara kimilolakara 16-17, F Jul 25

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    All my life I have made fun of.

    Even in kindergarten. But 5th grade was the worst year ever. I had been called stupid,goth,retarded,a dumb blonde and etc.. But all of those words built up to something worse. My Bestfriend abused me. It felt so dark and confusing. Why would my friend do this to me. I tried to...
    moopoo98 moopoo98 13-15, F 1 Response May 17

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    I am a domestic abusive survivor.

    I fell deeply in love with a man who beat me and said horrible things to me. I finally managed to get away. I filed a restraining order against him, and I'm back on my feet and fein myself again. Unfortunately, I have major trust issues with men now. Maybe one day I'll meet...
    RuhNaaay RuhNaaay 31-35, F 1 Response May 17

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    My 17 Year Old Boyfriend Who I Have Been Dating For 15 Months Cheated On Me With A 30 Year Old Male Stranger

     I'm 16. We've been dating for 15 months. I'm innocent. We live in good neighborhoods and we go to a good school. He was the perfect boyfriend. Polite, Opens all doors for me, total gentlemen. I bragged to my friends about how sweet he was (not rude bragged though).  ...
    MyHeroWasFake MyHeroWasFake 18-21, F 6 Responses Jan 8, 2010

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    It Hurts

    I am finding out by people on here there is a way out it just having to take that step. I either stay and hope in time he will change to the better or get out. I have been in several relationships where I got hurt bad married 2 times. I feel the only reason I choose men like this...
    guitargirl guitargirl 46-50, F 2 Responses May 11, 2009

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    Family

    I was abused both physically and sexually by my real mom. I took it for what seemed like forever, until I finally hit her when she tried. I still have a hard time trusting anyone due to it.
    truenight99 truenight99 26-30, M 2 Responses Mar 11, 2013

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    Abusive Family

      I have had physical emotional and s*exual abuse from most of my family.  I have witnessed my mother do terrible things to us all. When I left home I chose bad men and similar situations.  then I realised that a good relationship makes me happy.  I still...
    emmasharn emmasharn 31-35, F 1 Response May 11, 2009

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    Darknessisgrowing Darknessisgrowing 18-21, M 2 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    Ive been in mental torment every day this month. sometimes I feel I have the strength to respect myself and leave, but then the anxiety of ruining all we've shared sets in and how...
    krazylilmeow krazylilmeow 22-25, F 3 hrs ago

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    I first met Smita when we were 14, at the school library of an all girl's school. She would be there before school, and then after school when she waited for her parents to pick...
    Kitty786 Kitty786 31-35, F 3 Responses 20 hrs ago

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    i have more experience in that than I care to think about. the first when i was a stupid kid and thought that love stories came true...that being loyal and the best friend I could...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer 46-50, M 5 hrs ago

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    Yes I am the tormenter in hell and my name is Xaphan and I torture lost souls and I throw them in the pits of fire and sometimes I just whip them and sometimes I just cut into...
    MessengerofDeath MessengerofDeath 18-21, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Tis better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all.
    Shirousa Shirousa 22-25, F 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    Loneliness and pain creates a void, dark shadows haunt, torment and torture, only reflective thoughts and memories of what used to be happiness, can you not stay? Dark forests of...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    i have a crush who works on another location but we have the same company. lets call her vina. shes the kind of girl who almost got my ideal one. shes simple, smart, caring, sweet...
    KeeyCharming KeeyCharming 22-25, F 1 Response 19 hrs ago

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    I'm so flooded by memories. I call him my best friend, though im sure he hated me in the end. Funny how a few years can poison what could have been the best of friendships. I will...
    Musicthataltersyou Musicthataltersyou 18-21, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I am a 20 year old male from the UK, I am intelligent and understanding, and before 6 months ago had a bright future with a decent life. However , after getting food poisoning I...
    Badsituations1 Badsituations1 18-21, M Oct 10

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    I was 14 years old when I fell in love with a guy I never met. I remember the exact date I met him, 26th January 2009 sometime after 6pm. It was back in the days of MSN. We met on...
    Gemz2411 Gemz2411 18-21, F 5 Responses Oct 2

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    My friend and I were on a webcam thing joking around pretending to fight each other. We were playfighting, then she had a pocket knife, so we both agreed on using it for me to...
    KitsuneNinja KitsuneNinja 13-15, F 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    It seems like such a simple phrase and one I find almost cliche. I crave love in ways I cannot express, but reject it at the same time. I fear needing someone who doesn't need me...
    EverlyAnn EverlyAnn 31-35, F 2 Responses Oct 5

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    If you knew how much I loved you trust me you will love me back
    Ahromzi Ahromzi 22-25, M 1 Response 23 hrs ago

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    I think about finding that special person all if the time. I forget what its like to be in love with someone. Its been years. I wonder if it'll ever happen for me again...
    JustDevy JustDevy 18-21, F 4 Responses 23 hrs ago

