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I Think About Love and Being Loved

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 264 People

    Sometimes. Been alone

    for a long time now. And most of the time it's fine. But occasionally. Often late at night. When the world is asleep. I wonder about it. Whether I'll ever experience that buzz. That butterflies in your tummy feeling ever again. I think about those who have gone before. I think...
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M Jan 21, 2015

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    lexuslourve lexuslourve 41-45, F 1 Response Jun 17, 2011

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    Is It Him Or Is It Me?

    Hello all, I have been dating this guy for the past 2 years. On the 14th of December (the day before his birthday) he asked me to marry him... He said he knew that the ring isn't the one I wanted but "it was what I could afford". He works at a Prison on the Sort team he makes...
    QuestionsOnLife QuestionsOnLife 26-30, F Jan 23, 2013

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    Love Is Experienced Differently By Each of Us.

    LOVE   a match is struck the head flares it is instantly extinguished by gusts from pouted lips and fully puffed cheeks   another is struck the head flares it burns to fingertips left to die in blackened ash   submerged in a bath scented with oils...
    bcj bcj 51-55, M 21 Responses Mar 1, 2009

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    Learning To Love Myself...

    I went through this wild stage of life where I was discovering myself. I wanted a mohawk and listed to hard rock. I was obsessed with drums and electric guitar. I think it was only because I liked this guy who was into all this stuff too and the only way I thought I could get...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 24, 2013

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    If you love a person,

    you accept the total person. With all the defects. Because those defects are a part of the person. Never try to change a person you love, because the very effort to change says that you love half, and the other half of the person is not accepted. When you love, you simply love.
    sincerehuman sincerehuman 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 21, 2015

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    Every Single Day of My Existence......

    ~ I dream of finding that one love. The one who will make this life worth being in completely. Who will let me love him with all that I am & all that I can/will be. I dream of a love that is forever, not always easy, but there always.... This is love I wish for, yearn for...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Mar 22, 2009

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    In The Shade

    See the shade that I cast Feel the peace Sense the grace Hear the quiet. Approach the boundary Try to move it Try to stretch it Try to cut it. Come bask in the shade protected embraced loved.
    bcj bcj 51-55, M 30 Responses Jul 9, 2011

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    Questions About Love When I write most of my

    essays, I do my best to provide answers. To help my readers in some way. This is not one of those times. I'm sorry. There are no answers here; just questions. Maybe you've asked some of the same questions. What is love? How does it start and why does it die? Did I not do...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 28, 2015

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