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I Survived Torture and Torment At the Hands of Someone I Loved

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    I am a domestic abusive survivor.

    I fell deeply in love with a man who beat me and said horrible things to me. I finally managed to get away. I filed a restraining order against him, and I'm back on my feet and fein myself again. Unfortunately, I have major trust issues with men now. Maybe one day I'll meet...
    RuhNaaay RuhNaaay 31-35, F 1 Response May 17

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    My 17 Year Old Boyfriend Who I Have Been Dating For 15 Months Cheated On Me With A 30 Year Old Male Stranger

     I'm 16. We've been dating for 15 months. I'm innocent. We live in good neighborhoods and we go to a good school. He was the perfect boyfriend. Polite, Opens all doors for me, total gentlemen. I bragged to my friends about how sweet he was (not rude bragged though).  ...
    MyHeroWasFake MyHeroWasFake 18-21, F 6 Responses Jan 8, 2010

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    Family

    I was abused both physically and sexually by my real mom. I took it for what seemed like forever, until I finally hit her when she tried. I still have a hard time trusting anyone due to it.
    truenight99 truenight99 26-30, M 2 Responses Mar 11, 2013

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    Abusive Family

      I have had physical emotional and s*exual abuse from most of my family.  I have witnessed my mother do terrible things to us all. When I left home I chose bad men and similar situations.  then I realised that a good relationship makes me happy.  I still...
    emmasharn emmasharn 31-35, F 1 Response May 11, 2009

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    All my life I have made fun of.

    Even in kindergarten. But 5th grade was the worst year ever. I had been called stupid,goth,retarded,a dumb blonde and etc.. But all of those words built up to something worse. My Bestfriend abused me. It felt so dark and confusing. Why would my friend do this to me. I tried to...
    moopoo98 moopoo98 13-15, F 1 Response May 17

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    I'm extremely anti social

    because of it now the one who did it was my step brother and now I just can't trust him any advice
    kimilolakara kimilolakara 16-17, F Jul 25

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    It Hurts

    I am finding out by people on here there is a way out it just having to take that step. I either stay and hope in time he will change to the better or get out. I have been in several relationships where I got hurt bad married 2 times. I feel the only reason I choose men like this...
    guitargirl guitargirl 46-50, F 2 Responses May 11, 2009

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    I'm dumb. No one really wants to love me. Men lie. They don't loved you they just want to **** you and use you until he's done. I believed a guy once. And he became a monster...
    Prettygirl8726 Prettygirl8726 26-30, F 5 Responses Sep 12

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    I am so in love with u. But u r into someone else. I pray beg and plead for a miracle that would have u chose me as your chosen. I can make others dreams including yours come true...
    QueenOrange QueenOrange 41-45, F 3 hrs ago

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    So Mr thought me to be mentally ill; yeah I was the time I said yes to his proposal the time I left my ex for him.If I felt low enough and that too because of this bastard telling...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Sep 12

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    I met him when I was a freshman in high school, he was a senior. After he graduated I'd run into him every so often when I would be grocery shopping with my parents or out and...
    kay5262 kay5262 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 15

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    Hi Guys..ok i really need your help.. It's a very long story but I will try to shorten it..i think that's why I'm in EP, I was trying to tell my story..because I needed advices...
    Wildyoungfree Wildyoungfree 22-25, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    Hi Guys..ok i really need your help.. It's a very long story but I will try to shorten it..i think that's why I'm in EP, I was trying to tell my story..because I needed advices...
    Wildyoungfree Wildyoungfree 22-25, F 9 hrs ago

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    A BOLD STATEMENT FOR TWO WOMEN IN THE SOUTH. It's late afternoon and Katie and I are walking in a city park, hand in hand. Two women holding hands in public may not seem like a...
    EmmaSylvester EmmaSylvester 22-25, F 54 mins ago

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    I want to mean something to someone. I want to be remembered by somebody. I want to be special to someone I want to be missed. I want to be loved. I want to be desired...
    piscean1965 piscean1965 46-50, M 2 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    Up to this point, my life has been all about loving/caring about people that don't love or care about me. I started out as a hopeless romantic, waiting for prince charming to...
    angelique422 angelique422 22-25, F Sep 13

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    https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=1UMHUPPQ96c Interesting Ted Talk about how holding hands affects us and what goes on in the brain when we hold hands.
    nicoleblu nicoleblu 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    On june 11 2014 my girlfriend and I were riding home after work around 10:30 pm on a hilly county road , coming up to the top of a hill i seen one set of headlights then another...
    blahbla43 blahbla43 31-35, M Sep 14

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    A friend contacted me recently, saying "I've had nothing but people coming to me with problems this week, and I'm emotionally drained. How on earth do you stay so damned cheerful...
    Dannage Dannage 36-40, M 21 hrs ago

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    He came and gave me hope, made me want to love again. He once said I could always count on him whenever I needed someone by my side, to lessen the weight on my shoulders. He made...
    dawn1005 dawn1005 16-17, F 3 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    You were my buddy, The one I adored, Our relationship was fraught with drama and our love, grew apart, I think that I must have loved you in another life, There is no other way to...
    SunlightSeeker SunlightSeeker 26-30, F Sep 6

