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I Think About Area 51

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    It's the strangest thing. I don't know what she looks like. I don't know where she lives exactly, just that it would take a plane ride to get there. We've only exchanged...
    Brontide Brontide 36-40, M 3 Responses May 6

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    Usually, things I think about are not worth thinking about. So when there's actually something that should be thought about, I'll think about it for a good hour or so.
    Lackoflogic Lackoflogic 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    Its not so much that I think about suicide rather just wanting out of this endless tirade that is called life. In a very general sense life is stupid, you are born just to die and...
    mljenkins mljenkins 41-45, F 3 Responses May 1

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    I can't stop thinking about my coworker. I still like him. The sight of him at work, makes me think about him everyday. I miss hanging out with him. Miss the contact. Sadly he is...
    shegi20 shegi20 26-30, F May 5

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    Does anyone know how to fix this? I don't know what happened to me, but a lot of my thoughts are about what people think about me. If they like me or not? Do they find me...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Apr 27

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    I think about it both on a more general, impersonal level, and a personal level. Lately I've been more focused on the personal side of it.I can't remember the last time I've really...
    ambivalentFriability ambivalentFriability 18-21 May 2

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    My mom's friend just got robbed this weekend of EVERYTHING in their house except their microwave, (I'm guessing old or too hard too move) TV and a few other things. The things they...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses May 12

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    The royal barber was trimming the beard of the king when he commented, ?His Majesty?s beard is starting to turn gray.? The king was livid at the remark and ordered that the barber...
    om2013 om2013 22-25, M 1 Response May 16

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    I keep thinking im over it but it always comes up in my mind. Yesterday i saw a picture of my rapist. Its been over a year since ive seen him and its made me worse than i have been...
    anonymous138 anonymous138 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 29

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    I think about getting out a lot, a whole lot. I wonder if I will make it through the summer, some how I already know the answer to that, only if I choose to, and I think I have...
    mljenkins mljenkins 41-45, F May 4

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    what do you think about me, mergirl123? silly?.... annoying, always eating?.. skinny, enjoys talking about farts. ? is that gross? if not let's make a toast.. grab a hotdog and...
    mergirl123 mergirl123 18-21, F 4 Responses May 7

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    As long as I can remember I have always had thoughts of suicide and it is getting worse. I thought everyone has those thoughts, but now I know that it is abnormal. Now I just feel...
    Kebra725 Kebra725 18-21, F 1 Response May 15

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    I wonder what it's like to die in your sleep. I have this idea that you become one with your dream world, and your consciousness ascends. To die in your sleep is seen as the most...
    MayaKing MayaKing 31-35, F May 16

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    When I think about some near death experience happening to me I think I will not fight it but just go with it. But still waiting for something like that to happen.
    mljenkins mljenkins 41-45, F a week ago

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    I think about it and desire it so much I wonder how no one else seems to notice how much I don't want to be a part of this life. I can't really be surprised I put on a good front...
    mljenkins mljenkins 41-45, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    For the last 5 months I some times randomly think about what happened and it makes me feel depressed, but I'm a little scared to talk to certain people about it because i happen to...
    Blackrosebat Blackrosebat 16-17, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Cant stop thinking about him. The wonderful soul that he is. The gentleness of his touch the love in his eyes the warmth in his voice. There is nothing or no one more amazing than...
    solongago2 solongago2 31-35, F Apr 28

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    I'm thinking about having an affair with a stranger tonight;)
    secrettCD secrettCD 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 28

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    Lately I've been thinking about a specific person who attempted to have sex with me. I was maybe 12 or 13 and he was 2 years older than I was. I remember not saying no, but knowing...
    GodsArte GodsArte 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 30

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    feeling really ****** up... 4 years ago I was kidnapped and raped by 4 guys. over and over.... its been 4 years and I can't get it off of my mind. every single day I think about...
    paotg paotg 22-25, F 3 Responses May 1

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    I'm always thinking about sex...
    AriTheTechie AriTheTechie 18-21, F 5 Responses May 1

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    I think about death to much I'm not scared of death I'm scared of what will happen to my soul I don't want to go to hell But I don't want to spend all my life believing in God who...
    jessydx jessydx 16-17, F 2 Responses May 4

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    I was thinking about it for a long time (years in fact) and then on 20 April this year I did get cut. The story of the whole thing is on my blog, along with a load of pics...
    ben1815 ben1815 41-45, M 3 Responses May 5

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    It's going to happen to us all. We should think about it. It's not sad but it's the beginning of our new home in the grave .
    Keystomyheart Keystomyheart 31-35, F 1 Response May 5

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    I'm not depressed or suicidal or anything. But isn't it weird how, when you think about what dying is like, you must first become so much more aware of your self and your body?
    underlyinghonesty underlyinghonesty 22-25, F 1 Response May 5

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    I'm not afraid of it but I do think about it a lot. Maybe I am afraid?
    NocheSombra NocheSombra 18-21, F 4 Responses May 5

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    What do you think about me take a look at my profile and let me know :) thank you
    PreponLovato PreponLovato 18-21, F 2 Responses May 7

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    I finally told my parents because my depression has gotten so bad, they said they would help me, but they haven't. I don't even know if they can. But I can't stop thinking about...
    HardlyAlice HardlyAlice 18-21, F 3 Responses May 11

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    I'm trying really hard not to think about my assignments and my grades and my future. It's scary :s
    RH17 RH17 18-21, F May 13

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    I think about suicide on a daily biases and don't know why
    rainyday10 rainyday10 22-25, M 1 Response May 14

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    I Can't do any of This anymore, I'm so ready to give up at this point, I can't stop thinking about it it's constantly in my mind and it won't go away I can't even sleep anymore :(
    rebecca166 rebecca166 13-15, F May 14

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    My ex is still with another guy and I wish I had treated her better. I see pictures of her on Facebook from time to time and check out her profile and it rips me apart so deleted...
    callum00000 callum00000 26-30, M May 15

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    Is there maybe someone who wants to be friends with me ? :( I'm 26 depressed have no friends think about suicide and am gay too ugh :( :( I wish I had the guts to lull myself...
    quattrodsg88 quattrodsg88 26-30, M 2 Responses May 15

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    It may sound stupid, but I panic when I think about dying. Since it is inevitable, it is not a fear I can get over. Well, except for dying, of course. :P
    ErraticSarcastic ErraticSarcastic 26-30, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    i don't care what society or religious snotty do gooders think or say about me couldn't give a monkeys
    candysissyfag candysissyfag 26-30, T 15 hrs ago

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    I don't think the United States is a "bad" place. It has it's good and its bad like everywhere else. When it comes to freedom of thought and the general behavior of the people, we...
    Elsahen Elsahen 22-25, F 17 hrs ago

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    So I dreamt that I was at his house and he wanted me there. We were sitting on opposite couches in this large house and I was reading a kids book. He was watching tv. I get up to...
    livlife1615 livlife1615 16-17, F 11 hrs ago

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    In my usual depression I was also considering the massive overpopulation problem. Some estimate a sustainable human population for Earth to be about 2 billion, our population is...
    minatek616 minatek616 22-25, M 1 Response May 4

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    Not in a bad way or anything. Nothing serious enough to hurt others or myself. No. I've merely had the idea of Death in my head lately. I read a lot which means I often learn a lot...
    Canis3 Canis3 22-25, F May 8

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    I have always wanted to die, since I was a kid. I fantasise about how to do it, how to make it somewhat beautiful even~ at what time of the night to do it~ whether it be a full...
    immortellecapture immortellecapture 31-35, F 8 Responses May 5

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