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I Survived Torture and Torment At the Hands of Someone I Loved

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    It Hurts

    I am finding out by people on here there is a way out it just having to take that step. I either stay and hope in time he will change to the better or get out. I have been in several relationships where I got hurt bad married 2 times. I feel the only reason I choose men like this...
    guitargirl guitargirl 46-50, F 2 Responses May 11, 2009

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    Family

    I was abused both physically and sexually by my real mom. I took it for what seemed like forever, until I finally hit her when she tried. I still have a hard time trusting anyone due to it.
    truenight99 truenight99 26-30, M 2 Responses Mar 11, 2013

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    Abusive Family

      I have had physical emotional and s*exual abuse from most of my family.  I have witnessed my mother do terrible things to us all. When I left home I chose bad men and similar situations.  then I realised that a good relationship makes me happy.  I still...
    emmasharn emmasharn 31-35, F 1 Response May 11, 2009

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    All my life I have made fun of.

    Even in kindergarten. But 5th grade was the worst year ever. I had been called stupid,goth,retarded,a dumb blonde and etc.. But all of those words built up to something worse. My Bestfriend abused me. It felt so dark and confusing. Why would my friend do this to me. I tried to...
    moopoo98 moopoo98 13-15, F 1 Response May 17

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    I'm extremely anti social

    because of it now the one who did it was my step brother and now I just can't trust him any advice
    kimilolakara kimilolakara 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    My 17 Year Old Boyfriend Who I Have Been Dating For 15 Months Cheated On Me With A 30 Year Old Male Stranger

     I'm 16. We've been dating for 15 months. I'm innocent. We live in good neighborhoods and we go to a good school. He was the perfect boyfriend. Polite, Opens all doors for me, total gentlemen. I bragged to my friends about how sweet he was (not rude bragged though).  ...
    MyHeroWasFake MyHeroWasFake 18-21, F 6 Responses Jan 8, 2010

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    I am a domestic abusive survivor.

    I fell deeply in love with a man who beat me and said horrible things to me. I finally managed to get away. I filed a restraining order against him, and I'm back on my feet and fein myself again. Unfortunately, I have major trust issues with men now. Maybe one day I'll meet...
    RuhNaaay RuhNaaay 26-30, F 1 Response May 17

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