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I Think About Death

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    We work so hard, race too fast

    and always grant tomorrow as possibility for more work or more life, its like we made a contract with god that our lives would last long as we grant our dreams not knowing that by any day all this work can be a swept of ashes, when we are gone. Would we ask for more hour to work...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 7

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    Impressively, hopefully (idk,

    i was just trying to find adverb to initiate this sentence), the most exciting and enjoyable moments in my life until now were… when I was dreaming! That’s true, last night I just dreamed I was swimming being led by the current of a river in a forest, and I was with the...
    DiegoSMarinho DiegoSMarinho 16-17, M Oct 8

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    "When you die, the whole world suddenly loves

    you." There was a girl from my school who got cancer. She had tried to fight it for three years before her body gave up. She wasn't very popular, so i don't know if she had many real friends. But i noticed how fake people wrote about her on facebook. Even if they felt really...
    ESMatricX ESMatricX 18-21, M 3 Responses Nov 11

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    I have been fascinated by death

    for many years and I contemplate death and try to seek the truth beyond death Are the dead living in a spiritual form And are the living dean and not living This is my favourite pain by Khalistan Gibran Life and death are one ,even as the river and sea are one In the depth...
    lostsouluk lostsouluk 31-35, F 2 Responses Oct 18

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    I sometimes find myself pondering thoughts

    about life after death. What happens next? Is there something more? Or does it just end? Where do our souls go? Do we just disappear as if we had never existed? Or do we really end up in a place where people who pass away reunite?
    Realitea Realitea 18-21, F 2 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    Sometimes I think about swallowing a 30ml

    bottle of morphine 20mg/ml. I hope it would be quick & painless. I wonder if I'll ever have the guts? I hate feeling this way. I wish I could be happy & have a normal life like other people.
    SirenaVonLee SirenaVonLee 36-40, F 2 Responses Dec 1

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    Okay so I just sneezed.

    . While holding a bowl of flower..
    lexiesempathy lexiesempathy 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 9

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    I wish for death. no one would care.

    I lost my soulmate I lost everyone. I'm alone. death ends this pain
    matrixwolf matrixwolf 16-17, M 1 Response Dec 1

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    I'm so ready to just end it.

    I have so many pills I've been collecting for so long I'm so ******* done
    justw0rthless justw0rthless 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 18

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    They say that "all good things come to those

    that wait," and "patience is a virtue." My patience is wearing thin; I'm getting pretty damned tired of waiting.
    DarkestDespair DarkestDespair 36-40, M Feb 5

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    Sometimes I Do. ...

    Sometimes I do. I used to all the time...or more I used to be suicidal but a lot has changed in my life and I don't think like that anymore. Now I just kinda wonder about death ya know. Like when and how it'll happen for me. Like where I'll end up and what it'll be like. You...
    pepsi21addict pepsi21addict 21-25, F 1 Response Aug 17, 2007

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    I think about death all the time.

    I am not afraid of it. I don't waste my time thinking what happens when we die. I am too busy living each day to the fullest. But I do have my beliefs that when I die I will make it to Valhalla.
    ValhallaAwaits ValhallaAwaits 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 8

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    I dont mind if I die today

    or tomorrow, what I dont want is a painful death! Nobody deserve that.. It would be great if we just pass away while sleeping +..+
    Intothestorm Intothestorm 31-35, F 3 Responses Jan 27

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    My grandma passed away today.

    .. We didn't have a close relationship but it's still very sad. Although, I do believe she is on a much better place.
    stargazer2468 stargazer2468 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 8

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    I can't stay strong anymore .

    . I'm just sick of living in complete pain everyday .. Sorry bye ..
    Laurenlovesyou1000 Laurenlovesyou1000 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 26

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    KA1977 KA1977 36-40, M Oct 31

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    I think about killing myself.

    Some days the only thing stopping me is I don't want to hurt my family. I just want the pain to stop... and I'm feeling more and more like they wouldn't miss me for long.
    crookedteethteen crookedteethteen 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 9

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    Life sucks, I wish I was never born.

    I look at death as the best escape from all problems and I look at suicide as like a giant middle finger to all the vile, disgusting, vomitrocious, physical pain, heartache and all the nightmares in life. What's the point?
    Derrick1987 Derrick1987 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 1

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    Not Only Do I Think About It....

