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I Think About Running Away Every Second of My Life

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 217 People

    To A Sailboat..

    I don't mean to hideaway from my current problems. Just.. To somewhere of my own. This part of life holds me in captivity like a caged animal. I want to make like Atalanta, and be wild and free.. I daydream about my escape almost constantly. And in every ending, I'm wearing a...
    JeuneCirque JeuneCirque 18-21, F Sep 7, 2012

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    i want to run away to a place

    where nobody can hear you scream and see youre tears, just to look at the moon at night and let everything in you out, that has been growing bigger each day,where i can believe that i am living on earth, not a huge factory, where i can only see and here, cars, people killing...
    Wolfcorleone Wolfcorleone 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 16, 2014

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    I hate this place wanting a new life feeling

    like running away but have no one to go to!! 😭😭😭
    MalachaiP MalachaiP 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 1, 2014

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    Can't Handle The Pain

    I don't know how to start! Too many painfull memories and too many detials, but i will try to keep it short. I'm from an arabic country and i have a family of ten, my parents never gave me much attention and i felt invisble and sad. I was always screamed at and punished, but my...
    cheesecake16 cheesecake16 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 14, 2013

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    Looking For People In Florida, Who Want To Runaway To Alaska

    I'm looking for 16-18 year old people to runaway with me to Alaska, you need at least $1000 start up cash to buy a train ticket and to get supplies and food. You need to be ready for intense physical labor, and by labor, I mean biking and hiking several miles. If you would so...
    Pubathedog Pubathedog 16-17, M 1 Response Sep 14, 2013

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    i live in canada an NEED!

    !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TO RUN AWY AGE 12 -15 OM 13
    runninawayfromtomorrow runninawayfromtomorrow 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 7, 2014

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    shout long story. i was living with pastors of

    a church (they were useing me for my ssi check) so after about 6 mouth i moved in a group home. o there like 3days to find they have bedbugs. so i fb message a friend. i moved now far away to live with her nd 2other. t trend out to be a raw deal she was a crazy *****. she n...
    samtosammie samtosammie 31-35, T Nov 12, 2014

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    And Never Say Goodbye

    I think Linkin Park has put it best - "I wanna run away Never say goodbye I wanna know the truth Instead of wondering why I wanna know the answers No more lies I wanna shut the door And open up my mind" But it's true, in a sad way. I feel like I'm drowning...
    SheistheLorax SheistheLorax 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 15, 2008

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    Runway And Live The Life Of Someone Else

    I wanna know how it feels to actually be able to say, i enjoy life, and im happy where im at in life. i know there are people who probably have some things in their life where they want better, but i feel like i had nothing that im truly happy about in my life. I just want to...
    dreamtheendless2013 dreamtheendless2013 26-30 Jun 10, 2013

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    If Only

    I could wish myself away Running away just seems to easy I would only be running away From myself I'm tired of being me I don't want to be sad And hurt and explain what I myself don't understand I'd rather just wish myself away
    Jay04Sch Jay04Sch 36-40, F Apr 5, 2013

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    Runnin Onnnnn Runnin On Empty

    RUNNIN BLIND JACKSON BROWNE SAID IT BETTER FOR ME.I HAVE RUN FROM EVERY FEELING OF PAIN I EVER HAD. I WAS NEVER TAUGHT ANYTHING GOOD ABOUT ME OR MY FEELINGS. I HAVE COME FULL CIRCLE AND NOW I FEEL THE PAIN FROM THE ABUSIVE PAST AND THE MEMORIES.AS BACK THEN THERE IS NO ONE HERE...
    thelambsink thelambsink 41-45, M 3 Responses Nov 17, 2010

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    I Want To Runaway

    I want to runaway. My life is hell and i hate being here. I swear with all this stress i should have a bald head. I just dont know where to start or how to go about it. I know for a fact my friend would be going with me. She hates it here too. But i just dont want to leave and...
    indialovesosa indialovesosa 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 21, 2013

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    Have To Go

    Im gonna do it. I have to. Im tired of my life. There's no one in it and im falling apart. I dont care what happens to me.
    HoneyBloodxx HoneyBloodxx 16-17, F Dec 22, 2012

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    I Want To Run But Am To Scared And Comfortable Too !

    I am 22yrs old and my parents are very controlling and somewhat strict . My parents most of my life have kept me locked up and have tried to raise me as a typical Albanian girl meaning stay at home, get good grades, can't talk to any males because that prohibited . I'm not a lot...
    es1091 es1091 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 7, 2013

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    I'm Not Obsessed, I Just Love Running...

    Don't know if it is every second of my life but I think about running quite a bit.    Set a personal goal in 1997 to run 2 to 3 times per week for a whole year - I did it and felt so good I have been running ever since.  Although I still consider myself an...
    Deejay67 Deejay67 36-40, M Jan 14, 2008

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    I'm 21 and lived in New York my whole life, but I think it's time for a new chapter and move to Florida. I've been visiting family there my whole life... My question is should I...
    Bellissimaa Bellissimaa 18-21, F Feb 13

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    Maybe I should try moving away, to another state. I live in Arizona, and stuff hasn't been going as planned. Maybe if I moved away good things will happen. Maybe I'll feel better...
    idontknow2658 idontknow2658 18-21, M 3 days ago

