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    heronD heronD 26-30, M Jun 24

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    I'm scared to die. ..

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    TheBellaBubbles TheBellaBubbles 18-21, F 14 Responses Mar 3

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    I'm not scared of death itself,

    in fact, it seems peaceful. The part that bothers me is how much people will miss me, I have a feeling I'm going to die before my mother. And just thinking about her standing at my funeral, crying. It hurts me, because I don't want people to cry when I'm gone, I don't want...
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 5 Responses May 27

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    I'm more afraid of living

    than of dying.
    imveryboring imveryboring 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 4

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    I'm not afraid of death,

    I just think about it on a daily basis, like, "I wonder what it would be like if I were dead" It doesn't mean I want to kill myself I stopped thinking about that a long time ago .-.
    SxuccessfuI SxuccessfuI 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 25

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    Honestly, the thought of killing myself is one

    thing that curbs my panic attacks. It makes me feel calm and relieved, like the fight is finally over. By no means would I call myself suicidal. I know people love me, I know suicide is unacceptable, but it is somewhat like a fantasy with me. I would never kill myself...
    RMDk RMDk 26-30, F 4 Responses Jun 18, 2014

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    I think about death as very normal thing

    and loves to have death.. In a way it's way to get free from everything and move on from this world full of mess.. The fact is death is reality and it happens what may one think or do.. From healthiest person to the weakest person can die on a given moment .. So what's the point...
    Ravidesai Ravidesai 41-45, M 1 Response Jun 30

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    I don't know if is just me

    but I do think about death and what would happen if I did die !! My story I got in trouble like big trouble and someone found me when I was trying to hide and tired my legs together in my arms together in handcuffs and tied a gigantic boulder to it ! Then they tossed me into...
    livvie22 livvie22 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 30

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    the other day I had one of those existentialist

    moments where I became fully aware that I'd someday meet the end of my life. it frightened me at first, like always, but after that faded it became a reminder to live authentically and never waste a second. I am me. I'm the only me that the world has or ever will have.
    ZenaMarie ZenaMarie 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 16

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    I have been tormented by the feeling

    that i could die any second now. And it wont go away. When i try to fall asleep, i feel that someone is outside my door. I have never felt this bad about death. It has gotten worse over the past few months because i now have a really stable relationship with most people in my...
    Foxfish Foxfish 16-17, F 7 Responses Nov 22, 2014

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    if you knew someone was trying to intentionally

    murder you but there was no way to stop them or prove it what would you do?
    MalaniaXmc MalaniaXmc 26-30, F 2 Responses Jun 3

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    Deep in the abyss of light slumber,

    we sway with half-closed eyelids. Smiling, the gods of dreams and fantasy elegantly impart death, while the chains of karma, which dictates time and space, are becoming tangled. It's a fantasy program bestowed by the gods. We shall become one. We shall evade death. We'll...
    BloodofAmara BloodofAmara 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 5

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    death is on my mind more then I care to admit.

    and lately the curiosity is getting to me. I don't want to kill myself but I don't wanna live anymore either.
    thejoker94 thejoker94 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 24

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    "When you die, the whole world suddenly loves

    you." There was a girl from my school who got cancer. She had tried to fight it for three years before her body gave up. She wasn't very popular, so i don't know if she had many real friends. But i noticed how fake people wrote about her on facebook. Even if they felt really...
    ESMatricX ESMatricX 18-21, M 2 Responses Nov 11, 2014

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    Death Is Not Virtual

    So we have seen many deaths through movies video games, but who actually saw a real one? It is really when you start thinking about death. I also wonder, why people come to watch the execution in Iran, where extra judicial execution happens. (im not saying this for really quilty...
    atakan34 atakan34 22-25, M 3 Responses Jun 16, 2012

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    I'm considering dying.

    After all, I don't have any attachement to life and I feel the need to escape my body so badly.
    SpecialButReal SpecialButReal 18-21, F 12 Responses May 3

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    chimpapoo chimpapoo 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 12

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    Not Only Do I Think About It....

