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I Take Too Many Pills

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    The pills taste like ****

    and don't work! Prozac doesn't work! I still feel ****! Let's take 60+sleeping pills then never wake up omg that's a good idea I'll try that now.
    Thesnowisdrippingred Thesnowisdrippingred 13-15, F May 7, 2014

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    Oh Joy, Another One.

    So what happens when one pill won't work any more? They give you a different one. One that's stronger. One that will do its job... Until it, too, refuses to work. This new medication makes it nearly impossible to stay awake. Better to sedate me than actually deal with the problem...
    IanAlexander IanAlexander 18-21 2 Responses Aug 13, 2012

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    I Love Sleeping Pills

    I'm addicted to sleeping pills, I look forward to the part of the day where I can pop at least 3 different sleeping pills or supplement and sleep forever.
    LostNick LostNick 22-25, M 3 Responses Oct 20, 2013

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    It Was Just One Little Pilll, But With It Came The Cost. .

    I had some past issues with taking pills (Perscripation pain killers mostly), but it wasn’t until I took a pill that is used to treat ADHD or ADD in kids, that I really fell in love. I say I fell in love, because that’s the best way I can describe how I felt. I...
    rescueangel rescueangel 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 12, 2010

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    I Do Take Too Many, But ....

    if i didn't, the pain inside would be too much to handle. damned if i do, damned if i dont. i am a pill popper, yes. i get high off pills, yes. i do it to survive, yes. i wish someone else understood this, ....yes.
    RedeemingMySoul RedeemingMySoul 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 5, 2010

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    To Relax.

    Floating Nothing coherently formed Drowning Can't move a muscle Take away the Thoughts Take away the Pain Push it aside Procrastinate another day Want to Sleep Want to Drown Have to Smile Have to Cry Too many Too few Not enough More will do What I want To float Sky...
    relleaine relleaine 16-17, F Apr 13, 2011

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    The Pills Made Me Do It

    We were at a fair a few years ago, and I kept taking pills just to be able to walk... I was so out of it, stumbling all over the place.  I thought my daughter was missing, I looked beside me and I grabbed a little girl.  I thought it was my daughter, and it wasn't. ...
    Neveah Neveah 16-17, F Jun 27, 2008

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    I take so many. I dnt think im vain, but maybe a little deluded. Night guys xx
    TasStn TasStn 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 30

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    I don't say what I want, so I never get what I want. I have alcohol hidden in the house. I have a secret lover. I have a journal that no one can read. I do not tell people my...
    Directionless450 Directionless450 41-45, M 5 Responses Apr 27

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    If keeping your entire life a secret from everyone counts as too many... Well then this is definitely the right place to post this. Life sucks, and having no one that you can trust...
    stewartgreen stewartgreen 18-21, M 1 Response May 7

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    I don't trust too many people because I always end up getting hurt. I've been hurt enough in my life already. And that's why I push people away
    BuoyantWaters BuoyantWaters 18-21, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    notkem notkem 22-25, F 2 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    ---London, 1902, Hours Before Dawn---The rain came down in a non-sequential pattern. Muting as it had for centuries as it beat on the cobblestone streets below. It was intermittent...
    Elandra77 Elandra77 56-60 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I Will Write No More of Love---- A re-post, from a time in 2013 that I almost left here. But back then, there was such an outpouring of love and caring that I stayed. In a...
    Elandra77 Elandra77 56-60 5 Responses May 3

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    So there, EP. If l want to make a story out how many words l use to write a story, l will. Thank you for reminding me of the more than three words to a post rule, which I'm...
    MistyGoddess MistyGoddess 41-45, F 4 Responses May 14

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    I am reposing my tale;my poem of "The Run-Away Girl". I had this up before;on my blog as well as a post in a poetry group. And yes, like most of my tales , this was inspired by a...
    Elandra77 Elandra77 56-60 4 days ago

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    It's interesting how I found this website: I googled "introverts anonymous" on a whim. I was actually thinking more along the lines of a sort of chatroom where I could Interact...
    sailman306 sailman306 22-25, M Apr 25

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    It takes every bit of will power I have not to sit and cry at work. I moved to another state a few months back for my job. My boyfriend was coming down later. He was supposed to...
    thelasttoknow thelasttoknow 31-35, F 2 Responses May 7

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    I dont talk about the past because I am not aloud, I dont talk about how I feel cuz I dont know how to express it, I dont talk about what is really going on in my head because I...
    lilbit33 lilbit33 22-25, F 2 Responses May 15

