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I Think About Running Away Every Second of My Life

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    Looking For People In Florida, Who Want To Runaway To Alaska

    I'm looking for 16-18 year old people to runaway with me to Alaska, you need at least $1000 start up cash to buy a train ticket and to get supplies and food. You need to be ready for intense physical labor, and by labor, I mean biking and hiking several miles. If you would so...
    Pubathedog Pubathedog 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 14, 2013

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    Runnin Onnnnn Runnin On Empty

    RUNNIN BLIND JACKSON BROWNE SAID IT BETTER FOR ME.I HAVE RUN FROM EVERY FEELING OF PAIN I EVER HAD. I WAS NEVER TAUGHT ANYTHING GOOD ABOUT ME OR MY FEELINGS. I HAVE COME FULL CIRCLE AND NOW I FEEL THE PAIN FROM THE ABUSIVE PAST AND THE MEMORIES.AS BACK THEN THERE IS NO ONE HERE...
    thelambsink thelambsink 41-45, M 3 Responses Nov 17, 2010

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    Have To Go

    Im gonna do it. I have to. Im tired of my life. There's no one in it and im falling apart. I dont care what happens to me.
    HoneyBloodxx HoneyBloodxx 16-17, F Dec 22, 2012

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    I Want To Run But Am To Scared And Comfortable Too !

    I am 22yrs old and my parents are very controlling and somewhat strict . My parents most of my life have kept me locked up and have tried to raise me as a typical Albanian girl meaning stay at home, get good grades, can't talk to any males because that prohibited . I'm not a lot...
    es1091 es1091 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 7, 2013

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    If Only

    I could wish myself away Running away just seems to easy I would only be running away From myself I'm tired of being me I don't want to be sad And hurt and explain what I myself don't understand I'd rather just wish myself away
    Jay04Sch Jay04Sch 36-40, F Apr 5, 2013

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    Life has been hard for me

    for many many years now... I really want to get out of here....
    SubmissiveDaddiesGirl SubmissiveDaddiesGirl 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 23

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    i want to run away to a place

    where nobody can hear you scream and see youre tears, just to look at the moon at night and let everything in you out, that has been growing bigger each day,where i can believe that i am living on earth, not a huge factory, where i can only see and here, cars, people killing...
    Wolfcorleone Wolfcorleone 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 16, 2014

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    Runway And Live The Life Of Someone Else

    I wanna know how it feels to actually be able to say, i enjoy life, and im happy where im at in life. i know there are people who probably have some things in their life where they want better, but i feel like i had nothing that im truly happy about in my life. I just want to...
    dreamtheendless2013 dreamtheendless2013 26-30 Jun 10, 2013

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    And Never Say Goodbye

    I think Linkin Park has put it best - "I wanna run away Never say goodbye I wanna know the truth Instead of wondering why I wanna know the answers No more lies I wanna shut the door And open up my mind" But it's true, in a sad way. I feel like I'm drowning...
    SheistheLorax SheistheLorax 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 15, 2008

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    I hate this place wanting a new life feeling

    like running away but have no one to go to!! 😭😭😭
    MalachaiP MalachaiP 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 1, 2014

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    I am struggling is what I want to say,

    but I don't want to use the word struggle ,I'm going to say that , I'm going to change my life. I'm going to run away and start again I owe it to myself. I'm going to prove to everyone or maybe no one at all I don't care who sees me ,that happiness can be achieved without the...
    euphoriastol euphoriastol 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 8

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    Can't Handle The Pain

    I don't know how to start! Too many painfull memories and too many detials, but i will try to keep it short. I'm from an arabic country and i have a family of ten, my parents never gave me much attention and i felt invisble and sad. I was always screamed at and punished, but my...
    cheesecake16 cheesecake16 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 14, 2013

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    I'm Not Obsessed, I Just Love Running...

    Don't know if it is every second of my life but I think about running quite a bit.    Set a personal goal in 1997 to run 2 to 3 times per week for a whole year - I did it and felt so good I have been running ever since.  Although I still consider myself an...
    Deejay67 Deejay67 36-40, M Jan 14, 2008

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    shout long story. i was living with pastors of

    a church (they were useing me for my ssi check) so after about 6 mouth i moved in a group home. o there like 3days to find they have bedbugs. so i fb message a friend. i moved now far away to live with her nd 2other. t trend out to be a raw deal she was a crazy *****. she n...
    samtosammie samtosammie 31-35, T Nov 12, 2014

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    To A Sailboat..

