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I Think About the Future All the Time

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    Life's objective

    What will I do tomorrow? How can I  be better than I was today? How can I work towards a goal that will take two, three or four years to reach? That self-improvement goal, the college degree, purchasing the home or car, quitting smoking, becoming more peaceful, managing...
    Ameliorate Ameliorate 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 3, 2010

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    Who Know's The Truth?

    Is there a way to find out what really happens to a human being or animal when they perish? I ask this because who has met someone who died and came back to tell them what it might be like? Heaven, or Hell? A figure that has been elaborately envisioned by billions who resides in...
    Ameliorate Ameliorate 26-30, M Jan 6, 2010

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    I just want to thank GOD for this absolutely amazing opportunity he just put in my path๐Ÿ˜†๐Ÿ˜†๐Ÿ˜† I love you sooooooo much๐Ÿ˜˜
    Tez328 Tez328 16-17, F 1 Response May 14

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    I still do think about him all the time.
    Asereht Asereht 26-30, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    Just three weeks ago I was thinking about suicide. And a few days ago my uncle died. My dad's younger brother. He was only 55, and he's left behind a wife and two kids. Well that...
    lukeskywalker89 lukeskywalker89 22-25, M 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    It's the strangest thing. I don't know what she looks like. I don't know where she lives exactly, just that it would take a plane ride to get there. We've only exchanged...
    Brontide Brontide 36-40, M 3 Responses May 6

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    I'm trying really hard not to think about my assignments and my grades and my future. It's scary :s
    RH17 RH17 18-21, F May 13

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    Human existence itself is sinister, macabre is in its essence. The human being, by occasion, encounter himself in this universe, without an apparent purpose, without a sense or...
    DiegoSMarinho DiegoSMarinho 16-17, M 1 Response a week ago

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    There are nights when the silence creeps up on me and you cross my mind. I don't mean to think about you but I do. I don't mean to miss you but I do. I know I'm the one who ended...
    Girl12335 Girl12335 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    My mom's friend just got robbed this weekend of EVERYTHING in their house except their microwave, (I'm guessing old or too hard too move) TV and a few other things. The things they...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses May 12

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    My ex is still with another guy and I wish I had treated her better. I see pictures of her on Facebook from time to time and check out her profile and it rips me apart so deleted...
    callum00000 callum00000 26-30, M May 15

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    The royal barber was trimming the beard of the king when he commented, ?His Majesty?s beard is starting to turn gray.? The king was livid at the remark and ordered that the barber...
    om2013 om2013 22-25, M 1 Response May 16

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    From all that I have experienced here on EP, I can't say that I'm really going to miss this place. Of course I'm going to miss the friends I met on here, yes, but mainly not...
    redbetblue2 redbetblue2 16-17, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I was thinking about it for a long time (years in fact) and then on 20 April this year I did get cut. The story of the whole thing is on my blog, along with a load of pics...
    ben1815 ben1815 41-45, M 3 Responses May 5

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    I can't stop thinking about my coworker. I still like him. The sight of him at work, makes me think about him everyday. I miss hanging out with him. Miss the contact. Sadly he is...
    shegi20 shegi20 26-30, F May 5

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    I wrote my first suicide letter yesterday why do people write them it only makes you think of the people you may leave behind who may care and it makes you think then by the time...
    blasianalien blasianalien 22-25, F May 10

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    I wonder what it's like to die in your sleep. I have this idea that you become one with your dream world, and your consciousness ascends. To die in your sleep is seen as the most...
    MayaKing MayaKing 31-35, F May 16

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    For the last 5 months I some times randomly think about what happened and it makes me feel depressed, but I'm a little scared to talk to certain people about it because i happen to...
    Blackrosebat Blackrosebat 16-17, M 2 Responses May 21

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    Last night came into the hotel after a trial filled day and turned on the tv....We Bought a Zoo was on.....there really are some great lines in this...[spoiler alert]. He is...
    drooniedat drooniedat 36-40, M 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I think about death to much I'm not scared of death I'm scared of what will happen to my soul I don't want to go to hell But I don't want to spend all my life believing in God who...
    jessydx jessydx 16-17, F 2 Responses May 4