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    Me And My Sister Live A Life Of Emotional Neglect and Im Depressed, But I Love My Family So I Always Take Care Of Them, But They're Mad All The time And My Cousin Constantly Talks...
    Tdollablind Tdollablind 26-30, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I think in todays world, With its constant revolving and with it comes more change by the days as they go by. I think with that, people will change with it but some do not. Change...
    Traveller96 Traveller96 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I think the problem here is the word 'rules', that implies so many negative and controlling connotations. It seems that at the age that sexual urges begin to present in children is...
    squeezenbiteme squeezenbiteme 31-35, M 2 Responses May 16

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    I don't trust to many people. My best friend, M is lesbian. I'm okay with it of course, but her parents are making her transfer to a private christian school. I don't want to loose...
    oliviacollins3539 oliviacollins3539 18-21 1 Response Apr 29

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    Okay.... I see why we have the rules..... but omg, seriously, I don't quite understand why different places have different legal ages, why not just have 1 set age for everywhere...
    RyRyOfAwesomeness RyRyOfAwesomeness 16-17, M 3 Responses May 16

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    I keep many things to myself due to trust issues that appeared after my friend changed. Especially when we fought and she got her group to threaten to beat me up. Especially when...
    MisunderstoodGirl69 MisunderstoodGirl69 13-15, F 3 Responses May 17

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    Take me, mark me for this moment as yours. This moment will always belong to you.
    aurora11 aurora11 31-35, F 6 Responses 4 days ago

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    I wish I could be more open about my feelings and thoughts but I can't. I guess I care way too much about what other people think and that sucks.
    chelly0k chelly0k 18-21, F 5 Responses 4 days ago

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    When you place faith in someone wrong, you are ought to be hurt and disappointed. Nobody is perfect, but everyone knows in their heart the red lines they should never cross. If...
    RestlessFlame RestlessFlame 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I have found that people who live by the philosophy "be kind" are often people who tend by nature to be very unkind. And some in their attempts to "be kind" mistake that as...
    aurora11 aurora11 31-35, F 5 Responses Apr 28

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    I could write a book filled with you. But it would still be empty.
    aurora11 aurora11 31-35, F 5 Responses Apr 28

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    I can’t find the words to tell you how i feel.... slw
    submissivelittlewoman submissivelittlewoman 41-45, F 2 Responses Apr 28

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    I knew it would end this way... slw
    submissivelittlewoman submissivelittlewoman 41-45, F Apr 28

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    Friends should not be shuffled around like chess pieces... Behind every profile is a real person with real feelings. You may not mean for your actions to hurt them...but you...
    submissivelittlewoman submissivelittlewoman 41-45, F 3 Responses Apr 28

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    Why do some people make it their mission to cause trouble where there is none... Is it that they’re miserable and don’t like seeing others happy?? Is that it? What joy...
    submissivelittlewoman submissivelittlewoman 41-45, F 2 Responses Apr 29

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    Cause and effects. Did you know that your smile make a sound? You didn't know yet? Place your ear on my chest, Right here, You will hear it beat, Faster.
    MrSquishy MrSquishy 41-45, M 4 Responses May 2

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    I pray, when the time comes, I can be a fool again. I just hope, when I am, that we will be fools together.
    aurora11 aurora11 31-35, F 3 Responses May 4

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    The end. .
    KatieTreat KatieTreat 51-55, T 2 Responses May 9

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    I just thought that I would start of with writing the Glossary first and add to it as I go along. .................. A Absolutely Adore Alphabetically Arranged Anagram
    ItsOnlyAPaperMoon ItsOnlyAPaperMoon 46-50, F 1 Response May 16

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    there is but one succession of commands left.  Six words, whispered.  Accompanied by my body heat, my touch, and my smell.  Six words that allow her to give over everything she...
    GWMH GWMH 56-60, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    A repost of  "I Miss You in The Morning". It is a tale I once wrote for one very dear to me-and who shall always remain that way.This was inspired by William Shakespeare's...
    Elandra77 Elandra77 56-60 4 days ago

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    I used to be really open, and willing to get to know others and want to get to know others. It was never surprising when I got In a new relationship. Now I just can't lol, I'll go...
    comley72 comley72 22-25, F Apr 25

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    I hate my dyslexia and autocorrect as they make my typos worse.
    sroonaka616 sroonaka616 18-21 Apr 25

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