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I Think About Dark And Twisted Things

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    Im Very Messed Up

    Sometimes when i see a random person i like to sitdoen and imagine what their death would be like. Sometimes it comes true.
    walkingXwolfXthatXdied walkingXwolfXthatXdied 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 8, 2012

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    I Wonder

    I wonder at times how long it would take for someone to discover my death were I to die in my dorm room. I do not get close to people easily and like to keep to myself, so, even if some people would notice me being missing, it might still be a few weeks...
    yukiry yukiry 18-21 Dec 4, 2012

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    At some point, don't we all?

    I know that I certainly do, and I'm not ashamed of that just so long as it remains within my mind only. Of course, there are certain dark thoughts that fuel my imagination and inspire stories for me to create, and that is most definitely pleasant.
    InexplicableKy InexplicableKy 18-21, F Jan 21

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    I'm Dark

    Im always thinking about death and people dying. I keep getting urges to bite myself really hard and just drink the blood. When I see a knife I can't help thinking that I could hurt myself with it. Is there something wrong with me?
    Wolf0278 Wolf0278 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 9, 2012

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    Darkness

    In always thinking about killing people or killing something.. My eyes sometimes turn black and when. That happens I feel like killing.. What is up with that?.
    Sandybrownwolf12 Sandybrownwolf12 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 9, 2012

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    I Don't Want This To Happen Anymore.

    On occasion, I catch myself thinking what certain people would sound like as they're on their knees in front of me, begging and sobbing for me to spare them from death. Death at my hand.
    Unboxed Unboxed 13-15 1 Response Dec 16, 2012

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    You stumble upon a genie

    who has shrunken me to 6 inches tall. He tosses me to you and says he will grant you any one wish your heart desires but you must first remove my balls and then squash me in order to get your wish. How would you do it and what would you wish for?!
    Gr8pNutsCrunch Gr8pNutsCrunch 41-45, M Apr 1

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    Related Experiences

    ... More like thinking about all the things he did. I had a dream about him last night and woke up so angry. When will I let go of that part of my life :(
    Lucky1217 Lucky1217 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 20

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    I've never been able to pay a bill with other people's opinions or compliments. I'm a loner so I don't need to have lots of friends. There are some people whose opinions matter but...
    fairytalesandspiderwebs fairytalesandspiderwebs 18-21, F Mar 29

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    I don't know where I was when it was released, but I've only just got round to watching 'Amazing Grace' (2007) which is the story of William Wilberforce who fought for the legal...
    tim65 tim65 61-65, M 1 Response Mar 28

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    It was a chance encounter. It was only a chance encounter 294 days ago, but I cannot get him out of mind. On a whim, I took a trip up north last summer. At the last minute I wasn...
    CaliLove87 CaliLove87 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 22

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    I can't stop thinking of my master. He is my world, I would give up everything for him. He may be a little older than me but I truly love him and I feel that he loves me too. If he...
    792kiss 792kiss 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    I can't stop thinking about a guy I barely know- He works with my mum and I've seen him in the pub a few times too. Since my uncle is dating his mum, I was quite keen on knowing...
    ImChelsea ImChelsea 16-17, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Is it bad that I truly want to die but am not at all suicidal? I think it'd be more economical and better because I wouldn't have to wait so long to leave school or whatever else...
    carebare124 carebare124 18-21 Mar 26

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    Most of the time i'm fine. I guess I just have triggers that make me think about death.. I just wonder what its like. Is it going to be a relief for me? When will I die... Etc I...
    Raven628 Raven628 16-17, F 4 Responses Apr 1

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    I always think about my death, my friends death, and of course my families death, I'm not suicidal, I'm not crazy i just can't seem to stop i don't wish for no ones death but i...
    cycloneok cycloneok 16-17, M Apr 12

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    Well I'm not thinking about a particular one, more like reminiscing about my single life. I'm good being married but damn I really did it up when I was single. I had so much fun...
    CallMeFriday CallMeFriday 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    We have time when we're born and we have time when we are dieing, just not enough. Time is our life long friend until the end of our lifetime. Sometimes we dread time & others we...
    Falcor88 Falcor88 22-25, M 6 days ago

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    Although I'm still young, I think about it too. If I'm talking to a guy that's older than me, my mind goes straight to thinking about sex and his ****. I wonder what it would...
    vanmaury vanmaury 13-15, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Poem: Late Night Thought ShowI'm sitting here with a small cigarsmoking it down to the quicksipping wine, kicking backand...Don't know whyI'm thinking about youbut I ammaybe...
    bemyvalentine bemyvalentine 51-55, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Friday. The dead have all the knowledge. That thought crossed my mind this morning as I was heading into work. Having recently lost a friend to cancer, I guess I've been thinking...
    samedeepwater samedeepwater 46-50, M 2 days ago

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    I have been thinking about it. I have made a few friends in college who were in the military. I'd never personally known anyone before who had served. And while I used to not like...
    shannonymous shannonymous 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I feel like im giving up to my life because i failed highschool due to that im not going to college level this year my friend is gonna left me alone i always think about the...
    Alonethem Alonethem 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 20

