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I Think About Past Alot

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    Because it was, and still does,

    make me who I am today. :)
    Sheismybestfriend Sheismybestfriend 31-35, M Sep 16, 2014

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    Boyfriend

    I cant get over my boyfriends past? hes never cheated or anything.. nor been unfaithful he loves me so much, i think i am ruining our relationship.. i was a virgin.. he was quite down with the boys.. i cant het over his past.. any advice?
    tawoods1 tawoods1 22-25, M 1 Response Nov 10, 2013

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    How Do You Forget?

    How do you let him go when he was your first love?How do you forget all the pain someone has put you through? How do you forget someone telling you to be better everyday, because your worthless? How do you move on and be happy with other guys after that first love broke...
    bittersweetlullaby bittersweetlullaby 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 19, 2012

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    It Comes Back Too Many Times

    Everyone once in a while my past comes back to haunt me, when it does i just completely break down and loose myself. I think so much about it the more i think about it the more i cry, the more i cry the more i feel alone and worthless. Is it normal for me to feel like this? Or am...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 7, 2012

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    kbabe0181 kbabe0181 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 15, 2014

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    Lost In My Memories

    I keep going back to the past...It keeps coming back to me...I can't get rid of it...i can't get it out of my mind...I'm losing people because i am so sad all the time...They think i don't want to get better and i like being sad and upset and cutting all the time...I hate being...
    VampreEmoNeko VampreEmoNeko 18-21, F May 30, 2013

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    I Do Not Know Why

    Sometimes the things that I have done or been through is all that I can think about. Most days are okay, but some days it becomes all consuming. Thankfully I haven't had a flashback in some time though.Sometimes I think about when I was a child and sometimes I think about last...
    lyricaldemise lyricaldemise 36-40, T Mar 15, 2013

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    We Can Change The Way We Look At Our Past

    We cannot change our past, but we can change our present and future. I over think a good majority of things, especially my past. What I have come to terms with is that our past cannot be forgotten and that we cannot change it. But, we can change the way we look at it. All my life...
    supernovaChic supernovaChic 22-25, F Apr 10, 2013

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    I can't stop thinking about my ex.

    I know it's weird Our relationship ended last month. And it was only a one month relationship It didn't even last that long. I think about the day he broke my heart. I have random dreams about him. I'm sorry I just think it totally sucks that I think about a person that...
    andreaespe andreaespe 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 28, 2014

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    Will The Future Ever Measure Up To The Past?

    So many beautiful memories from the past, sometimes I wonder if the future will ever measure up. I miss so many people who used to be dear to me but they do not wish to be in my life anymore. Nor should they. What's over is over, but I always have this urge to reach out. To go...
    AcrosstheGreatDivide AcrosstheGreatDivide 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 19, 2012

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    Help!!!!!!!!!!!!

    i cant forget about my pass it like the more i grow the more i remember my pass
    shebrina shebrina 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 9, 2012

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    I Miss My Past

    Why do things in the past haunt me so much....why do I miss so much? People who I loved are in my past, but I don't want them to be there. Maybe I grew up different then other people in a different place. I know what it s like to have to hang on to something special when you find...
    Abeautifulheart Abeautifulheart 18-21, F 4 Responses Oct 7, 2012

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    You're Right Here......my Past.

    Its something like 7 years now.I was 23 then.Madly in love with my girl.Nothing could make me feel that she wasn't in love with me too.I gave her all I could when I was with her....after I married her.Away from her I never thought of anyone but her.My passion for photography...
    bullseye111 bullseye111 26-30, M 14 Responses Sep 1, 2012

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    In The Past...

    I was unstoppable, was confident and things seemed to come easy. Now in my middle forty's I seemed to have lost it all. I can't seem to connect with any job, even some of my old friends... Just no fire??
    anotherdayanotherjob anotherdayanotherjob 41-45, M 2 Responses Aug 14, 2012

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    Change?

    I think about my past a lot when things in current events turn negative, and as cheesey as it sounds, I wish somebody would come along and change me into someone beautiful and likeable, approachable and confident. Life isn't that awful right now, I'm not depressed, sad or in a...
    emily65 emily65 18-21, F Dec 30, 2012

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    You Raise Me Up And I Drag You Down...

    I've just recently been diagnosed with depression. Apparently my doctor says I've had it since I was fifteen; I'm now twenty-one. It's nothing new. My mother always suspected I was mental. The fact that it's depression and not something more serious (apparently mental disorders...
    xrainaxwolfx xrainaxwolfx 18-21, F Aug 3, 2012

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    I'm stupidly stuck slap in the middle frame of

    my life's past. It was the only place I truly loved; the land, the culture and people, the friends, just everything. It was my escape from a living hell. It was the only small window of 'freedom' I've ever had and have not yet retrieved back. I try not to forget or regret my...
    hitvl hitvl 18-21, F Dec 4, 2013

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    Scars

    I think about the past a lot... probably to much. It really affects the way I am today. My childhood kind of haunts my mind at times. I usually can block it out almost like I didn't have one but everyone has a trigger. Its very vague but the smell of old beer on his breath still...
    LauraEmily LauraEmily 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 10, 2012

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    I keep going back to the past.

    ..It keeps coming back to me...I can't get rid of it...i can't get it out of my mind...I'm losing people because i am so sad all the time...They think i don't want to get better and i like being sad and upset and cutting all the time...I hate being miserable but i just can't get...
    EmoNekoNiki EmoNekoNiki 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 23, 2014

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    The Past

    i find myself thinking about my past a whole lot. i think of all the good times that i'll never get back. i think of all the bad times that i wish never would've happened. i think of all the things i wish i would've done but never did. i think of all the things i shouldn't have...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 14, 2012

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    I wish I could just go back in time.

