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I Think About Running Away Every Second of My Life

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    I Want To Runaway

    I want to runaway. My life is hell and i hate being here. I swear with all this stress i should have a bald head. I just dont know where to start or how to go about it. I know for a fact my friend would be going with me. She hates it here too. But i just dont want to leave and...
    indialovesosa indialovesosa 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 21, 2013

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    If Only

    I could wish myself away Running away just seems to easy I would only be running away From myself I'm tired of being me I don't want to be sad And hurt and explain what I myself don't understand I'd rather just wish myself away
    Jay04Sch Jay04Sch 36-40, F Apr 5, 2013

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    Can't Handle The Pain

    I don't know how to start! Too many painfull memories and too many detials, but i will try to keep it short. I'm from an arabic country and i have a family of ten, my parents never gave me much attention and i felt invisble and sad. I was always screamed at and punished, but my...
    cheesecake16 cheesecake16 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 14, 2013

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    To A Sailboat..

    I don't mean to hideaway from my current problems. Just.. To somewhere of my own. This part of life holds me in captivity like a caged animal. I want to make like Atalanta, and be wild and free.. I daydream about my escape almost constantly. And in every ending, I'm wearing a...
    JeuneCirque JeuneCirque 18-21, F Sep 7, 2012

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    I'm Not Obsessed, I Just Love Running...

    Don't know if it is every second of my life but I think about running quite a bit.    Set a personal goal in 1997 to run 2 to 3 times per week for a whole year - I did it and felt so good I have been running ever since.  Although I still consider myself an...
    Deejay67 Deejay67 36-40, M Jan 14, 2008

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    I Want To Run But Am To Scared And Comfortable Too !

    I am 22yrs old and my parents are very controlling and somewhat strict . My parents most of my life have kept me locked up and have tried to raise me as a typical Albanian girl meaning stay at home, get good grades, can't talk to any males because that prohibited . I'm not a lot...
    es1091 es1091 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 7, 2013

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    Runnin Onnnnn Runnin On Empty

    RUNNIN BLIND JACKSON BROWNE SAID IT BETTER FOR ME.I HAVE RUN FROM EVERY FEELING OF PAIN I EVER HAD. I WAS NEVER TAUGHT ANYTHING GOOD ABOUT ME OR MY FEELINGS. I HAVE COME FULL CIRCLE AND NOW I FEEL THE PAIN FROM THE ABUSIVE PAST AND THE MEMORIES.AS BACK THEN THERE IS NO ONE HERE...
    thelambsink thelambsink 41-45, M 3 Responses Nov 17, 2010

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    I hate this place wanting a new life feeling

    like running away but have no one to go to!! 😭😭😭
    MalachaiP MalachaiP 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 1

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    Runway And Live The Life Of Someone Else

    I wanna know how it feels to actually be able to say, i enjoy life, and im happy where im at in life. i know there are people who probably have some things in their life where they want better, but i feel like i had nothing that im truly happy about in my life. I just want to...
    dreamtheendless2013 dreamtheendless2013 26-30 Jun 10, 2013

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    Have To Go

    Im gonna do it. I have to. Im tired of my life. There's no one in it and im falling apart. I dont care what happens to me.
    HoneyBloodxx HoneyBloodxx 16-17, F Dec 22, 2012

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    Looking For People In Florida, Who Want To Runaway To Alaska

    I'm looking for 16-18 year old people to runaway with me to Alaska, you need at least $1000 start up cash to buy a train ticket and to get supplies and food. You need to be ready for intense physical labor, and by labor, I mean biking and hiking several miles. If you would so...
    Pubathedog Pubathedog 16-17, M 1 Response Sep 14, 2013

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    i want to run away to a place

    where nobody can hear you scream and see youre tears, just to look at the moon at night and let everything in you out, that has been growing bigger each day,where i can believe that i am living on earth, not a huge factory, where i can only see and here, cars, people killing...
    Wolfcorleone Wolfcorleone 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 16

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    And Never Say Goodbye

    I think Linkin Park has put it best - "I wanna run away Never say goodbye I wanna know the truth Instead of wondering why I wanna know the answers No more lies I wanna shut the door And open up my mind" But it's true, in a sad way. I feel like I'm drowning...
    SheistheLorax SheistheLorax 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 15, 2008

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    Yup that's my plan , once my friend graduates high school she's going to live in Oregon (she's from there bug she moved to Cali) so IMA ask her if she could take me with her . I...
    shawny97 shawny97 16-17, M 1 Response Sep 6

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    I'm thinking of going to Florida for school
    Gian422 Gian422 18-21, M 12 hrs ago

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    I'm in my 20's and I've lived in the same area my whole life. My family is all really close, and I'm very familiar with the people and places around here. Recently, I've been...
    RayvenJ RayvenJ 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    Hmmm, California may be my next destination. Orange County here I come :)
    honeybree20 honeybree20 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I always will be thinking about death.I saw my life ending too close,I know how does it feel to be lost or think these are your last thoughts.Death is brutal and poetic at the same...
    4biandu 4biandu 26-30, F Aug 31

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    I can't stop thinking about my love who lives in another country, I see him once a year and I have just came back from being with him this summer and I'm depressed I can't go out...
    Ame101 Ame101 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 30

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    I think about my man everyday all day. I hope he comes to me soon.
    roselani2005 roselani2005 26-30, F Aug 23

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    Eleven years. That is how long it took me to get out of that place. That literally means that I have spent half my life dreaming of getting away... Running away. I am far enough...
    Lullacus Lullacus 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 27