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    I am so over Utah right now. I am feeling beaches, sun, rain, green things, and no snow ever.
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    It's a long hard story. But everyday I think about suicide. Everyday I think should I just do it.. And it's not that I want to die. I want to live, I want to be free and travel...
    endmypainn endmypainn 13-15, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I'm thinking about the day I felt like a princess because of a woman for the first time. The day we walked passed each other and stared into one another eyes, unknowingly...
    jellyrolls34 jellyrolls34 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    Think About The Way MUSIC IS THE VIBE SO OPEN UP YOUR EYES TIME IS RUNNING OUT SO FIND THE FEELING BOOM DIGGY DIGGY DIGGY BOOM DIGGY BANG BOOM DIGGY DIGGY DIGGY BOOM DIGGY BANG...
    ALaCoit ALaCoit 31-35, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    If you could think of the absolute silliest thing to develop an addiction to I would say being addicted to Second life. I am one of these people that are really addicted to this...
    WastedtomatoJuice WastedtomatoJuice 18-21, T 1 Response Feb 1

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    I still think about the man that I had an emotional affair with for 2 years. No stranger, we’d gone to high school together. We had history, flirting in study hall, talking...
    Raven57 Raven57 56-60, F 1 Response Feb 11

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    I have already posted my experiences in this category, but that was nearly two years ago. Two. Years. Ago. And it's still bothering me, or I wouldn't be here. Having met with a...
    quirkygirl520 quirkygirl520 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 9

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    She was my first crush, it was in the 3rd grade, and we were friends. I had to move to a diffrent school and I wanted to tell her on the last day before I moved, but on that day...
    plmojn plmojn 26-30, M 5 days ago

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    For years, many many years I have thought about suicide nearly everyday. I don't remember a day I haven't thought about it. When I was younger I would look at a length of rope or I...
    LifeIsBeatingMe LifeIsBeatingMe 26-30, M 4 Responses Feb 14

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    Day after day, night after night it follows me like a shadow. Silently stalking. All I want it some peace. I am exhausted. So tired of the crap life has handed me. From the start...
    js246 js246 22-25 2 days ago

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    I saw Gone Girl on the 4th of October. I have not stopped thinking about it since. I have no clue what it is about Gone Girl that's caused me to think about it so often for the...
    baberlay baberlay 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 1

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    Where did I go wrong. Where did we go wrong. In just a few minutes every thing collapsed. Why? Stop blaming yourself there's nothing wrong with you. You are the best anyone can...
    Alijumah Alijumah 18-21, M Feb 2

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    It is quiete funny as .. as some writers write.. I will be happy... "When".. "If".. etc. Then when finally happy, one thinks about not losing the momment. Maybe trying to grip it...
    mirkwood86 mirkwood86 26-30, M Jan 26

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    Do I need to go any further with this???? If only you weren't such a sweetheart. A man that every female dreams of.... Gorgeous as hell, yet sexy within. Fun. Hilarious. Touch of...
    EyeDontGiveAHoot EyeDontGiveAHoot 36-40, F 1 Response Feb 15

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    I'm thinking about it right now... someone told me to kill myself today. but it wasn't like "oh go kill yourself" it was more like "oh you think you're so smart and so pretty...
    jayissosadlike jayissosadlike 16-17, F 3 Responses Feb 18

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    this might freak some people out so if you don't want to read about death I would click off. when I was younger I did not talk to a lot of people or have a lot of friends so I...
    awesomea16 awesomea16 16-17, M 3 Responses Feb 5

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    Does anyone have any advice on dealing with this irrational fear I have? I worry about how others see me based on how I act and what I wear. I don't act like I would with someone...
    MarioT96 MarioT96 18-21, M 5 Responses 4 days ago

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    Even now all I can think about is suicide. I've even read about ways to do it from this app and I don't know what's stopping me, I guess I'm scared but I want to do it. I don't...
    whispers04 whispers04 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 8

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    Lying in bed, listening to Love Me Like You Do by Ellie Goulding and for some reason I can't stop thinking about you tonight. I miss you so much and as much as I hate to admit it I...
    JenniBob JenniBob 26-30, F Feb 17

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    I am thinking about leaving EP. Any of the girls I met on here I feel like don't even care about me. I haven't heard from them in forever and feel like I'm just a nobody:'( . Feel...
    BrandonVidya2014 BrandonVidya2014 18-21, M 3 Responses a week ago

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    Most days of the week I think about suicide, there's rarely a happy moment. I dreamed about killing myself last night, it was wonderful but brought me down so low... because other...
    WinterSkyout WinterSkyout 16-17, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    im thinking about sanjay and im worried this is all a dream
    KatieBug16 KatieBug16 16-17, F Jan 29

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    Here recently it's not that I actively seek ways to die anymore but I still think about death and ways to die. I'm a pretty screwed up person :/
    Sxculent Sxculent 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 7

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    Some of us married men like to think about our wives having hot passionate sex. Most of us men with such a fantasy are men who are denied sex with our wives because our wives are...
    drlesmoore drlesmoore 56-60, M 3 Responses Feb 14

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    I'm thinking about whether Colorado is a good place for me. This place makes me sick and I feel as if it's time to move on.
    onecutebubbles0729 onecutebubbles0729 22-25, F Feb 15

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    I cannot get you off my mind!! You've stolen my heart and I think about you and me all the time...
    catho catho 18-21, F Feb 18

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    I don't expect anyone to care, but I am thinking about deleting my account. Enough said.
    Harper101 Harper101 16-17, F 4 Responses Feb 18

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    still thinking about you.. **sigh**
    TrueLove213 TrueLove213 26-30, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I don't want to lose. I need to keep going. Stop making me think about suicide (note to self) I need to keep going. I want to be able to see if things do get better.
    ponycupcake ponycupcake 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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