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I Think About Running Away Every Second of My Life

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    I hate this place wanting a new life feeling

    like running away but have no one to go to!! 😭😭😭
    MalachaiP MalachaiP 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 1

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    And Never Say Goodbye

    I think Linkin Park has put it best - "I wanna run away Never say goodbye I wanna know the truth Instead of wondering why I wanna know the answers No more lies I wanna shut the door And open up my mind" But it's true, in a sad way. I feel like I'm drowning...
    SheistheLorax SheistheLorax 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 15, 2008

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    I Want To Run But Am To Scared And Comfortable Too !

    I am 22yrs old and my parents are very controlling and somewhat strict . My parents most of my life have kept me locked up and have tried to raise me as a typical Albanian girl meaning stay at home, get good grades, can't talk to any males because that prohibited . I'm not a lot...
    es1091 es1091 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 7, 2013

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    Runnin Onnnnn Runnin On Empty

    RUNNIN BLIND JACKSON BROWNE SAID IT BETTER FOR ME.I HAVE RUN FROM EVERY FEELING OF PAIN I EVER HAD. I WAS NEVER TAUGHT ANYTHING GOOD ABOUT ME OR MY FEELINGS. I HAVE COME FULL CIRCLE AND NOW I FEEL THE PAIN FROM THE ABUSIVE PAST AND THE MEMORIES.AS BACK THEN THERE IS NO ONE HERE...
    thelambsink thelambsink 41-45, M 3 Responses Nov 17, 2010

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    Looking For People In Florida, Who Want To Runaway To Alaska

    I'm looking for 16-18 year old people to runaway with me to Alaska, you need at least $1000 start up cash to buy a train ticket and to get supplies and food. You need to be ready for intense physical labor, and by labor, I mean biking and hiking several miles. If you would so...
    Pubathedog Pubathedog 16-17, M 1 Response Sep 14, 2013

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    shout long story. i was living with pastors of

    a church (they were useing me for my ssi check) so after about 6 mouth i moved in a group home. o there like 3days to find they have bedbugs. so i fb message a friend. i moved now far away to live with her nd 2other. t trend out to be a raw deal she was a crazy *****. she n...
    samtosammie samtosammie 31-35, T Nov 12

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    If Only

    I could wish myself away Running away just seems to easy I would only be running away From myself I'm tired of being me I don't want to be sad And hurt and explain what I myself don't understand I'd rather just wish myself away
    Jay04Sch Jay04Sch 36-40, F Apr 5, 2013

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    Have To Go

    Im gonna do it. I have to. Im tired of my life. There's no one in it and im falling apart. I dont care what happens to me.
    HoneyBloodxx HoneyBloodxx 16-17, F Dec 22, 2012

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    To A Sailboat..

    I don't mean to hideaway from my current problems. Just.. To somewhere of my own. This part of life holds me in captivity like a caged animal. I want to make like Atalanta, and be wild and free.. I daydream about my escape almost constantly. And in every ending, I'm wearing a...
    JeuneCirque JeuneCirque 18-21, F Sep 7, 2012

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    i want to run away to a place

    where nobody can hear you scream and see youre tears, just to look at the moon at night and let everything in you out, that has been growing bigger each day,where i can believe that i am living on earth, not a huge factory, where i can only see and here, cars, people killing...
    Wolfcorleone Wolfcorleone 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 16

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    Can't Handle The Pain

    I don't know how to start! Too many painfull memories and too many detials, but i will try to keep it short. I'm from an arabic country and i have a family of ten, my parents never gave me much attention and i felt invisble and sad. I was always screamed at and punished, but my...
    cheesecake16 cheesecake16 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 14, 2013

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    I'm Not Obsessed, I Just Love Running...

    Don't know if it is every second of my life but I think about running quite a bit.    Set a personal goal in 1997 to run 2 to 3 times per week for a whole year - I did it and felt so good I have been running ever since.  Although I still consider myself an...
    Deejay67 Deejay67 36-40, M Jan 14, 2008

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    Runway And Live The Life Of Someone Else

    I wanna know how it feels to actually be able to say, i enjoy life, and im happy where im at in life. i know there are people who probably have some things in their life where they want better, but i feel like i had nothing that im truly happy about in my life. I just want to...
    dreamtheendless2013 dreamtheendless2013 26-30 Jun 10, 2013

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    I Want To Runaway

    I want to runaway. My life is hell and i hate being here. I swear with all this stress i should have a bald head. I just dont know where to start or how to go about it. I know for a fact my friend would be going with me. She hates it here too. But i just dont want to leave and...
    indialovesosa indialovesosa 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 21, 2013

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    As most of y'all know my parents recently got a divorce and my dad has moved out. Well basically my mom has a new boyfriend that she met online living with us. And my grandma has...
    germany100 germany100 16-17, F Nov 11

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    Almost constantly ! Seems as if I can never quite settle down . I am always so restless , always aching for some new adventure . I am also commitment phobe in a way I am starting...
    BornOnDaBayou337 BornOnDaBayou337 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 3

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    I can't get it off my mind I just want to pack up and go, I just want to disappear nobody would care anyway my parents would be find after awhile and my friends would get over it...
    NerdForLife NerdForLife 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 11

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    We humans as rational beings evolved and we are privileged to have a very clearer conscience and think about our existence. We shouldn’t fight for survival as animals. We should...
    DiegoSMarinho DiegoSMarinho 16-17, M Nov 14

