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I Think About Running Away Every Second of My Life

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    Runnin Onnnnn Runnin On Empty

    RUNNIN BLIND JACKSON BROWNE SAID IT BETTER FOR ME.I HAVE RUN FROM EVERY FEELING OF PAIN I EVER HAD. I WAS NEVER TAUGHT ANYTHING GOOD ABOUT ME OR MY FEELINGS. I HAVE COME FULL CIRCLE AND NOW I FEEL THE PAIN FROM THE ABUSIVE PAST AND THE MEMORIES.AS BACK THEN THERE IS NO ONE HERE...
    thelambsink thelambsink 41-45, M 3 Responses Nov 17, 2010

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    And Never Say Goodbye

    I think Linkin Park has put it best - "I wanna run away Never say goodbye I wanna know the truth Instead of wondering why I wanna know the answers No more lies I wanna shut the door And open up my mind" But it's true, in a sad way. I feel like I'm drowning...
    SheistheLorax SheistheLorax 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 15, 2008

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    If Only

    I could wish myself away Running away just seems to easy I would only be running away From myself I'm tired of being me I don't want to be sad And hurt and explain what I myself don't understand I'd rather just wish myself away
    Jay04Sch Jay04Sch 36-40, F Apr 5, 2013

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    i want to run away to a place

    where nobody can hear you scream and see youre tears, just to look at the moon at night and let everything in you out, that has been growing bigger each day,where i can believe that i am living on earth, not a huge factory, where i can only see and here, cars, people killing...
    Wolfcorleone Wolfcorleone 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 16

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    I'm Not Obsessed, I Just Love Running...

    Don't know if it is every second of my life but I think about running quite a bit.    Set a personal goal in 1997 to run 2 to 3 times per week for a whole year - I did it and felt so good I have been running ever since.  Although I still consider myself an...
    Deejay67 Deejay67 36-40, M Jan 14, 2008

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    I Want To Runaway

    I want to runaway. My life is hell and i hate being here. I swear with all this stress i should have a bald head. I just dont know where to start or how to go about it. I know for a fact my friend would be going with me. She hates it here too. But i just dont want to leave and...
    indialovesosa indialovesosa 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 21, 2013

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    Can't Handle The Pain

    I don't know how to start! Too many painfull memories and too many detials, but i will try to keep it short. I'm from an arabic country and i have a family of ten, my parents never gave me much attention and i felt invisble and sad. I was always screamed at and punished, but my...
    cheesecake16 cheesecake16 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 14, 2013

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    I Want To Run But Am To Scared And Comfortable Too !

    I am 22yrs old and my parents are very controlling and somewhat strict . My parents most of my life have kept me locked up and have tried to raise me as a typical Albanian girl meaning stay at home, get good grades, can't talk to any males because that prohibited . I'm not a lot...
    es1091 es1091 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 7, 2013

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    Runway And Live The Life Of Someone Else

    I wanna know how it feels to actually be able to say, i enjoy life, and im happy where im at in life. i know there are people who probably have some things in their life where they want better, but i feel like i had nothing that im truly happy about in my life. I just want to...
    dreamtheendless2013 dreamtheendless2013 26-30 Jun 10, 2013

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    Have To Go

    Im gonna do it. I have to. Im tired of my life. There's no one in it and im falling apart. I dont care what happens to me.
    HoneyBloodxx HoneyBloodxx 16-17, F Dec 22, 2012

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    Looking For People In Florida, Who Want To Runaway To Alaska

    I'm looking for 16-18 year old people to runaway with me to Alaska, you need at least $1000 start up cash to buy a train ticket and to get supplies and food. You need to be ready for intense physical labor, and by labor, I mean biking and hiking several miles. If you would so...
    Pubathedog Pubathedog 16-17, M 1 Response Sep 14, 2013

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    I hate this place wanting a new life feeling

    like running away but have no one to go to!! 😭😭😭
    MalachaiP MalachaiP 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 1

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    To A Sailboat..

    I don't mean to hideaway from my current problems. Just.. To somewhere of my own. This part of life holds me in captivity like a caged animal. I want to make like Atalanta, and be wild and free.. I daydream about my escape almost constantly. And in every ending, I'm wearing a...
    JeuneCirque JeuneCirque 18-21, F Sep 7, 2012

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    I cant stop thinking about this fuking girl first in school we never talked i just made her laugh alot cuss she sat in front of my desk. I walked home wit her sat in lunch wit her...
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    I can't stop thinking about him... Of how his lips felt against mine. So gentle and passionate. The sparkle in his eyes when he looks at me. Its like he's seeing me for the first...
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    I would say that i think about death everyday. It is always on my mind, my fear of death is taking over my life, sometimes i just lie on my bed and try to image what it would be...
    lifeislife12 lifeislife12 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I think about what will happen to my kids, my mom and dad. I try not to think about dying but I feel so hopeless. My life is filled with very few accomplishments and deep regret...
    lifealreadylost lifealreadylost 31-35, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Big Mac from McDonald's...I always think about you, you bring so much happiness to my life..and to my tastebuds. Even though you are served with fries, it has always been you who I...
    PrincessPolarBear PrincessPolarBear 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 21