    But I hope for it. I wish for it, and not amoung others. I know some people will say "I hope so and so dies" well for me, its "I hope I die" i've never wished death on another soul but mine. I think about death, and how peaceful I will be, and how I won't have to hurt anymore.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Aug 16, 2010

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    I can't help but wonder what death is like.

    Sometimes I believe it's as peaceful as palm trees, other times I feel as if it's like someone is putting their hand over your mouth and nose while you struggle to breathe. I remember as a little kid I once had a bad dream then ran to my dad and said "why do we have to die? I...
    ThePopeVino ThePopeVino 18-21, M Jun 24

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    What if I could just stop breathing in my sleep?

    I don't think anyone would care. I don't bother opening up to anyone anymore.. I'm so numb all the time. I'm just alive but I'm not living. No one cares. No one ever will. for a long time I've been thinking of going away but it sucks not being sure as to whether I should go or...
    PlanetGaia PlanetGaia 18-21, F Jun 27

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    I'm not scared of dying,

    but I can't help myself when I think about it.
    MisunderstoodGirl69 MisunderstoodGirl69 13-15, F 2 Responses May 27

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    Death is nothing at all.

    I have only slipped away to the next room. I am I and you are you. Whatever we were to each other, That, we still are. Call me by my old familiar name. Speak to me in the easy way which you always used. Put no difference into your tone. Wear no forced air of solemnity or sorrow...
    nivanvc nivanvc 36-40, M May 27, 2014

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    In the last month or so,

    I've been getting a strange feeling that I don't have much longer to live. I'm fourteen, so logically I could expect another 60 or 70 years, but I feel like I'm going to die sometime soon- in the next few months, sort of. Not like a premonition- I'm not pretending that God...
    kaleidoscopic21 kaleidoscopic21 13-15, F 4 Responses Jan 29

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    Most of the time i'm fine.

    I guess I just have triggers that make me think about death.. I just wonder what its like. Is it going to be a relief for me? When will I die... Etc I just wonder. Lately I have been thinking about it on a daily basis. I have moments when I think "This is it.."
    Raven628 Raven628 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 1, 2014

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    Sometimes I Do. ...

    Sometimes I do. I used to all the time...or more I used to be suicidal but a lot has changed in my life and I don't think like that anymore. Now I just kinda wonder about death ya know. Like when and how it'll happen for me. Like where I'll end up and what it'll be like. You...
    pepsi21addict pepsi21addict 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 17, 2007

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    Someone told somebody not to commit suicide,

    don't do that to someone. The way I see it is if you stay because of someone else, you just grow to resent them because its as if they are forcing you to do something you really don't want to do and that is live. I am not miserable and my life is not horrible but I don't want to...
    mljenkins mljenkins 41-45, F 2 Responses May 19

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    Let's try to have a good day.

    ...:/ It's Friday and tomorrow is gonna be the first year with ought my older brother....my brother Travis, was texting me...then he wasn't answering me when I needed to talk to him. I ended up blowing up his phone, I was breaking down and crying and he was trying to cheer me up...
    angellove19 angellove19 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 14, 2014

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    I was in the hot tub at this hotel last night

    and met a guy who works with my bf. I could tell he was drunk and acting funny but I didn't think much of it. hours later I look out my hotel window and he's still in there looking pretty messed up. the jets had gone off and he hadn't bothered to turn them back on. I went down...
    ZenaMarie ZenaMarie 22-25, F 6 Responses Mar 25

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    I think death is absolutely beautiful.

