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I Think About Having An Affair

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    I wish I could be on a site like this

    and be honest, without all the pervs...sheesh
    LauraTm504 LauraTm504 31-35, F 46 Responses Dec 2, 2013

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    No Thinking About It Anymore ..... It'S Done

    Ladies Night always tends to bring out a crowd of people at our local bar. My girlfriends and I decided to go last Wednesday night to let our hair down and enjoy a night out on the town.  It was hot and muggy.  I decided to wear a tank top with a pair of tight blue jeans.  We...
    southernbelle93126 southernbelle93126 36-40, F 14 Responses Jul 1, 2013

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    I married but I wanna know

    if I "still got it"
    cgezzy cgezzy 31-35, M 4 Responses Jul 9

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    Thigs have been getting difficult.

    I almost feel we are pulling apart. Not in a ad way, just sort of driftimg like snow on a feild. Swirls and drafts mmoving things around. We are busy and I spend alot of time with studies and a flip flop schedule we don't get to spend much time together. I foud EP (and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 19

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    Last Night

    Last night was probably the best nights in a long time ..... Well since NYE...... I went out with a couple that are friends of mine. My oldest daughter babysits their children. The husband invited his friend to come along with us. His friend is going thru a very nasty...
    southernbelle93126 southernbelle93126 36-40, F 13 Responses Jan 20, 2013

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    Almost non existent possibilityEven lesser

    probability.But that doesn't keep me from thinking.
    Lifeisacaveat Lifeisacaveat 56-60, M 3 Responses Aug 12

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    I Think About It But...

    I don't think I'll do it. I don't think I'm capable of doing this to my husband. But I think about it all the time. I feel bad, because I know I'm lucky that my husband is still very attracted to me even after having two kids. But I'm not attracted to him anymore. I'm bored...
    Maritzi Maritzi 31-35, F 19 Responses Sep 2, 2013

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    I think about this a lot.

    Living in a sexless marriage with a refuser husband is hard. It's sad feeling this alone when he is laying right next to me.
    Eclipsedheart Eclipsedheart 46-50, F 17 Responses Feb 26

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    Still Recommend It But Use Caution

    I've been seeing the other man for about three months now. We still see each other for lunch mostly or after work. We go to a secluded area and talk and make out for the hour or so. We have only gotten a hotel twice. The times we have were totally amazing. We got a hotel...
    jencpa jencpa 31-35, F 8 Responses Sep 30, 2013

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    I swore I never would.

    ....but I am so lonely. The desire to touch and be touched is so intense it is crippling.
    SouthernSweetness11 SouthernSweetness11 46-50, F 33 Responses Jun 23

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    Jadewayne Jadewayne 22-25, F 10 Responses Jun 7

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    meme111111 meme111111 36-40, M 1 Response Jun 8

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    Something Very New I don't think about having

    an affair anymore, I'm having one. Its been one of the best experiences of my life. I forgot what it felt like to have a man want me and actually want to make me happy. Today reminded me of that. I'll explain. Today I mention to the other guy something that had bothered me...
    jencpa jencpa 31-35, F 6 Responses Dec 4, 2013

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    Woman all have different beautiful minds

    and bodies. Their imaginations differ. Women are gifts meant to be savored and appreciated and pleasured.
    donaldsterling donaldsterling 51-55, M 1 Response May 18

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    I Wish..

    it has been 20 years...everyone see me as a happy mum/wife with 3 beautiful kids... but deep down inside only i know whats the true story behind my life.. i have to support for all my family needies .not that i am complaining...cos i always have in mind that being a husband/wife...
    enchantingjade enchantingjade 36-40 11 Responses Jun 29, 2012

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    At the end of the day,

    you chose to marry someone and take vows. If you feel something is wrong, an affair will make it trust me. Vows are the same thing as long term promises. Don't make promises you won't keep. Don't cheat and hurt someone, just because you feel it's not working out. What's the...
    sashakimi4 sashakimi4 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 11

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    I've never had an affair

    but I've fantasize about it. I miss the feeling of getting to know someone for the first time, the newness of a relationship. I love my husband and I love all aspects of him. I just miss the feeling of a new relationship. Plus, I'm more aggressive in bed then I was ten years ago...
    girlygirlyNurse girlygirlyNurse 31-35, F 17 Responses Dec 13, 2013

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    A Line Crossed

    My best friend invited me to go out with her last night to "just get a couple of drinks" ..... with the 2 of us .... there's NEVER just a "couple of drinks" lol..... She texted me & said she was waiting for me at the restaurant's bar & to hurry up because there was a couple...
    southernbelle93126 southernbelle93126 36-40, F 13 Responses Mar 16, 2013

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    I have been sexless for almost 4 year snow.

