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I Think About the Future All the Time

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    Who Know's The Truth?

    Is there a way to find out what really happens to a human being or animal when they perish? I ask this because who has met someone who died and came back to tell them what it might be like? Heaven, or Hell? A figure that has been elaborately envisioned by billions who resides in...
    Ameliorate Ameliorate 26-30, M Jan 6, 2010

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    Life's objective

    What will I do tomorrow? How can I  be better than I was today? How can I work towards a goal that will take two, three or four years to reach? That self-improvement goal, the college degree, purchasing the home or car, quitting smoking, becoming more peaceful, managing...
    Ameliorate Ameliorate 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 3, 2010

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    F, 28. I am ready to end my life. The only thing holding me back is a boyfriend that I truly love. These were never my intentions when I started dating him. I wanted to be with him...
    jlg813 jlg813 26-30, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    F, 28. I am ready to end my life. The only thing holding me back is a boyfriend that I truly love. These were never my intentions when I started dating him. I wanted to be with him...
    jlg813 jlg813 26-30, F 1 hr ago

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    Just sayin, they are an awesome band. And they make me really happy every time I listen to their music. It's been 5 years and I'm still listening. Also, they put on the best...
    ltw1016 ltw1016 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    Throughout my life I have always pictured and planned my funeral more than my future wedding.
    32forever2016 32forever2016 31-35, M 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    I just watched the bucket list. This film reminds me of the last holiday. I'm not going to wait to live my life I will even do the small things people think not to do because they...
    cantpick cantpick 18-21, F 14 hrs ago

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    So i have been feeling really suicidal and i came across a website and a disclaimer was "If you can't take a joke" okay no we can take a joke but Suicide is nothing to joke about...
    SophieSophLJ SophieSophLJ 18-21, F 1 Response 20 hrs ago

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    I've struggled with suicidal thoughts for a long time and only now after years of intensive therapy, high dosages of medications and being sectioned under the mental health act...
    thisisjuno thisisjuno 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I've somewhat planned how i want my funeral almost as much as I've planned for my future wedding to mystery guy out there. I know what songs I want played the color of the flowers...
    EmaMisery EmaMisery 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Today is so bad, I just want to wake up and not think about suicide or death, but I just don't want to do this anymore, any of it. I keep waiting for my hormones to get regulated...
    mljenkins mljenkins 41-45, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I have passion about nothing in my life. It's always been like this. I don't want to achieve anything, I don't want to do anything. I just want the years to pass by and wait for my...
    Fwtw Fwtw 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Wel) i have tried overdosing hanging myself and cutting my wrists but i got caught everytime for me the easiest thing was overdosing or cutting my wrists but only if you have taken...
    wichita316 wichita316 22-25, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    today I went to get an abortion. I found out I was pregnant with identical twins. I decided to hold off on the abortion so I could think about things. my boyfriend of 5 years is...
    Kellies80 Kellies80 31-35, F 6 Responses 3 days ago

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    And I hate myself for not being able to let go. Here's the story; I was friends with my ex friend for 4 years and that's all we were. I never wanted to be anything more because...
    awesomefallenangel awesomefallenangel 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I can't stop! I cant wait to see him soon and give him a huge kiss on the cheek. I think about everything about him. :)
    VirgoBeauty VirgoBeauty 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Undercover Bridesmaid is my favorite Hallmark mystery movie and it stars my favorite Hallmark actress Brooke Burns. It is on again. Tanya is a woman who is a highly skilled...
    loveismyfriend loveismyfriend 36-40, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Disclaimer: I'm not actually going to commit suicide, this was just my thought process after I messed something up with someone I care for. I thought about suicide today, looked...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I loved the last month EP-free. I'm wondering if I should leave... I survived then, I think I can survive the future. Opinions? If I do, I won't delete my account, in case I need...
    HELPTAKENhelpused HELPTAKENhelpused 26-30, M 5 days ago

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    I can feel that rejection from all angles again the feeling it gives me inside its like A knife digging in my heart. This is when I just think it would be best for all that I...
    Gentleandlovingsoul Gentleandlovingsoul 36-40, F 5 days ago

