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I Survived Torture and Torment At the Hands of Someone I Loved

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    I am a domestic abusive survivor.

    I fell deeply in love with a man who beat me and said horrible things to me. I finally managed to get away. I filed a restraining order against him, and I'm back on my feet and fein myself again. Unfortunately, I have major trust issues with men now. Maybe one day I'll meet...
    RuhNaaay RuhNaaay 31-35, F 1 Response May 17

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    Family

    I was abused both physically and sexually by my real mom. I took it for what seemed like forever, until I finally hit her when she tried. I still have a hard time trusting anyone due to it.
    truenight99 truenight99 26-30, M 2 Responses Mar 11, 2013

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    I'm extremely anti social

    because of it now the one who did it was my step brother and now I just can't trust him any advice
    kimilolakara kimilolakara 16-17, F Jul 25

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    My 17 Year Old Boyfriend Who I Have Been Dating For 15 Months Cheated On Me With A 30 Year Old Male Stranger

     I'm 16. We've been dating for 15 months. I'm innocent. We live in good neighborhoods and we go to a good school. He was the perfect boyfriend. Polite, Opens all doors for me, total gentlemen. I bragged to my friends about how sweet he was (not rude bragged though).  ...
    MyHeroWasFake MyHeroWasFake 18-21, F 6 Responses Jan 8, 2010

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    Abusive Family

      I have had physical emotional and s*exual abuse from most of my family.  I have witnessed my mother do terrible things to us all. When I left home I chose bad men and similar situations.  then I realised that a good relationship makes me happy.  I still...
    emmasharn emmasharn 31-35, F 1 Response May 11, 2009

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    It Hurts

    I am finding out by people on here there is a way out it just having to take that step. I either stay and hope in time he will change to the better or get out. I have been in several relationships where I got hurt bad married 2 times. I feel the only reason I choose men like this...
    guitargirl guitargirl 46-50, F 2 Responses May 11, 2009

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    All my life I have made fun of.

    Even in kindergarten. But 5th grade was the worst year ever. I had been called stupid,goth,retarded,a dumb blonde and etc.. But all of those words built up to something worse. My Bestfriend abused me. It felt so dark and confusing. Why would my friend do this to me. I tried to...
    moopoo98 moopoo98 13-15, F 1 Response May 17

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    How could I even begin? I spent YEARS believing the lies of someone I loved very dearly. I sacrificed everything I had for him-money, career, family. Everything. I was the giving...
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    He treated me like dirt, made me cry, yelled at me, made me feel all alone, lied to me, and said that he loved me. He was the first person to ever love me. I left him so that I...
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    It's probably the most frustrating thing in the world to have feeling for someone, to subconsciously put all this effort to make them happy, and to realize that "I... I think I...
    RoddyB7589 RoddyB7589 16-17, M 4 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    I was in love/had strong feelings for a guy for two years. Whatever, he didn't love me back. A while ago I faced the truth and moved on. I can't say it was hard since by the time I...
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    arianagrande14 arianagrande14 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 3

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    ForeverJewels ForeverJewels 31-35, F 2 Responses Dec 19

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    sunnywinter sunnywinter 41-45, F 3 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    I just love the feeling of his hands grazing up and down my body when we're cuddling. It gets me really turned on. and him too.
    redhead0505 redhead0505 16-17, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    I miss you so much M. I loved you so much! You were so wrong for me, so bad for me, but I loved you. I still do. I miss your dark ways. I miss you corrupting my soul. You...
    stolenartistalways stolenartistalways 31-35, F Dec 16

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    I'm looking for someone to tickle torture me. You can do it free without any binding or you can tie me to a chair or bind me spread eagle on a bed. You can do it fully clothed or...
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    wjk1849 wjk1849 46-50, M 7 hrs ago

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    I decided to go on a date last night with someone new. It's the first time I've dated since things ended with the man I loved. It went horribly. This new man started to try and...
    missssyme missssyme 31-35, F 23 Responses Dec 14

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    I don't want just someone, I want the "one for me" let me explain, I've learned love isn't a fairy tale... As a little girl we expect to find " Prince Charming" so many false...
    Beanbella Beanbella 31-35, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    I can know it. It doesn't change it. Sometimes I am straving and striving so hard for it. At the end of the day I find myself alone in my tears. Sadness and disappointments...
    LastofmyPeople LastofmyPeople 31-35, F Dec 10

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    So I finally got up the nerve to say it, And you wanna know how he responded? Well, he said "I know" apparently I can't hide something for crap. After I asked how he knew he then...
    BriJC BriJC 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 11

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    Since my last boyfriend died I thought a lot about if I was really in love or if he really loved me and I don't know. He wasn't always nice to me and he made me cry all the time. I...
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    EmberFlame EmberFlame 13-15, F Nov 28

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    this is totally not true. bc i love him, and he "loved" me. but i guess it wasnt real love because love never goes away and it wouldn't be "loved". it'd just be, i love him and he...
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    Tommy DeCarlo- I hope you will someday read this: You are a part of my story and you always will be. You were part of the fact that I somehow survived last year. You called the...
    Degrassi94 Degrassi94 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 15

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    His name is Robert. I forget his last name. But that's not important. When I went to class, I only noticed him in passing at first. He was just someone who sat next to me and I...
    madelinefish madelinefish 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    O k so I survived it. but no one realizes all the damage that is done to a young man when he gets cancer in his prime of life. I was 28, I was doing awesome with my job, I had a...
    johnnystar4u johnnystar4u 41-45, M 1 Response Dec 2

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    I survived a car crash when I was 3. I only got whiplash. Ever since then, I've had a terrible fear of cars.
    CaliginousHeart CaliginousHeart 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 3

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     I'm glad you have survived the accidents. What do you think, riding the SPereBike, would've been possible to survive without any injuries?indiegogo.com/projects/sperebike-the...
    LaszloPere LaszloPere 31-35 Dec 5

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    jamespeterson30 jamespeterson30 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 11

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    Calvexz Calvexz 26-30, F Dec 2

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