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I Think About Running Away Every Second of My Life

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 220 People

    Have To Go

    Im gonna do it. I have to. Im tired of my life. There's no one in it and im falling apart. I dont care what happens to me.
    HoneyBloodxx HoneyBloodxx 16-17, F Dec 22, 2012

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    shout long story. i was living with pastors of

    a church (they were useing me for my ssi check) so after about 6 mouth i moved in a group home. o there like 3days to find they have bedbugs. so i fb message a friend. i moved now far away to live with her nd 2other. t trend out to be a raw deal she was a crazy *****. she n...
    samtosammie samtosammie 31-35, T Nov 12

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    I'm Not Obsessed, I Just Love Running...

    Don't know if it is every second of my life but I think about running quite a bit.    Set a personal goal in 1997 to run 2 to 3 times per week for a whole year - I did it and felt so good I have been running ever since.  Although I still consider myself an...
    Deejay67 Deejay67 36-40, M Jan 14, 2008

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    And Never Say Goodbye

    I think Linkin Park has put it best - "I wanna run away Never say goodbye I wanna know the truth Instead of wondering why I wanna know the answers No more lies I wanna shut the door And open up my mind" But it's true, in a sad way. I feel like I'm drowning...
    SheistheLorax SheistheLorax 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 15, 2008

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    Looking For People In Florida, Who Want To Runaway To Alaska

    I'm looking for 16-18 year old people to runaway with me to Alaska, you need at least $1000 start up cash to buy a train ticket and to get supplies and food. You need to be ready for intense physical labor, and by labor, I mean biking and hiking several miles. If you would so...
    Pubathedog Pubathedog 16-17, M 1 Response Sep 14, 2013

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    Runway And Live The Life Of Someone Else

    I wanna know how it feels to actually be able to say, i enjoy life, and im happy where im at in life. i know there are people who probably have some things in their life where they want better, but i feel like i had nothing that im truly happy about in my life. I just want to...
    dreamtheendless2013 dreamtheendless2013 26-30 Jun 10, 2013

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    To A Sailboat..

    I don't mean to hideaway from my current problems. Just.. To somewhere of my own. This part of life holds me in captivity like a caged animal. I want to make like Atalanta, and be wild and free.. I daydream about my escape almost constantly. And in every ending, I'm wearing a...
    JeuneCirque JeuneCirque 18-21, F Sep 7, 2012

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    Runnin Onnnnn Runnin On Empty

    RUNNIN BLIND JACKSON BROWNE SAID IT BETTER FOR ME.I HAVE RUN FROM EVERY FEELING OF PAIN I EVER HAD. I WAS NEVER TAUGHT ANYTHING GOOD ABOUT ME OR MY FEELINGS. I HAVE COME FULL CIRCLE AND NOW I FEEL THE PAIN FROM THE ABUSIVE PAST AND THE MEMORIES.AS BACK THEN THERE IS NO ONE HERE...
    thelambsink thelambsink 41-45, M 3 Responses Nov 17, 2010

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    Can't Handle The Pain

    I don't know how to start! Too many painfull memories and too many detials, but i will try to keep it short. I'm from an arabic country and i have a family of ten, my parents never gave me much attention and i felt invisble and sad. I was always screamed at and punished, but my...
    cheesecake16 cheesecake16 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 14, 2013

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    If Only

    I could wish myself away Running away just seems to easy I would only be running away From myself I'm tired of being me I don't want to be sad And hurt and explain what I myself don't understand I'd rather just wish myself away
    Jay04Sch Jay04Sch 36-40, F Apr 5, 2013

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    i want to run away to a place

    where nobody can hear you scream and see youre tears, just to look at the moon at night and let everything in you out, that has been growing bigger each day,where i can believe that i am living on earth, not a huge factory, where i can only see and here, cars, people killing...
    Wolfcorleone Wolfcorleone 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 16

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    i live in canada an NEED!

    !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TO RUN AWY AGE 12 -15 OM 13
    runninawayfromtomorrow runninawayfromtomorrow 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 7

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    I hate this place wanting a new life feeling

    like running away but have no one to go to!! 😭😭😭
    MalachaiP MalachaiP 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 1

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    I Want To Runaway

    I want to runaway. My life is hell and i hate being here. I swear with all this stress i should have a bald head. I just dont know where to start or how to go about it. I know for a fact my friend would be going with me. She hates it here too. But i just dont want to leave and...
    indialovesosa indialovesosa 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 21, 2013

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    I Want To Run But Am To Scared And Comfortable Too !

    I am 22yrs old and my parents are very controlling and somewhat strict . My parents most of my life have kept me locked up and have tried to raise me as a typical Albanian girl meaning stay at home, get good grades, can't talk to any males because that prohibited . I'm not a lot...
    es1091 es1091 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 7, 2013

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    need a girlfriend someone i can care about and listen too i am 16 and want to travel and thinking of running away to Canada to start my new life tired of living in ohio and being...
    columbus38 columbus38 13-15, M Dec 10

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    I think about dying almost every day of my life. It's usually about suicide. The problems I create for myself seem to pile heavier and heavier on my shoulders to the point I feel I...
    TRP92 TRP92 22-25, M 2 Responses Dec 16

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    When I was 7, I met a boy more than twice my age at the time. He pretended like he was my friend. He was my only friend. One day he took me for a walk in a park. There is very...
    FakingTheFlowers FakingTheFlowers 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 8

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    I'm thinking about it since every single experience was demeed to inappropriate
    J1D8L J1D8L 22-25, M 2 Responses Dec 4

