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I Think About Running Away Every Second of My Life

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 315 People

    Can't Handle The Pain

    I don't know how to start! Too many painfull memories and too many detials, but i will try to keep it short. I'm from an arabic country and i have a family of ten, my parents never gave me much attention and i felt invisble and sad. I was always screamed at and punished, but my...
    cheesecake16 cheesecake16 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 14, 2013

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    And Never Say Goodbye

    I think Linkin Park has put it best - "I wanna run away Never say goodbye I wanna know the truth Instead of wondering why I wanna know the answers No more lies I wanna shut the door And open up my mind" But it's true, in a sad way. I feel like I'm drowning...
    SheistheLorax SheistheLorax 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 15, 2008

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    I'm Not Obsessed, I Just Love Running...

    Don't know if it is every second of my life but I think about running quite a bit.    Set a personal goal in 1997 to run 2 to 3 times per week for a whole year - I did it and felt so good I have been running ever since.  Although I still consider myself an...
    Deejay67 Deejay67 36-40, M Jan 14, 2008

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    bluecrush74 bluecrush74 41-45, F May 19

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    i want to run away to a place

    where nobody can hear you scream and see youre tears, just to look at the moon at night and let everything in you out, that has been growing bigger each day,where i can believe that i am living on earth, not a huge factory, where i can only see and here, cars, people killing...
    Wolfcorleone Wolfcorleone 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 16, 2014

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    I hate this place wanting a new life feeling

    like running away but have no one to go to!! 😭😭😭
    MalachaiP MalachaiP 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 1, 2014

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    shout long story. i was living with pastors of

    a church (they were useing me for my ssi check) so after about 6 mouth i moved in a group home. o there like 3days to find they have bedbugs. so i fb message a friend. i moved now far away to live with her nd 2other. t trend out to be a raw deal she was a crazy *****. she n...
    samtosammie samtosammie 31-35, T Nov 12, 2014

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    If you are serious about running away contact

    me. I'm 16 and have a job so I will contribute financially. Looking for smart and serious people so contact me if you'd like...we will go from there
    ts03 ts03 16-17, F Jun 12

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    Life has been hard for me

    for many many years now... I really want to get out of here....
    SubmissiveDaddiesGirl SubmissiveDaddiesGirl 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 23

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    Looking For People In Florida, Who Want To Runaway To Alaska

    I'm looking for 16-18 year old people to runaway with me to Alaska, you need at least $1000 start up cash to buy a train ticket and to get supplies and food. You need to be ready for intense physical labor, and by labor, I mean biking and hiking several miles. If you would so...
    Pubathedog Pubathedog 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 14, 2013

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    Have To Go

    Im gonna do it. I have to. Im tired of my life. There's no one in it and im falling apart. I dont care what happens to me.
    HoneyBloodxx HoneyBloodxx 16-17, F Dec 22, 2012

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    I am struggling is what I want to say,

    but I don't want to use the word struggle ,I'm going to say that , I'm going to change my life. I'm going to run away and start again I owe it to myself. I'm going to prove to everyone or maybe no one at all I don't care who sees me ,that happiness can be achieved without the...
    euphoriastol euphoriastol 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 8

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    XxSuicidalKissesxX XxSuicidalKissesxX 13-15, F May 26

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    i live in canada an NEED!

    !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TO RUN AWY AGE 12 -15 OM 13
    runninawayfromtomorrow runninawayfromtomorrow 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 7, 2014

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    I Want To Runaway

    I want to runaway. My life is hell and i hate being here. I swear with all this stress i should have a bald head. I just dont know where to start or how to go about it. I know for a fact my friend would be going with me. She hates it here too. But i just dont want to leave and...
    indialovesosa indialovesosa 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 21, 2013

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    Runway And Live The Life Of Someone Else

    I wanna know how it feels to actually be able to say, i enjoy life, and im happy where im at in life. i know there are people who probably have some things in their life where they want better, but i feel like i had nothing that im truly happy about in my life. I just want to...
    dreamtheendless2013 dreamtheendless2013 26-30 Jun 10, 2013

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    Runnin Onnnnn Runnin On Empty

    RUNNIN BLIND JACKSON BROWNE SAID IT BETTER FOR ME.I HAVE RUN FROM EVERY FEELING OF PAIN I EVER HAD. I WAS NEVER TAUGHT ANYTHING GOOD ABOUT ME OR MY FEELINGS. I HAVE COME FULL CIRCLE AND NOW I FEEL THE PAIN FROM THE ABUSIVE PAST AND THE MEMORIES.AS BACK THEN THERE IS NO ONE HERE...
    thelambsink thelambsink 41-45, M 3 Responses Nov 17, 2010

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    To A Sailboat..