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    Would it make any difference if I said I loved you? Because I do, and no physical distance or social barriers are going to change that. The only thing that matters is what...
    hacky2012 hacky2012 18-21, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    I don't even know how I survived my abuse relationships. It affected me. I feel like I will never be loved in a relationship so I stay single. I still meet not so good guys so I...
    cara12345 cara12345 26-30, F Oct 14

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    So, I will tell you about how my relationship started and how it's going. I asked him to sit with us and we spent large amount of time together till one day, we decided to watch...
    Vampireloveless Vampireloveless 18-21, F 5 Responses Oct 5

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    10 reasons why girls should be plump and fat 1 - Their hormones literally cause weight gain 2 - They are better to cuddle with 3 - Who doesn't like love hands on a girls? 4 - The...
    mattman68 mattman68 18-21, M 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    I've always fantasized about that perfect life, perfect husband and perfect family. I'm only 18, I know, too young to be thinking about all of that but who doesn't think about love...
    destiny0710 destiny0710 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 29

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    'I Loved a Show That Got Cancelled' Edit: * Still love
    Selphira Selphira 16-17, F 12 hrs ago

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    It's amazing how many things I survived. I attempted suicide various ways and didn't even reach a near point of death. I ate poison, tried choking myself, walk through a street...
    MariaAkumbaya MariaAkumbaya 16-17, F Sep 27

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    I am just out of the psychiatric after 6 months. I have complex post traumatic stess disorder and it is not really understood well in this country. I was in an abusive...
    akce akce 36-40 Oct 6

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    Please, I have no limits. I'll take anything you can throw at me. You can even torture other places.
    yourboy101 yourboy101 18-21, M 2 Responses Oct 12

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    I'm 47 and finally after yrs of issues I found a dr that would do what most women fear the most. I had it all taken out by choice. I'm one of the lucky ones I guess because I still...
    darkeyes69 darkeyes69 46-50, F 1 Response Oct 8

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    I was in depression for about 6 to 7 months. I didnt even know i was in depression. But everything was just horrible for me. People were trying to help me. They knew what was wrong...
    indigoangel3 indigoangel3 13-15, F Oct 9

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    I'm thinking back about all the people I like and can't have here's another one. He's a monk :/ It's love at first sight, such kindness in his eyes and his words of comfort. I...
    Concerto Concerto 22-25, F Oct 10

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    So did you feel sorry for me? Or was I some charity case that you thought you could save? Well I was better off not ever knowing you're name I was so much better off Cause you're...
    Shygirl917 Shygirl917 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I had a friend from high school. She was a girl that held so much pain in her smile. She was a girl that never felt beautiful. She was a girl who had a handsome boyfriend, who she...
    livingwallflower livingwallflower 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 28

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    I am so in love with u. But u r into someone else. I pray beg and plead for a miracle that would have u chose me as your chosen. I can make others dreams including yours come true...
    QueenOrange QueenOrange 41-45, F Sep 30

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    How to Find Out About Someone's Sex Life edits by: PoliceExperiment, Andrew (see all) Every been curious about someone's sex life and you know it's off limits to talk about? but...
    policeExperiment policeExperiment 22-25 Oct 2

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    I've had my first relationship and I don't even know how to describe it. It amazingly terrifying but I always looked forward to our time together and I was still somewhat lonely...
    evoledge evoledge 22-25, M Oct 8

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    I'm only 13, but would really like someone to appreciate me for who I am. I would love a boyfriend between 13-15, I love cuddling and holding hands, I have never kissed a guy...
    Morgan1830 Morgan1830 13-15, F 5 Responses Oct 8

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    Wow she (lil Amy) has had my heart in her hands now only to find out she was only bull ******** me....wow.. Devistated ....I think it's time to stop fighting this loneliness I...
    herdeepestdesire herdeepestdesire 31-35, M 4 days ago

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    My boyfriend and the father of my child was very dear to me. He was a wonderful and amazing person. It's actually very recent. His buddies went out to a bar in Baltimore city one...
    Saywhatyouwantdragon Saywhatyouwantdragon 22-25, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    To be honest, this past month have been one of the hardest month in my short life. A couple weeks ago, my best friend called me and told me: Im thinking about suicide. I talked to...
    Amy107 Amy107 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I really want to see what it's like to tickle torture someone.
    paul466 paul466 31-35, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Anybody in the ohio pa area that wants to tickle torture me?? I want to be tickled for hours nonstop! Any takers? Boys or girls doesn't matter :)
    ticklishmegan17 ticklishmegan17 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 3

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    If anyone in the ohio , pa area wants to tickle torture me or even just talk about tickling then pm me! I'm up for it all :)
    ticklishmegan17 ticklishmegan17 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 3

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    I would really like this. I even send pics if you want. I have absolutely no limits. Burn it if you want. Even torture me somewhere else
    yourboy101 yourboy101 18-21, M 2 Responses Oct 12

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