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I Survived Torture and Torment At the Hands of Someone I Loved

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    I am a domestic abusive survivor.

    I fell deeply in love with a man who beat me and said horrible things to me. I finally managed to get away. I filed a restraining order against him, and I'm back on my feet and fein myself again. Unfortunately, I have major trust issues with men now. Maybe one day I'll meet...
    RuhNaaay RuhNaaay 31-35, F 2 Responses May 17, 2014

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    I'm extremely anti social

    because of it now the one who did it was my step brother and now I just can't trust him any advice
    kimilolakara kimilolakara 16-17, F Jul 25, 2014

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    It Hurts

    I am finding out by people on here there is a way out it just having to take that step. I either stay and hope in time he will change to the better or get out. I have been in several relationships where I got hurt bad married 2 times. I feel the only reason I choose men like this...
    guitargirl guitargirl 46-50, F 2 Responses May 11, 2009

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    All my life I have made fun of.

    Even in kindergarten. But 5th grade was the worst year ever. I had been called stupid,goth,retarded,a dumb blonde and etc.. But all of those words built up to something worse. My Bestfriend abused me. It felt so dark and confusing. Why would my friend do this to me. I tried to...
    moopoo98 moopoo98 16-17, F 1 Response May 17, 2014

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    My 17 Year Old Boyfriend Who I Have Been Dating For 15 Months Cheated On Me With A 30 Year Old Male Stranger

     I'm 16. We've been dating for 15 months. I'm innocent. We live in good neighborhoods and we go to a good school. He was the perfect boyfriend. Polite, Opens all doors for me, total gentlemen. I bragged to my friends about how sweet he was (not rude bragged though).  ...
    MyHeroWasFake MyHeroWasFake 18-21, F 6 Responses Jan 8, 2010

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    Abusive Family

      I have had physical emotional and s*exual abuse from most of my family.  I have witnessed my mother do terrible things to us all. When I left home I chose bad men and similar situations.  then I realised that a good relationship makes me happy.  I still...
    emmasharn emmasharn 31-35, F 1 Response May 11, 2009

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    Family

    I was abused both physically and sexually by my real mom. I took it for what seemed like forever, until I finally hit her when she tried. I still have a hard time trusting anyone due to it.
    truenight99 truenight99 26-30, M 2 Responses Mar 11, 2013

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    the worst part of loving someone and losing them, is the memories..
    sugarcoated03 sugarcoated03 26-30, F 4 Responses 1 hr ago

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    We were all drinking, and for some reason decided to put on an adult movie. One thing lead to another, as you can imagine. I loved watching him inside her, filling her up. It was...
    unclearchannel unclearchannel 31-35, M 6 hrs ago

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    Bursting with pee right now? someone want to torture me?
    Manuel009 Manuel009 16-17, M 8 hrs ago

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    Do you love me because what I can give you? Do you love me because I can make you feel good? Do you love me because I can relieve your pain? Do you love me because you like the...
    ForMyLegMan ForMyLegMan 26-30, F 9 hrs ago

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    Help! So there's this guy I really, really like. He lives 4 hours away, but my crush on him is intense, so I'm committed. He's given lots of signs that he likes me - he wants to...
    thelupine thelupine 13-15, F 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    Help! So there's this guy I really, really like. He lives 4 hours away, but my crush on him is intense, so I'm committed. He's given lots of signs that he likes me - he wants to...
    thelupine thelupine 13-15, F 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    i asked before and chosen to be loved but honestly i hate love by every painful pain i feel right now!!!, i hate it i hate it and i never hated something in my life but it...
    GamesBOSS GamesBOSS 18-21, M 2 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    I survived rape. No, it wasn't my fault. It is no victim's fault. No one chooses to be raped. No one chooses to be victimized. We were hurt by perpetrator's. Rape is the rapist's...
    AliceMarie92 AliceMarie92 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    I can't have her because she is not allowed to have any type of relationship with me.Or she would lost her license.She is my psychiatric nurse. :( She doesn't know i am in love...
    Stephanielovepornaudio Stephanielovepornaudio 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    My fiance has a huge tickle torture desire and we're going to tickle torture her today and film it for her new tickle torture website :)
    TickleTortureMedia TickleTortureMedia 41-45, M 4 days ago

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    My fiance loves being tickled tortured so we're making some videos of her tickle torture to sell :) We're so excited!
    TickleTortureMedia TickleTortureMedia 41-45, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I'm married and he's in a relationship. We met at work and ended up having an affair. He's everything I have wanted in a man. He's someone I waited my whole life for and I would...
    forlani000 forlani000 41-45, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    (LONG RAMBLING AHEAD) I met my boyfriend in September 2014 when the game Destiny came out. I was on facebook looking for a group to do my first ever raid with and he was one of the...
    Rosethewolf Rosethewolf 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I want to be able to trust someone full heartedly and know as deep as my soul runs that I'm not making a mistake and that my secrets are safe with that one to where I can revive my...
    Brookelynn818 Brookelynn818 18-21, F 6 Responses 4 days ago

