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I Think About Running Away Every Second of My Life

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    Have To Go

    Im gonna do it. I have to. Im tired of my life. There's no one in it and im falling apart. I dont care what happens to me.
    HoneyBloodxx HoneyBloodxx 16-17, F Dec 22, 2012

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    Runnin Onnnnn Runnin On Empty

    RUNNIN BLIND JACKSON BROWNE SAID IT BETTER FOR ME.I HAVE RUN FROM EVERY FEELING OF PAIN I EVER HAD. I WAS NEVER TAUGHT ANYTHING GOOD ABOUT ME OR MY FEELINGS. I HAVE COME FULL CIRCLE AND NOW I FEEL THE PAIN FROM THE ABUSIVE PAST AND THE MEMORIES.AS BACK THEN THERE IS NO ONE HERE...
    thelambsink thelambsink 41-45, M 3 Responses Nov 17, 2010

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    And Never Say Goodbye

    I think Linkin Park has put it best - "I wanna run away Never say goodbye I wanna know the truth Instead of wondering why I wanna know the answers No more lies I wanna shut the door And open up my mind" But it's true, in a sad way. I feel like I'm drowning...
    SheistheLorax SheistheLorax 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 15, 2008

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    I Want To Runaway

    I want to runaway. My life is hell and i hate being here. I swear with all this stress i should have a bald head. I just dont know where to start or how to go about it. I know for a fact my friend would be going with me. She hates it here too. But i just dont want to leave and...
    indialovesosa indialovesosa 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 21, 2013

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    Can't Handle The Pain

    I don't know how to start! Too many painfull memories and too many detials, but i will try to keep it short. I'm from an arabic country and i have a family of ten, my parents never gave me much attention and i felt invisble and sad. I was always screamed at and punished, but my...
    cheesecake16 cheesecake16 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 14, 2013

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    To A Sailboat..

    I don't mean to hideaway from my current problems. Just.. To somewhere of my own. This part of life holds me in captivity like a caged animal. I want to make like Atalanta, and be wild and free.. I daydream about my escape almost constantly. And in every ending, I'm wearing a...
    JeuneCirque JeuneCirque 18-21, F Sep 7, 2012

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    Looking For People In Florida, Who Want To Runaway To Alaska

    I'm looking for 16-18 year old people to runaway with me to Alaska, you need at least $1000 start up cash to buy a train ticket and to get supplies and food. You need to be ready for intense physical labor, and by labor, I mean biking and hiking several miles. If you would so...
    Pubathedog Pubathedog 16-17, M 2 Responses Sep 14, 2013

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    If Only

    I could wish myself away Running away just seems to easy I would only be running away From myself I'm tired of being me I don't want to be sad And hurt and explain what I myself don't understand I'd rather just wish myself away
    Jay04Sch Jay04Sch 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 5, 2013

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    I'm Not Obsessed, I Just Love Running...

    Don't know if it is every second of my life but I think about running quite a bit.    Set a personal goal in 1997 to run 2 to 3 times per week for a whole year - I did it and felt so good I have been running ever since.  Although I still consider myself an...
    Deejay67 Deejay67 36-40, M Jan 14, 2008

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    Runway And Live The Life Of Someone Else

    I wanna know how it feels to actually be able to say, i enjoy life, and im happy where im at in life. i know there are people who probably have some things in their life where they want better, but i feel like i had nothing that im truly happy about in my life. I just want to...
    dreamtheendless2013 dreamtheendless2013 26-30 Jun 10, 2013

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    I Want To Run But Am To Scared And Comfortable Too !

