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    I have GOT to get this out... I cant keep it bottled in any longer. I may only be rambling to myself here, but I dont care, at least it will be out of my system. ( I'm going to...
    ashuriiNikooru ashuriiNikooru 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    To make a long story short I was talking to a guy in the summer and you know we were jus talking and talking so much for a good two weeks and the next thing you know it We were...
    andreaespe andreaespe 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I can't stop thinking about you. I cant stop thinking about you. You're the first thought in my head when I wake up and the only one who keeps me from falling asleep. I replay the...
    confusionswirlinginmyhead confusionswirlinginmyhead 22-25, F Sep 3

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    I miss you so much most nights I can't breathe. The weirdest things make me cry. A song. A T-shirt. I see a face in a crowd and for a second it's yours before morphing into a...
    crookedteethteen crookedteethteen 13-15, F Sep 13

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    I can't stop thinking about my ex. I know it's weird Our relationship ended last month. And it was only a one month relationship It didn't even last that long. I think about the...
    andreaespe andreaespe 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I have been thinking about suicide but I'm so in depth about it I have soo many questions about the pros & cons. Why do one think about commiting suicide? How to they feel about...
    djdwtw17 djdwtw17 26-30, M 2 Responses Aug 31

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    I've been overweight for a good chunk of my life. Currently I'm up to about 290 lbs. I've been trying to lose the weight, and for a while, I was doing pretty well, but now... I...
    CasvalEarth CasvalEarth 22-25, M Sep 3

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    In the 8th grade I started at a new school and met this boy. He was tall, lanky and a little bit dorky - but to me he was the bee's knees. We had lunch and gym together, I never...
    SukYoung SukYoung 26-30, F Sep 12

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    I just finished watching a film that I know I'm going to fail miserably trying to share because it was touching in a personal way to me. It was a film about a young girl from the a...
    TheShadowedGirl TheShadowedGirl 31-35 1 Response Sep 21

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    The Purple Rose of Cairo (1985), directed by Woody Allen With Mia Farrow, Jeff Daniels, Danny Aiello ***Spoiler alert*** This movie was an incredible thing, first the plot is a...
    Allaloneandpoisoned Allaloneandpoisoned 22-25, F Aug 30

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    I can't stop thinking about my love who lives in another country, I see him once a year and I have just came back from being with him this summer and I'm depressed I can't go out...
    Ame101 Ame101 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 30

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    Once again, I should be asleep. But instead I am awake... Thinking about him, as usual. I almost cried. But I keep telling myself I don't cry over him anymore. What is wrong with...
    ImpossibleHeart ImpossibleHeart 26-30, F Sep 1

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    I wish you'd miss me the way I miss you like this. I wish I knew if you think about me the way I think about you.
    emelon12 emelon12 18-21, F Sep 1

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    I still think about all my childhood friends I grew up with in that tiny village. Although I moved away more than half my life ago, I still think of them and wonder what they're...
    Seblett Seblett 13-15, F Sep 4

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    Last night I had this dream about my brothers best friend. I've known the guy for years and he is staying at my parents with my brother at the moment so I see him all the time when...
    TayTayFL TayTayFL 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 4

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    Why can't I stop?! It's over. Done. I don't want to be with you anymore. But I can't stop thinking about you. Is it normal to keep thinking about an ex lover? Please help me out...
    leekalady leekalady 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 9

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    You know what's so fascinating/scary to think about... Death... You're gonna be gone FOREVER, forever is a long time.. A very long time. What's death like? Can you watch people...
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 4 Responses Sep 9

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    Life films that make you think twice!These kind of films are great because it shows that the films mean something to you, showing a new light and another perspective of life! Also...
    MilweePetite MilweePetite 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 12

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    I often lay in my bed and think about you. When you're away I miss you so, I don't know what to do. I fantasize of you & feel your warmth at my side in bed. You so far away, yet...
    lisqbansil lisqbansil 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 12

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    I always will be thinking about death.I saw my life ending too close,I know how does it feel to be lost or think these are your last thoughts.Death is brutal and poetic at the same...
    4biandu 4biandu 26-30, F Aug 31

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    Suicidal Jewish Girl to Orthodox Jew to Believer of Jesus! Many Jews come to Jesus! ~ From It's Super Natural - Ayelet Steckbeck was born Jewish family in Israel but she was...
    Heavenbound5511 Heavenbound5511 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 1

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    I have a great wife, but I am constant thinking about having an affair. I do not know if I rally can do it if the posibility is there, but I still think of it all the time. Why can...
    lekenchris lekenchris 41-45, M 6 Responses Sep 18

