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I Think About Past Alot

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    I can't stop thinking about my ex.

    I know it's weird Our relationship ended last month. And it was only a one month relationship It didn't even last that long. I think about the day he broke my heart. I have random dreams about him. I'm sorry I just think it totally sucks that I think about a person that...
    andreaespe andreaespe 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 28

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    You Raise Me Up And I Drag You Down...

    I've just recently been diagnosed with depression. Apparently my doctor says I've had it since I was fifteen; I'm now twenty-one. It's nothing new. My mother always suspected I was mental. The fact that it's depression and not something more serious (apparently mental disorders...
    xrainaxwolfx xrainaxwolfx 18-21, F Aug 3, 2012

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    Boyfriend

    I cant get over my boyfriends past? hes never cheated or anything.. nor been unfaithful he loves me so much, i think i am ruining our relationship.. i was a virgin.. he was quite down with the boys.. i cant het over his past.. any advice?
    tawoods1 tawoods1 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 10, 2013

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    It Comes Back Too Many Times

    Everyone once in a while my past comes back to haunt me, when it does i just completely break down and loose myself. I think so much about it the more i think about it the more i cry, the more i cry the more i feel alone and worthless. Is it normal for me to feel like this? Or am...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 7, 2012

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    I keep going back to the past.

    ..It keeps coming back to me...I can't get rid of it...i can't get it out of my mind...I'm losing people because i am so sad all the time...They think i don't want to get better and i like being sad and upset and cutting all the time...I hate being miserable but i just can't get...
    EmoNekoNiki EmoNekoNiki 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 23

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    I Miss My Past

    Why do things in the past haunt me so much....why do I miss so much? People who I loved are in my past, but I don't want them to be there. Maybe I grew up different then other people in a different place. I know what it s like to have to hang on to something special when you find...
    Abeautifulheart Abeautifulheart 18-21, F 5 Responses Oct 7, 2012

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    Help!!!!!!!!!!!!

    i cant forget about my pass it like the more i grow the more i remember my pass
    shebrina shebrina 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 9, 2012

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    Mistake

    I know that it's over and done with and you say that it's all in the past, but sometimes I just can't help it. I think of how it felt to tell you and how lost you seemed. The cold in your voice that I had never imagined would be directed at me. I remember how bitter you sounded...
    MacabreFanatic MacabreFanatic 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 21, 2013

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    How Do You Forget?

    How do you let him go when he was your first love?How do you forget all the pain someone has put you through? How do you forget someone telling you to be better everyday, because your worthless? How do you move on and be happy with other guys after that first love broke...
    bittersweetlullaby bittersweetlullaby 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 19, 2012

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    I'm stupidly stuck slap in the middle frame of

    my life's past. It was the only place I truly loved; the land, the culture and people, the friends, just everything. It was my escape from a living hell. It was the only small window of 'freedom' I've ever had and have not yet retrieved back. I try not to forget or regret my...
    hitvl hitvl 18-21, F Dec 4, 2013

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    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M Sep 1

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    Scars

    I think about the past a lot... probably to much. It really affects the way I am today. My childhood kind of haunts my mind at times. I usually can block it out almost like I didn't have one but everyone has a trigger. Its very vague but the smell of old beer on his breath still...
    LauraEmily LauraEmily 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 10, 2012

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    kbabe0181 kbabe0181 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 15

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    We Can Change The Way We Look At Our Past

    We cannot change our past, but we can change our present and future. I over think a good majority of things, especially my past. What I have come to terms with is that our past cannot be forgotten and that we cannot change it. But, we can change the way we look at it. All my life...
    supernovaChic supernovaChic 22-25, F Apr 10, 2013

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    In The Past...

    I was unstoppable, was confident and things seemed to come easy. Now in my middle forty's I seemed to have lost it all. I can't seem to connect with any job, even some of my old friends... Just no fire??
    anotherdayanotherjob anotherdayanotherjob 41-45, M 2 Responses Aug 14, 2012

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    Lost In My Memories

    I keep going back to the past...It keeps coming back to me...I can't get rid of it...i can't get it out of my mind...I'm losing people because i am so sad all the time...They think i don't want to get better and i like being sad and upset and cutting all the time...I hate being...
    VampreEmoNeko VampreEmoNeko 18-21, F May 30, 2013

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    Change?

    I think about my past a lot when things in current events turn negative, and as cheesey as it sounds, I wish somebody would come along and change me into someone beautiful and likeable, approachable and confident. Life isn't that awful right now, I'm not depressed, sad or in a...
    emily65 emily65 18-21, F Dec 30, 2012

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    The Past

    i find myself thinking about my past a whole lot. i think of all the good times that i'll never get back. i think of all the bad times that i wish never would've happened. i think of all the things i wish i would've done but never did. i think of all the things i shouldn't have...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 14, 2012

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    Will The Future Ever Measure Up To The Past?

    So many beautiful memories from the past, sometimes I wonder if the future will ever measure up. I miss so many people who used to be dear to me but they do not wish to be in my life anymore. Nor should they. What's over is over, but I always have this urge to reach out. To go...
    AcrosstheGreatDivide AcrosstheGreatDivide 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 19, 2012

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    You're Right Here......my Past.

