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I Think About Dark And Twisted Things

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    At some point, don't we all?

    I know that I certainly do, and I'm not ashamed of that just so long as it remains within my mind only. Of course, there are certain dark thoughts that fuel my imagination and inspire stories for me to create, and that is most definitely pleasant.
    InexplicableKy InexplicableKy 18-21, F Jan 21

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    I Wonder

    I wonder at times how long it would take for someone to discover my death were I to die in my dorm room. I do not get close to people easily and like to keep to myself, so, even if some people would notice me being missing, it might still be a few weeks...
    yukiry yukiry 18-21 Dec 4, 2012

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    Im Very Messed Up

    Sometimes when i see a random person i like to sitdoen and imagine what their death would be like. Sometimes it comes true.
    walkingXwolfXthatXdied walkingXwolfXthatXdied 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 8, 2012

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    I am twisted a bit more

    than your average girl for one my first job was/is an exotic dancer I'm not really afraid to show my body mainly this is most likly due to the abuse I suffered as a kid
    Gothicemogirl Gothicemogirl 18-21, F May 4

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    I Don't Want This To Happen Anymore.

    On occasion, I catch myself thinking what certain people would sound like as they're on their knees in front of me, begging and sobbing for me to spare them from death. Death at my hand.
    Unboxed Unboxed 13-15 Dec 16, 2012

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    I'm Dark

    Im always thinking about death and people dying. I keep getting urges to bite myself really hard and just drink the blood. When I see a knife I can't help thinking that I could hurt myself with it. Is there something wrong with me?
    Wolf0278 Wolf0278 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 9, 2012

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    Darkness

    In always thinking about killing people or killing something.. My eyes sometimes turn black and when. That happens I feel like killing.. What is up with that?.
    hellhound44 hellhound44 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 9, 2012

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    I think about death. I do. it scares me to the point of a panic attach if I let it. which I don't often. I guess I just mainly worry about death being dark. Completely dark. and...
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    What scares me is I don't know how he feels about this at all. About me and him. I'm trying not to rush anything. Trying to take it slow. But it hurts me when he doesn't seem...
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    I've been sleeping with a guy friend. Can't stop thinking about him. He's not extremely attractive or fit, I don't get it. He said he'd go out with me, that he cares for me. But I...
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    I hate thinking about people that I shouldn't, but sometimes those memories just makes me so happy and bring a smile to my face. When I need it most
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    Theirs not a day that doesn't go by that I don't think about my future or past.....or how I can learn from my past so I can improve my future and not make the same mistakes
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    I can help it it just come to me I constantly think about it.
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    i was just thinking about it last night...I sat on the bathroom floor, locked the door and cried for a good hour, wanting to end it all right then and there
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    I think about it so much I want to die I can't wait to die I am destined to die at a young age. The depression doesn't help either.
    Kelnea Kelnea 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 13

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    All I think about is you and it makes me sick to my stomach
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    i am me. thats all i know how to be and your ******* opinion is not needed i really don't want to hear what you think about me or what i should do. **** off and stay out my bidnez
    piercethemack piercethemack 13-15, M Aug 15

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    My first kiss 💋 when I thought I'd never have a first kiss until I'm 25. Boy was I wrong. Yet it swept me off my feet and I fell hard on the ground. Still, now after two years...
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    All I do is think about the past. I can never remember anything good but all about the bad. I rethink over everything and wonder if it will come back and get me one day.
    Beatenrodent Beatenrodent 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 19

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    What's wrong with me? Why do I think about my life so wrong. Why do I deep cornered into life. I feel like I'm forced to go to school forced to learn forced to get a job and make...
    catherineeac catherineeac 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 22

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    i think about if i would be happier. maybe the pain would go away. i have suffered so much in this world and it doesnt make sense to keep being here living in hate for myself and...
    godisabigassholetome godisabigassholetome 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I found out that my friend and I like the same guy >.< when she told me who she liked I lied to her and told her I still like my old crush. He's always on my mind but every time...
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    I think about my man everyday all day. I hope he comes to me soon.
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    I can't stop thinking about the guy who was my first kiss and other firsts even though we were never in a relationship.
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