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I Think About Death

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    I think it has something attractive.

    The mystery of it. I contemplate it as a form of art.
    SpecialButReal SpecialButReal 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 28

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    Thinking of it right now.

    Wondering if I should kill myself or not and if I actually have the balls to do it.
    LoveIsInTheBlood LoveIsInTheBlood 16-17, F 5 Responses Apr 8

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    What is life? Is life just a fault in The

    organization of matter? Is our consciousness just a mistake? Purely a illusion with no purpose at all? In my mind is The only place where i am truly free and i think to my deepest insurrections, but from what i perceive from people, i think they are kind of blind, with a limited...
    DiegoSMarinho DiegoSMarinho 16-17, M Feb 23

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    I used to believe in reincarnation,

    but I don't anymore. And although it was a comforting idea, and every once and a while I miss that comfort, I've mooved passed it and need to be more realistic.
    alexthebass alexthebass 18-21, M Feb 20

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    Deep in the abyss of light slumber,

    we sway with half-closed eyelids. Smiling, the gods of dreams and fantasy elegantly impart death, while the chains of karma, which dictates time and space, are becoming tangled. It's a fantasy program bestowed by the gods. We shall become one. We shall evade death. We'll...
    BloodofAmara BloodofAmara 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 5

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    I'm worried that if I ascend into heaven

    that I'll become extremely bored with the eternity in forced to live there
    WhaleHunter WhaleHunter 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 25

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    I don't even know myself anymore,

    let alone any others. I'm living for the sake of it. Judgemental society that thinks people like us are just plain attention-seekers. But no, we're just trying to express ourself because we know in real life if we were to talk about suicidal thoughts, people will just say you...
    KathLyz KathLyz 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 17, 2014

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    Death sounds more appealing

    than life can ever be. I don't believe in an afterlife. But even nothingness is better than this.
    Littlegirlblue22 Littlegirlblue22 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 8

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    I think about dying almost every day of my life.

    It's usually about suicide. The problems I create for myself seem to pile heavier and heavier on my shoulders to the point I feel I can hardly move or function. I often think how unfair it is that we are born without being consulted first and now I'm stuck in my life. How...
    TRP92 TRP92 22-25, M 3 Responses Dec 16, 2014

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    It's so weird to think about,

    and confusing as ****. After we expire, is it just darkness and quiet for the rest of eternity? Do our spirits move on, but remain here on earth? Or is there actually a heaven and hell? Know one really knows, there's no answer. It's so ****** up lol. So many questions, but no...
    EmbraceTheEVIL EmbraceTheEVIL 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 2, 2014

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    I'm scared to die. ..

    ..................
    TheBellaBubbles TheBellaBubbles 18-21, F 15 Responses Mar 3

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    Death Is...

    ...no big deal. Or is it? Really now, why do we make such a fuss about death? I won't go with the 'it's inevitable, why worry about it' argument, though that line of thinking does have its benefits. I was thinking more about why we feel uncomfortable about death in the first...
    junjunjun junjunjun 22-25, M 6 Responses Aug 20, 2008

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    Death, it is a main factor in our lives.

    In my opinion, death is the center of many things in human life and society, like the principle of “carpe diem” (enjoy the present because tomorrow is uncertain). It also feeds the emotions, love (the need for someone to complete our meaning of existence), liberty (explore...
    DiegoSMarinho DiegoSMarinho 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 18

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    I dont know What is life,

    i just know that i am here and i have consciousness. I thank for this creator universe that gave me the gift of existence and reality. I will live my whole life contemplating this mistery and miracle, nothing more i've got to do. This should be the main focus of people's lives...
    DiegoSMarinho DiegoSMarinho 16-17, M Mar 17

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    I was in the hot tub at this hotel last night

    and met a guy who works with my bf. I could tell he was drunk and acting funny but I didn't think much of it. hours later I look out my hotel window and he's still in there looking pretty messed up. the jets had gone off and he hadn't bothered to turn them back on. I went down...
    ZenaMarie ZenaMarie 22-25, F 7 Responses Mar 25

