while I was procrastinating. It sorta motivated me to get more things done. It should be a crime to waste time, or litter your mind with other peoples opinions about how you should be, or to drown in self pity.
I talk to myself sometimes
People stop and stare
They even tell their children
That they should beware
I like my conversations
No one screams or shouts
No one cries or tries to
Kick a loved one out
My family never tried
To connect with me
They only thought that money
even though I love the benefits of speaking to myself. No interruptions, an intellectual conversation, conflicting thoughts w/ out being ignorant, someone responds back, no drama, etc. Hopefully I'll eventually come across someone that I can talk to like that.
I talk to myself all the time , get a grip Emily!! For gods sake Emily whats wrong with you? those kind of moments ...but then also i find myself when i'm about to knock up a creation in the kitchen i pretend to be one of those TV cheffy types ,and i'm talking to the (non...
Other than when I was married for a few years, I have lived alone my entire adult life. I also haven't had many friends. I started talking to myself when I was home alone years ago. I learned to never do it around other people, it seems to make them uncomfortable.After my divorce...
it comes to the point where my parents think I'm hiding a boy in my bedroom. it just helps calm me, and I amuse myself so much, I swear I could become a comedian. it gets bad when I start doing it at school and people give me strange looks, can't a girl have a conversation with...
And in those lonely times i talk to myself to feel calm and to feel free express myself. I have no brothers or sisters to talk to, and my family is always busy and judgmental on me. Eversince i was small till now, they would call me slow and stupid. They would spread gossip...
not only arguing with myself out loud, I'm now yelling at inanimate objects at the drugstore :( They didn't have the lotion I ALWAYS get so I had to search for another one. I don't know how long it lasted but they each heard how horrible they smelled and "who the f.uck would put...
relaxing and actually sort've entertaining. Sometimes it just develops into a full blown argument with myself.
I'm used to talking to myself mostly when I'm stressed or angry, it's like a defense mechanism almost.