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    So this is my first experience on here, over the summer I was raped by my 45 year old cousin. I just turned 16. I think about it every day but I don't want to tell anybody I know...
    CydneyGarrett CydneyGarrett 16-17, F 4 Responses Mar 22

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    I struggle when it comes to voicing out my feeling but I'm with no doubt that my actions speak volumes... The thing is my failure to say what I feel might have led you to keep what...
    LadyMayah LadyMayah 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    I'm a little obsessed with zombies, and I think about it all the time. So when I'm in a large crowd, like at a fair or a concert, I always think about how fast it could happen...
    meghanmonroe meghanmonroe 26-30, F Mar 27

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    They always say you never stop loving your first true love. But it that really realistic? I'm not sure. But my first love and I broke up two years ago and I still occasionally...
    Jessica0906 Jessica0906 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 28

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    It's been 9 years and I still think about my first love, wonder if he thinks about me? I feel guilty for it, I'm married n hv kids now.
    DancingRoses DancingRoses 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 31

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    I know that may sound odd but I honestly think about it almost everyday. I do not want a child right now but thinking about gives me a satisfying feeling. Just imagining myself...
    Slumbergirl92 Slumbergirl92 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 3

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    Im seriously thinking about it....I used to like this page and i met here some really nice and kindhearted people, but...Im having problems with inappropriate adverts appearing...
    Slavinka Slavinka 18-21, F Apr 8

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    Im seriously thinking about it....I used to like this page and i met here some really nice and kindhearted people, but...Im having problems with inappropriate adverts appearing...
    Slavinka Slavinka 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 8

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    I'm 17 and a virgin and all I think about is sex, not loving someone and having sex because I don't think I'm able to love but just meaningless sex. I don't know why this fills my...
    lovingmeyousee lovingmeyousee 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 9

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    I think about this a lot I talk about to other but they don't get it
    cutekittycat cutekittycat 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 12

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    I'm a Christian girl, and I don't believe in pre-marital sex at all, but I love thinking about it so much! Not sex with just anybody though. I only like imagining sex with my...
    WinterIncandescence WinterIncandescence 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 12

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    I think about sex far too often (all the time). On the surface I'm warm, courteous, and professional. Underneath I'm a sexual maniac (at least that's how I feel). If meet a woman...
    Bullbuddy Bullbuddy 31-35, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I had a weird dream last night.. it was an affair dream, but now that im awake & can remember what i was dreaming about i cant stop thinking about him,. my boyfriend that is, i...
    memilyivy memilyivy 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I've had a lot of minimum wage jobs in a variety of different fields that never took off in a career direction. Now I am in another minimum wage job making barely above minimum...
    DJM8 DJM8 31-35, M 2 days ago

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    I want to end my life, and I think about how life would continue without me. I cannot find myself to leave, my family, friends, and simple beauty of this earth, though.
    smith821 smith821 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 21

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    As much as I think about you. I wish I knew if you miss me as much as I miss you. I wish I knew why you ended all contact with me and disappeared without a trace.
    playedlikeafool playedlikeafool 41-45, F 3 Responses Mar 22

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    New here... Not sure if I just have issues... I'm not content and I constantly think about the fun, beginning stages of another relationship. The flirting, kissing etc.
    Serena1974 Serena1974 36-40, F 9 Responses Mar 22

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    tell me what you actually think about me (: please don't bullshit me & just tell the truth
    countryanon countryanon 16-17, F Mar 22

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    there you go again running through my mind like you belong here tiptoeing across my thoughts leaving behind your smiles for me to think about your lingering touch tracing the...
    NefelibataAggression NefelibataAggression 18-21, F Mar 23

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    I do. Sadly, not as much as others, but perhaps more than the rest of the population. Though, I guess I may think about it differently to others too... I'm just a mess; a ball of...
    Ri95 Ri95 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 1

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    Or BOOKS that make me think about life. Mitch Albom and John Green's books make do that.
    nocturnalninja nocturnalninja 18-21, F Apr 1

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    I do think about death. Sometimes it feels like the only way out. Life is so hard at times especially when you cant be yourself.
    AchingSoul AchingSoul 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    It seems like every day I think about it, everyone around me is so rude even though I try to be nice and talk to them. I can't stand it anymore. I want to be kind but no one...
    ArieaMarxus ArieaMarxus 16-17, F Apr 6

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    yes and it sucks when you know that person isnt thinking about you..
    mstud17 mstud17 22-25, F Apr 9

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    You chased me for weeks. I knew you were a liar and all kinds of wrong. I hate myself for it, but I can't stop thinking about you.
    anjay813 anjay813 22-25, F Apr 10

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    and I will never meet him again...but every time I think about him it brings tears to my eyes because I know I can never talk to him ever again and it feels like I'm missing out on...
    Silvertwilight Silvertwilight 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 11

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    You dominate my thoughts, my actions and my life. I heart is a prisoner to you, I would follow you where ever you may go. I would ruin everything I have at your request because I...
    Bunny2014 Bunny2014 31-35, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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