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I Take Too Many Pills

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    I Love Sleeping Pills

    I'm addicted to sleeping pills, I look forward to the part of the day where I can pop at least 3 different sleeping pills or supplement and sleep forever.
    LostNick LostNick 22-25, M 3 Responses Oct 20, 2013

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    I Do Take Too Many, But ....

    if i didn't, the pain inside would be too much to handle. damned if i do, damned if i dont. i am a pill popper, yes. i get high off pills, yes. i do it to survive, yes. i wish someone else understood this, ....yes.
    RedeemingMySoul RedeemingMySoul 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 5, 2010

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    To Relax.

    Floating Nothing coherently formed Drowning Can't move a muscle Take away the Thoughts Take away the Pain Push it aside Procrastinate another day Want to Sleep Want to Drown Have to Smile Have to Cry Too many Too few Not enough More will do What I want To float Sky...
    relleaine relleaine 16-17, F Apr 13, 2011

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    It Was Just One Little Pilll, But With It Came The Cost. .

    I had some past issues with taking pills (Perscripation pain killers mostly), but it wasn’t until I took a pill that is used to treat ADHD or ADD in kids, that I really fell in love. I say I fell in love, because that’s the best way I can describe how I felt. I...
    rescueangel rescueangel 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 12, 2010

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    Oh Joy, Another One.

    So what happens when one pill won't work any more? They give you a different one. One that's stronger. One that will do its job... Until it, too, refuses to work. This new medication makes it nearly impossible to stay awake. Better to sedate me than actually deal with the problem...
    IanAlexander IanAlexander 18-21 2 Responses Aug 13, 2012

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    The pills taste like ****

    and don't work! Prozac doesn't work! I still feel ****! Let's take 60+sleeping pills then never wake up omg that's a good idea I'll try that now.
    Thesnowisdrippingred Thesnowisdrippingred 13-15, F May 7, 2014

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    The Pills Made Me Do It

    We were at a fair a few years ago, and I kept taking pills just to be able to walk... I was so out of it, stumbling all over the place.  I thought my daughter was missing, I looked beside me and I grabbed a little girl.  I thought it was my daughter, and it wasn't. ...
    Neveah Neveah 16-17, F Jun 27, 2008

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    Yeah too many things...but I'm used to lying awake in my thoughts anyway....
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    they all got married to the man after me.. hahaha, now she is too on her way to be married.. I suddenly feel like my eye balls are being barge from inside.. this pain is so...
    FaitAccomp1i FaitAccomp1i 70+, M 1 Response Mar 23

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    Him ~ Part 2 One long lick was all it took for him to moan… her name on His lips. His hands in her hair…His head thrown back. His body heat coming off of Him in waves...
    submissivelittlewoman submissivelittlewoman 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 31

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    It seems like most men I know, work with or run into have to go out of their way to act manly, and talk how men should talk and do the things men should do and very proudly put...
    Wbyogimaso Wbyogimaso 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 3

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    How many other families, people and friends do you know that have broken relationships? Now I want you to think of a trait in common that you can see in all those involved in it...
    dabram71 dabram71 16-17, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    All this while i kept my feeling towards you... Now, u become someone's special. I regret that i did not make the first move. I guess there is no right nor wrong for a girl to make...
    aba08 aba08 22-25, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I've always loved this-even as a kid. And this even PRE-dates me--this version--by a whole YEAR! To me there is no better vocal arrangement of it-or interpretation-(Artie Shaw...
    Elandra77 Elandra77 56-60 Mar 28

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    Hello. I just lied to everybody which I normally don't. The story is 3 weeks ago I cheat on my girlfriend and once I came back from my travelling she broke up with me. She have no...
    laurelaie laurelaie 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    I am close to my family but dont have many friends and I dont have a great marriage and I just dont know what to do anymore
    tlizzy531 tlizzy531 22-25, F Mar 25