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    My name is Maddy and Im 12 years old. 13 in one month. I have been considering running away now for about a year and I feel its time to get out of here now. Im from the Uk, Norwich...
    RunawayMaddy RunawayMaddy 13-15, F 4 Responses Dec 16

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    i ofter walk into my closet, and look at the rail. theres almost nothing on it, just a few sweat-shirts and a book bag; there's definitely enough space for me. i have hanged on it...
    crazyhyperkid crazyhyperkid 18-21, M 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    I try to ignore you because I know that if I am able to see you, soon enough you will have to leave me again. And that's when I will long for you and my heart will ache. The more I...
    Karinas2 Karinas2 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 4

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    been thinking about taking my life for a little while. trying to think of anyone it would inconvenience and the fact I have to think for a good few hours, says it all. I have a...
    soonthepainwillgo soonthepainwillgo 22-25, M 2 Responses Dec 2

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    Always think about this one guy.. He's made such an impact on my life, brings a light and happiness to my life.. Hes not perfect.. But he's perfect to me! And nothing could change...
    catho catho 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I haven't stopped thinking about him since I saw him earlier this month. I wasn't going to go to the event because I knew he'd be there, but at the last moment I changed my mind. I...
    SukYoung SukYoung 26-30, F Nov 29

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    "Have you ever thought about how many people think about you? It's so bizarre. Imagine someone, out of the blue, thinking of your face. Something happens; they remember you. Your...
    paradox123 paradox123 16-17, F Dec 14

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    It's scary. I think about suicide more and more. I've been considering it for five years and the thoughts have only grown more intense and more frequent. These days I can't even...
    missmalky missmalky 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 27

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    The two main deterrents still holding me back from buying that CZ82 are (1) my little sister, and to some extent (2) the people who look up to me. The people who look up to me...
    FryyM FryyM 22-25, M 2 Responses Dec 16

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    There is weakness in watching films that make us sit, wander beyond, imagine our lives feeling, a livelihood that lightens our hearts and senses. We are glued, seeing, believing...
    Xenasdreams Xenasdreams 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 16

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    The man who assaulted me is getting out of prison next month. The paranoia, worry, anxiousness, and dread will be returning to my life again. I hate that I think about him...
    EYESONLYFORU EYESONLYFORU 41-45, F 5 Responses 4 days ago

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    I love this site very much but unfortunately there are bad eggs on here that just takes away the joy of this site. Sure you can ignore them, and not let it get to you, but at the...
    Cutiepeachpie Cutiepeachpie 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I'm no longer depressed or thinking about death. I am just going to make new friends enjoy my life and forget the bad! I may think of death sometimes but I know it gets better. I...
    Hellokittybbgrl Hellokittybbgrl 31-35, F 4 Responses Nov 28

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    We only dated for 1/2 a year and he was my first real boyfriend. He was my best friend and I felt like we had a real connection. We broke up a year ago and ended on bad terms at...
    xsatanxyz xsatanxyz 18-21, F Dec 2

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    Lately I've been thinking about cheating on my bf. he's my first ever and we've been together for almost 7 years. Sometimes I feel unappreciated with all the small/big kind...
    norcalkaylala norcalkaylala 26-30, F 6 Responses Dec 4

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    I was so in love with this guy for 6 years and he didn't love me back at all. He was the first and last guy I ever fell in love with and it was love at first sight. At one point I...
    Purpletears17 Purpletears17 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 7

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    Watched "Garden of words" today. It just stopped me. Made me pause for a while and question what I'm doing in life. Made me think about all the decisions I've made. All the people...
    DamienBodie DamienBodie 18-21 2 Responses Dec 15

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    It's not so much what self driving cars will be on the road or the daily trips to the international space station. When I say I think about the future... I'm thinking about the...
    shakenama shakenama 41-45, M 6 days ago

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    I have been thinking about write a book but my mind have been on and off about the book. I love to write whatever my mind or a thought I put down and continue to write like nonstop...
    colonaileen colonaileen 26-30, F 5 days ago

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    He's really the only thing that keeps me sane :) . I think about him everyday from the moment I wake up to the moment I fall asleep. I cherish every moment that I'm able to spend...
    MonsterRrR MonsterRrR 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 26

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    Sometimes I think about swallowing a 30ml bottle of morphine 20mg/ml. I hope it would be quick & painless. I wonder if I'll ever have the guts? I hate feeling this way. I wish I...
    SirenaVonLee SirenaVonLee 36-40, F 2 Responses Dec 1

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    sometime I think about death and how beautiful and quite it would be for the rest of my life
    nayimaalie nayimaalie 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 7

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    The more the death of my grandma sinks in, the more I don't want to think about it. Saying good bye to her was the hardest thing I've ever done. She was my best friend. She was...
    tRueInSAnItY tRueInSAnItY 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 9

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    This group is totally a lie.. No matter how much you say I Dont Care What People Think About Me, you still care what other people will think, not all the time but at some stages of...
    iamjustbeingme iamjustbeingme 16-17, M 2 Responses Dec 9

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    I can't help but think about my ex all the time. I love her so much after all these years. after everything we've been through. I still can't see a future without her. and it's sad...
    greywolf9678 greywolf9678 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    I am thinking about doing it, I can't see any good in my life that I do or am, so I want to end it
    tonyxdeltorix tonyxdeltorix 22-25, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I can not tell anyone what I'm thinking about. but I can tell you I'm thinking about black cat by mayday parade since it's playing. I'm thinking I need a nap and I'm thinking why...
    RememberingSunday22 RememberingSunday22 36-40, F Nov 28

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    Its been a year now and everyday I am thinking about committing suicide.
    maryamtssn24 maryamtssn24 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 3

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