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    You don't even like/care abour me yet I can't stop thinking about u. I hate that, especially when we have so much in common and we can chat for ages. I don't know why u don't like...
    disclosure31 disclosure31 31-35, F 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    I know I shouldn't think about you this much but no one made me feel the way he did.
    brandeelo23 brandeelo23 18-21, F 17 hrs ago

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    So, I watched the movie ‘Love & Mercy’ last night starring John Cusack and Elizabeth Banks and it was actually a really good movie. It was based on a true story about the lead...
    nathanieljlaw nathanieljlaw 18-21, M 2 Responses 18 hrs ago

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    I wish I didn't, I love him deeply, but the thrill is just not there anymore .... I think about it constantly. I wish he understood how much more I need from him, how much more I...
    septemberiscoming septemberiscoming 22-25, F 4 Responses 19 hrs ago

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    I've been thinking about suicide more and more frequently. I'm just not sure how I'd do it.
    A0129 A0129 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    She was my world. She kept me passionate about my dreams. She made me smile until it hurt. I still think about how it felt to hold her.
    kbmusical kbmusical 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    She just left. I'm already thinking about her, what she's doing, does she miss me as much as I miss her? I want to lose hours of sleep talking with her all night. Know more about...
    EvoKinevil EvoKinevil 26-30, M 8 Responses 2 days ago

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    Yes it is late, technically it's tomorrow. I need to be up in 6 hours and getting ready for the day. Feel no where near ready to fall asleep though. Maybe in 3 hours I don't even...
    LostsoulLoner LostsoulLoner 26-30, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I think about you, who was never found in the ship wreck. I think about you, whose name was never mentioned for trying to tell the truth. I think about you, who is a prisoner in...
    Darthpikachu Darthpikachu 26-30, M 3 days ago

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    Because of the way our marriage have turned out I have been thinking about other women more and more... Last time we where intimate with each other was early 2013 (this I wrote in...
    SteinHansson SteinHansson 46-50, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I am a 38 year old widow with 3 adult children and a 15 year old. I ended a relationship that practically devoured my self esteem. In the interim of trying to make myself feel...
    Tenanye Tenanye 36-40, F 4 days ago

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    More than I should, always said one shouldn't care about what others think of you and yet still I do. I am making progress however.
    asert12345678 asert12345678 31-35, M 4 days ago

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    I think about death as in how it will feel when I day and when I day what will happen to everyone around me and where or how I'll die
    iwastoldtodothis iwastoldtodothis 13-15, M 4 days ago

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    Well I watch sad strories more, where they lose a close relative or a close friend. Then I get sad and think about how it may affect me if my dad or brother died then I get sad and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I was in hospital earlier this year because of chronic heart failure. I nearly died in the emergency room and while in intensive care the lady in the next bed with the same...
    Dropbear Dropbear 41-45, M 5 days ago

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    These movies are ones that make me think about life or get me feeling some kid of thing. - Interstellar - Inception - Lucy - American sniper - In the land of blood and...
    XwonderlustX XwonderlustX 26-30, F 10 Responses 6 days ago

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    The only people that I do care what they think of me are my son and the other people in my life who I'm close to and care about. I don't give a damn what other people think/say...
    stephanie29 stephanie29 31-35, F 8 Responses 6 days ago

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    I always think about death. It doesn't scare me. I always want to die. I dream about my death either by getting run over, getting shot, by giving birth, or hanging myself. I was...
    kittylulu13 kittylulu13 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I do think about it every day. Even now, I have it all planned out in my head. How I'm going to do it, when, where, how long it will take. And I want to, but somewhere inside me...
    BrokenBabygirlx BrokenBabygirlx 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 22

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    Okay... Im going to let it all out... Hope yall care enough to comment.. Sorry if this is all over the place.. Im just thinking so much about my life right now.. I met this...
    SkinnyIsPretty0 SkinnyIsPretty0 18-21, F Aug 20

