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I Think About the Future All the Time

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    Who Know's The Truth?

    Is there a way to find out what really happens to a human being or animal when they perish? I ask this because who has met someone who died and came back to tell them what it might be like? Heaven, or Hell? A figure that has been elaborately envisioned by billions who resides in...
    Ameliorate Ameliorate 26-30, M Jan 6, 2010

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    Life's objective

    What will I do tomorrow? How can I  be better than I was today? How can I work towards a goal that will take two, three or four years to reach? That self-improvement goal, the college degree, purchasing the home or car, quitting smoking, becoming more peaceful, managing...
    Ameliorate Ameliorate 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 3, 2010

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    Related Experiences

    I don't want to be here anymore. I want to disappear. I think about it all the time, I mimic putting a gun to my head and shooting myself. When I'm driving I imagine driving into a...
    theginger89 theginger89 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 18

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    You know what's worse about thinking about someone, all the damm time. Is thinking about a fictional character all the damn time. At least your someone is an actual person...
    nuwandaisaphony nuwandaisaphony 16-17, F Mar 26

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    i'm thinking about death all the time,i'm so scared of every night. Any company?you're scared,too? Maybe we can talk when we can't sleep,then we can help each other. i do make...
    Juri0902 Juri0902 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 27

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    I'm thinking about leaving EP. I haven't been here all that much but have made some good friends. I have enjoyed my time here, loved reading posts and enjoyed answering all the...
    Shi7 Shi7 41-45, F 4 Responses Apr 13

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    Ah yes. The universal finality that is death. There's few human emotions that can't be related to death. Sorrow, anger, despair, fear and the likes is the ones normally coming to...
    Vumsy Vumsy 22-25, M Apr 14

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    Things I think about the most: "The world is cruel" Sleep Random things about myself in third person (eg: she felt the embrace of the warm wind.) Ideas for stories I want to...
    CaitlinBuchan97 CaitlinBuchan97 16-17, F 6 Responses Mar 31

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    "Fallin' For You" I don't know but I think I maybe Fallin' for you dropping so quickly Maybe I should keep this to myself Waiting 'til I know you better I am trying not to tell...
    graciousindifference29 graciousindifference29 26-30, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I sometimes question fate.. and what leads us to where we are now. Its funny how a series of choices can affect our lives so much.. from the smallest thing like not going out to a...
    cupcakes1995 cupcakes1995 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    i think about death and not taking any risks.i sometimes i forget that im mortal.i live like im gonna live forever. most of the time i feel trapped but im hopeful that one day i...
    Camouflage Camouflage 22-25, M Apr 1

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    For a while I was thinking about my ex-boyfriend a little more than I should. He is my friend on Facebook, so when I posted "I wonder do you think about me as much as I sit and...
    Missinterpret Missinterpret 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 13

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    Any day, any hour, or anytimes throughout the day. I am constantly thinking about you. And miss you when I can't have you, but that just makes my heart fonder of you. Thinking...
    Kman4You Kman4You 36-40, M Apr 10

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    I'm 30. I live alone. But yet my parents control me. I can't drink, self harm or see my husband. I have a mental illness, I have been in hospital many times. My parents threaten to...
    sarahk85 sarahk85 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 27

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    I've been married 13 years. For the last 8 years sex has been impossible due to my wife's chronic illness. Lately I've thought about an affair. Some days it's all I can think...
    02K30 02K30 41-45, M 2 Responses Mar 30

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    I have wondered this for a while. What would it be like. Granted I know plenty of women, and get different answers each time I asked, but it's still something I'd like to know. I...
    Eikenmaster Eikenmaster 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 5

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    I think we have all thought about it at one time or another. When you make poor choices you're always left wondering, what if. I just want to feel something have a real connection...
    jaymic64 jaymic64 51-55, M 3 Responses Apr 13

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    So, we're openly sharing it with friends and family now. And it's easier in some regards and harder in others. Today I woke up feeling more steady about it all, but fell apart...
    mg75 mg75 36-40, F 4 days ago

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    many kids in this city have killed themselves. some by train. every time the train goes by, I think about it. trains go by every half hour or so.
    TheCroissant TheCroissant 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 6

