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I Think About Dark And Twisted Things

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    Im Very Messed Up

    Sometimes when i see a random person i like to sitdoen and imagine what their death would be like. Sometimes it comes true.
    walkingXwolfXthatXdied walkingXwolfXthatXdied 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 8, 2012

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    I'm about to ask a serious question about

    myself, and i'd like your opinion as someone who doesn't know me. I'm not doing this for attention or to make myself look like a "psycho crazy emo" or whatever, i'm genuinely concerned about this... Ever Since i can remember, i've had this fictional world in my head. I'd often...
    Tikotacos Tikotacos 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 1

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    I Wonder

    I wonder at times how long it would take for someone to discover my death were I to die in my dorm room. I do not get close to people easily and like to keep to myself, so, even if some people would notice me being missing, it might still be a few weeks...
    yukiry yukiry 18-21 Dec 4, 2012

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    I Don't Want This To Happen Anymore.

    On occasion, I catch myself thinking what certain people would sound like as they're on their knees in front of me, begging and sobbing for me to spare them from death. Death at my hand.
    Unboxed Unboxed 13-15 Dec 16, 2012

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    At some point, don't we all?

    I know that I certainly do, and I'm not ashamed of that just so long as it remains within my mind only. Of course, there are certain dark thoughts that fuel my imagination and inspire stories for me to create, and that is most definitely pleasant.
    InexplicableKy InexplicableKy 18-21, F Jan 21, 2014

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    Darkness

    In always thinking about killing people or killing something.. My eyes sometimes turn black and when. That happens I feel like killing.. What is up with that?.
    Omegawolf11 Omegawolf11 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 9, 2012

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    I am twisted a bit more

    than your average girl for one my first job was/is an exotic dancer I'm not really afraid to show my body mainly this is most likly due to the abuse I suffered as a kid
    Gothicemogirl Gothicemogirl 22-25, F May 4, 2014

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    It just happened today early morning.I just cant collect my thoughts about you..you keep on knocking the door of my heart,and keep reminding me of the things we did in past..those...
    KosmicKonnection KosmicKonnection 31-35, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    jmiloc87 jmiloc87 26-30, M Jul 20

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    asami13 asami13 13-15, F Jul 20

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    It's something I'm very interested in, but it depends on how I feel about it.
    Glumie57 Glumie57 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 19

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    I never understood the whole "it doesn't matter what people think about me" quote. That's nonsense. Of course it matters. You should also probably pay attention to what people say...
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    I think this is something women especially need to embrace its really important that we don't care what people think about us shape, size, looks, attractive features. virtually...
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    I broke up from him, I did! so why I'm still thinking about him. he has a girlfriend now but I'm still stuck.
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    I don't care what people think about me on here. Some people think I'm to open about myself. I am very open and If something is on my mind I say it. A lot of guys tell me To become...
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 14

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    It's been already 1,5 since I broke up with my ex boyfriend,he was kind but a mama's boy and I didn't like this unstable situation when he came to my house for a couple of hours...
    kikigirl21 kikigirl21 18-21, M Jul 13

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    I do think about death and it scares me. The unknown. But, just as we exist now who knows what death holds for us. We still do not know how we got here and the questions will be to...
    Kayleesi Kayleesi 26-30, F Jul 13

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    Who else thinks about having sex? 13-15 who wants to chat?
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