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    I once fell head over heels for a boy in my school. He was perfect; handsome, hilarious, and really sweet. Finally, during a trip with my marching band, I built up the courage to...
    verakay verakay 13-15, F 6 Responses 5 days ago

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    I would love to hear someone else's story like mine, How do you deal with it, do you feel guilty? Is there truly a concrete answer on how to handle it. I have built my life in a...
    Kailey76 Kailey76 36-40, M 5 days ago

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    Forbidden Fruit I loved someone. For the first time in my life i could actually say i loved someone. He....he was what i was looking for. Someone honest, someone who had felt the...
    PanPagan PanPagan 16-17, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    It was a Saturday, around nine o'clock. I remember I had been feeling particularly apathetic that day, since a second, strong bout of depression had hit me the beginning of that...
    Kaoruk100 Kaoruk100 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I lived in a small rented room in a huge (but crammed) and dark area that is filled with what they called 'social junkies', e.g. Drug dealer, prostitude, load sharks etc. After...
    XallaXeX XallaXeX 16-17 a week ago

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    I think that those who are deserve extra support for all the extra they have to deal with, I also believe they should be loked at as role models. These people are keeping the vows...
    RisingPhoenix54 RisingPhoenix54 56-60 Feb 3

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    He lead me on. I was so weak at the time and he knew that. He told me he loved me and that he would never leave me. We talked every night until we went to sleep. After hanging out...
    MadisonDaWarrior MadisonDaWarrior 13-15, F 5 Responses Feb 2

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    On the way from or my grandmother house a drunk driver hit us. My mother was driving and the drunk driver ran the stop sign and hit us. We all survived the crash me , my mother and...
    Anthony2400 Anthony2400 22-25, M Jan 31

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    Ohhh the feeling is bad, it aches a lot. When you love somebody and that didn't love you. I dream of getting intimate with him. I want it in reality. He is handsome hunk and my...
    Sweetsana6969 Sweetsana6969 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 31

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    I am extremely ticklish ESPECIALLY on my soft, sensitive, size 10.5 bare soles ;) Message me if you want to see pictures or videos of them being tickle tortured!
    dewnOEWF dewnOEWF 18-21, M Jan 30

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    I am extremely ticklish ESPECIALLY on my soft, sensitive, size 10.5 bare soles ;) Message me if you want to see pictures or videos of them being tickle tortured!
    dewnOEWF dewnOEWF 18-21, M Jan 30

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    I am extremely ticklish ESPECIALLY on my soft, sensitive, size 10.5 bare soles ;) Message me if you want to see pictures or videos of them being tickle tortured!
    dewnOEWF dewnOEWF 18-21, M Jan 30

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    I am extremely ticklish ESPECIALLY on my soft, sensitive, size 10.5 bare soles ;) Message me if you want to see pictures or videos of them being tickle tortured!
    dewnOEWF dewnOEWF 18-21, M Jan 30

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    I am extremely ticklish ESPECIALLY on my soft, sensitive, size 10.5 bare soles ;) Message me if you want to see pictures or videos of them being tickle tortured!
    dewnOEWF dewnOEWF 18-21, M Jan 30

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    I am extremely ticklish ESPECIALLY on my soft, sensitive, size 10.5 bare soles ;) Message me if you want to see pictures or videos of them being tickle tortured!
    dewnOEWF dewnOEWF 18-21, M Jan 30

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    I am extremely ticklish ESPECIALLY on my soft, sensitive, size 10.5 bare soles ;) Message me if you want to see pictures or videos of them being tickle tortured!
    dewnOEWF dewnOEWF 18-21, M Jan 30

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    Imagine: loving everyone about someone. Head to toe, loving their hair and their eyes, their nose, mouth ears. Their neck and shoulders. Arms, hands, fingers. Back and stomach...
    Thelostsoulslasthope Thelostsoulslasthope 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 30

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    Yes I did a bad thing once too. and I know I loved it. I remember I had a blast! but my dad want to happy. it was a few years ago. I think I was 7 or 8 i was out in the garage pay...
    JTurner2002 JTurner2002 13-15, F 5 Responses Jan 30

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    I am looking for someone to tickle me, I would like to be tickled, I'm really ticklish, message me if you would tickle me :)
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 30

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    Okay… Not "Just" Like me, our individualities are what make us beautiful, but someone Like minded, someone "Like-Hearted". Someone who truly loves unconditionally and selflessly...
    Poodlelez Poodlelez 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 29