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I Think About Running Away Every Second of My Life

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 216 People

    And Never Say Goodbye

    I think Linkin Park has put it best - "I wanna run away Never say goodbye I wanna know the truth Instead of wondering why I wanna know the answers No more lies I wanna shut the door And open up my mind" But it's true, in a sad way. I feel like I'm drowning...
    SheistheLorax SheistheLorax 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 15, 2008

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    Have To Go

    Im gonna do it. I have to. Im tired of my life. There's no one in it and im falling apart. I dont care what happens to me.
    HoneyBloodxx HoneyBloodxx 16-17, F Dec 22, 2012

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    I hate this place wanting a new life feeling

    like running away but have no one to go to!! 😭😭😭
    MalachaiP MalachaiP 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 1, 2014

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    To A Sailboat..

    I don't mean to hideaway from my current problems. Just.. To somewhere of my own. This part of life holds me in captivity like a caged animal. I want to make like Atalanta, and be wild and free.. I daydream about my escape almost constantly. And in every ending, I'm wearing a...
    JeuneCirque JeuneCirque 18-21, F Sep 7, 2012

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    I Want To Run But Am To Scared And Comfortable Too !

    I am 22yrs old and my parents are very controlling and somewhat strict . My parents most of my life have kept me locked up and have tried to raise me as a typical Albanian girl meaning stay at home, get good grades, can't talk to any males because that prohibited . I'm not a lot...
    es1091 es1091 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 7, 2013

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    shout long story. i was living with pastors of

    a church (they were useing me for my ssi check) so after about 6 mouth i moved in a group home. o there like 3days to find they have bedbugs. so i fb message a friend. i moved now far away to live with her nd 2other. t trend out to be a raw deal she was a crazy *****. she n...
    samtosammie samtosammie 31-35, T Nov 12, 2014

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    If Only

    I could wish myself away Running away just seems to easy I would only be running away From myself I'm tired of being me I don't want to be sad And hurt and explain what I myself don't understand I'd rather just wish myself away
    Jay04Sch Jay04Sch 36-40, F Apr 5, 2013

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    Looking For People In Florida, Who Want To Runaway To Alaska

    I'm looking for 16-18 year old people to runaway with me to Alaska, you need at least $1000 start up cash to buy a train ticket and to get supplies and food. You need to be ready for intense physical labor, and by labor, I mean biking and hiking several miles. If you would so...
    Pubathedog Pubathedog 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 14, 2013

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    I'm Not Obsessed, I Just Love Running...

    Don't know if it is every second of my life but I think about running quite a bit.    Set a personal goal in 1997 to run 2 to 3 times per week for a whole year - I did it and felt so good I have been running ever since.  Although I still consider myself an...
    Deejay67 Deejay67 36-40, M Jan 14, 2008

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    I Want To Runaway

    I want to runaway. My life is hell and i hate being here. I swear with all this stress i should have a bald head. I just dont know where to start or how to go about it. I know for a fact my friend would be going with me. She hates it here too. But i just dont want to leave and...
    indialovesosa indialovesosa 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 21, 2013

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    Runway And Live The Life Of Someone Else

    I wanna know how it feels to actually be able to say, i enjoy life, and im happy where im at in life. i know there are people who probably have some things in their life where they want better, but i feel like i had nothing that im truly happy about in my life. I just want to...
    dreamtheendless2013 dreamtheendless2013 26-30 Jun 10, 2013

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    Can't Handle The Pain

    I don't know how to start! Too many painfull memories and too many detials, but i will try to keep it short. I'm from an arabic country and i have a family of ten, my parents never gave me much attention and i felt invisble and sad. I was always screamed at and punished, but my...
    cheesecake16 cheesecake16 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 14, 2013

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    i live in canada an NEED!

    !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TO RUN AWY AGE 12 -15 OM 13
    runninawayfromtomorrow runninawayfromtomorrow 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 7, 2014

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    Runnin Onnnnn Runnin On Empty

    RUNNIN BLIND JACKSON BROWNE SAID IT BETTER FOR ME.I HAVE RUN FROM EVERY FEELING OF PAIN I EVER HAD. I WAS NEVER TAUGHT ANYTHING GOOD ABOUT ME OR MY FEELINGS. I HAVE COME FULL CIRCLE AND NOW I FEEL THE PAIN FROM THE ABUSIVE PAST AND THE MEMORIES.AS BACK THEN THERE IS NO ONE HERE...
    thelambsink thelambsink 41-45, M 3 Responses Nov 17, 2010

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    i want to run away to a place

    where nobody can hear you scream and see youre tears, just to look at the moon at night and let everything in you out, that has been growing bigger each day,where i can believe that i am living on earth, not a huge factory, where i can only see and here, cars, people killing...
    Wolfcorleone Wolfcorleone 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 16, 2014

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    I usually don't seek for advices,post something and sharing. But about ''Death''. I despartely want to know how many people think about death every night and they are frightened...
    Juri0902 Juri0902 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 13

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    I had an abortion at 19. The worst choice I have ever made. I'm technically due in 3 days.. I think about it constantly. Every child I see. Every time I see something about a...
    cbf48 cbf48 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 12