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    Easy A is one of my favorite movies. If you see previews, depending on which previews you see is whether or not you will get a tainted view of what the movie is really about. The...
    loveismyfriend loveismyfriend 36-40, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Ever find yourself thinking about the darkest things, in this case it's death. We could die at any moment, think about how many people have died as i am typing this up, it's crazy...
    MrBugsyMalone MrBugsyMalone 13-15, M 5 days ago

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    I think about everything before going to bed. what has happened in the past, what I could've done to fix things, change things..I always overthink myself into a bad mood and I hate...
    chelsey1214 chelsey1214 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Bad Hair Day is a Disney movie and is based on very sensitive subjects. It is one of my favorite movies and I knew even before it aired the first time that it would be added to my...
    loveismyfriend loveismyfriend 36-40, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I watched if I stay and the fault in our stars they were so sad especially the fault in our stars I was crying so much at the end of the movie... makes me think about life
    EmoMusicLuv EmoMusicLuv 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 3

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    Associated card: Ten of Swords. Associated track: none. Isn't it peculiar... when you already know or rather have a tiny sampler of the afterlife, if you had NDE... and still...
    AmethystCluster AmethystCluster 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 3

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    “Why didn't I learn to treat everything like it was the last time? My greatest regret was how much I believed in the future.” Do you ever worry that what you are taking for...
    RememberTomorrow RememberTomorrow 31-35, M Feb 2

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    I've been thinking about suicide quite a bit. Two weeks before Christmas I was Baker acted. Almost when through with it. Tried again a week later. My friends family took me in to...
    Robeta Robeta 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 2

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    my ex I can't stop thinking about him, I don't want to be in a relationship with him but omg I want him to put his hands all over me so bad
    smashmouth4eva smashmouth4eva 31-35, F Feb 1

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    When I am at work, or away from my hubby, I think about him and I get all happy and warm inside! Then a big smile comes across my face! When i was at work on Friday I got that big...
    deedeebeebee deedeebeebee 41-45, F 3 Responses Feb 1

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    I can't stop thinking about past things, like embarrassing moments, conversations where I could've said something better, something more clever. I think about past problems that...
    PoetryApocolypse PoetryApocolypse 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 1

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    RELENTLESSLY HAUNTED by every instance of poor judgement or just common errors. Can't turn my mind off, I just relive every single moment! Even ones looong forgotten by people who...
    HollowBravado HollowBravado 26-30, M 2 Responses Jan 31

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    Ive been living with my partner for more than 7 years now. We have 3 boys under 5 years old and we met when i was 18. 3 years ago we found out he has an Asperger, type of autism...
    superkates superkates 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 31

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    I would like to know if anyone feels the same way Right now and for a while it has felt like I'm the only one who struggles so much with this Like to the point where it effects...
    Jordbaerbonnie Jordbaerbonnie 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 30

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    I'm thinking about running away, running from my home and everybody I know
    anestacia anestacia 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 30

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    I haven't been helping myself much. I haven't been taking my medication that my endocrinologist prescribed. It's been difficult to get with friends. I end up trying to do most...
    BloodMoonFlower BloodMoonFlower 22-25, F 4 Responses Jan 30

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    It's true. I'm thinking about changing it. I honestly don't know why I chose it to begin with but I'm sure it had something to do with how I was feeling or what I needed from EP...
    SirLaughalots SirLaughalots 36-40, M 2 Responses Jan 29

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    I feel like I don't appreciate the people around me anymore, just because I think of him everyday. What hurts is that the person that occupies my mind doesn't even know I exist...
    geenieinabottle geenieinabottle 16-17, F Jan 29

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    They are my favourite band of all time. -I made them a fan account -I got an all time low shirt for Christmas - I own 5 all time low bracelets - you could play any song by them and...
    Ddachelle16 Ddachelle16 16-17, F Jan 28

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    I think about it a lot Iv only ever been with my husband from are school days am I missing out
    wifemum wifemum 31-35, F 4 Responses Jan 28

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