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I Think About Distorted Perception

share your thoughts on our existance as a species 52 People

    Subterfuge Seems Consent; Who Closed Your Mind? You?

    “Look at thought from a perspective that is not the thinker looking at thought: does the thinker think it chooses its isolation from relationship with everyone it can remember? Are you aware that if you see this one little thing you have transcended the human intelligence...
    PikdFlowr PikdFlowr 61-65, M Oct 11, 2011

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    Although I don't really believe in "distorted"

    perceptions, I like learning about how others perceive things. After all, perceptions are, well, perceptions.
    Ichilicious Ichilicious 26-30, M Aug 11, 2014

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    The Recovery Of Perfect Perception

    Distortions in perception become abstract if we don't begin where they begin: people dissimulate! People lie. People pretend. People look for what impresses those they want for some reason, be it sex, security or beast of burden, and then they learn how to act that way. If a...
    PikdFlowr PikdFlowr 61-65, M Jul 25, 2011

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    Sense Of Chaos And Adding-machine Mentality

    1. SELF There are parasites in the world who apply an anesthetic before piercing the skin or taking over the host organism. Imagine that you are alive to the world around you in the present perpetually, to the point of self-oblivion (which only means you are the "alive-to-it...
    PikdFlowr PikdFlowr 61-65, M Jan 21, 2012

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    I'm all ways thinking about sex but finding someone that thinks the same way I do is very hard
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    jassikitty jassikitty 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 18

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    So my new bf doesn't know anything about my sexual abuse, but he is just moving a little too fast for me.... Or I'm going at a slow pace. He wants to kiss, I don't. He wants to be...
    GodsArte GodsArte 18-21, F 6 Responses Jun 18

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    Its been almost 2 years since it happened and it's still the only thing I constantly think about.. I was 14 and was pulled in a room by my ex boyfriends best friend.. I was a...
    christina6005 christina6005 41-45, F 1 Response Jun 17

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