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    Hello I'm a young person almost 13 and I have been planning to run away from home for a very long time now. I'm a black male I'm 5.4 I weigh 132lbs I exercise a lot I'm rather...
    XJJohnson XJJohnson 22-25, M Aug 22

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    Thinking about life itself as i use to do i realized a magnificent interior revelation. I will try to explain in writing form this feeling that i had. All of us came to existance...
    DiegoSMarinho DiegoSMarinho 16-17, M Sep 4

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    I hope the group I'm in won't fall apart.. I really don't want to be here anymore, I want to end it. I'm literally choosing between suicide and running away, and it's gonna be very...
    Lizzy96 Lizzy96 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 21

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    I miss you so much most nights I can't breathe. The weirdest things make me cry. A song. A T-shirt. I see a face in a crowd and for a second it's yours before morphing into a...
    crookedteethteen crookedteethteen 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    The Purple Rose of Cairo (1985), directed by Woody Allen With Mia Farrow, Jeff Daniels, Danny Aiello ***Spoiler alert*** This movie was an incredible thing, first the plot is a...
    Allaloneandpoisoned Allaloneandpoisoned 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 30

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    Sometimes I fail to say what i think. I get all wrapped up in thoughts and dreams, but I never forget what she truly means. It might be a cliche...but she's the first person I...
    seeinglife2x2 seeinglife2x2 46-50, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    When Robin Williams died I was thinking about life and death in general. I wondered about things that make life reasonable to live. There are so many people who commit suicide...
    zyakkui zyakkui 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 19

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    Once again, I should be asleep. But instead I am awake... Thinking about him, as usual. I almost cried. But I keep telling myself I don't cry over him anymore. What is wrong with...
    ImpossibleHeart ImpossibleHeart 26-30, F Sep 1

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    I still think about all my childhood friends I grew up with in that tiny village. Although I moved away more than half my life ago, I still think of them and wonder what they're...
    Seblett Seblett 13-15, F Sep 4

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    What's wrong with me? Why do I think about my life so wrong. Why do I deep cornered into life. I feel like I'm forced to go to school forced to learn forced to get a job and make...
    catherineeac catherineeac 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 22

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    Life films that make you think twice!These kind of films are great because it shows that the films mean something to you, showing a new light and another perspective of life! Also...
    MilweePetite MilweePetite 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I often lay in my bed and think about you. When you're away I miss you so, I don't know what to do. I fantasize of you & feel your warmth at my side in bed. You so far away, yet...
    qbanbb85 qbanbb85 26-30, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I have been thinking about my future a lot more lately and right now, hear is what I have plan out. • Graduate high school • Spend a year and 6 months at home to make up for...
    ECrierie ECrierie 16-17, M Aug 20

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    I've been overweight for a good chunk of my life. Currently I'm up to about 290 lbs. I've been trying to lose the weight, and for a while, I was doing pretty well, but now... I...
    CasvalEarth CasvalEarth 22-25, M Sep 3

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    In the 8th grade I started at a new school and met this boy. He was tall, lanky and a little bit dorky - but to me he was the bee's knees. We had lunch and gym together, I never...
    SukYoung SukYoung 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    I am thinking about him all the time. In everything I do, I think about him, if only for a little while. I guess it could be called obsessive, but I think it's just being in love...
    SwimmingDarkness SwimmingDarkness 16-17, F Aug 21

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    I was watching My Blueberry Nights and it made me think a lot, especially about a topic that seems to recur here on EP, namely breakups, broken hearts, lost loves, and starting...
    sometimeslonelytoo sometimeslonelytoo 41-45, M 1 Response Aug 22

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    i think about if i would be happier. maybe the pain would go away. i have suffered so much in this world and it doesnt make sense to keep being here living in hate for myself and...
    unlovednbroken unlovednbroken 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 23

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    I think about my family's death cuz I miss them so much they passed away when I was like 4years old then I went to a "friends" house to stay
    Strangerdanger47 Strangerdanger47 16-17, F Aug 26

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    Films that make you think about the way you live and make you question why. Or films that make a subtle commentary on society. Sometimes, I can watch a film that I haven't...
    PickledPete PickledPete 51-55, M Aug 25

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    My boss is all that I think about an it's driving me ******* insane . I have never in my whole life wanted someone as bad I want her ;( this is insane....... I have no ******* idea...
    Lynnie21 Lynnie21 18-21, F Aug 29

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    I just can't stop. She's on my mind constantly. I try to think about something else but my thoughts always go back to her. I love her so much. I long to be with her. I yearn for...
    ywilliam31 ywilliam31 16-17, M 3 days ago

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    Sometimes I don't think it's worth it. This life, it's so overwhelming and scary and I don't feel as though I fit in. Sometimes I think I would be better off dead. So I can be free...
    kepaxton kepaxton 18-21, F Aug 15

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    All I do is think about the past. I can never remember anything good but all about the bad. I rethink over everything and wonder if it will come back and get me one day.
    Beatenrodent Beatenrodent 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 19

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    I found out that my friend and I like the same guy >.< when she told me who she liked I lied to her and told her I still like my old crush. He's always on my mind but every time...
    musicislifeandlove musicislifeandlove 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 23

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    I'm a Sagittarius. I LOVE talking to people about astrological signs, especially those interested in it. Most recently I met this Virgo guy, and he was telling me how he didn't...
    SPIDERLIMBS SPIDERLIMBS 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 25

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    I can't stop thinking about you. I cant stop thinking about you. You're the first thought in my head when I wake up and the only one who keeps me from falling asleep. I replay the...
    confusionswirlinginmyhead confusionswirlinginmyhead 18-21, F Sep 3

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