    I don't mean to hideaway from my current problems. Just.. To somewhere of my own. This part of life holds me in captivity like a caged animal. I want to make like Atalanta, and be wild and free.. I daydream about my escape almost constantly. And in every ending, I'm wearing a...
    JeuneCirque JeuneCirque 18-21, F Sep 7, 2012

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    xAngelInMyNightmarex xAngelInMyNightmarex 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    I Want To Runaway

    I want to runaway. My life is hell and i hate being here. I swear with all this stress i should have a bald head. I just dont know where to start or how to go about it. I know for a fact my friend would be going with me. She hates it here too. But i just dont want to leave and...
    indialovesosa indialovesosa 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 21, 2013

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    bluecrush74 bluecrush74 41-45, F May 19

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    i live in canada an NEED!

    !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TO RUN AWY AGE 12 -15 OM 13
    runninawayfromtomorrow runninawayfromtomorrow 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 7, 2014

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    Yep. **** this.. I'm running away... And I'm leaving my phone behind... No one would care anyway... Start a new life. New city. New people. New job... Maybe I'll find happiness...
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    I was there, in my state of numbness, thinking that this would be my life. I was comfortable, settled. Not necessarily happy (there were moments) but I was there. There was a...
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    I can't stop thinking about my coworker. I still like him. The sight of him at work, makes me think about him everyday. I miss hanging out with him. Miss the contact. Sadly he is...
    shegi20 shegi20 26-30, F May 5

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    It's been 12 years now and you won't hear this. You can't. Sometimes I wonder if you'd deserve to hear it if you could but maybe it's not fair to think that cause you'll never have...
    Stormdance Stormdance 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I finally told my parents because my depression has gotten so bad, they said they would help me, but they haven't. I don't even know if they can. But I can't stop thinking about...
    HardlyAlice HardlyAlice 18-21, F 3 Responses May 11

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    My mom's friend just got robbed this weekend of EVERYTHING in their house except their microwave, (I'm guessing old or too hard too move) TV and a few other things. The things they...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses May 12

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    I Can't do any of This anymore, I'm so ready to give up at this point, I can't stop thinking about it it's constantly in my mind and it won't go away I can't even sleep anymore :(
    rebecca166 rebecca166 13-15, F May 14

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    I think about it and desire it so much I wonder how no one else seems to notice how much I don't want to be a part of this life. I can't really be surprised I put on a good front...
    mljenkins mljenkins 41-45, F 1 Response May 19

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    Usually, things I think about are not worth thinking about. So when there's actually something that should be thought about, I'll think about it for a good hour or so.
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 days ago

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    Cant stop thinking about him. The wonderful soul that he is. The gentleness of his touch the love in his eyes the warmth in his voice. There is nothing or no one more amazing than...
    solongago2 solongago2 31-35, F Apr 28

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    I think about death to much I'm not scared of death I'm scared of what will happen to my soul I don't want to go to hell But I don't want to spend all my life believing in God who...
    jessydx jessydx 16-17, F 2 Responses May 4

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    Kebra725 Kebra725 18-21, F 1 Response May 15

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    The royal barber was trimming the beard of the king when he commented, ?His Majesty?s beard is starting to turn gray.? The king was livid at the remark and ordered that the barber...
    om2013 om2013 22-25, M 1 Response May 16

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    When I connect with someone I let them know how I feel. Letting one's feeling known can sometimes be a double-edged sword. One risk's getting hurt emotionally when they get...
    chrissy1961 chrissy1961 51-55, F 1 day ago

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    For the last 5 months I some times randomly think about what happened and it makes me feel depressed, but I'm a little scared to talk to certain people about it because i happen to...
    Blackrosebat Blackrosebat 16-17, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    It's the strangest thing. I don't know what she looks like. I don't know where she lives exactly, just that it would take a plane ride to get there. We've only exchanged...
    Brontide Brontide 36-40, M 3 Responses May 6

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    I'm thinking about having an affair with a stranger tonight;)
    secrettCD secrettCD 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 28

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    I keep thinking im over it but it always comes up in my mind. Yesterday i saw a picture of my rapist. Its been over a year since ive seen him and its made me worse than i have been...
    anonymous138 anonymous138 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 29

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