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    I've been married 13 years. For the last 8 years sex has been impossible due to my wife's chronic illness. Lately I've thought about an affair. Some days it's all I can think...
    02K30 02K30 41-45, M 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    I wish my mind didn't go there, but it does. Nights like tonight throw me into a dark place. It's not all about what happened and I'm not running from anything. I'm unable to live...
    Beansmasher Beansmasher 31-35, M 1 Response Mar 12

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    My mind my heart my gut all want different things!!! I met this man an amazing man and there is some serious tension there sexually. He cares for me he makes me feel beautiful he...
    Fullofsunshine Fullofsunshine 26-30, F 1 hr ago

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    I am planning on posting all about my running away? All the planning? The whole road trip? The actual starting somewhere new. Everything
    brieeutiful brieeutiful 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I can't stop thinking about having an affair with a guy from work..I know it's wrong but I am so "frustrated" because my husband I I have not been intimate in well over a year (he...
    ldsmommy2015 ldsmommy2015 41-45, F 10 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    I am pregnant. 27 weeks. Thought I was happy about it but as time has gone on I feel indifferent to the bump. No connection to it. I think it is going to make life harder. I think...
    abouttosnap abouttosnap 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 13

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    I entered Second Life eight years ago. I was in SL everyday for the first year, but slowly RL commitments stacked up so my time in SL became less. I still have, my two avatars and...
    Neondaze Neondaze 51-55, M 1 Response Mar 22

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    Eight years ago I entered Second Life to find for myself what all the fuss was about. I made friends very quickly, one girl that i got on with particularly well i spent more and...
    Neondaze Neondaze 51-55, M Mar 22

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    I sometimes question fate.. and what leads us to where we are now. Its funny how a series of choices can affect our lives so much.. from the smallest thing like not going out to a...
    cupcakes1995 cupcakes1995 18-21, F 1 Response 19 hrs ago

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    I don't even know what I'm doing anymore. I don't know what people like about me. There's that one saying of "You shouldn't care what people think about you because it's about you...
    JK7448 JK7448 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 22

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    I think about it daily. It's one of them things that never go away. You can't forget it. You just have to learn to live with it. But I don't know how I can learn to live with it...
    ThatTattooedGirl ThatTattooedGirl 18-21, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I think about my ex a little more than I should. I look back at him and wonder what did I see in him, yet I cannot get him off of my mind 🙈! I think it's because we never...
    Missinterpret Missinterpret 31-35, F Mar 4

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    There are inspiring people everywhere. In history, you read life stories that really make you think about your own. Like Anne Frank. I accept I am inspired by my rabbi.
    Astrucbmt Astrucbmt 22-25, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I dont like to write about my self because noone wants to know about anyone here but I will write to know my ownself what I have got....so first my bad side, I am selfish,bit...
    kikforyou kikforyou 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 10

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    I'm 31, single, never been in a relationship, no kids, only friends I have are at work. Had the same job since I was 20. 10 years ago I tried to end my life twice, both by overdose...
    trayas83 trayas83 31-35, M Mar 14

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    You know when you think about someone so much, that you dream about them every night? Yeah that's me... I think about you every day!!
    catho catho 18-21, F Mar 14

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    So first of all. imagine if animals like you know in kids movies where they can think yet still live stupid instinctual lifestyles. what would they be thinking about Our instincts...
    Pride49 Pride49 22-25, M Mar 13

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    I KNOW THE FEELING,HIS NAME IS ROME.CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT HIM HE MADE A BIG IMPACT IN MY LIFE!!!! :-) :-) :-) :-)
    JOLLYGREENRANCHER JOLLYGREENRANCHER 46-50, F 1 Response Mar 11

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    When thinking about life no amount of guilt can solve the past and no amount of anxiety can change the future!
    MilweePetite MilweePetite 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 15

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    I was raped wen I was 11 and again April 19 2014 but my attacker is now in jail for another crime but I think about it everyday,how he seemed so normal, how he smelled then wen he...
    kaykaycoker kaykaycoker 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    i'm thinking about death all the time,i'm so scared of every night. Any company?you're scared,too? Maybe we can talk when we can't sleep,then we can help each other. i do make...
    Juri0902 Juri0902 31-35, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I'm 30. I live alone. But yet my parents control me. I can't drink, self harm or see my husband. I have a mental illness, I have been in hospital many times. My parents threaten to...
    sarahk85 sarahk85 26-30, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Yes, I think about it. I'm thinking about it right now. I can almost feel the steel against my skin. The blood flowing out of my veins. I can see it happening. And no one will...
    Mordacai Mordacai 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 12

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    I can't stop thinking about sex no matter what I want any kind of sex lol. I've got no idea if it's even ok for someone my age to be thinking about sex as much as I do
    thebirdman1234 thebirdman1234 16-17, M Mar 15

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    I am thinking about it. I have been with my girl 2 years and love her more than anything. I have a couple of men I am emaing and sending pics to... One of them I hooked up with a...
    ashie1980 ashie1980 31-35, T 1 Response Mar 16

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