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I Take Too Many Pills

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    The pills taste like ****

    and don't work! Prozac doesn't work! I still feel ****! Let's take 60+sleeping pills then never wake up omg that's a good idea I'll try that now.
    Thesnowisdrippingred Thesnowisdrippingred 13-15, F May 7

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    The Pills Made Me Do It

    We were at a fair a few years ago, and I kept taking pills just to be able to walk... I was so out of it, stumbling all over the place.  I thought my daughter was missing, I looked beside me and I grabbed a little girl.  I thought it was my daughter, and it wasn't. ...
    Neveah Neveah 16-17, F Jun 27, 2008

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    It Was Just One Little Pilll, But With It Came The Cost. .

    I had some past issues with taking pills (Perscripation pain killers mostly), but it wasn’t until I took a pill that is used to treat ADHD or ADD in kids, that I really fell in love. I say I fell in love, because that’s the best way I can describe how I felt. I...
    rescueangel rescueangel 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 12, 2010

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    Oh Joy, Another One.

    So what happens when one pill won't work any more? They give you a different one. One that's stronger. One that will do its job... Until it, too, refuses to work. This new medication makes it nearly impossible to stay awake. Better to sedate me than actually deal with the problem...
    IanAlexander IanAlexander 18-21 2 Responses Aug 13, 2012

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    I Do Take Too Many, But ....

    if i didn't, the pain inside would be too much to handle. damned if i do, damned if i dont. i am a pill popper, yes. i get high off pills, yes. i do it to survive, yes. i wish someone else understood this, ....yes.
    RedeemingMySoul RedeemingMySoul 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 5, 2010

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    To Relax.

    Floating Nothing coherently formed Drowning Can't move a muscle Take away the Thoughts Take away the Pain Push it aside Procrastinate another day Want to Sleep Want to Drown Have to Smile Have to Cry Too many Too few Not enough More will do What I want To float Sky...
    relleaine relleaine 16-17, F Apr 13, 2011

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    I Love Sleeping Pills

    I'm addicted to sleeping pills, I look forward to the part of the day where I can pop at least 3 different sleeping pills or supplement and sleep forever.
    LostNick LostNick 22-25, M 3 Responses Oct 20, 2013

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    I've got a new mix of pills to try

    and let me sleep for once but there are so many... I'm afraid I'll overdose but at the same time I wouldn't really mind it. I'm going to take them. I need to sleep and whether these put me to sleep forever or only for a few hours I'm willing.
    Jessica2232 Jessica2232 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 20

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    OddlyScintilating OddlyScintilating 46-50, M 4 days ago

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    I 100% agree with this group. far too many rules and regulations. There is a lot of social BS and stigma making us do and act what doesn't feel natural to us!!!
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    Wth? I swear I have messaged about 5 different women my age or older that have bragged in a story about how much they love sex with their husband. I ask how long have you been...
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    I take a long time to fall for a man.I take a long time to stop loving a man.
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    I'm just scared to get too close to someone and it just completely disappear
    rosagonzalez rosagonzalez 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    fathungrymomma fathungrymomma 41-45, F Nov 11

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    She wanders through her day, a smile painted for all to see... while tears threaten to surface at the slightest memory of him...
    WithGracefulness WithGracefulness 46-50, F Oct 30

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    If I could live in your dreams as you weave the magical landscape, I would never want to ever wake up again so I'd enjoy each step I make with you...Forever. 
    4BlackForest 4BlackForest 36-40, F 4 Responses Oct 31

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    She wishes for time in reverse… life as it once was…
    WithGracefulness WithGracefulness 46-50, F Oct 31

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    Yes, I still do.
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    You make me feel like a girl in an Alphonse Mucha illustration.
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