    I wish things were different. I wish you were mine. Still. Not a day goes by I don't think about you. When I see you instead of just saying hi and bye I would kiss you.
    nancyramos94 nancyramos94 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 15, 2014

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    Mistake

    I know that it's over and done with and you say that it's all in the past, but sometimes I just can't help it. I think of how it felt to tell you and how lost you seemed. The cold in your voice that I had never imagined would be directed at me. I remember how bitter you sounded...
    MacabreFanatic MacabreFanatic 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 21, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    I hate the past with so much pain thinking about it :(
    Dani1995 Dani1995 18-21, F Dec 28, 2014

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    I am a 35 year "young" woman, who is divorced six years now. I have been dating a young man who is currently 25 years old. We used to live together, now I live 850 miles away. (job...
    Jenjuz79 Jenjuz79 31-35 Jan 12

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    To any of those thinking about this, I want you to know my story. I was suicidal for my entire senior year of high school. We had moved from the place where I had lived longest in...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    I am 99% sure that I need to do this. He has made promise after promise that he would better himself. He's not a BAD person. He's just lazy. We got married too early because I...
    TakingFlight TakingFlight 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    though I usually don't get any proof that people are thinking about me but I always assume it.its not the people or the world but its my subconscious mind who is always giving a...
    perfectcancerian perfectcancerian 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 7

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    I still can not stop thinking about my ex. Some days I'm ok, other days I still cry. I can't get him out of my head. My heart pounds so hard when I think of him. I miss everything...
    EmilyPouliot EmilyPouliot 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 12

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    I think about it a lot actually. I'm not going to go out and kill myself, but I really wouldn't mind if someone did it for me. All I need is for someone to run a red light and it's...
    BigBlittleb123 BigBlittleb123 16-17, M Dec 29, 2014

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    Hi. This won't be an easy one. I'm 37 years old, and have been married for over 16 years. My wife and I have three girls, 16, 12 and 10. I have not been a loyal husband, but up...
    Betruetoyourpath Betruetoyourpath 36-40, M 2 Responses Jan 12

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    That's kinda the problem. I can't stop thinking about two people. The third I know I should be thinking about. But tbh he's the last thing I think about. The other two are Abraham...
    kpfoster1985 kpfoster1985 13-15, M a week ago

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    Today, like most days, whenever I'm not actively doing something else, I end up thinking about him. Revisiting old conversations, creating new ones, reliving old experiences and...
    midnight13child midnight13child 26-30, F Jan 3

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    I got a movie from the library several years ago that was about a family that was not particularly well off; a young mother, her husband and two kids. The mother was diagnosed with...
    naturefreak1 naturefreak1 22-25, F Jan 4

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    It's like every detail keeps replaying in my head . Why can't I just let it go? It's been 2 years and still today seeing your face would kill me . I want to hurt you . Physically...
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 8

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    I'm already thinking about baby names for my boy. I think it's more fun choosing names for a girl. I don't have much names but the father and I went over some names. I like names...
    KiannaJ KiannaJ 22-25, F Jan 10

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    I think about it everyday. I've always had this fascination with it, the concept primarily. I find it interesting how so many feel so strongly against it, and yet some love it. How...
    EnigmaVolt EnigmaVolt 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 13

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    I no longer care what others think about me. This is who I am, I am who I am and I will NOT change for anyone. I know I am different than other people. I am in my own world. I...
    Niko864 Niko864 41-45, M Jan 15

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    I basically think about sex from the time I wake up to the time I go to bed. I think what happens is, if you don't have sex you think about it more. The lack of sex blows...
    beensolong115 beensolong115 46-50, M Jan 17

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    Everyday I wake up, no matter how hard I try the S thought comes rushing through time and time again. Is not just as passing thought but instead once the S is alive in my front...
    lastchancecurious lastchancecurious 36-40, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I feel like an obsessive compulsive stalker of the mind...I think about him way too much and being that I have known him like seven years but don't really know him makes it mostly...
    jaxpdx jaxpdx 41-45, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    Sometimes. Been alone for a long time now. And most of the time it's fine. But occasionally. Often late at night. When the world is asleep. I wonder about it. Whether I'll ever...
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M 5 days ago

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    I love you so much it hurts; I ache for you in the most literal sense of the word. I wonder what it would be like if we were left alone. Do you think of me at all? I wake up and...
    jollybeanses jollybeanses 36-40, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    Online Relationship Anxiety II: The Update Hi everyone at EP. I hadn't been in Experience Project overly a year and there's a lot to talk about. But first...I want to talk about...
    Gonzobdd Gonzobdd 18-21, M Dec 28, 2014

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    I am just sitting right now thinking about my life....what I really want to do? whenever I think of a purpose I deviate from it very soon...and end in situations which I always...
    dreamchaser23 dreamchaser23 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 29, 2014

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    two people mostly, and both i probably shouldn't be thinking about. Both are my ex boyfriends. One used to get so mad he'd scare me, but he never hit me; wish I could say the...
    irishlassy98 irishlassy98 16-17, F Jan 1

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    I might not but maybe when I'm older and have thought about it more. I have an idea of what I want tattooed but I'm not even sure if I'll like it in 10 years, so I just want to be...
    Angelyn2097 Angelyn2097 18-21, F Jan 1

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    I'm thinking about it.. Don't know for sure.. But I think I need a break from EP
    Newgirl00 Newgirl00 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 2

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