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    I need someone to tickle torture me please. Tied me up and tickle me. I want a male plz
    maryyy567 maryyy567 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 10

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    I think it's lovely. You watch and you wonder. How long have they known each other? How many years have they been together? Isn't it great that for all they've been through, they...
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    Zack, Zack, Zack. If you only expanded your horizon just a little, you could've seen my heart. You only saw Drew and CJ. I didn't say I loved you, and that was my fault. I can...
    unforgivablyuseless unforgivablyuseless 13-15, M 4 hrs ago

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    Hey, everyone. My names Nikki from a small town where everyone knows each other. I've found this forum several times whilst typing random things into google, so I thought I'd...
    NikkiH94 NikkiH94 18-21, F 6 Responses Sep 20

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    It's amazing how many things I survived. I attempted suicide various ways and didn't even reach a near point of death. I ate poison, tried choking myself, walk through a street...
    MariaAkumbaya MariaAkumbaya 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    I've always fantasized about that perfect life, perfect husband and perfect family. I'm only 18, I know, too young to be thinking about all of that but who doesn't think about love...
    destiny0710 destiny0710 18-21, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I torment people with witchcraft and it is fun I love to watch people scream and beg for there lives and I love to watch people suffer it is fun to watch and who ever wants to join...
    5thPrinceofDarkness 5thPrinceofDarkness 18-21, M Sep 11

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    So it began at age 3 when my parents separated . I felt all alone in the world at that time , remembering the fights my mum and dad use to have constantly. I had been sent to my...
    stephenrko stephenrko 31-35, M Sep 20

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    Probably the hardest thing to witness is them with someone else. I honestly feel like I need to find someone else to help me get over him. Seems as if no matter how much he hurt me...
    HerSuperman HerSuperman 16-17, M 1 Response Sep 7

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    Anyone want to be tickle tortured or want to tickle torture me?
    AnimeFreak1547 AnimeFreak1547 13-15, F 4 Responses Sep 10

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    Heart in her hands, My heart in her hands. I don't know why I did that. I don't know why I even loved her so. And it deeply hurt my soul, that I put my heart in her hands. Its out...
    keyshawn15 keyshawn15 13-15, M Sep 14

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    I heard about EP and I thought it might help me, because nothing else has. I'm currently 16 years old living in Matthews, North Carolina. I've always been the kind of kid that put...
    Justjonathan Justjonathan 16-17, M 2 Responses Sep 17

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    I gave you that hand through your time of need. When you fell I sat down and made you laugh until you stood up on your own. I held your hand through the trails of dying leaves and...
    Undeserved Undeserved 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 1

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    I survived Hurricane Andrew back in 1992. I will never forget that summer I spent with my grandmother. I was at the Imperial at Brickell in downtown Miami FL, and was about 7 at...
    jt8md88 jt8md88 26-30, M Sep 3

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    Last night I faced something I knew I would be facing a a soon to be single mom with no family near me. The ER.... by myself and all 4 kids. My son cut his foot and needed stitches...
    kitticat007 kitticat007 31-35, F Sep 5

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    Someone once asked me in a group discussion, "Would you rather have loved and lost, or never loved at all?" The people before me had all said, "To have loved and lost of course...
    penumbraprime penumbraprime 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 7

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    I'm looking for someone to tickle me right now...any takers? If so, message me. I hope someone wants to
    AnimeFreak1547 AnimeFreak1547 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 9

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    I'm looking for someone to tickle me right now...any takers? If so, message me. I hope someone wants to
    AnimeFreak1547 AnimeFreak1547 13-15, F 3 Responses Sep 9

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    I desperately want to be close to someone. I'm a 20 year old student who has never had a large group of friends. I have two close guy friends who are like brothers to me, but of...
    wanderer623 wanderer623 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 10

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    as you know i left my partner a week ago. It ended badly, with him saying --and this was what broke the camels back-- that he didnt want to touch me because he didnt want to, yet...
    Cookielover5752 Cookielover5752 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 16

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    I miss my dear friend, her smile, her eyes. When we talked she would squirm, she would giggle. Our mouths would dry up, we would laugh about it. She cared so much and she...
    KrazyKrow96 KrazyKrow96 26-30, M Sep 22

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    I had a friend from high school. She was a girl that held so much pain in her smile. She was a girl that never felt beautiful. She was a girl who had a handsome boyfriend, who she...
    livingwallflower livingwallflower 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    In those past 5 years ... I traveled, I asked friends, I even tried the internet, the results were always the same "What I look for couldn't be found". My demands and standards are...
    Alip900 Alip900 22-25, M 2 Responses Sep 13

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    I was in love with this guy, Brandon, and at first, he loved me back. We used to imagine what our life would be like together when we were older, what college we would go to, where...
    auram59993 auram59993 13-15, F Sep 22

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    My grandmother. She was choking on her Magnesium tablet and I had to do the Heimlich maneuver. It was scary, but she survived.
    Whoami30 Whoami30 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 22

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    In 5 days it will make one year. I remember the night like it's yesterday, because life changed forever after that moment. I woke up with terrible sharp pains in my head around 3...
    JacobsGirl360 JacobsGirl360 31-35, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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