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I Take Too Many Pills

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    Oh Joy, Another One.

    So what happens when one pill won't work any more? They give you a different one. One that's stronger. One that will do its job... Until it, too, refuses to work. This new medication makes it nearly impossible to stay awake. Better to sedate me than actually deal with the problem...
    IanAlexander IanAlexander 18-21 2 Responses Aug 13, 2012

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    It Was Just One Little Pilll, But With It Came The Cost. .

    I had some past issues with taking pills (Perscripation pain killers mostly), but it wasn’t until I took a pill that is used to treat ADHD or ADD in kids, that I really fell in love. I say I fell in love, because that’s the best way I can describe how I felt. I...
    rescueangel rescueangel 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 12, 2010

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    I Do Take Too Many, But ....

    if i didn't, the pain inside would be too much to handle. damned if i do, damned if i dont. i am a pill popper, yes. i get high off pills, yes. i do it to survive, yes. i wish someone else understood this, ....yes.
    RedeemingMySoul RedeemingMySoul 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 5, 2010

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    To Relax.

    Floating Nothing coherently formed Drowning Can't move a muscle Take away the Thoughts Take away the Pain Push it aside Procrastinate another day Want to Sleep Want to Drown Have to Smile Have to Cry Too many Too few Not enough More will do What I want To float Sky...
    relleaine relleaine 16-17, F Apr 13, 2011

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    The pills taste like ****

    and don't work! Prozac doesn't work! I still feel ****! Let's take 60+sleeping pills then never wake up omg that's a good idea I'll try that now.
    Thesnowisdrippingred Thesnowisdrippingred 13-15, F May 7, 2014

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    I Love Sleeping Pills

    I'm addicted to sleeping pills, I look forward to the part of the day where I can pop at least 3 different sleeping pills or supplement and sleep forever.
    LostNick LostNick 22-25, M 3 Responses Oct 20, 2013

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    The Pills Made Me Do It

    We were at a fair a few years ago, and I kept taking pills just to be able to walk... I was so out of it, stumbling all over the place.  I thought my daughter was missing, I looked beside me and I grabbed a little girl.  I thought it was my daughter, and it wasn't. ...
    Neveah Neveah 16-17, F Jun 27, 2008

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