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    HatingYouSince99 HatingYouSince99 13-15, F Apr 8

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    I fantasize about jumping off the Golden Gate

    Bridge and many other bridges. I hate being alive and having to worry about trials and tribulations and human issues. I wish I was never born. I wish my mom had loved me a little bit or at least enough to abort me. I can't stand waking up in the morning having to face the facts...
    Derrick1987 Derrick1987 26-30, M 3 Responses Jan 20

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    I might have figured out

    why I feel as though death has chased me since my sister died. I think the closer the person is to me who dies, the more of me they take with me to the other side. As though I am losing my humanity and changing form little by little until it is my turn to go as well. Taking with...
    BracedGoddess BracedGoddess 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 21

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    i'm thinking about death all the time,

    i'm so scared of every night. Any company?you're scared,too? Maybe we can talk when we can't sleep,then we can help each other. i do make ''scared of death club'' Not joking. i seriously need to change my mind.
    Juri0902 Juri0902 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 27

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    I Have A Positive View Of Death

    Death, when looked upon while alone, seems safe and secure, like an old friend. But while in the company of others, Death seems like no more than a selfish end. Like the dark side of the moon who I have never seen, I will never know Death until the world and I are nothing but...
    MyMindCravesNectar MyMindCravesNectar 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 15, 2013

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    It is amazing what the passage of time will do.

    When I was younger I feared death. The idea that I would cease to exist was terrifying to me. Today, I am approaching my 62nd birthday and I find myself at peace with the idea of my death. I wonder if I live another decade or so if I will actually welcome my death.’
    Tsuru1953 Tsuru1953 61-65 1 Response Feb 21

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    6356kk 6356kk 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 3

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    I have been tormented by the feeling

    that i could die any second now. And it wont go away. When i try to fall asleep, i feel that someone is outside my door. I have never felt this bad about death. It has gotten worse over the past few months because i now have a really stable relationship with most people in my...
    Foxfish Foxfish 13-15, F 8 Responses Nov 22, 2014

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    I was Recently a Witness ...

    I was recently a witness to the death of two family members that I was very close to.  This experience was extremely humbling.  It change my life, my relationships, my faith, my short-term and long-term goals. 
    emericklisa emericklisa 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 14, 2007

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    Death is nothing at all.

    I have only slipped away to the next room. I am I and you are you. Whatever we were to each other, That, we still are. Call me by my old familiar name. Speak to me in the easy way which you always used. Put no difference into your tone. Wear no forced air of solemnity or sorrow...
    nivanvc nivanvc 36-40, M May 27, 2014

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    Death Is Not Virtual

    So we have seen many deaths through movies video games, but who actually saw a real one? It is really when you start thinking about death. I also wonder, why people come to watch the execution in Iran, where extra judicial execution happens. (im not saying this for really quilty...
    atakan34 atakan34 22-25, M 3 Responses Jun 16, 2012

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    Not Only Do I Think About It....

    But I hope for it. I wish for it, and not amoung others. I know some people will say "I hope so and so dies" well for me, its "I hope I die" i've never wished death on another soul but mine. I think about death, and how peaceful I will be, and how I won't have to hurt anymore.
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Aug 16, 2010

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    As the darkness closes in around me; The few

    lit embers remaining, are doused, A burning match, fading into memory. An end we all want, but will never receive. The end we would get, if we could only believe... I don't know...this is the result of me waking up early and having a really crappy 'idea'!
    22SAFFRON1b 22SAFFRON1b 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    In the last month or so,

    I've been getting a strange feeling that I don't have much longer to live. I'm fourteen, so logically I could expect another 60 or 70 years, but I feel like I'm going to die sometime soon- in the next few months, sort of. Not like a premonition- I'm not pretending that God...
    kaleidoscopic21 kaleidoscopic21 13-15, F 5 Responses Jan 29

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    Let's try to have a good day.

