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    Idiosyncracy

    We spend all our lives bound to our emotions. We act on them, we struggle with them and we live by them. They restrict us with these invisible tethers and demand we bend to their will. Every culture is sculpted to the various things humans feel and want to feel. Happiness, greed...
    ionizedTeslacoil ionizedTeslacoil 22-25, M 2 Responses Sep 29, 2010

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    Stuff And Stuff

    I am always thinking about things. Sometimes they will have nothing to do with anything in my life, other times I think about my own stuff too much. For me I think the best thing to do is try and keep my mind fed and occupied at all times. Then it won't race.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Feb 6, 2011

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    Lost Memories

    I have been away from EP for a time. I needed to get away so that I could settle into this new life I've chosen. It has taken a lot of emotional energy and I didn't feel as though I could share it here for that time. I needed to share it with the new members of my family. Some of...
    theredlady theredlady 41-45, F 1 Response Dec 22, 2012

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    Thinking Of Daydreaming

    I'm very analytical, i think too much sometimes, mostly it's just idle daydreaming, all kinds of stuff wanders through my mind, sits in my brain and distracts me from whatever i happen to be doing at the time.
    AtomicWater AtomicWater 41-45, F Oct 22, 2010

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    Hmm.

    Something not very nice was on my mind lately..
    Arorin Arorin 22-25, M 14 Responses Oct 13, 2010

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    Dualistic

    For most people, the world is black and white; right or wrong. They think things are either one way, or they're another. What they don't realize is that by thinking this you're limiting your views into two seperate catagories. One where things in your world feel right and one...
    ionizedTeslacoil ionizedTeslacoil 22-25, M 4 Responses Sep 30, 2010

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    Related Experiences

    this might freak some people out so if you don't want to read about death I would click off. when I was younger I did not talk to a lot of people or have a lot of friends so I...
    awesomea16 awesomea16 16-17, M 3 Responses Feb 5

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    Think About The Way MUSIC IS THE VIBE SO OPEN UP YOUR EYES TIME IS RUNNING OUT SO FIND THE FEELING BOOM DIGGY DIGGY DIGGY BOOM DIGGY BANG BOOM DIGGY DIGGY DIGGY BOOM DIGGY BANG...
    FBIcoitus FBIcoitus 31-35, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I have already posted my experiences in this category, but that was nearly two years ago. Two. Years. Ago. And it's still bothering me, or I wouldn't be here. Having met with a...
    quirkygirl520 quirkygirl520 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 9

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    I still think about the man that I had an emotional affair with for 2 years. No stranger, we’d gone to high school together. We had history, flirting in study hall, talking...
    Raven57 Raven57 56-60, F 1 Response Feb 11

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    For years, many many years I have thought about suicide nearly everyday. I don't remember a day I haven't thought about it. When I was younger I would look at a length of rope or I...
    LifeIsBeatingMe LifeIsBeatingMe 26-30, M 5 Responses Feb 14

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    Lying in bed, listening to Love Me Like You Do by Ellie Goulding and for some reason I can't stop thinking about you tonight. I miss you so much and as much as I hate to admit it I...
    Jenezebel Jenezebel 26-30, F Feb 17

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    She was my first crush, it was in the 3rd grade, and we were friends. I had to move to a diffrent school and I wanted to tell her on the last day before I moved, but on that day...
    plmojn plmojn 26-30, M Feb 21

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    Does anyone have any advice on dealing with this irrational fear I have? I worry about how others see me based on how I act and what I wear. I don't act like I would with someone...
    MarioT96 MarioT96 18-21, M 5 Responses Feb 22

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    Day after day, night after night it follows me like a shadow. Silently stalking. All I want it some peace. I am exhausted. So tired of the crap life has handed me. From the start...
    js246 js246 22-25 Feb 24

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    City of angels as it is a Meg Ryan movie. She was a doctor at this movie who an angel of death should take her life. The angel of death fall in love with her and couldn't do it. He...
    Egyptianguy34 Egyptianguy34 36-40, M 3 days ago

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    I'm thinking about it right now... someone told me to kill myself today. but it wasn't like "oh go kill yourself" it was more like "oh you think you're so smart and so pretty...
    jayissosadlike jayissosadlike 16-17, F 3 Responses Feb 18

