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I Think About Running Away Every Second of My Life

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    I have a runaway group

    and one has left already, we are in the USA. Our ages are 16, 15, 14, and 14. We are looking to stay in the US and would like to get new members here:)
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 9, 2015

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    Can't Handle The Pain

    I don't know how to start! Too many painfull memories and too many detials, but i will try to keep it short. I'm from an arabic country and i have a family of ten, my parents never gave me much attention and i felt invisble and sad. I was always screamed at and punished, but my...
    cheesecake16 cheesecake16 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 14, 2013

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    I am struggling is what I want to say,

    but I don't want to use the word struggle ,I'm going to say that , I'm going to change my life. I'm going to run away and start again I owe it to myself. I'm going to prove to everyone or maybe no one at all I don't care who sees me ,that happiness can be achieved without the...
    euphoriastol euphoriastol 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 8, 2015

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    i want to run away to a place

    where nobody can hear you scream and see youre tears, just to look at the moon at night and let everything in you out, that has been growing bigger each day,where i can believe that i am living on earth, not a huge factory, where i can only see and here, cars, people killing...
    Wolfcorleone Wolfcorleone 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 16, 2014

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    XxToxicKissesxX XxToxicKissesxX 13-15, F May 26, 2015

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    i live in canada an NEED!

    !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TO RUN AWY AGE 12 -15 OM 13
    runninawayfromtomorrow runninawayfromtomorrow 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 7, 2014

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    Runway And Live The Life Of Someone Else

    I wanna know how it feels to actually be able to say, i enjoy life, and im happy where im at in life. i know there are people who probably have some things in their life where they want better, but i feel like i had nothing that im truly happy about in my life. I just want to...
    dreamtheendless2013 dreamtheendless2013 26-30 Jun 10, 2013

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    bluecrush74 bluecrush74 41-45, F May 19, 2015

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    Life has been hard for me

    for many many years now... I really want to get out of here....
    SubmissiveDaddiesGirl SubmissiveDaddiesGirl 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 23, 2015

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    Looking For People In Florida, Who Want To Runaway To Alaska

    I'm looking for 16-18 year old people to runaway with me to Alaska, you need at least $1000 start up cash to buy a train ticket and to get supplies and food. You need to be ready for intense physical labor, and by labor, I mean biking and hiking several miles. If you would so...
    Pubathedog Pubathedog 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 14, 2013

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    I'm Not Obsessed, I Just Love Running...

    Don't know if it is every second of my life but I think about running quite a bit.    Set a personal goal in 1997 to run 2 to 3 times per week for a whole year - I did it and felt so good I have been running ever since.  Although I still consider myself an...
    Deejay67 Deejay67 36-40, M Jan 14, 2008

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    I hate this place wanting a new life feeling

    like running away but have no one to go to!! 😭😭😭
    MalachaiP MalachaiP 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 1, 2014

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    To A Sailboat..

    I don't mean to hideaway from my current problems. Just.. To somewhere of my own. This part of life holds me in captivity like a caged animal. I want to make like Atalanta, and be wild and free.. I daydream about my escape almost constantly. And in every ending, I'm wearing a...
    JeuneCirque JeuneCirque 18-21, F Sep 7, 2012

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    I Want To Run But Am To Scared And Comfortable Too !

    I am 22yrs old and my parents are very controlling and somewhat strict . My parents most of my life have kept me locked up and have tried to raise me as a typical Albanian girl meaning stay at home, get good grades, can't talk to any males because that prohibited . I'm not a lot...
    es1091 es1091 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 7, 2013

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    If Only

    I could wish myself away Running away just seems to easy I would only be running away From myself I'm tired of being me I don't want to be sad And hurt and explain what I myself don't understand I'd rather just wish myself away
    Jay04Sch Jay04Sch 41-45, F Apr 5, 2013

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    I Want To Runaway

    I want to runaway. My life is hell and i hate being here. I swear with all this stress i should have a bald head. I just dont know where to start or how to go about it. I know for a fact my friend would be going with me. She hates it here too. But i just dont want to leave and...
    indialovesosa indialovesosa 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 21, 2013

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    And Never Say Goodbye

    I think Linkin Park has put it best - "I wanna run away Never say goodbye I wanna know the truth Instead of wondering why I wanna know the answers No more lies I wanna shut the door And open up my mind" But it's true, in a sad way. I feel like I'm drowning...
    SheistheLorax SheistheLorax 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 15, 2008

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    Runnin Onnnnn Runnin On Empty

    RUNNIN BLIND JACKSON BROWNE SAID IT BETTER FOR ME.I HAVE RUN FROM EVERY FEELING OF PAIN I EVER HAD. I WAS NEVER TAUGHT ANYTHING GOOD ABOUT ME OR MY FEELINGS. I HAVE COME FULL CIRCLE AND NOW I FEEL THE PAIN FROM THE ABUSIVE PAST AND THE MEMORIES.AS BACK THEN THERE IS NO ONE HERE...
    thelambsink thelambsink 41-45, M 3 Responses Nov 17, 2010

