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I Think About Running Away Every Second of My Life

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 262 People

    Runnin Onnnnn Runnin On Empty

    RUNNIN BLIND JACKSON BROWNE SAID IT BETTER FOR ME.I HAVE RUN FROM EVERY FEELING OF PAIN I EVER HAD. I WAS NEVER TAUGHT ANYTHING GOOD ABOUT ME OR MY FEELINGS. I HAVE COME FULL CIRCLE AND NOW I FEEL THE PAIN FROM THE ABUSIVE PAST AND THE MEMORIES.AS BACK THEN THERE IS NO ONE HERE...
    thelambsink thelambsink 41-45, M 3 Responses Nov 17, 2010

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    Runway And Live The Life Of Someone Else

    I wanna know how it feels to actually be able to say, i enjoy life, and im happy where im at in life. i know there are people who probably have some things in their life where they want better, but i feel like i had nothing that im truly happy about in my life. I just want to...
    dreamtheendless2013 dreamtheendless2013 26-30 Jun 10, 2013

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    Can't Handle The Pain

    I don't know how to start! Too many painfull memories and too many detials, but i will try to keep it short. I'm from an arabic country and i have a family of ten, my parents never gave me much attention and i felt invisble and sad. I was always screamed at and punished, but my...
    cheesecake16 cheesecake16 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 14, 2013

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    i want to run away to a place

    where nobody can hear you scream and see youre tears, just to look at the moon at night and let everything in you out, that has been growing bigger each day,where i can believe that i am living on earth, not a huge factory, where i can only see and here, cars, people killing...
    Wolfcorleone Wolfcorleone 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 16, 2014

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    I'm Not Obsessed, I Just Love Running...

    Don't know if it is every second of my life but I think about running quite a bit.    Set a personal goal in 1997 to run 2 to 3 times per week for a whole year - I did it and felt so good I have been running ever since.  Although I still consider myself an...
    Deejay67 Deejay67 36-40, M Jan 14, 2008

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    i live in canada an NEED!

    !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TO RUN AWY AGE 12 -15 OM 13
    runninawayfromtomorrow runninawayfromtomorrow 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 7, 2014

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    I Want To Run But Am To Scared And Comfortable Too !

    I am 22yrs old and my parents are very controlling and somewhat strict . My parents most of my life have kept me locked up and have tried to raise me as a typical Albanian girl meaning stay at home, get good grades, can't talk to any males because that prohibited . I'm not a lot...
    es1091 es1091 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 7, 2013

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    Looking For People In Florida, Who Want To Runaway To Alaska

    I'm looking for 16-18 year old people to runaway with me to Alaska, you need at least $1000 start up cash to buy a train ticket and to get supplies and food. You need to be ready for intense physical labor, and by labor, I mean biking and hiking several miles. If you would so...
    Pubathedog Pubathedog 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 14, 2013

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    I hate this place wanting a new life feeling

    like running away but have no one to go to!! 😭😭😭
    MalachaiP MalachaiP 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 1, 2014

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    If Only

    I could wish myself away Running away just seems to easy I would only be running away From myself I'm tired of being me I don't want to be sad And hurt and explain what I myself don't understand I'd rather just wish myself away
    Jay04Sch Jay04Sch 36-40, F Apr 5, 2013

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    To A Sailboat..

    I don't mean to hideaway from my current problems. Just.. To somewhere of my own. This part of life holds me in captivity like a caged animal. I want to make like Atalanta, and be wild and free.. I daydream about my escape almost constantly. And in every ending, I'm wearing a...
    JeuneCirque JeuneCirque 18-21, F Sep 7, 2012

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    I am struggling is what I want to say,

    but I don't want to use the word struggle ,I'm going to say that , I'm going to change my life. I'm going to run away and start again I owe it to myself. I'm going to prove to everyone or maybe no one at all I don't care who sees me ,that happiness can be achieved without the...
    euphoriastol euphoriastol 18-21, F Apr 8

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    Life has been hard for me

    for many many years now... I really want to get out of here....
    SubmissiveDaddiesGirl SubmissiveDaddiesGirl 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    shout long story. i was living with pastors of

    a church (they were useing me for my ssi check) so after about 6 mouth i moved in a group home. o there like 3days to find they have bedbugs. so i fb message a friend. i moved now far away to live with her nd 2other. t trend out to be a raw deal she was a crazy *****. she n...
    samtosammie samtosammie 31-35, T Nov 12, 2014

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    I Want To Runaway

    I want to runaway. My life is hell and i hate being here. I swear with all this stress i should have a bald head. I just dont know where to start or how to go about it. I know for a fact my friend would be going with me. She hates it here too. But i just dont want to leave and...
    indialovesosa indialovesosa 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 21, 2013

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    Have To Go

    Im gonna do it. I have to. Im tired of my life. There's no one in it and im falling apart. I dont care what happens to me.
    HoneyBloodxx HoneyBloodxx 16-17, F Dec 22, 2012

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    And Never Say Goodbye

    I think Linkin Park has put it best - "I wanna run away Never say goodbye I wanna know the truth Instead of wondering why I wanna know the answers No more lies I wanna shut the door And open up my mind" But it's true, in a sad way. I feel like I'm drowning...
    SheistheLorax SheistheLorax 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 15, 2008

