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I Think About Death

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    Really this is more about demons and my ablility to see what I believe to be life after death though my sight and dreams I have at night so detailed they must be visions In...
    apolloburnstar apolloburnstar 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 23

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    So Young. - I was with a guy for 9 years. I knew from the moment I met him, that I was going to marry him. I met him in seventh grade. We were on and off for years, but we always...
    Loveisendless Loveisendless 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 10, 2013

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    It's a Part of Our Life - To me thinking about death is as natural as thinking about life. It will happen someday to all of us, so I think it's silly to go on with your life...
    andreanoir andreanoir 26-30, F Oct 10, 2006

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    Tick Tok - i have a hard time dealing with life and trying to make it more meaningful as i've written many times here on EP - in my blogs and in my stories. I like sleeping with my...
    luvdrunk luvdrunk 26-30, F 7 Responses Oct 15, 2011

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    i want to tell my therapist i think about death but i don't want her to tell my family. I constantly read forums online of suicide survivors posting how they spent their last day...
    annafairy annafairy 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 16

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    Every day. I have that like Final Destination crap. Where like I imagine something that could kill me and people around me.... And I don't know why
    MrUnkn0wn MrUnkn0wn 13-15, M 1 Response Apr 7

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    Death Seems So Sweet - Death seems like such a wonderful thing. A place where there is no more pain or injustice. All fades away in death; We are all in the same state when we die...
    LoftyDreamer LoftyDreamer 22-25, M 5 Responses Nov 24, 2013

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    Yes I Think About It All the T... - Yes i think about it all the time! I was actually talking about death to my best mate today saying what i believe happens etc! Im in no way...
    sazead sazead 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 14, 2007

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    Not Only Do I Think About It.... - But I hope for it. I wish for it, and not amoung others. I know some people will say "I hope so and so dies" well for me, its "I hope I die" i've...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Aug 16, 2010

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    I always think about my death, my friends death, and of course my families death, I'm not suicidal, I'm not crazy i just can't seem to stop i don't wish for no ones death but i...
    cycloneok cycloneok 16-17, M 4 days ago

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    Dear God, I don't really care how you do it, I just want to die! Please just make the pain stop. There's no point in me being here.
    Mell30 Mell30 31-35, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I want to die. Everyday I hate myself more and more. I try to tell my husband day after day that I need help but he does nothing. I think he wants me to kill myself. I know he does...
    cltpt4p cltpt4p 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 1

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    I think about this a lot I talk about to other but they don't get it
    cutekittycat cutekittycat 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Yes, I think about death. However, dying does not bother me at all. In a strange way, I find it something to look forward too.
    CharlotteKitten CharlotteKitten 18-21, T 4 Responses Dec 16, 2013

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    I make a post and everyone likes it, but none of them know the true meaning behind it. Those that truly know me should know what i'm talking about. I guess no one really knows me...
    lonelyheartofmine lonelyheartofmine 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    I do think about death. Sometimes it feels like the only way out. Life is so hard at times especially when you cant be yourself.
    AchingSoul AchingSoul 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    Often in life people have problems, life is full of problems and everyone has their issues. Some people have a harder time than others in life and sometimes these people who really...
    T4RD15 T4RD15 26-30 2 Responses Apr 7

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    I Think About Death Since I Am 12 - I dont mind if I die today or tomorrow, what I dont want is a painful death! I would like to controll how and where I die! Thats all! Yes you...
    MiriamOfManassis MiriamOfManassis 16-17, F 4 Responses Apr 8, 2013

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    i am not afraid of death. i am Clairvoyant. i have visions of things that happen in my dreams and during the day. i use to be able to see and speak to spirits but as i got older...
    enemyinthemirror enemyinthemirror 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 1

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    I think about all the ways I could die, what would be the best if it wasn't a 'peaceful' in my sleep death... Oh well, it's a circle, we are born, we grow, we live, we die. Rinse...
    SurpriseMeToday SurpriseMeToday 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 16

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    I want to die.. I don't feel like I have any reason to continue life here..
    lunasolis lunasolis 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 16

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    Death Is... - ...no big deal. Or is it? Really now, why do we make such a fuss about death? I won't go with the 'it's inevitable, why worry about it' argument, though that line...
    junjunjun junjunjun 22-25, M 7 Responses Aug 20, 2008

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    I can't take this life anymore is all bullshit how no one around me see this world is hell
    sharonget sharonget 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    My birthday was on March 26th. I didn't say anything to anyone about it . I just wanted to see if my husband or family said anything at all. No one did. I felt crushed and utterly...
    cltpt4p cltpt4p 18-21, F 5 Responses Apr 1

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    And on I read until the the day was gone . And I sat in regret for all the things I've done. For all that I've blessed and all that I've wronged . In dreams until my death I will...
    cartwright66 cartwright66 46-50, M 3 Responses Mar 4

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    I dont mind if I die today or tomorrow, what I dont want is a painful death! Nobody deserve that.. It would be great if we just pass away while sleeping +..+
    Intothestorm Intothestorm 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 27

