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I Take Too Many Pills

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    Floating Nothing coherently formed Drowning Can't move a muscle Take away the Thoughts Take away the Pain Push it aside Procrastinate another day Want to Sleep Want to Drown Have to Smile Have to Cry Too many Too few Not enough More will do What I want To float Sky...
    relleaine relleaine 16-17, F Apr 13, 2011

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    I Do Take Too Many, But ....

    if i didn't, the pain inside would be too much to handle. damned if i do, damned if i dont. i am a pill popper, yes. i get high off pills, yes. i do it to survive, yes. i wish someone else understood this, ....yes.
    RedeemingMySoul RedeemingMySoul 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 5, 2010

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    Oh Joy, Another One.

    So what happens when one pill won't work any more? They give you a different one. One that's stronger. One that will do its job... Until it, too, refuses to work. This new medication makes it nearly impossible to stay awake. Better to sedate me than actually deal with the problem...
    IanAlexander IanAlexander 18-21 2 Responses Aug 13, 2012

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    It Was Just One Little Pilll, But With It Came The Cost. .

    I had some past issues with taking pills (Perscripation pain killers mostly), but it wasn’t until I took a pill that is used to treat ADHD or ADD in kids, that I really fell in love. I say I fell in love, because that’s the best way I can describe how I felt. I...
    rescueangel rescueangel 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 12, 2010

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    The pills taste like ****

    and don't work! Prozac doesn't work! I still feel ****! Let's take 60+sleeping pills then never wake up omg that's a good idea I'll try that now.
    Thesnowisdrippingred Thesnowisdrippingred 13-15, F May 7

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    The Pills Made Me Do It

    We were at a fair a few years ago, and I kept taking pills just to be able to walk... I was so out of it, stumbling all over the place.  I thought my daughter was missing, I looked beside me and I grabbed a little girl.  I thought it was my daughter, and it wasn't. ...
    Neveah Neveah 16-17, F Jun 27, 2008

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    I Love Sleeping Pills

    I'm addicted to sleeping pills, I look forward to the part of the day where I can pop at least 3 different sleeping pills or supplement and sleep forever.
    LostNick LostNick 22-25, M 3 Responses Oct 20, 2013

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    Yeah. Just take what you need, there's nothing left anyway.
    littlemissmacabre littlemissmacabre 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 2

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    Elcoman115 Elcoman115 51-55, M 1 Response Dec 2

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    When I say that I could lose myself in you. What I really mean is that I have. And I'm slowly, painstakingly crawling my way back. Hoping all the while that you will pull me back...
    aurora11 aurora11 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 4

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    I stood in the shower and realized - that while I burned for you, you never even thought of me. And it made me infinitely sad.
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    It's the most wonderful time of the year... Karma is finally kicking butt...*smiles* slw
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    Time After Time -----Hands sweetly entwined;Time after time.You breathe close to mine;Time after time.We embrace and I melt;Time after time.Moans escape as we're felt;Time after...
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    What would you do if your cousin snooped through your desk and found a list of most your passwords and ripped it in front of your face?
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    I prefer to be alone than to be with a group of people and I prefer to keep it with myself because I know that no one else can judge me. Ouch!
    Mariangabalon Mariangabalon 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 19

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    I need to just post in here cos I get so annoyed… my friend doesn't even know me… she just made out like I'd be really excited by the news that 's club 7' have tickets… I...
    Misscoconut Misscoconut 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 19

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    I really just want to die. I've been fantasizing about it all day. I haven't been this way in a long time. I just can't handle it anymore.
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    Watch our for the user PeaceAndLove1. She's a fake person and can't be trusted. Btw she has a secret she doesn't want people knowing. She's just not a nice person and I want her to...
    BrandonVidya2014 BrandonVidya2014 18-21, M Nov 20

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    SunshineOverClouds SunshineOverClouds 26-30, F 3 Responses Nov 21

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    There are two rules for success...: 1- Never reveal everything you know
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    That moment when you can't trust anyone, not even a person whom you've known all your life. All you have is a teddy bear that you can hug.
    Julietxxx Julietxxx 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 22

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    Life sucks the life of you. God I really need someone to talk to. It's like I can't breathe anymore. ~Tye
    tyeotic tyeotic 16-17, T 3 Responses Nov 22

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    CMON PPL, SLOW EH HORSES DOWN, ONE BY ONCE, now you reserve your spot in my chat queue, first come first serve basis.
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    WOW, tried to post a story and it was IMMEDIATELY removed by EP! Perhaps because it was critical of them?
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    donebeingthefool donebeingthefool 46-50, F Nov 24

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