    ...:/ It's Friday and tomorrow is gonna be the first year with ought my older brother....my brother Travis, was texting me...then he wasn't answering me when I needed to talk to him. I ended up blowing up his phone, I was breaking down and crying and he was trying to cheer me up...
    angellove19 angellove19 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 14, 2014

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    princess42089 princess42089 22-25, F 7 Responses May 26, 2014

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    Death is not the greatest loss in life.

    The greatest loss is what dies inside us while we live. ~ Norman Cousins
    Ravidesai Ravidesai 41-45, M 1 Response Mar 5

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    Determening Death

    I am confused as to why I always think about death.... the many ways I can die, terminal, car crash, again.....downding, murdered being lost with no food in the wild... I know it sounds crazy but I think about the many ways I can die... at leaste 5 times a day, and the other...
    dreamergirl dreamergirl 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 12, 2007

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    Is it weird to think about death?

    Honestly, is it bad? Most people seem to not do that so much...
    alexthebass alexthebass 18-21, M 4 Responses Mar 4

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    Honestly, the thought of killing myself is one

    thing that curbs my panic attacks. It makes me feel calm and relieved, like the fight is finally over. By no means would I call myself suicidal. I know people love me, I know suicide is unacceptable, but it is somewhat like a fantasy with me. I would never kill myself...
    RMDk RMDk 26-30, F 4 Responses Jun 18, 2014

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    How does cancer kill?

    People say 'He died of câncer', But what exactly stoped working to make him die? I have a Hugo need to know the cientific facts, so i can quiet my mind...
    Crazymad77 Crazymad77 36-40, F 3 Responses Mar 26

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    I usually don't seek

    for advices,post something and sharing. But about ''Death''. I despartely want to know how many people think about death every night and they are frightened. The image about death to me is not fun,very dark... Since i've been phsically abused by family i haven't felt safety in...
    Juri0902 Juri0902 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 13

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    melissapien melissapien 18-21, F Mar 29

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    All of the time.. Not suicide.

    Not a wanting of death.. Just death itself. I feel as if I have nothing to lose and I want to know who actually cares enough to think of me when I die.. When ever that may be.. I don't fear death. If anything, I think I deserve it.
    6356kk 6356kk 13-15, F 3 Responses Feb 14

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    i think about death and not taking any risks.

    i sometimes i forget that im mortal.i live like im gonna live forever. most of the time i feel trapped but im hopeful that one day i will break away all those chains that makes me feel trapped.i dont know what it feels like to be free.all i know is that im not free yet and i...
    Camouflage Camouflage 22-25, M Apr 1

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    I'm more afraid of living

    than of dying.
    Ellytheoutcast Ellytheoutcast 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 4

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    There is life in death.

    I definitely believe that there is life in death. In a literal sense, a metaphorical sense, and obviously for some people a spiritual sense. When someone close to you dies you rethink your life. You face your own mortality. You try to find more meaning in your own life. In...
    IamMorbid IamMorbid 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 23, 2014

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    What would happen if i were to die tomorrow?

    How many people would come to my funeral? Would they miss me, or would i just fade into nothing? I veer towards the latter. I make little impact on others lives and feel i have nothing to offer the world. I have complied a suicide note- I wonder if i'll ever have to use it.
    CaitlinBuchan97 CaitlinBuchan97 16-17, F 7 Responses Aug 26, 2014

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    I dont mind if I die today

    or tomorrow, what I dont want is a painful death! Nobody deserve that.. It would be great if we just pass away while sleeping +..+
    Intothestorm Intothestorm 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 27, 2014

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    Tick Tok

    i have a hard time dealing with life and trying to make it more meaningful as i've written many times here on EP - in my blogs and in my stories. I like sleeping with my windows open at night . I turn off all the lights in my room and stare outside at the trees and the sky before...
    luvdrunk luvdrunk 26-30, F 7 Responses Oct 15, 2011

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    im happy with life and hopefully whats to come

    im a christian yet i still wonder what happens to us after our vessel dies. our soul will live on so after earth life-whats next?
    kyanitestone186 kyanitestone186 18-21, F Apr 9

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