I Think About Running Away Every Second of My Life

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    Runnin Onnnnn Runnin On Empty

    RUNNIN BLIND JACKSON BROWNE SAID IT BETTER FOR ME.I HAVE RUN FROM EVERY FEELING OF PAIN I EVER HAD. I WAS NEVER TAUGHT ANYTHING GOOD ABOUT ME OR MY FEELINGS. I HAVE COME FULL CIRCLE AND NOW I FEEL THE PAIN FROM THE ABUSIVE PAST AND THE MEMORIES.AS BACK THEN THERE IS NO ONE HERE...
    thelambsink thelambsink
    41-45, M
    3 Responses Nov 17, 2010
    XxToxicKissesxX XxToxicKissesxX
    13-15, F
    May 26, 2015

    i live in canada an NEED!

    !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TO RUN AWY AGE 12 -15 OM 13
    runninawayfromtomorrow runninawayfromtomorrow
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Dec 7, 2014

    i want to run away to a place

    where nobody can hear you scream and see youre tears, just to look at the moon at night and let everything in you out, that has been growing bigger each day,where i can believe that i am living on earth, not a huge factory, where i can only see and here, cars, people killing...
    Wolfcorleone Wolfcorleone
    26-30, M
    1 Response Feb 16, 2014

    I Want To Run But Am To Scared And Comfortable Too !

    I am 22yrs old and my parents are very controlling and somewhat strict . My parents most of my life have kept me locked up and have tried to raise me as a typical Albanian girl meaning stay at home, get good grades, can't talk to any males because that prohibited . I'm not a lot...
    es1091 es1091
    22-25, F
    1 Response Oct 7, 2013

    If you are serious about running away contact

    me. I'm 16 and have a job so I will contribute financially. Looking for smart and serious people so contact me if you'd like...we will go from there
    ts03 ts03
    16-17, F
    Jun 12, 2015

    I have a runaway group

    and one has left already, we are in the USA. Our ages are 16, 15, 14, and 14. We are looking to stay in the US and would like to get new members here:)
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Aug 9, 2015

    I'm Not Obsessed, I Just Love Running...

    Don't know if it is every second of my life but I think about running quite a bit.    Set a personal goal in 1997 to run 2 to 3 times per week for a whole year - I did it and felt so good I have been running ever since.  Although I still consider myself an...
    Deejay67 Deejay67
    36-40, M
    Jan 14, 2008

    Have To Go

    Im gonna do it. I have to. Im tired of my life. There's no one in it and im falling apart. I dont care what happens to me.
    HoneyBloodxx HoneyBloodxx
    16-17, F
    Dec 22, 2012

    If Only

    I could wish myself away Running away just seems to easy I would only be running away From myself I'm tired of being me I don't want to be sad And hurt and explain what I myself don't understand I'd rather just wish myself away
    Jay04Sch Jay04Sch
    41-45, F
    Apr 5, 2013

    I am struggling is what I want to say,

    but I don't want to use the word struggle ,I'm going to say that , I'm going to change my life. I'm going to run away and start again I owe it to myself. I'm going to prove to everyone or maybe no one at all I don't care who sees me ,that happiness can be achieved without the...
    euphoriastol euphoriastol
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 8, 2015

    Can't Handle The Pain

    I don't know how to start! Too many painfull memories and too many detials, but i will try to keep it short. I'm from an arabic country and i have a family of ten, my parents never gave me much attention and i felt invisble and sad. I was always screamed at and punished, but my...
    cheesecake16 cheesecake16
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Jan 14, 2013

    To A Sailboat..

    I don't mean to hideaway from my current problems. Just.. To somewhere of my own. This part of life holds me in captivity like a caged animal. I want to make like Atalanta, and be wild and free.. I daydream about my escape almost constantly. And in every ending, I'm wearing a...
    JeuneCirque JeuneCirque
    18-21, F
    Sep 7, 2012

    I hate this place wanting a new life feeling

    like running away but have no one to go to!! 😭😭😭
    MalachaiP MalachaiP
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 1, 2014

    Runway And Live The Life Of Someone Else

    I wanna know how it feels to actually be able to say, i enjoy life, and im happy where im at in life. i know there are people who probably have some things in their life where they want better, but i feel like i had nothing that im truly happy about in my life. I just want to...
    dreamtheendless2013 dreamtheendless2013
    26-30
    Jun 10, 2013

    I Want To Runaway

    I want to runaway. My life is hell and i hate being here. I swear with all this stress i should have a bald head. I just dont know where to start or how to go about it. I know for a fact my friend would be going with me. She hates it here too. But i just dont want to leave and...
    indialovesosa indialovesosa
    16-17, F
    1 Response Mar 21, 2013

    Life has been hard for me

    for many many years now... I really want to get out of here....
    SubmissiveDaddiesGirl SubmissiveDaddiesGirl
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 23, 2015

    Looking For People In Florida, Who Want To Runaway To Alaska

    I'm looking for 16-18 year old people to runaway with me to Alaska, you need at least $1000 start up cash to buy a train ticket and to get supplies and food. You need to be ready for intense physical labor, and by labor, I mean biking and hiking several miles. If you would so...
    Pubathedog Pubathedog
    18-21, M
    1 Response Sep 14, 2013
    bluecrush74 bluecrush74
    41-45, F
    May 19, 2015

    And Never Say Goodbye

    I think Linkin Park has put it best - "I wanna run away Never say goodbye I wanna know the truth Instead of wondering why I wanna know the answers No more lies I wanna shut the door And open up my mind" But it's true, in a sad way. I feel like I'm drowning...
    SheistheLorax SheistheLorax
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jan 15, 2008

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