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I Think About Dark And Twisted Things

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 219 People

    I Wonder

    I wonder at times how long it would take for someone to discover my death were I to die in my dorm room. I do not get close to people easily and like to keep to myself, so, even if some people would notice me being missing, it might still be a few weeks...
    yukiry yukiry 18-21 Dec 4, 2012

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    I Don't Want This To Happen Anymore.

    On occasion, I catch myself thinking what certain people would sound like as they're on their knees in front of me, begging and sobbing for me to spare them from death. Death at my hand.
    Unboxed Unboxed 13-15 Dec 16, 2012

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    At some point, don't we all?

    I know that I certainly do, and I'm not ashamed of that just so long as it remains within my mind only. Of course, there are certain dark thoughts that fuel my imagination and inspire stories for me to create, and that is most definitely pleasant.
    InexplicableKy InexplicableKy 18-21, F Jan 21, 2014

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    Im Very Messed Up

    Sometimes when i see a random person i like to sitdoen and imagine what their death would be like. Sometimes it comes true.
    walkingXwolfXthatXdied walkingXwolfXthatXdied 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 8, 2012

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    I am twisted a bit more

    than your average girl for one my first job was/is an exotic dancer I'm not really afraid to show my body mainly this is most likly due to the abuse I suffered as a kid
    Gothicemogirl Gothicemogirl 22-25, F May 4, 2014

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    Darkness

    In always thinking about killing people or killing something.. My eyes sometimes turn black and when. That happens I feel like killing.. What is up with that?.
    Omegawolf11 Omegawolf11 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 9, 2012

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    I'm about to ask a serious question about

    myself, and i'd like your opinion as someone who doesn't know me. I'm not doing this for attention or to make myself look like a "psycho crazy emo" or whatever, i'm genuinely concerned about this... Ever Since i can remember, i've had this fictional world in my head. I'd often...
    Tikotacos Tikotacos 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 1

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    Related Experiences

    I'm taking 20 credit hours (technically 18.5 hours of regular classes and 9 hours in Marching Band, so 27.5 hours in class every week) and I'm worried that sticking with this...
    A0129 A0129 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I have been thinking about it for years now.... I don't know how to get out of the mindset every time one thing is going good in life another goes bad.. it stems from a lot of...
    hiddenuser187 hiddenuser187 22-25, M 3 days ago

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    thinking about PETER <3 HE is always in my mind. haha.
    feeling23 feeling23 13-15 3 days ago

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    You don't even like/care abour me yet I can't stop thinking about u. I hate that, especially when we have so much in common and we can chat for ages. I don't know why u don't like...
    disclosure31 disclosure31 31-35, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    can't believe its only been a month and it feels like decades have passed everyday is like a challenge and now that I'm home for 3 days I feel so tired and happy that there is...
    milind3012 milind3012 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    I know I shouldn't think about you this much but no one made me feel the way he did.
    brandeelo23 brandeelo23 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I wish I didn't, I love him deeply, but the thrill is just not there anymore .... I think about it constantly. I wish he understood how much more I need from him, how much more I...
    septemberiscoming septemberiscoming 26-30, F 5 Responses 4 days ago

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    I've been thinking about suicide more and more frequently. I'm just not sure how I'd do it.
    A0129 A0129 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    She was my world. She kept me passionate about my dreams. She made me smile until it hurt. I still think about how it felt to hold her.
    Kandtheconstellations Kandtheconstellations 18-21, T 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Sometimes I walk down this dark path of despair and sadness. I wonder if I will be pulled from this dark path into the light but that is not gonna happen to me anytime soon. All I...
    Dominantslavefucker Dominantslavefucker 22-25, M 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    She just left. I'm already thinking about her, what she's doing, does she miss me as much as I miss her? I want to lose hours of sleep talking with her all night. Know more about...
    EvoKinevil EvoKinevil 26-30, M 8 Responses 6 days ago