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    Life sucks, I wish I was never born. I look at death as the best escape from all problems and I look at suicide as like a giant middle finger to all the vile, disgusting...
    Derrick1987 Derrick1987 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 1

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    Every night before I sleep, I hope that I won't be able to wake up.
    marticles marticles 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 15

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    I do. Sadly, not as much as others, but perhaps more than the rest of the population. Though, I guess I may think about it differently to others too... I'm just a mess; a ball of...
    Ri95 Ri95 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 1

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    Death Is Not Virtual - So we have seen many deaths through movies video games, but who actually saw a real one? It is really when you start thinking about death. I also wonder, why...
    atakan34 atakan34 22-25, M 3 Responses Jun 16, 2012

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    Determening Death - I am confused as to why I always think about death.... the many ways I can die, terminal, car crash, again.....downding, murdered being lost with no food in the...
    dreamergirl dreamergirl 21-25, F 2 Responses Jan 12, 2007

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    I'd like to have a pretty corpse. Which pharmacy drug will kill you fastest?
    UnderworldNymph UnderworldNymph 16-17, F 4 Responses Apr 6

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    I do not want to be buried, I'd like to be cremated. Allowing my ashes to follow the wind and the current of the seas. My physical body has done me great services and I'll be free...
    SolitarySol SolitarySol 31-35, F Mar 20

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    I Have A Positive View Of Death - Death, when looked upon while alone, seems safe and secure, like an old friend. But while in the company of others, Death seems like no more than...
    MyMindCravesNectar MyMindCravesNectar 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 15, 2013

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    I want to cut but my dad will kill me if I do and my ex girlfriend will cry
    laracolarossi laracolarossi 13-15, F 5 Responses Apr 6

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    It gives me comfort more than life I'm obsessed with it sometimes.
    GrumpyGrouchy GrumpyGrouchy 22-25, F 4 Responses Mar 24

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    Death Is For Living -   I see the value of embracing death but I think it would be counter-productive to extending life. Death has certainly been overshadowed by the endless...
    smebro smebro 22-25, M 4 Responses Jun 17, 2007

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    I just wonder about the unknown can u see yourself rotting away. Can u actually be with past family. Will someone be there to guide u to heaven. Or do u stay in that box dead but...
    Diana14R Diana14R 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 5

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    I'm constantly thinking about how to kill myself and just killing in general. It's to the point that it's starting to slightly worry me. I'm also very interested in the afterlife...
    KIRa53 KIRa53 13-15, M 4 Responses Feb 14

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    I work in a hospital. I see death all the time. I always wonder who will hold my hand when I take my last breath
    StellaNoir StellaNoir 31-35, F 6 Responses Mar 26

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    Death is just another theme in the drama of life.
    Arcadeus Arcadeus 16-17, M Apr 6

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    Life and Death - I really don't think much about it, it's just that icygreen's story got me started. I feel that life and death are intimately connected, which can be seen clearly...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 22, 2007

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    When ppl mention a certain thing make me wanna commit suicide cuz the pass come in my head
    ezzyrock ezzyrock 13-15, F Mar 30

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    "Am I Really Alive?" - Walking through gloom, Be it outside, or in a room. Big City, Small Town. Around and Around, I walk. The hue of a faint grey-blue, leaves, all askew. Nobody...
    AnonymousPoe662 AnonymousPoe662 18-21 Oct 21, 2013

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    If I Died Today - I've thought long and hard about death. Don't get me wrong, I'm not suicidal, but I've always wondered what it would be like if I died. I'm not afraid to die...
    Katsumi33 Katsumi33 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 9, 2013

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    I want to end my life, and I think about how life would continue without me. I cannot find myself to leave, my family, friends, and simple beauty of this earth, though.
    smith821 smith821 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 21

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    I was Recently a Witness ... - I was recently a witness to the death of two family members that I was very close to.  This experience was extremely...
    emericklisa emericklisa 21-25, F 2 Responses Feb 14, 2007

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    They say that "all good things come to those that wait," and "patience is a virtue." My patience is wearing thin; I'm getting pretty damned tired of waiting.
    DarkestDespair DarkestDespair 36-40, M Feb 5

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    Most of the time i'm fine. I guess I just have triggers that make me think about death.. I just wonder what its like. Is it going to be a relief for me? When will I die... Etc I...
    Raven628 Raven628 16-17, F 4 Responses Apr 1

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    So terrifying, yet so appealing...
    Ri95 Ri95 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 6

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    My ex committed suicide three years ago. He hanged himself- I found him.....
    bee69 bee69 36-40, F 5 Responses Mar 17

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    DISNEY & MCDONALD'S ... KINGDOM OF CHILD LABOUR - A DEADLY LIFE Included in the Happy Meals sold at McDonalds are small toys based on characters from Disney films...
    THEMADHATTERXXXX THEMADHATTERXXXX 46-50, M 2 Responses Mar 30, 2012

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