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    My godfather suffered a heart attack

    and died for 7 mins he said theres nothing no bright light no flashing of his life just like your asleep just the blackness behind your eyelids thats it....the thought of nothing really scares me the thought of not even being aware of nothing scares me you just die your...
    firecat23 firecat23 22-25, F Sep 9

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    Death Seems So Sweet

    Death seems like such a wonderful thing. A place where there is no more pain or injustice. All fades away in death; We are all in the same state when we die. That can never be said about life. Why do people prefer life to death then? Death is the achievement of all the noble...
    LoftyDreamer LoftyDreamer 22-25, M 5 Responses Nov 24, 2013

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    Okay so I just sneezed.

    . While holding a bowl of flower..
    lexiesempathy lexiesempathy 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 9

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    RnsWithScissors RnsWithScissors 41-45, F Sep 13

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    I freak myself out thinking about rotting

    corpses in coffins. After my dear sweet nana died a couple years ago I had a dream that she visited me, hugged me and laughed with me. I was so happy to see her, so I took my phone out to take a picture with her and the photo of us was me with a rotted corpse. It scared me so...
    danielle1423 danielle1423 22-25, F a week ago

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    It's a every day,minute,

    second kind of thing. I look to my first attempt and wish I had succeeded. I would take back the novels I read, seeing a favorite comedian ,trip to six flags meeting this awesome guy I meet etc to just go back and have died. Something just came to me. I've said I don't regret...
    Hannarose Hannarose 22-25, F Sep 12

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    Sometimes I Do. ...

    Sometimes I do. I used to all the time...or more I used to be suicidal but a lot has changed in my life and I don't think like that anymore. Now I just kinda wonder about death ya know. Like when and how it'll happen for me. Like where I'll end up and what it'll be like. You...
    pepsi21addict pepsi21addict 21-25, F 1 Response Aug 17, 2007

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    I think about death also i think about ways of

    death,,i think i dont deserve to be alive ,,every day i fighting these ideas amd i cant stop thinking about death,,i have a daughter and now i am student to fill my time but i cant stop that,,i think my daughter to be a good without me i am bad mother although i love her so much...
    Maryam75 Maryam75 26-30, F 3 Responses Oct 12

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    I can't stay strong anymore .

    . I'm just sick of living in complete pain everyday .. Sorry bye ..
    Laurenlovesyou1000 Laurenlovesyou1000 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 26

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    We humans as rational beings evolved

    and we are privileged to have a very clearer conscience and think about our existence. We shouldn’t fight for survival as animals. We should make the most of our existence in the most pure and free way as possible, and not being a slave to money, doing the same things every...
    DiegoSMarinho DiegoSMarinho 16-17, M Nov 14

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    Not Only Do I Think About It....

    But I hope for it. I wish for it, and not amoung others. I know some people will say "I hope so and so dies" well for me, its "I hope I die" i've never wished death on another soul but mine. I think about death, and how peaceful I will be, and how I won't have to hurt anymore.
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Aug 16, 2010

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    Sometimes I have a hard time wanting to be

    alive. I wish people in my life would stop messing with my head. I wish they would leave me alone when I say leave me alone. I am suicidal. I have depression. I have severe anxiety. I used to be on meds. I got off of them when I overdosed on my Lorazepam. I feel like I'm...
    Livvy2 Livvy2 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 9

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    Determening Death

    I am confused as to why I always think about death.... the many ways I can die, terminal, car crash, again.....downding, murdered being lost with no food in the wild... I know it sounds crazy but I think about the many ways I can die... at leaste 5 times a day, and the other...
    dreamergirl dreamergirl 21-25, F 2 Responses Jan 12, 2007

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    When I was fifteen, I got caught in a riptide

    in Costa Rica and was swept fifty yards out to sea. I fought the current for awhile, but I was tired, and I wasn't any closer to the shore. The faces of loved ones flashed through my head, as I came to terms with the face that I was never going to see them again, and just as I...
    seabassep seabassep 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 4

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    I Think About Death Since I Am 12

    I dont mind if I die today or tomorrow, what I dont want is a painful death! I would like to controll how and where I die! Thats all! Yes you can say " whats with your loved ones"...but fact is: when your time has come you have to go! If you like it or not! I would not wish to...
    MiriamOfManassis MiriamOfManassis 16-17, F 4 Responses Apr 8, 2013

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    Ugh. Im going to sleep.

    Lets hope i dont wake up 👏✌
    bitchhtripinnXD bitchhtripinnXD 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 7

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    My grandma passed away today.

