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I Survived Torture and Torment At the Hands of Someone I Loved

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    I'm extremely anti social

    because of it now the one who did it was my step brother and now I just can't trust him any advice
    kimilolakara kimilolakara 16-17, F Jul 25, 2014

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    My 17 Year Old Boyfriend Who I Have Been Dating For 15 Months Cheated On Me With A 30 Year Old Male Stranger

     I'm 16. We've been dating for 15 months. I'm innocent. We live in good neighborhoods and we go to a good school. He was the perfect boyfriend. Polite, Opens all doors for me, total gentlemen. I bragged to my friends about how sweet he was (not rude bragged though).  ...
    MyHeroWasFake MyHeroWasFake 18-21, F 6 Responses Jan 8, 2010

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    All my life I have made fun of.

    Even in kindergarten. But 5th grade was the worst year ever. I had been called stupid,goth,retarded,a dumb blonde and etc.. But all of those words built up to something worse. My Bestfriend abused me. It felt so dark and confusing. Why would my friend do this to me. I tried to...
    moopoo98 moopoo98 13-15, F 1 Response May 17, 2014

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    It Hurts

    I am finding out by people on here there is a way out it just having to take that step. I either stay and hope in time he will change to the better or get out. I have been in several relationships where I got hurt bad married 2 times. I feel the only reason I choose men like this...
    guitargirl guitargirl 46-50, F 2 Responses May 11, 2009

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    I am a domestic abusive survivor.

    I fell deeply in love with a man who beat me and said horrible things to me. I finally managed to get away. I filed a restraining order against him, and I'm back on my feet and fein myself again. Unfortunately, I have major trust issues with men now. Maybe one day I'll meet...
    RuhNaaay RuhNaaay 31-35, F 1 Response May 17, 2014

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    Abusive Family

      I have had physical emotional and s*exual abuse from most of my family.  I have witnessed my mother do terrible things to us all. When I left home I chose bad men and similar situations.  then I realised that a good relationship makes me happy.  I still...
    emmasharn emmasharn 31-35, F 1 Response May 11, 2009

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    Family

    I was abused both physically and sexually by my real mom. I took it for what seemed like forever, until I finally hit her when she tried. I still have a hard time trusting anyone due to it.
    truenight99 truenight99 26-30, M 2 Responses Mar 11, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    In every relationship I've had, I've given everything. Literally everything I have to give. And was happy to do it. I can't explain how good it made me feel to be so invested in...
    Bicurious12345 Bicurious12345 18-21, F 1 Response 19 hrs ago

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    It's not what you think.. it's not romantic at all. I loved a Foster Mother she never loved me back but instead abused me and allowed others to as well.
    jamiev210 jamiev210 22-25, F 2 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    I loved her and she had an affair 3 months after we were married. During counseling she told me she had settled for me. That was in 2007. There isn't a day goes by that, that doesn...
    unseeneveryman unseeneveryman 41-45, M 2 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    I have always been ever since I remember, and caused most of my own suffering. It's quite stupid, and I'm aware of all of it. Even psychiatrists, monks and people I've talked to...
    Nual Nual 22-25, F 2 Responses May 18

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    I actually think that's my new thing. Infatuations with people who can't love me. A new form of self-destruction, if you will. But he...he was the kicker. It was on and off for...
    borderlineeverything borderlineeverything 16-17, F 1 Response May 12

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    I long for this type of love, maybe someday I'll find someone to love me for who I am, not change because I'm not what they like.
    Kmek3232 Kmek3232 31-35, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    I absolutely adore the feeling of a man I love reaching out and taking my hand in his. I haven't had that in many years. My husband despises physical affection. If I want to hold...
    SaraIsBroken SaraIsBroken 31-35, F 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    More than one, the last one is still bittersweet, he died doing what he loved, being a soldier! His baby girl talks to him in her dreams :)
    nicegirlinaz nicegirlinaz 36-40, F 2 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    Exchanging germs are always romantic. There's holding hands, kissing, sharing the same spoon, same toothbrush, and so many more romantic stuff.
    Dravench Dravench 13-15, F 1 hr ago

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    Every second without you is torture, I want you. I'm not alive if your not here with me. I go crazy when I don't see or hear from you. I know that I'm strung out, but everything is...
    Natashxxs Natashxxs 31-35, F 3 Responses May 13

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    Dr ruchi nd ladki ki nabhi Hii friends mera name akash hai main ye apni pehli kahani likhne ja raha hu ye kahani sirf navel torture ki hai isme koi sex ki bat nahi hai ye sirf...
    akashgoyal9111 akashgoyal9111 18-21, M May 9

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    Dr ruchi nd ladki ki nabhi Hii friends mera name akash hai main ye apni pehli kahani likhne ja raha hu ye kahani sirf navel torture ki hai isme koi sex ki bat nahi hai ye sirf...
    akashgoyal9111 akashgoyal9111 18-21, M May 9

