I Think A Higher Power Plays Tricks On Me

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    So I Couldn't Buy My Laxatives

    So I binged today. BADLY. I was trying so hard to be good n shitt. But I just had to puke. It wasn't a lot. And then I went to Wal-Mart to buy foundation 'cus I look like a monster without makeup. I found some liquid Magnesium that makes you take huge dumps. The laxative pills...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick
    22-25
    May 16, 2011

    School

    Got into a private, jesuit school.Wasn't thinking of going there, until they offered me so much money.I am so thankful.It was all so unexpected.Last minute.My mom loves the fact it's a catholic school.
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick
    22-25
    Jun 17, 2011

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