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    I try to imagine how him taking me into his arms would feel. Could I find myself safe with my head on his chest and his arms tangled around my body with his hands resting gently on...
    Jerseygirl72 Jerseygirl72 41-45, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    People come and go in your life but sometimes you meet one or two people that stand apart from the rest. They really leave an impression on you. You learn from them, you are amazed...
    StoneWall77 StoneWall77 36-40, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    i think its a way for success,,when you think about everything you have a chance for get the key for all of those problems that may happen !
    CassieJess CassieJess 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    I'm a recovering addict and I have two years clean from drugs and alcohol.. I lost my kids my house my career. I'm starting all over again I have my kids back in my life but from...
    Lotusgirlred Lotusgirlred 31-35, F Jul 13

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    How do you have an affair without getting your emotions involved? I think about an affair because I'm so lonely but I tend to get easily attached because I am longing for...
    tammie74 tammie74 36-40, F 16 Responses Jul 13

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    I wish you would talk to me instead of demeaning me. I hate I am a bad guy in your eyes because of what you mean to me. I know you are hurt and I have caused it but stop and take a...
    scooterp23 scooterp23 36-40, M Jul 17

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    I think about how will life without me go on I wanna feel and see myself dead...or whatever,who really cared for me even though they didnt show it
    hellokitti hellokitti 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I think its time to change my life for the better. And it all begins how? In my head! Change ur thinking and u will be changed!
    angel8i angel8i 31-35, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    It is amazing to me how just thinking about something I thought I was over just put knots in my stomach. I wonder why this morning it had such an effect on me. I've moved on and...
    notannecessary notannecessary 36-40, F 3 days ago

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    I think about my wife flirting, kissing and having sex with other men.
    Stky2001 Stky2001 36-40, M 7 Responses Jul 1

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    We have been together for 2 years now and because of my trust issues i grabbed his phone what might have been innocent flirting i turned into a big deal, we were both intoxicated...
    steph102112 steph102112 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 1

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    Not in the way you probably think. I don't obsess about her, but she is still the thing I think about most after nine months. Is this a bad thing?
    HumanAsPossible HumanAsPossible 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 8

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    I think about the number of friends, that is not the quantity, but the quality.. I personally had to block two persons on the sameday, I dont want any fake or perverts. .. sorry...
    qbanbb85 qbanbb85 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 8

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    Hmmm. What a tough decision. I love my experiences on here but whether or not I can go back and read them, they're mine. Experiences carry a story with them mentally, and it's just...
    fairytalesandspiderwebs fairytalesandspiderwebs 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 9

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    I like thinking about what a certain area looked like years ago. Where you're standing a tree could have been there. But then humans came along.
    mountainseal mountainseal 13-15, F Jul 11

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    I need to stop talking to you because when we aren't all I do is think about wanting to talk to you, When I finally say, "Okay, I need to stop talking to him." Here you are, not a...
    RayneZ RayneZ 13-15, F Jul 13

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    I'm trying to get over an ex and I replay the last 24 hours over in my head and then I think about all of the things that would make me not want to be with him and then I think of...
    IntomeYousee IntomeYousee 36-40, F Jul 13

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    i think about suicide a lot ..... i feel so alone..im so worthless....
    1stayingstrong 1stayingstrong 16-17, F Jul 15

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    Seems like time heals all things... even though i have those difficult days, where I think about him and how I don't have him around anymore. I just remember: that he left me.. and...
    elenanicole elenanicole 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 18

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    I'm thinking about someone special wondering how I can make her day better
    swordman94 swordman94 18-21, M a week ago

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    As I open my eyes, I look to see if you're there....seeing you is always a great start to my day. The day gets better as it goes along. The random messages I receive always puts a...
    SweetHawaiianHoney SweetHawaiianHoney 36-40, F 6 days ago

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    Well I'm thinking about fat more and more. So I decided to get fat. I'm 6'0" and weights 220 pound. I want to get bigger
    HugeBelly34 HugeBelly34 18-21, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I think about my boyfriend all the time He just makes me feel so secure about myself
    lavabug01 lavabug01 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    If only you knew how much I think about you.
    Stubborngirll Stubborngirll 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    Can't stop thinking about him and how much he has hurt me. I wasn't in love with him until recently. We had a fling during Summer then he had to move to a different state then he...
    Vickyovox Vickyovox 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    I've been thinking about girl names since I was like seven. They change all the time. I like Mona, Kira and Callee. I like Lyric, but that will probably be crossed off.
    KiannaJ KiannaJ 22-25, F 1 Response 2 days ago