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I Think About Dark And Twisted Things

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    I would love a dominant guy to roleplay

    as a erotic, aggressive canine
    AmeliaLetsPlay AmeliaLetsPlay 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 2, 2015

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    I am twisted a bit more

    than your average girl for one my first job was/is an exotic dancer I'm not really afraid to show my body mainly this is most likly due to the abuse I suffered as a kid
    Gothicemogirl Gothicemogirl 22-25, F May 4, 2014

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    Deep Thoughts #2(Written Back In 2013-14) Is

    our future meant for nothing? I wonder if we even have a purpose in life, or if life even has a purpose in general. Maybe God was bored and thought it'd be entertaining to see a useless planet filled with idiotic 'people' with a lust for blood, it must be pretty boring being...
    CerriVane CerriVane 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 15, 2015

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    i kind of want to live in the 1800s

    so that i can have "slaves" but just sit down and talk with them and have tea and treat them like the dope *** human beings they are. and i kind of want to die. im not all that suicidal anymore but i really want to know what happens... /:
    eecfun eecfun 13-15, F Nov 25, 2015

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    I Wonder

    I wonder at times how long it would take for someone to discover my death were I to die in my dorm room. I do not get close to people easily and like to keep to myself, so, even if some people would notice me being missing, it might still be a few weeks...
    yukiry yukiry 18-21 Dec 4, 2012

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    Im Very Messed Up

    Sometimes when i see a random person i like to sitdoen and imagine what their death would be like. Sometimes it comes true.
    walkingXwolfXthatXdied walkingXwolfXthatXdied 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 8, 2012

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    Darkness

    In always thinking about killing people or killing something.. My eyes sometimes turn black and when. That happens I feel like killing.. What is up with that?.
    Omegawolf11 Omegawolf11 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 9, 2012

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    I'm about to ask a serious question about

    myself, and i'd like your opinion as someone who doesn't know me. I'm not doing this for attention or to make myself look like a "psycho crazy emo" or whatever, i'm genuinely concerned about this... Ever Since i can remember, i've had this fictional world in my head. I'd often...
    Tikotacos Tikotacos 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 1, 2015

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    I Don't Want This To Happen Anymore.

    On occasion, I catch myself thinking what certain people would sound like as they're on their knees in front of me, begging and sobbing for me to spare them from death. Death at my hand.
    Unboxed Unboxed 13-15 Dec 16, 2012

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    At some point, don't we all?

    I know that I certainly do, and I'm not ashamed of that just so long as it remains within my mind only. Of course, there are certain dark thoughts that fuel my imagination and inspire stories for me to create, and that is most definitely pleasant.
    InexplicableKy InexplicableKy 18-21, F Jan 21, 2014

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    After my good friend's wedding, I think it's going to be over. I don't have much else to live for.
    BloodMoonFlower BloodMoonFlower 22-25, F 3 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    I was thinking about it today. Well, I wasn't depressed or anything. Just bored and felt kinda empty so I thought about random things like wouldn't it be fun if I tried to attempt...
    Boujie Boujie 18-21, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    I have passion about nothing in my life. It's always been like this. I don't want to achieve anything, I don't want to do anything. I just want the years to pass by and wait for my...
    Fwtw Fwtw 18-21, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    Wel) i have tried overdosing hanging myself and cutting my wrists but i got caught everytime for me the easiest thing was overdosing or cutting my wrists but only if you have taken...
    wichita316 wichita316 22-25, F 10 hrs ago

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    today I went to get an abortion. I found out I was pregnant with identical twins. I decided to hold off on the abortion so I could think about things. my boyfriend of 5 years is...
    Kellies80 Kellies80 31-35, F 6 Responses 19 hrs ago

