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    Lost Memories

    I have been away from EP for a time. I needed to get away so that I could settle into this new life I've chosen. It has taken a lot of emotional energy and I didn't feel as though I could share it here for that time. I needed to share it with the new members of my family. Some of...
    theredlady theredlady 41-45, F 1 Response Dec 22, 2012

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    Hmm.

    Something not very nice was on my mind lately..
    Arorin Arorin 22-25, M 14 Responses Oct 13, 2010

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    Thinking Of Daydreaming

    I'm very analytical, i think too much sometimes, mostly it's just idle daydreaming, all kinds of stuff wanders through my mind, sits in my brain and distracts me from whatever i happen to be doing at the time.
    AtomicWater AtomicWater 41-45, F Oct 22, 2010

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    Dualistic

    For most people, the world is black and white; right or wrong. They think things are either one way, or they're another. What they don't realize is that by thinking this you're limiting your views into two seperate catagories. One where things in your world feel right and one...
    ionizedTeslacoil ionizedTeslacoil 22-25, M 4 Responses Sep 30, 2010

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    Idiosyncracy

    We spend all our lives bound to our emotions. We act on them, we struggle with them and we live by them. They restrict us with these invisible tethers and demand we bend to their will. Every culture is sculpted to the various things humans feel and want to feel. Happiness, greed...
    ionizedTeslacoil ionizedTeslacoil 22-25, M 2 Responses Sep 29, 2010

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    Stuff And Stuff

    I am always thinking about things. Sometimes they will have nothing to do with anything in my life, other times I think about my own stuff too much. For me I think the best thing to do is try and keep my mind fed and occupied at all times. Then it won't race.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Feb 6, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    I love thinking about death everywhere I go I look at people and think of them dying and I love to think of me killing them it's very fun. Death is very exciting.
    Demon6666 Demon6666 26-30, M 1 day ago

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    Today. I typed her name into Youtube, subconsciously. I use to look at her Facebook all the time. Now, I just roll my eyes at the sight of her face. I tried to reach her...
    Loopiee Loopiee 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I'm thinking about suicide right now and how much better I would be dead. I just feel as if I should kill myself. People would be better off without me and wouldn't miss me. I'm...
    lgbtprideeee lgbtprideeee 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    The only thing that kills me to think about, is people missing me. My biggest fear, is having people cry when I'm gone, it hurts me. In a way, I hope people don't miss me that...
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I think everyone's thought about suicide once in their lifetime. Everyone reaches that low point where they feel they can't get back up and they're stuck. You don't just wake up...
    Hitlersdoter Hitlersdoter 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I don't know if is just me but I do think about death and what would happen if I did die !! My story I got in trouble like big trouble and someone found me when I was trying to...
    livvie22 livvie22 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    I think about death as very normal thing and loves to have death.. In a way it's way to get free from everything and move on from this world full of mess.. The fact is death is...
    Ravidesai Ravidesai 41-45, M 3 days ago

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    why is it that I find out more stuff about me and I just want to end it? It's like I'm the one always wrong. I'm just done with everything. and I find this out during therapy and I...
    brknsilence79 brknsilence79 31-35, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I've been thinking about committing suicide a lot lately, and was reading a lot of your stories. I just want to tell you all that you matter, that it is always better to keep on...
    Cyhyreath Cyhyreath 22-25, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Questions About Love When I write most of my essays, I do my best to provide answers. To help my readers in some way. This is not one of those times. I'm sorry. There are no...
    ToughEddie ToughEddie 36-40, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    My parents are taking their "princess" to visit our relatives. They miss her soooooo much.. Bla bla bla.. I think about doing it tonight. I'm so hurt and I just can't do this...
    Extrano Extrano 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    After my actual attempt and failure at doing so, I do not think about it nearly as often as I once had. I also think to myself in the back of my mind that perhaps suicide isn't...
    LadyGallivanter LadyGallivanter 41-45, F 5 Responses 5 days ago