    .. We didn't have a close relationship but it's still very sad. Although, I do believe she is on a much better place.
    stargazer2468 stargazer2468 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 8

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    I don't even know myself anymore,

    let alone any others. I'm living for the sake of it. Judgemental society that thinks people like us are just plain attention-seekers. But no, we're just trying to express ourself because we know in real life if we were to talk about suicidal thoughts, people will just say you...
    KathLyz KathLyz 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 17

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    Ri95 Ri95 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    Its something that has crossed my mind a couple

    of times as I feel like I am dying, not emotionally but actually dying. I have been sick since earlier this year and I am desperately trying to stay alive, the reason why I am here right now is because I want to meet people who I can talk to and distract myself from it to...
    Prevaricator Prevaricator 16-17 1 Response Sep 8

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    You know what's so fascinating/scary to think

    about... Death... You're gonna be gone FOREVER, forever is a long time.. A very long time. What's death like? Can you watch people from heaven? Will we come back? What do we look like?... Seriously tho., FOREVER! We will see the world end.. Then, we will be in that same...
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 4 Responses Sep 9

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    Honestly, the thought of killing myself is one

    thing that curbs my panic attacks. It makes me feel calm and relieved, like the fight is finally over. By no means would I call myself suicidal. I know people love me, I know suicide is unacceptable, but it is somewhat like a fantasy with me. I would never kill myself...
    RMDk RMDk 26-30, F 4 Responses Jun 18

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    I work in a hospital.

    I see death all the time. I always wonder who will hold my hand when I take my last breath
    StellaNoir StellaNoir 31-35, F 5 Responses Mar 26

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    I try my best not to,

    It scares the absolute *** out of me. Knowing to the best of my beliefs that there is nothing there, you are gone, you cease to be. But even if I was to believe all that religion pabulum, the thought of ever lasting life is just as scary. Seriously try grasp the concept...
    iwantacar98 iwantacar98 16-17, M 4 Responses Sep 16

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    I have been fascinated by death

    for many years and I contemplate death and try to seek the truth beyond death Are the dead living in a spiritual form And are the living dean and not living This is my favourite pain by Khalistan Gibran Life and death are one ,even as the river and sea are one In the depth...
    lostsouluk lostsouluk 31-35, F 2 Responses Oct 18

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    I think about now that I see it much more in my

    line of work. Some time is a while in coming from a slow debilitating illness. Other times it is a surprise. Yet with all it is a finality. An experience that can't be reversed. It leads me to be thankful for life no matter how grim it may be in the moment. To celebrate...
    Will0108 Will0108 36-40, M 2 days ago

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    I do. It's fascinating

    and scary at the same time. What happens to the human body the moment we die and then the question of an afterlife. Is there anything I don't know. I don't think any of us do. But I do believe that our energy goes on. What scares me about it, is not knowing. For some reason I...
    raedavis raedavis 31-35, F Jul 17

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    you know why I don't like reading

    so much and this reading culture? First I think the writer is not smarter than me, I don't have to be told what to do to start thinking or doing something. I have my own thoughts and personality. second it bothers me the fact that people consider the author more important than...
    DiegoSMarinho DiegoSMarinho 16-17, M Sep 22

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    And on I read until the the day was gone .

    And I sat in regret for all the things I've done. For all that I've blessed and all that I've wronged . In dreams until my death I will wonder on.
    cartwright66 cartwright66 46-50, M 3 Responses Mar 4

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    Most of the time i'm fine.

    I guess I just have triggers that make me think about death.. I just wonder what its like. Is it going to be a relief for me? When will I die... Etc I just wonder. Lately I have been thinking about it on a daily basis. I have moments when I think "This is it.."
    Raven628 Raven628 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 1

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    I have been tormented by the feeling

    that i could die any second now. And it wont go away. When i try to fall asleep, i feel that someone is outside my door. I have never felt this bad about death. It has gotten worse over the past few months because i now have a really stable relationship with most people in my...
    Foxfish Foxfish 13-15, F 3 Responses 19 hrs ago

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    I think about killing myself.

    Some days the only thing stopping me is I don't want to hurt my family. I just want the pain to stop... and I'm feeling more and more like they wouldn't miss me for long.
    crookedteethteen crookedteethteen 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 9

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    I dont mind if I die today

    or tomorrow, what I dont want is a painful death! Nobody deserve that.. It would be great if we just pass away while sleeping +..+
    Intothestorm Intothestorm 31-35, F 3 Responses Jan 27

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    I Have A Positive View Of Death

    Death, when looked upon while alone, seems safe and secure, like an old friend. But while in the company of others, Death seems like no more than a selfish end. Like the dark side of the moon who I have never seen, I will never know Death until the world and I are nothing but...
    MyMindCravesNectar MyMindCravesNectar 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 15, 2013

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    I used to work in a hospital.

