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I Think About Forever

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    Forever And A Day

    I think about it, It's in my mind? Isn't it on yours? I want to be understood. I want to be kissed and held sweetly. I want to travel down the road, and When I hope to see you, you'll be there. I don't want to be alone. Maybe this sounds desperate, But I think about forever. I...
    KISSndKILL KISSndKILL 18-21, F May 21, 2012

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