    I am 22yrs old and my parents are very controlling and somewhat strict . My parents most of my life have kept me locked up and have tried to raise me as a typical Albanian girl meaning stay at home, get good grades, can't talk to any males because that prohibited . I'm not a lot...
    es1091 es1091 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 7, 2013

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    i want to run away to a place

    where nobody can hear you scream and see youre tears, just to look at the moon at night and let everything in you out, that has been growing bigger each day,where i can believe that i am living on earth, not a huge factory, where i can only see and here, cars, people killing...
    Wolfcorleone Wolfcorleone 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 16

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    I wish I could run away from everything and live in a tropical place and relax
    Enrique19 Enrique19 18-21, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    well i have a very abusive mother that drinks a lot and is always taking things out on me and my siblings i just cant live like this any more what shall i do
    dommy14 dommy14 18-21, M Apr 2

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    I don't know what's best for me at this point. Our marriage is on the rocks after the tsunami brought on by my wife. I don't need counseling... What I do need is a sexual life. I...
    CoolDad59 CoolDad59 51-55, M 6 days ago

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    I know that may sound odd but I honestly think about it almost everyday. I do not want a child right now but thinking about gives me a satisfying feeling. Just imagining myself...
    Slumbergirl92 Slumbergirl92 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 3

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    Friday. The dead have all the knowledge. That thought crossed my mind this morning as I was heading into work. Having recently lost a friend to cancer, I guess I've been thinking...
    samedeepwater samedeepwater 46-50, M 16 hrs ago

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    I'm about to be 16, treated like dirt; the black sheep.. Growing up in an extremely hard core religious background, Muslim, Islam, it's hurt me. It's fought against me, everything...
    Yourstrulyanon Yourstrulyanon 13-15 2 Responses Mar 25

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    I've had a lot of minimum wage jobs in a variety of different fields that never took off in a career direction. Now I am in another minimum wage job making barely above minimum...
    DJM8 DJM8 31-35, M 11 hrs ago

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    Every second of every minute of every day all that i can focus on is death. Me & life are like hyenas & lions - never got along & never will. People say that its all about your...
    TheWorldVsJ TheWorldVsJ 26-30, M 2 Responses Apr 3

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    So when I seem to be moving on I see your face and all those memories fall into place. I can't stop thinking about the way you held me tight. The way your voice sounded like. The...
    BabyDgay BabyDgay 16-17, F 11 hrs ago

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    I've never been able to pay a bill with other people's opinions or compliments. I'm a loner so I don't need to have lots of friends. There are some people whose opinions matter but...
    fairytalesandspiderwebs fairytalesandspiderwebs 18-21, F Mar 29

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    there you go again running through my mind like you belong here tiptoeing across my thoughts leaving behind your smiles for me to think about your lingering touch tracing the...
    NefelibataAggression NefelibataAggression 18-21, F Mar 23

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    It seems like every day I think about it, everyone around me is so rude even though I try to be nice and talk to them. I can't stand it anymore. I want to be kind but no one...
    ArieaMarxus ArieaMarxus 16-17, F Apr 6

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    We have time when we're born and we have time when we are dieing, just not enough. Time is our life long friend until the end of our lifetime. Sometimes we dread time & others we...
    Falcor88 Falcor88 22-25, M 4 days ago

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    I don't even know where to start, I just wish I could just stop thinking about my future assuming I even have one. I stay thinking about what I'm going to do with my life and what...
    Unlucky242 Unlucky242 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 19

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    You dominate my thoughts, my actions and my life. I heart is a prisoner to you, I would follow you where ever you may go. I would ruin everything I have at your request because I...
    Bunny2014 Bunny2014 31-35, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I feel like im giving up to my life because i failed highschool due to that im not going to college level this year my friend is gonna left me alone i always think about the...
    Alonethem Alonethem 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 20

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    I want to end my life, and I think about how life would continue without me. I cannot find myself to leave, my family, friends, and simple beauty of this earth, though.
    smith821 smith821 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 21

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    It was a chance encounter. It was only a chance encounter 294 days ago, but I cannot get him out of mind. On a whim, I took a trip up north last summer. At the last minute I wasn...
    CaliLove87 CaliLove87 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 22

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    Or BOOKS that make me think about life. Mitch Albom and John Green's books make do that.
    nocturnalninja nocturnalninja 18-21, F Apr 1