    But I hope for it. I wish for it, and not amoung others. I know some people will say "I hope so and so dies" well for me, its "I hope I die" i've never wished death on another soul but mine. I think about death, and how peaceful I will be, and how I won't have to hurt anymore.
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Aug 16, 2010

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    I Have A Positive View Of Death

    Death, when looked upon while alone, seems safe and secure, like an old friend. But while in the company of others, Death seems like no more than a selfish end. Like the dark side of the moon who I have never seen, I will never know Death until the world and I are nothing but...
    MyMindCravesNectar MyMindCravesNectar 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 15, 2013

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    Determening Death

    I am confused as to why I always think about death.... the many ways I can die, terminal, car crash, again.....downding, murdered being lost with no food in the wild... I know it sounds crazy but I think about the many ways I can die... at leaste 5 times a day, and the other...
    dreamergirl dreamergirl 21-25, F 2 Responses Jan 12, 2007

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    sadly. death can be so peaceful,

    but what was on their mind when they are passing away? was it peaceful, were they scared? I struggle strongly with accepting death. breaks my heart to see my great grandmother this way.
    mekaxoxo mekaxoxo 16-17, F 14 hrs ago

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    I don't even know myself anymore,

    let alone any others. I'm living for the sake of it. Judgemental society that thinks people like us are just plain attention-seekers. But no, we're just trying to express ourself because we know in real life if we were to talk about suicidal thoughts, people will just say you...
    KathLyz KathLyz 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 17

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    I freak myself out thinking about rotting

    corpses in coffins. After my dear sweet nana died a couple years ago I had a dream that she visited me, hugged me and laughed with me. I was so happy to see her, so I took my phone out to take a picture with her and the photo of us was me with a rotted corpse. It scared me so...
    danielle1423 danielle1423 22-25, F Nov 15

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    And on I read until the the day was gone .

    And I sat in regret for all the things I've done. For all that I've blessed and all that I've wronged . In dreams until my death I will wonder on.
    cartwright66 cartwright66 46-50, M 3 Responses Mar 4

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    Death Seems So Sweet

    Death seems like such a wonderful thing. A place where there is no more pain or injustice. All fades away in death; We are all in the same state when we die. That can never be said about life. Why do people prefer life to death then? Death is the achievement of all the noble...
    LoftyDreamer LoftyDreamer 22-25, M 5 Responses Nov 24, 2013

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    I Think About Death Since I Am 12

    I dont mind if I die today or tomorrow, what I dont want is a painful death! I would like to controll how and where I die! Thats all! Yes you can say " whats with your loved ones"...but fact is: when your time has come you have to go! If you like it or not! I would not wish to...
    MiriamOfManassis MiriamOfManassis 16-17, F 4 Responses Apr 8, 2013

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    Death has dyed my brain black it started out

    as a little dot and then it grew as I got older into a thick vine it made a wrap around my head I try and try to made it stop but can't every time I try to get it off It grows more and more and I have given up let it take me if it wants I'm not afraid oh how much I wish I...
    sealare sealare 13-15, F 7 Responses Jun 9

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    Ri95 Ri95 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    I think about now that I see it much more in my

    line of work. Some time is a while in coming from a slow debilitating illness. Other times it is a surprise. Yet with all it is a finality. An experience that can't be reversed. It leads me to be thankful for life no matter how grim it may be in the moment. To celebrate...
    Will0108 Will0108 36-40, M Nov 20

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    I used to work in a hospital.

    I have seen so many people die. Some died slowly like cancer and some died suddenly like a heart attack. The worst thing is when u can hear their loved ones cry out in agony for their loss and theirs nothing u can do because ur a stranger... These memories haunt me. I close my...
    misery313 misery313 31-35, F 3 Responses Jun 22

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    I think about death also i think about ways of

    death,,i think i dont deserve to be alive ,,every day i fighting these ideas amd i cant stop thinking about death,,i have a daughter and now i am student to fill my time but i cant stop that,,i think my daughter to be a good without me i am bad mother although i love her so much...
    Maryam75 Maryam75 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 12

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    sometime I think about death

    and how beautiful and quite it would be for the rest of my life
    nayimaalie nayimaalie 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 7

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    We humans as rational beings evolved

    and we are privileged to have a very clearer conscience and think about our existence. We shouldn’t fight for survival as animals. We should make the most of our existence in the most pure and free way as possible, and not being a slave to money, doing the same things every...
    DiegoSMarinho DiegoSMarinho 16-17, M Nov 14

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    It's so weird to think about,

    and confusing as ****. After we expire, is it just darkness and quiet for the rest of eternity? Do our spirits move on, but remain here on earth? Or is there actually a heaven and hell? Know one really knows, there's no answer. It's so ****** up lol. So many questions, but no...
    MusicJunkie6794 MusicJunkie6794 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 2

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    What would happen if i were to die tomorrow?

