I do believe that God exist. I have studied a lot and I do know that looking at ones existence can both be fulfulling and bring one closer to God, If you ever come across a question that you do not know that answer to I will be glad to help in anyway I can.
My theological journey began at the age of reason and continues today. Studying theology (and teaching it) has been one of my best life choices. It doesn't provide all the answers but it does provided a foundation from which to question further.