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I Think About the Future All the Time

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    Life's objective

    What will I do tomorrow? How can I  be better than I was today? How can I work towards a goal that will take two, three or four years to reach? That self-improvement goal, the college degree, purchasing the home or car, quitting smoking, becoming more peaceful, managing...
    Ameliorate Ameliorate 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 3, 2010

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    Who Know's The Truth?

    Is there a way to find out what really happens to a human being or animal when they perish? I ask this because who has met someone who died and came back to tell them what it might be like? Heaven, or Hell? A figure that has been elaborately envisioned by billions who resides in...
    Ameliorate Ameliorate 26-30, M Jan 6, 2010

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    Related Experiences

    Unfortunately, I do. More times than not. By, the time I was 18, I had "succeeded" 8 times. As, of now, I am almost 27 years old now, and I've only contemplated it about 3-4 times...
    BelievingButterfly BelievingButterfly 26-30, F 13 hrs ago

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    I used to think about it all the time..... I finally had one.... If she would want to do it again, I would! I have no regrets. But she now only wants to be friends. Sadness...
    CampinMan CampinMan 51-55, M 15 hrs ago

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    I'm taking 20 credit hours (technically 18.5 hours of regular classes and 9 hours in Marching Band, so 27.5 hours in class every week) and I'm worried that sticking with this...
    A0129 A0129 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I have been thinking about it for years now.... I don't know how to get out of the mindset every time one thing is going good in life another goes bad.. it stems from a lot of...
    hiddenuser187 hiddenuser187 22-25, M 4 days ago

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    thinking about PETER <3 HE is always in my mind. haha.
    feeling23 feeling23 13-15 5 days ago

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    You don't even like/care abour me yet I can't stop thinking about u. I hate that, especially when we have so much in common and we can chat for ages. I don't know why u don't like...
    disclosure31 disclosure31 31-35, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I know I shouldn't think about you this much but no one made me feel the way he did.
    brandeelo23 brandeelo23 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    I wish I didn't, I love him deeply, but the thrill is just not there anymore .... I think about it constantly. I wish he understood how much more I need from him, how much more I...
    septemberiscoming septemberiscoming 26-30, F 5 Responses 5 days ago

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    I've been thinking about suicide more and more frequently. I'm just not sure how I'd do it.
    A0129 A0129 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    She was my world. She kept me passionate about my dreams. She made me smile until it hurt. I still think about how it felt to hold her.
    Kandtheconstellations Kandtheconstellations 18-21, T 1 Response a week ago

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    She just left. I'm already thinking about her, what she's doing, does she miss me as much as I miss her? I want to lose hours of sleep talking with her all night. Know more about...
    EvoKinevil EvoKinevil 26-30, M 8 Responses a week ago

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    Yes it is late, technically it's tomorrow. I need to be up in 6 hours and getting ready for the day. Feel no where near ready to fall asleep though. Maybe in 3 hours I don't even...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response a week ago

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    I always want to die. In 2012, rumour said the world was going to end on 21st of December. When everyone was fussed about it, I expected its come. As I had no idea to have a good...
    Suthysloth Suthysloth 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 27

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    I think about you, who was never found in the ship wreck. I think about you, whose name was never mentioned for trying to tell the truth. I think about you, who is a prisoner in...
    Darthpikachu Darthpikachu 26-30, M Aug 26

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    it's funny I just had my son almost 4 weeks ago and I'm thinking of baby names for my future children. I love the names brody and paisley
    iihumpchu95 iihumpchu95 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 26

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    Because of the way our marriage have turned out I have been thinking about other women more and more... Last time we where intimate with each other was early 2013 (this I wrote in...
    SteinHansson SteinHansson 46-50, M 1 Response Aug 26

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    I am a 38 year old widow with 3 adult children and a 15 year old. I ended a relationship that practically devoured my self esteem. In the interim of trying to make myself feel...
    Tenanye Tenanye 36-40, F Aug 25

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    I think about death as in how it will feel when I day and when I day what will happen to everyone around me and where or how I'll die
    iwastoldtodothis iwastoldtodothis 13-15, M Aug 25

