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I Think About Distorted Perception

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    The Recovery Of Perfect Perception

    Distortions in perception become abstract if we don't begin where they begin: people dissimulate! People lie. People pretend. People look for what impresses those they want for some reason, be it sex, security or beast of burden, and then they learn how to act that way. If a...
    PikdFlowr PikdFlowr 61-65, M Jul 25, 2011

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    Subterfuge Seems Consent; Who Closed Your Mind? You?

    “Look at thought from a perspective that is not the thinker looking at thought: does the thinker think it chooses its isolation from relationship with everyone it can remember? Are you aware that if you see this one little thing you have transcended the human intelligence...
    PikdFlowr PikdFlowr 61-65, M Oct 11, 2011

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    Sense Of Chaos And Adding-machine Mentality

    1. SELF There are parasites in the world who apply an anesthetic before piercing the skin or taking over the host organism. Imagine that you are alive to the world around you in the present perpetually, to the point of self-oblivion (which only means you are the "alive-to-it...
    PikdFlowr PikdFlowr 61-65, M Jan 21, 2012

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    I just watched the bucket list. This film reminds me of the last holiday. I'm not going to wait to live my life I will even do the small things people think not to do because they...
    cantpick cantpick 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    So i have been feeling really suicidal and i came across a website and a disclaimer was "If you can't take a joke" okay no we can take a joke but Suicide is nothing to joke about...
    SophieSophLJ SophieSophLJ 18-21, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    I've struggled with suicidal thoughts for a long time and only now after years of intensive therapy, high dosages of medications and being sectioned under the mental health act...
    thisisjuno thisisjuno 18-21, F 23 hrs ago

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    Today is so bad, I just want to wake up and not think about suicide or death, but I just don't want to do this anymore, any of it. I keep waiting for my hormones to get regulated...
    mljenkins mljenkins 41-45, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I have passion about nothing in my life. It's always been like this. I don't want to achieve anything, I don't want to do anything. I just want the years to pass by and wait for my...
    Fwtw Fwtw 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Wel) i have tried overdosing hanging myself and cutting my wrists but i got caught everytime for me the easiest thing was overdosing or cutting my wrists but only if you have taken...
    wichita316 wichita316 22-25, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    today I went to get an abortion. I found out I was pregnant with identical twins. I decided to hold off on the abortion so I could think about things. my boyfriend of 5 years is...
    Kellies80 Kellies80 31-35, F 6 Responses 2 days ago

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    And I hate myself for not being able to let go. Here's the story; I was friends with my ex friend for 4 years and that's all we were. I never wanted to be anything more because...
    awesomefallenangel awesomefallenangel 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I can't stop! I cant wait to see him soon and give him a huge kiss on the cheek. I think about everything about him. :)
    VirgoBeauty VirgoBeauty 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Disclaimer: I'm not actually going to commit suicide, this was just my thought process after I messed something up with someone I care for. I thought about suicide today, looked...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I can feel that rejection from all angles again the feeling it gives me inside its like A knife digging in my heart. This is when I just think it would be best for all that I...
    Gentleandlovingsoul Gentleandlovingsoul 36-40, F 4 days ago

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    Easy A is one of my favorite movies. If you see previews, depending on which previews you see is whether or not you will get a tainted view of what the movie is really about. The...
    loveismyfriend loveismyfriend 36-40, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Ever find yourself thinking about the darkest things, in this case it's death. We could die at any moment, think about how many people have died as i am typing this up, it's crazy...
    MrBugsyMalone MrBugsyMalone 13-15, M 5 days ago

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    I think about everything before going to bed. what has happened in the past, what I could've done to fix things, change things..I always overthink myself into a bad mood and I hate...
    chelsey1214 chelsey1214 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I thought it might be a way of meeting some similar minded, creative people but it doesn't seem to have happened. Having said that. I'm a private person and am not altogether...
    SamTheMan234 SamTheMan234 41-45, M 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    Bad Hair Day is a Disney movie and is based on very sensitive subjects. It is one of my favorite movies and I knew even before it aired the first time that it would be added to my...
    loveismyfriend loveismyfriend 36-40, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I watched if I stay and the fault in our stars they were so sad especially the fault in our stars I was crying so much at the end of the movie... makes me think about life
    EmoMusicLuv EmoMusicLuv 13-15, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    Associated card: Ten of Swords. Associated track: none. Isn't it peculiar... when you already know or rather have a tiny sampler of the afterlife, if you had NDE... and still...
    AmethystCluster AmethystCluster 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 3