    My husband doesn't have any desire to at least please me. I am fed up for always being like this. I'm tired and cannot take to be ignored, neglected and abandoned. I'm thinking to have someone who will treat me special and provide everything I need.
    Yojj13 Yojj13 31-35, F 29 Responses Jan 6

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    Life After Being In An Affair

    Well, Let me first say I found this site desperately searching for help/strength to get out of an affair I had been having for almost two years with a married man. I have successfully done this and want to share my feelings and experience with those out there struggling in the...
    Lazyw2526 Lazyw2526 46-50, F 23 Responses Apr 14, 2011

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    I think about the excitement.

    The raw passion of animals in heat. Longing for a release from the everyday reality of life. The secret life that belongs to only you. No worries of your job, kids, spouse, housework. Just living in the moment of pure sinful lust. The joys of someone else wanting to use you for...
    aprilsums aprilsums 31-35, F 8 Responses Feb 13

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    I think about having a live affair

    when bored. I imagine going to the movies and eating chocolate tarts and laughing. I even think about how it will end, at a bench by a bridge. He'll leave me sitting alone looking at the sunset. Haha this is probably from a French movie.
    NotApplicable NotApplicable 22-25, F 6 Responses Aug 6

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    I think I might have already cheated.

    I have never had a chat like that. It turned me on so much. My husband has been turning me down and making me feel like wanting sex is wrong. It just felt good to know I'm not alone. Or some over sexed crazy lady. Or if I am it's not a bad thing. Im having Ideas of going out and...
    beautifly917 beautifly917 26-30, F 10 Responses Jan 20

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    It's sooooo wrong but the rush is amazing.

    I sometimes wish I had a lover that was dedicated to keeping the love affair going and enjoy the rush as much as I do.
    Shh84 Shh84 26-30, M Jun 7

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    Shoot I thought of having one 3 years into this

    past relationship. That's probably why it ended. Bad communication. I didn't think he appreciated me and he didn't think I appreciated him. So sad. Wish I told him how I cared. I'm just so bad with words. Wish I saw that he loved me. He shut down though. He would just shut down...
    NotApplicable NotApplicable 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 5

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    Before You Cheat

      BEFORE YOU CHEAT....let me tell you my story of my husband going on a similar group or even this group looking for a woman willing to have sex with him. He found such a woman who was willing to cheat on her husband . I can't tell you the excruciating pain and mind...
    internetsluts internetsluts 46-50 103 Responses Oct 9, 2008

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    I need that rush that comes with having an

    affair. There is no way to explain the high I get from it.
    Shh84 Shh84 26-30, M 2 Responses Jun 27

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    I love sex. Not always with my husband.

    I love thinking about it, talking about it, and doing it. I am a very sexual woman who "loves" her husband but doesn't like him much. I have had sex with several men during our 7 year marriage. I travel for work and I am always looking for the next guy. I don't know why I do...
    Houzofsex Houzofsex 41-45, F 14 Responses Dec 12, 2013

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    I Do..

    Every time one ends. LOL!
    soulrunher soulrunher 41-45, F 15 Responses May 3, 2013

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    The Paradox Of Marriage

    So after all I ask myself, who doesn´t think about having an affair, except for those people with an extremely low sex-drive or those few who seem to have found the perfect match. This leads me to wonder why marriage is still such an ideal, one partner for all your lifetime...
    Jaypanther Jaypanther 36-40, F 24 Responses Oct 29, 2011

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    Why should I go on like this?

    I could outsource, why not? Why should I continue to go through this? If I had the answers I wouldn't be writing this right? Why should me and my wife continue to just be roommates because that's all we are. Roommates with kids!!!!!!!!!!!
    meme111111 meme111111 36-40, M 7 Responses Jun 11

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    WANTED! - Female for friendship

    and sexual chats. I live in a sex bored marriage even when we do have sex it's dull (and yes I have talked about it before anyone says "have you tried talking to her" gee why didn't I think of that!) I'm sure there are females in the same position wanting some excitement - Apply...
    andy8669 andy8669 26-30, M Jun 22

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    Seeking Anal

                           Being married , I have a want for Anal sex and my husband finds it disgusting. and will not try at all.   I seek men that will be willing to have anal sex with me but will not want regular sex, for that is for my husband.   I have a...
    mrsmarleen mrsmarleen 61-65, F 87 Responses Jun 30, 2011

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    How do you have an affair without getting your

    emotions involved? I think about an affair because I'm so lonely but I tend to get easily attached because I am longing for attention. I don't want to complicate my life any more than it is and I feel that if I have an affair I will be setting myself up for more hurt.
    tammie74 tammie74 36-40, F 18 Responses Jul 13

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    So this is where it sucks.

