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    Because it was, and still does,

    make me who I am today. :)
    Sheismybestfriend Sheismybestfriend 31-35, M Sep 16, 2014

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    You Raise Me Up And I Drag You Down...

    I've just recently been diagnosed with depression. Apparently my doctor says I've had it since I was fifteen; I'm now twenty-one. It's nothing new. My mother always suspected I was mental. The fact that it's depression and not something more serious (apparently mental disorders...
    xrainaxwolfx xrainaxwolfx 18-21, F Aug 3, 2012

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    I Do Not Know Why

    Sometimes the things that I have done or been through is all that I can think about. Most days are okay, but some days it becomes all consuming. Thankfully I haven't had a flashback in some time though.Sometimes I think about when I was a child and sometimes I think about last...
    lyricaldemise lyricaldemise 36-40, T Mar 15, 2013

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    How Do You Forget?

    How do you let him go when he was your first love?How do you forget all the pain someone has put you through? How do you forget someone telling you to be better everyday, because your worthless? How do you move on and be happy with other guys after that first love broke...
    bittersweetlullaby bittersweetlullaby 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 19, 2012

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    Will The Future Ever Measure Up To The Past?

    So many beautiful memories from the past, sometimes I wonder if the future will ever measure up. I miss so many people who used to be dear to me but they do not wish to be in my life anymore. Nor should they. What's over is over, but I always have this urge to reach out. To go...
    AcrosstheGreatDivide AcrosstheGreatDivide 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 19, 2012

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    Change?

    I think about my past a lot when things in current events turn negative, and as cheesey as it sounds, I wish somebody would come along and change me into someone beautiful and likeable, approachable and confident. Life isn't that awful right now, I'm not depressed, sad or in a...
    emily65 emily65 18-21, F Dec 30, 2012

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    Boyfriend

    I cant get over my boyfriends past? hes never cheated or anything.. nor been unfaithful he loves me so much, i think i am ruining our relationship.. i was a virgin.. he was quite down with the boys.. i cant het over his past.. any advice?
    tawoods1 tawoods1 22-25, M 1 Response Nov 10, 2013

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    You're Right Here......my Past.

    Its something like 7 years now.I was 23 then.Madly in love with my girl.Nothing could make me feel that she wasn't in love with me too.I gave her all I could when I was with her....after I married her.Away from her I never thought of anyone but her.My passion for photography...
    bullseye111 bullseye111 26-30, M 14 Responses Sep 1, 2012

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    I Miss My Past

    Why do things in the past haunt me so much....why do I miss so much? People who I loved are in my past, but I don't want them to be there. Maybe I grew up different then other people in a different place. I know what it s like to have to hang on to something special when you find...
    Abeautifulheart Abeautifulheart 18-21, F 4 Responses Oct 7, 2012

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    Lost In My Memories

    I keep going back to the past...It keeps coming back to me...I can't get rid of it...i can't get it out of my mind...I'm losing people because i am so sad all the time...They think i don't want to get better and i like being sad and upset and cutting all the time...I hate being...
    VampreEmoNeko VampreEmoNeko 18-21, F May 30, 2013

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    Help!!!!!!!!!!!!

    i cant forget about my pass it like the more i grow the more i remember my pass
    shebrina shebrina 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 9, 2012

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    We Can Change The Way We Look At Our Past

    We cannot change our past, but we can change our present and future. I over think a good majority of things, especially my past. What I have come to terms with is that our past cannot be forgotten and that we cannot change it. But, we can change the way we look at it. All my life...
    supernovaChic supernovaChic 22-25, F Apr 10, 2013

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    Scars

    I think about the past a lot... probably to much. It really affects the way I am today. My childhood kind of haunts my mind at times. I usually can block it out almost like I didn't have one but everyone has a trigger. Its very vague but the smell of old beer on his breath still...
    LauraEmily LauraEmily 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 10, 2012

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    It Comes Back Too Many Times

    Everyone once in a while my past comes back to haunt me, when it does i just completely break down and loose myself. I think so much about it the more i think about it the more i cry, the more i cry the more i feel alone and worthless. Is it normal for me to feel like this? Or am...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 7, 2012

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    I'm stupidly stuck slap in the middle frame of

    my life's past. It was the only place I truly loved; the land, the culture and people, the friends, just everything. It was my escape from a living hell. It was the only small window of 'freedom' I've ever had and have not yet retrieved back. I try not to forget or regret my...
    hitvl hitvl 18-21, F Dec 4, 2013

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    In The Past...

    I was unstoppable, was confident and things seemed to come easy. Now in my middle forty's I seemed to have lost it all. I can't seem to connect with any job, even some of my old friends... Just no fire??
    anotherdayanotherjob anotherdayanotherjob 41-45, M 2 Responses Aug 14, 2012

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    The Past

    i find myself thinking about my past a whole lot. i think of all the good times that i'll never get back. i think of all the bad times that i wish never would've happened. i think of all the things i wish i would've done but never did. i think of all the things i shouldn't have...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 14, 2012

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    kbabe0181 kbabe0181 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 15, 2014

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    I wish I could just go back in time.

    I wish things were different. I wish you were mine. Still. Not a day goes by I don't think about you. When I see you instead of just saying hi and bye I would kiss you.
    nancyramos94 nancyramos94 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 15, 2014

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    I keep going back to the past.

    ..It keeps coming back to me...I can't get rid of it...i can't get it out of my mind...I'm losing people because i am so sad all the time...They think i don't want to get better and i like being sad and upset and cutting all the time...I hate being miserable but i just can't get...
    EmoNekoNiki EmoNekoNiki 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 23, 2014

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    I never understood the whole "it doesn't matter what people think about me" quote. That's nonsense. Of course it matters. You should also probably pay attention to what people say...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 18

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