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    i want to feel loved i really dont know what i do wrong yes i have baggage but im a loving giving person and i feel that guys take this as a weakness i am not sure how to date...
    nicholajns6 nicholajns6 31-35, F 3 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    I survived a head on collision in the Mississippi delta. It happened some 10+ years ago. I have difficulty speaking about it and may write more about it later. My sense of well...
    oobiedoobie oobiedoobie 51-55, M 1 Response May 16

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    I want someone to tie up my feet and torture me. I've never had my feet tied before when tickled but I can't wait to try it. My friends like to run their finger up my sole quite...
    FeetMan23 FeetMan23 16-17, M 2 Responses May 19

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    I like having my belly button tortured with injections doesn't matter how many I just love the needles n pressure it gives me
    jajjimenez jajjimenez 16-17, F 6 days ago

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    Background : When I was a teen I lived with relatives on farm, all of us had chores. Phil and I were teens 14, his older brother Daren 17 liked experimenting on his younger brother...
    JimmyBenson JimmyBenson 41-45, M 3 Responses May 9

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    It hurt, yeah. Probably the deepest pain you will ever feel is losing your first love. Except I didn't just lose him, he lost himself. It was sad to see someone you were once to in...
    LorenFlower LorenFlower 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 29

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    I survived being stabbed I stab myself all the time it's just knowing where to stab yourself so you survive
    ILoveToBeTortured ILoveToBeTortured 18-21, F May 16

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    I survived my Husband's suicide attempt. It wasn't your usual story...but I had to cut him down & not a day goes by that I don't remember.
    BethBoehm BethBoehm 22-25, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Me and my brother were in the car, and my mom was driving, none of us remember exactly why it happened... some people think she passed out behind the wheel, some people think she...
    LostAndBrokenSoul LostAndBrokenSoul 13-15, F May 1

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    I really do not get why people treat me the way they do. My kids tell me to **** off when I say I love you, and attack me and call me pervert when I try to give them a hug. My wife...
    EpilepticOne EpilepticOne 31-35, M 1 Response May 2

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    Nature has it's own way of showing its rage. It's a miracle when you survive that rage. You thank the graces of nature yet you curse it at the same time. But that is all you can do...
    Shayala Shayala 18-21, F May 13

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    I am a 22 year old female who loves to be tickled and is so horny thinking about being made someone's slave for hours and hours, especially being forced to ****** or being tickled...
    Alstonre Alstonre 22-25, F 6 Responses May 18

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    i think every single person wants to be loved but not all get it i dont know when i am gonna get loved all i can say currently still awaiting in the line of people who want...
    Mdesires Mdesires 18-21, M 1 Response a week ago

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    This isn't your "usual" suicide story. For this one, please empty your mind & put yourself in another's shoes at moments. My husband & I have been married for 14 months. Three...
    BethBoehm BethBoehm 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    Hello. I have had this wish since many years ago. I really want to be tied up, naked, helpless. I want a sadistic and very skilled female tickler to tickle torture me all over my...
    38TicklishGuy 38TicklishGuy 36-40, M May 6

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    Gay femdom submissive looking to be feminized and tortured, 100% submissive. Will do anything. 17yo. Message me
    femdomfag97 femdomfag97 16-17, M 2 Responses May 6

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    I was deceived n2 loving a 1st time mother that has Borderline Personality Disorder w/ Narsacistic atributes.I married this woman knowing all along what it was all because i was so...
    mgale2711 mgale2711 41-45, M 3 Responses May 8

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    I have never felt reciprocated love. I don't mean like the friends and family package deal that everybody gets, I mean romantically. It's not from a lack of trying, but as I look...
    monkey0506 monkey0506 26-30, M 1 Response May 9

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    I've always loved seeing those couple that would hold hands and swing their arms as they walked together. I've always wanted to be one of those really cute couples.
    TrafalgarLaw TrafalgarLaw 16-17, F 3 Responses May 19

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    Torture myself please message comment anything
    Longdongsliver Longdongsliver 18-21, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I don't know what I'm going to have to say to get the right people to listen and take what I have to say seriously. I can't ******* do this anymore. Only, I can, but I wish I...
    ambivalentFriability ambivalentFriability 18-21 May 2

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    I stupidly believed a guy who was visiting the country on holiday that he loved me because he told me he loved me.. Only when he left the country he suddenly didn't love me and was...
    immortellecapture immortellecapture 31-35, F 3 Responses May 5

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    To be truly loved by someone.......is something I wish I can experience someday. I grew up in a home where love didn't exist. No hugs, no kisses......no bedtime stories. Because of...
    hadyourchance hadyourchance 36-40, F 13 Responses May 6