    ....I've been seeing my other guy for over nine months now. I am very much in love with him. I know your not suppose to do that in an affair but I am. Anyway I want him all the time now, not just a few hours a week when we can. And days like today, where I miss him and I'm...
    jencpa jencpa 31-35, F 8 Responses Apr 2

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    tennguy55 tennguy55 22-25, M Jul 3

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    To all you Guys and gals out there thinking of

    having an affair... have a cyberaffair! Its the absolute next best thing to the real thing without all the associated heartache!! Believe me I've had both and know now what I prefer!
    BUBBLYBOY BUBBLYBOY 56-60, M 7 Responses Jun 24

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    Going To Have An Affair

    I am definitely looking to having an affair. 7 years into my lonely marriage, I discovered that my husband is incapable of meaning ful type of communication. He finds conversing with my tortuous and draining. I used to take it personally, but now I understand about...
    survivor23 survivor23 36-40, F 136 Responses Oct 21, 2009

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    L has been my friend

    for a number of years, mostly from work. We were acquaintances before, but developed into friendship as a shift in job roles entailed I work with her closer. We were part of a group that would visit a local pub that held a happy hour for folks from our company. Through the...
    qcrash qcrash 41-45, M 1 Response Aug 14

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    Someone on EP has me flustered today,

    all his talk about kisses and those dark smouldering eyes. Then I leave for lunch and run into my "friend". I think the men I know are trying to push me over the edge today!
    nevadagurl nevadagurl 41-45, F 5 Responses Jun 24

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    It seems that relationships

    that start on here is nothing but a game to so many. Don't lead anyone on with a promise of having an affair when you know darn well that you are not going to go through with it.
    InTheDogHouse InTheDogHouse 51-55, M 3 Responses Aug 27

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    I have been married for 20 years

    and often seek out the advances of other woman. Is this normal?
    samuelthomas samuelthomas 36-40, M 3 Responses Jul 16

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    There is a boy one year younger

    than me. He isn't near as logical as my current boyfriend but he has something about him that I was instantly in love with. He is kind of cute in a dorky kind of way and I love that. And he is a tad on the chubby side, as I tend to like. But he has problems with himself. He's...
    battlefighter battlefighter 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 5

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    There's a guy I work with

    that has offered more than once to take me in the back. Why shouldn't i do it? My husband won't touch me...
    HiddenDesires88 HiddenDesires88 22-25, F 23 Responses Jun 28

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    His anger issues have just pushed me away -

    each time he gets more angry I drift further and further away. I'm done with making my entire existence revolve around how to please him and successfully walk on egg shells. I have compatability staring me in the face and ready for the taking, which makes drifting twice as easy...
    Luckylotus013 Luckylotus013 26-30, F 21 Responses Mar 13

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    Women are beautiful and I am wanting to start

    an affair but this wife thing is in my way
    rustr8 rustr8 51-55, M 1 Response Sep 6

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    I Know I Am Selfish

    I have thought about this long before I could admit to myself that our marriage is not getting any better. I have tried total commitment. I denied myself of the glory of what women should have under the blessings of marriage. But I just can't be happy with a man i don't have...
    ladyryan ladyryan 41-45, F 32 Responses Sep 27, 2011

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    I Would Realy Love An Affair.....

    I would realy love an affair... to have a boy/girlfriend nobody knows about....I love secrets.
    linda linda 21-25, F 103 Responses Feb 22, 2007

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    I've Been Through It, You Don't Want To Do It........

    As you can tell by my title remorseful refusing wife, I'm the one that had low sexual desire and didn't provide for my husbands needs. I would like to tell you and say right off an affair is the worst thing you could do to your family. You will not think about or even realize...
    RRRW RRRW 46-50, F 15 Responses Jul 26, 2012

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    My husbands idea of romance is watching Big

    Bang Theory on the couch together. I need more!!! I crave to be touched, to be kissed. To just freaking make out with someone and have the physical contact. Not just anyone, I would not do that with a stranger, but I know a few men that could fill this need. But I can't...
    nevadagurl nevadagurl 41-45, F 11 Responses Jul 25

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    Is there anything wrong with looking

    for fulfillment? In my SM for so long, I have desires and passions that go nowhere except to my employer. Is that the best? I have been paying more attention, flirting and trying to have fun. And the fact that I am married is the problem. So I am completely confused, must I be...
    JRD22 JRD22 51-55, M 6 Responses Aug 30

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    I am happy with my man,

    but he works different shifts each month. We are having a baby in 6 months and I spend time home alone a lot. Lately I am thinking/fantasizing about having a guy or more then one guy come over at the times that my fiancée is working. The more I think about it the more I want to...
    Innocent85 Innocent85 26-30, F 24 Responses Dec 18, 2013

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    Yep. I do. Obsessively.

    Difficult to find the right person alas....
    tryagainuk tryagainuk 46-50, M 3 days ago

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