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    And I hate myself for not being able to let go. Here's the story; I was friends with my ex friend for 4 years and that's all we were. I never wanted to be anything more because...
    awesomefallenangel awesomefallenangel 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I can't stop! I cant wait to see him soon and give him a huge kiss on the cheek. I think about everything about him. :)
    VirgoBeauty VirgoBeauty 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I didn't expect this. This wasn't in my plans. This wasn't supposed to happen, I had my heart on ice, my walls up high, all I wanted was a little fun, distraction. I wanted to feel...
    Triztemuneca87 Triztemuneca87 26-30, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Undercover Bridesmaid is my favorite Hallmark mystery movie and it stars my favorite Hallmark actress Brooke Burns. It is on again. Tanya is a woman who is a highly skilled...
    loveismyfriend loveismyfriend 36-40, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Disclaimer: I'm not actually going to commit suicide, this was just my thought process after I messed something up with someone I care for. I thought about suicide today, looked...
    EvoKinevil EvoKinevil 26-30, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Lists of movies my favorites Cashback The Perks of being a wallflower The great gatsby Another girl on the IRT Blue is the warmest color Coraline Mysterious Skin The white bird in...
    ihaveaname99 ihaveaname99 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    Date Night is one of my favorite movies. I can see how the title might be misleading and have judgmental others think it is a mega-romantic movie when it isn't that at all. The...
    loveismyfriend loveismyfriend 36-40, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Easy A is one of my favorite movies. If you see previews, depending on which previews you see is whether or not you will get a tainted view of what the movie is really about. The...
    loveismyfriend loveismyfriend 36-40, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Ever find yourself thinking about the darkest things, in this case it's death. We could die at any moment, think about how many people have died as i am typing this up, it's crazy...
    MrBugsyMalone MrBugsyMalone 13-15, M 3 days ago

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    I think about everything before going to bed. what has happened in the past, what I could've done to fix things, change things..I always overthink myself into a bad mood and I hate...
    chelsey1214 chelsey1214 13-15, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    He's the first person who made me experience how love actually feels. He made me a better person than I was before I met him and he was my inspiration. I owe him and I can't...
    Genesol Genesol 18-21, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    I watched if I stay and the fault in our stars they were so sad especially the fault in our stars I was crying so much at the end of the movie... makes me think about life
    EmoMusicLuv EmoMusicLuv 13-15, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    It's so bad right now, I mean I don't feel good but not in the stay in bed all day way, but, in the I am having a bad day and want to end it way. I want to start over today because...
    mljenkins mljenkins 41-45, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    Honestly so sick of people on here! The idea of this app is to share experience and post your feelings, but I always get people commenting on my posts offensive or disrespectful...
    EnchantedHopes EnchantedHopes 13-15, F 18 Responses 6 days ago

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    I've been thinking about suicide quite a bit. Two weeks before Christmas I was Baker acted. Almost when through with it. Tried again a week later. My friends family took me in to...
    Robeta Robeta 22-25, M 1 Response a week ago

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    my ex I can't stop thinking about him, I don't want to be in a relationship with him but omg I want him to put his hands all over me so bad
    smashmouth4eva smashmouth4eva 31-35, F a week ago

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    When I am at work, or away from my hubby, I think about him and I get all happy and warm inside! Then a big smile comes across my face! When i was at work on Friday I got that big...
    deedeebeebee deedeebeebee 41-45, F 3 Responses Feb 1

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    I can't stop thinking about past things, like embarrassing moments, conversations where I could've said something better, something more clever. I think about past problems that...
    PoetryApocolypse PoetryApocolypse 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 1

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    RELENTLESSLY HAUNTED by every instance of poor judgement or just common errors. Can't turn my mind off, I just relive every single moment! Even ones looong forgotten by people who...
    HollowBravado HollowBravado 26-30, M 2 Responses Jan 31

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    Ive been living with my partner for more than 7 years now. We have 3 boys under 5 years old and we met when i was 18. 3 years ago we found out he has an Asperger, type of autism...
    superkates superkates 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 31

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    I would like to know if anyone feels the same way Right now and for a while it has felt like I'm the only one who struggles so much with this Like to the point where it effects...
    Jordbaerbonnie Jordbaerbonnie 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 30

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    I'm thinking about running away, running from my home and everybody I know
    anestacia anestacia 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 30

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    It's true. I'm thinking about changing it. I honestly don't know why I chose it to begin with but I'm sure it had something to do with how I was feeling or what I needed from EP...
    SirLaughalots SirLaughalots 36-40, M 2 Responses Jan 29

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    I think about it a lot Iv only ever been with my husband from are school days am I missing out
    wifemum wifemum 31-35, F 4 Responses Jan 28

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    paper towns was a really good one that opened my eyes and really showed me things
    LonelyGuy450 LonelyGuy450 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 28

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    I need advice help!!! Okay So i have been in a relationship with this guy for 3 years. Will probably end up marring him. But I'm never in the mood to have sex with him. For some...
    bluejay765 bluejay765 18-21, F 6 Responses Jan 26

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