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    I have met someone and I really like him and think I could have a really good future with him. The thing is, how do I tell him that I want to die, that its always in the back of my...
    mljenkins mljenkins 41-45, F 2 Responses Aug 25

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    Well I watch sad strories more, where they lose a close relative or a close friend. Then I get sad and think about how it may affect me if my dad or brother died then I get sad and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 24

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    I was in hospital earlier this year because of chronic heart failure. I nearly died in the emergency room and while in intensive care the lady in the next bed with the same...
    Dropbear Dropbear 41-45, M Aug 24

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    These movies are ones that make me think about life or get me feeling some kid of thing. - Interstellar - Inception - Lucy - American sniper - In the land of blood and...
    XwonderlustX XwonderlustX 26-30, F 10 Responses Aug 24

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    I always think about death. It doesn't scare me. I always want to die. I dream about my death either by getting run over, getting shot, by giving birth, or hanging myself. I was...
    kittylulu13 kittylulu13 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 22

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    If you're depressed, you're living in the past. If you're anxious, you're living in the future. Start living in the present and enjoying it :)
    BrokenArrow90 BrokenArrow90 13-15, F Aug 22

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    I do think about it every day. Even now, I have it all planned out in my head. How I'm going to do it, when, where, how long it will take. And I want to, but somewhere inside me...
    BrokenBabygirlx BrokenBabygirlx 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 22

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    Okay... Im going to let it all out... Hope yall care enough to comment.. Sorry if this is all over the place.. Im just thinking so much about my life right now.. I met this...
    SkinnyIsPretty0 SkinnyIsPretty0 18-21, F Aug 20

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    I am thinking about moving away to Rochester this Sunday to live with a friend of mine but I haven't told my parents yet . Lets say i have been on my own since last year i had my...
    Lovenomore95 Lovenomore95 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 20

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    Well the title says it all! But to be specific, I am leaving experience project. Yes, I said it. For the last few months I have had wonderful time reading your messages you have...
    xjillmeyersx xjillmeyersx 31-35, F 6 Responses Aug 19

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    Well the title says it all! But to be specific, I am leaving E P. Yes, I said it. For the last few months I have had wonderful time reading your messages you have left me. At times...
    xjillmeyersx xjillmeyersx 31-35, F Aug 19

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    It started about four years ago. I've been married over 10 years, some history in my other stories, but my wife withdrew physical affection and later any sort of intimacy as a...
    jp20156 jp20156 41-45, M 8 Responses Aug 19

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    Everyday i think about suicide can not live forward
    Gloriaboszaman Gloriaboszaman 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 19

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    I think about suicide often, though just now have I thought of attempting something a little serious. I find myself considering buying certain pills or liquids to overdose with...
    aeinhardt aeinhardt 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 18

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    As a follow up, my ex got out of jail. And immediately following his release, he started with the incessant calling. Sending cards and poems and love letters everyday. I had a PFA...
    blackbeautygirl51 blackbeautygirl51 51-55, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    I'm 6 weeks pregnant and have decided that abortion is my best option. Me and my boyfriend have been dating for a year now and he's a great man but we both are not financially...
    nailea25 nailea25 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 18

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    I was in a relationship with him for four years he cheats alot and I still was with him cause I love him until he migrate I still think about him alot
    tiffany584 tiffany584 26-30, F Aug 17

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    I love the fantasy, curiousity and mysteriousness in Alice in Wonderland and Wizard of OZ! These type of stories/films/books makes me awe! They both are proper adventurous on a...
    LittleMilwee LittleMilwee 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 17

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    I think about him every day. I thought I could forget him but it's been a year and he's still all I ever think about.
    ImAPuzzle ImAPuzzle 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 17

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    He wants to know why I'm so standoffish. I'm standing here alone while they are visiting. I think I detect anger at me coming from his sister but she could just be really busy and...
    Morrgin Morrgin 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 16

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    I still think about that guy who was once someone who was special in my heart. He was really a cute guy. I felt bad about my last contact with him 8 months ago. I screwed up, and...
    noaht43 noaht43 41-45, T Aug 16