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    Yes it is late, technically it's tomorrow. I need to be up in 6 hours and getting ready for the day. Feel no where near ready to fall asleep though. Maybe in 3 hours I don't even...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I think about you, who was never found in the ship wreck. I think about you, whose name was never mentioned for trying to tell the truth. I think about you, who is a prisoner in...
    Darthpikachu Darthpikachu 26-30, M a week ago

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    Because of the way our marriage have turned out I have been thinking about other women more and more... Last time we where intimate with each other was early 2013 (this I wrote in...
    SteinHansson SteinHansson 46-50, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I am a 38 year old widow with 3 adult children and a 15 year old. I ended a relationship that practically devoured my self esteem. In the interim of trying to make myself feel...
    Tenanye Tenanye 36-40, F Aug 25

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    I think about death as in how it will feel when I day and when I day what will happen to everyone around me and where or how I'll die
    iwastoldtodothis iwastoldtodothis 13-15, M Aug 25

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    lost in translation...donnie darko
    spinsterC spinsterC 41-45, F 1 Response Aug 24

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    Well I watch sad strories more, where they lose a close relative or a close friend. Then I get sad and think about how it may affect me if my dad or brother died then I get sad and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 24

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    I was in hospital earlier this year because of chronic heart failure. I nearly died in the emergency room and while in intensive care the lady in the next bed with the same...
    Dropbear Dropbear 41-45, M Aug 24

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    These movies are ones that make me think about life or get me feeling some kid of thing. - Interstellar - Inception - Lucy - American sniper - In the land of blood and...
    XwonderlustX XwonderlustX 26-30, F 10 Responses Aug 24

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    I have believed in Religions all my life, but what makes me Atheist is the presence of God, and what God has said... never was there any God to help people. It is the people who...
    Voina Voina 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 24

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    I always think about death. It doesn't scare me. I always want to die. I dream about my death either by getting run over, getting shot, by giving birth, or hanging myself. I was...
    kittylulu13 kittylulu13 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 22

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    I do think about it every day. Even now, I have it all planned out in my head. How I'm going to do it, when, where, how long it will take. And I want to, but somewhere inside me...
    BrokenBabygirlx BrokenBabygirlx 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 22

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    Okay... Im going to let it all out... Hope yall care enough to comment.. Sorry if this is all over the place.. Im just thinking so much about my life right now.. I met this...
    SkinnyIsPretty0 SkinnyIsPretty0 18-21, F Aug 20

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    I travel a lot for business and am in hotels all the time. I have a high sex drive and I'll watch chaturbate and j/o all the time. More and more as I get older, my desires and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 20

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    I am thinking about moving away to Rochester this Sunday to live with a friend of mine but I haven't told my parents yet . Lets say i have been on my own since last year i had my...
    Lovenomore95 Lovenomore95 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 20

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    It started about four years ago. I've been married over 10 years, some history in my other stories, but my wife withdrew physical affection and later any sort of intimacy as a...
    jp20156 jp20156 41-45, M 8 Responses Aug 19

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    Everyday i think about suicide can not live forward
    Gloriaboszaman Gloriaboszaman 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 19

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    I think about suicide often, though just now have I thought of attempting something a little serious. I find myself considering buying certain pills or liquids to overdose with...
    aeinhardt aeinhardt 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 18

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    As a follow up, my ex got out of jail. And immediately following his release, he started with the incessant calling. Sending cards and poems and love letters everyday. I had a PFA...
    blackbeautygirl51 blackbeautygirl51 51-55, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    I was in a relationship with him for four years he cheats alot and I still was with him cause I love him until he migrate I still think about him alot
    tiffany584 tiffany584 26-30, F Aug 17

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    I love the fantasy, curiousity and mysteriousness in Alice in Wonderland and Wizard of OZ! These type of stories/films/books makes me awe! They both are proper adventurous on a...
    LittleMilwee LittleMilwee 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 17

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    I think about him every day. I thought I could forget him but it's been a year and he's still all I ever think about.
    ImAPuzzle ImAPuzzle 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 17

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