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I Think About Dark And Twisted Things

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    Darkness

    In always thinking about killing people or killing something.. My eyes sometimes turn black and when. That happens I feel like killing.. What is up with that?.
    Therealwolfblood44 Therealwolfblood44 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 9, 2012

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    Im Very Messed Up

    Sometimes when i see a random person i like to sitdoen and imagine what their death would be like. Sometimes it comes true.
    walkingXwolfXthatXdied walkingXwolfXthatXdied 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 8, 2012

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    I am twisted a bit more

    than your average girl for one my first job was/is an exotic dancer I'm not really afraid to show my body mainly this is most likly due to the abuse I suffered as a kid
    Gothicemogirl Gothicemogirl 18-21, F May 4, 2014

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    At some point, don't we all?

    I know that I certainly do, and I'm not ashamed of that just so long as it remains within my mind only. Of course, there are certain dark thoughts that fuel my imagination and inspire stories for me to create, and that is most definitely pleasant.
    InexplicableKy InexplicableKy 18-21, F Jan 21, 2014

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    I Wonder

    I wonder at times how long it would take for someone to discover my death were I to die in my dorm room. I do not get close to people easily and like to keep to myself, so, even if some people would notice me being missing, it might still be a few weeks...
    yukiry yukiry 18-21 Dec 4, 2012

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    I Don't Want This To Happen Anymore.

    On occasion, I catch myself thinking what certain people would sound like as they're on their knees in front of me, begging and sobbing for me to spare them from death. Death at my hand.
    Unboxed Unboxed 13-15 Dec 16, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    I usually don't seek for advices,post something and sharing. But about ''Death''. I despartely want to know how many people think about death every night and they are frightened...
    Juri0902 Juri0902 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 13

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    I wish my mind didn't go there, but it does. Nights like tonight throw me into a dark place. It's not all about what happened and I'm not running from anything. I'm unable to live...
    Beansmasher Beansmasher 31-35, M 1 Response Mar 12

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    I am thinking about it. I have been with my girl 2 years and love her more than anything. I have a couple of men I am emaing and sending pics to... One of them I hooked up with a...
    ashie1980 ashie1980 31-35, T 1 Response Mar 16

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    I think about it daily. It's one of them things that never go away. You can't forget it. You just have to learn to live with it. But I don't know how I can learn to live with it...
    ThatTattooedGirl ThatTattooedGirl 18-21, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I dont like to write about my self because noone wants to know about anyone here but I will write to know my ownself what I have got....so first my bad side, I am selfish,bit...
    kikforyou kikforyou 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 10

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    I had an abortion at 19. The worst choice I have ever made. I'm technically due in 3 days.. I think about it constantly. Every child I see. Every time I see something about a...
    cbf48 cbf48 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 12

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    I don't even know what I'm doing anymore. I don't know what people like about me. There's that one saying of "You shouldn't care what people think about you because it's about you...
    JK7448 JK7448 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    City of angels as it is a Meg Ryan movie. She was a doctor at this movie who an angel of death should take her life. The angel of death fall in love with her and couldn't do it. He...
    Egyptianguy34 Egyptianguy34 36-40, M Mar 1

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    I think about my ex a little more than I should. I look back at him and wonder what did I see in him, yet I cannot get him off of my mind 🙈! I think it's because we never...
    Missinterpret Missinterpret 31-35, F Mar 4

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    Yes, I think about it. I'm thinking about it right now. I can almost feel the steel against my skin. The blood flowing out of my veins. I can see it happening. And no one will...
    Mordacai Mordacai 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 12

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    So first of all. imagine if animals like you know in kids movies where they can think yet still live stupid instinctual lifestyles. what would they be thinking about Our instincts...
    Pride49 Pride49 22-25, M Mar 13

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    You know when you think about someone so much, that you dream about them every night? Yeah that's me... I think about you every day!!
    catho catho 18-21, F Mar 14

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    I can't stop thinking about sex no matter what I want any kind of sex lol. I've got no idea if it's even ok for someone my age to be thinking about sex as much as I do
    thebirdman1234 thebirdman1234 16-17, M Mar 15