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    I have struggled with depression for upwards of 5 years now. It comes and goes, sometimes I can go for weeks without feeling especially down, but once it starts again, it doesn't...
    meandthemoon13 meandthemoon13 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I'm no longer depressed or thinking about death. I am just going to make new friends enjoy my life and forget the bad! I may think of death sometimes but I know it gets better. I...
    Hellokittybbgrl Hellokittybbgrl 31-35, F 4 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    I have walked miles for u.. I have thought about you every second of the day... you when out of your way to be with me... now you say it can not be...I'll go back to lonely.. then...
    BlackRainbow64 BlackRainbow64 16-17, M Nov 14

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    I want to leave this life i was forced to live.I dream of better tomorrows and sunny days.I want to go on an adventure and not care where i go.Running away is my solution in life...
    glittz101 glittz101 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 10

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    In just over a day, I get my next weekend with my children. After being away from my big boy Alex (7) and sweet girl Serenity (5) for over 2.5 years.. Our time together now so...
    Bry26xo Bry26xo 26-30, F Nov 19

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    I can not tell anyone what I'm thinking about. but I can tell you I'm thinking about black cat by mayday parade since it's playing. I'm thinking I need a nap and I'm thinking why...
    RememberingSunday22 RememberingSunday22 36-40, F 7 hrs ago

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    I am thinking about cheating on my Therapist. Do you think she will get jealous? I'm making jokes but I feel like dog poo today. I had a bunch of medical tests done...they want...
    ObiOneyouremyonlyhope ObiOneyouremyonlyhope 41-45, F 1 Response Oct 30

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    This sounds really stupid and crazy. I can't stop thinking about this girl I only dated for 3 weeks. Everything went well at the beginning then things kind of just fell off. She...
    Waxonwaxoff84 Waxonwaxoff84 26-30, M Nov 18

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    One, I didn't look for... but alone came along. The first one is sustained by monotony...while the other one, is full of love and passion. This one here (the second one) I live it...
    lisqbansil lisqbansil 26-30, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    suicide has crossed my mind for quite some time now. but I've never felt... this close to doing it before in my whole life. i try so dam hard to be optimistic about things but...
    Searching4MyJuliet Searching4MyJuliet 18-21, M Nov 6

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    I love to play Second Life and have for over 8 years now. Though, I'm not the most social person and tend to be very picky about who I friend. I have been looking for furry/feral...
    AirleasAyres AirleasAyres 31-35, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I've never thought about killing myself as much as I do now. I feel like there's no way to get around the fact that not a person around me believe anything positive about me. I don...
    wtftodo51 wtftodo51 26-30, F 2 Responses Nov 8

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    Love and Distrust really made me look at life differently, thinking about how the person sitting next to you. They could be goin through a real rough period in life. People you...
    Mickeymae Mickeymae 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 28

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    I am thinking about you, like I have thought of you so many times before. Sometimes the thoughts are comforting-even amusing. Sometimes they are sad and too real for me to continue...
    MyDnaBiology MyDnaBiology 31-35, F 3 Responses Nov 3

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    every night before I go to sleep I think about my mistake .. it's good to think about your mistake just to learn from it but at the same time it's makes you stuck and you can't...
    Haneen269 Haneen269 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 1

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    I think about this every single day. I'm broken-hearted and I don't think there's a point for me to live any longer. But does it worth it? Sacrificing my life for the sake of...
    TheLonelyDude TheLonelyDude 18-21, M 2 Responses Nov 7

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    I think about now that I see it much more in my line of work. Some time is a while in coming from a slow debilitating illness. Other times it is a surprise. Yet with all it is a...
    Will0108 Will0108 36-40, M a week ago

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    It's scary. I think about suicide more and more. I've been considering it for five years and the thoughts have only grown more intense and more frequent. These days I can't even...
    missmalky missmalky 16-17 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Ah, it was YEARS ago. Literally, like, 6 years. It all ended in disaster, I was 23, she was 21; It would have been so perfect, she goes to medical school, I get a graduate job in...
    jahosijhs jahosijhs 26-30, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Im not even thinking about him, during the day im happy and i can forget! Hes never on my mind.... until i sleep. Popping up in every dream i have had for the last 4 days!!! I just...
    generationlover generationlover 18-21, F Nov 7

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    He's really the only thing that keeps me sane :) . I think about him everyday from the moment I wake up to the moment I fall asleep. I cherish every moment that I'm able to spend...
    MonsterRrR MonsterRrR 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    They eat at me everyday and I think about what will happen next because of them
    Blankminds Blankminds 13-15, F Nov 1

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    I can't stop wanting to kill myself. It's all I think about. I've been hospitalized quite a few times. Almost once every month for the past year. I never leave feeling any better...
    SimiRayea SimiRayea 22-25, T 2 Responses Nov 9

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    Everyday I think about GOD. He's my father, disciplinarian, best friend, redeemer, healer, miracle worker etc.
    dashuria dashuria 13-15, F Nov 16

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    I think about it pretty much daily. Like I think most teens do, except meow I'm 21. Although I never talk about it with Anyone in person or online. The first time I wanted to...
    JessicaCD20 JessicaCD20 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 14

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    I can't stop thinking about a man who basically played me for two years . He hooked up with me for 2 years and now after not talking to him . He suddenly is getting married and...
    mixedchick435 mixedchick435 22-25, F Nov 17

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    I'm home now and she is still on my mind. Can't wait to see her again. I wish I could text her. I wonder do she think about me. All I know is that I can't stop thinking about her...
    rikkiwater rikkiwater 26-30, F Nov 19

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    It's your birthday today. I think about you all the time and I miss you. I think about us. How maybe, just maybe, if things were different we would still be together. I sent you...
    Taradactyl123 Taradactyl123 18-21, F Nov 19

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    It's not healthy for me to spend all my time thinking about my ex. starting the rubber band method maybe this will help and I've made a decision to stop checking her twitter...
    JadeMarieWhalleySeale JadeMarieWhalleySeale 22-25, F 2 days ago