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    A lot, now the very thought helps me sleep. When you think about death it's easier to forgive. For instance "I'm going to die one day, the ones whom hurt me will also die one day...
    Nual Nual 22-25, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    still thinking about things and just wanting to disappear. just wish life wasn't so complicated. i wish I was perfect. I'm hating myself so much. my thoughts aren't well right now...
    brknsilence79 brknsilence79 31-35, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    What if I could just stop breathing in my sleep? I don't think anyone would care. I don't bother opening up to anyone anymore.. I'm so numb all the time. I'm just alive but I'm not...
    PlanetGaia PlanetGaia 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I'm not afraid of death, I just think about it on a daily basis, like, "I wonder what it would be like if I were dead" It doesn't mean I want to kill myself I stopped thinking...
    SxuccessfuI SxuccessfuI 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    So all i think about are my mistakes and now im paying for them with my blood. i cant stop. and its bad. i use glass.i cant get rid of the glass either. please help me if you can...
    Sadiemay523 Sadiemay523 18-21, F Jun 25

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    So I am 30. I am female. And I have been thinking about joining the Australian Defense Force since I was 20. I'm thinking I will join the reserves just to see if I can do it...
    AnnieLouisez AnnieLouisez 26-30, F Jun 24

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    Working on my behavior has been a great journey: I overcame thinking about people and situations who don't exist because If I'm not around not them they shouldn't be thought of...
    Brandnewhim2015 Brandnewhim2015 26-30, M Jun 23

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    my wife is the only woman I have every had sex with. sometimes I wish I had more sexual experiences. Most times I keep thinking about going on one of those sex sites and just go...
    Aaronns Aaronns 36-40, M 5 Responses Jun 22

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    This guy drives me nuts! He is younger than I am and we chat on FB and also on xbox. I swear it would only be about sex, I would love to meet him soon but every single day I think...
    LadyValeska LadyValeska 41-45, F Jun 21

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    I was with this wonderfully sweet man about 7-8 years ago he was sweet and would have done anything for me. He proposed at the time i was still in college and so young i had my...
    scarsofrelief scarsofrelief 26-30, F Jun 20

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    I was dating this person. I love them still but things got between us. Now we live 2 hours away from eachother and we're talking about getting back together but I want to get back...
    mvillevamp2013 mvillevamp2013 22-25, F Jun 20

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    I fantasize about my wife falling in love with another man and letting him take my role as the husband. It gives me a euphoric feeling thinking about the other man laying on my...
    Brian944 Brian944 31-35, M 2 Responses Jun 20

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    To be honest I've been thinking about it this entire week. I mean this place is kinda great to find people who are like you but, then there comes the party crashers that lash out...
    rocketguy19 rocketguy19 16-17, M 1 Response Jun 20

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    I'm all ways thinking about sex but finding someone that thinks the same way I do is very hard
    dresscross dresscross 51-55, M Jun 18

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    i Fall back in memory's i remember my history and cry now for 2h I have a knife at at side and think about to do it now someone can help me by do it ?
    jassikitty jassikitty 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 18

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    Falling into the trap of caring what others & society thinks of you will lead to your own misery. Something I am learning still. All that really matters is a loved one or ones that...
    AvgDudeJ AvgDudeJ 26-30, M Jun 18

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    So my new bf doesn't know anything about my sexual abuse, but he is just moving a little too fast for me.... Or I'm going at a slow pace. He wants to kiss, I don't. He wants to be...
    GodsArte GodsArte 18-21, F 7 Responses Jun 18

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    Its been almost 2 years since it happened and it's still the only thing I constantly think about.. I was 14 and was pulled in a room by my ex boyfriends best friend.. I was a...
    christina6005 christina6005 41-45, F 1 Response Jun 17

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    Well right now I'm thinking bout what I post ABOUT my life on here.. I'd be completely out of luck if anyone I knew happened to find me on here, it's like they'd have lots of my...
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 17

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    So, I struggle with this. A few days ago I passed 5 solid unbroken years with no sex. Why? I really don't know. For that you'd have to ask my wife. I'm here for two very small...
    writermonkey13 writermonkey13 46-50, M 8 Responses Jun 16

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    Okay so once me and my crush were flirting around in college , he would tickle my sides and I would sometimes do it back when he's not been expecting it ,so once i did that and he...
    Littlefoxy Littlefoxy 16-17, F Jun 16

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    It's all I really think about nowadays. It's unhealthy for me but it's almost like a drug. I just can't get enough.
    RustyKingdom RustyKingdom 18-21, M Jun 16

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    Hello, My story is destroying me little by little, I got married in 2009, I was happily married for the three first years, until I discovered how my ex wife started to lose...
    brokenwinggggg brokenwinggggg 26-30, M Jun 16

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    Hello, My story is destroying me little by little, I got married in 2009, I was happily married for the three first years, until I discovered how my ex wife started to lose...
    brokenwinggggg brokenwinggggg 26-30, M Jun 16