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    jamielove7777 jamielove7777 26-30, F 6 hrs ago

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    I've always thought about it... Running away, starting a new life and working on making myself happy for once... I've never actually made a plan or anything... But now I'm going to...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 2

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    Does anyone know how to fix this? I don't know what happened to me, but a lot of my thoughts are about what people think about me. If they like me or not? Do they find me...
    MsExcelsior MsExcelsior 16-17, F 2 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    Ah yes. The universal finality that is death. There's few human emotions that can't be related to death. Sorrow, anger, despair, fear and the likes is the ones normally coming to...
    Vumsy Vumsy 22-25, M Apr 14

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    I first joined Second life several years ago because a lady-friend of mine had it and wanted me to check it out. I played a little but at the time my PC could barely handle it...
    lastleafoffall lastleafoffall 26-30 1 Response Apr 15

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    I always think about suicide and being bipolar doesn't help the situation...it randomly hits my thoughts when ever I'm alone like "you should totally grab that knife and stab...
    TheresAPossibility TheresAPossibility 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 15

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    I sometimes question fate.. and what leads us to where we are now. Its funny how a series of choices can affect our lives so much.. from the smallest thing like not going out to a...
    cupcakes1995 cupcakes1995 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    Deep in the abyss of light slumber, we sway with half-closed eyelids. Smiling, the gods of dreams and fantasy elegantly impart death, while the chains of karma, which dictates...
    BloodofAmara BloodofAmara 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 5

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    I do, every second of every day, I try and stop the thoughts but I cant, when I was going through really bad times I listened to hold on by good Charlotte which helped me so much
    lloydieboi14 lloydieboi14 22-25, M 3 Responses Apr 8

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    I don't want to be here anymore. I want to disappear. I think about it all the time, I mimic putting a gun to my head and shooting myself. When I'm driving I imagine driving into a...
    theginger89 theginger89 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 18

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    i think about death and not taking any risks.i sometimes i forget that im mortal.i live like im gonna live forever. most of the time i feel trapped but im hopeful that one day i...
    Camouflage Camouflage 22-25, M Apr 1

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    "Fallin' For You" I don't know but I think I maybe Fallin' for you dropping so quickly Maybe I should keep this to myself Waiting 'til I know you better I am trying not to tell...
    graciousindifference29 graciousindifference29 26-30, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    how often do you guys think of ending your life.? how heavy does it feel to walk upon this earth.? i'm in depression and everything just feels downhill for me. whenever i am alone...
    iRoselyna iRoselyna 26-30, M 3 Responses Apr 6

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    For a while I was thinking about my ex-boyfriend a little more than I should. He is my friend on Facebook, so when I posted "I wonder do you think about me as much as I sit and...
    Missinterpret Missinterpret 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 13

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    I have wondered this for a while. What would it be like. Granted I know plenty of women, and get different answers each time I asked, but it's still something I'd like to know. I...
    Eikenmaster Eikenmaster 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 5

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    I think about it way to much it is stupid I wish it would all go away I can't feel anything anymore I just wunna die at this point
    deadgirlcutter deadgirlcutter 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 8

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    i saw a movie "Lucy" and it was wonderful experience,loved the movies that make me think about life.I am fascinated by the human approach towards world ,human perspective about...
    deephuman deephuman 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 14

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    Things I think about the most: "The world is cruel" Sleep Random things about myself in third person (eg: she felt the embrace of the warm wind.) Ideas for stories I want to...
    CaitlinBuchan97 CaitlinBuchan97 16-17, F 6 Responses Mar 31

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    many kids in this city have killed themselves. some by train. every time the train goes by, I think about it. trains go by every half hour or so.
    TheCroissant TheCroissant 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 6

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    I seriously can't stop thinking about this guy i used to like. I don't even know if I'm even really over him. I see him everyday at school and when we talk, I'm happy for the rest...
    Cutiepieadwoa17 Cutiepieadwoa17 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    I've been married 13 years. For the last 8 years sex has been impossible due to my wife's chronic illness. Lately I've thought about an affair. Some days it's all I can think...
    02K30 02K30 41-45, M 2 Responses Mar 30

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    I have always thought about death. From a 'bad' point of view to a more 'peaceful' one. When I was a kid my parents never talk to me about death. I really learned what death was...
    nuwandaisaphony nuwandaisaphony 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 4

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    It's 2:30 in the morning and I'm stuck just thinking about him. Knowing for a fact he isn't thinking about me, and he will never think of me. He wont ever spend his nights thinking...
    luisaa337 luisaa337 13-15, F a week ago

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    I can't stop thinking about having an affair with a guy from work..I know it's wrong but I am so "frustrated" because my husband I I have not been intimate in well over a year (he...
    ldsmommy2015 ldsmommy2015 41-45, F 11 Responses Mar 30

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    Look this up on google earth the house costs about 1M and it's about 4g a month it's in California near the coast and a national park not near any city I was looking at it an...
    chuckzares chuckzares 26-30, M Apr 2

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    I have been thinking about sex most of the day. the train ride home should be interesting trying to keep my hard on hidden. someone distract me (or give me more to think about).
    Vawreck Vawreck 36-40, M 3 Responses Apr 3