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I Think About Past Alot

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    Boyfriend

    I cant get over my boyfriends past? hes never cheated or anything.. nor been unfaithful he loves me so much, i think i am ruining our relationship.. i was a virgin.. he was quite down with the boys.. i cant het over his past.. any advice?
    tawoods1 tawoods1 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 10, 2013

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    Scars

    I think about the past a lot... probably to much. It really affects the way I am today. My childhood kind of haunts my mind at times. I usually can block it out almost like I didn't have one but everyone has a trigger. Its very vague but the smell of old beer on his breath still...
    LauraEmily LauraEmily 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 10, 2012

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    Mistake

    I know that it's over and done with and you say that it's all in the past, but sometimes I just can't help it. I think of how it felt to tell you and how lost you seemed. The cold in your voice that I had never imagined would be directed at me. I remember how bitter you sounded...
    MacabreFanatic MacabreFanatic 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 21, 2013

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    Change?

    I think about my past a lot when things in current events turn negative, and as cheesey as it sounds, I wish somebody would come along and change me into someone beautiful and likeable, approachable and confident. Life isn't that awful right now, I'm not depressed, sad or in a...
    emily65 emily65 18-21, F Dec 30, 2012

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    Lost In My Memories

    I keep going back to the past...It keeps coming back to me...I can't get rid of it...i can't get it out of my mind...I'm losing people because i am so sad all the time...They think i don't want to get better and i like being sad and upset and cutting all the time...I hate being...
    VampreEmoNeko VampreEmoNeko 16-17, F May 30, 2013

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    You're Right Here......my Past.

    Its something like 7 years now.I was 23 then.Madly in love with my girl.Nothing could make me feel that she wasn't in love with me too.I gave her all I could when I was with her....after I married her.Away from her I never thought of anyone but her.My passion for photography...
    bullseye111 bullseye111 26-30, M 14 Responses Sep 1, 2012

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    It Comes Back Too Many Times

    Everyone once in a while my past comes back to haunt me, when it does i just completely break down and loose myself. I think so much about it the more i think about it the more i cry, the more i cry the more i feel alone and worthless. Is it normal for me to feel like this? Or am...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 7, 2012

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    Will The Future Ever Measure Up To The Past?

    So many beautiful memories from the past, sometimes I wonder if the future will ever measure up. I miss so many people who used to be dear to me but they do not wish to be in my life anymore. Nor should they. What's over is over, but I always have this urge to reach out. To go...
    AcrosstheGreatDivide AcrosstheGreatDivide 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 19, 2012

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    Help!!!!!!!!!!!!

    i cant forget about my pass it like the more i grow the more i remember my pass
    shebrina shebrina 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 9, 2012

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    I wish I could just go back in time.

    I wish things were different. I wish you were mine. Still. Not a day goes by I don't think about you. When I see you instead of just saying hi and bye I would kiss you.
    nancyramos94 nancyramos94 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 15

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    The Past

    i find myself thinking about my past a whole lot. i think of all the good times that i'll never get back. i think of all the bad times that i wish never would've happened. i think of all the things i wish i would've done but never did. i think of all the things i shouldn't have...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 14, 2012

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    I'm stupidly stuck slap in the middle frame of

    my life's past. It was the only place I truly loved; the land, the culture and people, the friends, just everything. It was my escape from a living hell. It was the only small window of 'freedom' I've ever had and have not yet retrieved back. I try not to forget or regret my...
    hitvl hitvl 18-21, F Dec 4, 2013

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    In The Past...

    I was unstoppable, was confident and things seemed to come easy. Now in my middle forty's I seemed to have lost it all. I can't seem to connect with any job, even some of my old friends... Just no fire??
    anotherdayanotherjob anotherdayanotherjob 41-45, M 2 Responses Aug 14, 2012

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    I Miss My Past

    Why do things in the past haunt me so much....why do I miss so much? People who I loved are in my past, but I don't want them to be there. Maybe I grew up different then other people in a different place. I know what it s like to have to hang on to something special when you find...
    Abeautifulheart Abeautifulheart 18-21, F 5 Responses Oct 7, 2012

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    We Can Change The Way We Look At Our Past

    We cannot change our past, but we can change our present and future. I over think a good majority of things, especially my past. What I have come to terms with is that our past cannot be forgotten and that we cannot change it. But, we can change the way we look at it. All my life...
    supernovaChic supernovaChic 22-25, F Apr 10, 2013

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    kbabe0181 kbabe0181 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 15

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    You Raise Me Up And I Drag You Down...

    I've just recently been diagnosed with depression. Apparently my doctor says I've had it since I was fifteen; I'm now twenty-one. It's nothing new. My mother always suspected I was mental. The fact that it's depression and not something more serious (apparently mental disorders...
    xrainaxwolfx xrainaxwolfx 18-21, F Aug 3, 2012

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    How Do You Forget?

