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I Think About Past Alot

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    You're Right Here......my Past.

    Its something like 7 years now.I was 23 then.Madly in love with my girl.Nothing could make me feel that she wasn't in love with me too.I gave her all I could when I was with her....after I married her.Away from her I never thought of anyone but her.My passion for photography...
    bullseye111 bullseye111 26-30, M 14 Responses Sep 1, 2012

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    Because it was, and still does,

    make me who I am today. :)
    Sheismybestfriend Sheismybestfriend 26-30, M 1 day ago

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    kbabe0181 kbabe0181 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 15

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    Help!!!!!!!!!!!!

    i cant forget about my pass it like the more i grow the more i remember my pass
    shebrina shebrina 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 9, 2012

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    I'm stupidly stuck slap in the middle frame of

    my life's past. It was the only place I truly loved; the land, the culture and people, the friends, just everything. It was my escape from a living hell. It was the only small window of 'freedom' I've ever had and have not yet retrieved back. I try not to forget or regret my...
    hitvl hitvl 18-21, F Dec 4, 2013

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    In The Past...

    I was unstoppable, was confident and things seemed to come easy. Now in my middle forty's I seemed to have lost it all. I can't seem to connect with any job, even some of my old friends... Just no fire??
    anotherdayanotherjob anotherdayanotherjob 41-45, M 2 Responses Aug 14, 2012

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    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M Sep 1

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    We Can Change The Way We Look At Our Past

    We cannot change our past, but we can change our present and future. I over think a good majority of things, especially my past. What I have come to terms with is that our past cannot be forgotten and that we cannot change it. But, we can change the way we look at it. All my life...
    supernovaChic supernovaChic 22-25, F Apr 10, 2013

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    I Miss My Past

    Why do things in the past haunt me so much....why do I miss so much? People who I loved are in my past, but I don't want them to be there. Maybe I grew up different then other people in a different place. I know what it s like to have to hang on to something special when you find...
    Abeautifulheart Abeautifulheart 18-21, F 5 Responses Oct 7, 2012

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    Boyfriend

    I cant get over my boyfriends past? hes never cheated or anything.. nor been unfaithful he loves me so much, i think i am ruining our relationship.. i was a virgin.. he was quite down with the boys.. i cant het over his past.. any advice?
    tawoods1 tawoods1 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 10, 2013

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    You Raise Me Up And I Drag You Down...

    I've just recently been diagnosed with depression. Apparently my doctor says I've had it since I was fifteen; I'm now twenty-one. It's nothing new. My mother always suspected I was mental. The fact that it's depression and not something more serious (apparently mental disorders...
    xrainaxwolfx xrainaxwolfx 18-21, F Aug 3, 2012

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    Mistake

    I know that it's over and done with and you say that it's all in the past, but sometimes I just can't help it. I think of how it felt to tell you and how lost you seemed. The cold in your voice that I had never imagined would be directed at me. I remember how bitter you sounded...
    MacabreFanatic MacabreFanatic 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 21, 2013

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    Change?

    I think about my past a lot when things in current events turn negative, and as cheesey as it sounds, I wish somebody would come along and change me into someone beautiful and likeable, approachable and confident. Life isn't that awful right now, I'm not depressed, sad or in a...
    emily65 emily65 18-21, F Dec 30, 2012

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    How Do You Forget?

    How do you let him go when he was your first love?How do you forget all the pain someone has put you through? How do you forget someone telling you to be better everyday, because your worthless? How do you move on and be happy with other guys after that first love broke...
    bittersweetlullaby bittersweetlullaby 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 19, 2012

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    I wish I could just go back in time.

    I wish things were different. I wish you were mine. Still. Not a day goes by I don't think about you. When I see you instead of just saying hi and bye I would kiss you.
    nancyramos94 nancyramos94 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 15

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    Will The Future Ever Measure Up To The Past?

    So many beautiful memories from the past, sometimes I wonder if the future will ever measure up. I miss so many people who used to be dear to me but they do not wish to be in my life anymore. Nor should they. What's over is over, but I always have this urge to reach out. To go...
    AcrosstheGreatDivide AcrosstheGreatDivide 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 19, 2012

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    I Do Not Know Why

    Sometimes the things that I have done or been through is all that I can think about. Most days are okay, but some days it becomes all consuming. Thankfully I haven't had a flashback in some time though.Sometimes I think about when I was a child and sometimes I think about last...
    lyricaldemise lyricaldemise 36-40 Mar 15, 2013

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    The Past

    i find myself thinking about my past a whole lot. i think of all the good times that i'll never get back. i think of all the bad times that i wish never would've happened. i think of all the things i wish i would've done but never did. i think of all the things i shouldn't have...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 14, 2012

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    It Comes Back Too Many Times

    Everyone once in a while my past comes back to haunt me, when it does i just completely break down and loose myself. I think so much about it the more i think about it the more i cry, the more i cry the more i feel alone and worthless. Is it normal for me to feel like this? Or am...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 7, 2012