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    There are many things I keep to myself and I wonder what would happen if I were to let them all out. It could be Pandora's box tenfold.
    professional1820 professional1820 51-55, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    Your legs open wide for me, Your eyes beg me to take you - NOW. In one motion I move to you And thrust myself completely inside. I feel your legs wrap around me, Pulling me closer...
    hardbargain hardbargain 51-55, M 3 Responses Apr 1

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    I have so many things that I keep to myself because I wouldn't know where to start telling you about me
    bigbill75 bigbill75 36-40, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I keep thinigs to my self because I'm very selective about who I open up to. You can't talk to everybody about everything. I have no problem being open and getting things off my...
    MJP88 MJP88 26-30, F 5 Responses 3 days ago

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    I feel so alone. I know it's entirely my fault for isolating myself, and that makes it worse. I spend too much time locked up in my own head. Nobody from my old school cares about...
    MurderAndCreate MurderAndCreate 13-15, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    One for the ladies- Although few will reply in comments-yeah--that's a given.(100 views 3 comments-yeah-that's about right!) lol Yes-I did take the this--and like the majority...
    Elandra77 Elandra77 56-60 4 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    In the past, I had a tendency to be too "friendly and open" with people. That got me in trouble every damn time. I know better now. What I do now is be selective of what I tell...
    ChiTownLady76 ChiTownLady76 36-40, F 2 Responses Mar 24

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    there is far too much hate in this world towards those that don't follow a straight life style and what's worse is that ppl think we can be "fixed" with treatment or religion...
    leahaha leahaha 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    I'm trying to fix that. I always bundle it up and once you say something just to make me mad I will flip on who ever it is that was there at the wrong time. It's really hard not to...
    Give2Schitts Give2Schitts 13-15, T Apr 1

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    Gender rules are stupid. If a guy wants to do ballet or likes boy bands, it's fine, and if a girl likes karate and scream music then it's fine too!
    laurabaillie16 laurabaillie16 13-15, F 5 Responses Apr 3

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    I wish society would be more open about self sucking guys. personally I have the ability and im obsessed with it. people always tell me to perform for them whether in their house...
    nronic1 nronic1 18-21, M 7 Responses 5 days ago

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    I believe mankind is currently giving a big pass to radical Islam right now. The genocide going on in the Middle East against Christians is mind blowing. This by and large huge...
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    I had a conversation with my ex today.. she told me she has moved on which is good.. watching she's in pain was crucifying.. i still madly care abt her, so it's a good news...
    FaitAccomp1i FaitAccomp1i 70+, M 1 Response Mar 18

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    She kept the fire and anarchy for private times. She kept a cool head and never threw a grenade in her life. She could pretend credulity and obedience when necessary. She was...
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    You always did what you thought was best for me. Without ever caring whether it really was.
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    Sometimes--I just want to run away---I want that as well:that is, to run away.Free form the non-existence that poses as an existence now.Free from the shackles that bind me and my...
    Elandra77 Elandra77 56-60 2 Responses Mar 22

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    Try to stifle me.... Rebellious I be!!!
    Mirages Mirages 41-45, F 18 Responses Mar 24

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    If she was allowed to, she would give him all the magic and mischief he ever wanted. She would wriggle softly in his arms if he woke her deep in the night. She would whisper a...
    SmartKat SmartKat 46-50, F 12 Responses Mar 24

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    Do you feel it? The smile that curves my lips... The giggle that just comes out of nowhere... The happy tears that run down my cheeks... The weightless feeling of my heart...
    submissivelittlewoman submissivelittlewoman 41-45, F 3 Responses Mar 30

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    You are...... (This is from my previous account and started off as a reply to a post to a similar poem by a long departed dear friend. .That was 2012. It wound up in my blog. I...
    Elandra77 Elandra77 56-60 3 Responses Mar 31

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    I just want my princess back
    TheLeftBehind TheLeftBehind 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 2