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I Think About Running Away Every Second of My Life

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    I hate this place wanting a new life feeling

    like running away but have no one to go to!! 😭😭😭
    MalachaiP MalachaiP 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 1

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    i want to run away to a place

    where nobody can hear you scream and see youre tears, just to look at the moon at night and let everything in you out, that has been growing bigger each day,where i can believe that i am living on earth, not a huge factory, where i can only see and here, cars, people killing...
    Wolfcorleone Wolfcorleone 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 16

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    I Want To Runaway

    I want to runaway. My life is hell and i hate being here. I swear with all this stress i should have a bald head. I just dont know where to start or how to go about it. I know for a fact my friend would be going with me. She hates it here too. But i just dont want to leave and...
    indialovesosa indialovesosa 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 21, 2013

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    Runway And Live The Life Of Someone Else

    I wanna know how it feels to actually be able to say, i enjoy life, and im happy where im at in life. i know there are people who probably have some things in their life where they want better, but i feel like i had nothing that im truly happy about in my life. I just want to...
    dreamtheendless2013 dreamtheendless2013 26-30 Jun 10, 2013

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    Can't Handle The Pain

    I don't know how to start! Too many painfull memories and too many detials, but i will try to keep it short. I'm from an arabic country and i have a family of ten, my parents never gave me much attention and i felt invisble and sad. I was always screamed at and punished, but my...
    cheesecake16 cheesecake16 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 14, 2013

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    I'm Not Obsessed, I Just Love Running...

    Don't know if it is every second of my life but I think about running quite a bit.    Set a personal goal in 1997 to run 2 to 3 times per week for a whole year - I did it and felt so good I have been running ever since.  Although I still consider myself an...
    Deejay67 Deejay67 36-40, M Jan 14, 2008

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    If Only

    I could wish myself away Running away just seems to easy I would only be running away From myself I'm tired of being me I don't want to be sad And hurt and explain what I myself don't understand I'd rather just wish myself away
    Jay04Sch Jay04Sch 36-40, F Apr 5, 2013

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    Have To Go

    Im gonna do it. I have to. Im tired of my life. There's no one in it and im falling apart. I dont care what happens to me.
    HoneyBloodxx HoneyBloodxx 16-17, F Dec 22, 2012

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    Runnin Onnnnn Runnin On Empty

    RUNNIN BLIND JACKSON BROWNE SAID IT BETTER FOR ME.I HAVE RUN FROM EVERY FEELING OF PAIN I EVER HAD. I WAS NEVER TAUGHT ANYTHING GOOD ABOUT ME OR MY FEELINGS. I HAVE COME FULL CIRCLE AND NOW I FEEL THE PAIN FROM THE ABUSIVE PAST AND THE MEMORIES.AS BACK THEN THERE IS NO ONE HERE...
    thelambsink thelambsink 41-45, M 3 Responses Nov 17, 2010

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    And Never Say Goodbye

    I think Linkin Park has put it best - "I wanna run away Never say goodbye I wanna know the truth Instead of wondering why I wanna know the answers No more lies I wanna shut the door And open up my mind" But it's true, in a sad way. I feel like I'm drowning...
    SheistheLorax SheistheLorax 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 15, 2008

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    To A Sailboat..

    I don't mean to hideaway from my current problems. Just.. To somewhere of my own. This part of life holds me in captivity like a caged animal. I want to make like Atalanta, and be wild and free.. I daydream about my escape almost constantly. And in every ending, I'm wearing a...
    JeuneCirque JeuneCirque 18-21, F Sep 7, 2012

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    I Want To Run But Am To Scared And Comfortable Too !

    I am 22yrs old and my parents are very controlling and somewhat strict . My parents most of my life have kept me locked up and have tried to raise me as a typical Albanian girl meaning stay at home, get good grades, can't talk to any males because that prohibited . I'm not a lot...
    es1091 es1091 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 7, 2013

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    Looking For People In Florida, Who Want To Runaway To Alaska

    I'm looking for 16-18 year old people to runaway with me to Alaska, you need at least $1000 start up cash to buy a train ticket and to get supplies and food. You need to be ready for intense physical labor, and by labor, I mean biking and hiking several miles. If you would so...
    Pubathedog Pubathedog 16-17, M 1 Response Sep 14, 2013

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    Yup that's my plan , once my friend graduates high school she's going to live in Oregon (she's from there bug she moved to Cali) so IMA ask her if she could take me with her . I...
    shawny97 shawny97 16-17, M 1 Response Sep 6

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    I'm in my 20's and I've lived in the same area my whole life. My family is all really close, and I'm very familiar with the people and places around here. Recently, I've been...
    RayvenJ RayvenJ 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 14

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    I'm thinking of going to Florida for school
    Gian422 Gian422 18-21, M Sep 15

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    Hmmm, California may be my next destination. Orange County here I come :)
    honeybree20 honeybree20 18-21, F Sep 9

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    I just finished watching a film that I know I'm going to fail miserably trying to share because it was touching in a personal way to me. It was a film about a young girl from the a...
    TheShadowedGirl TheShadowedGirl 31-35 1 Response Sep 21

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    I have GOT to get this out... I cant keep it bottled in any longer. I may only be rambling to myself here, but I dont care, at least it will be out of my system. ( I'm going to...
    ashuriiNikooru ashuriiNikooru 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    To make a long story short I was talking to a guy in the summer and you know we were jus talking and talking so much for a good two weeks and the next thing you know it We were...
    andreaespe andreaespe 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 23