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    Lost In My Memories

    I keep going back to the past...It keeps coming back to me...I can't get rid of it...i can't get it out of my mind...I'm losing people because i am so sad all the time...They think i don't want to get better and i like being sad and upset and cutting all the time...I hate being...
    VampreEmoNeko VampreEmoNeko 18-21, F May 30, 2013

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    Scars

    I think about the past a lot... probably to much. It really affects the way I am today. My childhood kind of haunts my mind at times. I usually can block it out almost like I didn't have one but everyone has a trigger. Its very vague but the smell of old beer on his breath still...
    LauraEmily LauraEmily 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 10, 2012

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    All I do is think about the past. I can never remember anything good but all about the bad. I rethink over everything and wonder if it will come back and get me one day.
    Beatenrodent Beatenrodent 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 19

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    I've been overweight for a good chunk of my life. Currently I'm up to about 290 lbs. I've been trying to lose the weight, and for a while, I was doing pretty well, but now... I...
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    In the 8th grade I started at a new school and met this boy. He was tall, lanky and a little bit dorky - but to me he was the bee's knees. We had lunch and gym together, I never...
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    I miss you so much most nights I can't breathe. The weirdest things make me cry. A song. A T-shirt. I see a face in a crowd and for a second it's yours before morphing into a...
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    I have been thinking about my future a lot more lately and right now, hear is what I have plan out. • Graduate high school • Spend a year and 6 months at home to make up for...
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    sometimeslonelytoo sometimeslonelytoo 41-45, M 1 Response Aug 22

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    Allaloneandpoisoned Allaloneandpoisoned 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 30

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    I can't stop thinking about my love who lives in another country, I see him once a year and I have just came back from being with him this summer and I'm depressed I can't go out...
    Ame101 Ame101 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 30

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    Once again, I should be asleep. But instead I am awake... Thinking about him, as usual. I almost cried. But I keep telling myself I don't cry over him anymore. What is wrong with...
    ImpossibleHeart ImpossibleHeart 26-30, F Sep 1

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    I wish you'd miss me the way I miss you like this. I wish I knew if you think about me the way I think about you.
    emelon12 emelon12 18-21, F Sep 1

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    I still think about all my childhood friends I grew up with in that tiny village. Although I moved away more than half my life ago, I still think of them and wonder what they're...
    Seblett Seblett 13-15, F Sep 4

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    Last night I had this dream about my brothers best friend. I've known the guy for years and he is staying at my parents with my brother at the moment so I see him all the time when...
    TayTayFL TayTayFL 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 4

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    Why can't I stop?! It's over. Done. I don't want to be with you anymore. But I can't stop thinking about you. Is it normal to keep thinking about an ex lover? Please help me out...
    leekalady leekalady 22-25, F 1 Response a week ago

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    You know what's so fascinating/scary to think about... Death... You're gonna be gone FOREVER, forever is a long time.. A very long time. What's death like? Can you watch people...
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    Life films that make you think twice!These kind of films are great because it shows that the films mean something to you, showing a new light and another perspective of life! Also...
    MilweePetite MilweePetite 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I often lay in my bed and think about you. When you're away I miss you so, I don't know what to do. I fantasize of you & feel your warmth at my side in bed. You so far away, yet...
    kub4n954 kub4n954 26-30, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Films that make you think about the way you live and make you question why. Or films that make a subtle commentary on society. Sometimes, I can watch a film that I haven't...
    PickledPete PickledPete 51-55, M Aug 25

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    What scares me is I don't know how he feels about this at all. About me and him. I'm trying not to rush anything. Trying to take it slow. But it hurts me when he doesn't seem...
    emelon12 emelon12 18-21, F Aug 26

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    I always will be thinking about death.I saw my life ending too close,I know how does it feel to be lost or think these are your last thoughts.Death is brutal and poetic at the same...
    4biandu 4biandu 26-30, F Aug 31

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    Suicidal Jewish Girl to Orthodox Jew to Believer of Jesus! Many Jews come to Jesus! ~ From It's Super Natural - Ayelet Steckbeck was born Jewish family in Israel but she was...
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    My first kiss 💋 when I thought I'd never have a first kiss until I'm 25. Boy was I wrong. Yet it swept me off my feet and I fell hard on the ground. Still, now after two years...
    urguts08 urguts08 18-21, F Aug 18

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    What's wrong with me? Why do I think about my life so wrong. Why do I deep cornered into life. I feel like I'm forced to go to school forced to learn forced to get a job and make...
    catherineeac catherineeac 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 22

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    i think about if i would be happier. maybe the pain would go away. i have suffered so much in this world and it doesnt make sense to keep being here living in hate for myself and...
    unlovednbroken unlovednbroken 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 23

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    I found out that my friend and I like the same guy >.< when she told me who she liked I lied to her and told her I still like my old crush. He's always on my mind but every time...
    musicislifeandlove musicislifeandlove 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 23

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