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    If you are serious about running away contact

    me. I'm 16 and have a job so I will contribute financially. Looking for smart and serious people so contact me if you'd like...we will go from there
    ts03 ts03 16-17, F Jun 12, 2015

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    Have To Go

    Im gonna do it. I have to. Im tired of my life. There's no one in it and im falling apart. I dont care what happens to me.
    HoneyBloodxx HoneyBloodxx 16-17, F Dec 22, 2012

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    I have been planning to run away for about a year now. My mom and dad are very abusive. Mentally and physically No the cops won't do anything. I've tried to have them remove me...
    Sheb33 Sheb33 18-21, F 9 Responses 3 days ago

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    Today is so bad, I just want to wake up and not think about suicide or death, but I just don't want to do this anymore, any of it. I keep waiting for my hormones to get regulated...
    mljenkins mljenkins 41-45, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Wel) i have tried overdosing hanging myself and cutting my wrists but i got caught everytime for me the easiest thing was overdosing or cutting my wrists but only if you have taken...
    wichita316 wichita316 22-25, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    today I went to get an abortion. I found out I was pregnant with identical twins. I decided to hold off on the abortion so I could think about things. my boyfriend of 5 years is...
    Kellies80 Kellies80 31-35, F 6 Responses 4 days ago

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    And I hate myself for not being able to let go. Here's the story; I was friends with my ex friend for 4 years and that's all we were. I never wanted to be anything more because...
    awesomefallenangel awesomefallenangel 16-17, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I can't stop! I cant wait to see him soon and give him a huge kiss on the cheek. I think about everything about him. :)
    VirgoBeauty VirgoBeauty 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Undercover Bridesmaid is my favorite Hallmark mystery movie and it stars my favorite Hallmark actress Brooke Burns. It is on again. Tanya is a woman who is a highly skilled...
    loveismyfriend loveismyfriend 36-40, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Disclaimer: I'm not actually going to commit suicide, this was just my thought process after I messed something up with someone I care for. I thought about suicide today, looked...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    It seems every day I only crave it more. That feeling that only the few lucky ones can truly experience. I want to feel love. I want someone to tell me they love me and that they...
    ashlenamya66359 ashlenamya66359 22-25, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    You know who is a really amazing and underrated film director ? Richard Linklater. He has directed so many great films. Some of my favorites: Slacker, Boyhood, School of Rock The...
    nonolover nonolover 36-40, F 6 days ago

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    I can feel that rejection from all angles again the feeling it gives me inside its like A knife digging in my heart. This is when I just think it would be best for all that I...
    Gentleandlovingsoul Gentleandlovingsoul 36-40, F 6 days ago

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    Date Night is one of my favorite movies. I can see how the title might be misleading and have judgmental others think it is a mega-romantic movie when it isn't that at all. The...
    loveismyfriend loveismyfriend 36-40, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Easy A is one of my favorite movies. If you see previews, depending on which previews you see is whether or not you will get a tainted view of what the movie is really about. The...
    loveismyfriend loveismyfriend 36-40, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Ever find yourself thinking about the darkest things, in this case it's death. We could die at any moment, think about how many people have died as i am typing this up, it's crazy...
    MrBugsyMalone MrBugsyMalone 13-15, M a week ago

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    I think about everything before going to bed. what has happened in the past, what I could've done to fix things, change things..I always overthink myself into a bad mood and I hate...
    chelsey1214 chelsey1214 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I'm in Connecticut. If anyone has a car and is thinking about leaving, message me. We can leave when the snow subsides. Although it's probably better to wait until we have lots of...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response a week ago

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    Sometimes I just want to run away. Start over.
    haileyx3 haileyx3 18-21, F 5 Responses Feb 5

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    Bad Hair Day is a Disney movie and is based on very sensitive subjects. It is one of my favorite movies and I knew even before it aired the first time that it would be added to my...
    loveismyfriend loveismyfriend 36-40, F 1 Response Feb 4

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    I watched if I stay and the fault in our stars they were so sad especially the fault in our stars I was crying so much at the end of the movie... makes me think about life
    EmoMusicLuv EmoMusicLuv 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 3

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    Associated card: Ten of Swords. Associated track: none. Isn't it peculiar... when you already know or rather have a tiny sampler of the afterlife, if you had NDE... and still...
    AmethystCluster AmethystCluster 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 3

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    I live in San Diego and Im just overall useless and overwhelmed and lost all motivation for myself. Im currently a junior in highschool and Im having the hardest year of my life...
    starvedlife starvedlife 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 3

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