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I The Older I Get The More I Realise What I Loser I Am

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    Last One To Realize

    Let me tell you about myself. I am smart, attractive, sweet, and I have a decent body. I am not Angelina Jolie but men have found me attractive. Here is what people don't see. I have incredibly low-self esteem, self confidence. I have always had this problem of not feeling...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 2, 2012

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    I Will Always Be A Loser

    So mom told me i snore gosh what is left now can i become any worse what a Loser i am With every passing day life is becoming worse All the hopes and dreams i secure turn out to be a lie Do you have any idea how being a Loser feels......................
    apersonlikeme apersonlikeme 18-21, M 4 Responses Jan 3, 2013

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    Okay With It

    I suppose to the outside world, I might seem to be a loser. Just finishing college now at 28, full of debt, long history of mental illness only recently resolved (thank you, ECT!), bunch of dead-end jobs I couldn't even stay at, a kid I can't even care for properly (day care...
    BeautifulPrison BeautifulPrison 26-30, F 3 Responses Dec 7, 2010

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    are we fire and gasoline ?

    why ?. this why they are trying o let us apart ? do i deserve all this pain god are you really out there ? is it real you are a sweet angel ? why cant you hear my voice i feel stupid and a psycho person
    extosee extosee 18-21, F Sep 16, 2015

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    Rather, *was*

    What a ***** I used to be! I always had to put everyone down, I treated everyone like crap, and I was even worse to myself. All I did was fight, talk sh*t, and complain.I still catch myself slipping in that direction occasionally, but I put myself in check ASAP!
    DeadOfDecember DeadOfDecember 22-25, F Aug 14, 2011

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    Three Years Gone

    And that's only here..since I've been in Wisconsin, I've worked one job and that was so stressful I talked to a pharmacist in the back room, and explained in tears(and I don't cry in front of strangers) how it was too stressful there and I couldn't keep up. I had already gotten...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jan 21, 2010

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    Ever since I was 13 I had realized I always liked men older than me. Now that I'm already almost 17 I realize that still stands. I just want anyone out there who's around my age to...
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    100% agree! If it was one thing I was taught as a child, it was not to judge people based on their looks and that has stuck with me since. Up until I was 20 I still payed some...
    milkmilklemonadee milkmilklemonadee 22-25, M 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    Started a friendship, and now I feel I need to end it. I have more control over it now. Before I was addicted to it, and the feelings i had for this man was so intense. I dont...
    noneya01 noneya01 36-40, F 2 days ago

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    Story Time! So today I'm just over on the couch laying just a foot away from my dad. You know, minding my own business watching Better Call Saul. But next thing I know, I just...
    Bellkel07 Bellkel07 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    I almost always find myself more attracted to men who are at least 10 or more years older than me, than guys my own age. Aside from the aesthetically appealing qualities, to me...
    taliaroger taliaroger 18-21, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    One of my first crushes was actually on a woman 35 years older than me! She was very kind and sweet but also had this stricter side to her I could tell. I felt so funny inside...
    milkmilklemonadee milkmilklemonadee 22-25, M 5 Responses 2 days ago

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    I just realised something so obvious that I can't believe I didn't realise it before. I need someone to talk to about it
    cantpick cantpick 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    I am a pretty quiet person and I don't have very many friends I have maybe three friends and that's it. I really wish that the kids at school liked me more than they do I feel like...
    wendiemyers46 wendiemyers46 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Always have been right from when I was a teenager. I had a serious boyfriend my yen age (who's know my husband) but both of us had fun with other people and mine has always been...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I really am.32 years old,leeching of my 56 year old mom and my 25 year old brother.I don't actually spend my either,I don't go out,I don't smoke/drink,I don't own a car...Never...
    GenuineLoser GenuineLoser 31-35, M 5 days ago

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    I may only be 18 years old, but I don't think like a normal, unaware 18 year old does. And I feel like if anything it makes me more alienated from people at my high school, and as...
    NinaPants97 NinaPants97 18-21, F 5 Responses 6 days ago

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    Yes i am a loser... Why every time it happen to me.Oh god again you.I don't get it why me.But remember one thing i am not leave it.I will go for it.And work hard on it.i give you a...
    Najdia Najdia 18-21, M a week ago

