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I Survived Torture and Torment At the Hands of Someone I Loved

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    Family

    I was abused both physically and sexually by my real mom. I took it for what seemed like forever, until I finally hit her when she tried. I still have a hard time trusting anyone due to it.
    truenight99 truenight99 26-30, M 2 Responses Mar 11, 2013

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    It Hurts

    I am finding out by people on here there is a way out it just having to take that step. I either stay and hope in time he will change to the better or get out. I have been in several relationships where I got hurt bad married 2 times. I feel the only reason I choose men like this...
    guitargirl guitargirl 46-50, F 2 Responses May 11, 2009

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    All my life I have made fun of.

    Even in kindergarten. But 5th grade was the worst year ever. I had been called stupid,goth,retarded,a dumb blonde and etc.. But all of those words built up to something worse. My Bestfriend abused me. It felt so dark and confusing. Why would my friend do this to me. I tried to...
    moopoo98 moopoo98 13-15, F 1 Response May 17

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    I'm extremely anti social

    because of it now the one who did it was my step brother and now I just can't trust him any advice
    kimilolakara kimilolakara 16-17, F Jul 25

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    My 17 Year Old Boyfriend Who I Have Been Dating For 15 Months Cheated On Me With A 30 Year Old Male Stranger

     I'm 16. We've been dating for 15 months. I'm innocent. We live in good neighborhoods and we go to a good school. He was the perfect boyfriend. Polite, Opens all doors for me, total gentlemen. I bragged to my friends about how sweet he was (not rude bragged though).  ...
    MyHeroWasFake MyHeroWasFake 18-21, F 6 Responses Jan 8, 2010

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    I am a domestic abusive survivor.

    I fell deeply in love with a man who beat me and said horrible things to me. I finally managed to get away. I filed a restraining order against him, and I'm back on my feet and fein myself again. Unfortunately, I have major trust issues with men now. Maybe one day I'll meet...
    RuhNaaay RuhNaaay 26-30, F 1 Response May 17

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    Abusive Family

      I have had physical emotional and s*exual abuse from most of my family.  I have witnessed my mother do terrible things to us all. When I left home I chose bad men and similar situations.  then I realised that a good relationship makes me happy.  I still...
    emmasharn emmasharn 31-35, F 1 Response May 11, 2009

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    I'm so flooded by memories. I call him my best friend, though im sure he hated me in the end. Funny how a few years can poison what could have been the best of friendships. I will...
    Musicthataltersyou Musicthataltersyou 18-21, M 3 Responses Aug 6

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    So there's this girl that I've known for just about a week. I met her at this party that was held by my best friends friend whom he met through Instagram. Now she was holding this...
    MartinIsInLove MartinIsInLove 16-17, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    If there is one thing in my life I have not fully experienced, but long for in the deepest fibers of my heart, it is to love with passion and be loved the same in return. I have...
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    Have you just ever wanted to be held for a very long time or maybe even just be happy with the thought that when no one in the world but your partner feels some type of way about...
    insanebeauty insanebeauty 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    The people abused by priests in Ireland, Jersey, England, and countless other places, need closure to their torture. The parents of raped and murdered daughters, need true justice...
    Paca24 Paca24 18-21, F Jul 24

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    It happened over and over again .. it wasn't really anyone's fault but my own. It's a part of me to never say, No. The thing is I'm just afraid to loose people,but aren't we all to...
    hulkgirl hulkgirl 18-21 1 Response Aug 1

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    February1246 February1246 26-30, F 6 Responses Aug 11

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    myownbox myownbox 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 12

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