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I Survived Torture and Torment At the Hands of Someone I Loved

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 90 People

    It Hurts

    I am finding out by people on here there is a way out it just having to take that step. I either stay and hope in time he will change to the better or get out. I have been in several relationships where I got hurt bad married 2 times. I feel the only reason I choose men like this...
    guitargirl guitargirl 46-50, F 2 Responses May 11, 2009

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    I am a domestic abusive survivor.

    I fell deeply in love with a man who beat me and said horrible things to me. I finally managed to get away. I filed a restraining order against him, and I'm back on my feet and fein myself again. Unfortunately, I have major trust issues with men now. Maybe one day I'll meet...
    RuhNaaay RuhNaaay 31-35, F 1 Response May 17

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    All my life I have made fun of.

    Even in kindergarten. But 5th grade was the worst year ever. I had been called stupid,goth,retarded,a dumb blonde and etc.. But all of those words built up to something worse. My Bestfriend abused me. It felt so dark and confusing. Why would my friend do this to me. I tried to...
    moopoo98 moopoo98 13-15, F 1 Response May 17

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    Family

    I was abused both physically and sexually by my real mom. I took it for what seemed like forever, until I finally hit her when she tried. I still have a hard time trusting anyone due to it.
    truenight99 truenight99 26-30, M 2 Responses Mar 11, 2013

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    My 17 Year Old Boyfriend Who I Have Been Dating For 15 Months Cheated On Me With A 30 Year Old Male Stranger

     I'm 16. We've been dating for 15 months. I'm innocent. We live in good neighborhoods and we go to a good school. He was the perfect boyfriend. Polite, Opens all doors for me, total gentlemen. I bragged to my friends about how sweet he was (not rude bragged though).  ...
    MyHeroWasFake MyHeroWasFake 18-21, F 6 Responses Jan 8, 2010

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    Abusive Family

      I have had physical emotional and s*exual abuse from most of my family.  I have witnessed my mother do terrible things to us all. When I left home I chose bad men and similar situations.  then I realised that a good relationship makes me happy.  I still...
    emmasharn emmasharn 31-35, F 1 Response May 11, 2009

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    I'm extremely anti social

    because of it now the one who did it was my step brother and now I just can't trust him any advice
    kimilolakara kimilolakara 16-17, F Jul 25

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    I've had a few relationships, but only two of the girls I dated I ended up falling on love with. The first was my first love (a bit obvious). The second was my recent ex. I trusted...
    shadow2233 shadow2233 18-21, M 8 hrs ago

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    Yes I am the tormenter in hell and my name is Xaphan and I torture lost souls and I throw them in the pits of fire and sometimes I just whip them and sometimes I just cut into...
    LordofChaos666 LordofChaos666 18-21, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    So i contact my demon lover but i dont love him .. And i loved that guy who didnt love me and its like the one who loves the other the other doesn't love him .. So i started...
    nonorawi nonorawi 13-15, F 3 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    I am desperately in love with someone I can NEVER have. I look up at the sky and think over and over again- why do I even exist in this selfish, cynical world? Tears of frustration...
    Mayuko Mayuko 13-15, F 4 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    I'm so flooded by memories. I call him my best friend, though im sure he hated me in the end. Funny how a few years can poison what could have been the best of friendships. I will...
    Musicthataltersyou Musicthataltersyou 18-21, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I am a 20 year old male from the UK, I am intelligent and understanding, and before 6 months ago had a bright future with a decent life. However , after getting food poisoning I...
    Badsituations1 Badsituations1 18-21, M Oct 10

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    I was 14 years old when I fell in love with a guy I never met. I remember the exact date I met him, 26th January 2009 sometime after 6pm. It was back in the days of MSN. We met on...
    Gemz2411 Gemz2411 18-21, F 6 Responses Oct 2

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    It seems like such a simple phrase and one I find almost cliche. I crave love in ways I cannot express, but reject it at the same time. I fear needing someone who doesn't need me...
    EverlyAnn EverlyAnn 31-35, F 2 Responses Oct 5

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    He was quite easy on the eyes. Immediately, my body's chemical reaction took the reigns of what little self control I had at that time in my life. For weeks, I admired from afar...
    dancingsunz dancingsunz 36-40, F 2 Responses Oct 3

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    I don't even know how I survived my abuse relationships. It affected me. I feel like I will never be loved in a relationship so I stay single. I still meet not so good guys so I...
    cara12345 cara12345 26-30, F a week ago

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    So, I will tell you about how my relationship started and how it's going. I asked him to sit with us and we spent large amount of time together till one day, we decided to watch...
    Vampireloveless Vampireloveless 18-21, F 5 Responses Oct 5

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    He makes me feel like I'm not worthy of being loved. Like being me will get me nothing but loneliness I feel empty and so insecure. I just don't think I can be me any longer...
    DessyLove DessyLove 18-21, F 3 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    It's amazing how many things I survived. I attempted suicide various ways and didn't even reach a near point of death. I ate poison, tried choking myself, walk through a street...
    MariaAkumbaya MariaAkumbaya 16-17, F Sep 27

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    I've always fantasized about that perfect life, perfect husband and perfect family. I'm only 18, I know, too young to be thinking about all of that but who doesn't think about love...
    destiny0710 destiny0710 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 29