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    Please watch my YouTube video I just posted if your thinking about having an abortion search sprimpas14 it's titled my biggest mistake (I regret my abortion)
    Sprimpas14 Sprimpas14 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 30

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    I can't stop thinking about him full stop.
    lovemyfantasy lovemyfantasy 31-35, F Aug 30

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    After finding finding someone dead I think about death way to often... It scares me now... Trauma I gues : /
    XoxJazzyxox XoxJazzyxox 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 31

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    Thinking about life itself as i use to do i realized a magnificent interior revelation. I will try to explain in writing form this feeling that i had. All of us came to existance...
    DiegoSMarinho DiegoSMarinho 16-17, M Sep 4

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    Luis I just can't spy thinking about him god I want him here with me
    livelovehopefree livelovehopefree 13-15, F Sep 10

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    Thinking about deleting my EP account. Every post on this site has something to do with sex, depression and people who choose to over eat for kicks. It's not my cup of tea and I...
    heyitsabike heyitsabike 31-35, F 2 Responses Sep 11

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    I just can't stop. She's on my mind constantly. I try to think about something else but my thoughts always go back to her. I love her so much. I long to be with her. I yearn for...
    ywilliam31 ywilliam31 16-17, M Sep 12

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    I have the urge to text or message you but I'm not going to. I just want tell you that I miss you. Are you thinking about me as well? Do you miss me? I wish I would have been worth...
    LoverInTheClouds LoverInTheClouds 22-25, F Sep 13

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    🍌 You're on my mind from my first waking moment to my last at night before I fall asleep with the biggest smile on my face. The impact you've had on me over the last few days...
    Iamwhatyousee Iamwhatyousee 26-30, M 2 Responses Sep 15

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    The only thing i remained with in life is watching movies, i do this because it make me feel better. i sit in my bedroom after work and i start thinking about the future where i...
    africangall africangall 22-25, F Sep 17

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    I can't stop thinking about u I don't want to hurt u I'm scared and crying a lot I'm just broken inside u see
    butterflypink butterflypink 13-15, F Sep 18

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    I stare up at my fan and imagine myself hanging there. It's disturbing to me. All I can think about is, will my mom finally feel guilty for what she did for me if I died? Would her...
    GetYourFreakOn GetYourFreakOn 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 19

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    I think about it more than I should and sometimes it concerns me.
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 21

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    Maybe one day I will think about it and I will not feel bad...there will be no feelings of hate..bitterness...self loathing....maybe one day I will share my experience from an...
    CurvyandChic CurvyandChic 22-25, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    It isn't a good thing either. I'm thinking about ending this relationship.
    DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt 16-17, F a week ago

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    Buddhism provides a fifth ingredient as defined as sunyata or emptiness whereas in Hinduism the fifth component is ether which relates straight to the 'Spiritual Sky' or Akash.two...
    Wendolynce106 Wendolynce106 31-35, M Sep 20

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    Last night I walked into her room. She grabbed me and said, "I'm lonely." I gave her hug and a friendly pat on the back... "I'm here," I tell her with my poker face on. She...
    VynnSanee VynnSanee 18-21, F 1 hr ago

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    I'm in my 20's and I've lived in the same area my whole life. My family is all really close, and I'm very familiar with the people and places around here. Recently, I've been...
    RayvenJ RayvenJ 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 14

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    Wild Hearts Can't Be Broken is a true story about horse diving and living with the handicap of blindness. The Color Of Friendship is a true story about racism in different...
    blossomingbeauti blossomingbeauti 36-40, F Sep 10

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    I am in love with a girl from school. Her name is yakelin and she's all i think of. Me and her have texted all day and i sometimes think she likes me but i think im just saying...
    gumminola gumminola 13-15, M 1 Response Sep 13

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    I keep going back to the past...It keeps coming back to me...I can't get rid of it...i can't get it out of my mind...I'm losing people because i am so sad all the time...They think...
    EmoNekoNiki EmoNekoNiki 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Ironically, I have been passionate about not getting a tattoo because it's so permanent and I change my mind so often that I don't think a tattoo is a genius idea for me. But...
    anitamigna anitamigna 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    Maybe I spoke to soon because it's late at night and you're on my mind. The lights are low, music loud. I'm swaying to the sultry combination of melancholy love songs & the breeze...
    Soltanto Soltanto 18-21, F Sep 1

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    When I was fifteen, I got caught in a riptide in Costa Rica and was swept fifty yards out to sea. I fought the current for awhile, but I was tired, and I wasn't any closer to the...
    seabassep seabassep 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 4

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    Okay! since the last few days I've been hearing really disappointing reviews about the Movie Blue is the warmest color, Especially for its long and super bold love scenes. (Which...
    WakeupArtist WakeupArtist 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 6