    Me and my brother went and visited my little brothers grave a few days ago and he bent down beside his grave and to me, The sight it was just beautiful.
    bunnydisaster77 bunnydisaster77 22-25, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I think everyone's thought about suicide

    once in their lifetime. Everyone reaches that low point where they feel they can't get back up and they're stuck. You don't just wake up one day and say "Hey, I think I'm going to hang myself this afternoon." It's something you've been considering for a good minute. I feel like...
    Hitlersdoter Hitlersdoter 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 1

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    I fantasize about jumping off the Golden Gate

    Bridge and many other bridges. I hate being alive and having to worry about trials and tribulations and human issues. I wish I was never born. I wish my mom had loved me a little bit or at least enough to abort me. I can't stand waking up in the morning having to face the facts...
    Derrick1987 Derrick1987 26-30, M 2 Responses Jan 20

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    There is life in death.

    I definitely believe that there is life in death. In a literal sense, a metaphorical sense, and obviously for some people a spiritual sense. When someone close to you dies you rethink your life. You face your own mortality. You try to find more meaning in your own life. In...
    IamMorbid IamMorbid 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 23, 2014

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    We work so hard, race too fast

    and always grant tomorrow as possibility for more work or more life, its like we made a contract with god that our lives would last long as we grant our dreams not knowing that by any day all this work can be a swept of ashes, when we are gone. Would we ask for more hour to work...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 7, 2014

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    It's so weird to think about,

    and confusing as ****. After we expire, is it just darkness and quiet for the rest of eternity? Do our spirits move on, but remain here on earth? Or is there actually a heaven and hell? Know one really knows, there's no answer. It's so ****** up lol. So many questions, but no...
    xBleedMeDryx xBleedMeDryx 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 2, 2014

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    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 1

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    Death Is...

    ...no big deal. Or is it? Really now, why do we make such a fuss about death? I won't go with the 'it's inevitable, why worry about it' argument, though that line of thinking does have its benefits. I was thinking more about why we feel uncomfortable about death in the first...
    junjunjun junjunjun 22-25, M 6 Responses Aug 20, 2008

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    Contemplating death is i think one of the most

    rewarding things you can do. Everyone you ever see will die soon. Try to imaging what it will be like to go to sleep and never wake up. Thinking about that is kind of like putting manuer in your garden, it seems like it stinks but it can really help you blossom
    guitarspro guitarspro 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    I dont mind if I die today

    or tomorrow, what I dont want is a painful death! Nobody deserve that.. It would be great if we just pass away while sleeping +..+
    Intothestorm Intothestorm 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 27, 2014

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    I think about dying almost every day of my life.

    It's usually about suicide. The problems I create for myself seem to pile heavier and heavier on my shoulders to the point I feel I can hardly move or function. I often think how unfair it is that we are born without being consulted first and now I'm stuck in my life. How...
    TRP92 TRP92 22-25, M 3 Responses Dec 16, 2014

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    I don't even know myself anymore,

    let alone any others. I'm living for the sake of it. Judgemental society that thinks people like us are just plain attention-seekers. But no, we're just trying to express ourself because we know in real life if we were to talk about suicidal thoughts, people will just say you...
    KathLyz KathLyz 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 17, 2014

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    To be or not to be?..

    .... Not to be.
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jul 2

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    I love thinking about death everywhere I go I

    look at people and think of them dying and I love to think of me killing them it's very fun. Death is very exciting.
    Demonic666 Demonic666 26-30, M 3 Responses Jul 2

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    After all the suicide contemplation,

    wouldn't it be ironic to die from natural causes.
    TheGirlFromJupiter TheGirlFromJupiter 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 3

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    Life sucks, I wish I was never born.

    I look at death as the best escape from all problems and I look at suicide as like a giant middle finger to all the vile, disgusting, vomitrocious, physical pain, heartache and all the nightmares in life. What's the point?
    Derrick1987 Derrick1987 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 1, 2014

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    Both my parents passed away.

    My father when I was two years old. My mother a couple months ago. I do not feel strength or positivity coming out of the idea of them living in heaven. The idea of them, disconnected from me, waiting till I die too. What a grim perspective. There is no suffering in not...
    LawlessLuuk LawlessLuuk 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 10

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    Death.. Beautiful death.

    But I don't wanna die just yet.
    yourcutelittlejo yourcutelittlejo 16-17, F 1 Response a week ago

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