    How do you let him go when he was your first love?How do you forget all the pain someone has put you through? How do you forget someone telling you to be better everyday, because your worthless? How do you move on and be happy with other guys after that first love broke...
    bittersweetlullaby bittersweetlullaby 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 19, 2012

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    I Do Not Know Why

    Sometimes the things that I have done or been through is all that I can think about. Most days are okay, but some days it becomes all consuming. Thankfully I haven't had a flashback in some time though.Sometimes I think about when I was a child and sometimes I think about last...
    lyricaldemise lyricaldemise 36-40 Mar 15, 2013

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    Sometimes as a passing thought. Other days it's all I can think of. There will always be times I'll think about you more often, and right now is one of those times. Your date draws...
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    I can't stop thinking about you. Not even something as cliché as your smile... I just can't stop thinking about you, as a person, how you acted, how you laughed, how you'd tell me...
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    Not in the way you probably think. I don't obsess about her, but she is still the thing I think about most after nine months. Is this a bad thing?
    HumanAsPossible HumanAsPossible 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 8

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    Hmmm. What a tough decision. I love my experiences on here but whether or not I can go back and read them, they're mine. Experiences carry a story with them mentally, and it's just...
    fairytalesandspiderwebs fairytalesandspiderwebs 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 9

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    I'm trying to get over an ex and I replay the last 24 hours over in my head and then I think about all of the things that would make me not want to be with him and then I think of...
    IntomeYousee IntomeYousee 36-40, F Jul 13

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    I wish you would talk to me instead of demeaning me. I hate I am a bad guy in your eyes because of what you mean to me. I know you are hurt and I have caused it but stop and take a...
    scooterp23 scooterp23 36-40, M Jul 17

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    I cant stop thinking about this fuking girl first in school we never talked i just made her laugh alot cuss she sat in front of my desk. I walked home wit her sat in lunch wit her...
    StaticMajor StaticMajor 13-15, M Jul 21

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    i think its a way for success,,when you think about everything you have a chance for get the key for all of those problems that may happen !
    CassieJess CassieJess 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I think about what will happen to my kids, my mom and dad. I try not to think about dying but I feel so hopeless. My life is filled with very few accomplishments and deep regret...
    lifealreadylost lifealreadylost 31-35, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I think about my wife flirting, kissing and having sex with other men.
    Stky2001 Stky2001 36-40, M 7 Responses Jul 1

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    We have been together for 2 years now and because of my trust issues i grabbed his phone what might have been innocent flirting i turned into a big deal, we were both intoxicated...
    steph102112 steph102112 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 1

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    I think about the number of friends, that is not the quantity, but the quality.. I personally had to block two persons on the sameday, I dont want any fake or perverts. .. sorry...
    qbanbb85 qbanbb85 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 8

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    I'm a recovering addict and I have two years clean from drugs and alcohol.. I lost my kids my house my career. I'm starting all over again I have my kids back in my life but from...
    Lotusgirlred Lotusgirlred 31-35, F Jul 13

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    How do you have an affair without getting your emotions involved? I think about an affair because I'm so lonely but I tend to get easily attached because I am longing for...
    tammie74 tammie74 36-40, F 16 Responses Jul 13

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    i think about suicide a lot ..... i feel so alone..im so worthless....
    1stayingstrong 1stayingstrong 16-17, F Jul 15

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    Seems like time heals all things... even though i have those difficult days, where I think about him and how I don't have him around anymore. I just remember: that he left me.. and...
    elenanicole elenanicole 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 18

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    I can't stop thinking about my boyfriend. He means everythjng to me. My family hates me and treats me like crap every day. There's nonstop screaming and yelling and name calling...
    saxophonegal22 saxophonegal22 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 20

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    Big Mac from McDonald's...I always think about you, you bring so much happiness to my life..and to my tastebuds. Even though you are served with fries, it has always been you who I...
    PrincessPolarBear PrincessPolarBear 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 21

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    I'm thinking about someone special wondering how I can make her day better
    swordman94 swordman94 18-21, M Jul 21

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    As I open my eyes, I look to see if you're there....seeing you is always a great start to my day. The day gets better as it goes along. The random messages I receive always puts a...
    SweetHawaiianHoney SweetHawaiianHoney 36-40, F 6 days ago

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    I can't stop thinking about him... Of how his lips felt against mine. So gentle and passionate. The sparkle in his eyes when he looks at me. Its like he's seeing me for the first...
    badgirlbee badgirlbee 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Well I'm thinking about fat more and more. So I decided to get fat. I'm 6'0" and weights 220 pound. I want to get bigger
    HugeBelly34 HugeBelly34 18-21, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I would say that i think about death everyday. It is always on my mind, my fear of death is taking over my life, sometimes i just lie on my bed and try to image what it would be...
    lifeislife12 lifeislife12 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I think about my boyfriend all the time He just makes me feel so secure about myself
    lavabug01 lavabug01 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    I think about how will life without me go on I wanna feel and see myself dead...or whatever,who really cared for me even though they didnt show it
    hellokitti hellokitti 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    If only you knew how much I think about you.
    Stubborngirll Stubborngirll 22-25, F 4 days ago

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