    Its something like 7 years now.I was 23 then.Madly in love with my girl.Nothing could make me feel that she wasn't in love with me too.I gave her all I could when I was with her....after I married her.Away from her I never thought of anyone but her.My passion for photography...
    bullseye111 bullseye111 26-30, M 14 Responses Sep 1, 2012

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    I Do Not Know Why

    Sometimes the things that I have done or been through is all that I can think about. Most days are okay, but some days it becomes all consuming. Thankfully I haven't had a flashback in some time though.Sometimes I think about when I was a child and sometimes I think about last...
    lyricaldemise lyricaldemise 36-40, T Mar 15, 2013

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    I wish I could just go back in time.

    I wish things were different. I wish you were mine. Still. Not a day goes by I don't think about you. When I see you instead of just saying hi and bye I would kiss you.
    nancyramos94 nancyramos94 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 15

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    Because it was, and still does,

    make me who I am today. :)
    Sheismybestfriend Sheismybestfriend 31-35, M Sep 16

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    I think about death also i think about ways of death,,i think i dont deserve to be alive ,,every day i fighting these ideas amd i cant stop thinking about death,,i have a daughter...
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    But the pain is a little less. I still think about you, but the tears don't come as easily. I still think about you, but the sound of your voice is a little more distant. I still...
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    I just finished watching a film that I know I'm going to fail miserably trying to share because it was touching in a personal way to me. It was a film about a young girl from the a...
    TheShadowedGirl TheShadowedGirl 31-35 1 Response Sep 21

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    I really haven't tried to stop thinking about you though :P I love thinking about you. All day everyday you're on my mind and I just love thinking about what it would be like...
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I think I may have been in love with my best friend turned friends with benefits...he moved away and stopped talking to me altogether...I find myself comparing other guys to him...
    Mls1954 Mls1954 22-25, F 1 Response 21 hrs ago

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    ~~~My ex-boyfriend looks like Jeremy Renner, now I miss him~~~I saw a film this afternoon called "The Immigrant" with Jeremy Renner. I use to think he had an ordinary face. Now I...
    dandylyne44 dandylyne44 26-30, F 2 Responses 16 hrs ago

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    I'm still thinking about all this high school shizz because of how screwed over I felt the whole time. I'm trying to get on with my life, but I can't really do that until certain...
    jpk29 jpk29 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    I am always thinking about food. I was eating potato chips, then I decide I wanted something sweet so I got some ice cream, then I had some waffles. While I was eating I decided I...
    fatgenie fatgenie 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Dori: What are you thinking about when you look out there ? Sandy Bates: Just, you know... All those people and you know how unhappy most of them are and those terrible things...
    dontcareforlabels dontcareforlabels 41-45, M 2 Responses Sep 30

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    I think about it quite a lot. If you want to know why read my other stories. I can't live like this and I don't think I should have too.
    meme111111 meme111111 36-40, M 5 Responses Oct 4

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    Im thinking of getting one Have been thinking about it for months but I dunno what I want, maybe a wolf or my dogs paw print but I don't know where I'd have it
    jodie112 jodie112 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 5

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    I do, have been for quite sometime now. Together for 12 years, married for 10. I've had some fun online and think I've come to terms with my situation and needs. Now I just need...
    LaurelTree68 LaurelTree68 41-45, F 10 Responses Oct 7

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    I think about death all the time. I am not afraid of it. I don't waste my time thinking what happens when we die. I am too busy living each day to the fullest. But I do have my...
    ValhallaAwaits ValhallaAwaits 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 8

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    I don't know why but I can't stop thinking about him. I'm drawn to him in someway, yeah he's attractive but that's not it. There's just something else about him, some air of...
    maktub1 maktub1 26-30, F Oct 9

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    Thinking about leaving Ep!! I'm noisy female here, I'm quite rude sometimes I don't reply on messages, I get some hate coz of my post,, but don't worry!! Haha I'm not going to hate...
    onionheart16 onionheart16 26-30, F 3 Responses Oct 9

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    I think about having one with my class mate. She's brunette, Spanish name. Olive skin. I don't know how she feels about me. She could be attracted to me. I'm bad at these things...
    NotApplicable NotApplicable 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 12

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    So this is the deal. Lately I have been really admiring this girl on EP. I'm not sure if this is creepy or not but I have one of her pictures she posted as my background and lock...
    EBestest EBestest 18-21, M Oct 12

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    I remember reading somewhere that guys think about sex every 5 seconds...and that's me with food. I sometimes find myself on the verge of salivating at the yummy concoctions that...
    StrongLittleGirl StrongLittleGirl 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    I watched "The Departed" a few days ago. I'd heard several times that it was a really good film but had been put-off by a number of things: firstly that it's a remake, and I've not...
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    I think about it more than I should and sometimes it concerns me.
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 21

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    Maybe one day I will think about it and I will not feel bad...there will be no feelings of hate..bitterness...self loathing....maybe one day I will share my experience from an...
    CurvyandChic CurvyandChic 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 22

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    It isn't a good thing either. I'm thinking about ending this relationship.
    DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt 16-17, F Sep 22

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