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    Im seriously thinking about it....I used to like this page and i met here some really nice and kindhearted people, but...Im having problems with inappropriate adverts appearing...
    Slavinka Slavinka 18-21, F Apr 8

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    Im seriously thinking about it....I used to like this page and i met here some really nice and kindhearted people, but...Im having problems with inappropriate adverts appearing...
    Slavinka Slavinka 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 8

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    Well I'm not thinking about a particular one, more like reminiscing about my single life. I'm good being married but damn I really did it up when I was single. I had so much fun...
    CallMeFriday CallMeFriday 26-30, F 5 days ago

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    I have watched some really good movies lately that just started to get me thinkin about my life and future
    irrelevantex irrelevantex 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    ... More like thinking about all the things he did. I had a dream about him last night and woke up so angry. When will I let go of that part of my life :(
    Lucky1217 Lucky1217 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 20

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    So this is my first experience on here, over the summer I was raped by my 45 year old cousin. I just turned 16. I think about it every day but I don't want to tell anybody I know...
    CydneyGarrett CydneyGarrett 16-17, F 4 Responses Mar 22

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    Is it bad that I truly want to die but am not at all suicidal? I think it'd be more economical and better because I wouldn't have to wait so long to leave school or whatever else...
    carebare124 carebare124 18-21 Mar 26

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    I'm a little obsessed with zombies, and I think about it all the time. So when I'm in a large crowd, like at a fair or a concert, I always think about how fast it could happen...
    meghanmonroe meghanmonroe 26-30, F Mar 27

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    I don't know where I was when it was released, but I've only just got round to watching 'Amazing Grace' (2007) which is the story of William Wilberforce who fought for the legal...
    tim65 tim65 61-65, M 1 Response Mar 28

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    I do think about death. Sometimes it feels like the only way out. Life is so hard at times especially when you cant be yourself.
    AchingSoul AchingSoul 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    I can't stop thinking of my master. He is my world, I would give up everything for him. He may be a little older than me but I truly love him and I feel that he loves me too. If he...
    792kiss 792kiss 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    and I will never meet him again...but every time I think about him it brings tears to my eyes because I know I can never talk to him ever again and it feels like I'm missing out on...
    Silvertwilight Silvertwilight 22-25, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I always think about my death, my friends death, and of course my families death, I'm not suicidal, I'm not crazy i just can't seem to stop i don't wish for no ones death but i...
    cycloneok cycloneok 16-17, M 6 days ago

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    I can't stop thinking about a guy I barely know- He works with my mum and I've seen him in the pub a few times too. Since my uncle is dating his mum, I was quite keen on knowing...
    ImChelsea ImChelsea 16-17, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Although I'm still young, I think about it too. If I'm talking to a guy that's older than me, my mind goes straight to thinking about sex and his ****. I wonder what it would...
    vanmaury vanmaury 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I can't stop thinking about you baby. You turned my whole world upside down and I love you. You have me a reason to live, something to fight for. And that reason is you, without...
    BleedingAngel BleedingAngel 13-15, F Mar 18

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    I struggle when it comes to voicing out my feeling but I'm with no doubt that my actions speak volumes... The thing is my failure to say what I feel might have led you to keep what...
    LadyMayah LadyMayah 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    They always say you never stop loving your first true love. But it that really realistic? I'm not sure. But my first love and I broke up two years ago and I still occasionally...
    Jessica0906 Jessica0906 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 28

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    It's been 9 years and I still think about my first love, wonder if he thinks about me? I feel guilty for it, I'm married n hv kids now.
    DancingRoses DancingRoses 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 31

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    Most of the time i'm fine. I guess I just have triggers that make me think about death.. I just wonder what its like. Is it going to be a relief for me? When will I die... Etc I...
    Raven628 Raven628 16-17, F 4 Responses Apr 1

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    I'm 17 and a virgin and all I think about is sex, not loving someone and having sex because I don't think I'm able to love but just meaningless sex. I don't know why this fills my...
    lovingmeyousee lovingmeyousee 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 9