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    It was my teacher.... Sometimes my **** gets on the wrong side of my boxers and i shift them often(it happens!). Well one time, I shifted it during class (more like 8 times XD...
    VintageNebula85 VintageNebula85 13-15, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    Hey! Why are you so hard on yourself? Don't you know how beautiful and lovely you are? What do you mean I lie? :/ Hey I'm no liar! You're the one lying to yourself! saying, "I ain...
    soyyoprincesa soyyoprincesa 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 5

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    I've had DPD for like 2 and a bit years. I used to smoke weed with my boyfriend at the time and I assumed that being incredibly anxious all the time was what "high" was meant to...
    Fluxus Fluxus 18-21, F Feb 5

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    it all started with my older sisters cloths... we use to have a lot of teen age baysitters when we were young and my sister always wanted to play dress up. I think the baby sitter...
    crossdresserfun crossdresserfun 22-25, T 2 Responses Feb 5

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    I hate sitting alone at lunch everyday and I can't just go sit somewhere randomly or ask someone because I'm afraid to and I have social anxiety anyways. I'm so tired of people...
    FrozenBlueberries FrozenBlueberries 16-17, M 2 Responses Feb 4

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    Maybe you should show more respect to older people, but some older don't deserve your respect. If there is an older person with a ****** personality and are let's say your rapist...
    darkspiritwolf darkspiritwolf 18-21, F Feb 4

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    Right, so I went to Ghana this December and I was introduced to this guy by my friends husband, however this guy is 40 and I am only 26. he has three kids and no longer has a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Feb 4

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    I used to feel this way and I used to have very low confidence in myself. I refused to talk to anyone, I refused to include myself in anyone's conversations and anyone's parties. I...
    Caitlinsmith1636 Caitlinsmith1636 18-21, F 6 Responses Feb 4

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    i feel like people with anxiety/depression are left without a rope in terms of working society. It debilitates me in a way that i never knew the full scope of until now. Every job...
    Outoforbits Outoforbits 22-25, M Feb 2

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    after dating a guy my age then dating older.. men around 5-10 years older are just sexier and more mature.
    kateadg kateadg 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 1

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    I made a post earlier and I just want to clarify a few things. I DO like older men. That's why I'm in this group. However, I don't think it's the appropriate group to actually...
    katieliebtkatzen katieliebtkatzen 16-17, F 3 Responses Feb 1

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    I post here looking to connect with others who also like older guys to share opinions and reasons, not to attract older men (who are usually of the pervert variety) and flirt with...
    katieliebtkatzen katieliebtkatzen 16-17, F 12 Responses Feb 1

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    I've always been attracted to older men to a certain degree, even my first celebrity crush was an older man (David Bowie)! My attraction lead me into a multitude of problems though...
    spoiledsweetforever spoiledsweetforever 18-21, F 4 Responses Feb 1

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    Trust is something I've been trying to grow more of for a while. I couldn't get past the obvious truth however, that some people will bring destruction into your life no matter...
    JustTheSun JustTheSun 26-30 1 Response Feb 1

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    Older men are just more mature and actually don't play around with a woman's feelings. I'm 26 and when I say I like older men, I mean like 26-35 not no 50 or 60 year old men. Not...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Feb 1

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    Sooo me! i'm super competitive but at the same time i am the biggest sore loser lol. Playing cards with my family and both my nan and i have gone back every hand!! We managed to...
    shecanonlydream shecanonlydream 26-30, F Feb 1

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    I'm ok with older men talking to me but there's a difference between a being a total weirdo and a gentlemen like don't star a conversation with hey I like younger girls no and...
    lilacadventures lilacadventures 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 31

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    My name is Jasmine I'm new to this site. Looks like a cool site to share things. I'm here to see if anyone likes the same thing or if there's any older gay women that like younger...
    jrazy jrazy 18-21, F Jan 31

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    i've been going out with an older guy the last months. we have 16 years of difference. well,it has been mostly texting. we saw eachother once a month or something like that. and we...
    Ilerovers Ilerovers 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 31

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    I occasionally branch out from the buffoons at my Campus. I prefer older guys because they seem more mature to me. :-) xoxo
    MyLifeIsStrange MyLifeIsStrange 18-21, F 8 Responses Jan 30

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    I la-la-la-lovee older men, preferably white. And I don't mean the Hugh Hefner, about to kick the bucket older man. I mean a 30 to 50 year old man who isn't overweight, isn't...
    BisexTex BisexTex 18-21, F 9 Responses Jan 29

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