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    I can't fall asleep. Haven't been able to really fall asleep as well for the past two days. It's not something I really want to think about. But the thoughts just slowly creep in...
    Ichizu Ichizu 26-30, F a week ago

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    I was raped a year ago and I still can't stop thinking about it. I talk about it a lot more than it should and I definitely feel like it defines me as a person but I can't seem to...
    lozor19 lozor19 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Donuts are my turn-on food. I always have donuts in the house so i can stuff my face when i think about donuts, which i think about donuts a lot. Anything sweet, i am in love with...
    Ilovefat44 Ilovefat44 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    You know what's worse about thinking about someone, all the damm time. Is thinking about a fictional character all the damn time. At least your someone is an actual person...
    nuwandaisaphony nuwandaisaphony 16-17 2 days ago

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    Is it weird to think about death? Honestly, is it bad? Most people seem to not do that so much...
    alexthebass alexthebass 18-21, M 4 Responses Mar 4

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    How do I stop thinking about you, and just tell you to kiss my country ***???? Grrrrr.
    CowboysAndAngels CowboysAndAngels 36-40, F 2 Responses Mar 9

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    Thinking about it now... Just not much to live for.
    AaliyahLove AaliyahLove 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 9

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    I KNOW THE FEELING,HIS NAME IS ROME.CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT HIM HE MADE A BIG IMPACT IN MY LIFE!!!! :-) :-) :-) :-)
    JOLLYGREENRANCHER JOLLYGREENRANCHER 46-50, F 1 Response Mar 11

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    I'm 31, single, never been in a relationship, no kids, only friends I have are at work. Had the same job since I was 20. 10 years ago I tried to end my life twice, both by overdose...
    trayas83 trayas83 31-35, M Mar 14

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    But I can't stop thinking about her ! Her name makes my heart ache . Hearing her voice is like a knife in my heart. and seeing her damn near kills me. How can I feel so much for...
    hornyboy1983 hornyboy1983 31-35, M 1 Response Mar 15

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    When thinking about life no amount of guilt can solve the past and no amount of anxiety can change the future!
    MilweePetite MilweePetite 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 15

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    I can't help but think about my wife's friends and wonder what it would be like to spend one incredible night with one. Add the fact that I can't get my wife to release her...
    ducias ducias 31-35, M Mar 16

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    I am already a long way there, but I am thinking about just letting go completely and getting really fat. Ive already gone from 170 lbs college to 243 lbs now (I'm 6'2"). I'm happy...
    person12670 person12670 31-35, M 2 Responses Mar 19

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    It's all I can think about
    persononinternet persononinternet 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    Just thinkin' about the future...
    yukalovesm0806 yukalovesm0806 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    I hate thinking about it, I can never really explain how I feel and I am just not at ease... I hate my down days..
    GodsArte GodsArte 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I was raped wen I was 11 and again April 19 2014 but my attacker is now in jail for another crime but I think about it everyday,how he seemed so normal, how he smelled then wen he...
    kaykaycoker kaykaycoker 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    If you are struck between two options, just flip a coin in the air! It works. Not because it solves the problem . . . but because while the coin is in the air, You will get to...
    TCL009 TCL009 41-45, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    i'm thinking about death all the time,i'm so scared of every night. Any company?you're scared,too? Maybe we can talk when we can't sleep,then we can help each other. i do make...
    Juri0902 Juri0902 31-35, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I'm 30. I live alone. But yet my parents control me. I can't drink, self harm or see my husband. I have a mental illness, I have been in hospital many times. My parents threaten to...
    sarahk85 sarahk85 26-30, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    My bi-polar girlfriend of two years got herself and I caught up in a tangled web of lies, deception, and control. I suffer from clinical depression myself. It's hard to really...
    VKdesire VKdesire 22-25, M 1 day ago

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    I think it's a thought that has crossed many peoples minds at a difficult point in their lives. Think that instead of killing yourself, wasting your life, you could use it to help...
    celine123123 celine123123 18-21, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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