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    how often do you guys think of ending your life.? how heavy does it feel to walk upon this earth.? i'm in depression and everything just feels downhill for me. whenever i am alone...
    iRoselyna iRoselyna 26-30, M 3 Responses Apr 6

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    I always think about suicide and being bipolar doesn't help the situation...it randomly hits my thoughts when ever I'm alone like "you should totally grab that knife and stab...
    TheresAPossibility TheresAPossibility 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 15

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    It's 2:30 in the morning and I'm stuck just thinking about him. Knowing for a fact he isn't thinking about me, and he will never think of me. He wont ever spend his nights thinking...
    luisaa337 luisaa337 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    Look this up on google earth the house costs about 1M and it's about 4g a month it's in California near the coast and a national park not near any city I was looking at it an...
    chuckzares chuckzares 26-30, M Apr 2

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    I have been thinking about sex most of the day. the train ride home should be interesting trying to keep my hard on hidden. someone distract me (or give me more to think about).
    Vawreck Vawreck 36-40, M 3 Responses Apr 3

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    I have always thought about death. From a 'bad' point of view to a more 'peaceful' one. When I was a kid my parents never talk to me about death. I really learned what death was...
    nuwandaisaphony nuwandaisaphony 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 4

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    I think about it way to much it is stupid I wish it would all go away I can't feel anything anymore I just wunna die at this point
    deadgirlcutter deadgirlcutter 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 8

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    I'm nineteen and still haven't lost it I'm the only one of my friends left and I'm thinking it might be time. but I kinda want it to be special..
    gracelessanddumbfounded gracelessanddumbfounded 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I think everyone, even if they seem like a bad person, has some great lesson they have learned and can teach you. :) my old best friend and I had so many fights, but she's taught...
    fawnathewolf fawnathewolf 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    I was raped wen I was 11 and again April 19 2014 but my attacker is now in jail for another crime but I think about it everyday,how he seemed so normal, how he smelled then wen he...
    kaykaycoker kaykaycoker 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 26

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    If you are struck between two options, just flip a coin in the air! It works. Not because it solves the problem . . . but because while the coin is in the air, You will get to...
    TCL009 TCL009 41-45, F 2 Responses Mar 27

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    I can't stop thinking about having an affair with a guy from work..I know it's wrong but I am so "frustrated" because my husband I I have not been intimate in well over a year (he...
    ldsmommy2015 ldsmommy2015 41-45, F 11 Responses Mar 30

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    just when I've almost stopped thinking about you, you show up to make sure I was feeling better after recently being ill and we spend the night talking until you fall asleep when I...
    illgetoveriteventually illgetoveriteventually 16-17, F Apr 2

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    I am a **** addict and I dont regret it. I usually think about sex and sexuality. And I am happy with that.
    neven85 neven85 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 7

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    i saw a movie "Lucy" and it was wonderful experience,loved the movies that make me think about life.I am fascinated by the human approach towards world ,human perspective about...
    deephuman deephuman 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 14

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    We came from the world. In a way, we are earth. So, me thinking about the planet... That's earth being self aware.. Right?
    steviehunt steviehunt 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 15

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    It's scary how much I think about dying. The saddest part is that I don't think I would even be missed. How ******* pathetic is that?
    guestno3 guestno3 41-45 Apr 17

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    Why, why, why, me. Why am I thinking about him?!?!?! Grrrrrrrrrrr
    EyeDontGiveAHoot EyeDontGiveAHoot 36-40, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    When I am angry with my husband I think about it a lot. But then I don't think i would ever be able to really lay with another man for a one hitter quitter. It would have to be a...
    aurismith aurismith 26-30, F 6 Responses a week ago

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    What do you think about me? :D
    anthonysheriff anthonysheriff 13-15, M 5 days ago

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    I had an outstanding sex experience today and I can't stop thinking about it and fall asleep... I am more attracted to this man then I have ever been to anyone before and he is...
    Malvan Malvan 36-40, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I seriously can't stop thinking about this guy i used to like. I don't even know if I'm even really over him. I see him everyday at school and when we talk, I'm happy for the rest...
    Cutiepieadwoa17 Cutiepieadwoa17 16-17, F 1 day ago

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