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I Take Full Responsibilty For My Life Today

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    Yeah since I was little I really didn't like

    life at all. I remember thinking at 6 yrs. old what was the point if your just gonna die. I was a angry kid and would take it out on my mother who was an angel. At age 10 I only wanted to live till I was 22 and only so I could party. During school I didn't even want friends but...
    Destinati0nUnkn0wn Destinati0nUnkn0wn 22-25, M 3 Responses Mar 12, 2015

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    Shaping Today

    A whole day to spend as I please. I have responsibilities but dont have to honour them I can spend time with others or spend time alone. I can plan for the best or fear for the worst. Or I can can just go back to sleep   This is the beginning of a new day. You have been...
    Orangetas Orangetas 51-55, F 8 Responses Mar 10, 2012

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    I've spent so much time

    and energy blaming someone else for my anger and hurt. It's time I take some responsibility and repair it on my own.
    MarthaCanRemember MarthaCanRemember 36-40, F Mar 13, 2014

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    Called In

    It seems all I've been doing is getting and going. Total burn-out! My days off, I try to get around to every chore that needs to be done here at home. But I am dragging butt. It bothers me to see myself so listless. .... I may bounce off of one wall to another on this writing...
    MorningBreeze MorningBreeze 56-60, F 1 Response Jan 9, 2013

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