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    I am thinking about moving away to Rochester this Sunday to live with a friend of mine but I haven't told my parents yet . Lets say i have been on my own since last year i had my...
    Lovenomore95 Lovenomore95 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 20

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    It started about four years ago. I've been married over 10 years, some history in my other stories, but my wife withdrew physical affection and later any sort of intimacy as a...
    jp20156 jp20156 41-45, M 8 Responses Aug 19

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    Everyday i think about suicide can not live forward
    Gloriaboszaman Gloriaboszaman 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 19

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    I think about suicide often, though just now have I thought of attempting something a little serious. I find myself considering buying certain pills or liquids to overdose with...
    aeinhardt aeinhardt 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 18

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    As a follow up, my ex got out of jail. And immediately following his release, he started with the incessant calling. Sending cards and poems and love letters everyday. I had a PFA...
    blackbeautygirl51 blackbeautygirl51 51-55, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    I was in a relationship with him for four years he cheats alot and I still was with him cause I love him until he migrate I still think about him alot
    tiffany584 tiffany584 26-30, F Aug 17

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    I love the fantasy, curiousity and mysteriousness in Alice in Wonderland and Wizard of OZ! These type of stories/films/books makes me awe! They both are proper adventurous on a...
    LittleMilwee LittleMilwee 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 17

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    I think about him every day. I thought I could forget him but it's been a year and he's still all I ever think about.
    ImAPuzzle ImAPuzzle 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 17

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    He wants to know why I'm so standoffish. I'm standing here alone while they are visiting. I think I detect anger at me coming from his sister but she could just be really busy and...
    Morrgin Morrgin 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 16

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    I still think about that guy who was once someone who was special in my heart. He was really a cute guy. I felt bad about my last contact with him 8 months ago. I screwed up, and...
    noaht43 noaht43 41-45, T Aug 16

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    I know I should't but from time to to time I still think about my ex. I wonder where he is, how he is doing, and whether if he thinks about me at all. We broke up on bad terms. He...
    Klong91 Klong91 22-25, F Aug 16

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    So I got reminissing with an old friend from summer camp on facebook of how the camp we used to go to was and how it's changed. Now I wanta say all you youngens on here I think if...
    goatonicon goatonicon 36-40, M Aug 16

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    Cold hard truth. Cutting tendencies since i was 6, anti social behavior since i can remember but i know i had emotion at one point. It was during the period that the other anti...
    krowbar krowbar 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 16

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    I remember the first time I read Neil Gaiman’s Sandman volumes and encountered the girl known as Death. I remember thinking how fitting it seemed that Death was a woman. Because...
    Sarahbellas Sarahbellas 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 16

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    I am not married. My sister who is 2 years younger than I just got engaged to the man she's been dating for 2 1/2 years. My longest relationship was 3 1/2 but that was a long time...
    MNI1982 MNI1982 31-35, F 3 Responses Aug 15

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    Now that he is completely gone... I still think about his touch. The way his hands makes my legs shiver everytime. Thinking about it just makes me feel so hott. It feels so real. I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 15

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    There is someone I care about about there. I Think about him a lot. About being with him. About how much he deserves kindness in the face of some pretty unkind people. About unkind...
    notthis78 notthis78 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 15

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    I wanted to post how things just don't change. I mean, I am putting forth effort here but still the overwhelming desire to die lingers. I am doing a lot of things differently but...
    mljenkins mljenkins 41-45, F 2 Responses Aug 14

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    I'm the kind of person who cares to much, I feel lost, confused, unwanted, and a loser. I can't stop thinking about how worthless I feel. I'm not good at anything, and feel my...
    maeve106 maeve106 13-15, F Aug 14

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    There is a man in my heart that consumes my every thought. He is the first thing on my mind whenever I wake, and he is the last thought on my mind as I fall asleep. During the...
    abbydallas abbydallas 36-40, F 2 Responses Aug 13

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    I can't stop thinking about my sister in law. I know she loves to kiss and she kisses for love, just like me. Oh how I want to kiss her so badly.
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