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    Ok I don't have the guts or the real need to run away my life is just really boring but if any of you are running away and have no place to go I'm sure I could hide you on my...
    evankimes evankimes 31-35, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Thinking about life itself as i use to do i realized a magnificent interior revelation. I will try to explain in writing form this feeling that i had. All of us came to existance...
    DiegoSMarinho DiegoSMarinho 16-17, M Sep 4

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    I miss you so much most nights I can't breathe. The weirdest things make me cry. A song. A T-shirt. I see a face in a crowd and for a second it's yours before morphing into a...
    crookedteethteen crookedteethteen 13-15, F Sep 13

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    Sometimes I fail to say what i think. I get all wrapped up in thoughts and dreams, but I never forget what she truly means. It might be a cliche...but she's the first person I...
    seeinglife2x2 seeinglife2x2 46-50, M 3 Responses Sep 13

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    Once again, I should be asleep. But instead I am awake... Thinking about him, as usual. I almost cried. But I keep telling myself I don't cry over him anymore. What is wrong with...
    ImpossibleHeart ImpossibleHeart 26-30, F Sep 1

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    I still think about all my childhood friends I grew up with in that tiny village. Although I moved away more than half my life ago, I still think of them and wonder what they're...
    Seblett Seblett 13-15, F Sep 4

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    I often lay in my bed and think about you. When you're away I miss you so, I don't know what to do. I fantasize of you & feel your warmth at my side in bed. You so far away, yet...
    qbanlis85 qbanlis85 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 12

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    Life films that make you think twice!These kind of films are great because it shows that the films mean something to you, showing a new light and another perspective of life! Also...
    MilweePetite MilweePetite 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 12

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    I've been overweight for a good chunk of my life. Currently I'm up to about 290 lbs. I've been trying to lose the weight, and for a while, I was doing pretty well, but now... I...
    CasvalEarth CasvalEarth 22-25, M Sep 3

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    In the 8th grade I started at a new school and met this boy. He was tall, lanky and a little bit dorky - but to me he was the bee's knees. We had lunch and gym together, I never...
    SukYoung SukYoung 26-30, F Sep 12

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    Dori: What are you thinking about when you look out there ? Sandy Bates: Just, you know... All those people and you know how unhappy most of them are and those terrible things...
    dontcareforlabels dontcareforlabels 41-45, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    The only thing i remained with in life is watching movies, i do this because it make me feel better. i sit in my bedroom after work and i start thinking about the future where i...
    africangall africangall 22-25, F Sep 17

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    I just can't stop. She's on my mind constantly. I try to think about something else but my thoughts always go back to her. I love her so much. I long to be with her. I yearn for...
    ywilliam31 ywilliam31 16-17, M Sep 12

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    I stare up at my fan and imagine myself hanging there. It's disturbing to me. All I can think about is, will my mom finally feel guilty for what she did for me if I died? Would her...
    GetYourFreakOn GetYourFreakOn 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 19

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    I can't stop thinking about you. I cant stop thinking about you. You're the first thought in my head when I wake up and the only one who keeps me from falling asleep. I replay the...
    confusionswirlinginmyhead confusionswirlinginmyhead 22-25, F Sep 3

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    Thinking about deleting my EP account. Every post on this site has something to do with sex, depression and people who choose to over eat for kicks. It's not my cup of tea and I...
    heyitsabike heyitsabike 31-35, F 2 Responses Sep 11

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    🍌 You're on my mind from my first waking moment to my last at night before I fall asleep with the biggest smile on my face. The impact you've had on me over the last few days...
    Iamwhatyousee Iamwhatyousee 26-30, M 2 Responses Sep 15

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    I wish you'd miss me the way I miss you like this. I wish I knew if you think about me the way I think about you.
    emelon12 emelon12 18-21, F Sep 1

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    Last night I had this dream about my brothers best friend. I've known the guy for years and he is staying at my parents with my brother at the moment so I see him all the time when...
    TayTayFL TayTayFL 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 4

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    Why can't I stop?! It's over. Done. I don't want to be with you anymore. But I can't stop thinking about you. Is it normal to keep thinking about an ex lover? Please help me out...
    leekalady leekalady 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 9

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    You know what's so fascinating/scary to think about... Death... You're gonna be gone FOREVER, forever is a long time.. A very long time. What's death like? Can you watch people...
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 4 Responses Sep 9

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    I can't stop thinking about my ex. I know it's weird Our relationship ended last month. And it was only a one month relationship It didn't even last that long. I think about the...
    andreaespe andreaespe 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Suicidal Jewish Girl to Orthodox Jew to Believer of Jesus! Many Jews come to Jesus! ~ From It's Super Natural - Ayelet Steckbeck was born Jewish family in Israel but she was...
    Heavenbound5511 Heavenbound5511 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 1

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    Luis I just can't spy thinking about him god I want him here with me
    livelovehopefree livelovehopefree 13-15, F Sep 10

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    I have the urge to text or message you but I'm not going to. I just want tell you that I miss you. Are you thinking about me as well? Do you miss me? I wish I would have been worth...
    LoverInTheClouds LoverInTheClouds 22-25, F Sep 13

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    I can't stop thinking about u I don't want to hurt u I'm scared and crying a lot I'm just broken inside u see
    butterflypink butterflypink 13-15, F Sep 18

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    I have a great wife, but I am constant thinking about having an affair. I do not know if I rally can do it if the posibility is there, but I still think of it all the time. Why can...
    lekenchris lekenchris 41-45, M 6 Responses Sep 18

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    I think about it more than I should and sometimes it concerns me.
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 21

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