    How many people would come to my funeral? Would they miss me, or would i just fade into nothing? I veer towards the latter. I make little impact on others lives and feel i have nothing to offer the world. I have complied a suicide note- I wonder if i'll ever have to use it.
    CaitlinBuchan97 CaitlinBuchan97 16-17, F 7 Responses Aug 26

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    Most of the time i'm fine.

    I guess I just have triggers that make me think about death.. I just wonder what its like. Is it going to be a relief for me? When will I die... Etc I just wonder. Lately I have been thinking about it on a daily basis. I have moments when I think "This is it.."
    Raven628 Raven628 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 1

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    Honestly, the thought of killing myself is one

    thing that curbs my panic attacks. It makes me feel calm and relieved, like the fight is finally over. By no means would I call myself suicidal. I know people love me, I know suicide is unacceptable, but it is somewhat like a fantasy with me. I would never kill myself...
    RMDk RMDk 26-30, F 4 Responses Jun 18

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    Would you miss me if I am gone?

    Would you even give a damn about me? Do you love me because of who I am and not because of what I could give? Would you cry when I get buried? When you hear my favorite songs, would I ever cross your mind?
    Mikey022 Mikey022 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 29

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    Death Is Not Virtual

    So we have seen many deaths through movies video games, but who actually saw a real one? It is really when you start thinking about death. I also wonder, why people come to watch the execution in Iran, where extra judicial execution happens. (im not saying this for really quilty...
    atakan34 atakan34 22-25, M 3 Responses Jun 16, 2012

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    I think about dying almost every day of my life.

    It's usually about suicide. The problems I create for myself seem to pile heavier and heavier on my shoulders to the point I feel I can hardly move or function. I often think how unfair it is that we are born without being consulted first and now I'm stuck in my life. How...
    TRP92 TRP92 22-25, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I think about how I'll die,

    and when it should be.
    AveiraAmaria AveiraAmaria 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 11

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    I have been tormented by the feeling

    that i could die any second now. And it wont go away. When i try to fall asleep, i feel that someone is outside my door. I have never felt this bad about death. It has gotten worse over the past few months because i now have a really stable relationship with most people in my...
    Foxfish Foxfish 13-15, F 8 Responses Nov 22

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    I can walk this world alone,

    doesn't mean I have to though.
    switchy28 switchy28 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 9

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    I know once it arrives it'll be nothingness.

    Which is why I remind myself to enjoy life while I can. Though difficult it's the only way I get myself out of those really down moments.. Or I overdose on pills that make me sleep for a few days.
    heyitsabike heyitsabike 31-35, F Oct 9

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    Sometimes I think I'm worth more dead

    than alive. As stupid as all of it may seem to be organ donation seems to be the only thing I could do to pay back to this world.
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 22

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    Death Is...

    ...no big deal. Or is it? Really now, why do we make such a fuss about death? I won't go with the 'it's inevitable, why worry about it' argument, though that line of thinking does have its benefits. I was thinking more about why we feel uncomfortable about death in the first...
    junjunjun junjunjun 22-25, M 7 Responses Aug 20, 2008

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    I work in a hospital.

    I see death all the time. I always wonder who will hold my hand when I take my last breath
    StellaNoir StellaNoir 31-35, F 5 Responses Mar 26

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    Sometimes I have a hard time wanting to be

    alive. I wish people in my life would stop messing with my head. I wish they would leave me alone when I say leave me alone. I am suicidal. I have depression. I have severe anxiety. I used to be on meds. I got off of them when I overdosed on my Lorazepam. I feel like I'm...
    Livvy2 Livvy2 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 9

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    Death is nothing at all.

    I have only slipped away to the next room. I am I and you are you. Whatever we were to each other, That, we still are. Call me by my old familiar name. Speak to me in the easy way which you always used. Put no difference into your tone. Wear no forced air of solemnity or sorrow...
    nivanvc nivanvc 36-40, M May 27

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    princess42089 princess42089 22-25, F 7 Responses May 26

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    Everyday actually. Dying sounds really nice,

    I would love to just get off this planet away from everyone. I do hope my time comes soon, but I guess I'll have to continue to wait. There's no ******* point, I don't know what I could even do to contribute to society but society is ****** up so I'm kinda screwed either way. I...