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    It's going to happen to us all. We should think about it. It's not sad but it's the beginning of our new home in the grave .
    DustontheOliveLeaves DustontheOliveLeaves 31-35, F 1 Response May 5

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    Usually, things I think about are not worth thinking about. So when there's actually something that should be thought about, I'll think about it for a good hour or so.
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 24

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    I'm about to ask a serious question about myself, and i'd like your opinion as someone who doesn't know me. I'm not doing this for attention or to make myself look like a "psycho...
    Tikotacos Tikotacos 13-15, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I think about getting out a lot, a whole lot. I wonder if I will make it through the summer, some how I already know the answer to that, only if I choose to, and I think I have...
    mljenkins mljenkins 41-45, F May 4

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    what do you think about me, mergirl123? silly?.... annoying, always eating?.. skinny, enjoys talking about farts. ? is that gross? if not let's make a toast.. grab a hotdog and...
    mergirl123 mergirl123 18-21, F 4 Responses May 7

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    As long as I can remember I have always had thoughts of suicide and it is getting worse. I thought everyone has those thoughts, but now I know that it is abnormal. Now I just feel...
    Kebra725 Kebra725 18-21, F 1 Response May 15

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    When I think about some near death experience happening to me I think I will not fight it but just go with it. But still waiting for something like that to happen.
    mljenkins mljenkins 41-45, F May 18

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    I think about it and desire it so much I wonder how no one else seems to notice how much I don't want to be a part of this life. I can't really be surprised I put on a good front...
    mljenkins mljenkins 41-45, F 1 Response May 19

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    How Disney pixars Inside Out saved me This year on Tuesday I got a toothache and it was a cavity. Since I hate the dentist I never went to one. Inside out is a movie I want to see...
    sarahhoek sarahhoek 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I think about you a lot when I'm not supposed to. I know you're not thinking about me, but I really can't help it. I really don't want much, even being your shadow is okay with me...
    justmeinthisbigworld justmeinthisbigworld 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    5 men raped me and i dunno what to do cause I cant stop thinking about them and what happened. My dad thinks its my fault cause i opened the door when I was alone but I didnt know...
    hollyjollyholly hollyjollyholly 13-15, F 6 Responses 4 days ago

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    A while ago I made the stupid mistake of Falling for a guy i met online, We didn't meet here it was on another site. I have never met anyone that understood me like he did, he...
    Gertrude95 Gertrude95 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I'm not depressed or suicidal or anything. But isn't it weird how, when you think about what dying is like, you must first become so much more aware of your self and your body?
    underlyinghonesty underlyinghonesty 22-25, F 1 Response May 5

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    I'm not afraid of it but I do think about it a lot. Maybe I am afraid?
    NocheSombra NocheSombra 18-21, F 4 Responses May 5

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    What do you think about me take a look at my profile and let me know :) thank you
    PreponLovato PreponLovato 18-21, F 2 Responses May 7

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    I finally told my parents because my depression has gotten so bad, they said they would help me, but they haven't. I don't even know if they can. But I can't stop thinking about...
    HardlyAlice HardlyAlice 18-21, F 3 Responses May 11

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    I think about suicide on a daily biases and don't know why
    rainyday10 rainyday10 22-25, M 1 Response May 14

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    I Can't do any of This anymore, I'm so ready to give up at this point, I can't stop thinking about it it's constantly in my mind and it won't go away I can't even sleep anymore :(
    rebecca166 rebecca166 13-15, F May 14

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    Is there maybe someone who wants to be friends with me ? :( I'm 26 depressed have no friends think about suicide and am gay too ugh :( :( I wish I had the guts to lull myself...
    quattrodsg88 quattrodsg88 26-30, M 1 Response May 15

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    It may sound stupid, but I panic when I think about dying. Since it is inevitable, it is not a fear I can get over. Well, except for dying, of course. :P
    ErraticSarcastic ErraticSarcastic 26-30, F 4 Responses May 19

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    I hate getting attached to people bc i literally never stop thinking about them. I already have a lot on my mind and a lot of pain...i don't need more.
    Jjta Jjta 16-17, F 2 Responses May 26

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