I Think About the Past

If only.... 420 People

    i sit and think damn i wasted a lot of time

    and energy on so much $hit that didnt really matter...but then i think if it meant something to me it doesn't matter if it didn't to anyone else...someone once told me just cause i was partying and living the drama filled life that my :connections werent real". i say *uck that...
    katariffik katariffik
    31-35, F
    May 29, 2015

    Could Have Would Have Should Have...

    I tend to go deep into my past and draw Out what I should have done or what I would do given the chance to go back. Some days I even dream of waking up where my downhill spiral began. I was always a smart kid, just unmotivated. I would get my nose to the grindstone with school...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Dec 14, 2010

    It doesn't make sense to me to keep thinking

    about you. But how can I forget? How can I forget every hug, every kiss, every word you ever said to me? How can I forget the way your lips felt on mine, the texture of your hair through my fingers, the smell of your cologne? And when I'm all alone, it seems the be the only...
    Jenuinely Jenuinely
    22-25, F
    Jun 13, 2014

    Being Stuipd

    Well I was in the wonderful pack named dark moons with my closets friends at the time.. Then I started being Stuipd and brought a hunter to the pack so I was banned for good if that pack.. My first pack and I was banned.. Well I guess I deseverd it but I wonder what it would be...
    Omegawolf11 Omegawolf11
    18-21, M
    Nov 2, 2012

    The Past.... For ALL My Friends- And One In Particular

    The past is the past for a reason That is where it is supposed to stay But some cannot let it go In their head it eats away Until all their focus becomes The person that they used to be The mistakes they made in their life Oh if only they could see That you cannot change what...
    expressomarkie expressomarkie
    1 Response Feb 13, 2013

    I enjoy a lot of things from the past.

    I have good memories and bad ones but I'm kind of excited to see how the future turns out for me. Can't wait to spend more time with this one person and make more good memories.
    Ifindbeautyinall Ifindbeautyinall
    18-21, M
    Jul 22, 2015

    I miss something specific

    that I use to do in my past b4 I met my wife and don't get me wrong I love my wife to death and never regret meeting her it's just something I use to do and she thought it was weird and didn't like the idea and probably will never get to do it openly again just in secret -_-
    raider4421 raider4421
    26-30, M
    Feb 20, 2014

    You are the ocean in a storm.

    You are the sand in my hair. You are the taste of salt on my lips. You are all these things and more, but most of all, you are the only thing I see.
    Jenuinely Jenuinely
    22-25, F
    Oct 8, 2014

    Step Back

    How many steps back will it take? I want to re-live those happy moments I once felt. I need to be reminded that I am remembered and loved, so that I can step forward and be a happier person. I'd like to step forward and find new happy memories. Though it seems that the more I...
    AngelWithin AngelWithin
    22-25, F
    13 Responses Oct 24, 2009

    I know its pointless to carry the weight of the

    past with you throughout your journey. I'm not old. But I feel like it. I recall memories so distant. Good and bad ones. So many memories, so many turns and twists. So many events. Sometimes I feel like I'm a thousand years old. Like its been a millennia since my first memory of...
    BillyEmad BillyEmad
    18-21, M
    Jun 15, 2014

    All I do is think about the past.

    I can never remember anything good but all about the bad. I rethink over everything and wonder if it will come back and get me one day.
    Beatenrodent Beatenrodent
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Aug 19, 2014

    My mom died when I was around one year old.

    I never knew her. I hear things about her. How she was anorexic, how towards the end she didn't have the energy to do anything. How she used to beat my older sister, who was just five years older than me. How my parents had met while my dad had been a professor and she his...
    Jenuinely Jenuinely
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 7, 2014

    And at first, I thought I knew

    for sure it was the right thing to do. It was right to end a three year relationship because I didn't think I loved him. I don't regret that. I just didn't think it would be this hard. I didn't think of how many people would tell me what they think I should do, how I should go...
    Jenuinely Jenuinely
    22-25, F
    May 4, 2014

    Sometimes I just want to go back in

    that time. Probably because it is familiar. But most of the time, I am glad that I am not a part of that culture any more.
    rabinafrost rabinafrost
    18-21, F
    Feb 10, 2015

    Wish I Could Go Back To Certain Times

        I just wanted our hearts, bodies, and souls to be one. It is hard to explain wanting to be that close to some one. It's kinda like they have a spell on you that you just can't get enough.  Have you ever loved someone so much that no matter how close you where to the it...
    mommatrish mommatrish
    46-50, F
    Aug 10, 2011

    My Precious Fake Smile About The Past..

    Hello. So you all know me as Shelby. And that is my real name. I'm a 16 year old girl that has had one hell of a past. I have alot of brothers and sisters. But I truly only count a few, for example, Marie, Ryan, Lee, Alan, and Dawn. They all are older then me, outside of my...
    HopingForABetterTomorrow HopingForABetterTomorrow
    18-21, F
    Apr 25, 2012

    I like thinking about what a certain area

    looked like years ago. Where you're standing a tree could have been there. But then humans came along.
    mountainseal mountainseal
    18-21, F
    Jul 11, 2014
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