I Think About Committing Ep-suicide Every Day

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 111 People

    Funny enough, I rather like e.

    p! Some of the catagorise are a little......out there! But it's kinda fun giving folk who are having a tough time a little encouragement. Also a bit disturbing when I see someone really struggling and think.... "Yeah that was probably me a while back!"
    picklebobble picklebobble
    51-55, M
    Aug 3, 2014

    Another lost to suicide.

    ...... I'm in need of help :(
    mssmithy mssmithy
    22-25, F
    Sep 29, 2014

    F, 28. I am ready to end my life.

    The only thing holding me back is a boyfriend that I truly love. These were never my intentions when I started dating him. I wanted to be with him forever...still do. But it is unfair to him due to the fact that I'm never going to be able to be the person, wife, or mom that I...
    jlg813 jlg813
    26-30, F
    Feb 11, 2016

    I've tried to kill myself several times.

    I have 50 oxicodone, 20 Valium, a good line of heroin and I'm drinking. u thonkbit will work? I want to sleep and never wake up!
    theunlovedone theunlovedone
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Nov 1, 2014

    What if my parents or family

    or friends find out about it!! They will know my secrets and they might think I am crazy
    xxstevenfootexx xxstevenfootexx
    16-17, M
    1 Response Aug 21, 2015

    I'm always here crying on my bed

    if my family cared they would help me but they dont
    bradley5000 bradley5000
    18-21, M
    Jun 12, 2015

    So I've known since about age 12,

    that suicide is the only way out. No pills, but gun, drowning; something with a high rate of success. I'm now 43 and still not sure how much worse it can get, but I don't have the courage to go though with it. I think I'm getting closer, as this massive amount of depression...
    jafblumpkin jafblumpkin
    41-45, M
    Sep 18, 2015
    jg813 jg813
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jan 29, 2016

    I think it's a thought

    that has crossed many peoples minds at a difficult point in their lives. Think that instead of killing yourself, wasting your life, you could use it to help the world. Get involved with the environment, help animals. You will find that the problems which were killing you will...
    celine123123 celine123123
    18-21, F
    Mar 29, 2015

    Is it normal to have these thoughts

    but at the same time look forward to my future? I just don't know if I can make it there
    heatherm10 heatherm10
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 30, 2014
    mssmithy mssmithy
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Sep 29, 2014
    picklebobble picklebobble
    51-55, M
    Sep 29, 2014

    I have had a rough life.

    .. I have been thinking about commiting suicide that last couple of weeks and i can not stop thinking about it. I feel like if i do it will be a terrible mistake. But i really have nothing to live for. I think the only reason im still alive right now is bc my gamily in illinois...
    logank77 logank77
    22-25, M
    5 Responses Mar 12, 2014

    I'm really low right now.

    I need some help. I want to kill myself so badly but I need help in doing it. I need some encouragement. I can't do this anymore. Please help me. Help me find a way to do it.
    madsgrammar madsgrammar
    18-21, F
    Jul 17, 2014

    hello there my name is Johnny i realized

    that I used to have a great life with my girlfriend but I realized that she doesn't care about me anymore because I wanted to talk to her about the dream I had last night about my father and have come to the conclusion that she doesn't care about me anymore as for now on am just...
    Johnny1446 Johnny1446
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Sep 11, 2015

    Why? I don't see why death should be a solution.

    Can someone please explain it? **** off to whatever person that has left you. Is life boring or just sad? Take medicines or drugs. Feeling alone? Meet someone. Afraid of socializing? Drugs/alcohol. Made something that you regret? Fix it, change life, be kind. Can't accept...
    AcidBrain AcidBrain
    26-30, M
    1 Response Dec 4, 2014

    today the thoughts are worse then ever.

    . I've been looking up what pills will kill you the quickest, easiet, painless, basically any possibility I could get. someone please help because if I don't get anyone to talk to I might just be gone by tonight.
    suicidegetout suicidegetout
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Aug 3, 2014

    I just don't know anymore.

    I thought I was doing ok but now its just getting even worse. I'm so in my head and all I have are embarrassing, bad memories that are on repeat. The only motivation I have is my friends. But the more that I think about it I'm pretty sure they hate me. I see them with their...
    jacithepanda jacithepanda
    16-17, F
    1 Response Oct 13, 2015

    Been Here For A Long Time

    My first story was in Dec of 2007... I've had a lot of friends come and go on here.  In so many ways this is such a cool idea of a site... but there's so much bad blood, trolls and whatnot on this site...It sucks since I've seen it move from a fairly supportive site to what...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Jan 31, 2010

    I try not too...I try

    so hard...this might be the last time for me
    vamp1r3 vamp1r3
    16-17, M
    Feb 2, 2016
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