    I have seen so many people die. Some died slowly like cancer and some died suddenly like a heart attack. The worst thing is when u can hear their loved ones cry out in agony for their loss and theirs nothing u can do because ur a stranger... These memories haunt me. I close my...
    misery313 misery313 31-35, F 3 Responses Jun 22

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    My parents just told me I better stop listening

    to this kind of music (muse, radiohead, etc) because it's to depressive "for my age", and because I am just writing lyrics like this for my songs. They said i have no reason to be like this, and should write happier lyrics. i just said no Here's the lyrics that i wrote...
    DiegoSMarinho DiegoSMarinho 16-17, M Sep 20

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    Sometimes I think I'm worth more dead

    than alive. As stupid as all of it may seem to be organ donation seems to be the only thing I could do to pay back to this world.
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 22

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    Life sucks, I wish I was never born.

    I look at death as the best escape from all problems and I look at suicide as like a giant middle finger to all the vile, disgusting, vomitrocious, physical pain, heartache and all the nightmares in life. What's the point?
    Derrick1987 Derrick1987 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 1

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    Let's try to have a good day.

    ...:/ It's Friday and tomorrow is gonna be the first year with ought my older brother....my brother Travis, was texting me...then he wasn't answering me when I needed to talk to him. I ended up blowing up his phone, I was breaking down and crying and he was trying to cheer me up...
    angellove19 angellove19 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 14

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    I think about how will life without me go on I

    wanna feel and see myself dead...or whatever,who really cared for me even though they didnt show it
    hellokitti hellokitti 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 23

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    Death is nothing at all.

    I have only slipped away to the next room. I am I and you are you. Whatever we were to each other, That, we still are. Call me by my old familiar name. Speak to me in the easy way which you always used. Put no difference into your tone. Wear no forced air of solemnity or sorrow...
    nivanvc nivanvc 36-40, M May 27

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    What would happen if i were to die tomorrow?

    How many people would come to my funeral? Would they miss me, or would i just fade into nothing? I veer towards the latter. I make little impact on others lives and feel i have nothing to offer the world. I have complied a suicide note- I wonder if i'll ever have to use it.
    CaitlinBuchan97 CaitlinBuchan97 16-17, F 7 Responses Aug 26

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    KA1977 KA1977 36-40, M Oct 31

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    Death has dyed my brain black it started out

    as a little dot and then it grew as I got older into a thick vine it made a wrap around my head I try and try to made it stop but can't every time I try to get it off It grows more and more and I have given up let it take me if it wants I'm not afraid oh how much I wish I...
    sealare sealare 13-15, F 7 Responses Jun 9

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    princess42089 princess42089 22-25, F 7 Responses May 26

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    We work so hard, race too fast

    and always grant tomorrow as possibility for more work or more life, its like we made a contract with god that our lives would last long as we grant our dreams not knowing that by any day all this work can be a swept of ashes, when we are gone. Would we ask for more hour to work...
    Dancingnight Dancingnight 22-25, M 3 Responses Nov 7

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    Thinking about life itself

    as i use to do i realized a magnificent interior revelation. I will try to explain in writing form this feeling that i had. All of us came to existance not of a matter of occasion, we have been put in The test. The real test. Do not see life, Your life as a common, generic and...
    DiegoSMarinho DiegoSMarinho 16-17, M Sep 4

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    "When you die, the whole world suddenly loves

    you." There was a girl from my school who got cancer. She had tried to fight it for three years before her body gave up. She wasn't very popular, so i don't know if she had many real friends. But i noticed how fake people wrote about her on facebook. Even if they felt really...
    ESMatricX ESMatricX 18-21, M 3 Responses Nov 11

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    Death Is...

    ...no big deal. Or is it? Really now, why do we make such a fuss about death? I won't go with the 'it's inevitable, why worry about it' argument, though that line of thinking does have its benefits. I was thinking more about why we feel uncomfortable about death in the first...
    junjunjun junjunjun 22-25, M 7 Responses Aug 20, 2008

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    I think about death all the time.

    I am not afraid of it. I don't waste my time thinking what happens when we die. I am too busy living each day to the fullest. But I do have my beliefs that when I die I will make it to Valhalla.
    ValhallaAwaits ValhallaAwaits 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 8

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    There is life in death.

    I definitely believe that there is life in death. In a literal sense, a metaphorical sense, and obviously for some people a spiritual sense. When someone close to you dies you rethink your life. You face your own mortality. You try to find more meaning in your own life. In...
    IamMorbid IamMorbid 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 23

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