I Think About Dark And Twisted Things

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    I am twisted a bit more

    than your average girl for one my first job was/is an exotic dancer I'm not really afraid to show my body mainly this is most likly due to the abuse I suffered as a kid
    Gothicemogirl Gothicemogirl
    22-25, F
    May 4, 2014

    Darkness

    In always thinking about killing people or killing something.. My eyes sometimes turn black and when. That happens I feel like killing.. What is up with that?.
    Omegawolf11 Omegawolf11
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Sep 9, 2012

    I would love a dominant guy to roleplay

    as a erotic, aggressive canine
    AmeliaLetsPlay AmeliaLetsPlay
    13-15, F
    Nov 2, 2015

    I'm about to ask a serious question about

    myself, and i'd like your opinion as someone who doesn't know me. I'm not doing this for attention or to make myself look like a "psycho crazy emo" or whatever, i'm genuinely concerned about this... Ever Since i can remember, i've had this fictional world in my head. I'd often...
    Tikotacos Tikotacos
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jun 1, 2015

    Im Very Messed Up

    Sometimes when i see a random person i like to sitdoen and imagine what their death would be like. Sometimes it comes true.
    walkingXwolfXthatXdied walkingXwolfXthatXdied
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 8, 2012

    At some point, don't we all?

    I know that I certainly do, and I'm not ashamed of that just so long as it remains within my mind only. Of course, there are certain dark thoughts that fuel my imagination and inspire stories for me to create, and that is most definitely pleasant.
    InexplicableKy InexplicableKy
    18-21, F
    Jan 21, 2014

    I Wonder

    I wonder at times how long it would take for someone to discover my death were I to die in my dorm room. I do not get close to people easily and like to keep to myself, so, even if some people would notice me being missing, it might still be a few weeks...
    yukiry yukiry
    18-21
    Dec 4, 2012

    i kind of want to live in the 1800s

    so that i can have "slaves" but just sit down and talk with them and have tea and treat them like the dope *** human beings they are. and i kind of want to die. im not all that suicidal anymore but i really want to know what happens... /:
    eecfun eecfun
    13-15, F
    Nov 25, 2015

    I Don't Want This To Happen Anymore.

    On occasion, I catch myself thinking what certain people would sound like as they're on their knees in front of me, begging and sobbing for me to spare them from death. Death at my hand.
    Unboxed Unboxed
    13-15
    Dec 16, 2012

    Deep Thoughts #2(Written Back In 2013-14) Is

    our future meant for nothing? I wonder if we even have a purpose in life, or if life even has a purpose in general. Maybe God was bored and thought it'd be entertaining to see a useless planet filled with idiotic 'people' with a lust for blood, it must be pretty boring being...
    CerriVane CerriVane
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Oct 15, 2015

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