    I don't mean to hideaway from my current problems. Just.. To somewhere of my own. This part of life holds me in captivity like a caged animal. I want to make like Atalanta, and be wild and free.. I daydream about my escape almost constantly. And in every ending, I'm wearing a...
    JeuneCirque JeuneCirque 18-21, F Sep 7, 2012

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    I Want To Run But Am To Scared And Comfortable Too !

    I am 22yrs old and my parents are very controlling and somewhat strict . My parents most of my life have kept me locked up and have tried to raise me as a typical Albanian girl meaning stay at home, get good grades, can't talk to any males because that prohibited . I'm not a lot...
    es1091 es1091 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 7, 2013

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    If Only

    I could wish myself away Running away just seems to easy I would only be running away From myself I'm tired of being me I don't want to be sad And hurt and explain what I myself don't understand I'd rather just wish myself away
    Jay04Sch Jay04Sch 36-40, F Apr 5, 2013

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    My name is Karly I just turned 16 and I am from Michigan but currently live in Florida. When I was younger my dad used to beat me and my sisters so my mom and dad got a divorce...
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    sometimes society makes me itch in my skin. any adults 21+ wanna run away with me and go primal? I'm about to. I' m tryna build a pack.
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    I was six years old. I barley remember anything from those years but... that night is so clear. its been 7 years and I just still cant believe it happened. my cousins are my...
    scarlettmarie scarlettmarie 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    I think about all the time. I am a man after all
    alexabi alexabi 36-40, M 2 days ago

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    I often think about having sex with another women, fantasy I know but feel bad, naughty....
    inlawisthebylaw inlawisthebylaw 26-30, M 2 days ago

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    I am married, and we share two mutual friends. both are sisters there is our friend, and her sister(woman in question). from the first time I laid eyes upon the woman in question...
    jtks1987 jtks1987 26-30, M 4 days ago

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    I literally was thinking about offing myself while I was shopping with my parents and grandmother but then I was like no there is still so much I haven't gotten to do yet and the...
    WarriorsHeart WarriorsHeart 22-25, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Contemplating death is i think one of the most rewarding things you can do. Everyone you ever see will die soon. Try to imaging what it will be like to go to sleep and never wake...
    guitarspro guitarspro 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    I hate my mind I can't help but to think the worst of every situation and I end up over thinking it and I just hate the feelings that come with over thinking
    Alycia10 Alycia10 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    thinking constantly about someone just makes us more human.it just keeps on saying that even after the pain, we still have our beating heart even if its been torn apart.wishing...
    hope88full hope88full 36-40, F 5 Responses 5 days ago

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    Does anyone else get seriously frustrated when they're thinking about someone they'd rather not? Honestly sometimes I want to bang my head against the wall in the hopes that all...
    marvelchic88 marvelchic88 26-30, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    You know when you think you're over it but you're really not. In October I started talking to this guy. It was weird because no one had ever shown interest in me prior to this but...
    FightingForRecovery FightingForRecovery 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Arghhhhh why can't I stop thinking about him? **** sake get out of my head.
    SaffronJade SaffronJade 16-17, F 6 days ago

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    Been quite a few months since it happened but I can't stop thinking about it... I was in a relationship with him and I was pregnant when it all happened... It happened more than...
    lanaB96 lanaB96 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I want to know what your story is… 7 Billion Stories in the World Its not about what you do or what you own.  It’s all about who you are! I want to know your uniqueness, the...
    LittleMilwee LittleMilwee 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 21

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    I can't stop thinking about my wife she the luv of my life
    wonderwoman562 wonderwoman562 36-40, F Jul 21

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    I think about my ex a lot now being out of high school I would think it would be easy moving on because you have the whole world open too explore and find who you really are. But I...
    Sealsthedeal Sealsthedeal 18-21, M Jul 21

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    Thinking about you is no longer an activity or even some habit it's taken a tole on me and I wonder if that's how its made to be or even suppose to be. I ponder if this is really...
    GlennSimpson348 GlennSimpson348 18-21, M Jul 20

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    I think about this all the time now. I want someone to connect with and spice up my life either in person (California Bay Area) or online with pics and fun. I love my wife, but...
    jmiloc87 jmiloc87 26-30, M Jul 20

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    I haven't been thinking about anyone so much for such a long time. Every day, literally every minute of it. I want it to stop. But I really love her. I don't care so much whether...
    asami13 asami13 16-17, F Jul 20

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    At the final table in one of the Hold-’em events at the 1997 World Series of Poker, one of the pros was wearing a T-shirt with the slogan, “I Do Whatever the Voice in my Head...
    HaroldJenson HaroldJenson 31-35, M Jul 20

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