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    I am just out of the psychiatric after 6 months. I have complex post traumatic stess disorder and it is not really understood well in this country. I was in an abusive...
    akce akce 36-40 Oct 6

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    Please, I have no limits. I'll take anything you can throw at me. You can even torture other places.
    yourboy101 yourboy101 18-21, M 2 Responses Oct 12

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    I'm 47 and finally after yrs of issues I found a dr that would do what most women fear the most. I had it all taken out by choice. I'm one of the lucky ones I guess because I still...
    darkeyes69 darkeyes69 46-50, F 1 Response Oct 8

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    I was in depression for about 6 to 7 months. I didnt even know i was in depression. But everything was just horrible for me. People were trying to help me. They knew what was wrong...
    indigoangel3 indigoangel3 13-15, F Oct 9

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    I'm thinking back about all the people I like and can't have here's another one. He's a monk :/ It's love at first sight, such kindness in his eyes and his words of comfort. I...
    Concerto Concerto 22-25, F Oct 10

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    So did you feel sorry for me? Or was I some charity case that you thought you could save? Well I was better off not ever knowing you're name I was so much better off Cause you're...
    Shygirl917 Shygirl917 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    I miss my dear friend, her smile, her eyes. When we talked she would squirm, she would giggle. Our mouths would dry up, we would laugh about it. She cared so much and she...
    KrazyKrow96 KrazyKrow96 26-30, M Sep 22

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    I had a friend from high school. She was a girl that held so much pain in her smile. She was a girl that never felt beautiful. She was a girl who had a handsome boyfriend, who she...
    livingwallflower livingwallflower 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 28

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    I am so in love with u. But u r into someone else. I pray beg and plead for a miracle that would have u chose me as your chosen. I can make others dreams including yours come true...
    QueenOrange QueenOrange 41-45, F Sep 30

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    How to Find Out About Someone's Sex Life edits by: PoliceExperiment, Andrew (see all) Every been curious about someone's sex life and you know it's off limits to talk about? but...
    policeExperiment policeExperiment 22-25 Oct 2

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    I've had my first relationship and I don't even know how to describe it. It amazingly terrifying but I always looked forward to our time together and I was still somewhat lonely...
    evoledge evoledge 22-25, M Oct 8

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    I'm only 13, but would really like someone to appreciate me for who I am. I would love a boyfriend between 13-15, I love cuddling and holding hands, I have never kissed a guy...
    Morgan1830 Morgan1830 13-15, F 5 Responses Oct 8

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    Wow she (lil Amy) has had my heart in her hands now only to find out she was only bull ******** me....wow.. Devistated ....I think it's time to stop fighting this loneliness I...
    herdeepestdesire herdeepestdesire 31-35, M 1 day ago

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    My boyfriend and the father of my child was very dear to me. He was a wonderful and amazing person. It's actually very recent. His buddies went out to a bar in Baltimore city one...
    Saywhatyouwantdragon Saywhatyouwantdragon 22-25, F 1 Response 23 hrs ago

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    I was in love with this guy, Brandon, and at first, he loved me back. We used to imagine what our life would be like together when we were older, what college we would go to, where...
    auram59993 auram59993 13-15, F Sep 22

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    My grandmother. She was choking on her Magnesium tablet and I had to do the Heimlich maneuver. It was scary, but she survived.
    Whoami30 Whoami30 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 22

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    In 5 days it will make one year. I remember the night like it's yesterday, because life changed forever after that moment. I woke up with terrible sharp pains in my head around 3...
    JacobsGirl360 JacobsGirl360 31-35, F 4 Responses Sep 24

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    Anybody in the ohio pa area that wants to tickle torture me?? I want to be tickled for hours nonstop! Any takers? Boys or girls doesn't matter :)
    ticklishmegan17 ticklishmegan17 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 3

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    If anyone in the ohio , pa area wants to tickle torture me or even just talk about tickling then pm me! I'm up for it all :)
    ticklishmegan17 ticklishmegan17 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 3

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    I would really like this. I even send pics if you want. I have absolutely no limits. Burn it if you want. Even torture me somewhere else
    yourboy101 yourboy101 18-21, M Oct 12

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    My younger brother died a month ago from blood cancer. He was 18 years old. I can't stop thinking that it should be ME, not him. He was such an amazing guy, he could have achieved...
    cyanesque cyanesque 22-25, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Has anyone here ever lived through a broken engagement? How long did it take for you to get over it. Did you have a child together? My engagement was broken off by him. I didn't...
    secret911 secret911 31-35, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    This situation is a rather horrible one to be in and I'm sorry to anyone who is feeling this way. But with this experience comes beauty, and that is you loved someone. You sent out...
    damnflanders damnflanders 16-17, F 6 Responses 2 days ago

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    Is there anything wrong with that? I just want someone who isn't fake or manipulative. I don't want someone who makes me feel like I am worth the air I waste then turns around to...
    bmsartwell bmsartwell 13-15, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Fell in love for the first time 20 yrs ago with a man who thought I was much older than I was. I lied about my age. I really liked him but we only saw each other off and on for a...
    Ladygrey79 Ladygrey79 31-35, F 3 Responses Sep 21

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    Someone let me control their bladder!
    Bursting101 Bursting101 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 23

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