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I Think About the Bad and Good Times

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    stick with me, it's a long one. *** looking back on the series of events that led to my problem is crystal; in hindsight of course.  i had been a ballerina since age 3, cutest little thing you'd ever seen, and continued with ballet and dance for ten years.  i loved it...
    returntoreality returntoreality 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 27, 2009

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    Good And Bad Times

    Good and bad times,Think about them,All the time,The ups and downs,Twists and turns,Who knows,What’s next?
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Dec 6, 2011

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