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    Honestly so sick of people on here! The idea of this app is to share experience and post your feelings, but I always get people commenting on my posts offensive or disrespectful...
    EnchantedHopes EnchantedHopes 13-15, F 18 Responses Feb 2

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    about everyday lately. Idk why there's so much I could feel happy about. I also still have very good days sometimes, the joy that gives me than lasts for about 2 days. There are a...
    toughbaby toughbaby 18-21, F 4 Responses Feb 2

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    I've been thinking about suicide quite a bit. Two weeks before Christmas I was Baker acted. Almost when through with it. Tried again a week later. My friends family took me in to...
    Robeta Robeta 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 2

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    my ex I can't stop thinking about him, I don't want to be in a relationship with him but omg I want him to put his hands all over me so bad
    smashmouth4eva smashmouth4eva 31-35, F Feb 1

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    When I am at work, or away from my hubby, I think about him and I get all happy and warm inside! Then a big smile comes across my face! When i was at work on Friday I got that big...
    deedeebeebee deedeebeebee 41-45, F 3 Responses Feb 1

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    I can't stop thinking about past things, like embarrassing moments, conversations where I could've said something better, something more clever. I think about past problems that...
    PoetryApocolypse PoetryApocolypse 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 1

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    Ive been living with my partner for more than 7 years now. We have 3 boys under 5 years old and we met when i was 18. 3 years ago we found out he has an Asperger, type of autism...
    superkates superkates 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 31

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    I would like to know if anyone feels the same way Right now and for a while it has felt like I'm the only one who struggles so much with this Like to the point where it effects...
    Jordbaerbonnie Jordbaerbonnie 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 30

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    might as well call me Blurryface because I care what you think
    GayUkes GayUkes 13-15, T 2 Responses Jan 30

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    I'm thinking about running away, running from my home and everybody I know
    anestacia anestacia 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 30

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    It's true. I'm thinking about changing it. I honestly don't know why I chose it to begin with but I'm sure it had something to do with how I was feeling or what I needed from EP...
    SirLaughalots SirLaughalots 36-40, M 2 Responses Jan 29

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    I feel like I don't appreciate the people around me anymore, just because I think of him everyday. What hurts is that the person that occupies my mind doesn't even know I exist...
    geenieinabottle geenieinabottle 16-17, F Jan 29

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    I think about it a lot Iv only ever been with my husband from are school days am I missing out
    wifemum wifemum 31-35, F 4 Responses Jan 28

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    I think about things to much it's starts ok then mind start to think of every and I mean every possibility then I freak out, and scream or cry in a pillow because I think some...
    Hohenheim1 Hohenheim1 22-25, M Jan 26

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    I can't stop thinking about you. My craving for you has become double fold! You’re on my mind from the time I wake up to the time I go to sleep. Today, I felt you, in my most...
    jan25 jan25 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 24

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    You've been on my mind so here's a letter you will never see, because I need to get it out of my head. Dear J.T. It's been 9 years since I met you. High school algebra and I sat in...
    sbertram sbertram 22-25, F Jan 23

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    There isn't a single day that passes by without me thinking about death ... myself dying .... or my loved ones dying and leaving me forever. It makes me feel helpless, I hate...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 23

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    Too busy trying to survive which means I have little time to think of or about people, I see no reason to think about people unless they're doing something for me, since most of...
    Brandnewhim2015 Brandnewhim2015 31-35, M Jan 22

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    Every so often I think of him. I've had lovers since him but he is the one that'll forever be in my brain. IDK why but there was just something so intoxicating abut that man. I can...
    Ordinarylady Ordinarylady 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 22

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