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    It's a long hard story. But everyday I think about suicide. Everyday I think should I just do it.. And it's not that I want to die. I want to live, I want to be free and travel...
    endmypainn endmypainn 13-15, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    Even now all I can think about is suicide. I've even read about ways to do it from this app and I don't know what's stopping me, I guess I'm scared but I want to do it. I don't...
    whispers04 whispers04 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 8

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    I am thinking about leaving EP. Any of the girls I met on here I feel like don't even care about me. I haven't heard from them in forever and feel like I'm just a nobody:'( . Feel...
    BrandonVidya2014 BrandonVidya2014 18-21, M 4 Responses Feb 18

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    Most days of the week I think about suicide, there's rarely a happy moment. I dreamed about killing myself last night, it was wonderful but brought me down so low... because other...
    WinterSkyout WinterSkyout 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 19

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    I'm thinking about the day I felt like a princess because of a woman for the first time. The day we walked passed each other and stared into one another eyes, unknowingly...
    jellyrolls34 jellyrolls34 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    Here recently it's not that I actively seek ways to die anymore but I still think about death and ways to die. I'm a pretty screwed up person :/
    Sxculent Sxculent 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 7

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    Some of us married men like to think about our wives having hot passionate sex. Most of us men with such a fantasy are men who are denied sex with our wives because our wives are...
    drlesmoore drlesmoore 56-60, M 3 Responses Feb 14

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    I'm thinking about whether Colorado is a good place for me. This place makes me sick and I feel as if it's time to move on.
    onecutebubbles0729 onecutebubbles0729 22-25, F Feb 15

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    Do I need to go any further with this???? If only you weren't such a sweetheart. A man that every female dreams of.... Gorgeous as hell, yet sexy within. Fun. Hilarious. Touch of...
    EyeDontGiveAHoot EyeDontGiveAHoot 36-40, F 1 Response Feb 15

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    I cannot get you off my mind!! You've stolen my heart and I think about you and me all the time...
    catho catho 18-21, F Feb 18

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    I don't expect anyone to care, but I am thinking about deleting my account. Enough said.
    Harper101 Harper101 16-17, F 3 Responses Feb 18

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    still thinking about you.. **sigh**
    TrueLove213 TrueLove213 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 23

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    I don't want to lose. I need to keep going. Stop making me think about suicide (note to self) I need to keep going. I want to be able to see if things do get better.
    ponycupcake ponycupcake 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 24

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    He is all I think about and it's making me all sad and things, I always thought it was stupid being sad over boys but look at me now
    BMTH26 BMTH26 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Anyone else thinking about sex? Posting a pic
    racerxxxx69 racerxxxx69 46-50, M 3 days ago

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    Love Films That Make Me Think About Life
    god1011 god1011 22-25, M 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    I'm not going to settle for anything less then what I want or need, and I can't commit to something I know isn't good for me. I don't feel the need to be with someone only to find...
    awsome2 awsome2 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    Maybe I should try moving away, to another state. I live in Arizona, and stuff hasn't been going as planned. Maybe if I moved away good things will happen. Maybe I'll feel better...
    idontknow2658 idontknow2658 18-21, M Feb 23

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    time to accept that it's over. I need to move on. I don't know how, but I will. he's lied to me, cheated on me, and just treated me like complete ****. we've had some good times...
    gummball gummball 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    Even being an "Anonymous" site, there's some bold/crazy stuff posted here. I'm 38 and have "been around" but still.....it sometimes shocks me.
    JeremyB77 JeremyB77 36-40, M 5 days ago

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    fear is the greatest enemy, we think it's hate but it's fear - Ghandi because fear stops us from living our lives to the fullest and stops us from doing so many things the more...
    OccultumLapidem OccultumLapidem 22-25, M Feb 12

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    I'm having doubts about my boyfriend. We've been together almost 3 years. We briefly dated in high school, then after I graduated university we reconnected. I don't have a bad...
    Withmywoes Withmywoes 22-25, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Hi all, This might be a little long message, but please find some time to read it. I want to find a solution for the brutal situation, which I am suffering because of my parents...
    adarshbu adarshbu 22-25, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I don't only think it...I did it...with someone "I've always wondered about.."sexually" that is. I love my husband to bits....we have a great relationship, friends first then...
    jackedup1 jackedup1 31-35, F 2 Responses Feb 8

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    It's strange really. One night I was lying in my bed simply wondering about death. I thought about death what it would be like. To have your senses shut down, to not think or exist...
    SilverNeira SilverNeira 16-17, F Feb 23

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